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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0q-_uvy6AQ

>> No.16775653

Thank God it's the weekend.

>> No.16775660
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16775660

twink cops

>> No.16775679

Should I watch My Hero Academia?
It's been hyped up as the anime that saved shonen.

>> No.16775713

>>16775679
I know this is bait but no, it's shit. Become a hunterxhunterchad and appreciate Kinogashi's magnum opus

>> No.16775720

>>16775660
In Russia they put faggots like you in jail.

>> No.16775725

>>16775679
do you believe in friendship?

>> No.16775728

Nothing, I'm an NPC.

>> No.16775741
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16775741

Imagine how it must feel like to be beaten up by a cute girl.

>> No.16775742

>>16775728
Based. Thinking is overrated

>> No.16775802
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>>16775720
In Russia I put OC cop creepshots in my secret folder and lean against young policemem when the metro cart shakes

>> No.16775810

>>16775802
Is the "gaydar" true? Do you only do this to cops who you detect as gay? Or all twinks?

>> No.16775814
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16775814

>>16775626
BOOBA

>>16775741
Imagine getting your testicles crushed by a cute girl: https://gelbooru.com/index.php?page=post&s=list&tags=space_jin+ruptured_testicle

>> No.16775826

>>16775741
It’s like being tickled

>> No.16775861

>>16775810
the more uncomfortable he is the better, it's just a game of calculated risk to make it seem entirely accidental (only doing it in peak hours in packed trains) but staring is unlimited, you're more likely to get in trouble if you quickly look away or hurry past them.
t. professional fetishist coomer

>> No.16775922

A soft stomp from behind the wall slowly wakes me to the lonely morning. I know they will come in soon to see if I am awake. They usually jump on me and I have to order them out like some slumbering tyrant of sleep. I just want to sleep for a little longer my loves. The door knob moves and I shut my eyes pretending to be asleep. I hear light foot steps coming closer to my bed and I am expecting he will just jump on me, I don't want that, the anticipation is keeping me up higher than I would like to be. A small kiss on my cheek. I open my eyes and see my son, my heart, three ears old standing thirty four inches and about thirty pounds in weight. Morning daddy. Good morning my love.

>> No.16776041

women are kinda cringe desu

>> No.16776060

>>16775626
Fuck, I love this song. It always reminds me of the gay stargate atlantis podfic that used it as a backing track.

>>16775660
Oh, now I am too.

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>>16775679
Meh, it's okay for a while, but I got bored.
Ignore >>16775713
and watch Togashi's superior work: Yu Yu Hakusho, which is finished.

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>>16775814

>> No.16776131

>>16776112
Dude what the fuck, that's a little kid.

>> No.16776136

>>16775626
Cigarettes are good

>> No.16776161

>I was Prince Sernine, Raoul d'Andrésy, Louis Valmeras, don Luis Perenna, great of Spain, Albert Lebrun, president of the République, Marcel Duchamp… I am also from time to time Guy-Manuel de Homem-Christo, you know, the most famous of Daft Punk, I am Banksy, the street art star whose works are worth millions and whose no one has ever seen the face, I publish from time to time a book, for my pleasure, under the name of Thomas Pynchon…
-Arsene Lupin, The New Life of Arsene Lupin by Goetz Adrien

Okay, I laughed... I laughed like never before.

>> No.16776169

My life is going down the shitter if i dont change my way of doing (or not doing) things

>> No.16776190

>>16776169
>My life is going down the shitter
better than up the shitter

>> No.16776226

>>16776131
the æsthetic and my castration fantasy would be ruined if the drawing was of an old man. what's your point?

>> No.16776232

>>16776190
Like when its clogged?
Maybe

>> No.16776248

Wanna robotrip tonight...

>> No.16776267

Can’t wait to switch my major to English. I don’t know why I thought I would enjoy computer science, now I just need to focus on not failing it. I’m grateful I realized this in the first quarter.

>> No.16776271

life in the karmic cycles is so unbelievably packed. Enormous things happen to the animal all the time all the time. Will I be able ot hear heaven or just be dragged along? The part where it really becomes difficult is with the women, because obviously being attracted to and wanting a woman is not a bad thing, and yet it is so densely packed with a somewhat questionable desire. It is clearly not bad, but also clearly not entirely good. Perhaps there is some special wisdom in this duality that as a species of course we will have to continue to interact with.

>> No.16776284

Someone help me pick out what to read tonight after I finish my last ~40 pages of current book
>mystery novel
>20th century short story collection
>old essay collection
>media analysis nonfiction

>> No.16776308

>>16776284
>>media analysis nonfiction
1000% not this

>> No.16776338

>>16776308
Why not?

>> No.16776349

>>16776338
media is miserable enough without thinking about it. that is assuming we are talking about news media

>> No.16776362

any of you lads ever read huysmans book en rade/stranded? How was it ?

>> No.16776370

It hurts and I want to die
It hurts and I want to die

Also, why can't I read or write anymore

>> No.16776373

>>16776349
It's all forms of media. Few kinds of nonfiction can compare in importance for understanding how the world has changed in the past century

>> No.16776402

>>16776373
ah ok I misunderstood

>> No.16776516
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>>16775626
There is something inexplicably erotic about the space between a woman's armpit and the side of her breast. With a rational mind and foolish heart, I cannot understand why a region of seemingly mundane flesh sparks such passion in my core. Is this even an erogenous space? Does this side-pit-flank spark lust in other men? Surely this soft meadow of flesh, source of pheromone-wrought desire, is rightly deserving of more attention. Faint of breath and light of head I wonder- what a treat for menfolk 'twould be, to bury aching rugged faces deep into this soft valley of unspoken want.

>> No.16776518

Do i have too much or too little cum?

>> No.16776526

Animals are like IRL pokemon.

>> No.16776850
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16776850

when the cork is inserted at the bottom,
the sperm surge gushes & rushes
to the only available empty cavity: the noggin.

>> No.16776961

I kinda miss my tutor back in high school. She was really intelligent, kind and beautiful.

>> No.16777060

>>16775713
>>16775679
I started both of them and they are both so bad I had to stop. Why do people say HunterxHunter is good? Made it quite far until that embarrassing ant shit started and I could not take it anymore. I do not get it.

>> No.16777068

>>16775679
It's overrated because newfags haven't watched much anime in the first place

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>>16775741
Where's the rest anon?

>> No.16777138

>>16777081
I would get banned if I posted the rest

>> No.16777171
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16777171

I think that I might be bisexual

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16777245

>>16776226
>and my castration fantasy
Which is more arousing: castrating a pre-pubescent boy (not yet fertile) or a pubescent one (just became fertile)?

>> No.16777280

ahhhhHHHHHH I HATE WRITIIIINNNNNG

I NEED COKE AND SPEEEEEED

>> No.16777537

women are soft.
women are the best.

>> No.16777590

i feel really bad and i cant force myself to write/read
nothing to do on ze internet
i'll just sit here and stare at the wall for some time

>> No.16777593

a good tree can not bear bad fruits.
there are so many good trees.

>> No.16777618

>>16777138
Link to artist at least? Or did the other anon post it?

>> No.16777771

>>16776060
>Oh, now I am too.
aren't they just cute.. i'd do unspeakable things just to kiss this 5"3 slim cadet that i see now and then at the bakery next to a police academy. not more than that though. kissing boys is lit but homosex is very cringe.

>> No.16777837

I see my light come shining
from the west until the east
any day now
any day now
I shall be released

>> No.16777855

>>16777618
Mitsunoho on Pixiv

>> No.16777856

>>16775626
Trump will win

>> No.16777870

>>16777771
Mm. I'd watch them cry while you kiss them. Crying really gets me going, and nobody cries better than a twink.

>> No.16777911

nigga I feel like david attenborough in this thread. the fuck you on about

>> No.16777921

We broke up after almost two years. I was just as lonely and fucked up when I was with her, but regardless, I'm gonna miss her company. Relationships are fragile

>> No.16777935

>>16777777

>> No.16777937

>>16776516
It's extremely sensitive spot for the woman.

>> No.16777941

>>16777921
>>16777837
You're my fucking creek brother. The band is pure soul.

>> No.16777945

Down on my knees and forced to eat worms.

