Write what's on your mind

[Anonymous No.18338243]

[Anonymous No.18338250]

They will forget what you said
They will forget what they told you
But they will always remember how the conversation made them feel.

[Anonymous No.18338261]

>>18338250
>But they will always remember how the conversation made them feel.
>not even that

[Anonymous No.18338265]

>>18338244
No they just sell clean underwear if you're in a bind and then it became a meme because haha Japan is so weird right. Buying them directly off an escort would circumvent the problem of potentially inhailing a male's taint.
>>18338246
what's so intriguing? I just imagine it'd be hot to have a pair of used panties to sniff, once in my life I jerked off with a girl's bikini top but that's my only experience

[Anonymous No.18338267]

Loving this so far. Between this and Stoner, I’m thinking this guy is a new favorite.

[Anonymous No.18338270]

I hate Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS

[Anonymous No.18338278]

heath ledger lectures others on happiness while overdosing on heroin. his clown make-up is appropriate.

[Anonymous No.18338283]

1. DO YOU HAVE A CAREER?

2. ARE YOU MARRIED?

3. DO YOU OWN A HOUSE?

4. ARE YOU HAPPY?

[Anonymous No.18338292]

>>18338283
5. DO YOU LOVE THIS SHIT?

6. ARE YOU HIGH RIGHT NOW?

7. DO YOU EVER GET NERVOUS?

[Anonymous No.18338301]

https://youtu.be/g3ssaMvM41A

[Anonymous No.18338304]

>>18338283
1. Yes
2. No
3. Yes
4. Yes

[Anonymous No.18338314]

I need to force myself to study/read but I'm so distracted. What do?

[Anonymous No.18338315]

>>18338278
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GT5VpTtrajE

[Anonymous No.18338321]

>>18338283
>>18338292
no
no
yes
no
hmmm
I drank some wine
sure

[Anonymous No.18338351]

>cant make the meaning by myself
>dont want to do what others want me to do
literally the worst

[Anonymous No.18338352]

>>18338283
No
No
No
No
Kek.

[Anonymous No.18338375]

>>18338265
>what's so intriguing?
I am disgusted by other people's clothes. They're just like nails and hair and sweat. I don't want to get near them.

Also, why used panties or bikini top and not touch tits and pussy? Feels like you have some mental issues desu

[Anonymous No.18338384]

>>18338283
>1. DO YOU HAVE A CAREER?
Yes, pays well too
>2. ARE YOU MARRIED?
No, and still a virgin.
>3. DO YOU OWN A HOUSE?
No, not sure if I want to honestly
>4. ARE YOU HAPPY?
I guess I am, but I feel lost and confused about what to do with my life

[Anonymous No.18338387]

>>18338314
I found if you first sit still without doing anything for 10 or 15 minutes its easier to focus on reading. I have trouble reading if I just put down my phone or something.

[Anonymous No.18338388]

>>18338375
If she's lying next to me I'd rather touch her, it's just for alone time. I don't think people are gross the way you do, my last lay I saved the shirt I had on me when I spooned her because it still carries her scent.

[Anonymous No.18338448]

I'm looking for a children's book I read as a child about an animal (between a possum, skunk, racoon or a monkey, not sure) that hangs from a tree branch upside down. This possum is smiling, but since the curve of the smile is reversed people around think he is making a sad face and unhappy, so they try to please him by bringing him stuff he does not want.

I remember the illustrations were black and white or mostly black and white.

[Anonymous No.18338486]

I think the only thing you somewhat control is what you give attention to. What you invest yourself in. This is why meditation works, because meditation is only about attention.

[Anonymous No.18338491]

>>18338243
Bought a dildo and fucked myself in the ass yesterday

It didn't do anything for me.
It was a small dildo, smaller than me in girth, and slightly smaller in length. A beginner dildo they called it.
Even lubed up a fuck ton and everything. Tried a few positions. Jerked while I fucked myself. Followed all the instructions. Got some gay porn that was as straight as I could find.
Nothing.

Not that I didn't gain anything from the experience.
At least I can live knowing that I tried to be gay and failed. I gave it a shot, not going in with any pretenses to see if I was gay or not, and I just wasn't.
I honestly don't care if I am straight or gay, or if others think I am gay when I am not.
My life might even be a little better if I were gay, at least then I would have more sex, and a community, and a society that vehemently fights for my existence.
Oh well. I may be one of the few straight men whose straightness comes not from an internal feeling, but by trying both, and concluding at the end that I am straight.

I am, however, more confused now than I was at gay men, and even more at male to female trans women.
They claim there is a pleasure center in the ass. I tried really hard to find it with my fingers and a dildo, and it just isn't there.
Perhaps there is some psychological pleasure unbeknownst to me that they get when fucked in the ass or mouth?
The cock has evolved over thousands of years to have a primordial connection to the part of your brain that is responsible for orgasmic pleasure, the ass and mouth don't have those.

Even if you only fuck and never get fucked, why not fuck a woman? They have self lubricating holes which give them pleasure at the same time, no need to do extra work to lube up and get your partner off.
Your dick was made for pussy. Have gay men even tried pussy? Or do they just get fucked in the ass by a man and think, 'I am gay, this is what I want' without having tried the other side, as I and others have.

I suppose I'll never know what happens in their head, I barely know what happens in mine.

[Anonymous No.18338498]

>>18338243
i think i just discovered my souls purpose in this life
huh

[Anonymous No.18338503]

>>18338448
This somewhat rings a bell.
Unironically, have you tried r/tipofmytongue?

[Anonymous No.18338533]

>>18338243
adriana

[Anonymous No.18338681]

>>18338491
Good on you for trying, but before giving up completely I recommend trying to find your prostate at least one more time. God/evolution gave you a p-spot (for some reason), and it can provide incredibly enjoyable sensations once you find it and stimulate it. It takes a lot of time and patience, and mindset is everything. No need to try gay sex, I don't completely understand gay people either, but finding a girl who is open to playing with your butt can be really fun.

[Anonymous No.18338689]

>>18338503
never heard of it but I might try

>>18338448
Anyone know this?

[Anonymous No.18338692]

>>18338533
you have named what is on your mind, but have you written it?

[Anonymous No.18338753]

[Anonymous No.18338764]

has this dude ever had a non-obvious thought

[Anonymous No.18338842]

>>18338753
what if you've never had any hope?

[Anonymous No.18338844]

>>18338753
Thanks anon. Its saddening that when people think of power they can only conjure images of the monsters and not the heros as well. We can't let the heros die in our collective consciousness.

[Anonymous No.18338993]

Jesus said, "Whoever has come to know the world has discovered a carcass, and whoever has discovered a carcass, of that person the world is not worthy."

[Anonymous No.18338996]

I really don't understand kpop
>>18338243
>no one ever asks you if you are happy
We ask that all the time, to a point when it lost its meaning

[Anonymous No.18339002]

>>18338283
>>18338292
No
No
No
Sometimes
Uhh, sure
No
Often

[Anonymous No.18339008]

>>18338243
Plenty of people have said something to a similar effect, but glad to know Heath Ledger wasn’t an NPC.

[Anonymous No.18339019]

>>18338283
>1. DO YOU HAVE A CAREER?
Yes, shit sucks though. Want to be a school sports coach so im trying to do that
>2. ARE YOU MARRIED?
No
>3. DO YOU OWN A HOUSE?
Fuck no, I’m convinced unless you can buy it outright and no sell out to the bank it’s not worth it
>4. ARE YOU HAPPY?
Yea, could be better but yea
>>18338292
>5. DO YOU LOVE THIS SHIT?
What shit are you referring to?
>6. ARE YOU HIGH RIGHT NOW?
No
>7. DO YOU EVER GET NERVOUS?
Sure

[Anonymous No.18339073]

>>18338283
>1. DO YOU HAVE A CAREER?
no
>2. ARE YOU MARRIED?
no
>3. DO YOU OWN A HOUSE?
no
>4. ARE YOU HAPPY?
yea thank God

[Anonymous No.18339159]

>>18338243
I wish a light novel would work and sell in a western setting/English

[Anonymous No.18339178]

>>18338486
meditation then is the fundamental act. is there any living reason for any act? because it seems there are senses and the known, and from them we get the reasons to "act". But if this is all there is then the action already exists in the sensory phenomena. "I" act a certain way in response to a certain situation. It is a dead transaction, a computer could do it. The life in me does not relate to these processes, because the life in me is, but these processes come and go, they have no permanence. In many ways they have no objective reality, but I do. However, my search for and discovery of myself, they are the result of a striving. By manipulation of my attention I loosen the grip of this world upon myself until I realize and actualize my own life, separate from all this known. If I do not do this, what then will hold my attention? And once I do know myself, and know that this world is a carcass, and that I am not of it and that it could not affect me, how will I respond to the sensory knowledge? None of this belongs to me, I don't claim ownership to any of it. I do not know why it exists but I do know that it is not me.

And so what? Well, all the possible terms of an answer to that question are contingent. This language does not speak of me. Does this mean I am free? Surely it does. But what of this fundamental act, why is regulating attention the only thing there is to do? I don't know why, I've just observed that while it seems all the senses are firing while you are awake, it seems clear that they do not all equally steal attention. Knowledge is not just a passive neurological phenomenon, those phenomena are sifted through an attention-giver. I have to be honest with you- I don't know why I believe this, but I remember I believe this attention-giver is prior to the sense-information. It is mine. If it is not then there are truly no acts. Action is in response. Creation is unravelling itself. There can be no action without a reason. By choosing what I give attention to, I can alter what it is I am responding to. But most importantly, by altering the relationship to the known world it is possible to change your perception from the temporal and contingent to the eternal and absolute. A manipulation of attention backed by the right understanding and you're there, and you'll know. You'll know that the person you is as dead as a geode or a prism, but that you can not die.

