Write What's On Your Mind

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Write What's On Your Mind Anonymous Fri Jul 23 16:40:29 2021 No.18708022 [Reply] [Original]

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 16:44:10 2021 No.18708043 File: 3.18 MB, 1980x3304, 1627072190771.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] ughhh need now

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 17:11:44 2021 No.18708181 I work at a golf course. I swear boomers are like 50/50 split between really nice people and complete assholes

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 17:13:35 2021 No.18708193 File: 554 KB, 900x1371, 595724d74ae421d736df23c446a66bff.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18708181 thats ageist

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 17:33:41 2021 No.18708291 >>18708181 That's every person on Earth.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 17:35:46 2021 No.18708301 >>18708291 Plato would like a word with you.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 17:52:02 2021 No.18708376 >>18708301 I don't talk to homosexuals.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 17:58:37 2021 No.18708411 >>18708376 Plato was anti-homosexual though.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:02:20 2021 No.18708434 >>18708022 start with the greeks

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:07:19 2021 No.18708459 >>18708411 Plato was actually a hrt femboy

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:24:32 2021 No.18708521 I just like cute things and want to hug and kiss my best friend, I'm not gay

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:25:57 2021 No.18708527 The older I get, the more intensely I feel that there is really nothing worth doing with my life.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:34:10 2021 No.18708558 >>18708527 Seek God. That's what worked for me, anyway.

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:37:25 2021 No.18708565

>>18708022
The other day I (Korean-American) was hanging out with some friends, and one of them (Korean-Am herself) said that most Korean guys are effeminate. I called her out, saying no, maybe she thinks that because she's only met a limited amount of people, and that if you actually go to Korea (or even around here for that matter), there's a wide-range of people that don't fall under that label, just like any other fucking racial group. I didn't press further cause we were in a group setting, but it almost ruined my night- it's the kind of cultural conditioning and sellout bullshit from other Asians (that I was once guilty of myself) that used to get me worked up years ago.

Today, while I was pulling out of a parking lot, a white guy berated me for holding him up, and honestly I was in the wrong, but I went and told him to fuck off which soothed my wounded ego. I'm harboring a lot of angst and anger right now, when obviously the right thing to do would be to claim my masculinity on a personal level and stop caring what others think. The world is a white one and I can't do anything about how others perceive me, but I know that to live in such a self-victimizing siege mentality and let the world's opinion have an effect on me would be a waste of the life I have.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:38:46 2021 No.18708573 >>18708558 I tried that years ago. I can’t say that it’s worked for me. I have a hard time believing and while I profess to not be an atheist outwardly and I don’t actually believe I’m an atheist, my default mode of living is atheism.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:39:31 2021 No.18708576 what's up with all the rain man

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:41:08 2021 No.18708580 >>18708565 You just have to mold yourself into the kind of guy no one wants to fuck with get ripped

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:41:59 2021 No.18708583 >>18708565 ive never met a westernized asian that wasn't a fucking basket case like you

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:45:46 2021 No.18708591
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Be me

Spaced out at the industrial place, churning out the thing like a good goyim

Kerchunk sound is funny

I live on the edge

Huh, weird stall that time

Wow these marks are significantly deeper

Probably nothing

Kerchunk SNAP!

LA nuke scene from T2 judgement day

My Leg!

If only you had reported the tool mark to the supervisor!

Why SpongeBob? Why?

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:49:41 2021 No.18708606

>>18708591
You okay?

My buddy had a horrible migraine working at a glass factory. He had to make the extra $$$ working OT being his girlfriend demanded a vacation. He spaced out and his co-worker fucked up and they both dropped a huge piece of glass that cut his foot in half.

Ended up getting a 250k settlement and drank it all away in under 2 years. RIP D.G.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:53:14 2021 No.18708616 >>18708606 That's crazy RIP

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:53:45 2021 No.18708620

>>18708573
Believing is definitely not supposed to be easy.
>Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
I struggle with my belief all the time because of my ignorance and anxiety about what's true or not. However, I continue believing because when I look for answers about the truths I struggle with, about my doubts and anxieties in life, I find them in Christianity. I've obsessively read many schools of philosophy and religion, but the answers they give never satisfied me at their epistemological core as the answers Christianity gives, so that's why I'm Christian now.
>Jesus answered and said to her, “Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again; but whoever drinks the water I shall give will never thirst; the water I shall give will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.”

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:54:54 2021 No.18708625 >>18708616 Yeah... he got a 1-time payment of $250,000 and started drinking a 40oz of alcohol per day until he died. Extremely sad.

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 18:56:20 2021 No.18708629

>>18708580
Yeah, I'll try. Guys like me definitely need to lift. I ran a lot during rona and I felt really good.

>>18708583
I'm westernized because I grew up in the states in white towns, retard. I had to go through a lot of self-hate and rejecting beautiful things like mathematics and classical music and eastern religion so that I wouldn't fit a stereotype. I'm done with all that bullshit, I love being myself

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 19:00:10 2021 No.18708641 I think I'm very starved for attention. I think a woman is hittin on me. I think I am not interested. I think I let her keep trying because it feels good.

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 19:01:43 2021 No.18708647

>>18708629
That's like how I was too embarrassed to learn Japanese for a few years because I was afraid of being seen as a weeaboo, but at some point I had this epiphany like, who gives a fuck? Even if people choose to see me that way, it doesn't matter. Now I'm intermediate level and I've talked with natives for hours. Don't let other people dictate your life

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 19:04:41 2021 No.18708661 I hate most women I meet and i also want to fuck them Im not trying to be edgy, thats just how i feel

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 19:05:19 2021 No.18708665 >>18708629 What are you, 19?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 19:17:08 2021 No.18708722 >>18708665 21

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 19:20:42 2021 No.18708733

The olympics couldn't be a sadder affair to watch. I feel bad for Japan. The surreal rows of empty seats, the opening ceremony where performers do their bits to an audience of ghosts. The primed athletes denied their moment of glory before an adoring crowd. All the glory has been bled out of it.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 19:20:46 2021 No.18708734 File: 38 KB, 615x485, DjphjzMgVC8.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I have 7 different ideas and I need to make a story out of 1 or 2, at most 3 But I can't choose They're like my children, I love them all equally

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 19:45:16 2021 No.18708802 >>18708565 >when Busan genes meet European colonialist ones Legit thought you were carjacking the guy in the second paragraph lol

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 19:48:12 2021 No.18708814 This board has really gone downhill lately. Which is saying something because it was already at sea level .

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 19:50:15 2021 No.18708824 >>18708565 >Korean guys are effeminate This is pretty true though (on average, at least compared to other races).

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 19:57:21 2021 No.18708867 >>18708802 >look at muh white genes! >>18708824 I'll work on being one of the outliers, so that people like you aren't so quick to jump to conclusions

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 20:02:25 2021 No.18708900 >>18708565 You are the most effeminate people on Earth.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 20:34:50 2021 No.18709100 >>18708867 I'm not jumping to conclusions, it's statistically corroborated. Look at dating site stats and the like https://twitter.com/MythinformedMKE/status/1417098880152395776

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 20:46:25 2021 No.18709157

>>18709100
>>18708900
Honestly, in my current state I am a beta bitch fugget failed musician 4chan user with no close friends who's gotten laid just once and couldn't finish but the mere presence of you pathetic whiteys and your words make me want to lift and improve myself, so thank you

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 20:48:10 2021 No.18709168 >>18709157 >you pathetic whiteys I'm a swarthy med but whatever dude

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 20:48:48 2021 No.18709173 >>18709157 you couldn't finish? dude that's gay, and you are gay.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 20:50:58 2021 No.18709192 File: 47 KB, 502x502, 3VFCIH5uiXsmicad3Fsz8AJjfUljXz4P.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18709157 if you want to improve listen to this and get some tips from the ultimate yank

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 20:53:10 2021 No.18709211
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I feel like most women aren't dating. They seem pretty shallow and just from hearing what they talk about and they react to shit. Maybe it's because I'm 25 years old and never have been in a relationship, but I think it might be because I tended to hang out with more tomboyish or girls that were kind of nerdy in the endearing way when I was younger. Hell, I think that's why I never bother asking out women or even really talking to them unless they seem to have one of those two traits.

I am more attracted to girls that still retain the core of what it is to be a woman without being so twee or a literal slut that gets gangbanged by the whole fucking football teams (especially the types that say things like shit like that "empowers" them). I guess that's why I am attracted to the works of female philosophers that are just as prestigious (if not more) than their male counter parts like Phillipa Foot, Edith Stein, Susan Haack, Hannah Arendt and G.E.M. Anscombe (especially her because she managed to have 7 kids yet still be a professor). I get that most women are going to think this way, but I feel like society at large pushes women to be extremely passive in their lives. I don't think I'll be alone forever but at the same time, I think it's going to be a while before I find a girl that I can not only be a good lover but more importantly a good friend to.

/rant

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 20:57:20 2021 No.18709228 >>18708733 Yeah Olympics are bad enough even when they go "right" With corona in the mix it's just a bummer

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:01:17 2021 No.18709242 aaaah

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:01:52 2021 No.18709244 >>18709211 *I feel like most women aren't WORTH dating. One word, a world of a difference

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:03:16 2021 No.18709255

>>18709228
nbc or whoever owns the broadcast rights makes it so fucking impossible to watch on the internet i haven't bothered with the olympics in years. one year i torrented some of the boxing matches, and another year some kid in singapore linked me up with a raw feed of the table tennis, but that was literally like ten years ago at least.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:06:47 2021 No.18709272 >>18709192 Thank you. Always admired the man

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:10:06 2021 No.18709287 >>18708814 yeah, i feel like in the past we would joke about no one reading, but everyone read just not that much, now you can tell there are people that have never cracked a book in their life

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:13:41 2021 No.18709299 >>18709255 Didn't even know that honestly. I was thinking of trying to watch the opening ceremony when it started, since that's supposed to be the most entertaining part, but with no spectators and the context around the event it feels kind of empty.

