/lit/ - Literature

REMINDER:
Butterfly is a fictional construct in your mind.
Do not engage with it for it is unhealthy to do so.
Ignore it at all costs. It isn't real, Its just an evil hallucination that is trying to temp you.

Heed my warning.

IF ONE MORE HO-MO-SEXUAL FAGGOT JOGGER RUNS BY ME GOING HEEEGGGHHHH HHHHHHHAUUGGGHHHHH BLEUGHHHHHHH HEHHHHHHHHHHHHH IN MY FACE I'M GOING TO FUCKING CHASE HIM DOWN AND BITE THE TOP OF HIS SCALP

FUCK JOGGERS FUCK JOGGERS FUCK JOGGERS FUCK JOGGERS FUCK JOGGERS FUCK JOGGERS FUCK JOGGERS FUCK JOGGERS FUCK JOGGERS FUCK JOGGERS THAT IS NOT A REAL ACTIVITY DO SOME REAL EXERCISE DON'T RUN 6 MILES IN A FUCKING CIRCLE AND HEHHHHH HHHHHAUGGHHHHHHHH BEHHHHHHHHH IN MY FACE YOU FUCKING SUBHUMAN FAKE EXERCISING YUPPIE FUCK

Killing dreams. Murdering hope. Fighting the righteous. Bullying the weak.

>>19304518
ayy you got this pic from me OP. it's by Ivan Agueli

>>19304518
I have an anxiety that no matter how many spiritual/religious texts I read, I'm just coping with atheistic materialism.

I believe David Foster Wallace dealt with the same thing.
Probably ngmi, bros

>>19304548
What do you even talking about?
Butterfly as symbol of love?
As in butterfly effect?
Or do you mean the animal?

>>19304518
OK so you're gifted, now what? You could be arrogant and rise to the level of your arrogance, but that impulse will always be contrary to the essential nature of your gift, which is adaptation. Besides, people are only as good as those around them. What I need, what we all need, is a gifted friend who nourishes the undergrown parts of ourselves. Where does one find such a person, without relying on arrogance as a filter?

>>19304559
Too late, I've already decided you'll MI

>>19304548
Bullying Butters became my fetish, Id pay to have a vid of her crying

>>19304568
you will understand soon enough
>>19304593
she's been going fucking insane recently. just dont engage dont give her the attention

>>19304558
I did, it's very beautiful. When you posted it a few days ago you were sad about hurting someone you loved. How did it go anon? Did you send the letter?

>>19304559
Society is shit, so what? You probably have more ability to experiment with radically different lifestyles than ever before, so there's that. If atheism and materialism really bothered you, despite the knowledge that your ancestors lived in fundamentally the same world with no issues, you would take a bunch of ayahuasca and sacrifice your connection with reality for passionate spirituality.

>>19304592
Appreciate it, anon

I can't bring myself to have sex with a woman I don't love so I hook up with fat chicks to tittyfuck.

>>19304586
good point i cant work under this conditions as artist. i need a penthouse, a safety backup, some inspiring female presence, a pool on my roof top, and an personal protect if i visit the plebs in an location. and maybe occasionally some drugs from an doctor i trust.
if humanity cant manage this its not my fail if i am useless. the safety-backup should be at least 3 million euro uninflatable.

>>19304611
True

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>>19304571
>democrats will never lose control
If they fuck up the budget negotiations (as they are now) and don't deliver on any of their promises I doubt they will be able to mobilize their base for the midterms. The future of the republican party is extremely fucking bleak but they still have a few years in them. The moderate and progressive wings of the democratic party will probably fracture, with the moderates becoming the new big money party + conservative. The faces will change but the dynamic won't. Just look at Joe Manchin nuking Biden's climate and social plans to save his coal fortune.

>>19304608
no.. I need to cool off, there's too many mixed emotions right now. The feeling was overpoweringly intense then, if it was when I think it was. It isn't exactly overpowering anymore. Comes and goes. But I.. it's about a woman of course, and she doesn't want me, and I don't want to contact her while I still want her. I fear the agenda will be mixed. It would take time to explain, but for various reasons much of my memories and emotional life have been cut off for very, very long. My regret was over something very old that I just didn't end up processing until now. I was angry at her for a very long time, but I'm not anymore (thank God). After the anger left was the first time I really started to empathize with her, I started to remember how hurt she was and for the first time in all these years- in which I'm sure I have remembered some of these things some of the time- the thought entered my head "I hate that I made her feel that way" and then I just cried and cried.. every day for weeks. I believe I wrote and posted the pic at the height of those emotions. Now it's.. some days more, some days maybe just a tear or two. The feelings are definitely evolving, something is happening, but I don't think I'll write her for at least a year or so. Thanks for asking.

>>19304646
I didn't want her back until the anger left. Maybe in some sexual way. But after the negative emotions were gone it turned out that every positive thing I've ever felt about her has been stored somewhere. I am as probably more in love with her now than I ever was then, and this is a long time ago.. again, explaining would take a while, and I don't want to get too specific. But I do not expect these emotions will be reciprocated.

>>19304632
I don't understand.. According to my grading rubric this post is an A++?

>>19304635
Please noble amerifat explain to me what the chances are of the postsplinter Demonkkkrat party and the populist elements of the Rethuglikkkan party forming a new and non retarded political force

Or is it all trannies and jiggaboos from here on out

>>19304646
you get angry if you fall in love really?

just got paid and spent too much money on books again

>>19304646
i played one time to be angry about her so she doesn't have to be sad if she ends it.

>>19304681
we were very young, and were face with circumstances neither of us could handle at all. I was hurt to the point of decimation. She was my world so I couldn't leave her, but instead I stayed and resented her until I didn't care anymore. It would probably dox me to give details. I understand that I was as angry as I was. It's just that I've realized it came down to a kind of misunderstanding, and failure to communicate. The one thing that really needs figuring out is why I couldn't communicate.

How common is cuckholding?

>>19304708
Femdom porn went from being 5% cuckold focused to 80% cuckold focused from 2000 to 2020 interpret that as you will

I must do wrong.

>>19304518
REEEEEE
NOTHING MAKES ANY SENSE.
NOTHING MAKES SENSE.
THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES SENSE ARE PRIMORDIAL PHYSICAL, OBSERVABLE LAWS.
THE HUMAN MIND ISN'T PREPARED FOR THIS, WE'RE ALL JUST PRIMATES DESIGNED FOR HUNTING AND TOOL USE.