[Anonymous No.18339186]

>>18338498
Elaborate pls anon

[Anonymous No.18339214]

>>18338764
He couldn't even remain consistent to his core philosophy. He got old and sold out like Chomsky. The "end of history" is just as real as it ever was, and he acted like it was over because of Trump. Turns out everything that keeps the post-Cold War system stable and mutually beneficial for financiers and politicians (among others) has only gotten better for them, even after covid.

[Anonymous No.18339224]

>>18339214
doesn't he talk more about AI and gene editing? I haven't kept up

[Anonymous No.18339231]

>>18339214
As long as national survival is seen as beneficial that will always be the case.

People like to live, go fig.

[Anonymous No.18339245]

>>18338753
This prodded me in an uncomfortable way, and I wanted to get up. I like it.

[Anonymous No.18339265]

>>18339214
This is why I'm so excited about the prospect of war between the United States and China. If anything can get history moving again, it's a major war between great powers.

[Anonymous No.18339274]

Nothing exists in the land of imagination.

[Anonymous No.18339279]

The Dark Knight just isn't that relevant for pop culture anymore. The whole idea was that Gotham (both its citizens and criminals) craved stability, and Batman followed by the Joker took that from them. Uncertainty and chaos weren't happenings like they are now; they were existential threats. People wanting a "plan" to comfort them as opposed to shocks that upset the system. The idea of a political hero to turn things around, or people being innately "good" as the boat scene demonstrated. It's very much a post-9/11 movie. Joaquin Phoenix's Joker taps into today's entirely different mood current mood with Joker, which is pretty much Taxi Driver except more more modernly suitable for the modern zeitgeist I suppose.

[Anonymous No.18339284]

>>18339265
People are coming to realize that history moves just fine without the major wars.

Not that we won't have plenty of minor ones in the ME and Africa.

[Anonymous No.18339291]

The pill tube had disappeared back into her dresser drawer, buried under a mound of lingerie. She stood in front of the bathroom mirror, looking discontentedly at her breasts, pushing them around, squeezing them. The body is a punishment from God. When we die, invisibly the soul rises to heaven like a great warmth. She felt the iciness of her hands. A Spanish man's name tattooed on her right forearm. "What the hell are you doing, bitch?" Juan asked. He pulled up his baggy pants. The toilet flushed through the silence.

[Anonymous No.18339361]

>>18339284
A major war, with powerful nations duking it out, will inevitably happen again. People thought World War I couldn't happen either, until it did.

[Anonymous No.18339485]

>>18339265
>>18339361
Genuinely wondering - how do you see a war like that even playing out? Certainly not a hot war, nor like the Cold War due to the economic/tech integration between the West and China that can't be undone - and if it is, the West will disproportionately reap the consequences. If Russia had pulled off what China has, there would be major action. China just gets lip service. Western citizens hate them but governments don't in the way they do towards Russian, Iran, etc. I see not decisive action other than a stalemate. And to China's credit, they don't seek to be a global hegemony, simply to carve out their sphere of influence and there's nobody stopping them from that. They'll have the South China Sea and most of East/Southeast Asia at their mercy, but what military action do you think they'd take against the US?

[Anonymous No.18339539]

Life is nothing but suffering with very little joy to gain from it. Some people are born in great conditions that shield them from the suffering that reality truly has to offer so why should these people have a voice to speak on how happiness comes later in life? All i have are bad memories and a lonely future in my life and nothing comes remotely close to having what others have no matter how much money i manage to gain. Why not end it all and skip the rest of the suffering in my life? There has been no times in my life were i felt all the suffering i've survived was worth this little bit of fleeting happiness. Why continue just to suffer more? Life has become so bleak that i've started self harming by smashing my fingers with a hammer and smashing my head into the wall just to escape haunting memories of the past like all of my failures and fuck ups. Thoughts of the future are no better because in every scenario i can think of i turn out lonely because i was born under certain circumstances where i was cursed to turn out the way i am, i was fucked from the start. All of these thoughts make me want to harm others and kill myself. The physical pain i feel has become synonyms with something good because i can finally escape all these horrible thoughts and just experience a little bit of physical pain. That little bit of physical pain feels so much better then what life has given me, I no longer want to think about my past, present or future anymore. I can't control these emotions like i use to and the illusion of "normal" i was able to project to others is falling apart, I can't do it anymore. I now have fantasies of driving knives into my eyes, slitting my wrists, slicing my neck, and smashing my skull in with a hammer and it brings me so much optimism and happiness that i can finally put my life to rest. The thought of my skull caving in and the sound my bones crunching and breaking apart give me so much joy. I don't know how to come back from this and i no longer have control over these emotions so why should i continue? There is no such thing as "normal" for me anymore and nothing has given me any sense of joy other then self harm for the last year and a half. Socializing, Family, Music, Drawing, Books, Video games, Television, food, sex, porn, success, money, Nothing feels good or ever felt worth doing in my entire life. I don't want anything anymore because nothing makes me feel good, I just want to die.

[Anonymous No.18339544]

>mfw opens up thread

[Anonymous No.18339550]

>>18339544
Why do we even bother anymore?

[Anonymous No.18339564]

>>18339539
It can get better, anon. Talking a professional helped me. After all, it doesn't matter what I write, it all has to come from within yourself.

I am open to listen to everything you want to tell me.

t. at 5 I screamed that I wanted to die because I was bad at drawing the pic nic we just had.

[Anonymous No.18339576]

Women are whores. Basic Knowledge 101 that all men should know by now.

[Anonymous No.18339582]

>>18339576
what did she do

[Anonymous No.18339586]

>>18339485
>Certainly not a hot war

I absolutely think hot war is not out of the question. Japan is inking a defense pact with Taiwan as we speak. The South China Sea is crawling with warships.

My own take is that if the United States thinks it can beat China in a war, it will. It's already got allies of convenience in the form of Japan, Taiwan, South Korea, Vietnam, and the Philippines. The French and the British are likewise present in those waters so they'd be on board too. And India is another potential US ally, which is very convenient because they could instantly open up a second front.

America brooks no rivals. I can absolutely see the US wanting to crush China, one way or the other. Trump started it and Biden doesn't seem to be backing off. At minimum I think a limited naval engagement in the South China Sea is more than a little likely. At the highest level China's Pacific Coast cities might be bombed, including Shanghai.

Obviously the threat of nuclear retaliation from China is very high. Most of their nukes don't have the range to hit the US mainland, but they could potentially threaten Hawaii and definitely threaten Japan and South Korea. Not to mention North Korea would almost certainly help China, which means Seoul is probably screwed. But the United States has invested in ballistic missile defenses in the past, so perhaps they think they could endure the challenge.

It would be an immense mess that would alter the geopolitical order. But like I said, the US brooks no rivals. If it feels like China can't be dealt with any other way but militarily, there WILL be war, however unthinkable some might believe it to be.

[Anonymous No.18339608]

>>18339586
Vietnam is allied with USA? I'm not well informed but this sounds surprising.

[Anonymous No.18339677]

Thread archived as I was replying:

>>>/lit/thread/18337822

The vista of 2006 internet curiosities produces ever clearer nostalgic instantiations. As the links rot and the images stop reproducing, the distance - perhaps you've fathomed it in dreams about pixels on former walls and furniture and such, suffocating - grows shorter. Does this very image not contain qualities usually reserved for memory? The lights on during the day as a kind of idyllic surplus, the daylight flooding the room as many days are conflated and remembered at once by many conflated memories, the memory illuminating the remembered far more than the light once did, the corner as the all too familiar forgotten in plain sight, the bed as one's most intimate desire, to simply rest in the memory to destroy the labor of remembering rather than labor in the actual past to change the currently inert present, the round floor and odd wall even resembling the inside of one's skull. As the years excrete themselves away and the "actual things" it pertains to destroy themselves, nostalgia has to yield more and more to one's impression and paradoxically agree to make the outside like the inside.

[Anonymous No.18339707]

Mother drove me and picked me up from school for ten years. This stopped when I got a driver’s license, a car. What the hell did we ever talk about? And why can’t I remember? Where would ten years of conversations suddenly go to, now that I am trying my best to get back to them, my hand somewhere fishing in the mud and mire of memory? Pretty soon I won’t remember anything at all. Then I will be dead.

[Anonymous No.18339839]

>>18339539
I wouldn't usually recommend this, but I think you'd make a good candidate for an opiate habit. If you're really that close to giving yourself a buckshot lobotomy, save yourself the effort and get a fat sack of dope and go to town.

>>18339564
This dude sounds like he's a few days from opening fire in a Walmart dairy section, salvation is beyond his grasp.

[Anonymous No.18339861]

A wounded heart, so weak and fragile
To whom will he show, what lies inside
Friend or Family?
He licks his wounds and dies alone

[Anonymous No.18339867]

>>18339707
Yoink. I took your treasured memories. Now that I have 10 years of conversation with your mother I shall use it to manipulate my own into her home with knowledge only shared between you two. Once I'm in her home I'll seduce her and become your new father. After our marriage, I'll contact you and invite you over for dinner. This is when I put a virus in your food, a zombie virus that is. Your precious world will be over with you acting as the catalyst, and everyone will hate you for it.

[Anonymous No.18339899]

>>18339861
>His High School crush didn't notice him, he never got past it
>Pathologizing his angst, he feigns inner depth
>Those closest to him see through his adolescent bullshit
>He thinks life owes him happiness and gets old and bitter, outliving himself and never growing up

[Anonymous No.18339911]

How could she do this to me. I even slept in her home. Was i not aggressive enough? Was i not clear enough? She found another one just like that, in a matter of two days. I feel so disgusted with myself, for my own incompetence. What do i lack? What is it that girls dont like about me. My personality? My looks? I think im decent looking. But i am degenerate, but that shouldnt matter, even worse people found love. I feel so defeated, i don't know what to do anymore...