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:16:12 2021 No.18709309

its funny how sports skills have no inherent monetary value, shooting a basketball doesnt create a product, but when its put in the context of the best basketball player of the world, compared to the 10s of millions of other basketball players, its interesting enough that people will pay out the nose to see it in person.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:18:00 2021 No.18709316 >>18709157 Literally an Arab but whatever helps you sleep at night you insecure weirdo. See a fucking shrink.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:18:59 2021 No.18709322 File: 2.52 MB, 268x325, 1611688394564.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18708022 >>18708043 >>18708193 based

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:29:43 2021 No.18709374

>>18709309
Sport is culture defined by memorable moments, which are more valuable to people than any product. Feelings and tribalism keeps the money coming in. You can buy an iPhone and use it for its full worth but it won't make you feel like part of something bigger.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:30:39 2021 No.18709381 File: 11 KB, 384x384, 1627084931931.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] bobo emergency

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:31:52 2021 No.18709388 Butterfly you can post now :3

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:33:56 2021 No.18709393 >>18708193 booba

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:36:13 2021 No.18709404 >>18708565 koreans are fucked

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:37:34 2021 No.18709411 >>18709322 >>18708193 >>18708043 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ud2-j7CKNdM

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 21:47:13 2021 No.18709446 >>18708565 you are not your race. simple as also she sounds like an airheaded bitch, just move past it

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 22:14:24 2021 No.18709540

Yesterday I drunk too much, I spent like three hours under the shower vomiting while getting really frustrated because I was unable to remember where the ecliptic was from inside the bathroom and I needed to figure out the position of Jupiter for some reason (not that I would be able to do so because I had completely lost my notion of time). Really weird experience.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 22:25:00 2021 No.18709567 >>18708734 well, what are they?

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 22:31:26 2021 No.18709596

>>18708565
(East, but that's what you would think if I just said Asians) Asians are such weird people, in such weird societies. Really truly strange, very social, very tribal, a very shame-based culture, truly strange. Different social adaptations, I guess. Strange people nonetheless.

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 22:52:18 2021 No.18709667

>>18708620
I’ve just never felt like I got the answers I needed, or the remedies I desperately wanted, out of my Christian faith and so I inevitably defaulted to an atheist mode of living, like there is no god and no gods watching. I always feel alone. There was a time in my life where I used to cry out for God, but I don’t anymore.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:06:01 2021 No.18709737 >>18708022 I wish the travels of macro polo were completely and utterly factual. The world would be so much fun.

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:08:30 2021 No.18709746

I’m reading The Commanders by Bob Woodward and the thing I’m taking away most of all is how ubiquitous ambition is. It’s not as if I didn’t know this already, but as we follow these military men in their careers, we see that every time they get a new job it’s because they want more power and influence.

Is can’t be possible to have a system where selfish, ambitious people are filtered, can it? It’s just too common.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:13:02 2021 No.18709770 File: 274 KB, 590x599, 1619495878217.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18709411 thanks, bro. goth vampire sluts make my pp big.

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:22:54 2021 No.18709813
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Oooo I like the OP today. You know, bloodplay is like my big taboo kink that I never tell the girl I'm dating about because I'd never want to hurt them but three have figured it out and let me partake. I guess me carrying around medkits at all times and having my breath slow during horror movies and games catches the discerning eye.
I'm so careful about it, so it's a guilty pleasure to see how people reacted to Lady Dimitrescu and her daughters. With everyone acting like pitiable oppressed prey nowadays...flailing around like they do might attract pred types.
I mean...blood in the water and lots of struggle splashing attracts...
Okay, before I fluster myself, progress report. One more page done today. I know I'm weird and I'll never fit society's mold, but that's okay. Things are just going smoothly and it gives me a chance to reflect. One word brings another.
(One story ends.)
(Begin again.)

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:23:59 2021 No.18709816 >>18709596 How can someone achieve such a combination of sounding so unbearable and fake deep at the same time?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:28:32 2021 No.18709832 I’m feeling really down about myself lately, like more than usual.

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:30:46 2021 No.18709846

I don’t really think about milking myself all the time but sometimes I’ll vividly imagine how I would do it and whenever I tend to see certain things I think about it. My brother asked me to go shooting last week. The whole time I just imagined putting the gun to my head. I was in my dad’s garage today and saw a box cutter, which I immediately imagined using to slice open my wrist. It’s not at all forced either. It’s almost a reaction, like I just automatically think about it when I see certain things.

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:37:26 2021 No.18709868
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i get so fucking frustrated with how my mom operates, she's sometimes a pain in the ass in a childish way that i can't quite put my finger on but all i feel is desperation and anxiety. don't get me wrong i love her but she can be a very naive and distracted person to the point of stupidity and inmaturity and that drives me crazy, i might have mommy issues because i like incest porn but honestly all i want is to live by my own asap.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:40:47 2021 No.18709878 >>18709816 Because I am a fraud. And you are on /lit/, faggot. what did you expect?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:44:05 2021 No.18709887 >>18708022 Are the travels of Marco polo non-fiction?

Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:44:30 2021 No.18709890

>>18709770
https://www.google.com/search?q=mahafsa+vampie+model&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwjxkK-m5frxAhUN9awKHStnDsMQ2-cCegQIABAA&oq=mahafsa+vampie+model&gs_lcp=CgNpbWcQA1DgCViIMGClNWgAcAB4AIABjAKIAf0MkgEFNi41LjKYAQCgAQGqAQtnd3Mtd2l6LWltZ8ABAQ&sclient=img&ei=g4z7YLHDB43qswWrzrmYDA&bih=667&biw=1366

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:53:37 2021 No.18709922 File: 513 KB, 666x794, chrome_BJOfFRdPOY.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] is he dead?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:54:19 2021 No.18709924 I'm sorry.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:56:21 2021 No.18709930 so in order to watch the olympics on the internet they want me to subscribe to a streaming service that costs $54.99 a month? are these people insane?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:58:32 2021 No.18709938 I want a taller gf. Mine is 5', my kids will surely be manlets with her :(

>>	Anonymous Fri Jul 23 23:58:59 2021 No.18709941 >>18709846 >I don’t really think about milking myself all the time sometimes if i don't fap for a few days and then i bust into the toilet bowl it reminds me of milking a cow where the udder squirts into a bucket or whatever

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:11:18 2021 No.18709991 >>18709309 Nothing has any inherent monetary value. All monetary value is attributed.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:16:00 2021 No.18710011

>>18709228
I enjoy the olympics. I admire the aesthetics and mechanical power and exquisite motor skills of top athletes. And the ancientness of the tradition , the universality of it, it's one thing where the whole world can come together collectively to respect the human excellence that their nations have to offer. This olympics seems haunted though, which actually gives it a special flavor. The grimness of it captures the spirit of the general disruptedness of the times.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:17:37 2021 No.18710014 >>18710011 start with the greeks

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:20:04 2021 No.18710023 >>18710011 the olympics in their current form only started like 100 years ago right at the height of nationalism before a series absolutely brutal nationalist wars

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:20:52 2021 No.18710026

>>18709922
You could tell was something was wrong when he shaved his head. Shaving your head completely like that out of the blue like that is always a big schizo warning sign. It takes one to know one and it's quite clear that he has some kind of mental illness. Hopefully he's doing something about it and seeing to himself. His whole youtube channel was one big manic joyride that resulted in a crash.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:22:49 2021 No.18710037 >>18710023 I know. Still, there is a nod to antiquity, it's baked right into the very name. And is there any other international event like it that involves every country in such a comprehensive way?

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:27:11 2021 No.18710054

WHY DID I WENT TO LAW SCHOOL. BEING A LAWYER DOESN'T MAKES ME HAPPY OR PROUD. WHAT'S THE POINT OF KEEP LIVING PAST 35 IF I DON'T WANNA HAVE KIDS. NO ARTISTIC TALENT OR ANYTHING TO ENHANCE THROUGH EFFORT. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:30:37 2021 No.18710071 To say that teamwork is courageous or bold is ironic, it is a way of avoiding blame, pure chickenheartedness.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:32:04 2021 No.18710074 Went out with yet another girl from the dating apps today. I always leave unsatisfied, even if they want to continue seeing me afterward. It's all so tiresome.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:34:35 2021 No.18710086 >>18710071 It's a way of doing many things, but one of them is avoiding things yes.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:42:29 2021 No.18710109 >>18710086 I revised my phrase: To say that teamwork is courageous or bold is ironic, it is a way of avoiding blame and a mark of society's pure chickenheartedness.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:43:44 2021 No.18710111 >>18709878 Guilty as charged, and honestly your levels of faggotry do not exceed mine

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 00:57:36 2021 No.18710153 Anyone else get the urge to look people you knew once up on the internet? I indulged once and I felt like a shameless freak.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:14:55 2021 No.18710203

I did it again. I can't excuse myself by saying that something "came over me" or I "wasn't myself." I enjoy it in the moment, but afterwards I'm filled with self-disgust.
There has to be a way to control my own urges. I won't be a slave to my desires forever. I'll get up and dust myself off and try again. I won't let this habit continue. I'll strangle it. I won't let it lay hold of my time and energy forever. It's made me slowly bend my morals and do disgusting things that I hate, but no longer.
It might take my whole life. I am weak-willed and have given in so many times in the past. It's okay. As long as I keep struggling, it can't ever beat me completely. I won't give in. I am myself, and I decide what to do and what to think and how to spend my time. Even if I have to destroy my ability to enjoy anything at all, I'll find a way and kill it stone dead. May it sink to the bottom of Hell where it belongs.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:15:20 2021 No.18710205 >>18710153 Yeah I get this urge often. It's stupid, don't do it