>> No.16777946

>>16777060
Filtered at the best third of the show.

>> No.16777951
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16777951

i'm going to damn funky town with this lockdown isolation
normally i'm on the verge but i'm sailing right over
gonna do more drugs
watch the frame-rate wobble and drift off into a sleep

>> No.16777959

>>16777945
At least don't do it with forks.

>> No.16777962

>>16777870
fuck are you me
degrading an untouchable authority is the most patrician fetish one can have. imagine mocking his threats to get you arrested because you know he'd never tell his superiors what happened

>> No.16777967

>>16777937
It's the most erotic part of a woman's body- the source of so many pheromones. I felt like an autistic animal burying my face into my ex gfs boob-armpit.

>> No.16778012

>>16775626
Had a job interview for a really good position and kind of fucked it up since I’m awkward. I’m qualified for the position, but I always screw up during the whole circus show interview process when I’m asked to give examples of times I’ve dealt with certain circumstances in the workplace. I would try to improve my interview skills, but I think it’s my personality that’s the problem, and that’s not something that I can just change very easily. I wake up in the early morning a lot thinking of how quickly life goes and all the mistakes I’ve made and how, despite how hard I try, I can’t seem to fix anything.

>> No.16778024

>>16778012
What did you do wrong in the interview? What kind of job was it?

>> No.16778070

>>16778024
I just kind of kept digressing when they asked me questions. It’s difficult to come up with a structured response when they put you on the spot, asking things like “what’s a time you helped resolve a conflict on your current work team?” (We don’t have work conflicts on my work team, so I had to tell some vague but true story about someone we collaborated with who wouldn’t return our emails. I gave answers of this sort to multiple prompts.) It’s an urban planning position for a major city government, and would have been my first decent paying job after spending years being a poorfag (was homeless as a teenager; no high school diploma or GED; have spent more than a decade clawing my way into white collar employment).

>> No.16778075

my life is so uneventful and uninteresting that I hope i live to an old age,I realized that that time when I had a girl talk to me and show interest in me in my first year in high school was 8 years ago and nothing noteworthy happened since then, I have nothing in my past to look proudly at and i barely remember it.
feelsbadman

>> No.16778091

>>16777245
Just became fertile by a mile

>> No.16778096

>>16778091
elaborate

>> No.16778120

>>16778070
And you're confident that you're not getting the job? Also how are you able to do urban planning for a "major city government" if you don't even have a GED?
>>16778075
>nothing noteworthy happened since then
Really? NOTHING noteworthy has happened since a girl was nice to you in highschool. Come on now, there's no way that's true.

>> No.16778186

>>16778096
The subject must have had their sexual awakening for the proper excitement at and fear of the women performing the castration to be present. The first and final cummie.

>> No.16778214

>>16778120
>And you’re confident that you’re not getting the job.

I wouldn’t put it at 100 percent but I have a poor track record with job interviews.

>Also how are you able to do urban planning for a "major city government" if you don't even have a GED?

I took the long way up. Went to community college, took remedial classes, got an associate degree. Transferred to a university, got a bachelors degree but still was stuck working shitty jobs. Went to grad school, got a master’s, then got a not great white collar job, which is the current morass that I am stuck in .

>> No.16778224

Do I exist?

>> No.16778241

>>16778120
romantically,no,just similar things
i did exercise for a bit consistently though

>> No.16778354

>>16778214
>got a master’s
Wow good for you anon. Homeless to masters is nothing to scoff at.

>> No.16778533

>>16775626
Haven't coomed in over two weeks and I feel fine, even a sharper mind perhaps. I don't think it's low test because I'm muscular, have strong features, can grow beard/chest hair etc. Any other anons like this?

>> No.16778673

>>16778533
>Haven't coomed
anon you need to get to the doctor immediately, wtf man think of yourself for once

>> No.16778832

>>16778673
Idk I just haven't felt the need to

>> No.16778918
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16778918

I'm increasingly convinced that jacking off is bad karma. so the great battle begins.

>> No.16778940

>>16778533
Are those genuine proof of T levels?

>> No.16778944

>>16778224
seems like it to me

>> No.16778947

>>16778940
The muscles are for sure and hair is kind of.

>> No.16779067
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>second night in a row I can't sleep at all
>nerves bipolarly

>> No.16779073

>>16779067
Have you tried a melatonin and turning off all your devices?

>> No.16779087

>>16779073
no but I am following what has been an established routine

>> No.16779113

>>16778533
I'll also add I have a deep voice >>16778947

>> No.16779135

>>16779113
You're probably fine. It's incredibly common for young men to worry about having low testosterone. Very few actually do. Unless you're experiencing severe symptoms (have tiny testicles, a super high voice, almost no muscle at all, lactating tits, etc) I wouldn't worry about it.

>> No.16779161

>>16779135
Fair enough. It's just strange that I'm far less horny than my peers.

>> No.16779214
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16779214

One thing I noticed whenever I drive past a really nice, mansion tier house is that nobody ever seems to be out enjoying it. It is the wealthiest manors and estates which look as though they are vacant and joyless, as if nobody is happy to live there. It's always the more humble houses where signs of life can be heard, where parties happen in the back yard and people can be spotted drinking and dancing and jigging.
Perhaps it could just be a matter of spatial distribution, the rich have more space so they are spread out over more of it enjoying parts of it I cannot see. The poor are forced to publicly broadcast their fiestas. Or perhaps the wealthy have designated party houses and do not host parties at their regular residence like a disgusting pleb. Regardless, I have never seen any signs of life in any of these homes whenever I encounter them. For all I know they could all be pasted onto a flat surface like wallpaper and have no depth to them at all.

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>>16775626
Browsing the internet as an Elememtary shool boy I would venture all over the web.
From MiniClip making Bush Jr. do silly dances to Newgrounds where point & click games & lewds were combined into my first boner.
As I grew older I forgot the internet for a while, exploring the halls of my new domain... High School.
What a shit show that was.
Trying to abide by BS laws & regulations, getting bullied by seniors, getting my heart crushed by girls who were taught they are superior to me...
Had I known then what I know now I'd have had a much easier time.
The lie that we are all equal & there are no tribes, left me unable to recognize the pain inflicted on me as deliberate, even directed by adults for the purpose of creating a hierarchy.
It lead me into almost killing myself.
Ironically it caused me to empathize with those who were bullied and ostracized preventing a would be mass shooter from going through with it.
I sometimes wish I hadnt talked him out of it.
I would have been famous & not really affected seeing how over the years till my senior year I had been otherfied.
I was a tribe by myself.
A tribe with high morals, high intellect, high empathic ability, high fitness and high risk of suicide due to being highly autistic.
People suck so again I found myself on the internet.
This time as a means to cope.
Coping with the loss of friends, the lack of normal experiences & deep feelings of self hatred.
Why cant I BE NORMAL!
Anyways, the internet has changed a lot.
Things arent fun & light hearted, it's happened again.
Again women have been weaponized against well meaning young men.
Who now do not even have the protection of their own sex in that being ostracized by women means you are also a paria to men.
Men have become fearful & weak, no morals, no balls to stand their ground & take a few blows.
Just fear...

Why are you so afraid of women when the intelligent, highly motivated & vengeful ones have transcended the false dynamic between men & women?

You have freed millions of intelligent empathic men from their morals.
You have otherfied them & trampled them for decades of their lives.
Why would they show mercy?

>Have sex incel
Yes

>> No.16779269

>>16779067
glass of red wine
>>16779161
glass of red wine

>> No.16779285

>>16778354
Thanks, Anon.

>> No.16779307

>>16779269
>red wine
Why?
Alchol is bad for your digestion.
If anything it could make it worse.
Much better to just walk it off and consciously meditate and relax.
Habit = cure

>> No.16779316

>>16779067
Exercise. Booze. Sometimes Benadryl. Read until you’re tired. If you wake up early and really cant go to sleep, get up and do something.

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16779323

I'm trying to put together an outline for my book but I feel like I might be getting hung up on how specific I want the themes I'm conveying to be. I do want there to be thematic significance and consistency but does it need to have an overarching thesis to be good, particularly if it's a comedy?

>> No.16779356

>>16779323
>does it need to have an overarching thesis to be good, particularly if it's a comedy?