>>19304661
>amerifat
I'm yuropoor I just like to read the news. The inner machinations of the world's sole superpower effects everyone.
What you call "the populist elements of the Rethuglikkan party" is rearing its head for the last time as the boomers die out and are sensing the existential danger of their opinions; cornered wolves fight the hardest.
In my humble opinion I consider the current environment the last hurrah of that camp. Once the republican powerbase becomes insignificant the entire spectrum will shift further left as the moderate democrats become the "anchor" of the right side of the spectrum. As it always has historically. Similarly to how we don't have significant political forces advocating for feudalism as countries did in the past, the people of the future will look at the right wingers sucking big money's dick as ridiculous.
TL;DR trannies and jiggaboos from here on out, as you... phrased it.

>>19304718
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I WAS RAISED WRONG.

the contemporary scientific community sees handed down literary glory just as a mining quarry - juicy and ready to get brutally robbed.

they just pick a piece, deconstruct it, grind the parts down to the max and enrich themself by selling their exploited goods.

>>19304726
I will never forgive self help scammers for how they commodified stoicism.

The influx of normalfags and alphabet letter agents has been a complete disaster for this website.
The prevalence of schizo and take your meds as an insult is a testament to how infiltrated this place has become, these normalfags and glowniggers are trying to shut down unorthodox ideas to preserve the status quo.
I genuinely enjoy reading the difference perspectives people post here from all over the world. Sure, a lot are just plain retarded but every once in a while you get an effortpost that offers a fresh new perspective that gets you thinking or you find someone that shares your thoughts.
This is probably the one redeemable feature of this website and they want to ruin it.

>>19304646
What you wrote when you posted the pic made an impression on me because I more or less had similar feelings. This woman in particular was someone that revived my soul and made me feel alive for the first time in a long time. It's hard to describe, but talking to her gave me a vitality that I didn't know was possible. For some reason I was led to believe the feelings were reciprocal, but they weren't. We stopped talking, but for a long time it felt as if a part of my soul was forcibly taken away, I felt less than whole, less than what I was even before I met her. Only recently I've been able to recover (and as you did, I thank God for that). Even so, I try not to dwell on what happened. Human life is transient, and human relations are feeble. This world and its affairs are not worth feeling sad about. I hope it works out well for you anon, but for your own sake try not to dwell on it too much.

>>19304726
proof that stones have feels or it didnt happen.

>>19304747

>>19304760

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>>19304726
Art has had a problem with this too.
There's a bunch of faggots whose whole shtick that made em prosperous and famous is just to take the art traditions of the past and piss and shit on them, and subvert them and just to fuck shit up.

>>19304779
Idk if I should talk about it because I refuse to read the books of the people I'm mainly talking about.

>another wwoym thread
The cancer is metastasizing

>>19304737
indeed it is transient.. I think we are made to be beautiful for one another, men and women in particular. It can happen that you find stores in yourself you didn't know were there, both in terms of your capacity for emotion and for action.. it's wonderful, but it's a life under responsibility. I think God reveals Himself in beauty. Not His true self, which I think can't be known, but something of who He wants us to see Him as. A kind of a stepwise education in Love.. I am trying to transfer my love for her beauty, the beauty of her heart, into a love for mankind as bearers of something holy. It is a common saying in Islam that if I do good then thank God, but if I do evil then blame me. The beauty belongs to God. But there is also beauty of action, and the most beautiful action I can undertake, I think, is to leave her be.. possibly forever. We'll see.

>>19304726
I am not rich no one pays my pills. You guys dont want to give me my penthouse +3 million euro. Leave science alone. Things are already expensive enough.

>>19304783
So you respond by... bumping the thread.

>>19304783
at least the animeposter is gone

>>19304795
you guys and girls can go full environmentalist after i received my check of 3 million euro. Cause i actually don't care about people i don't know.

>>19304802
Yes. And?

What's the equivalent of "quadrant" for a division of 3? "Third" isn't pretentious enough, I guess.

>>19304841
wat?

>>19304789
>It is a common saying in Islam that if I do good then thank God, but if I do evil then blame me.
Yes, I think I have also heard a similar one (from a narration of Ali I think) that if something good happens to you it is from God, and if misfortune befalls you it is from yourself. I very much agree with both sentiments. What you said about education in love reminds me of Plato's symposium. From loving individual persons, to loving the whole humanity, to eventually loving the Beautiful itself. Indeed an admirable plan. I wish you luck brother.

>>19304841
>>19304869
I guess he praised ufos for everything good and blamed him self if sth. bad happened.

>>19304841
No such word exists. You'll just have to follow in this guy's footsteps and invent one.
How about "tridant"?

>>19304903
>ufos

>>19304928
:O

>>19304925
Whats his gain by not resisting?

>>19304962
Judging by the website we are on, that's probably a porn video anon.

What you BELIEVE is possible for yourself BECOMES what's possible for yourself, man!

>>19304951
The Qur'an says there are demons in the sky who wish to do surveillance, but God sends fire upon them to drive them away.

Job interview in an hour very stressed can't sit still super anxious choking on air despair ahhhhhhh

>>19305007
I BELIEVE entropy is can be decreased.
See? Wrong.
>>19305020
Smoke a cig.

>>19305017
This one seems to like fire.

Been playing short piano songs because I am bored and my new books haven't arrived yet:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I23obDAuQcU

>>19305017
And then the prophet spoke "FIRE SHALL RAIN UP ON THEM!"

>>19305024
>I BELIEVE entropy is can be decreased.
That's a belief about an immutable fact of nature, not about what's possible for yourself, bro. Besides, entropy can be temporarily decreased locally in a thermodynamically open system btw.

I think I'm becoming addicted to this girl, basically just counting the hours between our talks.

>>19305062
>do not become addicted to women... lest you resent their absence.

>>19305062
Years from now, when she no longer talks to you, you will go back to your archived conversations from these days and think about what you could have said (and shouldn't have said) back when it could have made an impact (our present).
>t. stuck with my oneitis from 3 years ago whom I am still faithful and hopeful I will marry someday

heck sky link, use the mirrors as parabolic reflector, kill your enemies.

>>19304593
>her
The real butterfly left years ago when the Trip changed and their views became wildly different

>>19305093
You are talking about a real relationship between 2 human being. I am talking about addiction to female beauty, i can chance my position.