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:20:12 2021 No.18710221 >>18710153 No, but I don't remember a single name of the people I used to know. The only names I know are family members and famous people.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:30:04 2021 No.18710266 >>18708022 I hate American culture. I also hate my own East Asian culture, but little less than American. Most importantly, I hate (East) Asian-American culture more than both of these.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:31:30 2021 No.18710272 >>18710266 habu sekusu

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:34:54 2021 No.18710284 >>18710266 >>18710272 Fuck mods and fuck jannies. Have sex, incel.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:35:11 2021 No.18710285 >>18709211 is this reddit

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:38:11 2021 No.18710299 Corruption is widespread among mods and jannies. Fuck mods and fuck jannies.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:38:29 2021 No.18710303 why are koreans so pathetic?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:39:19 2021 No.18710309 >>18710299 That is what is ruining this board. They are getting paid to allow people shilling shit here.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:39:34 2021 No.18710311 >>18710303 never grew out of their chinese heritage or their submissive nature from copying china to copying america, like a teenager that never grew up.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:41:00 2021 No.18710315

There's a Five Guys burgers near my place. Was hanging out with a friend and we decided to go and grab a bite. There was this cute redheaded girl working the cashier. I just ignored her, didn't want it to get awkward or anything. She was really cute, had freckles. I tell her what I want—cheezeburger—and she asks if I want anything on it—no? It's just a cheezeburger? Just a bun and patty and cheeze? My friend scoffs, asks me "are you sure?" He smiling. She's smiling. They're laughing at me. I just said yeah I'm sure. She had that fucking look on her face, that "well ok buddy" look. What the fuck was so funny. I don't understand. I wanted a cheezeburger, just a cheezeburger, what the fuck is so hard to understand about that. Was she laughing because I'm short? Did I say it funny? Perhaps its my stupid fucking Indian accent. She's probably thinking "what the fuck is wrong with this autistic indian manlet." She was smiling at my friend, probably because he's a tall white chad, eh. God I fucking hate women. I hate everything, I didn't ask for any of this. I can't ever go back to that Five Guys again.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:42:19 2021 No.18710319

I am looking for a book on a very special subject: the moment of clarity (– the temporary state of awareness in which one's powers of cognition are stronger than in the average state of mind and thus able to grasp one's life circumstances more clealry). What causes the moment of clarity? I'm fascinated by it. Seeing yourself as if from a birdseye view - metaphorically speaking - with the eyes of a hawk, and realizing both your own general stupidity and ways to grow into a better person.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 01:52:40 2021 No.18710360 >>18709922 Who is he?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 02:02:48 2021 No.18710403 >>18710311 pretty sad desu.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 02:06:15 2021 No.18710418

>>18710360
q, a /lit/ user who had a youtube channel called The Book Club
the description of his last video (5 months ago) says he walked south through italy hoping to eventually make his way to egypt

between him and forest anon, /lit/ has some of the most unique personalities on this website

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 02:07:56 2021 No.18710424 There's not enough time to do anything. Or there's not enough energy. Or willpower or basic motivation. Having all these ingredients align is the rarest miracle in the universe.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 02:37:02 2021 No.18710515 >>18710303 Only southies. Their country is literary just one giant CIA op.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 02:44:49 2021 No.18710547 There are many cruel and brutish people in the world. Eventually they will become too odious in the face of heaven and the devas will descend to cleanse everything

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 03:12:55 2021 No.18710616 For some reason, I still have that desire to work in video game development that I had as a teenager. I don't even particularly like video games. It's honestly more the fear of getting a boring job that pushes me in that direction.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 03:33:39 2021 No.18710663 >>18708565 Why not just go live in Korea? America is pretty shitty anyway.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 03:34:59 2021 No.18710670 I'm a sinner and I'm incredibly lonely. I'm just.... alone.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 03:37:18 2021 No.18710674 >>18710670 I'll pray for you.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 03:40:34 2021 No.18710676 obviously larping

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 03:46:18 2021 No.18710695 >>18710285 You act like this site is any better than reddit when it's been full of redditfugees since 2016.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 03:48:34 2021 No.18710698 >>18710695 I honestly have a hard time deciding which one is worse.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 04:01:26 2021 No.18710718

>>18708022
>look for work in library
>you unironically need a 5 year education with with a masters degree to help people check out books and write emails to childrens book authors to ask if they wanna come read for the kids
When did society turn so fucking gay?

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 04:50:13 2021 No.18710819
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>>18710418
>between him and forest anon, /lit/ has some of the most unique personalities on this website
I completely agree with this. No other board on 4chan has people like /lit/'s had. I think absorbing a lot of literature plays a big part in it.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 05:27:05 2021 No.18710919

I wish I was never born so I don't have to deal with this pathetic bullshit of being alive. Now I will spend my entire life with the trauma of birth and uncertain paradoxical nature of Truth(if there is such thing). Fuck I feel like I am Josef K.

Suicide has been making more and more sense.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 05:34:06 2021 No.18710933 >>18709211 >>18709244 I wish most women weren't dating.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 05:37:14 2021 No.18710940
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>>18708022
Just backed down from a fight and feel like shit. I was sitting at home late at night when I hear a loud crash outside. I ran out thinking some drunk driver retard hit my car, but they hit a tree in the park across the street. Like 5 guys get out, all gangster looking hispanics, and start walking away. One sees me and shouts at me telling me to get the fuck out of there and to go inside. I tell him no fuck off, I live here so I stand and watch them. He starts approaching me slowly like he might swing. I didn't know what he had on him and I wasn't going to risk some street fight so I turned around and walked back to my car. Called the cops blah blah blah
I know I did the "smart" thing in the situation but I still feel like a bitch. I'm not a pushover but most people like me so I don't get into confrontations like this often. This whole situation hit deep in my instinctual manhood. Tomorrow I'm going to start lifting and find a boxing gym or something. I don't want to be a pussy again

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 05:41:20 2021 No.18710950 >>18710940 They were 5 men. You did the right thing fag. No matter how many weights you lift one man can't stand in front of 5 men.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 05:41:22 2021 No.18710951 >>18709411 why is everything made for cumbrains now every boss in the RE franchise is now some kind of titty whore with monster makeup

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 05:42:45 2021 No.18710954 Just exercised for the first time in a really long time. I hit my goal but I have been sitting here hacking up phlegm for the last 45 minutes straight. I think I should probably quit smoking because this sucks.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 05:59:15 2021 No.18710978 >>18708565 I hope the Chinese eat you body and rape your father

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 06:03:18 2021 No.18710988 >>18709930 yes

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 06:06:09 2021 No.18710996 >>18710418 /diy/ has a guy who lives in a bunker and digs tunnels

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 07:19:05 2021 No.18711244 Still no fucking hot water in the house, and there won't be until at best Monday. Time for another shower straight from the Arctic glaciers fellas

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 07:21:51 2021 No.18711253 >>18708022 women are stupid, useless, retarded and ungrateful sluts

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 07:44:25 2021 No.18711345

>>18708022
>in one of those cycles where I can only sleep for like 4 hours at a time so each day is more painful than the last as the sleep deprivation piles up
Why bros. Why. Been keeping fatigue rage under check with runs and pushups and stuff but jesus Christ

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 08:40:50 2021 No.18711616 Do people really not like hearing their names used in sex? For me its probably one of the hottest things a girl can do

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 08:47:44 2021 No.18711651

Depression is hard to cure because the cause for depression is the cure for depression, for example loneliness can cause depression, but in order to cure depression one of the things you have to do is to make friends to kill your loneliness but it's hard to do that because of the cause itself.

Which some people that born not talkative is unlucky in this world, depression exist because of human defence mechanism to cope in order to have more chance to survive.

TL;DR: Some people born with depression, life isn't fair. Always has been.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 08:50:33 2021 No.18711664 Bought ringfit and some multivitamins, also started intermittent fasting it's time I started working on my body as well as my mind

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 08:51:13 2021 No.18711667 >>18711651 I destroyed my depression through facts and logic

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 08:53:01 2021 No.18711676 >>18711667 Teach me thy secretes, O wise one.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 08:54:25 2021 No.18711680 >>18711667 No, the only way to destroy depression is to have a determination and will power.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 08:55:14 2021 No.18711682

>>18711676
I had no support system, I was practically in solitary confinement through neet for an entire 3 years locked into my own room
your mind starts doing funny things when you are alone, I basically had conversations with myself until I fundamentally rebuilt my entire world view and personality

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 08:56:26 2021 No.18711685 >>18711682 How is your life now?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 08:58:29 2021 No.18711691 >>18711685 Pretty good, I got a manual labor job to keep my body busy and rented a small apartment that I could afford and sworn off most material possession I also like reading and hiking, helps me keep things in perspective

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 09:02:47 2021 No.18711705 >>18711691 Mild ascetic lifestyle? Very kino anon.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 10:01:48 2021 No.18712051 >>18711616 My name's too silly. Don't like hearing it in general

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 10:02:11 2021 No.18712056 >>18712051 What's your name anon? I'm sure it's lovely

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 10:11:40 2021 No.18712108 Comics and manga are a better medium for story telling in our age.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 10:18:59 2021 No.18712140

I can't understand how people don't believe in climate change. The signs are overwhelmingly present. It's usually the same people who think the covid vaccines contain aborted fetuses. These willfully ignorant people are a threat to humanity and must be stopped.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 10:22:48 2021 No.18712156 File: 60 KB, 600x360, travis.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I wish I had my own place. I love cleaning and decorating, it is my gayest trait.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 10:23:30 2021 No.18712159 >>18712156 thinking traits are inherently straight or gay is your gayest trait, anon

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 10:24:09 2021 No.18712168 >>18712159 So true bro.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 10:56:36 2021 No.18712281

>>18708022
sometimes i think about reading religious or occult stuff just in the hopes of breaking my own mind, letting my mind make connections and bounce around with these false ideas until i believe them to be real, the same way i obviously ascribe greater than purely rational significance to concepts from economics, social signalling theory, or whatever. to destroy the part of my brain which says that anything more interesting than mere reality is obvious fiction and falsehood, and to take it to be true despite having known it to be false.

but such thoughts pass, usually as i retire to a sort of manic interest in some relatively rooted topic. modern history, perhaps. still, there always comes a time when i again become dissatisfied with the rut that my life is in and decide that anything, anything would be more interesting than this.

in politics i scorn little more than the stability of an undesirable system, and yet it seems to be the way i commit to living my life.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 11:25:30 2021 No.18712395

Conan's father thought the answer for the riddle of steel to be the weapon, the sword. He believed that the man should not trust anyone, not even himself, only his sword. Thulsa Doom, after spending his youth in search of steel and its power, realized otherwise. He thought that the answer was flesh, flesh is stronger than steel, the sword is nothing compared to the hands that wields it, to the resilience of human life and the strength of its body.