If it’s comedy, no. It’s either good comedy or bad comedy.

>> No.16779367

>>16779269
I'm in not in search of a "cure". I don't think I need one. It's just who I am.

>> No.16779398

>>16779307
alcohol isn't a cure, it's a solution
>>16779367
alcohol isn't a cure, it's a solution

>> No.16779441

>>16779398
Alcohol isnt a solution, wine is a suspension.

>> No.16779457

>>16779356
Aren't there levels to what would be considered a comedy, though? Even if it just a comedy I would still want it to be anchored in something substantive otherwise it's just funny random things happening, right? Like Infinite Jest could be called a satire or a comedy but there are still statements being made about media in society, geopolitics, national identity, etc

>> No.16779470

>>16779214
Majority of rich people are too busy working to be home.

>> No.16779491

>>16779441
perhaps chemically speaking, but most people aren't looking for a suspension to their problems

>> No.16779520

>>16779491
>most people aren't looking for a suspension to their problems
Of course they are, if they really wanted to solve it they'd get proper help not whine about it.

>> No.16779526

>>16779214
I visited a real rich man's house under construction.
The rooftop was built slightly above the rest of the neighbouring houses in one of the city's most
arborized neighbourhoods,you could see the horizon with no obstructions,there was a pool on the rooftop,space for barbecueing,places to sit and a dumbwaiter which connected to a basement where the family's cooks and servants work,so they could just send their food up to them.
I bet you the people barbecueing shitty sausage on their favela with no sewage collection in the margins of a smelly river have more fun than the rich family.I dont know why though

>> No.16779635

>>16779520
>not whine about it.
meta

>> No.16779651

Want to line up every woman from the ages of 35-60 against a wall and shoot a gun at them with the flag that pops out "BANG"

>> No.16779674

What a sexy alien would smell like

>> No.16779696

>>16779674
Milk and coins

>> No.16779707

>>16779457
Sure. I’d say the thesis of IJ is much more vague than the plot though. The book has comedy in it but I’m not sure anyone would say it’s a hilarious book.

Comedy in literature can be strange because it can operate at different levels. For instance, look at the progression of Evelyn Waugh’s comedy in his works over time. It goes from being fantastical and farcical to more serious with just touchings of dark humor. If something is extraordinarily funny, I’m not sure that it needs a larger thesis to be enjoyed. At the same time, humor can be alleviating in more serious works, but if it is too heavy handed it downplays the gravity of the story, and people just remember the humor.

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>>16779696
tfw you will never get to suckle on a green, succulent, mommy alien milker that has a hint of pennies

>> No.16779890

>>16775626
I was planing to create a parody of rap song that mocks jannies. Similar to this. https://youtu.be/eXkeE7AEoKw
I was planning to use slim shady from eminen but I got a creative block.

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16779949

The end of my academic year draws near, and submission deadlines are only around the corner. I have consistently preformed well, nailed every task I recieved to my best ability (or close). Now I'm on the final stage. All I need to do is fix up a few errors in my thesis that have been pointed out via feedback, and tweak a few points in my oral presentation before presenting next week.

I have given a great deal of time and effort to this process. But for some reason I just feel full of malaise. I struggle to find focus. I need only work well over the next month and I'll receive the highest class of achievement.

Is this burnout? Or maybe the consequences of doing something my heart isn't in?

I probably just need to stop being such a bitch and just force myself to go through with it. Relying on my emotional state to power my productivity is, after all, always a fruitless source of strength.

With that, I now will begin work.

>> No.16779961

>>16779890
dont use slim shady thats gay
use something less "hurr im cool hurr" poser.

>> No.16780007

>>16779961
>dont use slim shady thats gay.
Why? The only reason I will not use it is due to being too long and is quite difficult to create parodies.
>Use something less "hurr im cool hurr" poser.
Post suggestions. Give something that has some kind of mocking/agressive energy. Perfect to mock jannies.

>> No.16780034

It sucks but I think I have to improve myself a lot more before I will feel comfortable having a gf. I am not yet worthwhile

>> No.16780064

>>16780007
Someone did a Without Me parody of the same kind and it was actually great

>> No.16780129

>>16780064
I saw that one. Is good. However, I want to make one because I am bored

>> No.16780133

Have a ronky Friday, folks.

>> No.16780135

>>16780007
Try an old song like an unfortunate rake or shady grove.
Even the Riddle Song would be better

>> No.16780143

>>16780034
gfs are the same as you.
you will never be perfect but that doesnt matter to them.
just give it a shot and see where it goes or hide like a pussy

>> No.16780192

Feel like sleeping all day tomorrow.

>> No.16780225

>>16780135
Will check out. Ty

>> No.16780242

>>16779248
>Browsing the internet as an Elememtary shool boy I would venture all over the web.
>From MiniClip making Bush Jr. do silly dances to Newgrounds where point & click games & lewds were combined into my first boner.
got me

>> No.16780271

>>16780143
I know. I’m just sick of getting cock blocked by extroverted pretty boys

>> No.16780301

i have a catalog of "ex girlfriends" i never had sex with or even kissed

>> No.16780411

I've spent two years on a woman I know loves me more than I love her.

>> No.16780455

>>16780034
that's a good instinct bro. You always want to be higher in the social hierarchy than your gf.

>> No.16780681

this one was pure shitpoasting but I also think its really good

>> No.16780684

>>16780681
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdOCi2spY9w

>> No.16780816

>>16780242
:D

>> No.16780820

>>16780225
No, thank you.
If I want generic parodies i put on Weird Al.
Gotta be different at the minimum to compete with the mainstream.
Good luck and failure is part of the fun.

>> No.16780842

If you just sat there not wanting anything at least you would be content and blissful.

>> No.16780854

I've somehow ended up with a good job offer but I want it to fall through so I can be a neet and read all day

>> No.16780857

I went and got a flu shot this afternoon and brought my copy of The Sound and the Fury with me to read. The pharmacist noticed my book and we ended up talking about Absalom Absalom and Dostoevsky. Our conversation was quite a pleasant surprise and it made my day.

>> No.16781342
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>>16775626
So how can I act or feel stoic if I know my mind will be secretly analyzed and my thoughts and feelings will be used against me? answer is simple. Know you are being used and know that no one else but the one being attacked by your mind will ever truly know it. You are in control. Embrace your mind, watch it evolve, grow, grow, learn, and then come back and live your life as you choose.

We always ask ourselves, "Will I grow as an adult?" Will you be able to do this year after year reflecting upon your sad and impossibly deranged situation?

>> No.16781373

>>16781342
I want to kiss and hold this girl

>> No.16781396
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>>16781373
there's people in this world that have beautiful honest feelings and wish to share their fun creative and exploitative spirit to others. I have not joined with these beautiful souls yet.

>> No.16781402

>>16781396
I meant explorational. Not exploitative.

>> No.16781451

True stoicism means being ok with not being a stoic. You are always perfect each moment of your existence, or Dasein. Sein allein ist rein.

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>>16781402

>> No.16781468
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>>16781457
YOU PLAY TOO MUCH DOTA

>> No.16781475

>>16781402
Freudian slip. For many people screwing others over is what is fun and creative.

>> No.16781484
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>>16781475
Sounds like poem material to me.

>> No.16782079
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16782079

Part of me loves knowing my friends of 10+ years and keeping in touch with them and being around them but lately I've been feeling some sort of urge to just move somewhere completely alone where I don't know anybody and nobody knows me. There's something comforting about the people around you knowing you and your general habits and being able to read you well but there's also kind of a self-consciousness that comes with it because any change from that is questioned, even if it's a small one. I like the idea of going somewhere and being a total stranger where I can be a total blank slate to everyone around me. I can project whatever version of myself I want and they don't know about what it took me to get to that place or my insecurities or my neuroses that I've fought hard to overcome. It's nice to think that I could display myself as a fully actualized person without anybody knowing the baggage that came with it.

>> No.16782260

I need to stop. I. Need. To. Stop. I need to stop. I must stop doing it. It's bad. I must stop. I will stop. Either that or it kills me. I will just not do it from now on. I'll stop drinking. This is it. There is nothing it gives me anymore. It makes me feel horrible after. It doesn't make me feel better while doing it. It melts my brain. It prevents me from doing anything with my life. It slowly kills me, and I would rather choose myself how I die. I'm done. It was a good thing, it used to be something, but it ultimately sucks. I must stop and I will stop.