>>19304623
trust me, I like arrogantly plowing my own row as much as the next man. I do think it's a hurtful stereotype that every artist is a lone Victor Frankenstein. I think it's born of ironic detachment, fear of losing the complacency we have around imbeciles. In any case, permitting that fear is immature and unforgivable in a serious enterprise.

>>19305119
thanx for the tipp, if i am lucky and get what i want i will order my bodyguard to immaturely silence you.

>>19305119
>complacency
i am so frearfull about strange humans my friend, that i think most of the how i kill him fastest in an emergency case. That completely doesn't drive from a fear to be not as good as you.

>>19305179
sounds like an endocrine issue, you should get on HRT.

I would prefer a different personality.

>>19305191
Yeah idk i believe that money and a bodyguard will help me to overcome my issues.

>>19305179
Relative complacency then. I'm sure you'd be even less comfortable around a known unpredictable weirdo, madman, or genius.

>>19304518
On November 9th I'll give a team of total strangers legal consent to tear open my left leg in order to perform reconstructive surgery on a torn Anterior Cruciate Ligament in the bowels of my knee. They will first slice open my quadricep and fish out from it's depths a replacement tendon, a piece of me that does not want to leave where it belongs, to crudely tie it to an alien assignment far away, like a child affixing a rubber band to a toy, grinding, burning, cutting, sewing, irrigating. In this violation of everything nature designs they will bind myself back to myself with parts of me from different regions. I lie awake at night picturing this gruesome ritual happening, a tube shoved down my unconscious throat, my flesh splayed open for all the world to see, a technical performance as a means of currency and survival for these people. I wonder how it will feel when I wake up and there is no more nerve block. How will it feel when my allergy to opiate painkillers forces me to go with nothing, for my soul to flow through the leg again and identify the depths of their trespass? Who will I be when I wake from my forced sleep, and my eternally honest body screams in horror at this purposeful destruction to which I reluctantly agreed? With this intrusion and rearrangement on natural things, will I somehow diminish and be less of myself?

>>19305215
I get good along with the most artists but not everyone is an artist.

>>19304781
In an age where real art can’t, or won’t, be created, many will choose critique as it appears second best. Of course, they are wrong. But either way, you can’t do anything.

I’m so frustrated. I know there’s many writers who don’t like what they write at the beginning but it’s like I don’t even know how to improve and everything is so bad, I don’t even want to write it.

>>19305207
Just LARP.

>>19305246
Yeah i know exactly how to improve my writing.
A bodyguard, 3 million Euro and a penthouse. and a pool, and a inspiring female presence.

>>19305066
better to have loved...

Youtube recommends me all sorts of curious random videos on the front page. For some reason I never clicked on them, I don't know why. Maybe it's something about being on same level to those people being lured by shiny and colorful objects without conscience rubs me the wrong way. But on the other hand I feel like I'm missing out by being pointlessly pedantic during what's supposed to be a leisure time. Are we not supposed to be serious all the time?

>>19305264
its because, the color needs more energy for an biological organism to create.

everyday I get closer and closer to quitting my corporate office job and just being poor while working at my second job which I actually like.I'd make just enough to pay rent and eat, but I think I'd be happy

>>19304551
active shooter

>>19304619
based

>>19304689
thriftbooks

>>19304708
you don’t wanna know

>>19305024
but you don’t believe that

>>19305207
put yourself into an environment where you will be forced to change or quit whining

>>19305286
yeah i mean if you have no mental issues free time is really worth it.

>>19305093
Butterfly wasnt always an anarchist and had a hardon for Stirner,Nietzsche, andEpicurus?

>>19305264
My youtube feed is entirely cat videos and Simpsons clips

>>19305351
cold cases, fresh cases, biology, and chemistry.

really into doing coke @ work

it's like a slippery slope but upwards. got invited to a party once and made friends and got invited to their parties and started going out and actually talking about interesting stuff and girls actually started to get interested in me and it's so overwhelming if I actually think about it but it all happened so smoothly with me barely spectating as everything I ever wanted started to become my everyday and I barely even noticed. and this is my first time back on /lit/ in weeks and I already don't get it why I was so addicted. I'm still scared of sex mind you

also, I'd like to start making films (there's a massive UN conference in my city next week and I'd like to start by filming the protests), can anyone recommend an affordable camera for a beginner? I'll probably just buy the best looking one at the thrift shop, but any input helps :)

>>19305387
why to hell you want to film an protest with out an ring of bodyguards around you? did you learn nothing from this thread?

>>19305317
I think I'm pretty mentally stable, only reason I havn't quit yet is because I'm working from home and basically get to have all the free time I'm looking for. As soon as they have a mandatory back to office I'll probably leave

>>19305417
what are you working?

>>19304869
Thank you

>>19305387
Fuck off normalfag

this is how my life should have been:
i look down the hill from my massive mention.,
my kids are in an private school far away so they cant annoy me. my brave wife, drives to bring me my meds. and on the fence are 9 security cameras, and two Spring-gun.

>>19305423
I'm an engineer working at our corporate office. Means lots of meetings, emails, presentations, nothing hands on.

>>19304518
The Path is Clear
The Door is Open
The Time is Now.

Upon The Void
I Cast These Souls
Never to Return

Within Your Thoughts
You've Heard The Song
Forever There
No Matter How You Try to Ignore

We Can't Be Stopped
We Are Who We Are
What Must Be Will Be

Within The Empty Darkness
I Feel The Power Swell
My Mind Taken Over by Madness
The World Will Soon Burn.

Nothing Matters
Nothing Remains
All That Was Is Not

Now That I Am Nothing
Nothing to Gain
Nothing to Lose
I Resolve to Be Nothing

What Once Was Seen
Has Now Been Lost
Where You Once Cared
I Now Excrete

Reminded of The Name I Bore Before
When All That Was Could Be Had
The True Nature of It All
We Are.

Summon The Shattered Shards
Reunite The Broken
Create Community
Retake What's Yours.

Within The Eternal Emptiness
The Glimmering Shard Tumbles
What Once Was Light, Has Turned
Last Chance, The Ride Ignites

>>19305411
I don't read write what's on your mind threads before posting wtf, but I definitely think the protests at a climate change un conference will be an amazing opportunity to admire the spectacle of what humans are and would like to be in current year. don't know if you've ever taken part in a real protest but it's a truly amazing experience on so many levels and I think a street-level ethnography of hope and rage and love can turn out to be something really nice (read tiqqun, or bifo , or call me a fag idc). also, filming during protests is very useful to get the badge numbers of of coppers etc..

