/lit/ - Literature

[Anonymous No.18252732]

>be me
>another normal week at work
>Thursday after work: go driving, drinking coffee, thought I'd read but spent a few hours on alt right and silicon valley Twitter
>Friday after work
>decide to lie in bed for a short time
>wake up 5 hours later
>eat food, browse internet, sleep for a few hours until Saturday morning (sleep is fine overall)
>go to gym; workout goes well but feel depressed at seeing the Saturday morning gymStaceys
>go driving, drink coffee, read pseudy old novel
>eat food, have some junk food
>go for a 7 mile walk while listening to Cum Town and a few midwit podcasts
>do a few chores
>slept
>woke up in late morning on Sunday
>now about to read a pseudy novel

I haven't done anything productive in my free time for over a week but I'm not worried because I know I can. I'm sure on Monday I'll start working hard on stuff.

I had a few evenings where my wasted 20s and ugliness really got to me.

I'm feeling like a loser for not living in America. I feel like the UK is a dumbed down version of the USA, like one of those late generation console games that gets released on the newer console and the old one (Singapore would be the surprisingly good GBA port). In the USA my job would pay more and have less protections. The food would pack more chemical punch. There would be 10 times as many ways to binge. I would pay less for fuel. A higher percentage of people would be ripped or morbidly obese, retarded or super geniuses. I'd be exposed to full on globalist apex Jews and their pet freaks, rather than being ruled by their provincial midwits.