>> No.16782398

>>16782260
rooting for you anon

>> No.16782610 [DELETED] 

>>16782079
I've done this kind of reinvention twice in my life, but both were before social media was ubiquitous. Once when I first moved to the city, and a second time when I finished college. I just dropped all my friends and started over. It's actually not a good idea from a networking perspective to be honest.

>> No.16782675

Would you be fine with your girlfriend having sex with another person if that person was a woman?

>> No.16782701

>>16782675
no

>> No.16782819

>>16782701
You wouldn't be willing to have a threesome with your gf and a girl either? Is it for religious reasons?

>> No.16782863

>>16782819
no and yes. bad karma being this thirsty, better to avoid

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16782911

I'm only attracted to Asian girls because they look like children.

>> No.16782944

Should I become a dentist? Got into dental school on a scholarship. Also, a girl I got reject by in high schools messaged me out of the blue after many years and wants to meet. Initially she asked me out for lunch but now dinner. I can't afford to be heartbroken again.

>> No.16782973

>>16782944
that's exciting about the dinner.
I think the real big-brain thing about being a dentist is the money, plainly. you could probably afford to work fairly little and then spend the rest of your time on your hobbies/whatever

>> No.16783018

>>16775626
I've had a bout of writer's block for the past few weeks, but had a breakthrough today and had an idea for a stressed out guy at the end of his rope that gets tangled up in some paranormal bullshit, with the stress he feels being a parallel to the stress I've been feeling recently. But I'm just now coming back from the bath house and I feel to relaxed and cozy to work on that idea any more today.

>> No.16783061

feels like my reading comprehension and general intelligence are good when i'm feeling desensitized, also makes me feeling like an alpha, but at the cost of feeling soulless. it's hard to reach equilibrium.

“Walking up a mountain track, I fell to thinking.
Approach everything rationally, and you become harsh. Pole along in the stream of emotions, and you will be swept away by the current. Give free rein to your desires, and you become uncomfortably confined. It is not a very agreeable place to live, this world of ours.”
― Sōseki Natsume

>> No.16783112

What are some websites that sell books for relatively cheap and ship to Europe? So far I've tried book depository and thriftbooks.com but I'm looking for something with a smaller shipping fee to my eastern euro country?

>> No.16783145

>>16776516
shit fetish, kys subhuman

>> No.16783304

herbblerd noofleskirt

>> No.16783378

>>16775626
There's racial fetishism and superiority larps but what about species?

>> No.16783386

What's On Your Mind

>> No.16783431
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>>16783145
>He doesn't like female armpits

>> No.16783710

>>16779651
Can you just imagine it? The absolute fear and terror they'd feel, tits against the wall, hardly any space to breath, shivering in terror as you pace back and forth with your gun, staring them over. This can't be real, they would think, sweating from the sheer heat generated by countless hags huddled up against each other. Then the decisive moment would come, they'd brace themselves, and then... BANG. Several seconds would pass by in dead silence, and then slowly, a few would turn their heads from the curiosity, still quaking in their heels. And there you would be, anon, with the flag waving triumphantly, a shiteating grin on your face. The mood would turn from fear, to confusion, and finally to derision and disgust. Can you imagine it anon, the feeling of thousands of stares from old ladies? The way they'd look at you as if you were walking garbage? How they would begin to laugh once they realized they had the upper hand, and then surround you, piercing you with their looks of absolute motherly revulsion. What would they do to you? You can only wait to find out.

>> No.16783785

>>16775679
It's trash
If you absolutely must read/watch shonen, then read chainsaw man

>> No.16784505

The whole idea of insider trading being a crime is pointless when a few thousand people own most of the world's wealth. Everything that happens in the entire market system is an inside trade for them.

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>>16784505
Yes.

>> No.16784895

>>16784505
Banning insider trading made the markets vastly more democratic. Read about what the markets were like before the creation of the SEC. Moreover, the people who own most of the shares aren't trading them. Jeff Bezos doesn't make money by trading shares of Amazon, he makes money by making Amazon more valuable since he owns about 5% of it.

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16785430

Been off porn for quite long and just beat the monkey thrice in a row to porn in the last two hours.
Say something not nice.

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>>16785430
YOU CAN DO IT!!! STOP BEING A COOMER!!!

>> No.16785826

>>16784895
Didn't he just sell a few billion worth or whatever?

>> No.16785864

>>16780411
That is always desirable. You want a woman that loves you more than you love her, especially if you're really in love with her!

>> No.16786270

>>16775626
I just realized noodles from gorillaz is probably the reason I got yellow feaver as a kid.

>> No.16786294

>>16786270
Totally spies sam and shego got me onto long hair

>> No.16786300

Dear Graduate Admissions,

My name is Galvin Josemen. I’m interested in artificial intelligence, evolutionary computation and neural networks. At the University of Pern, I hope to study this topic as a master’s student under the supervision of Dr. Giovanni Rossi, whom I contacted this fall. Dr. Rossi could not be bothered to respond to me until I had emailed him at least five times, and his illogical one-sentence response indicated he did not even bother to properly read my email and understand what I was asking. A real meeting to discuss research interests is out of the question, I guess. But as a top scholar in his field, I have accepted Dr. Rossi is too “busy” to respond to students with anything much better than half-assed caveman grunts. So it goes.

I am absolutely shit at computer science and want to tell you that you have zero reason to prefer me over any other candidate. I worked very hard over the five years that spanned my undergraduate CS degree, but I am still largely incompetent, cannot focus on my studies and even lack the innate mathematical and logical intelligence necessary to succeed in STEM. All the academicians in my life who tried to help me refuse to continue to do so, and the ones I begged for a letter of recommendation probably unthoughtfully shat them out in less than a minute to get them over with. At this point, I am completely desperate and see myself as having a roughly 0.1 percent chance of getting in to a school as competitive as Pern, but at least the odds are better than 0. My undergrad GPA was a 2.5, which is better than 0. Let's "think positive".

My interests in computer science first began as an innocent child. Growing up with movies like 2001: A Space Odyssey and Iron Man, being inspired by geniuses like Alan Turing, Marvin Minsky and Donald Knuth, and seeing the creative possibilities that could be expressed in code, I decided computer science was the right career choice for me. Now, I am slowly realizing that the most realistic role for me in the tech industry is to become a code monkey and write CRUD apps for some psychopath bureaucrat while my back posture slowly deteriorates. A master’s degree makes a job in “actual” computer science sound easier to get, and that is why I am applying for one right now. Also, most companies I’m interested in working for only hire master’s students or better, and throw all other resumes into the trash with no further review.

P.S.: I will not kill myself if I do not get in.

>> No.16786313

>>16786300
>P.S.: I will not kill myself if I do not get in.
Please actually send this

>> No.16786336

>>16786300
>I am absolutely shit at computer science and want to tell you that you have zero reason to prefer me over any other candidate. I worked very hard over the five years that spanned my undergraduate CS degree, but I am still largely incompetent, cannot focus on my studies and even lack the innate mathematical and logical intelligence necessary to succeed in STEM.
This is all CSfags.
Actually good CSfags are math students.

>> No.16786363

>>16786336
Yep. The tone is satirical and I changed the names, but the content is basically real. Welcome to my tryhard life. At least I'm good at satirizing.

>> No.16786803

>>16786300
I also grew up watching a lot of TV and movies and thought that somehow my life was going to be fun and exciting like that when I grew up.
Now as an adult I've realized that being successful in the adult world means a lot of hard work and hardly any fun. You can have time or you can have money but you can't have both. Life actually sucks. Life fucking sucks hard.

>> No.16786834
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16786834

What sells better: futanari/dickgirl on male or gay erotica?

>> No.16786863

>>16786363
write a book about this shit world and what it has done to you, retweak it to make it look satirical and fun to read (generally involves something attracting young lit people, so add a LITRPG system and a combat system you've copied somewhere), get rich by giving bits of your book every day to idiots on royalroad, open up a Patreon in the process so that they pay you for an already written book, after you're done publishing the book on royalroad proceed to announce that you're going to officially publish it on kindle and need to get rid of the book on royalroad for legal reasons so that people actually pay for this shit, now you're well-off and popular. After you're done with editing your book (just pay someone on fiverr) and publishing it on kindle, just rinse and repeat with a similar story in the same exact settings but with a few derivations so that people don't get bored.