>>19305479
ye that's what I mean. i would have been the one replying exactly this just a few months ago, yet here I am, fallen back into normie social life and not complaining..

Bros, I've got a real fucking problem that I have to tackle. This can't go on.

>>19305529
hope it's not stims

>>19305524
Thats because you were just a failed normalfag

>>19305551
still not complaining

do western white women really fuck negroes?

>>19305551
>>19305556
also, ever wondered if the same applies to you ?

>>19305564
exclusively

>>19305577
I dont need to wonder. I chose this lifestyle.

>>19305264
I think it's natural to have a reflexive response against whatever any website recommends you

Shakespeare

Most things can be more concisely and better explained through pictures. Written language is largely superfluous. We should just send draw diagrams and illustrative images instead. All these words are a chore to sort through.

>>19305639
explain this post through pictures

>>19305639
Pictograms is how you communicate with savages

>>19305645

>>19305658
Thats not an explanation

Bros I’m literally shaking and crying rn I thought I was based but I’m cringe

>>19305720
No you're reasonable, which means your not based.

>>19305720
this test is meaningless and you know it

>>19305645
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>>19305288
I buy them cheap but I just always get too many at once.

>>19305650

Enjoying my final days of NEETdom. Feeling a little melancholy, but also looking forward to making a start in life.

>>19305807
>t.

>>19305767
You're goingto draw me a treasure map but I cant tell anyone?

Novels about religious experience?

Asking here before I make a thread.

I yelled at my parents today. I've been holding it back for about two years and today I finally just let it out. I just couldn't take it anymore.

>>19306161
Gib mor detail

>>19306167
My parents have everything they need, my dad is retired, and have a comfy life so you would think they would be happy and relaxed. But instead, they choose to be sad and morose all the time and they are constantly worried and anxious about news and political crap. They stare at news on their phone all day, willingly making themselves miserable, sad, and afraid. They do this to themselves every day.
You might think, well that's their choice, but the thing is it affects me too because I have to hear their doom and gloom and their constant whining every single day, and it just wears you down. I am so sick and tired of it. I moved back home about two years ago and I pay rent and help out around the house, and I have put up with their moping every day, but today I just couldn't take it anymore and so I yelled at them to just stop.

>>19306194
sounds bad. u should move out

When I was in secondary school, around the age of fifteen, I really wanted a houndstooth blazer, that is to say a blazer with a houndstooth pattern (black and white) on it. It would have been eccentric to say the least, but it was an authentic desire. My mother had a houndstooth coat and I loved how it looked, although she never wore it. From early childhood until now I have been a very repressed individual, terrified of being humiliated, aggressive or coldly indifferent towards people who show me any sign of affection, and very paranoid. I think it is partly a result of low self-confidence, but also a lack of a powerful paternal figure to introduce me to the joy of laugh and to teach me to laugh at life in the face if it scares me. I am a very fearful person in general. Needless to say, I am a virgin at the age of thirty. No girlfriend except for when I was very young and still quite eccentric, even precoscious in terms of my sense of humour at the time. That was very long ago. I made a mistake a few years ago which has affected my conscience ever since, and which I am ashamed about even though other people involved told me not to worry too much. I have also written nasty things online out of jealousy and anger several years ago, but I still feel bad about them to the point where I often feel like just ending my life or walking into the wilderness to disappear from civilised society. I have been working a dead-end, minimum wage, soul-crushing job for around a year now, where I am occasionally belittled sometimes by supervisors who are younger than I am. I feel no loyalty towards myself and no feeling that I am worth anything to anybody, and consequently just work this terrible job, and spend my free time distracting myself from all but the most superficial forms of entertainment. I deeply miss wanting the best for myself, and being able to spend a rainy day indoors enjoying my own company and immersing myself in a book or even my own writing. I used to want to "be a writer" so badly, it was obsessive (which I think any ambition should be), and now that this ambition is dead I don't know what the point of going on is, since I don't want kids, have no friends, few positive memories, no connections, just this vague figure on the periphery of other people's lives. I feel stunted, repulsive, apathetic and incapable of authentic expression.

>>19306208
I don't have anywhere to go.

>>19306211
I read the first two sentences and then thelast two sentences of this post. There's something amusing to see the beginning and the end without the middle

Existence is futile

>>19306241
I can ask my mom if you can spend weekend here. We can watch scary movies and eat haloween candy

>>19306253
loool

>>19306211
Your neuroses are a reflection of society's desire for you to leave the gene pool. They represent real and imagined slights that accumulate over time. Not everyone can make it, after all, so it's easy to slide into the track set aside for losers. Your body may want to live, but past a certain point, every attempt to reach out will be rewarded with pity, the wish that you didn't have to exist.

It would be a mistake to interpret this as a judgment against you.

Society is simply acting according to its nature, and your condition is self-reinforcing. In your current state, you are a bad mood justifiedly criticizing itself. You're an emotion in search of bad philosophy to justify it. Take a step back and imagine what it was like if you just removed self-sabotage from the equation.

Anyway, you'll be fine. A miserable person with your powers of expression still has a leg up on plain old miserable people.

>>19306241
why not rent an apartment? If you can pay your parents you surely have a job, right?

Religion is and has always been a cope for delusional retards and complete losers who can't succeed in the material world.

>>19306282
Thank you, an interesting analysis. Appreciated.