[Anonymous No.18339916]

I just realized my childhood is fucked up and parents neglected me emotionally. I also heard voices as kid. If my parents had abused me I probably would've become a serial killer

[Anonymous No.18339919]

>>18339899
Close. But its that i dont know who to talk to. And if i dont talk i feel like im going to die. Also its college

[Anonymous No.18339932]

>>18339867
Based

[Anonymous No.18339957]

>>18339839
>This dude sounds like he's a few days from opening fire in a Walmart dairy section, salvation is beyond his grasp.
1)No walmart here, we are a first world country
2)No firearms here, we are a first world country
3)"Salvation", lol, grow up.

[Anonymous No.18339958]

>>18339919
I figured as much.

Don't worry, anon, we're all fucked up around here, and you won't find better company than a bunch of misanthropic jack-offs sperging about literature to mask our own wasted lives. We will mock you, but only because we're all just as broken. I'll toast my next glass of scotch to you fellow lost soul, cheers mate.

[Anonymous No.18339966]

>>18339957
>Uses the term first-world country without even knowing the fucking definition of the term

t. brainlet

[Anonymous No.18339975]

>>18339958
Thanks anon, i really needed that

[Anonymous No.18339983]

AURE ENTULUVA. AURE ENTULUVA. THE DAY SHALL COME AGAIN!

[Anonymous No.18339990]

>>18339957
Go off yourself if life is that fucking painful, the world has enough whiny malcontents in it already. The truth is you probably aren't suffering more than anyone else, but you spend so much time fixating on whatever run of bad luck you've hit that it drowns out everything around you. You're mentally ill, anon, and you know it so either do something about it or succumb to the void and end yourself.

[Anonymous No.18339996]

>>18339966
I do know it. It's a retarded definition, I know, entirely geopolitical. Not my fault :)

1)No walmart here, we are a first world country
2)No firearms here, we are a first world country
3)"Salvation", lol, grow up.

Cope.

[Anonymous No.18340003]

>>18339990
>Go off yourself if life is that fucking painful
?
My post literally said the opposite.
Do you happen to be murican, by chance?

[Anonymous No.18340012]

>>18338250
Great insight, anon. Takes like that is why I still come to this place.

[Anonymous No.18340027]

>>18340003
I was talking about the ultra-edgy anon you were responding too, moron. I would criticize you for your inability to remember a conversation three posts long, but I'm afraid your brain is barely capable of keeping you from swallowing your own tongue and if I put any additional stress on it you might forget to breathe.

[Anonymous No.18340028]

>>18338243
I'm happy because I have those things.
You're dead because an Olsen killed you.

[Anonymous No.18340044]

I hate Anglos.
I hate the French.
I hate most Germans.
I hate psychoanalysis.
I hate occultism.

[Anonymous No.18340049]

>>18340027
Ahh, so you insulted someone who's suffering. Whoa... You truly are superior...

[Anonymous No.18340051]

>>18338681
Disgusting freak.

[Anonymous No.18340057]

>>18339996
Non-Americans can be such self-righteous asses.

You used a term that you didn't know the meaning of until I called you out on it and now you've googled it and realize it's a retarded term that hasn't been applicable since the fall of the Soviet Union. If you don't want to be called a brainlet then stop using euphemisms you don't even know the definition of.

It's nice to know that there are plenty of people who are operating on the left side of the bell curve around the world.

[Anonymous No.18340061]

hmm, a what's on your mind thread, maybe worth reading
bottom
ehh looks like the thread is going to shit, maybe it was decent higher up?
some decent posts, nothing worth responding to at this point though
what if I made a post about what was going on in my mind before making the post?
we have approached real time thought at this point
(I actually edited that last line a few times, I even thought about how I was going to write this one explaining that)
this is actually real time thought and will be where I stop typing
pressing post
actually I went over my post again before hitting post

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18340063]

>>18338270
Why?

[Anonymous No.18340079]

>>18338243
I'm trying to make myself better both physically and mentally, but some habits have been hard to break. I'm reading easypeasymethod.org to quit porn shit so I hope it works. Also want to read a lot more instead of internet shit.

[Anonymous No.18340086]

>>18340057
>You used a term that you didn't know the meaning of until I called you out on it and now you've googled it and realize it's a retarded term that hasn't been applicable since the fall of the Soviet Union. If you don't want to be called a brainlet then stop using euphemisms you don't even know the definition of.
Yeah, sure dude. I didn't know the meaning of a word because (???) uhhh, you said so.
Have a nice friday night.

[Anonymous No.18340089]

>>18340057
>I'm American and my opinion is *bbbrrrrrraaaaaaaap* my opinion is *bbbrrrrraaaaapp* this foreskin too spicy *snip* these schoolkids too healthy *bang* *bang* This burger really tasty *claps* *leaves tip*

[Anonymous No.18340106]

>>18340049
What fucking website do you think you're on, anon?

If somebody wants a feel-good, kumbaya then they can go to the 99% of the internet that has already been sanitized and made clean for public consumption. This is 4chan, and this putrid ecosystem is one of the last bastions of unmitigated negativity you'll find on the world wide web. You think that waste of oxygen is gonna come here to try and find reassurance that his life is worth living? He can go to any number of places for that, but as long as my drunk ass is still capable of shitting down the mouths of idiots like him then I will keep on keepin' on, because that's why people keep coming back to this shithole.

Go to twitter if you want a sympathy circle-jerk.

[Anonymous No.18340115]

I'm tired of living in a clown world.

[Anonymous No.18340117]

>>18340086
You made the claim that the United States is not a first world country (indirectly, I'll grant you that) and I called you an idiot (because you're an idiot). Get the fuck off this board and don't come back.

[Anonymous No.18340129]

>>18340057
Very ironic. Every single american is self-righteous

[Anonymous No.18340132]

>>18340089
You're a goddamn poet, anon, and I love you.

[Anonymous No.18340152]

>>18340129
Fuck yeah we are. It's always been the privilege of the ruling power to be self-righteous. In another hundred years someone else will be on top and my descendants will be just as whiny as you are, but for the present we are on top, and until that changes I will continue to be asshole. I am a proud American, an alcoholic, and a diehard cunt. Now fuck off.

[Anonymous No.18340173]

>>18340061
One man's shit is another man's creative fodder, anon.

[Anonymous No.18340177]

>>18338243
Life isn't about happiness
What a meaningless feel-good outlook

[Anonymous No.18340197]

I keep thinking of this line I saw in the bible. It went something like "He who can bear it, let him bear it."

I feel like everyday lately is a physical and mental battle to get through. The one thing I always had (and took for granted) was sleep but even that is fucked now. I sleep for a couple hours which is not enough to pull me out of these long days - the struggles of the day seem to be continuous and even bridge sleeptime, never pausing.

I have a research job that is technical and difficult. I take stimulants that allow me to meet my unhealthy standards but they have harsh physical side effects. My standards are unhealthily high because my mental health is not good - i bitterly reproach myself for my perceived shortcomings and punish my self by working harder. On this same line, i also eat too little (and fast) and punish myself hard in the gym. If i'm not mentally exhausted from work or exercise, i feel suicidal despair.

There exists two strong voices within me. One says abandon this life that was doomed from the start, the other says reclaim it by any means necessary, and don't let down the people who have cared about me all along the way. I think the latter is winning out but it's hard to bear the pain of exposing all my weaknesses and fucked up parts and forcing them to come back to life.

I don't have to do it. Noone will stop me from saying fuck it and giving up. It's lonely trying to make these changes. "He who can bear it, let him bear it."

[Anonymous No.18340245]

>>18340106
You didn't understand my post, but that's okay.
What are you drinking? Tennent's for me.

[Anonymous No.18340248]

neighbors are fighting again. 4th time in maybe a month, maybe a bit more. I called the cops on them last week. I wasn' tsure if he had gotten physical or not. It turned out he hadn't. They don't have sex. I don't think they're a couple, the cops told me he was her ex. I don't know what the fuck he is doing here, he only seems to come over to yell at her.

[Anonymous No.18340264]

stressed out, can't sleep. been having fucky sleep for some time. but the semester ends on wednesday, I can make it until wednesday. my head hurts. I'm in a confusing phase in life but if I hold it together until wednesday, or really until monday, then I'm in the clear. I just gotta finish a paper and I'm out. I can do this. I dunno what happens after that. It is a very confusing time in my life, I don't know what I'm doing. I hope I'll be able to relax once it' sall done.

[Anonymous No.18340302]

>>18340264
I was posting about the same thing two weeks ago. This shall pass, brother.
I drank 2 cans of redbull and had random youtube videos playing on the side and that helped.

[Anonymous No.18340310]

>>18339178
there would have to be a reason to favor giving attention to something over something else. this is determinism. the christians do talk a lot about being chosen. this all is too big for me, but it is true that one can be freed from giving attention to the temporal

[Anonymous No.18340324]

>>18340245
Old Bushmill's Irish Whiskey.

[Anonymous No.18340347]

>>18340324
Seems both nice and out of my budget. I prefer clear distilled liquors, though, not dark ones.
There was a time when I could drink ten rum shots, oh, that's the past.

[Anonymous No.18340350]

Never listen to a cynical guy. Cynicism is just the adult form of naïvety.

[Anonymous No.18340369]

>>18340245
>>18340324
AHA, I have stumbled upon people talking about drink - I am over 20 units into my drinking sesh today, which according to our surgeon general is a big no-no as I've drank over a week's RDA of booze within 7 hours, c'est la vie.
I have, regrettably, been drinking trash. I had bought a few bottles of ridiculously expensive mezcal which is not worth the cost, and today I also decided to buy a bottle of Southern Comfort to remind myself what being 18 was like - instant regret.

[Anonymous No.18340381]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUOFhC2P5zM

[Anonymous No.18340415]

>>18340369
>remind myself what being 18 was like - instant regret.
At the time, my crush picked up bottle picrel from a hidden spot between two trees and claimed "I left it there, trust me"

[Anonymous No.18340428]

>>18340347
>>18340369
I both hate and love getting old. The young drinkers always amuse me these days with their bravado. Sure they could probably drink me under the table, but just seeing their shenanigans reminds me of getting wasted and crawling back to the barracks at three AM only to wake up an hour or two later to PT and then I get a feeling of smug superiority.