Once you are popular just quit your job and write some 200 000 words fiction to keep your Patreon active and living off people's generous revenues. That's it, you've made it, anon.

>> No.16786868

>>16786834
Gay erotica, especially if it's written for a female audience.

>> No.16786880

>>16786834
unironically male on trap drama romance erotica, now everyone watches this shit, you would be one of the first to publish something worth reading

>> No.16786932

>>16786880
anybody have a link to that youtube video that explains why dickgirls are the most common male fetish. I don't like dickgirls personally but I'm curious as to why this is supposedly the most common male fetish.

>> No.16787004

>>16786880
From whose perspective do you reckon I should write?
How long are these books usually?
I don't plan to make some sort of extreme effort so I may spread it for free or 1-2 $
>>16786868
What would you say are basic thing that differ in writing for women?

>> No.16787019

>>16786863
That's it, you just solved all my career problems. Thank you. Thank you.

>> No.16787037

>>16786300
Are you me?

>> No.16787099

I don’t think I’m in the right place of mind to write anything, I am currently in a very weak state; hungary, sleepless, dishevelled and generally unkept. Finding the right words to properly explicate what my seemingly non-existent misery entails will not be too easy. I’ll begin with an obvious one; my debauchery has left me brittle, used up, and unable to concentrate on anything of significance. I am left wanting my human qualities back, for I don’t feel as if I should claim the label of ‘human’, for human’s sake. It was relayed to me once that young people, such as myself, could and even should partake in many a lascivious activities, all I have to say about that is that the people who disagree with said notion (and I’m obviously included) are right to do so, just as someone advising you not to do heroin or crack cocaine would be. But who knows? Perhaps I’m just innately weak, or have been made weak by my particular way of taking things to the limit.

I may yet turn my life around, and start to lead a life where bedevilments like the one I just mentioned are nearly unthinkable, for I count with ‘the gift of youth’. No one can deny that youth is great; it is useful in almost every respect, it is pretty, and it comes with a lot of energy. Yeah—I myself am spending this gift quarantined in an apartment with no company other than my incredibly superficial family, which more often than not seems to be so only by label. I have never made any friends, so I don’t keep correspondence with anyone, and the only activity which I am duty bound to do is getting lost in a sea of pixels whilst listening to the babel that is the spotty, and broken voice of my teacher explaining something in the language of numbers. I may be failing some classes. Sometimes I refer to this place as a Norwegian prison, though I’d prefer that. This is so far year 5 of quarantine for me.

>> No.16787110

>>16787099
There is a stoberness in me that I can not control, which I don’t believe would sound all too alien to many, but which still amazes me every time it makes itself apparent. And I’m not too fixated on the negative effects it has on me, those are too predictable and therefore boring, nay, what truly amazes me is its baseness; how vulgarly obvious and defined it is, how I see it actively take command of my body and mind and steer everything around to a mess, all while giving me the finger as we crash. I’ll use a somewhat fitting example from pre-pandemic school to illustrate just how much of a sardonic cunt this stubbornness can be. Naturally, there are things which interest me and I believe command respect, while there are those that I, in a somewhat congenital manner, believe to be useless to the point of simply being disobliging. I have witnessed all energy and cognition escape my body and mind whenever I encounter anything which I presuppose to be either useless or beyond my abilities, irregardless of whether it be true or not, for I don’t get to make such judgments, and I can not act in defiance to them. I have seen myself finish a month’s worth of work in about an hour, only after being under serious threat of failing a class and having to answer to my parent's displeasure, it wasn’t any anger or retribution they could throw my way which worried me though, but their annoyance and all it reflects, they can be incredibly annoying people, especially if they feel as if they have moral high ground. Only in circumstances which I naturally perceive as being dire could I be given free rein over myself, and those are increasingly harder to trigger.

I’ve always been a lousy academic, tough only on certain topics or subtopics, and as a matter of fact I’ve had help from some teachers (about two actually) with assignments, they would simply grade stuff I never did. The explanation they all gave went somewhat like “I know you are smart [in your element] and I don’t want this clearly useless class [for you] to get in your way”. Am I smart? Most of my peers have described me chiefly as ‘smart’ (amongst other things) though my grades have always been poor, and grades are the only thing the computers which evaluate one’s worth care about.

>> No.16787119

pol is full of hateful young kids. theyre probably gonna stick around after this summer. i'm gonna try and kick the 4chan addiction, i'm losing respect for most of what i see here

>> No.16787134
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Am I... the real me?

>> No.16787141

>>16787134
You're the only you, bby :)

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>>16787141
oh... yeah

>> No.16787316

>>16782911
Based Neoteny Enjoyer

>> No.16787390

Pimple on my dick

>> No.16787414

>>16787390
Dude same

>> No.16787503

>>16775626
Why do intelligent women go out with dumb men?

I mean, I think I know the answer but I'm more so humoured by how stupid it looks to an outside observer.

>> No.16787534

>>16787119
what are you gonna do instead?

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I feel like my life has just been packed with content for a long time now.
sin and punishment are real, but I am not 100% on what actions are sins
I think the God transcends transcendence, and that a lot of people feel like they kind of pidgeonhole God after they had spiritual experiences, but that they are wrong. Yes, of course, maybe, you can glean something about God from the prevalent moral law, but I think the most correct approach is to just realize that God is unreachable in a way where even trying to apply any words is a mistake.
Unsure if I should be pursuing a woman who afaik is not religious (although very into philosophy, many times more so than the pseuds on here). imo religion is the endpoint of philosophy is why I think it is relevant. I'm pretty damn sure she likes me. I like her too. But... I don't really know how traddy I want things to be, and I really don't know if she wants any of that.
God gave me real clarity in the last couple of days, and I ruined it by sinning. That's why I am now absolutely certain sin and punishment are real. I was before too but it was completely obvious, and I kind of knew I was doing it. It made me so sad to realize what I had odne. I'm stuck in bumfuck reality again, and can't find the key anywhere, and I was out man! I was out! So take care of yourselves and be kind and trust in God and God alone. One day at a time maybe we are all going to make it. After all, He is the Ever Forgiving.

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>>16775626
BOOBA

>> No.16787678

>>16787503
because pseuds are intimidated, so only grugs end up hitting on them cuz they dont give a shit

>> No.16787687

>>16787534
work on my career and read books

>> No.16787774

>>16787678
I agree that plays a decent part - wanting "fun" and all that. It ties into that old trope of them not seeking "stability" until they're older. I was also thinking that the perpetuation of intelligence maybe isn't a sought mating outcome for women.

>> No.16787913

>>16787037
Yes.

>> No.16788008

Grandmother is probably going to die within the next hour. Mom isn't handling it well, and she shouldn't. 5 years since her dad. I don't know why I'm not crying. The walls in this house are too thin.

>> No.16788063

I am a miserable cunt with no friends, no job and no gf. I don't take care of myself the way I should and at the same time I feel like I've grown apathetic with everything and everybody.
I want to change.

>> No.16788151

>>16782911
Based

>> No.16788180

desu all my hatred of women that's been built up melts away the instant I talk to a woman I actually like

>> No.16788204

Why did the Evola thread get deleted? We’re not allowed to talk about authors on this board now?

>> No.16788237

>>16788204
They're deleting Evola shit now? Sweet! Looks like there is an attempt to clear out the cringe stuff.

>> No.16788292

>>16788204
ebolaposting should get you permabanned so we'll get rid of the /pol/yp cancer

>> No.16788293

I find myself repulsive

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>>16775679
I don't know about the series itself but the rule 34 is just amazing. First there was Deku's childhoold friend, then the frog bitch, then that weird pink moth thing, then the giantess mommy, then shark girl and now the playboy bunny.
So many girls to choose from, and a lot of good artists too!