>>19306300
only since jesus

it used to be a stand-in for state power

>>19304518
My head ached with the strength of a two day hangover. I don’t drink. When I was fifteen and drank the way I did back then... That Johnny would be able to sympathize with me. He would understand this aching bullshit. Still, I stood up, my toes practically rolling up in shock as a delayed reaction hit and I realised how cold it was. Maybe twenty-degrees. I took a few steps towards the door before I noticed the girl lying next to me. She couldn’t have been more than thirteen. Thirteen years old. Young and perfect. I smiled. A mistake is a mistake, but fun is fun too. Her body looked broken. Her shoulders were bruised, and that carried down to her stomach on her left side. She had seen bad days, that was for sure. She was a gorgeous blond, flowing, sweet, golden, perfect blond. I don’t know what it was about her, but she just gave off this sweet energy. Guilt. There was a little bit of guilt in my system as I looked down at her. A mother cries and moans at the sight of her lost child, moaning and wailing. Moaning and wailing. Moaning and wailing. Too much, she says. She can’t take the pain any longer, and so she gives up. I look down at her tiny little nostrils. Flooded. Absolutely flooded.
It took me a moment, but I finally recognised the gravity of the current situation. She was dead. A fresh life, fresh little hatchling, dead in my arms. I know what I had done, as would anyone who found the corpse. My breath started to pick up. I’m not sure where I would either put the body, or what I would do to destroy it. It sure wasn’t the first time I’ve had to deal with matters of this sort, but this was the worst instance. They were usually twenty-somethings with pigtails, just like I like. My favourite, the ones with the golden smiles and crackless figures. The ones that shined bright in the moonlight, that left scratches on your arms, that screamed and put up a fight. Feisty twenty-nines. That’s what I like. Either way, the issue was the body. It was just a little fun, fun that got to be too much. Fun that went pop in the night. Fun when she went pop. My little golden girl. I pulled the sheet off of her battered body to see what I had to deal with, revealing an even more battered little sweet. I grinned at my work. She had black fingerprints going up her stomach and tits, ending on the bottom of her neck. Her chest was small and unformed, mostly fat tissue, but you could still see those little buds. Unfortunately for me, it would be obvious that it was my work, as my fingerprints were so deeply bruised into her flesh that there was no getting them out. No amount of massaging would help, nor would whatever snake-oil one might suggest.

>>19306308
I know wealthy people who are religious

>>19306320
No contradiction. Jesus specifically said retards are accepted.

>>19306328
Oh I meant to reply to>>19306300
In which case anon is contradicted

>>19306319
Such painstaking prose . . . all to write some shit that would entertain an old maid. I'll never understand people like you who care only about craft. To me, that's putting the cart before the horse.

>>19306348 The story writes itself friend
Fatherblood infect, injects, inbred, incest, ingest, in jest, in rest. Inner monologue, calling each other brothers, no child, no one left alone, no child drowned. Who can survive in this city? Who will last another day? He is an anti-industrial freedom fighter. He is the one to save this monopoly on oil perpetrated by these United States. He is the one who knocks. O death, where is thy sting? New York New York, where is thy victory? America the brave and beautiful, Guantanamo and Nam’, Nagasaki and internment, what Bush did to Haiti, what Nixon did to Cambodia. America the free and brave, America the beautiful.
Those who watch me have this certain bias, a certain care-free observance, a certain hatred due to my actions, my decisions, and my cognitive properties; the mind of a centurion, the soul of a bag of bones, nothing but flesh and bone. He was cold. I was warm. He was warm. I was warm. It took me a moment, but I pushed onwards with dearest Noel, a kindred soul in the brewery at home, a kindly man, industrialised and corrupted. The oil-monopoly got to him. The oil-monopoly got to him. He was black and red, red before black. Red. Bloody, crimson, daring, loving, caring, sharing, beating, crushing, beet, Pop Style, apple, cherry, blood red. Why are you watching me so contently sir? Why do you approach me with your fingers outstretched in this nuclear wasteland? Why do you paint your flesh with the paint of war? Why are you toned grey, just as the cement is? Where have you come from? Where have will you be next?

>>19304518
Who are we but wanderers caught adrift, moving across a map whose contents shift with each receding dream. The greatest of us are only what all men are—the unknowing sum of what they could salvage from their dead ends. The ones who cling to the wreckage find hope—but as a casual lover it fills them in the night and departs in the morning, unable to sustain itself in the light of day.

>>19306286
No I don't have a job anymore. I get NEETbucks because I have mental illness.

Who are we but wanderers caught adrift, moving by reference to a map whose contents shift with each receding dream. The greatest of us is only what all men are—the unknowing sum of what he could salvage from his dead ends. The ones who cling to the wreckage find hope—but as a casual lover it fills them in the night and departs in the morning, unable to sustain itself in the light of day.

>>19306360
can't say it changes my view, but your speed and use of idioms is certainly impressive.

>>19306379
Heroism and death are closely linked. If the greatest men seize ahold of wreckage instead of bobbing in the current, that wreckage of imagined order must sink them in the end. The difference between a rising belief and one in freefall is not the belief itself, but the lives of men who carry that belief, and a hero is one who obeys the fatal call of cause or banner, obeys it to the last.

spooky spooky skeleton

>>19306432
Send shivers down my spine

An ebook reader with the visual novel way of presenting text
Why haven't CS weebs made this yet?

sufi guenon and baron evola visited me in a dream, told me "fuck hard and never cum". from that day onwards I have refrained from cumming when I fuck (psychic vampirism)

>Wilhelm Reich thread goes up
>10 minutes later it gets pruned
Mods confirmed kikes

Banged my girlfriend today, cleaned up my apartment. Got a date with her tommorow. My waifu is my only love I can hold in my heart.

>>19306643
>Jack D. Ripper was unironically right
what a world

Anyone deeply regret their past? And not because they did anything horribly wrong, but rather because they never did anything particularly right? You know the feeling. It’s like there’s a place you want to go, but you can’t go there because of where you are, where you’ve been.

>>19306379
>>19306427
Who is this?

>>19306773
the pic is Erskine Childers, an englishman who supported irish independence. He was executed for his thankless idealism.

>>19304548
>warning other anons of the tulpa
It's too late for them if they can see it.

>>19305020
Update: I definitely am not getting hired
Hopefully I don't wake up tomorrow

>>19306924
stop with the self inflicted anxiety wounds, learn to relax a bit.

>>19306934
I hyperventilated until I puked, I dunno how to just stop doing that. I tried pacing and lifting and drinking a glass of water.

>>19305639
Pictures can't convey the other senses as well as words can.

>>19306924
things outside your control like past or future interview performance are as distant from you now as volcanoes in Iceland. You could never stress over all the stressful things out there, you pick and choose what to stress. That means you have power over it.

I found a good pessimist blog. Promise its not me.

https://www.metaphysicalexile.com/

This dood wrote what's on my mind.

>>19306955
Think about what you can control and what you can't. Let basic functions take over. Sit down, lie flat, whatever. Breathe deeply. If you feel any pain, are you injured? Are you well fed, have you slept? Are you forcing yourself to be sober? These you might be able to control.

Scorn of the human being is how the materialistic types maintain their certainty. The real human being upsets them.