[Anonymous No.18340452]

>>18340428
you managed to enlist. instant envy. I tried twice and got barred on medical both times. shit sucks. but for sure, back then I got in all kinds of drink-related shenanigans. It's been a couple of years since I aged out of youth culture... it is what it is.

>>18340415
On two occasions I managed to develop a reputation for stealing other peoples' vodka at opportune moments.

[Anonymous No.18340462]

>>18340063
Not that anon, but I hate you too. You’re really smug despite being just as stupid as the rest of us. Narcissism comes with the territory of being a tripfag tho I guess

[Anonymous No.18340485]

>>18340063
>>18340462
Agreed.

[Anonymous No.18340500]

>>18340452
>On two occasions I managed to develop a reputation for stealing other peoples' vodka at opportune moments.
Once I did that, I stole one bottle under the nose of a girl I found super attractive. Raven dark hair, very light blue eyes, tiny body.
Never touched her once.
Oh, man, it was a rave in a dismissed factory. I was young then.

A friend of mine stole a vodka bottle in a disco while in a school trip and he got beat up by security, I guess

[Anonymous No.18340503]

>>18340452
You didn't miss out on much, anon. The military is just high school except all the smart people left and went to college. I miss being in that good of shape though.

[Anonymous No.18340528]

>>18338243
I just want to live a life pleasing to God! I just keep fucking up!

>>18338267
Read Stoner a few years ago and enjoyed it. Been meaning to pic this one up.

>>18338270
How do I filter the dumb butterfly?

[Anonymous No.18340596]

>>18340528
>How do I filter the dumb butterfly?
You can't. Besides butters isn't that bad especially as far as tripfags though. At least has some interesting posts or conversations (unlike the others) even if some of them are retarded.

[Anonymous No.18340607]

>>18340350
Pyrrho remains undefeated anon, seethe

[Anonymous No.18340648]

>>18338753
I have the original text here with me right now and the English version actually conveys the meaning really nicely. The German text is just awkward.

[Anonymous No.18340649]

>>18338243
I don’t read enough

[Anonymous No.18340668]

Bury me with my money

[Anonymous No.18340693]

What are the most relatable universal character goals that work well in fiction?

[Anonymous No.18340698]

>>18340693
finding out why v2 rockets give you hardons

[Anonymous No.18340726]

>>18340693
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Motif-Index_of_Folk-Literature

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aarne%E2%80%93Thompson%E2%80%93Uther_Index

[Anonymous No.18340829]

How can I regain my delusional self-confidence about my intelligence?

[Anonymous No.18340845]

>>18340829
Intelligence and self-confidence are inversely related, see Notes from Underground

[Anonymous No.18340849]

>>18340829
Extended isolation usually does the trick.

[Anonymous No.18340852]

>>18340649
Read this *punches you in the face*

[Anonymous No.18340868]

>>18340152
>Fuck yeah we are. It's always been the privilege of the ruling power to be self-righteous. In another hundred years someone else will be on top and my descendants will be just as whiny as you are, but for the present we are on top, and until that changes I will continue to be asshole. I am a proud American, an alcoholic, and a diehard cunt. Now fuck off.

[Anonymous No.18340952]

>>18340845
I am a wicked man
I'm ill in the guts.
I don't trust the doctors

---

My personal memory of that incipit

[Anonymous No.18341015]

Painful realizing just how badly you fucked up your 20s, even in previous inconceivable and seemingly unimportant yet ultimately important ways.

I should off myself.

[Anonymous No.18341042]

I want to learn to draw but I'm realizing I don't have the strength it takes to face failure

[Anonymous No.18341053]

>>18338243
>that picture
people will, quite literally, ask you how you’re doing first thing which is a polite way of asking you if you’re happy

[Anonymous No.18341056]

>>18341015
Did you smoke crack, at least once?

[Anonymous No.18341072]

>>18341056
Agreed, this guy should definitely smoke crack.

[Anonymous No.18341080]

>>18341015
Wow I feel bad for you. Every single moment in my 20s was successful. I went to prison and met a wizard who teleported me out and divined me the future of bitcoin prices. I bought enough bitcoin early to make me a self-made billionaire. Then I bought a private island and filled it with millions of women who I impregnated each and every one of in a single day. Now my offspring are taking over Eastern Asia as we speak in preparation for my global domination.

[Anonymous No.18341101]

>>18341072
Crack is bad, btw. I """enjoyed""" it at the time.

[Anonymous No.18341183]

I've started to view life in terms of its possibilities rather than its limitations for the first time in a long time. Part of the reason why is that for the first time in forever I actually have a bit of money to do shit with. It's crazy how a life of poverty maims a person's perspective on reality. No other factor, not their character or integrity or intellect or personality, has any such an impact in how someone fundamentally views what life has in store. Poverty teaches you to think in terms of limitation--what you can't do, while money teaches you to think in terms of what you can. And the salubrious effects of money are never lost on the poor as they are on the spoiled born-rich. Money to the poor is like wonderful medicine, no, a divine blessing. It drastically alters their entire psychological makeup in a way that can only vaguely be compared to other transformative human experiences like puberty or even transcendent enlightenment. It is water to the parched, food for the starved. More than that, it is hope to the hopeless. Christian culture has embedded the idea that love of money is the root of all evil but it fails to appreciate how it is the root of much good. It can be a corrupter, but wealth hardly corrupts in the way that poverty does. It is only that the wealthy can project the effects of their corruption more widely and manipulate the external world more from it that wealth is seen as more corrupting than poverty. Poverty inwardly corrupts; it makes a terrible little animal of a would-be scholar and a brigand out of a knight. Poverty is more corrupting because it removes the essence of human capability rather than squanders it.

[Anonymous No.18341258]

>dreamed of writing a webcomic since I was a kid
>couldn't learn to draw even remotely well no matter how hard I tried
>eventually gave up and became a novelist
>tfw years later even my writing has left me
>suddenly have the urge to try drawing
>remember that even at my intellectual peak I considered it hopeless
>literally no fucking hope
>give up both physically and mentally exhausted after two shitty doodles

[Anonymous No.18341297]

>>18341258
Have you ever had drawing lessons and/or tried doing more drugs (both illicit and prescription i.e stimulants)?

[Anonymous No.18341389]

>>18341297
yes, yes.

I tried drawing classes as a kid but they didn't help. as for the meds, I've been on them for most of my life and steadily increasing them, but right now I think I'm on the max dosage my brain can handle. Taking even slightly more antidepressants or slightly less mood stabilizers results in intense and frequent bouts of rage that are at risk of ruining my life. Taking adderall can't help me either. It keeps me awake but it can't do anything for my real problem, which is that I've used up basically every ounce of potential in my body and all that's left is decay until I eventually I eventually commit suicide

[Anonymous No.18341392]

Why are you taking the op pic seriously it was ironic.

[Anonymous No.18341409]

It's difficult to get ahead and succeed. I'm going to have to stick my dick so far up their asses that it pops out like an alien chestburster.

[Anonymous No.18341444]

>>18339539
this post is scary hope you make it anon

[Anonymous No.18341468]

>>18341258
You need to study the fundamentals of drawing. Get anatomy models from amazon 3d ones. Observe the world, the structure beneath. Learn the rules of perspective and constructive anatomy, even if you intend to draw in a webcomic way. Good artists learned to draw from life. Observe what other artists are doing. Your first instict willl be to copy, which is fine for the purposes of learning, but you should take your own references. If you don't do those things you are unlikely to develop that skill. Drawing is one of the few things that makes me feel fulfilled, except that I must always create more or stagnate. I also have problems with alcoholism and I think that it poisons my mind, so I can relate to the decay that you feel, although you are still alive albeit damaged, but you can rebuild and heal.

[Anonymous No.18341504]

>>18341468
anon, I don't know if I should even bother. I don't think I have the resilience to try to learn a new skill when emotionally I'm at rock-bottom. I used to be good at so many things and now I can't do any of them. For me, failure has become so frequent that I can't stick my neck for anything anymore because the whole world's a guillotine. With art, I couldn't even do it at the point in my life when I truly believed in my ability to improve. even making an effort now feels like an act of self flagellation

I just don't think I can do any of this anymore

[Anonymous No.18341579]

Each time you type something on this website the aliens will torture you a minute longer when they finally arrive

[Anonymous No.18341608]

>>18341579
>aliens
>>>/x/

[Anonymous No.18341616]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8WiM7dDAceM

[Anonymous No.18341644]

>>18338243
Shits gotten really boring for me, and it's only made me stronger.
What's the point of perfecting my city in cities skylines if I get the same emotions from going for a run or hitting the gym?
It's also eroded away my social anxiety. I used to get nervous about social situations because "what if I fuck it up?" Now if I fuck it up it means nothing because the sun rises the next day and I go be social somewhere else.
The biggest drawback is the perception of my family.
They're good people, but they're shallow. They love spending money and quoting television shows. I don't think I'm better than them, but before everything got this boring I didn't see those flaws.

[Anonymous No.18341670]

I exist on a lower plane.

[Anonymous No.18341690]

>>18340197
Very relatable to me. Practically everyone in my field has more prestige, age, degrees, and wealth of knowledge than me. This career path was not really my own choice, but I don't know how to make it otherwise. The work is infuriating, boring, and all together tiring to the degree that it feels like a vampire feeding on my soul. Relative to the things that PHDs and doctors in my field do, what I am doing is simple. I'm am in constant conflict with a powerful desire to escape into my art/literature fantasy world and work on perfecting those skills and having to settle with the mundane reality that I will leave my dreams of being even remotely as great as the old masters unaccomplished. I drink almost every day as this makes me feel a sense of peace for a few hours and allows me to get to sleep at the correct hour, yet my hangovers increase my anxiety, rinse and repeat, day in day out. It is both a poor and effective coping mechanism at once. When it is crunch time I have to also take stimulants like adrafinil or modafinil. When combined with alcohol at a later time so that I can sleep, the side effects are harmful. And I really wish that I didn't need to modify my brain with any substance to be at a functional level to the demands placed before me. I feel that work should be working so that you can do other things, not working so that you can do nothing else and demanding every second of your attention throughout 24 hours. The demands set by such a competitive society seem to be becoming a jack-of-all-trades and a master of all as well. I reproach myself for not becoming a Nurse, or an accountant, or a computer coder, or a graphic designer. To give you some positive, you are doing difficult work that many would never reach and just give up at, but your post really resonated with me.