>> No.16788328

>>16788292
there is never any polcel discussion in evola threads, just leftoids sperging about unrelated shit. polcels don't even read

>> No.16788333

>>16788204
probably because it was a garbage thread

>> No.16788485

fuck I hate gossips
seems like my whole peer group knows more about my relationships than I do, they would never tell me their opinions in person of course

>> No.16788521

When you get broken up with, there's one of two things you can do: either maniacally chase the feminine by fucking literally anything else, or closing yourself off from the feminine by being gay, which I am. Hi, I'm gay actor Michael Douglas, and I'm Jon Hamm and Ryan Schutt, and I'm gay. Are our dreams aspirational? Is getting a dick, put in your ass, an aspiration? that's it, that's the pitch. Goddamnit Jon you've done it again and by it I mean fucked my ass

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>>16788237
>>16788292
>>16788333
REMINDER
>REMINDER
REMINDER
>REMINDER

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>>16788204
Read pic related. It goes for all the boards. ESPECIALLY THIS ONE

>> No.16788594

>>16788542
cringe

>> No.16788606

>>16788594
>I can only tout out buzzwords like a well trained slave to anything that goes against me
Expected and unsurprising

>> No.16788621

I'm too good of a writer to be a normie and yet not good enough to catch the ghosts of the greats. My words exist in limbo. I want to die.

>> No.16788693

>>16788606
I'm not part of ''the left'' it's just cringe, it's on par with ''conservatism is the new punk rock''.

>> No.16788695

>>16779248

beautiful piece anon

>> No.16788709

>>16788550
So just get their address and piss in their dew?

>> No.16788720

>wish I had closer/more intimate relationships with people
>someone tries to get to know me better
>shut everything down and give 1 word replies until they stop trying
wtf is wrong with me

>> No.16788723

>>16788693
>I'm not actually on da left
Oh fucking spare me the flat out lies.

>> No.16788737

>>16775626
So fucking high.

>>16775660
gay.

>>16788521
kek.

>> No.16788904

test

>> No.16788939

>>16788904
I see you

>> No.16788997

>>16788939
Thanks. I couldn't post in another thread but it looks like it's working now.

>> No.16789026

>>16788237
>>16788292
>>16788333
The /pol/ countersignaling is way more annoying and idiotic and pervasive than /pol/ shitposting ever was. Most of that thread was anons being helpful. Removing it was uncalled for.

>> No.16789140

All activities - even artistic activities that seem to be as far away as possible from efficiency, from utility - are a struggle for survival in effigy.

>> No.16789238

>>16788709
Or worse. If you have their address...

>> No.16789251

A blind person doesnt know when she has a zit on her nose. Is this a blessing or a curse?

>> No.16789272

>>16789238
>Or worse. If you have their address...
No anon I am civil, I wouldn't crack their molders and let them writhe in pain for a week as it rots in their mouth.
Neither would i lock them up in a room with a wet floor, flickering light and randomly wake them up.

>> No.16789279

>>16789251
You can feel pimples without seeing them.

>> No.16789282

>>16789272
You're a good man. Better than I am.

>> No.16789294

>>16789282
Thanks Anon, my always hugs and kisses me on the noggin and says boy instead of man, but it's all the same :)

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Just wasted the last hour of my life watching the latest footage of Americans beating each other to a pulp in the streets over nothing. There's a particular group, "proud goys" I think they are called, who deliberately go out looking for a fight. And antifa is only happy to oblige them. So you see these proud boys in yellow and black clumps like a swarm of angry beer-bellied bees, trailed by the black-clad, emaciated antifascists with their spindly limbs and vegan frames posing a laughable contrast to their hulking opponents. The police hang back, seemingly noncommittal and no longer caring, as a scene from the film Gangs of New York materializes.

The folly of it all defies reckoning. I see this as nothing but shadows playing on a wall, an illusory play act of false significance; both sides imagining their enemy into being.

Like a blind man I find myself feeling around in the darkness for even a meager scrap of intelligence, a tiny fragment of rationality. Meanwhile Trump, a fading, dwindling president, a pending political nonentity seething with empty rage in all caps tweets, cheers and incites the chaos further for reasons that do not seem immediately clear. I like to think that all this pointless violence would have been avoided if the thought to run for president never entered his head. Not that I am so disturbed by it. If you are dumb enough to fall for these spooks about fascism or social justice, then you deserve to get pounded on the head and trampled by a stampede. It's not my business. I pick no sides.
The situation is much like a dog that, when seeing itself in the mirror, begins to growl and snap at its own visage. Let the shadows writhe and struggle and play act as heroes.

>> No.16789329

I'm at a real low point. Send prayers for me and by God I will make it

>> No.16789333

>>16789318
trump is based, you prefer sessile world of boredom?

>> No.16789337

>>16789329
Will pray, friend.

>> No.16789340

>>16789318
I hope Trump tries to seize power and become a dictator, it would be cool.

>> No.16789345

Eckhart WHY?
I spent hours watching your videos.
YOU LET EVERYONE DOWN.
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzo9FBYG9GQ

>> No.16789356

>>16789318
Trump is fun

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>>16789318
>>16789356
>>16789340
>>16789333
For some reason twitter, reddit and all that think Trump losing means 4chan loses.
After all these years they still don't get it

>> No.16789456

>>16788723
It's the truth.

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>>16789409
Moves being made in the DOD right now are extremely significant. Miller (new secdef) is a Trump loyalist and just sent a letter to the troops that strongly indicates massive troop withdrawals in the near future. Douglas Macgregor, new senior advisor to secdef, is an open critic of the Israel lobby, thought WWII was a mistake and wants to withdraw troops from the middle east. Kash Patel, new chief of staff to secdef, is a Trump loyalist and was recently in Syria negotiating with Assad, the first senior American diplomat to do so in over 10 years. Anthony Tata, who now has the top policy job at the Pentagon, has referred to Obama as a "terrorist leader" and threatened John Brennan with execution on Twitter. Ezra Cohen-Watnick, new undersecretary of defense for intelligence and security, is a former Mike Flynn aide and a strong Trump loyalist. And of course there's Pompeo's comments about a smooth transition to a second Trump administration. The vote fraud / lawsuits / Giuliani stuff is a distraction. Trump is almost definitely preparing to use the military to stay in office. Fun times in the very near future.

>> No.16789563

>>16789340
See
>>16789524

>> No.16789586

Going to drop a controversial one. I think reading on a phone is superior than an e-reader and a computer monitor.

Book paperback > phone > e-reader > monitor

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>>16789524
Do you really believe Trump is going to use military force to stay in office? This seems borderline insane to me – I live in Europe, though.

>> No.16789600

>>16789586
My brain does not allow me to absorb information from a digital display, something to do with light coming off from it. But I can read 4chan on my phone fine and that's because everything posted here is simple to understand. My only gripe with the e-reader is that you can't go through pages real quick to look something up, it's only good at going a page back or forward, navigating a menu on a slow ass e-ink display is a pain no doubt, but worth it

>> No.16789603

>>16789524
that's fucking wild if true
What do you think of the democrat strategy? Looking in from another country, everyone I know uncritically hates trump because of muh racism/misogyny/homophobia propaganda but watching biden's televised "president-elect briefings" is straight out of a shitty dystopian novel

>> No.16789629

>>16789524
tl:dr
>the NWO is trying to overthrow Trump because of their interests in a completely united world for the purpose of being the ruling class and having a Monopoly on all the resources.

I am not against a united Earth, but it's insane to think we are going to do this through politics rather than technological advancement.
>cheaper high quality food = one less reason for war
but for some reason the NWO doesnt see it this way thus it must be nothing but a Power grab.

THEY (the NWO) want to be in Power regardless of efficiency.

>> No.16789648

>>16789595
Yes. It's by far the most plausible explanation for what's happening at the DOD right now. Although we probably won't directly see it play out as a military coup d'état. More likely that once everything is in place some backroom deals will be made and democrats will back down gracefully.
>>16789603
Desperation. The events of the last few weeks have destroyed American democracy as we know it. No more faith in the electoral process, no more faith in the media, no more hope for the future, just fear, hatred and revenge. America is going full post-democratic even if Biden ends up in the White House.

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>>16789595
>This seems borderline insane to me – I live in Europe, though.
>I live in Europe
Hitler, Stalin, Tito, Lukashenko, Franco, Mussolini, Brezhnev, Khrushchev, Ceaușescu

>> No.16789653

>>16789648
A soft military coup then?
One where no bloodshed happens just a power shift.