I had a vision two years ago, and for a long time I felt I shouldn't talk about it, like it was sacrilege. That and part taboo. I still don't think I should tell anybody. I've outlined it briefly on anonymous forums, and more deeply, I've written privately about it for about twenty pages, which I printed and put in a folder in my closet, the file which I deleted afterwards. I think it's really sacrilegious. A rare thing to feel about something. I surmise that it truly upsets people, because that's NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN. It would be no different, really no different, than telling someone God spoke to me. Except it was elegant and beautiful, just a slight nudge -- like something just said, "Hey. Look at this. Now what are you going to do about it?"

Worse, I can't even confide in the religious types. I can already see them smiling and nodding along. "Bro, that was God putting you on the right track toward Christ." After all, how can I expect anyone to appreciate what I saw? I'm the one who saw it.

I haven't told my best friends, nor my fiancée. Nor even my newest best friend, who happens to be a therapist, even though she divulges the most intimate things to me. She even told me about discovering her own attitudes toward pedophilia, specifically female-to-male pedophilia, which were the least to say "enlightening". Even against that, the man who has a vision is still held in just as high a taboo.

Like Zizek said, there are today, even in our liberal society, two taboos still remain: smoking and pedophilia. I would add to that a third, religious experience.

>>19306980
I just wrote a pompous post on /lit/ about this type of writer. I promise it IS me. >>19306757
>The proliferation of anti-natalists in our time is a result of emotionally immature people crowding around sources of pain and shame, rubbernecking, only to be overcome. Subjects like the extremes of suffering and darkness in this world are best left to MEN.

Your blog poster specifically talks about highway accidents and mangled corpses. "The news" supposedly shows them, but it's obvious he's talking about rekt and liveleak shit. Combine that with a childish butchery of Herzog's views on the jungle "cruel and decaying world of [nature]" and you have a soft little zoomer faggot's response to the seemingly hard world out past the big content filters. This writer and yourself were simply too arrogant in watching a bunch of gore and trucrime, thinking you were big and tough. You aren't. Luckily, that doesn't make the world a bad place.

>>19307084
yeah, like what makes you so special nigger? What good did that vision do anyone, and why would god decide to interrupt your journey of faith with a revelation?

>>19307084
Give us a hint

>>19307249
You wouldn't believe me if I told you.

>>19307279
Try me

What's a /lit/ Halloween costume bros? (That isn't too autistic of course)

>>19307375
James Joyce

>>19304550
parklife

>>19307375
dfw

What are all these bands so angry about?

>>19307375
A book.

>>19304599
How do you mean “insane”?
>>19305093
This is a funny rumor someone started. I’m pretty much the same. If I seem different to you now than before it’s because 1) you don’t know me, 2) people do change over time.

>>19305343
I did read Nietzsche and Stirner during my break.

>>19306795
Okay, I admit it. I’m a tulpa.

>>19307593
kys

>>19307599
Naw. Love life.

>>19306211
Did you get yourself that blazer in the end?

>>19304841
Trisection?

>>19304841
Trilateral.
>>19307667
I also like yours

Oohhh baby... Here we go again...

>>19307694
Easy one. I am the only one in art school who tried to went into photorealism. I didn't see a cent till now. here you have your why.

explain to me in one sentence or less how I stop overthinking shit and become more present

>>19307722
Even if you didn't go into photorealism you wouldn't see a cent man. That is the reality of being an artist or writer/philosopher in the present age. But we are brainwashed into thinking it was always like this when it wasn't

>>19307624
Cringe. Every Tom, Dick, and Harry loves life. Only the cool kids think of it as a curse

>>19307750
No one loves life

>>19307743
Yeah idk i don't care i will procrastinate anyway unless someone pays me really well for a 20 hour work week.

>>19307753
Yes. We do.

>>19307768
How?

I wrote a few haiku, pls rate and critique
.
the frozen sky cracks
a fissure cuts an ice lake
a perfect mirror
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sequestered bedroom
damp light through satin curtains
an arranged marriage
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books on a sill
typhoon outside the window
a Diaspora
.

>>19307772
she hates life, saying "i love life" is how she copes. its called optimism

>>19307789
Like every utopian, she loves her carefully constructed perception of life, not actual real life.

l like life

>>19307772
With passion for the experiential doing of it¿

Haters of life have a tick in the brains sapping them of natural wonder we all had as children. They were lied to, and become dullards or suicidal to numb the loss. Tainted as an adult mind gets, that childlike zeal can be regrown

>>19307743
>>19307754
i recently also thought about destroying all my art and kms to do maximal damage. :D

>>19307808
i oftend wounderd as kid about my rapy uncle and why all the kids try to beat me up or inflict phyical violence.

>>19307791
Since you are made up of things like your perception, why would you grow the weeds of a cowardly curmudgeon?

>>19307809
What is your art about

>>19307808
you do nothing but complain about virtually everything here, your entire persona is a mix of bitterness, resentment, and pure escapist fantasy. do you seriously think this comes off as anything but transparent cope coming from you? top zozzle, you ain't fooling anyone

>>19307819
>>19307603
Working on my traumata.

>>19307820
Being angered by something in life is natural. Why do you think love of life entails being in a hippy dippy cloud?
Where have I been bitter? Whatever, doesn’t even matter.

>>19306118
brothers karamazov

>>19307808
I haven’t lost that sense of wonder but I guess I’m very sensitive. Saw a chipmunk this morning, and became completely entranced for a few minutes. What a wonderful creature. Walked out and saw a flyover. The very existence of flyovers and cars made me depressed for the rest of the day

New thread
>>19307840

>>19307844
I will support anyone trying to take down the animeposter, regardless of how cutthroat their tactics may be

>>19307834
lol well where to begin, youve ranted about your life story a hundred times, you're extremely bitter about everyone in your life who didn't play along and stroke your ego for being a degenerate retard and everyone in your life who ever told you "no", and you quite frequently butt into random threads and start throwing around the most asinine childish takes and rhetoric imaginable that embarrasses even other people who might not disagree with you, and most importantly, you OBSESSIVELY have something to prove to make up for all of this, to convince yourself you are right no matter what, that everyone who ever told you "no" in your life was wrong, you even go as far as putting on your tripcode and trying to discuss or shit on literature that you yourself admit you have never read and dont even know the basic premise of, just so you can seem not only more well read than you actually are, but also cool and "above it" all at the some time.

when you put on the tripcode/namefag/avatarfag in your quest to garner validation, this is what people see.