[Anonymous No.18341701]

Fucking is awesome and dating is cringe. Sad but true. Women will only hold you back on a day-to-day basis and honestly it's not that upsetting to accept

[Anonymous No.18341729]

>>18338491
Based

[Anonymous No.18341879]

Is this thread still alive?
If I post some stuff (snippets and concepts) regarding a project I'm currently working on, will you anons give me some feedback?

I made a thread about this a couple of days ago, but it didn't raise any attraction quite unfortunately...

[Anonymous No.18341885]

>>18341879
Sure anon.
Post your shit.

[Anonymous No.18341888]

/lit/ there is no one else who can understand my current feel
>read 130 page thesis paper on obscure subject
>more content than most things that get counted as books
>apparently can't be added to goodreads as a book item so i can't count it, nor keep track of it on my goodreads list

Fuck this shit! they'll even count self published literal fanfiction as a book but not a thesis paper that constitutes the material of an entire volume of academic writing! goodreads is run by a bunch of midwits. and fuck isbn standards too.

[Anonymous No.18341905]

>>18341258
Same here bro..

[Anonymous No.18341910]

>>18341879
You legit copied my post from the other thread, lmao.
>>18341873
Either that or I'm starting to hallucinate.
>>18341885
You interested still?

[Anonymous No.18341912]

>>18341910
>You interested still?
Do it faggot!

[Anonymous No.18341916]

>>18341910
>Wojack poster
Never mind, languish is obscurity you cancer.

[Anonymous No.18341921]

>>18341916
What did they mean by this?

[Anonymous No.18341927]

>>18341921
To languish is obscurity you cancer. Are you retarded?

[Anonymous No.18341935]

>>18341927
>Are you retarded?
Yes.

[Anonymous No.18341939]

>>18341885
Here. Hope you like it.

[Anonymous No.18341964]

>>18341885
Ok, here goes nothing. Here is a journal entry of a meta character I've made.

Mother Tellus weeps, her mortal children have fallen. In their lust for power they have gone back in time to what the young would call old, what the old would call ancient and what the ancient calls a myth... If I had to simplify it somehow, I remember the words of a riding desert warrior on my eternal journey: "...My world is fire and blood.", his steed a black mechanical beast and his eyes filled with pain. Perhaps in one way or another we are stuck in his shoes, our souls and our humanity shattered to the point that the only thing left is that primal instinct; the will to survive. We refuse to die even if Anubis, Nemesis, Jupiter, Raguel or Tuoni and Tuonetar themselves would demand that of us, I, if any can testify to that over the ages of time. However, having said all that it's clear that the world and the time we knew... It does not exist anymore. The memory of that yesterday will fade, withering away like everything must in due course. We only know this endless conflict, which I will struggle through as I always have, through war and death. Through hopes and dreams. Through pain and love, through the begining and the end.

My name is Æreton The Wanderluster, welcome to "Dark Tomorrow".

Yucatán, 22nd of April, 2048

[Anonymous No.18341972]

What's something you'd want one of, but not two of? Can be anything.

[Anonymous No.18341977]

>>18341964
Why do you try to steal my shit, chief? Not very cash money.
>>18341960

[Anonymous No.18341978]

>>18341977
The better question is, why are you trying to be him?

[Anonymous No.18341998]

>>18341964
Oh god, I remember your thread. I thought you took the hint. But fucking hell are you autistic.

[Anonymous No.18342011]

>>18341978
Ok
>>18341998
>I thought you took the hint.
Which was?

Regardless, I don't try to parrot others.

[Anonymous No.18342019]

>>18342011
>Which was?
Read some more books. Especially books that deal with your story.

[Anonymous No.18342021]

[Anonymous No.18342027]

i have several lists with over 100 favorites, but i am forgotten. what gives

[Anonymous No.18342043]

>>18342027
Nobody cares about you.

[Anonymous No.18342046]

>>18342019
>Read some more books. Especially books that deal with your story.
That's pretty vague, but accurate I suppose.

[Anonymous No.18342053]

>>>/lit/>>18342027

[Anonymous No.18342069]

I still don't understand why the threw his career away for boipussy. Absolute cringe.

[Anonymous No.18342088]

I think I'm completely fine with the world at this point in my life. it's an awful place, but I don't really care if it get's better or not. I don't want anything good for anyone else, and I've managed to get by on my own terms. it's liberating, and I feel like I relate to people better now that I don't really give a damn what happens to them. further, I almost feel like every political opinion I've ever had up to this point has just been a coping mechanism to deal with the devastating nature of this enlightenment. I no longer wish to be moral, without having any need to question the morality of others. justice is a fabrication, and the limits of my universe are within my sight; life is good :)

[Anonymous No.18342103]

Guess what

[Anonymous No.18342106]

>>18342103
chicken butt

[Anonymous No.18342129]

>>18342069
You don't know much about it at all. He threw his career away out of stupid hubris. Lord Alfred Douglas's father accused him of being a "sodomite," which he was. Wilde then turned around and sued the father for defamation. The truth is a complete defense to defamation claims: you can't defame someone by stating the truth about them.

Thus, Wilde filing a suit brought the veracity of the claim that he is a sodomite on trial, and the rest is his obvious downfall. If he didn't do jack shit, nothing would have happened to him. I will never, ever understand why anyone sympathizes with him or thinks of him as a victim and not a stupid guy playing stupid games and winning stupid prizes.

[Anonymous No.18342148]

>>18342129
did they really show poop covered sheets fuck at his trial as proof of him shgging boys? I heard that somewhere...

[Anonymous No.18342157]

>>18342129
>The truth is a complete defense to defamation claims: you can't defame someone by stating the truth about them.
Legally, you can... Particularly when you live in an era where they'll castrate you for said defamation.

[Anonymous No.18342166]

>>18342148
>did they really show poop covered sheets fuck at his trial as proof of him shgging boys?
gross

[Anonymous No.18342174]

>>18342157
Legally, you can't. Look up what the word defamation means.

[Anonymous No.18342181]

There's nothing on my mind because my mind isn
t physical,

[Anonymous No.18342190]

I want to die

[Anonymous No.18342191]

>>18342174
>>18342157
The answers to these questions completely depend upon jurisdiction and the set of given facts applied to that jurisdictions laws. You two are arguing past each other, making assumptions you really shouldn't be.

[Anonymous No.18342195]

>>18342191
dude, not either of those anons, but just google "can truth be defamation" and then pls shut the fuck up?

[Anonymous No.18342202]

People dont care about you when you're broken. Doesn't matter the circumstance or the context. It doesn't matter what it was that broke you or why. It doesn't matter how you respond or how hard you try. Once you're broken it's over. You'll be marginalized without hope for redemption.

[Anonymous No.18342204]

>>18342191
Except I know the elements of a defamation claim as they existed in Wilde's time.

[Anonymous No.18342219]

>>18342202
Not true of everyone.

True of a lot of people however, and we encourage that outlook, albeit, in part, for the sake of the unbroken and sometimes the broken.

[Anonymous No.18342228]

>>18342219
How does that outlook help the broken and unbroken

[Anonymous No.18342241]

>>18342190
Ok? But I don't want you to.

[Anonymous No.18342243]

>>18342228
Prevents the unbroken being broken by the broken. Simply because one is not broken does not mean one can fix the broken, and sometimes the broken have to reach bottom before they can be helped.

But for the most part, yes, it just results in a lot of broken people who are never helped.

[Anonymous No.18342247]

>>18342190
Desu I only feel like you shouldn't because I project myself onto you. I dont actually know you and if you died I wouldnt know. If I saw it on the news, I wouldn't really care. I'm sorry anon. I dont want you to die because if you do then the hopes I have for myself diminish. But for your own sake, I am ambivelant.

[Anonymous No.18342249]

Wasted my entire morning napping it away. I wanna break this habit but its morning time when I'm most sleepy regardless of when or how long I sleep.

[Anonymous No.18342258]

>>18342249
wasted my entire morning working, then I wasted the afternoon too.

[Anonymous No.18342262]

>>18342243
Well i'm really bitter. It's not my fault i'm like this. And yet I have to suffer it. That's really what pisses me off. I've gone from fantasizing about suicide, to homicide, to public suicide. I watched a movie tonight about some girl who shot herself in the middle of class and I cheered her on. I'm really starting to lose my grounding in reality. I am not a violent person and I have no intent to comit any acts of violence against myself or anyone else. Let that be clear. But I keep having daydreams about having huge and aggressive arguments with people I know. I feel like soon i'm going to explode and say some very nasty things to people whom I don't want to say such things to. How can I genuinely let go of the bitterness? I don't want another cope. I'm tired of coping. I just want peace.

[Anonymous No.18342265]

I want companionship but I hate everyone. Not happy when I'm alone but hate being around others for too long. I hate myself but don't desire to be another person.

[Anonymous No.18342270]

>>18342265
We're a cursed breed

[Anonymous No.18342272]

>>18342265
Can you imagine someone you would like to be around? What would they be like?

[Anonymous No.18342287]

>>18342262
>>18342243
We're all broken robots trying to fix each other, we're just broken in different ways based on broken formula espoused by other broken robots. There is no peace, so long as you live, nor should there be, for contentment without interaction is stagnation.

[Anonymous No.18342305]

>>18342287
Well fuck how can I at least make it worthwhile?