Both were wrong, Conan's father was murdered by the very sword that he trusted and Doom became a hexen, using his magic and the ilusion and sacrifice of his followers to attain evil powers and immortality, desperately corrupting himself in hope of remaining young and corrupting his followers to wield their flesh, but his powers and army were nothng compared to Conan and his companinons. Conan saw through both and found the answer to the riddle.

Will and perseverance. Steel is useless alone, it loses its edge and breaks easily, flesh ages, it gets weak, it dies and rots. But the will to survive and fight of the warrior surpasses both his strength and his sword. If a man truly believes in his dreams and his ambitions, his will becomes unbreakable and he will do all in his power to win against adversities and opponents and succeed or he will die honorably. It is by will alone that Conan and his comrades fought the armies of Thulsa Doom, two against many, and won. It is by will alone that he went on and fought many battles and conquered many teasures and became the king of Aquilonia.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 11:38:35 2021 No.18712467 >>18708565 >NOOOOOO YOU CANT CALL ME FEMININE >goes on insane rant like an entitled slut, acts like a bitch to someone unrelated to the problem Lmfao, you may as well be a woman.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 11:41:08 2021 No.18712479 >>18708629 >I love being myself You very obviously do not.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 11:42:34 2021 No.18712484 what is it with western fucktards identity crises

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 11:43:56 2021 No.18712495 >>18712484 lack of Confucianism, ironically

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 11:44:13 2021 No.18712497 >>18712484 To be blunt, we don't suffer enough so we invent things to suffer over. I myself am guilty of this.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 11:48:56 2021 No.18712511

>>18712140
At this point if climate change gets solved, it'll be because of geoengineering or the like. The "stopping emissions will solve it" ship has sailed. It's weird though. I fully and sincerely think society will be in a terminal collapse by 2050 due to climate change, but I haven't really planned for how to live in an anarchic world where the seas are rising and it's hellishly hot. Maybe not planning for it is a coping mechanism.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 11:51:28 2021 No.18712522 is there like a skin care general on 4chan?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 11:52:21 2021 No.18712528 >>18712522 It’s on /fa/

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 11:54:38 2021 No.18712542 >>18712528 aight, thanks remember, boys should care for their skins too, nothing gay about being beautiful

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 12:15:11 2021 No.18712653 I’ve gotten really fat and I don’t know what to do to lose it. I’ve been eating OMAD and walking a few miles everyday for months now and I’ve seen no change at all.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 12:17:53 2021 No.18712669 >>18712511 the problem of climate is too complex for humans to solve

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 12:18:02 2021 No.18712670 >>18712653 Bro cycling and swimming are best for losing weight.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 12:19:46 2021 No.18712684 >>18712653 are you cutting out sugar, including artificial sweeteners are you watching your calorie intake are you reducing the amount of salt you eat are you drinking water are you getting enough sleep

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 12:34:26 2021 No.18712757 >>18712670 I don’t have a bike, but there’s a pool in my housing so I’ve been swimming here and there.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 12:35:35 2021 No.18712769

>>18712684
>are you cutting out sugar, including artificial sweeteners
Yes
>are you watching your calorie intake
Not really but like I said, I’m only eating one meal a day
>are you reducing the amount of salt you eat
No but I’ve never eaten that much salt.
>are you drinking water
Yes
>are you getting enough sleep
Not at all

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 12:54:27 2021 No.18712869

>>18708022
Just took a call from an Haitian cleaning lady calling off for the weak because her pit attacked her two years old kid and put her in the hospital. The whole time it felt like talking to someone who had a sub 70 IQ, I thought, she must be old and slowed down by time, but she had to give me her birthday to file in the leave... she's 34.
Why the fuck are Haitians even allowed in France after what they did to us?

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 12:59:49 2021 No.18712890

>>18708043
>>18708022
>>18709322
Why am I completely indifferent to normal jezebels including trash anime like >>18708193 but this satanic looking shit makes me go insane? The more unnatural and evil looking the more turned on I get. What does this even mean?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 13:08:31 2021 No.18712931 Why did you have to do it? I can't believe you're really gone. I hope you are in a better place, I'll see you very soon.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 13:16:35 2021 No.18712975 >>18709596 Ah yes, I haven't seen a tip of a fedora quite like this since 2010... those were the good times...

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 13:51:52 2021 No.18713168

>>18712484
Well the answer is simple really, I’m just a fucking retard. I think >>18712497 is right as well, but I would also add that in my case it springs from a lack of a male role model, the not-so-unique low self-confidence and need for approval all adolescents suffer from at some point, and just not knowing who I was for a while. I used to make fun of myself to make white kids laugh when I was young. Never listened to kpop and Kdrama because I was an insecure loser who wanted to be ‘white’. Teachers could never say my name so they smiled and gestured. Even now I identify most with writerly self-hating Asians like Wesley Yang and Chang-Rae Lee. I like being Korean but only in a hipster way, and plan on reading classic Korean texts in Classical Chinese because I’m a pretentious faggot. I went to Korea for a bit and much of my identity crisis was mitigated but I guess I still have some resentment.

>>18712467
What I said the other day was exaggerated, I only gave him some attitude. Shitty and juvenile, I know, but I had to get it off my chest. Fragile masculinity amirite. I wanna go to therapy so bad but it’s been years since my insurance ran out and I wasted the living fuck out of my last therapist’s time, going on and on about muh broken heart like a mentally impaired troglodyte. Gonna try to start meditating and lifting, maybe try to rediscover Jesus, who knows

Anyways, Thanks for listening faggots

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 13:56:42 2021 No.18713193 >>18712975 > calling ricelets out on their shit. > "muh fedora tipping" 3/10 whitoids become 8.5/10 the second they land in Korea.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 14:00:12 2021 No.18713208

I had a dream last night. I was entering some building along with other people and there were gate guards or whatever checking that we have the right papers. One of the guards was Tom Cruise. I realized I didn't have the papers with me, I didn't even know what papers I needed. So to avoid the shame and embarrassment (in front of Tom Cruise) I ran off and thought the best choice now, after this colossal fuck up, would be to kill myself. In the street I thought I saw someone else kill himself, which I thought would be bad for my plan. But it was just a woman, quite attractive, tying her shoelaces and smiling. (I have bad eyesight) Anyway I went off in a slightly less crowded place, like a park or something, and with a knife after maybe just very little if any hesitation I stabbed myself in the forehead. But it was like I got an error message, like in a computer, that I can't do this for whatever reason. So I tried again a couple times and got the same message. I was extremely scared, terrified, and panicking, that I could not kill myself, it was far too good to be true, it was impossible because the system wouldn't allow it, or whatever. Then I realized that I was in fact successful in killing myself and woke up, to great relief.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 14:03:57 2021 No.18713222

Dont bother putting a blessing on material posessions. If you have something you like, that you dont want to lose, then put a little curse on it.
Because this way you wont lose this material item, a small curse will do the job. A blessing, or it being spoken holy wont. The curse stays with you; wont go away, therefore putting a tiny curse on an item you like will make it less likely to get lost. If the curse too grand you will suffer side effects and the item will break or get lost. If you bless it, it can no longer be considered a material possession that you are worthy of fully owning yourself. A small curse that doesnt really show itself; only you know about. This will keep the item with you for longer than it naturally should.
I am not schizophrenic.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 14:06:23 2021 No.18713231 >>18713208 >I was extremely scared, terrified, and panicking, that I could not kill myself, it was far too good to be true, it I was terrified because it meant I would have to live with my mistake, I forgot to mention

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 14:25:21 2021 No.18713313 The thought that I might have to grow old and live about 50-70 more years terrifies me. Aside from very brief periods, my life has been, to put it mildly, not at all pleasant. I can't imagine being subjected to it for so long.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 14:34:03 2021 No.18713359 >>18712769 >>are you watching your calorie intake >Not really but like I said, I’m only eating one meal a day Someone post the Oreo milkshake

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 14:50:50 2021 No.18713452 >>18713168 Very strange. The problem might be cultural differences? most probably. But anyway, I wish you, luck bro, I hope you get yourself back and have a long and happy life.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 15:03:29 2021 No.18713526 >>18713193 Wtf you are not even me.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 15:04:55 2021 No.18713535

I've been thinking about setting up a reading corner in work where people can read during their breaks and/or swap for any books that they have laying around the house. It's just that I don't like it there and I'm not willing to make the initial investment to help benefit a bunch of people who I don't really like or bother with outside of work.