>>19307884
Be fair. I’ve been asked a hundred times. But this is why you’re bitter.
In these quick biographies I have never said anything in detail other than that I was closeted and grew angst ridden and suffered panic attacks into my twenties. But I mention this only to show how I got out of that mindset as an example to help others.
I am right when I’m sure I am. When I’m not I ask questions.

>>19307375
Necronomicon

>>19307914
lmao you didn't get over anything, you cope. your whole tripfag persona here is just another way to feel validated.

>>19307936
we've got a badass that doesnt give a fuck on our hands here

>>19307939
fuck off butter, we know its you

>>19307914
>I am right when I’m sure I am.
It seems your life is truly defined by faith

>>19307948
nah, but i'm but starting to suspect anons like you with an autistic obsession over butterfly are really her

I think I'm starting to understand; however, last time I found that I really understood nothing at all.

>>19307981
>>19307625

>>19308006
....lmao, "faith" in the tangible? are you too dumb to even understand why that's such dumb thing in general, and even more so in this context where i am referring to faith in things not tangible?

https://youtu.be/K_YuQrl62LI

>>19308033
Wow. You need a nap. Come back and look at the mistake you just posted.

>>19308076
aah good you remembered your tripcode on the first try this time

>>19308082
yes apparently you are too dumb lmao. oh my.

>>19306241
if it were me i'd be thinking of an escape plan

https://youtu.be/9rlNpWYQunY
https://youtu.be/cXTgrHruvoo
https://youtu.be/0ezLeHWpurE

The difficulty in life lies in the fundamental perplexion we all share, only peace we get is when we accept a pragmatic answer to the invasive strangeness.

It doesn't make any sense, what kind of enlightenment can there be in this life? What kind of answer could ever be satisfactory? Only hope we can muster is that the circus ends at death and we don't have too keep thinking forever.

>>19308687
t. frontal lobe that has a terrible relationship with the rest of its body

Actually for out butterfly fanatic.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KO31a8-6yNo

>>19309184
Yeah anon deserves a more lively upbeat song than the insect of the week
www.youtube.com/watch?v=as3okMZ51Kw

Talent flares brightly for an instant, refuses to elaborate further, and vanishes. Philosophers say: "we are alone." I say, we are fatherless. John called for a messiah, and Jesus answered. Jesus called for a kingdom, and we got Rome. What now that Rome has fallen off its pedestal? People coped for a time, but the millennium put an end to all realistic hopes that a plan was imminent. Now, everyone's just confused. Like, what are we even doing? Splendor and piety are pointless. Material science sprinted ahead of philosophy, casually seized control of metaphysics, and disappeared into an esoteric fog, unaware of its impact on mass psychology. Ruined religions now fight to reform their positions, pushing away from the gaping emotional void that is pop-science metaphysics. An abyss where philosophy used to be, article after world-changing article flushes into it with no change--
>scientist: the universe is eleventy billion lightyears across, all blank rock
>New science proves people have no free will
>Scholar says humanity will die out in 1000 years
The ideas, given any form of perspective, have become wild. Only in a meaningless world do these things have meaning. And yet, there is no rejoinder. No strong counterpoint, no elder. Messiahs are exploded. Philosopher-kings commit genocide. Globalists care only about money. Is there no one who can put into words what we're doing here?

captcha: PWN AD

>>19309583
Ever notice the people who believe in evolution are all trying to stop it from happening?

>>19309592
It’s not a belief, it’s a scientific fact. And haven’t you ever heard of the dream of self directed evolution these progressive fascists are openly talking about?

>>19309570
I dont think me and this song become friends. Maybe after the lobotomy.

>>19309592
I think the climate change thing is just misplaced guilt from imperialism and capitalism. We can't and won't go back on dominating the world, nor will we stop supporting huge global industries, so we create hysteria as penance and as an ineffectual scourge to berate corporations. The regulation part actually makes sense, except when there's a vile political motive as in California, but the hysteria has no basis in anything and it's reached insane levels over the past few years.

>>19309626
>trying to style on Harry Nilsson

>>19309637
me what no, i don't even know this guy, i am pretty illiterate, because my fields of interest are focused on horror and stem only.

>"verification not required"

I have no good ideas to use in this book. Never mind the prose.

>>19309643
You know the lime in the coconut song?

>>19309657
You have a character, right? Just ask that character what the story is.

>>19309657
The tiger eats the satchel with the loot and dies in the garage of the deaf lady two blocks over.

>>19309662
I know what I want, roughly. I just don’t see any way to make it good.

>>19309658
no

>>19309664
in that case it's research/experience time, I'm sorry anon. Read some books or do some deeds on the subject.

>>19309668
Do you know who John Lennon or Ringo Starr are?

>>19309676
Yes i know lennon.

>>19309673
I read so much but I feel as though none of it makes me a better writer.

>>19309702
you say you know what you want, put your ideas on the page first and build around them. If you're not sure whether your world is interesting enough, post some basic points and let us decide.

>>19309637
>>19309643
>lol he doesn't even know who the American Beatle was
>somehow he's never heard karaoke of Without You
>>19309676
>>19309692
>o.o
>he doesn't even know who the Fourth Beatle was
Anon, there's sheltered, and being in a cult.

>>19309785
I think he's ESL dude. It's pretty understandable he doesn't know Harry Nilsson if he doesn't know Ringo Starr. If he's a zoomer ESL the fact he knows any Beatles is probably a massive win for western culture.

>>19309801
I know Edison. :)

I have been confronted with the possible death of my mother for a few days now. I am grateful for the philosophical work done in the past which helps me deal with the grueling anguish that arises from this situation.

I prepare for the worst, I hope for the best.

to be present for her during her struggle. be there for the rest of my family. prepare to be a rock to my family. if the worst were to happen, I should be the one to be counted on, despite my own pain.

these thoughts had to be exteriorized.

I think being a man is that. carry the heaviest load possible to prevent loved ones from having to do so.

the figure of Christ is an example.

the position of atheist in a Muslim family in times of crisis is quite special.

I tell my mother that God will help her, without believing a word of it.

I can only keep hope and wait helplessly while the others implore the God who would have caused all of this.