[Anonymous No.18342306]

>>18342195
Legal semantics aside the Streisand effect will always prevail regardless. Johnny Depp was accused of beating Amber Heard until everyone found out she was the abuser the whole time - verbally harassing him on audio, throwing glasses at him, even cutting off part of his finger which was also caught on tape. So, thinking he was absolved of all the accusations, he sued The Sun for defamation for calling him a wife beater. The kicker? He actually did beat her, only out of self defense based on his claims but The Sun's wife beater label were by default not defamation for that reason alone. He went through a protracted court battle in which he said "Yes I hit her BUT" as if anything after the "but" mattered. He lost the case and won't star in any major film again all while Amber Heard is still getting roles. Meanwhile Depp looks like he lost 100 pounds and has her name tattooed on his knuckles lmao. Women man...

[Anonymous No.18342313]

>>18342272
Someone smart that can empathize with anyone. Has no attachments to any particular group or ideology. A true outsider to the world, yet understands everything about it.

[Anonymous No.18342315]

>>18342190
Go ahead, I don't even know or care who you are.

[Anonymous No.18342327]

>>18342305
Find some broken robots worth fixing that can improve you in turn, rather than simply make you more broken.

>>18342313
That's a tall order, but the advantage to a goal that is forever out of reach is that you can always strive towards to become it.

Though I can say that, to a fair degree, 2/3 of those aren't all that hard to find.

[Anonymous No.18342358]

>>18342313
I've had the blessing of making three friends like this in my life - don't care about social norms, withdraw themselves from the noise, and become independent, thoughtful men who don't channel their disillusion into some kind of ideology or edgy outlet like many of us do during some phase or another. Big disclaimer - most people like this are probably substance abusers or base their personality off some "revelations" on acid/shrooms. I'm assuming that's the 2/3 this anon >>18342327 is referring to.
But if I could exceptions to this norm in the most degenerate, neurotic, and superficial hellhole in the USA or even planet, so can you. My friend's moving from the West Coast to the East Coast to live/produce music with a dude he met on discord. He got a full tuition scholarship at Berkeley but left it all to pursue music. I feel more "myself" around him than any of my yuppie friends who make six figures, want a Tesla, and are chasing trophy wives. The best people are forced to live underground, that's where you have to go to find them.

[Anonymous No.18342362]

Penis fuck CUNT I want a nise french woman to suck me goood

[Anonymous No.18342384]

I'm the Joker baby.

[Anonymous No.18342390]

>>18342362
Same senpai

[Anonymous No.18342447]

Thank you for reading this.

[Anonymous No.18342461]

>>18342447
Fuck you

[Anonymous No.18342467]

>>18340028
The Master of Cope

[Anonymous No.18342542]

you know sometimes I get drunk and I start posting just straight fyre like in all threads at once, I should really start posting with a tripcode, all those other guys are faggots but I'm really smart and funny

[Anonymous No.18342756]

>>18342258
How are you spending your evening now?

[Anonymous No.18342768]

>>18342088
Checked and good post anon, hope I can get to where you are someday. You're gonna make it bud.

[Anonymous No.18342804]

There was a thread about Bach a couple weeks ago and I made all the bachcels seethe by pointing out why he's trash. Well I think one jannie was an extreme bachcel and got triggered, he proceeded to ban me for a week and deleted every single post I made on the entire board
Fuck jannies

[Anonymous No.18342840]

>>18338243
When I found a pimple on my shaft, I decided to just pop it. Seemed fine the first day. The second day, it became a kind of soft lump without a head to pop. It had gotten softer and smaller until yesterday, when I saw a small white head appear on it again, and a quick squeeze caused it to deflate. Then just five minutes ago I squeezed softly at it and a drop of blood came out. I put some pain relief/antibiotic cream on it. Here's hoping that when I wake up it's better -- but I've been hoping that for days now.

[Anonymous No.18342874]

>>18342804
You got what you deserved.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-zgWVHiz0w

[Anonymous No.18343002]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xxWAF1cODg

[Anonymous No.18343016]

>>18342804
Mods ban. Jannies don't. you pissed big boy

[Anonymous No.18343029]

>>18338243
Just thinking about this quote:
>In case you haven’t noticed, as the result of a shamelessly rigged election in Florida, in which thousands of African Americans were arbitrarily disenfranchised, we now present ourselves to the rest of the world as proud, grinning, jut-jawed, pitiless war-lovers with appallingly powerful weaponry—who stand unopposed.
>In case you haven’t noticed, we are now as feared and hated all over the world as the Nazis once were.
>And with good reason.
>In case you haven’t noticed, our unelected leaders have dehumanized millions and millions of human beings simply because of their religion and race. We wound ’em and kill ’em and torture ’em and imprison ’em all we want.
>Piece of cake.
>In case you haven’t noticed, we also dehumanized our own soldiers, not because of their religion or race, but because of their low social class.
>Send ’em anywhere. Make ’em do anything.
>Piece of cake.
>The O’Reilly Factor.
>So I am a man without a country, except for the librarians and a Chicago paper called In These Times.
>Before we attacked Iraq, the majestic New York Times guaranteed that there were weapons of mass destruction there.
>Albert Einstein and Mark Twain gave up on the human race at the end of their lives, even though Twain hadn’t even seen the First World War. War is now a form of TV entertainment, and what made the First World War so particularly entertaining were two American inventions, barbed wire and the machine gun.
>Shrapnel was invented by an Englishman of the same name. Don’t you wish you could have something named after you?
>Like my distinct betters Einstein and Twain, I now give up on people, too. I am a veteran of the Second World War and I have to say this is not the first time I have surrendered to a pitiless war machine.
>My last words? “Life is no way to treat an animal, not even a mouse.”
>Napalm came from Harvard. Veritas!
>Our president is a Christian? So was Adolf Hitler.
>What can be said to our young people, now that psychopathic personalities, which is to say persons without consciences, without senses of pity or shame, have taken all the money in the treasuries of our government and corporations, and made it all their own?

[Anonymous No.18343120]

How do you actually "do" something? I care, I do! but i guess not enough to form coherency, to build up something with any semblance of complexity and coherency? Perhaps being addicted to the smell of your own farts is necessary on the road to completion? Otherwise, how do you keep the framework that whatever you are doing is remotely worthwhile compared to the sweetness that is consumption, aaah consumption you are fucking bitch, aren't? You have an answer to all the problems except the most important ones? FUCK you, no really, leave me a room for something to do sometime maybe? Sweet sweet consumption.


Maybe you create a room where you keep the exitement about a project to return to it. why is the form of that room supposed to be? Does it have a face attached? maybe focus on the wrinkles? just imagine a person, drown in their wrinkles and emerge in a place where it actually makes sense again.

[Anonymous No.18343128]

>>18341939
Least the title's apropos. A lot of this seems very overwrought - as if you can't path or curve your way from moment to moment. I'm having difficulty going where your mind's at; for instance, why would the expectation of catching jack shit (when fishermen have entire museums of big fish they caught) lead to an "irreverent" smile? It also breaks your environment in a single line - fisher living next to a body of water, catching nothing - and that's normal! - and is somehow afflable enough to maze about?

Your gaze also lingers on only parts of the environment - I see plenty of the forest and some of the dock, but nothing about the log cabin, for instance - it's like the fisher just appears out of thin air, for lack of a better phrase.

But really, the biggest issue I have qith this is that your third eye is undeveloped - I had (have?) a similar problem where my voice is maddeningly passive to the detriment of my writing. Got to break out of that.

[Anonymous No.18343172]

>>18343120
>Perhaps being addicted to the smell of your own farts is necessary on the road to completion?
To an extent, yes, but not in the way you describe. Beung certain your work will be worthwhile "enough" seems to be the pinnacle of arrogance. Rather, doing should be more as an extension of being - if you're not doing long enough, it becomes a physical weight on your mind, a sort of counter-ennui.

Note, that you already did something by typing the above out. Maybe keep trying?

[Anonymous No.18343176]

>>18343128
Aaargh, pardon the typos. I hate phones.

[Anonymous No.18343186]

>want to look up on how to know what you really want
>realize that only i can answer it
>cannot come with an answer
this sucks

[Anonymous No.18343195]

>>18343029
The part about Sharpnel and Napalm from Harvard really resonated with me. No matter how good our intentions are we cannot know the outcome. Still, better to see value in life, to hold hope in your heart, than to be dragged to the abyss of despair by the suffering of your fellow man and yourself.

[Anonymous No.18343204]

>>18343186
Instead of focusing on what you want, why not try the opposite?
What do you NOT want to happen to you? At least then you can find some direction in the fog can not be consumed by lack of goals.

[Anonymous No.18343214]

>>18340462
so she's like everyone else?

[Anonymous No.18343232]

It's all so tiresome. Why do people even care about anything? Why are there still threads being made? Why, people still care to post? Nothing ever made a difference. Communication is the biggest waste of time among other wastes of time.

[Anonymous No.18343246]

[Anonymous No.18343303]

Should I stop concealing being a fag or suck it up and marry a gynoid

[Anonymous No.18343324]

>>18338491
I've seen people cum from prostate simulation only so I don't know what to tell you, I have never tried it though.

[Anonymous No.18343341]

>>18338292
hell yeah

[Anonymous No.18343377]

>>18339539
Damn

[Anonymous No.18343455]

>>18341183
Indeed, having wealth opens a world of possibilities, I would say being born poor is one of the worst things that can happen to someone, if only it were possible for poverty to disappear.

[Anonymous No.18343546]

That Nietzsche Israel thread was a hoot. On with my day.

[Anonymous No.18343553]

>>18342804
Let me guess, Beethoven fag? Wagner fag?

[Anonymous No.18343559]

>>18343455
Shut the fuck up you bitch materialist faggot.

[Anonymous No.18343576]

>>18343232
I'm sure you feel there are some things worth conversing about, but I can understand your natural state is that of dissimulation.