I was meant to set up a book club but didn't because of the same reason. I've seen everyone's work performance and I have little to no faith that they would actually be willing to read a few pages a week.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 15:27:42 2021 No.18713666 i may be taking the dharmic pill

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 15:33:52 2021 No.18713699 I can't even remember my nightmares anymore. I've hit rock bottom and it was all because of me. Tough years are lying ahead.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 15:45:49 2021 No.18713757

>>18712890
Of course, I was scared of Jordan and what she would do. I felt that, if I’d said anything, she could have killed me. I’d go to hospital and say I’d tripped and hit my head or that very hot water from the shower burned me. A neighbour called the police a few times when they heard shouting, and I’d make excuses for Jordan and lie. It wasn’t nice, but I did it to save my life. I had black eyes and all sorts. She’d put her makeup on me, because she wanted to cover up what she’d done.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 15:46:55 2021 No.18713765 >>18713757 I can't stop thinking about a girl named Jordan.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 15:58:22 2021 No.18713817 I thought I was autistic, but recently realized I'm just hyper-conscious

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 15:58:43 2021 No.18713821 >>18713817 so autistic

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 16:02:30 2021 No.18713840

>>18712140
the irony is that you're completely ignorant on what it is that they believe, namely not that the climate isn't changing, but that humans aren't making that significant of an impact on the climate and that it's just nature going its course. no one thinks the climate isn't changing. why is that so difficult to understand? retard

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 16:05:28 2021 No.18713857 >>18713765 shes in prison for 8 years now

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 16:09:49 2021 No.18713880

>>18712281
How is it that you know with such certainty that these ideas that you barely have any conception of are false? I envy your expertise on reality and the steadfastness with which you dismiss those pesky ideas out there, the whole multitude of which can be safely presumed to be false, for reasons too obvious to even think about

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 16:20:17 2021 No.18713929 >>18713857 I'm just glad to hear that you're doing better now. Ironically my Jordan is the kindest person I've ever known. >>18713840 I don't think the climate is changing :)

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 16:23:32 2021 No.18713950 >>18708022 I worry more and more every day about what is going to get censored, redacted, or made to disappear in the future. Books, video games, movies, TV shows, everything, you name it. And there's not a damned thing I can do about it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 16:46:11 2021 No.18714050 >>18713950 relax

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 16:53:16 2021 No.18714086 File: 17 KB, 201x323, IMG_20210724_225015.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw no Dēlia ancilla this summer

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 17:14:54 2021 No.18714192 >>18713359 I’m not eating Oreo milkshakes. Sometimes it will be a burger or something but for the most part it’s normal food, normal portions.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 17:25:08 2021 No.18714235 I did literally nothing at all productive and I feel better today than I have in weeks Why is life like this, I wonder?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 17:25:48 2021 No.18714243 >>18714235 bipolar

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 17:27:54 2021 No.18714250 >>18713821 aren't autistic people incapable of reading social cues?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 17:28:58 2021 No.18714257 >>18714250 No idea, maybe.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 17:30:00 2021 No.18714261 >>18714250 I think they can learn how to do this kind of thing depending on how severe their autism is.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 17:30:44 2021 No.18714268 >>18714243 shmishmolar

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 17:32:07 2021 No.18714277 The only days I don’t end up hating myself are the days I hole up alone at home and don’t contact the outside the world. Anytime i interact with the outside world I end up hating myself.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 17:33:27 2021 No.18714287

>>18714250
I've got an autistic friend and it's not that he cannot read social cues but cannot put them out himself. No matter how he feels he cannot properly express himself and seems emotionless at almost all times. I have only ever seen him angry, laughing or flat. Even while talking about his emotions or how he feels his face, way of speaking and bodily movements don't change.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 17:52:00 2021 No.18714380 >>18712140 Corporations are very good at exploiting the anti-society segment of society to avoid legislation that'd cut into their profits.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 18:11:45 2021 No.18714465 >>18714192 >normal food, normal portions If obesity is normal in your country then what you consider "normal" might be over a day's worth of food.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 18:13:03 2021 No.18714470 >>18714192 start fucking counting your calories then it's very fucking simple if what you put in is less than what you use, you start losing weight

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 18:48:04 2021 No.18714600 >>18708022 Im fucking done

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 18:50:06 2021 No.18714610 >>18712511 What are you gonna do, move to a mountain on an upper latitude? Its whatever. You’re not even guaranteed to make it to the 50s

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 18:52:58 2021 No.18714627 File: 90 KB, 1280x720, mackaye.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18708022 i'm so tired the sheeple are counting me and that's on periodt

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 18:55:03 2021 No.18714637 >>18708022 I am so afraid for the future that I'm thinking of overworking myself while sleeping 3 hours a night to give myself a mental illness.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 18:57:40 2021 No.18714651 >>18714637 nothing is ever going to change

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:00:45 2021 No.18714668 The greater the stress the greater the relief?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:06:31 2021 No.18714689 it's weird how you can be in so bad shape you can barely run 200m but still be in good enough shape to function >>18714668 yea man

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:09:27 2021 No.18714707

I'm being greedy. there's a chick that's into me. I'm not into her. it's tricky to explain without being specific, but basically I have access to something through her. I want to do that something. she hasn't said outright that she's into me but it seems very likely. she will also be at the something I want access to. I should probably just not do the thing I want to do. for a person like me it's a big opportunity. it's theoretically possible she isn't into me, if that's the case then there is no moral dilemma. But she almost certainly is. I should pull out. I'll sleep on it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:10:01 2021 No.18714711 Some anons are too stupid and this is the kind of thing that is contagious. I'm going to spend less time on /lit/. Probably going to study some Russian and German.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:13:05 2021 No.18714724 >>18714600 gz >>18714668 no, if you hold a piss in too long eventually when you go it hurts after in your tummy

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:15:04 2021 No.18714733 >>18708565 Peak Reddit moment holy shit I couldn't get past 30% of that Nice larp anon

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:16:06 2021 No.18714738 >>18708583 >ive never met a westernized asian that wasn't a fucking basket case like you Imagine taking imageboards posts seriously Ffs, I don't get this at all go outside

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:17:22 2021 No.18714747

For you convenience, anon, I shall tell you now that this very post that you are reading at the moment is actually not worth reading in the slightest, so stop, stop reading this post or you will regret having wasted your time spending it by reading this nonsense that I wrote. Stop here. The last word in this sentence is "is," or is it "it"? Moo. Oof. Mom. Keep reading actually, really. E-I-E-I-O. Eek. Please do the following thing. Now look at the first letter of each sentence. Oops. Wow.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:19:04 2021 No.18714755 >tfw you realize you haven't had a nervous breakdown in years maybe we are going to be alright

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:22:52 2021 No.18714771

>>18714465
No, I’m considering normal here what is truly normal. Nobody could even eat a day’s worth of food in a single meal. Don’t be a retard.

>>18714470
I refuse. If fat loss means I have to treat my diet like a math problem until I die, then I’d rather die early from a coronary. Somehow people managed all this time without counting calories and I intend to do so also.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:29:07 2021 No.18714801
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I've set a date.
There's nothing left for me to do on this planet. Nothing seems worthwhile. I'll never be someone, rather than noone, so why bother? Fuck living a mediocre life. Being dead is much preferable to that.
My mental capacities have already begun to deteriorate. I'll never be able to think as sharply again as I did when I was nineteen, or so.
It's funny: Somehow I was happier as a literal drug addict than I am now, working an office job.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:32:44 2021 No.18714818

>>18708022
I listened to the song that I had once heard in the car as a child. It struck me, back then, that I had never before imagined music as sounding this plainly pretty. I am still struck by it, though it is now secondary in my mind, after her, the idea for which I sit and wait. And just as these thoughts passed through me, she returned. Life is funny like that sometimes.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:54:09 2021 No.18714912
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When I was like 19 or 20 I was extremely socially awkward to the point I could barely talk to people or even interact with others. I was like this because a bunch of shit that happened in my childhood with abuse and so on and now I'm mostly grown out of it and live independently and shit, but I digress.
So anyway back then my sister had this friend who would stay at our house a lot because she was in care and one day I thought it would be funny if I told her she had nice tits.
I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. She was only like 16 at the time, and I didn't mean anything creepy about it, I genuinely thought I was being funny and that it would be an amusing ice breaker kind of thing.
It was only after I realized how inappropriate what I said was, and I am to this day a fucking socially awkward retard for saying it.
The thing is, I've almost finished my novel. I want to get it published, but the memory of this shit keeps coming back to me now because this one stupid thing I said back when I was pretty mentally ill as a poor attempted joke could come back to bite me in the god damn ass and if it does it could ruin my reputation and future career.
The worst thing is I sent it over fucking facebook too. =/
I've started having fucking nightmares of people sharing that fucking screenshot and me getting me too'd or some shit and then failing massively at trying to explain why the fuck I even said it in the first place and just making everything worse.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 19:55:31 2021 No.18714917 Everyone in this general is a onions guzzling faggot.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 20:15:46 2021 No.18714979

>>18714801
Anon, I know this is going to sound gay and retarded coming from some other anonymous shitbag online. But I'm in a very similar situation to you and I've opened my eyes to the truth of suicidal thoughts. Let me ask you, if you're planning on offing yourself, don't you think you would be better off doing crazy shit before you die? Seriously, think about it. If you have nothing left to live for, then there's no reason not to do fucked up, insane stuff. So what if you can't think sharply, man? If you're unhappy with life to the point you would rather be dead, you should do whatever comes to mind first and say fuck to the consequences.
Realistically, what is the world going to do? Kill you? If that's what you want then no matter what you do in this life, you win either way. You've been given a gift where nobody can stop you. Even if you feel like shit right now, at this very moment, your mortality means nothing to you, which makes you the freest man on this planet. You can literally do whatever you want and if you find a reason to live or if you die you still win.
I hope you sit down to think about this and that you're able to find some solace knowing that if nothing matters, then you can do anything you set your mind to without having to feel like the mortal coils of being can hold you back.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 20:39:44 2021 No.18715088 >>18714912 so you're going to crawl in a ditch and wallow because you told some broad she had nice tits and people might find out? did she respond negatively to it or something?