>> No.16789655

>>16789648
>even if Biden ends up in the White House.
lol yeah that was a given.
BLM just wanted the weakest willed candidate in office and so do other accelerationists

>> No.16789666

>>16789653
I think that's the most likely outcome, yes. We'll probably see more brawling between Trump supporters and antifa, but no civil war-type violence.

>> No.16789677

>>16789650
Europeans seem to be the only people that really bought the end of history narrative. The idea that things still happen seems to shock them.

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>>16789666

>> No.16789684

>>16789677
>the end of history narrative.
You mean the war that ends all wars or?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntt3wy-L8Ok&ab_channel=anarchynotchaos

>> No.16789699

>>16789684
>In some loyal heart is your memory enshrined?
can never get past this line without tearing up

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>>16789684
I mean the idea that history ended with the fall of the Soviet Union and that American-style liberal democracy is the final form of human government (pic related), although there are a lot of parallels between that and the narratives that were floating around post-WWI. The idea that significant political struggle is eliminable is ridiculously hubristic. The best we can do is keep it from going totally savage, and to do that requires a competent, confident, ethical ruling class, which we don't currently have.

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Why don't we talk about Southern Gothic more here? It looks like a promising genre.

>> No.16789760

>>16789595
>>16789603
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SuUPAl_lZMg
If you're interested, here's a speech Douglas Macgregor - the new top advisor to SecDef - gave to the Ron Paul Institute last year. US chain of command goes direct from President > SecDef > Generals, so if the system functions correctly this is the man whose vision will be to a large extent implemented in the coming months.

>> No.16789780

>>16789744
that is just thottery

>> No.16789848

>>16789780
And?

>> No.16790014

imagine thinking for a second that there is such an iportant political process ongoing on 4chan that it must be protected

>> No.16790022

>>16789279
>in the undefined blackness
>there is pain
if this were 2004 some post-ironic emo-core band would be writing songs about this

>> No.16790026

>>16789329
praying.

>> No.16790039

>>16789595
one possible read, maybe, is that he is trying to do what he can to undermine future neo-connery. if this is real then it is possible he was several dimensions ahead of me in chess. more likely though I think he is an amalgam of insanities that sometimes strike true

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>>16790039
https://www.whitehouse.gov/briefings-statements/remarks-vice-president-pence-council-national-policy-meeting/
https://www.splcenter.org/hatewatch/2016/05/17/council-national-policy-behind-curtain
>The CNP’s 2014 vision statement, reproduced at the front of the directory, succinctly lays out its goal: “A united conservative movement to assure, by 2020, policy leadership and governance that restores religious and economic freedom, a strong national defense, and Judeo-Christian values under the Constitution.”

>> No.16790082

>>16790039
>>16790065
I don't know exactly how this is going to play out. Maybe the next couple months will be relatively uneventful and we go back to the Clinton timeline on January 20th. But you gotta remember that there's a lot more to the Trump administration than Trump. A lot of very powerful people are deeply invested in his administration.

>> No.16790107

>>16790039
>>16790065
>>16790082
Except from Pence's remarks:
>Now the liberal media doesn’t get to pick our President; the American people do. (Applause.) So we’re going to fight, and we’re going to fight to preserve the integrity of this election, and we’re also going to work with each and every one of you to ensure the integrity of our elections through election reform. We’re going to protect our elections for generations to come. (Applause.)
It doesn't prove anything, but just ask yourself: does this sound like an administration that's planning on going anywhere? Keep in mind that this speech was given to insiders, not the public. There's no recording of this speech available online.

>> No.16790114

/v/ > /lit/

>> No.16790181

>>16790114
Nah. Video games leave people feeling empty and they're only addicted to the dopamine they get in completing tasks in a nonexistent digital realm. The literary imagined worlds are probably existing in possible worlds.

>> No.16790200

>>16790181
Ought to be banned before VR gets too advanced imo.

>> No.16790205

>>16790200
I can't argue against that. It's not harmless escapism like reading is, it's genuinely destroying entire generations of people and making them search for meaning in a nowhereland.

>> No.16790220

>>16790181
Reading is the same it just takes more mental effort.

>> No.16790231

>>16790220
Except reading increases your memory and critical thinking, reduces dementia, expands your vocabulary, exercises your imagination, plugs you into your culture, promotes introspection and reflection, makes you a better person overall, and it's made up of language - the one thing other than self-consciousness that makes us human.

Video gaming has far less positive outcomes.

>> No.16790234

The Jew doesn’t exist. The Jews first rhetorical device is to make you respect their culture and make you think it’s real. Next time when someone presupposes jews tell that person you don’t believe in such a thing. We’re all just humans. Read Marx’s the Jew problem. It’s not a rejection of people. It’s a rejection of their evil ideology,

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>>16790220

>> No.16790298

>>16790205
I know the book is a meme at this point, but video games are a few years away from being The Entertainment in Infinite Jest. It'll irrevocably destroy society if it isn't regulated in some way soon.

>> No.16790314

>>16790298
You are probably shit at games

>> No.16790324

>>16790231
Videogames also increases critical thinking and memory

>> No.16790326

>>16790324
Yeah and cocaine is great for weight loss

>> No.16790330

>>16790314
I was good at Call of Duty 4, the last one I bought

>> No.16790334

>>16776284
What's your present book? As Socrates would agree, only then can I judge what is best for you to read after, opposite or same, or you know.

>> No.16790347

>>16790326
Cocaine is great in general

>> No.16790349

>>16790298

Video games need to go back to embracing their form as pulp entertainment rather than reaching for cinematic excellence. TV faces the same problem too now.

>> No.16790362

>>16790324
Obviously putting in a few hours every now and then isn't going to kill you, but we're in a situation now where a significant number of men spend the *majority* of their free time playing video games. It's disgusting and horrifying.

>> No.16790376

>>16790349
Where it's headed is obviously extremely advanced simulations of fantasies. Might take 200 years, but it'll get there. At the snap of a finger you'll be able to be in any situation you want: orgies, Stalingrad, Tatooine, anything. Obviously it'll get way too alluring to resist for the vast majority of people a long time before we get to that point. How we deal with this question will to a large extent determine the future of the human race.

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>> No.16790400

thinkin bout inscribing eldar futhark spells onto my personal belongings

>> No.16790406

>>16790349
>>16790376
You could make an argument that even if it does reach this point the state shouldn't restrict access. I wouldn't agree, but the argument's there. What you can't argue is that this is a non-issue, that there's no fundamental different between what video games at the very least *will be* and reading.

>> No.16790416

>>16790362
Why?

>> No.16790490

>>16790231
Where did you get these off, Google?

>> No.16790530

>>16790490
I went to university where they have these things called lectures, and the professor, a person who reads a lot, told us about the benefits of reading from other academics and scientific studies.

>> No.16790546

>>16790530
Congrats, you've been brainwashed

>> No.16790561

>>16790379
Is the remake out on PS4? Really want to get it.

>> No.16790570

>>16790561
Yes

>> No.16790571

Escapism is useless unless you apply the skills you gain from it. Doing anything stimulating to your brain will grow certain cognitive skills whether it's books or video games, but if you do nothing but wank all day it's exactly the same.

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>>16775626
I am legitimately losing my mind because of this second lockdown shit.
If I wasn't back with my family (mom dad older bro and younger sis) I would've lost my mind.
There is nothing to do, I've stopped giving a shit about school and I haven't been in the gym ( have been doing a bodyweight routine tho ) in more than a month.
I miss my friends man

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>>16790530
Savage

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>>16790588
I feel like I've been practicing my whole life for this shit. One of the few advantages to being forever alone I guess? This is no different than any of the rest of my years. LibGen, a treadmill, good food, legal drugs and a warm bed on cold nights. What more...? Eventually, I would like to 'get out', but from experience am, at best, ambivalent about wading through the masses to find the one or two people I don't repulse and who don't repulse me. Books are always there though aren't they?

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>>16790530

>> No.16790632

>>16790620
Some have it easier than others I guess. My main hobby was always reading fiction and since discovering 40k it's helped a bit.
If only the damnable government didn't lock down everything besides food stores.