[Anonymous No.18343742]

>"The city is fallen and I am still alive." Then he tore off his imperial ornaments so as to let nothing distinguish him from any other soldier and led his remaining troops in a last charge where he was killed.

[Anonymous No.18343782]

Got the rona and I feel I'm losing my gains already

[Anonymous No.18343791]

>>18340693
there are only three goals
release through knowledge
release through action (love, sacrifice)
satanism

the question is who precisely it is that has goals?

[Anonymous No.18343795]

>>18341015
so you're not perfect (by your own standards anyway), big whoop

[Anonymous No.18343808]

>>18338283
Yes, no, no, hell no.

[Anonymous No.18343869]

I doubt making a new thread will even warrant any interaction so I'll just post this here even if I won't get any (you)s either.

I just finished reading pic related and it's probably the most annoyingly obtuse novel to follow. Maybe it's because of the translation from urdu but the way the perspectives are constantly changed per paragraph and even sometimes per sentences makes it so hard to get half of what is going through the authors head when trying to depict the characters she wants to write. Sometimes I'll get what's happening and then sometimes I don't. Probably the worst novel I read when it comes regarding post independence and partitioned India.

[Anonymous No.18343886]

>>18343782
My gym hasn't been open in 15 months. It's still locked.
I was dyel before, but now...

[Anonymous No.18343938]

>>18338243
>Write what's on your mind
Omfg how retarded americans are

[Anonymous No.18343998]

>>18338243
Imagine having a daughter in the age of onlyfans.

[Anonymous No.18344028]

>>18342804

I believe actual discussion about classical music is implicitly banned on /mu/, in the /assical/ general or otherwise, for this reason alone. B*ch is questioned sooner or later and the ensuing autism compromises the thread.

[Anonymous No.18344049]

>>18343998
This is the age that worships money as its God. "Sex sells" they say, and that is all the moral justification needed. What sells is moral. What doesn't sell is immoral.

[Anonymous No.18344074]

>>18342804
Based. Look how fast the humorless bachcels start posting their youtube links, like anyone hasn't heard that sorry excuse for music before.

[Anonymous No.18344209]

>>18343195
The person I quoted is Kurt Vonnegut who had trauma from WWII, particularly he felt guilty for surviving the war when so many of his fellow soldiers died or even went catatonic from the rampage. I guess you’re right about hope but the war did take its toll on a lot of people, and there seems to be no peace in sight. America is in a state of constant war.

[Anonymous No.18344225]

>>18343029
>Our president is a Christian? So was Adolf Hitler.

In spite of fighting in WWII, Vonnegut really didn't understand the Nazis, huh?

[Anonymous No.18344226]

>>18344209
>America is a state of constant war.
ftfy

[Anonymous No.18344262]

>>18344225
Well, I think the point can be read as Bush abusing the Christian image, just as Hitler and the Nazis did with Positive Christianity. It’s not to say they are genuine Christians or practicing ones.

[Anonymous No.18344330]

I've finally realised that, even if a lot of people pretend they are genuinely concerned for you, they secretly and shallowly judge you according to arbitrary and unspoken social norms. For example, I was somewhat popular and had a small group of "cool" friends in the past, but I stopped talking to them because I had dreams and knew that I didn't have time for friends in that particular stage of my life and needed to focus on bettering myself and working towards my goals which meant that I had to become a hermit for multiple years as a consequence. From other people's expressions I can tell that people first look at the contemptuously, and then become jealous when they find out about my past. I think the lesson here is that most people aren't very good people and don't want the best for you or each other, and that how they perceive you shouldn't affect you at all (emotionally or otherwise). In other words, you should trust no one but yourself.

[Anonymous No.18344393]

>>18344330
You’re probably right but bettering yourself also includes networking and being sociable. Many great writers merely knew the right person at the right time; it’s hard to say that great writers merely only read and wrote, then lived like hermits. Name any modernist and they were travelling heaps, going to cafes, attending parties, visiting Ezra Pound in Rapallo, or dating. Betterment in itself isn’t necessarily about accumulating knowledge or practicing something, it’s also about knowing what people like, knowing how to say something in a relevant or meaningful way to an audience, or collaborating on a project.

You could have been both popular and studious, but what you said is vague that I’m not sure if it’s even about literature as such.

[Anonymous No.18344442]

>>18338503
REEEEEEDDDDIT???? ON THIS HOLY IMAGE BOARD HAVEN THAT I CALL HOME???

HOW ***DARE*** YOU SUGGEST USING THAT WEBSITE AS A RESOURCE? HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED *****GOING BACK****????????


INB4 REDDIT SPACING
PLEBBIT CHASING
HARDCORE RACING
ABOUT FACING

REDDITTTTTOOORRRRRRRR

[Anonymous No.18344479]

The divine comedy did not meet expectations and I am quite upset that I was led to believe it's anything other than okay. How are there so many people making careers analysing these books?

[Anonymous No.18344514]

>no interest
>no hobbies
>no gf
>job I zone out 100% at
>barely have energy even for things I used to find fun
>losing track of date and times because everything feels like its repeating every single day

what do I do bros

[Anonymous No.18344552]

>>18344514
Listen to your dreams. (Actual dreams, not your conscious aspirations and thoughts.) Your unconscious will tell you what you need to grow better than any advice on this board.

[Anonymous No.18344562]

>>18344552
my dreams are almost all about dodging crocodiles and snakes. What do?

[Anonymous No.18344576]

>>18344562
Hunt for artifacts in South America.

[Anonymous No.18344596]

>>18344562
What do the crocodiles and snakes represent to you? Any memories of encounters with them in your real life?

And the action of dodging? What is this concretely: is it fear? is it avoidance? What is it You are doing in the dream?

[Anonymous No.18344668]

>>18342756
i got drunk a shitposted on 4chan until about midnight, now I am awake again, might go take the dog for a walk, he's gotta pee

[Anonymous No.18344697]

>>18344596
>What do the crocodiles and snakes represent to you?
They represent crocodiles and snakes
>Any memories of encounters with them in your real life?
I live in australia, have seen plenty of both
>And the action of dodging? What is this concretely: is it fear? is it avoidance?
The dodging is nothing more than "yo wtf a crocodile didn't see that there haha"
>What is it You are doing in the dream?
In my dream I am dodging crocodiles and snakes

[Anonymous No.18344765]

>>18344697
If you'd like to understand the symbolism of dreams then Erich Fromm has a decent book on the subject: The Forgotten Language.

[Anonymous No.18344931]

>>18343204
I guess i wouldnt want to do routinely, pointless work but nothing comes to my mind when i think what it could be.

[Anonymous No.18344998]

If bigfoot real I would have no interest in dragging him from his kingdom of cedars and into the modern world.

[Anonymous No.18345017]

>>18338243
THE WORLD has phases. I am desollet in thought for more. occurence of template wrrapping through the film of time has certainly formed my ideologies as misaligned frmo themselves as they might be observed, they are still mine that balance and for those w/out, I offer an awareness of my failure.

[Anonymous No.18345034]

>>18344562
For now, why not watch some nature documentaries about the creatures you are fascinated by?
It might help you zone out a little bit at home and let your brain relax.
It seems to me like you're thinking a lot, no?

[Anonymous No.18345102]

>>18338292
8. DO YOU LIKE HURTING OTHER PEOPLE?

9. WHO IS LEAVING MESSAGES ON YOUR ANSWERING MACHINE?

10. WHERE ARE YOU RIGHT NOW?

11. WHY ARE WE HAVING THIS CONVERSATION?

[Anonymous No.18345124]

Can some kind anon please post the learn to learn pill?

[Anonymous No.18345164]

>>18339957
>>18339996
>>18340086
If you are the guy that made the original schizo self harm post, then you should 100% stop pussyfooting around and end yourself

>>18340152
Sorry to break it to you but America isn't number 1 in anything anymore. I'd be more proud of being Chinese than I would be for being American in the current year.

[Anonymous No.18345392]

>>18338283
1. no
2. no
3. no
4. no
5. no
6. no
7. yes

[Anonymous No.18345446]

>>18340027
pretty based comeback

[Anonymous No.18345468]

Do any of you guys read Web Novels or Visual Novels?

[Anonymous No.18345491]

Pound, Eliot, Lewis, and Joyce buried the corpse of literature.

Tell me why this is a midwit view.

[Anonymous No.18345570]

>>18345468
Yes.

[Anonymous No.18345722]

I recently joined a jp literature book club and it was filled with weebs who only read haruki murakami and no longer human. found out most of them only started reading because of this anime called Bungou Stray Dogs where all the characters were authors with superpowers. I'm seethe

[Anonymous No.18345746]

>>18345722
"I'm gonna join a book club and it's not gonna be gay and retarded as shit." - an insane person

[Anonymous No.18345751]

>>18345491
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[Anonymous No.18345772]

i do not take anything seriously. or rather, i take myself so seriously that i see everyone around me as a joke, a caricature, an exaggeration of a real human being (so me).

[Anonymous No.18345815]

I have a noticeable hard lump behind my ear, but I don't feel like seeing a doctor. I'm convinced it's cancer but everyone I speak to says otherwise. Oh well. May my days be short.

[Anonymous No.18345841]

>>18345815
Lose weight.

[Anonymous No.18345845]

>>18345841
I am 5'11 158

[Anonymous No.18345847]

>>18345845
Why not see a doctor then? You're supposed to have at least yearly checkups, anyway.

[Anonymous No.18345900]

just finished Crime and Punishment
is it worth making a discussion thread?

If I do, it will be after I have thought a bit

[Anonymous No.18345935]

>>18345815
I've had hard lumps in my earlobes a lot, it's nothing, they vanish after a while. maybe that's the same thing

[Anonymous No.18346036]

I think I finished my paper today, two days early. It isn't great, I think I'll get a C, maybe a B. I could go back and revise it and aim higher, and I might, but the thing is that once you have a finished document that references itself, the thought of radically revising it gets pretty taxing just because you'd have to go back and check if all the arguments still line up. They line up now. My conclusion is probably not true, but based on the sources I've found it can be argued and I think that's the level we're at. I used a lot of sources, maybe 15 different sources for 5 pages of text, maybe more. Tomorrow I will go through it all and add the reference list, and read through it and make sure it adds up. Then I have monday in case anything comes up. We're gonna do some light version of defending our papers on wednesday and then summer is in.