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 20:52:43 2021 No.18715149

>>18715088
She told my sister, who laughed and said I can't say that, which is what made me realize I shouldn't have said it. The main thing was her age. She was 16, I was like 19 or 20 at the time. Technically where I live that's the legal age, but that's not the point. On the surface, it looks pretty fucking bad. It IS pretty fucking bad.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 20:56:19 2021 No.18715166 >>18715149 It's really not half as bad as you seem to think it is.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 20:57:42 2021 No.18715173 >>18715166 Yeah but we're dudes on 4chan, let's be real here. My worry is what normal people will think if they found out, especially in the modern era of MeToo and even just accusing people of inappropriate behaviour can ruin their entire lives.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 21:11:04 2021 No.18715243

>>18715173
Should be good, so long as you aren't planning on running for mayor of a major city.

I hope you've learned your lesson about using your real name online though. Everyone has fsk up days, that everyone else forgets about, but the Internet will archive them for eternity.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 21:22:14 2021 No.18715310 >>18714912 lol

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 22:24:34 2021 No.18715614
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>>18712056
I'm not that anon but I read this post while at work and for the last few hours all I could think was that his name was Globglogabgalab and he was being shy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4QeypcBMyQ
I giggled for a few hours, but I was at work and couldn't explain it to people due to the absurdity of it all.
I wrote half a page today, still on 117.
You know that streamer I used to watch was watching a movie called A Silent Voice, which deals with deafness. Deathanon is Deafanon (severely, not profound, also pun) so I wonder if she's taking an interest in that side of life? That's kind of interesting considering I live it.
I did some thinking and yeah, it's a character she's playing on stream to entertain people, and her social media is likely done in the same vein. I want to figure out a way to build a rapport with the real voice actor, but I don't want to get in the way of her show since that's probably going to end poorly for my intents and purposes.
For now I'll solve my problems the same way I solve everything else. By continuing to write.
Alternate universe me on the issue:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVmlVKJ7KAQ

>>	Anonymous Sat Jul 24 23:40:31 2021 No.18715939 >>18710996 To be fair bunker bro was kind of lame though compared to Forestanon because he cucked for city permits. his city wouldn't even let him have outlets above a certain voltage which says a lot about the mindset of doomsday bunker trannies

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 23:49:03 2021 No.18715971 [DELETED]

my mom says my dad thinks i'm lazy. he did high school and like four years in the army and then just worked those boomer factory jobs where you show up and fill out an application and then get a job for 30 years that supports a family and a house. it's like dude, if those jobs were still around i could do your whole life in my sleep. not saying he didn't work physically hard but he never had to do anything challenging or take any risks in his life.

Anonymous Sat Jul 24 23:58:26 2021 No.18716002

so i have this neighbor who is a real fucking freak. he keeps to himself and acts all prude and shit when ever i talk to him, but i know for sure he is a closet fag. he pretends to be religious and stuff (probably trying to pray the gay away, lol) sorry pal not gonna work! anyway he told me he used to be married to a "woman". i was like oh you got divorced cause it wasnt working sexually? he's all "no she died" (yeah right, likely story faggot). so anyway i get hammered one night and go over to his deck and start making advances towards him to prove that he is a faggot, i start grabbing his crotch and stuff, but he gets all upset.

YOU CANT KEEP RUNNING FROM IT HONEY!!!

like for real just accept the fact that your gay, it's not that hard. anyway, today he goes fishing or something and i take that opportunity to break into his house and find evidence of his gay. i look through out the entire, looking for dildos, gay magazines, i look at his search history for gay porn...nothing (like damn this freak is so closeted that he feels the need to hide it THIS much...not fooling me homo, you're a faggot). anyway before i leave i find a pair of his dirty socks and put one on my dick while i sniff the other one, i shove a carrot from the fridge up my ass and ride it till i cum. then i take the shit from the carrot and the cum from the sock, and i mix it with some cocaine i had and i do a line off his counter (i call it a snail trail). anyway this guy is like a massive psycho and probably a nazi (who are obviously all repressed homosexuals, have you SEEN American Beauty?) anyway yeah that's about it, i better get out of here before he Jeffrey Dahmers me or something.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 00:34:58 2021 No.18716187

Animal shelter adoption rates are utterly harrowing. In a way, these abandoned animals are in death row -- if nobody steps up to claim them, then they are simply "put to permanent sleep" to make room for more unfortunate animal souls.

I had visited a shelter today, and it's no wonder those poor animals looked so miserable, especially the older ones. I'm certain they could detect all the various signature scents of many other creatures of their kind, yet nowhere to be seen. The younger ones of course, are utterly clueless and continue to look adorable -- thus they are quickly adopted.

The older animals however, surely must know better. It is the end for them, no doubt for the ones with a long medical history or with other undesirable conditions, or just a silly name that sentenced by their previous owner.

I was never much an animal rights bleeding heart until today. Really, for most of my life I dismissed them as too idealistic: The lives of humans far outweigh that of animals, what good does my concern of them really do? But today my heart was broken and while I still largely cling to my cemented beliefs, I briefly understood, in that moment, just how dreadful the condition is for animals in shelters even in the 1st world.

I can only imagine how speechlessly horrific a visit to an actual death row would be, to see men staring down their pendulum's edge by the day. At least these animals at the shelter don't have an active, conscious understanding of their tragic fate.

>>	Daochad Sun Jul 25 01:02:50 2021 No.18716324 My life needs to end now. God has forsaken me and I will never know love because I cannot love myself. I have the means to suicide. But I am a coward.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 01:34:49 2021 No.18716435

>>18713880
>How is it that you know with such certainty that these ideas that you barely have any conception of are false?
vulgar materialism, vulgar empiricism, a passing knowledge of all the ways we delude ourselves (without thinking i'm too smart to fall for them), and in the last instance, the simple conviction that nothing interesting will happen to me. i see little need to apply a higher standard.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 01:44:45 2021 No.18716461 >>18708022 I want to fuck bela

>>	Daochad Sun Jul 25 01:58:07 2021 No.18716499 My faith fails at every test. What does this mean?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 02:07:35 2021 No.18716526 >>18708181 Your sample size is only boomers who golf.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 02:22:09 2021 No.18716567 File: 2.95 MB, 1280x720, Wwii_6e147f_5498172.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYp9Fe7BYXc

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 02:41:41 2021 No.18716609

I came to the conclusion today that I actively dislike lesbians. Even when there's content that directly involves one or more of my fetishes, if it involves lesbians I become actively disgusted with it. I actually think I hate lesbians even more than I hate fags. Something about gay women repulses me on a level even beyond the extent to which I'm repulsed by gay men.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 03:26:23 2021 No.18716722 If it's true you learn the most by failing, why aren't there more unsuccess-stories out there for various topics (with a discussion of how to avoid the mistakes)?

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 03:27:23 2021 No.18716725
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Wasn't very happy with a lot of the work posted last thread: a lot of menial exaggerated and purple prose. Meanwhile I've just finished the first draft of my novel and I'm wondering if anyone has input before I start sending to publishers.

Tittle: The Shitkickers, Jason Bryan

https://jason-bryan.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/12/The-Shitkickers-Act1.pdf

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 03:27:44 2021 No.18716727 >>18716722 Most people don't accept failure as their doing, thus do not learn from it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 03:31:38 2021 No.18716742 >>18714912 Just don't worry about it mate and pull the autism card if things ever get bad, I've done massively socially retarded things that would normally destroy relationships but people have been pretty forgiving when they learn I'm autistic.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 03:40:23 2021 No.18716770 >>18716727 But it sounds like a great genre of tutorial, imagine a book on topics like business or even scientific research, where it would say how a project failed and why.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 04:04:31 2021 No.18716846
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>>18714250
I wouldn't say were incapable, in my personal experience I simply saw basic social queues as something that was unnecessary. I can easily interact with a fellow autist in a telepathic like senses. But neurotypicals cloud all that up with unnecessary social queues, mirroring, eye contact, ect. I don't understand why they do it, perhaps it gives them a sense of security knowing the other person is "friendly/human like".
That being said, normie social queues and conversation stagey is actually really fucking basic and easy to imitate, once I learned how and what to do I have had no problem blending into the herd where needed.

>>18716770
I know there are already lots of youtube videoes on various major failures, why it happend/ect. Many videos of failure of also used in training. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AEtbFm_CjE0 stuff like this.
The idea of a book is interesting, but it would have to be in a fairly narrow scope, perhaps viewing the lives of the greatest losers in history. Googling it I find there is actually a few books on the topic, pic related.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 04:12:00 2021 No.18716869

>>18716846
>it would have to be in a fairly narrow scope, perhaps viewing the lives of the greatest losers in history
I don't think it would.. imagine writing a book on how to find and lead a company.
Anyone interested in the topic has already read loads of books with rules and tips how to do it, but you could write one on how someone pretty much obeyed all these rules, but made some smallish mistakes which lead to the company going bankrupt. ...then you could try discuss and suggest what could have been done better.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 04:12:05 2021 No.18716871

>>18710940
Even a professional fighter would walk away in that situation and call the cops. That guy didn’t prove he’s the bigger tougher man, he proved he has less to lose. Whatever people he attracts to him with that retarded macho bullshit will pay the consequences for the shit life he’s living. Do not let the contagions of his mind effect yours. You should lift, boxing is fucking great, but you’re aim should be to never get into an uncontrolled fight. My rule after all my years of wrestling is that I will only ever get into to a fight with someone with the intention to kill them. It’s a heavy thing and not to be taken lightly. If ever someone pushes me that far I will use everything in my power to end their life, because the risk is that they will think to do the same. Those cheeky street fights you watch on YouTube end in accidental deaths and permanent life altering injuries due to heads and bones impacting against concrete. Exalt your pride because you proved to be above the savage base tendencies of man and maintained your dignity and future. It’s good to value yourself and idiotic to through it away over some looser drunk.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 04:13:05 2021 No.18716875 >>18716869 >find and lead *found and less I mean

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 04:14:10 2021 No.18716878 >>18716875 heh, found and lead. the keyboard is punishing me for phoneposting

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 04:19:58 2021 No.18716893 >>18716567 that was awesome thanks for posting it

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 04:24:21 2021 No.18716902

>>18708629
>beautiful things like mathematics
genuine question: can you describe the beauty of mathematics? i'll admit it's a subject that i tend to leave at an arm's length due to my inability to understand even the most basic of basic principles of higher mathematics. but to someone claim something like that is interesting.

if you're still here and care enough to share your thoughts, anon, i'm all ears.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 04:26:21 2021 No.18716906

>>18716869
Managing a company is a narrow scope.
https://www.goodreads.com/shelf/show/corporate-failures

>but made some smallish mistakes which lead to the company going bankrup
Generally failure doesn't occur unless a large amount of small mistakes are made in succession, an incredibly ill timed small mistake or a very large one is made. Though it would actually be interesting to see the cases where failure was actually caused by one small mistake, however it would be quite the undertaking to research and find examples.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 04:42:55 2021 No.18716938

I'm just not seeing it anymore. The more I think about it, the more it just makes sense. What has my life been, but just negative experiences not just for myself, for others as well? I try to be optimistic about it, that I can change, I can be a net positive influence, that it's all somehow worth it.

