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[Anonymous No.16075508]

What are some books about being an ugly, totally charismaless, meek, no passions, on the cusp of 30, wasted youth, never GFer, nofriends blackpilled loser?

And who cringes at random times of the day at his own charismaless. And how his presence sucks all joy out of the room?

[Anonymous No.16075516]

Do people like that even exist?

[Anonymous No.16075518]

>>16075508
I'll pray for you.

[Anonymous No.16075520]

>>16075508
>What are some books about being an ugly, totally charismaless, meek, no passions, on the cusp of 30, wasted youth, never GFer, nofriends blackpilled loser?
>And who cringes at random times of the day at his own charismaless. And how his presence sucks all joy out of the room?

[Anonymous No.16075531]

Diaries to Basement Notes From Under the Ground by Psuetodor Toadstevski

[Anonymous No.16075534]

>>16075531
Right answer.

[Anonymous No.16075536]

>>16075508
Find a list of authors who have made left-wing sentiments in public and are who also have no money and care greatly about what others think of them. That would be a good starting point.

[Anonymous No.16075548]

>>16075508
You're close to reaching rock bottom anon, when you do you'll finally get some upwards momentum and acutally make something of yourself

[Anonymous No.16075552]

My Diary Desu

[Anonymous No.16075944]

>>16075508
my diary desu

[Anonymous No.16075951]

My diary desu

[Anonymous No.16075968]

my diary desu

[Anonymous No.16075980]

except for:
>And who cringes at random times of the day at his own charismaless
Confederacy of dunces

[Anonymous No.16076070]

>>16075508
How have you fucked up your life that badly?

[Anonymous No.16076111]

>>16075508
You should have trained to become a monk. Too late now.

[Anonymous No.16076980]

>>16075516
Yeah except I’m 21

[Anonymous No.16077051]

My diary desu

[Anonymous No.16077079]

>>16075980
He had a gf you fuck. Normalfags can't understand that there are people who just don't get femoids.

[Anonymous No.16077116]

>>16075536
Find a list of authors who have made right-wing sentiments in public and are who also have no money and care greatly about what others think of them. That would be a good starting point.

[Anonymous No.16077133]

>>16075508

Same boat here OP. I'm pretty good looking, but the lack of a good social circle is devastating, and I haven't been successful in finding one. Everything else is downhill from there. I wouldn't say I've "wasted my youth" in absolute terms, but yeah lots of vidya and definitely failed to build social capital. You need friends to make friends, otherwise you will slip through the cracks

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!oI3er5KKetj No.16077141]

>>16075508
You need a lot of work.

[Anonymous No.16077179]

>>16075508
hi, me

[Anonymous No.16077191]

>>16077141
Why do you see people as a vehicle for your ideologies?

[Anonymous No.16077196]

The Bhagavad Gita, Twilight of the Idols, the Bible... or maybe it’s time to stop taking refuge in ideas

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!oI3er5KKetj No.16077270]

>>16077191
If I was pushing my “ideologies” on him I’d being memeing three books on anarchism, non accumulative currency and deep ecology. The three above are for living well. Getting one’s head right.

[Anonymous No.16077309]

>>16075516
Yes, but I have been called charming (only online where it's impossible to see my repulsive mug)

[Anonymous No.16078407]

>>16075516
Are you a woman?
I just ask because I really think that female memory is not able to remember those men.

[Socrates No.16078433]

>>16075980
I'm reading through that rn. Its so good.

[Anonymous No.16078518]

>>16077141
>The second way out is Epicureanism. It consists, while knowing the hopelessness of life, in making use meanwhile of the advantages one has, disregarding the dragon and the mice, and licking the honey in the best way, especially if there is much of it within reach. Solomon expresses this way out thus: “Then I commended mirth, because a man hath no better thing under the sun, than to eat, and to drink, and to be merry: and that this should accompany him in his labor the days of his life, which God giveth him under the sun. Therefore eat thy bread with joy and drink thy wine with a merry heart…. Live joyfully with the wife whom thou lovest all the days of the life of thy vanity … for this is thy portion in life and in thy labors which thou takest under the sun…. Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might, for there is not work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither thou goest.
~Tolstoy, A Confession

[Anonymous No.16078524]

>>16078407
More like females don't have real interactions with them. Even if she notices a weird quiet guy she would not pause to think of his inner life, and even if she did she would probably not imagine something this specific.

[Anonymous No.16078530]

>>16077141
>The second way out is Epicureanism. It consists, while knowing the hopelessness of life, in making use meanwhile of the advantages one has, disregarding the dragon and the mice, and licking the honey in the best way, especially if there is much of it within reach. Solomon expresses this way out thus: “Then I commended mirth, because a man hath no better thing under the sun, than to eat, and to drink, and to be merry: and that this should accompany him in his labor the days of his life, which God giveth him under the sun. Therefore eat thy bread with joy and drink thy wine with a merry heart…. Live joyfully with the wife whom thou lovest all the days of the life of thy vanity … for this is thy portion in life and in thy labors which thou takest under the sun…. Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might, for there is not work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither thou goest.”