>> No.16790638

>Be me
>Stuck on the toilet during an eldritch, lovecraftian apocalypse with a severe constipation and a raging boner. My family has also seen my Internet history.
>Suddenly woken up by dad and older brother making a bunch of noise in the yard during my nap
>Man that was a horrible dream, good thing I'm awake
>Realize that I'm not really awake yet, that I hate my dad, never met my brother, was ten years younger in the dream and have a horrible living situation
>The full force of reality hits me as my neighbour assembles something metallic in a clanky cacophony in his living room on the other side of the wall. Does my life really suck THIS hard?
>Notice as I'm coming to that I've only napped an hour. I had set the alarm for two, but it's actually better if I get up now because then I'll sleep sounder tonight, and I have shit to get done.
>Thanks neighbour. You're a fucking nuisance, but you're all right.

Real life tone whiplash is a very strange experience.

>> No.16790647

I don't understand feeling lonely. I can enjoy being with others but I never miss social interaction when I lack it. How do you run out of things to do on your own?

>> No.16790664

>>16790647
t. schizoid.

>> No.16790667

>>16790647
Do you have very close friends or someone like that?
It's not loneliness that's the issue, it's that I haven't seen them in over a month because of this bullshit.

>> No.16790677

>>16790234
Then why did Noel Ignatiev create the Philosophy of Racial Marxism that is now being used by BLM and other lefty nuts to destroy the white race?

>> No.16790696

>>16790667
I have a gf, but it's long distance and always been long distance and it doesn't bother me even though people always bitch about how hard this is supposed to be. Before I met her I was always alone and didn't mind, and if we separate it will likely be the same even though I would miss her. Other that I don't speak to anyone except my parents when they check up on me.

>> No.16790713

>>16790696
Dude, you should get some friends, life is so much better with people who give a shit about you in exchange for you giving a shit about them.

>> No.16790731

>>16790713
I've had friends before, but I don't really enjoy keeping up with friendships. I very rarely meet people who I like enough to make an effort to keep in my life, so my friendships have only been ones of convenience that fade when I lose context for interacting with them. I'm not exactly against having friends but it's just not much of a priority to me to go look for them.

>> No.16790760

>>16790731
Those aren't friends my dude, they're more acquaintances than anything.
Look at it this way, maybe after you get married your wife dies and you'll be sad and alone, there will be no one to comfort you or to help you deal with the pain if you won't have kids. What would you rather have? A few good buddies and having the option to do it solo or to do it with them or having no one and your only option is to do everything yourself.

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I'm neutral on modernity but I'm interested in its effects on male virtues. In the past, when there were less people and less communication it was much easier for men to go out and distinguish themselves to "make a name". Now this claim may be disputed but it seems as if the pareto distribution of status and wealth is increasingly moving from 80/20 to 99/1 due to high communication and complexity which requires intense specialization and consequently relies even more on chance events. This may ultimately not be a problem because its quite clear that the forces of self-domestication have further reined in the effects of male aggression and our material comfort has a subduing effect. Anyway to keep this consise what I'll say this: there will be less men of action and more priests. The spiritual delmmia (which is intimately linked to first line of argumentation) will be solved more readily by the priestly virtues. This means a slow dissolving of ambition and ego along with ascetic practices of mind. It's all quite obvious. As the external world and its fruits disappear men will be forced ever more to the mountains to escape either the demoralizing reality that comes with ambition or the wretched ways of the rabble.

>> No.16790793

>>16790760
Not him, but I think you're just expressing your preference rather than giving him a convincing argument. He doesn't mind doing it alone, and it seems like the reason you think he shouldn't is because you don't like doing shit alone and would feel uncomfortable without others. If he already feels comfortable, what would his supposed benefit be?

>> No.16790818

>>16790793
My bad then.
Let's set the scene, something really shitty happens and since his gf is long distance she cannot do a thing, the problem requires immediate solving, what can he do?
If he has no friends, acquaintances, his gf is long distance so she's out of the picture then his options are to either call emergency services or shout for help and pray that someone comes.
Or if he has friends or someone that he can depend upon then he can call them and they'll surely help.

>> No.16790822

edged for like 90 minutes and accidentally came and now I'm wondering if I ruined my date

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>>16790822
what the hell are you doing?

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Tonight I finely did it. I broke. The loneliness won, she started to enter back in my mind and there was nothing I could to stop it. It's been a few months since I last talked to her and she still hasn't abandoned my thoughts. I cried again tonight, I woke up from sleeping and when I tried to get back to sleep I just broke down in tears. It's not just her I feel like I'm losing the connection I have with all my friends. We still hang out it's just that I feel like I don't belong, which is why half the time I just don't want to be with them. But I just know if I lose them I will give up and just die alone.

>> No.16790861

>>16790836
I edged like 30 minutes the night before without cooming, was gonna do the same again to pump myself up for this redhead I'm about to demolish, and now I'm worried my dick won't work but maybe it's all mental

>> No.16790910

>>16790836
>>16790822
lol

>> No.16790933

>>16790851
it's okay anon
I'm basically you and I've given up everything, I can tell you that from the other side, nothing really matters except (You).
I don't even answer to family calls anymore. It's been months since I've last seen my friends. My days consist of studying, reading and writing. The only dent in my happiness comes from my family which won't stop calling even though I told them I wanted some alone time.

Being alone is not easy, neither is maintaining happiness from being alone in society. Take a week of vacation but don't reach the point of no return.

>> No.16790956

I'm coming closer to chimp mode

>> No.16791007

>>16790933
Thanks anon for the response. I've been spending more time alone these days. My friends hang out pretty much every week so it just gets very annoying seeing them all the time. I don't want to disappoint them, but a part of me is telling me who really cares I just want some time to myself.

>> No.16791059

>>16790530
>who reads a lot,
don't fall for big book's tricks

>> No.16791083

>>16790818
This again seems to be about how you would feel in a shitty situation and how you would want help. If you need emergency services, then you call emergency services, not friends: I cannot think of a single situation where if you don't have friends, you would instead call emergency services. I know people who have, but they have been socially or mentally disturbed and do not understand why their sense of what an emergency is does not align with the laws on nuisance calls.
I think that scene is related to how desperate you would feel without friends rather than reflective of reality.

>> No.16791085

I've never been able to emotionally connect with anyone. Never been able to communicate my thoughts or emotions, just always a bland shifting persona to match the other I'm talking to. Never had real close friends, just ppl to chill with so i dont go mentally insane from not being social. Then there was this girl, who's also like me, also completely introverted, also feeling like nobody is on her 'level', also never been able to feel understood, and also feeling alienated from the people our age, we're both 17. I had some things in the past with other girls, but it always ends up in me not being satisfied enough, me not feeling understood enough, me not connecting enough. Girls my age are just not something for me, I thought. I have aspergers, and I just accepted that i probably will not find somebody in the near future to be with, that I will just stay alone, without anyone that knows who I am or who I could talk to without a facade. Then i met her. She is also interested in philosophy, in reading, and in understanding the world. She also listens to great music, likes kino films, she was just on that intelligent level I thought I would never find, especially in my age category. She said I was one of the only ones that she could connect to, and liked to be with. I knew nothing better would ever overcome my life, and how extremely lucky I was. Now she's gone. I don't know what to do now. Now i know people like that exist, will I ever settle for something less than that, are there other people i will find who are the same as her? Can I ever go back in the cave, and just accept that nobody will ever understand me, now that I know people exist who can? If i never had met her, things would be better.

>> No.16791364

Is it ironic that /tv/ has the best greentexts and /lit/ has the worst?

>> No.16791396

>>16791364
Greentexts read like movie scripts, so probably not.

>> No.16791750

>>16790861
Wtf is edged?

>> No.16791837

>>16791750
edging is a sexual practice where you stroke your penis until just before the moment of ejaculation, then stop, then pick up again, rinse and repeat. This can go on for hours. It's meant to build up cum so the climax will be more pleasurable.

>> No.16791876

>>16791837
Fascinating

>> No.16791905

>>16791876
It's pretty great. I usually open up 30 tabs of porn and take a few minutes to edge to each one. Although sometimes I fail to accurately pace myself and end up cooming early like the other guy.

>> No.16792171

>>16790771
mountains are not free to take tho anon like past