But historically speaking that has never been the case. Perhaps I am just, at my core, incompatible with other people, with this kind of society we live in, and with myself ultimately. Do I not then have a responsibility to do the deed given that I may pose a threat to myself and others?

I don't know anymore. All I do is work, eat, sleep, consoom media, and repeat. I am a rat running on a wheel, and I see my reflection on the glass container that is my life. What if I just stop running, and just not be in this cage at all?

And yet as cowardly I am, I can't help but keep running. I am so frustrated with myself. Even the idea is just another disappointment.

I am just tired. So tried. Even after sleeping, I wake up tired.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 04:52:53 2021 No.18716960

Has intellectual discussion become more disorganized in the last 30 years? If so, why?

Some contrast that I for example notice is that there seem to be less figureheads in current movements. Take something like blm. What do they stand for, apart from their superficial claim of fighting black inequality? Where can you find or read their framework of ideas about this inequality? Compare that to even something like the feminist movement during the 90s, where you had multiple movements with different ideas spearheaded by different woman.

Inb4 yes, the kikes did this

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 05:04:32 2021 No.18716988 File: 31 KB, 835x773, 1626951048315.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18708022 Should I watch Seinfeld?

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 05:06:32 2021 No.18716995

>>18713757
It's not because I'm scared, I just feel attracted by this look of evil wickedness. I don't even want to have nasty things done to me, I like the act and look. It doesn't make sense especially compared with my morals and the kind of woman I find ideal (motherly and kind). There's some real dissonance between my conscious and subconscious here, eros and thanatos vibes, it's kind of fascinating desu

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 05:07:42 2021 No.18717000 >>18716938 THE STORY OF MY LIIIIIIFE >>18716960 Just 24/7 by Crary.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 05:12:34 2021 No.18717015
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I've been feeling a really bad case of laziness and wanderlust recently. I moved to Japan right before the pandemic got really bad and was working a pretty shitty ALT job, but what got me through was the thought that everyone kinda knew the company was shit and that the Kung Flu was making it hard to socialize. Fast forward to now, and I have what is basically my ideal teaching job, and while shit's been slow to open up again, things are at least open.

The thing is, whenever I go out to a bar or some language meetup something about it feels super forced, but I know I won't meet any new people or form meaningful connections just sitting around my apartment jacking off. Prior to this I've never had a job where I've felt comfortable with the idea of sticking around for more than a year, but now I feel this weird sense of anxiety whenever I think about staying at this job for even three years (I've told the school I'd like to stay for at least that long to see my first year students graduate) I don't know if this is how the token millennial fear of commitment manifests in me, but I kinda wanna go back to being a wandering poorfag, even though I know I can't do that forever.

The one out that I see is actually becoming a published author, but that would require me to actually finish writing any of the ideas I have, which leads me to procrastinating super hard and spending my evenings and weekends watching stupid shit on YouTube. I thought I just needed a vacation, but I just had a four day weekend were I basically did nothing productive.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 05:13:43 2021 No.18717021

>>18716960
The internet allows it and they're far stronger than figurehead movements because when someone molests children or burns down a city you can claim "hey this is not a centralised movement nobody answers to anyone :^)" and at the same time give them full support with hundreds of thousands of upboats and RTs

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 06:06:01 2021 No.18717162

>>18716725
What is it trying to convey? It seems to me like you thought of a storyline because you wanted to write a book, not the other way around. Also, there are several references to internet culture, is it an intentional way to build a writing style? Might creep someone out.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 06:11:55 2021 No.18717178 >>18716435 Dogmatic commitment to materialism and empiricism is intellectual laziness.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 06:35:36 2021 No.18717238

Somehow everything seems to be kind of coming together for me. I'm talking to a girl who I am fucking crazy about, and who's crazy about me. My internet friends, from whom I've slowly drifted apart over the years, have reached out and want to meet up and hang out. Crazily enough, I actually agreed. I feel like I could really come into my own soon as a genuine late bloomer. Very fucking late, to be honest, but to be fair to myself I've had a pretty fucking rough time over the past decade or so, which can safely be categorized as "lost." I really have to let myself grow into all of this, but I can see a plausible and realistic path forward to a life I could be genuinely happy and contented with. It's really scary, but really exciting, and I think I'm genuinely excited for the future for the first time in a really long time.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 06:40:08 2021 No.18717251 >>18717238 As someone who's still completely lost and bitter about everything, I'm genuinely happy that you broke out and I hope everything goes for the best.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 06:47:26 2021 No.18717270

>>18710315
There are so many Asian guys on 4chan. Do you waste your time reading pretentious books as well, or do your racial inferiority complexes drive you to do useful things? Mine doesn't, sadly
Also, at least you have friends.. It's funny what people take for granted :'(

Daochad Sun Jul 25 06:51:51 2021 No.18717283

>>18710940
Hey, you could have been a retard and gotten yourself killed over nothing. You have to pick and choose your battles anon, I know how you feel, you get that rush of adrenaline and you feel like absolute shit physically afterwards because you kind of "wasted it" but it passes.

I once picked a fight with two people, I was clearly bigger than them and hell, maybe even more "muscular" but it didn't matter. The other bastard snuck up behind me before I had time to react and sucker punched me in the back of the head.

Got a black eye and a broken nose out of the whole deal. Honesty I think you did the right thing.

They probably would have willingly killed you at the very least beaten you within an inch of your life.

Fuckers NEVER fight fair. If there's a group they WILL gang up on you. Simple as that.

Don't beat yourself up over it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 07:07:40 2021 No.18717323 >>18717238 Happy that you finally got what everyone tells you to get. I am sceptical, but if it works out good for you anon.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 07:16:53 2021 No.18717346 The system is losing control over the narrative like never before.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 07:21:38 2021 No.18717356 >>18717283 Well at least you learned your lesson lol. Brains over brawn

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 07:54:05 2021 No.18717452 >>18708022 >tfw no robed zombie sisters teaming up to give head this is terrible

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:03:44 2021 No.18717483 >>18717238 I too am happy for you anon. Hope we all make it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:07:36 2021 No.18717495 File: 25 KB, 509x452, 00299.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] is it true?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:14:44 2021 No.18717525 >>18717495 well, speaking for myself personally, I don't see the point of discussing that it'd be like saying in a world where people aren't greedy, communism would work does communism work? no would communism work if people aren't greedy? no idea

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:16:12 2021 No.18717529 >>18717525 Greed can be educated out (with beatings if necessary)

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:16:35 2021 No.18717532 [DELETED]

>>18717495
the only chick i had who talked about this and believed it irl had been raped by her mom's boyfriend for like five years as a teenager until she got knocked up and protective services removed her from the home. i think that might have influenced her thinking.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:17:03 2021 No.18717534 >>18717529 that just puts the power in the educators hands greed persists, power shifts, communism never works in reality

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:19:05 2021 No.18717539 >>18717532 >raped for five years lol, sure >>18717534 >noooooo you can’t beat and brainwash children it’s wrooooooooooong! not really an argument, libcuck

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:23:27 2021 No.18717549 >>18717539 >bourgeois "communist" doesn't realize how depraved the proletariat can be standard.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:25:59 2021 No.18717553 i am the smartest living man

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:26:03 2021 No.18717554 >>18717525 so... you would rape a girl if you could get away with it?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:28:30 2021 No.18717560 >>18717549 That’s “lumpenproletariat” actually, lol.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:30:48 2021 No.18717564 >>18717554 I don't think I would, but the point is I cannot craft a situation in reality where I can "get away with it", so it's the kind of accusation you can't defend against

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:36:10 2021 No.18717573 >>18717525 people aren't greedy

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:36:41 2021 No.18717575 What's up with Deleuze and trannies?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:37:05 2021 No.18717577 >>18717573 the current state of the US is why communism will never work

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:39:01 2021 No.18717583 >>18717577 USA is an obstacle to global communism yes And that obstacle will need to be removed at some point

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:41:53 2021 No.18717594 >>18717495 Nah, I don't like girls I'd rather have nothing to do with them, I want to kill myself every time my lizard brain tries to nudge me towards interacting with them.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:43:02 2021 No.18717596 Wretches, utter wretches, keep your hands off beans!