Other than this I am trying to figure out how I should handle porn. I think there has to be a middle way. I quit it for a long time, got back on it again last night. I quit it because of a belief that ultimately pursuing your own passion leads to selfishness and stunts spirituality. But in truth, when I was by far the most in tune with the spirit was before I quit porn, and I've found that when I focus too much on avoiding sexualizing women it tips the other way and I create neurosis over even interacting with them. So a middle way, perhaps. I still think I want to hold on firmly to a marriage-norm for myself, i wouldn't want to date and pursue anything casual. I feel like watching porn might condition me more toward a casual mindset. I think holding onto a "no sex before marriage"-norm is very healthy for me. I don't think porn emulates having sex, it's its own thing. Well, we'll see what happens. I'll probably watch it again tonight. Maybe there is a kind of a change in how I view women when I have all the imagery in my head. I think from earlier in life I'm heavily conditioned to watch porn before bed. Even when I hadn't done it in a really long time, a lot of nights it was a proper struggle not to. On the other hand if I just fapped to my imagination then it all went away. I certainly don't think I need porn for anything, it's just I suspect I want it, so the only question is whether or not it's bad. Some kind of middle way.

[Anonymous No.18346042]

>>18345491
What does this mean?

[Anonymous No.18346046]

>>18345900
There will be a thread sooner or later.

[Anonymous No.18346074]

>>18342249
how tied you are is influenced by how much sleep you get, yes, but its also influenced by how regular your sleep schedule is. Try going to bed and getting up at the same time for 3 or 4 days in a row and see how you feel. First time I did it it made me see how people can go around and not feel tired all the time.

[Anonymous No.18346120]

>>18345722
Kek. I like Bungo Stray Dogs but it’s one of more than a handful which have dealt a blow to literature. The authors mentioned in that manga/anime are actually pretty good though. Why don’t you try introducing them to good lit?

[Anonymous No.18346128]

>>18346042
Pound, Eliot, and Lewis tried to modernize English and ended up completing burying the corpse of English literature in the process. The Cantos is pretty much post-modern if anything if you ask me. Joyce put the nail in the coffin because he did everything left to do with a novel. After these guys, what’s left to do or say?

[Anonymous No.18346268]

I love when girls give these two facial expressions: the brief sympathetic frown, and the brief smile with an extension of their body upward and a puff of air breathed out.

[Anonymous No.18346361]

>>18345102

[Anonymous No.18346434]

I’m not the kind of tired you fix with a night of good sleep. I’m the kind of tired that you fix with several years or maybe even the long nap. Ya know?

You get stuck like this. You work too hard at one thing only to have it not work out or find that’s not what you should’ve done and but by the time you realize it, you’re too old, you’ve got nothing left. You just don’t have the focus or the energy.

[Anonymous No.18346450]

I'm going to cry when I die.

[Anonymous No.18346520]

>>18346434
We know this saying too well, it's also very popular atm on platforms like Instagram etc. What I'm trying to say by that is, if you feel bad, you can blame the cause on many things or be too hasty to be satisfied with a flawed explanation instead of keeping calm and really thinking through everything that could cause this tiredness. Because I tell you from my own experience, at first I also thought that I need more sleep and have to take more care of my body and that it will get better at some point. but this is not always the case. sometimes something is really wrong with you and by that I mean health. and you don't notice it for a very long time or you ignore it. For example, wisdom teeth can make you feel very bad and it can have different effects on the body, I'm talking about organs, the face, eyes etc. But if you are someone who ignores this and doesn't like going to the dentist, it can take a long time. Time goes by before you think about it again, because you often ignore such things and see them as irrelevant.

Everything else that has nothing to do with physical health is less bad than you think and you can get over it if you make a mental effort.

So keep your heads up and try to stay positive, no matter what. Don't give up so easily and don't jump on those instagram quote sayings. Sometimes they have truth in them but it's to easy and only half the truth.

[Anonymous No.18346528]

>>18346434
>I’m not the kind of tired you fix with a night of good sleep. I’m the kind of tired that you fix with several years or maybe even the long nap.

We know this saying too well, it's also very popular atm on platforms like Instagram etc. What I'm trying to say by that is, if you feel bad, you can blame the cause on many things or be too hasty to be satisfied with a flawed explanation instead of keeping calm and really thinking through everything that could cause this tiredness. Because I tell you from my own experience, at first I also thought that I need more sleep and have to take more care of my body and that it will get better at some point. but this is not always the case. sometimes something is really wrong with you and by that I mean health. and you don't notice it for a very long time or you ignore it. For example, wisdom teeth can make you feel very bad and it can have different effects on the body, I'm talking about organs, the face, eyes etc. But if you are someone who ignores this and doesn't like going to the dentist, it can take a long time. Time goes by before you think about it again, because you often ignore such things and see them as irrelevant.

Everything else that has nothing to do with physical health is less bad than you think and you can get over it if you make a mental effort.

So keep your heads up and try to stay positive, no matter what. Don't give up so easily and don't jump on those instagram quote sayings. Sometimes they have truth in them but it's to easy and only half the truth.

[Anonymous No.18346530]

I want to die everytime I go to work. I badly want to escape but I have no choice but to suck it up

[Anonymous No.18346538]

i went out with my bike at night and had a little adventure. i was contemplating suicide (as one who posts on a write whats on your mind thread does) when i met a cat who became my friend. it followed me a while until another cat came and they did the cat standoff thing and i didnt want to intervene so i left. then i took the wrong road because there was a sign pointing to a market and i thought there would be an actual road there. instead there were a pack of dogs (guard dogs? dunno) and they started barking like crazy and they came as close to me as the length of a car. i just retreated and shouted "OKAY! OKAY! Im leaving!" and they stil barked but they also understood. thats all. ty for reading

[Anonymous No.18346545]

>>18346538
Welcome

[Anonymous No.18346548]

>>18346538
why were you contemplating suicide?

[Anonymous No.18346560]

AND STAY DEAD

[Anonymous No.18346591]

My stomach feels like it's turned inside out today. If I had to guess why it's probably because I had some sweetened alcohol last night around 12 - 2 AM. It didn't taste very good

[Anonymous No.18346606]

Sat May 29 2021
Just ate cheesecake and it gave me diarrhea.

[Anonymous No.18346616]

I take comfort in the fact that i'm not an outlier by being miserable. I know we live in a miserable age and I feel like it takes a burden off my shoulders to be able to shift the responsibility of my unhappiness onto a social phenomenon. On the other hand, I often suspect that i'm the type of person who would have been miserable regardless of the epoch.

[Anonymous No.18346637]

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[Anonymous No.18346638]

>>18346548
nothing serious. the usual

[Anonymous No.18346715]

>>18346530
Same here, friend but I've resolved to simply quit and try to change things or else kill myself if I fail.

[Anonymous No.18346721]

>>18346528
Of course there's something wrong with me physically. The problem is there are too many things wrong and there are also things mentally wrong. You see, I'm a loser. So even if I were to try to address all of my physical ailment, I would ultimately fail as I do pretty much constantly. I'm fundamentally inadequate and I'm just tired, guy.

[Anonymous No.18346774]

>>18346120
same i like it too. tried introducing them and it worked on the older members. good handful of delusional kids that won't shut up about double suicide though

[Anonymous No.18346788]

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[Anonymous No.18346855]

i miss my grandfather so much. i regret not talking to him more before he passed

[Anonymous No.18346941]

>>18346715
Thanks anon. I'm gonna do just that...

[Anonymous No.18346960]

I have the feeling that many people on this platform see this "nofap" as a sign of strength and unconsciously push their ego with it, because they then think that they are something better. Or that it would make them stronger. But in the end it is nothing more than denial. But to be honest, it's no wonder. You go through many levels of denial when looking for yourself or having personal problems. In any case, all the knowledge that accumulates in phases from time to time has to be reflected more precisely through porn and beer and by that I mean in a positive way and not drinking in frustration. Only then you really notice how you feel about all the things that you have in your head. A piece of wisdom from - me.

(Some people always talk about "as long as you don't masturbate for hours, it doesn't matter." Who the hell masturbates 4-5 hours straight without using drugs. Please don't be kidding me, bitch ass motherfucker.)
So if anyone is doing nofap and is feeling bad/ depressed etc., maybe it's because of nofap. So stop that BITCH move, nofap won't change anything, go fap until you're sane. It was the most normal thing until your internet-"saints" ruined it. Holy shit.

And better go listen to some Chief Keef, bitch

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OtGId5WNs1I

[Anonymous No.18347259]

Met friends at 21:30
Drink wine
Curfew is at 23:00
At 23:15 p*lice literally storms the place
I was having my first human interaction in six months

One girl (who has a boyfriend) kissed my cheek, head and shoulder, telling me I'm a good boi

[Anonymous No.18347371]

Ive been reading daoism and buddhism a lot lately and honestly dont care how I end up after whatever realizations I have but either way its going to be weird whichever one I end up following closely.

[Anonymous No.18347420]

>>18338243
No equal men but none are better than the other

[Anonymous No.18347444]

>>18346128
Is novelty necessary? Producing beauty should be enough. Beauty is truth and truth is infinite.

[Anonymous No.18347565]

>>18342129

>You don't know much about it at all. He threw his career away out of stupid hubris.

All he had to do was stop fucking prepubescent rent boys with his twink boyfriend, Lord Frederick Douglas. Problem solved, anon.

[Anonymous No.18347785]

>>18338243
eternal life is a free gift of God. if you want to receive it, and be 100% sure that you'd go to heaven, watch this vid

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WuMTe9l6nzM&t=1s