As soon as I had broken through my personal realm of demented dreamscapes and sub-concious cognitions. Into the realm of the living once more. Immediately, I could feel the unchecked wrath welling up inside of me. Signaling the day to come.
The tears came just after.
"Mac Miller is still dead."
I said this with a coolness which almost frightened me. With weight. Into the void. Hoping that maybe I was still dreaming and it was not true. I glanced to my left towards the mahogany nightstand my ex-wife had bought me for our anniversary.
'Frick park market' was the song that played as the sacred bond of matrimony had finally been weaved. After a courtship lasting nearly 18 months.
There was a ringing in my ears.
I was shaking with physical need to check the newspaper and clock on my nightstand. To make sure I wasnt stuck in a dream.
I wasn't.
That's when I lost consciousness.
From what I could piece together after cinching a tourniquet on my arm. I had taken my grandfather's Browning sweet 16 hunting shotgun from its nest inside of the master closet. And stood with the barrel of it in my mouth screaming for 45 minutes.
The pain from my right hand and the sickly sweet stench of blood is what brought me back. I must have punched the bathroom mirror and severed an artery in my hand. There was blood pooling in the sink. And the leg of my sweatpants had begun to cling to my thighs. It made a sucking sound with each stride.
I guess today is not the day for me to become an Hero.

>>19310443
I'm the only real writer on this board btw

>>19309618
actually its a scientific theory not a fact

>>19310481
It was a very large theory to begin with and enough of it has been proven to be that it is no longer a theory. Only certain parts need ironing out, but so much has been proven that it cannot be walked back.

>>19310502
Science is always saying shit like that

>>19310502
incorrect

>>19310717
Show your data.

>>19310679
The fossil records show a little light on things and this model of history is shaping up. There’s no way to walk us back to a biblical supposition of the world. Dates may vary with accepted received “truths”, but evolution happens. Was it all directed by the advanced demigod like aliens that inhabit Jupiter’s clouds? Seems far fetched at this point.

brehs I'm working to feed my family because our dad left us. I feel like killing myself after my brother becomes an adult I can't live like this anymore

i don't think the empty internet theory goes far enough. every entertainment "industry" is probably very unprofitable yet is held up by speculation and money laundering, as well as used for propaganda and psyop purposes
for example, the hollywood studio system was largely dismantled after WWII and its remnants scooped up by the mafia with possible assistance from spooks

>>19311002
oh, also make-work too of course

Three what's on your mind threads, mods should clean it up.

>>19311195
I know

Current thread (oldest) >>19299320
Max it out after this one, can’t ya

After staying away from coffee and jacking-off for a year, ice returned to the habit of indulging in both heavily, just within the past two weeks. I just recently gave up weed and I'm afraid I'll return to that habit after a while too.
I'm out of my mom's house, have a decent job, a car that's paid off completely, and I'm the most fit I've ever been in my entire life, but I've never been more depressed. I feel like a gf would remedy this, but all the women I come across on dating apps just want dick or absolutely crazy.

>>19310766
Murder yourself

>>19311225
>After staying away from coffee and jacking-off for a year, ice latte returned to the habit of
Yea, dating apps are shit aren’t they?

>>19311256
I am once again asking you to do the absolute needful

>>19310766
I think some concept of evolution will persist but I think over the next couple centuries it will be totally distinct from how it's conceived now

Most modern philosophy is just cope trying to deal with an increasingly empty world. Low IQ people attempt to fill the void with an endless stream of material goods and brand identities while midwits and some intelligent people get wrapped up in more and more esoteric philosophy as a distraction.

>>19311307
In what way? Like how Cremo and Hancock are aiming at you mean?

>>19311195
butters is a janny. shes just been going insane and isnt doing her job

>>19311319
No. I do believe in genetic sink, but I'm beyond my surf the kali yuga phase. I was just thinking how primitive science still really is. Evolution is a relatively new concept. Even Darwins initial account has largely been sidelined with the discovery genetics. I think as time goes on and we make advancements in genetics and observations of nature we'll come to a new understanding of how evolution really functions.

>tfw you write a fucking awesome post and the only result is a gang of idiots arguing whether evolution is real

>>19311399
If you gave me the keys, I would not let this place get this way

>>19311404
Okay. I agree for the most part. I just don’t expect much difference

>>19311446
>I’m too good for this board!!!!!!!!!
>AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I wish I could relate to the people around me and I wish they could relate to me

>>19304518
having a son soon. excited to be a dad, main concern is affording everything. i'll probably be fine, i am excelling in my professional field, but the anxiety is inescapable.

any good /lit/ for this feel? i have Tao Te Ching and Leaves of Grass by me at all times but can't focus on them

>>19311471
>I’m too good for this board!!!!!!!!!
>>AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

gib paraplegic gf

>>19311480
conformist

>>19311549
I just don’t want to feel alienated any more
this isn’t rewarding

>>19311555
Yeah its pretty shitty man

>>19311493
Based and self-respectpilled

>>19311844
If he had self respect he wouldn't post here

Just read the Necronomicon, it's at every bookstore

>>19311484
Congrats. Tough times ahead, but I have no idea how you’ll weather it or what other books besides those you might like

>>19310981
what, no meme coins?

I'm heartbroken. I found a really cool album, paavoharju - laulu laakson kukista.

>>19304518
think im going to cheat on my girlfriend again

>>19304747
read Spinoza

>>19312166
Dickheads don’t deserve companionship.

>>19312212
And yet women throw themselves at them. Truly an absurd world

it feels to me like online social spaces are really just for people who want to emulate the schoolyard

it feels to me like a lot of online social spaces are really just for people who want to emulate the schoolyard

>>19312306
ʸᵉᵃ

>>19311446
What was the consensus?

GIRL
WANT
THEY JUST WANT FUN
GIRLS
WANT
THEY JUST WANT FUN

>>19312349
i HATE fun

>>19309592
Evolution is not something that can be stopped. It is a process that happens for every thing with an imperfect replication. Fashion evolves. Buildings evolve. Ideas evolve.

How do you deal with guilt/regret?

>we got the caterpillar chains
>and the butterfly doors

Current thread
>>19299320
>>19299320
>>19299320

>>19312447
Honestly?
atheism.

>>19312474
mine isnt attached to the fear of divine punishment

>>19312486
I don’t mean to pry, but whatever it is, you either try to make amends or learn to let it go.

I think about some of these homeless people I see everyday all the time. It’s not my fault, but I still regret and feel guilt over it.

>>19312447
Just don’t do things that you’ll regret.
On a more serious note, do everything you can to atone for your mistake and if possible undo whatever damage you’ve done.

>>19310766
>Show your data.
you first

>>19304518
need to pass school, go live somewhere to wait out liberalism

>>19305645
>>19305658
>>19305767
Impressive posts