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:46:58 2021 No.18717606 >>18717594 same, I wish I wasn't bi too, you can actually feel it when their chemicals starts fucking with your brain

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:47:50 2021 No.18717609 >>18717606 You aren't bi

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 08:48:18 2021 No.18717610 >>18717609 if you say so

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 09:00:05 2021 No.18717651 File: 37 KB, 400x400, valerijj-kuras-skazka.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Russian chanson is my favourite music genre.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 10:15:26 2021 No.18717847 >>18714801 Congrats on giving up without even trying you waste of oxygen.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 10:18:07 2021 No.18717859 >>18714979 Suicidal faggots arent gonna give a shit trying anything because they’ve given up on everything, thats why they wanna die

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 10:41:07 2021 No.18717935 >>18717495 crystal safe is for trannies larping as women

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 10:42:05 2021 No.18717940 >>18717651 How old are you?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 10:46:54 2021 No.18717961 lol y'all freaks if you think I'm not going to remember shit you're doing now when later you're like no I stand up for shit and oh yeah people should trust me. I wouldn't trust you with monopoly money or a mannequin my dudes.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 10:52:03 2021 No.18717983
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What's a good service for blogging? I don't need anything super fancy; I just have some ideas I want to write down and have out there. I know a little HTML but I'd prefer a service that is just allows me to drag and and drop elements on the page. Also if there's a service that won't kick me off for having "right of center" political leanings that would be preferable.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 10:57:56 2021 No.18718006 >>18717983 either DIY it (just buy a host and domain name from namecheap.com and use an html template) or use neocity.org and have backups if you really are lazy but have money, squarespace, but definitely have backups

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 10:58:54 2021 No.18718007 >>18717983 >What's a good service for blogging? it literally doesn't make a difference if your personal blog is online or not so just keep an html page on your computer

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:07:16 2021 No.18718034 >>18718006 I was able to snap a domain for way cheaper than I thought it would be. Thanks bro.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:07:45 2021 No.18718037

I spend so much time thinking about how to get out, how to escape. I look up YouTube videos and I find influencers living their “off-grid” lives. These people are LARPers or models. I realize it’s more of the same, maybe worse. I get depressed. There is no escape. Where to go?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:08:33 2021 No.18718045 >>18718034 snag*

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:09:48 2021 No.18718050 >>18718034 any time senpai. happy writing

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:10:41 2021 No.18718054 >>18718037 it's extremely easy to escape people just don't really want to, because it means giving up every single modern amenity walk into a rural woods in a third world country and you've escaped, congratulation

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:26:36 2021 No.18718125 >>18718054 I live in the mountains in the United States. At least here, escape seems nigh impossible. I think people don’t really understand what it is or what they’re looking for, and their idea or “off-grid” to me isn’t escape.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:26:42 2021 No.18718127 >>18709322 Good god she's cute.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:27:55 2021 No.18718135

I read a review of Blood Meridian, which talked about it as a commentary of modern ways of life encroaching on more traditional ones. It claimed this theme can be found throughout his books. I’m interested in this idea but outside of American and English literature.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:33:11 2021 No.18718164 >>18718037 What do you mean by escape, exactly? If I had the money to buy a bunch of land and start a small farm I totally would. I don't care about being "off-grid" I just wanna raise pigs

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:34:57 2021 No.18718171

>>18718037
Not to be that kind of guy but trying to embrace a very private sphere of religion is almost helping me
I don't know if this is a temporary high that will fizzle out, if I will go insane or if I'll manage to get some peace out of it but so far I am picturing myself on a desert island (because church as an institution is dead and the community of believers is a joke, and online there's nothing but reactionaries) and I'm trying to say well, I can't trust my fellow man, I'll just trust God. But that last part has zero true conviction in it, I feel like when you play an ouija board with other kids and you know none of it is real but you LARP that there was totally something there, except you're doing it alone.
Between this and wearing a bandana one day because I was sweating over my books I'm pretty sure I'm living a failed idiot man's version of the last period of DFW's life before he became an hero, this desperate attempt to find religion in a post-modern world because there's literally nothing else worth believing it is pretty much it
shit's killing me
God bless you or something

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:40:24 2021 No.18718200 >>18709322 Sloe-eyed girls are the best.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:48:22 2021 No.18718245

>>18718171
I’ve experienced something like that for myself and I think it’s totally valid. Personally, I’ve not been able to maintain my commitment or belief. It’s like I default to a mode of atheism, especially living in this thing that I’m trying to escape. But I firmly believe that some sort of theological or mythological worldview is not only necessary but like a life line for the conditions we’re talking about here. I hope you can maintain or move into that better.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:49:41 2021 No.18718248 I relate too strongly to songs by the smiths, I wish I wasn't gay

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:51:36 2021 No.18718257

>>18718164
>What do you mean by escape, exactly?
I’m not even sure to be honest with you. It’s not something as simple as purchasing an off grid cabin somewhere rural. I’ve lived that way and it’s not exactly what I’m craving. It’s not really an escape from this thing. It’s like there’s this fabric that’s interlaced throughout the world that I just desperately want to get away from but you can’t. You can like drop out on your own and go live like a hermit, but only with those modern conveniences of diesel generators, a rifle, a truck, that sort of thing. It’s not even natural or traditional for people to live like that. People have never lived like that. And it’s all superficial. You know? Just living a simple, isolated life isn’t really what I want. A lonely life on the homestead is better than the cube but it’s still pretty much unimportant to me. It’s not really what I want.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 11:58:44 2021 No.18718303 How do I cope with the realization that I'm a mediocrity among people of my age? I know that to compare oneself with others is equivalent to insulting oneself but yeah I want to insult myself.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 12:17:01 2021 No.18718379 GOD FUCK I'M SO FUCKING HUNGRY BUT I'M FASTING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 12:33:29 2021 No.18718454 >>18717940 24, why? And you?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 12:36:01 2021 No.18718467 >>18718379 It gets much easier after a couple of days or after a week of lighter fasts. Why are you fasting?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 12:43:54 2021 No.18718501 >>18718467 because I'm fat

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 12:53:29 2021 No.18718541

>>18718245
The truth is that when your ability to believe is burned away by rational thinking getting hammered into you over and over in school it's impossible to get it back. There's a degree of innocence in faith so when it's gone it's gone for good.
The fact that the Scriptures are largely incomprehensible doesn't help. There's a good reason why Westerners like Buddhism, it's laid out in a much more logically coherent way and it's attractive because you can just remove karma and everything else and it still sort of makes sense. Abrahamic religions not so much, you really need faith right from the foundation and it's hard.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 13:00:33 2021 No.18718583 >>18708022 I should really write a book about my life even if no one reads it

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 13:10:50 2021 No.18718628

When I was young I used to be a little paranoic about my stuff. I never told anything to anyone, I like my privacy and rarely tell my parents about my life, but I don't do drugs nor anything bad, I just disliked saying "Hey I'm dating a girl" or that shit. Anyways, I had a fear that everything could be false, like everyone could be faking to make conversation to me, that responses where programmed, that no one outside me could have like real consciousness, and that fear wasn't because I felt smarter, but because I realize that if someone is actually conscious I could never know. The real fear wasn't that it was the case, but that whoever pulled the strings one day disconected the machine and I awake in a Matrix-like fashion, and I just cry because my life was worse than nothing, it was a joke, something to laught to. After a long time of meeting a girl, who at that time I was dating, I told her this; she said nothing and just listened to it.

After some years, I lost that fear as I focused on my studies -to be fair I lost track of a lost of stuff of my personal life- but that girl one night, us alone on a dock, she said: "Do you remember, anon, when you used to tell me that you feared your life was a joke?", I replied, yes why, and she just stood there silently with a smile. I know she wasn't trying to be scary but it felt quite creepy.

There is also another story where I hanged out with a male friend who was very quiet, and he asked me if there was a man in a coat at the corner of the street. I said no, and we got away silently. At the other road he told me he was actually schizofrenic and that he didn't like to be alone because he pictured weird false shadows on the streets. Another girlfriend of mine also told me she heared cryings at night -she lives in the countryside, she has no neighbors close- and that sometimes it stoped and she realized she had been hearing that for hours, and that she used to see silhouettes at her house's gate.

People often think that guys that believe in some ways that the world they live in surrounds them like to think that way, that it is comfortable, but I can asure you is not. Thought there probably are worse scizos than me in 4chan, that can tell better.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 13:13:30 2021 No.18718642 >>18718501 Ok, then yeah, it's normal for it to feel hard right now. Luckily, you'll be motivated by the quick weight loss that will follow the fasting period. Just watch out for "reward eating", don't do it for longer than a day.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 13:17:03 2021 No.18718668

>>18718628
I knew a guy who communicated with his alien buddies and was really happy. He said they would tell him nice things and they listened to music together. He's mentally incompetent because he'd get into a conversation or song and wander off, forgetting he'd turned on a tap or had something cooking, but he's also one of the happiest people I met.

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 13:20:51 2021 No.18718689

>>18714771
>Nobody could even eat a day’s worth of food in a single meal. Don’t be a retard
Objectively false.
https://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2014/12/22/upshot/what-2000-calories-looks-like.html
You're lying to yourself, fatty. You're not immune from the laws of thermodynamics; you are eating yourself fat like every other fatty.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 13:25:04 2021 No.18718710 >>18714771 >If fat loss means I have to treat my diet like a math problem until I die This is your brain on lard, holy pepperoni

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 14:23:04 2021 No.18719058 Do female humans go into heat?

Anonymous Sun Jul 25 14:30:40 2021 No.18719116

>>18719058
Yeah. Men rate women who are ovulating as having sexier voices and smelling better and having better personality/looks. It doesn't work with women on hormonal birth control. Lap dancers who are not on hormonal birth control make way more money than those that are.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 14:48:46 2021 No.18719192 >>18716725 I saw that some anons tried to give you honest criticism in a previous thread and you dismissed all of it and talked shit, so I don't think I'm gonna bother m8

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 15:44:49 2021 No.18719532 >>18718054 thats like telling someone in solitary confinement to just stuff themselves down their toilet

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 15:47:22 2021 No.18719550 >>18719532 no it's not one is impossible, the other is not only possible but extremely easy

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 15:48:28 2021 No.18719557 Riding the bus going back home after work, wanting to fucking vomit.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jul 25 15:49:03 2021 No.18719564 new thread, he didn't link >>18719088

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