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Using your /lit/ gift, explain your own PERSONAL hell in your best words.

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>>18192173
pic related

>> No.18192183

why dont you start, op? i want to hear about your personal hell.

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>>18192173
I wrote about it on the wwoym thread, but English isn't my first language, so those aren't my best words.
I'm not up to my own expectations. Every day I feel dumber than the previous one, I can't concentrate, I can't commit to anything, I don't have motivation to get up in the morning.
I don't even go to classes anymore, nor do I do any activities, I just mindlessly absorb the information and then spit it on the test just forget about it the next day. Hell, I can't even remember what I studied last year.
All I do is daydream about how great things will be someday, I plan novels that I will never write, build cities that will never be built, plan speeches that no one will ever hear. My mind is always on another place while I'm drowing in the dirty mediocrity. I've thought about suicide, but there's something inside of me that keeps me away from it, something that tells me that someday things will get brighter, because I refuse to die without having done anything worth remembering.

>> No.18192206

>>18192189
maybe you have add anon.

>> No.18192236

https://voca.ro/14symGQrPH3D

>> No.18192486

>>18192236
thank you anon i love it

>> No.18192492

Never being able to suck an obese woman's fart out of her ass.

>> No.18192494

>Be me
>Taking class, all I need to do is get 75% to pass
>Midterm arrives
>"Eh, this class is super easy, I'll be fine"
>Fail
>Now need to try super hard to pass
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>> No.18192500

>>18192189
This may sound trite, but go for walks and spend time with your family. You're in a dark place and you need to get into a positive frame of mind. I believe in you anon.

>> No.18192545

>>18192236
>t. mark kozelek

>> No.18192550

>>18192173
I don't have the time to write my autobiography. In any case it would take as long as I have lived to write it.

>> No.18192555

>>18192494
I know that feeling I fucked myself real hard in chemistry this semester, but I had my final today and I passed!

>> No.18192563

>>18192555
and you got trips, too!
congrats anon!
i love you so much
i want to cuddle with you so badly
i wish i had you in my bed with me
i feel so alone without you
i miss you anon pls come back to me

>> No.18192577

>>18192189
Anon don't give up brother, listen to walk-anons post. I've experienced similar things you described. That sinking feeling of dread and dust is not Truth nor absolute.

>> No.18192579

>>18192555
Good job anon, I hope that will be me soon. I'm just mad at myself, if I had studied more I wouldn't be in this position

>> No.18192662

>>18192173
my hell is worth too much

>> No.18192665

>>18192173
I can't Bakkerpost on /sffg/

>> No.18192730

>>18192173
failure and wasted potential

>> No.18192740

>>18192173
Bigboobed women everywhere but you can't touch them, so like irl