>That is the way in which the majority of people of our circle make life possible for themselves. Their circumstances furnish them with more of welfare than of hardship, and their moral dullness makes it possible for them to forget that the advantage of their position is accidental, and that not everyone can have a thousand wives and palaces like Solomon, that for everyone who has a thousand wives there are a thousand without a wife, and that for each palace there are a thousand people who have to build it in the sweat of their brows; and that the accident that has today made me a Solomon may tomorrow make me a Solomon’s slave. The dullness of these people’s imagination enables them to forget the things that gave Buddha no peace—the inevitability of sickness, old age, and death, which today or tomorrow will destroy all these pleasures.

>So think and feel the majority of people of our day and our manner of life. The fact that some of these people declare the dullness of their thoughts and imaginations to be a philosophy, which they call Positive, does not remove them, in my opinion, from the ranks of those who, to avoid seeing the question, lick the honey. I could not imitate these people; not having their dullness of imagination I could not artificially produce it in myself. I could not tear my eyes from the mice and the dragon, as no vital man can after he has once seen them.
~Tolstoy, A Confession

[Anonymous No.16078551]

>>16075508

[Anonymous No.16078577]

>>16078530
The Tale of honey, dragon, beast and mice
>There is an Eastern fable, told long ago, of a traveller overtaken on a plain by an enraged beast. Escaping from the beast he gets into a dry well, but sees at the bottom of the well a dragon that has opened its jaws to swallow him. And the unfortunate man, not daring to climb out lest he should be destroyed by the enraged beast, and not daring to leap to the bottom of the well lest he should be eaten by the dragon, seizes s twig growing in a crack in the well and clings to it. His hands are growing weaker and he feels he will soon have to resign himself to the destruction that awaits him above or below, but still he clings on. Then he sees that two mice, a black one and a white one, go regularly round and round the stem of the twig to which he is clinging and gnaw at it. And soon the twig itself will snap and he will fall into the dragon's jaws. The traveller sees this and knows that he will inevitably perish; but while still hanging he looks around, sees some drops of honey on the leaves of the twig, reaches them with his tongue and licks them. So I too clung to the twig of life, knowing that the dragon of death was inevitably awaiting me, ready to tear me to pieces; and I could not understand why I had fallen into such torment. I tried to lick the honey which formerly consoled me, but the honey no longer gave me pleasure, and the white and black mice of day and night gnawed at the branch by which I hung. I saw the dragon clearly and the honey no longer tasted sweet. I only saw the unescapable dragon and mice, and I could not tear my gaze from them. and this is not a fable but the real unanswerable truth intelligible to all. The deception of the joys of life which formerly allayed my terror of the dragon now no longer deceived me. No matter how often I may be told, "You cannot understand the meaning of life so do not think about it, but live," I can no longer do it: I have already done it too long. I cannot now help seeing day and night going round and bringing me to death. That is all I see, for that alone is true. All else is false. The two drops of honey which diverted my eyes from the cruel truth longer than the rest: my love of family, and of writing -- art as I called it -- were no longer sweet to me. "Family"... said I to myself. But my family -- wife and children -- are also human. They are placed just as I am: they must either live in a lie or see the terrible truth. Why should they live? Why should I love them, guard them, bring them up, or watch them? That they may come to the despair that I feel, or else be stupid? Loving them, I cannot hide the truth from them: each step in knowledge leads them to the truth. And the truth is death.
Leo Tolstoy, A Confession

[Anonymous No.16079238]

Mary Shelley's Frankenstein

[Anonymous No.16079246]

>>16075508
Delete the thread. Then fix yourself.

[Anonymous No.16079250]

>>16077116
See, if you have no money and tell your buddies that things like welfare are bad for the nation, then you don't care what others think of you.

Not that I would do anything as ridiculous as not have money in the year of our lord 2020. I mean, really. It's fine if you're a literal child.

[Anonymous No.16079294]

>>16077079
Myrna wasn't her gf and he was virgin just like you

[Anonymous No.16080362]

>>16076070
h-haha no way that being such a fuckup is possible right

[Anonymous No.16081805]

>>16080362
?

[Anonymous No.16081846]

Sucky sucky?

[Anonymous No.16081964]

this is literally me but im 18. i dont like having friends, ghosted plenty before

[Anonymous No.16082001]

The assassination of Jesse James by the Coward Robert Ford

[Anonymous No.16082124]

>>16075508
Why not try getting a GF?

[Anonymous No.16082136]

>>16082124
lol

[Anonymous No.16082216]

>>16082124
I don't meet females unless I go to some meet up or a bar, both of which suck if you are alone.
I tried tinder, but I don't know how to steer the conversation to setting up a date. It's either lame joking or a too serious discussion which dies quickly.
Besides, I mainly want companionship from a woman. At the moment I don't feel like chasing after someone, which could be interpreted as lack of interest.

[Anonymous No.16082238]

>>16082124
Because when you have no game trying just makes everything worse.
Been there done that

[Anonymous No.16082260]

lolita

[Anonymous No.16082266]

>>16075508
Take some test, work out and just act like an ass and make it blatantly obvious to women that you want to be with them. Dont matter if ur ugly, women fuck anything.

[Anonymous No.16082267]

>>16082238
game is for degenerates
Real men go straight for her father

[Anonymous No.16082314]

>>16082267
is there a tinder for fathers in law

[Anonymous No.16083469]

>>16075508
Atomised bu Houllebecq