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[Anonymous No.18929475]

[Anonymous No.18929483]

I don't think I will ever be satisfied with what I have in life. I always feel like there is something more to be had.

[Anonymous No.18929500]

I wish I was like everybody else. I wish that I enjoyed the things everybody else enjoyed, and I wish I still enjoyed the things that used to make me happy. I missed out on my chance to be a teenager (go to parties, drink and do drugs, go to prom, etc.) and now I'm behind everybody else. I daydream about meeting someone who will go with me to live in Nashville and just enjoy the city and surrounding mountains. I'm supposed to derive my happiness from superiority to others (that's what I have been taught to strive for—superiority) but I just want to be happy with a small group of friends and one person whom I can confide in and spend the rest of my life with. I want to be happy in my own way, but it doesn't seem possible. I think I may have an anxiety disorder, bipolar disorder, or even schizophrenia, but I'm afraid to see a psychiatrist because seeing someone would require me to give up my ideal world fantasy of Nashville and confront the fact that I am far to flawed and that I don't merit happiness.

[Anonymous No.18929532]

I've been thinking about picking up boxing or other martial art. The thing is me being almost 30 and out of shape.

[Anonymous No.18929548]

>>18929532
just do it now before you're even more old and fucked up

[Anonymous No.18929559]

I want to write a book not because I have something to say but because I fear being forgotten

[Anonymous No.18929562]

It's Friday bitches. What are your plans for this weekend?

[Anonymous No.18929569]

>>18929562
Work, 8:30 AM to 6:30 PM.

[Anonymous No.18929591]

>>18929562
RnR.

[Anonymous No.18929608]

I have fallen in love with a girl over instagram. I'm now way behind on my uni work because she's the only thing I can think about. We sort of have mutual friends (though I haven't talked to them in like a year) and would probably have known each other had I not dropped out of school in my final year. She studies in a city that is about a 30 minute plane ride from where I am. I feel like such a creepy loser. What have I become? I can't believe I am lusting after a girl on instagram that I don't even know. I can't decide whether I should message her and brace for rejection or just wait for my feelings to subside. I really need to get out of this rut.

[Anonymous No.18929630]

>>18929532
I did muay thai for over a year. You'll be fine. Plenty of people just like you (even older and overweight) who go. Really the biggest concern should be your wallet since shit can get expensive. Otherwise it's a fantastic workout, it's fun, and you learn how to actually effectively defend yourself. If you go and just try your best every session you'll see results over time. Just go.

[Anonymous No.18929644]

>>18929630
Is training in thailand an overrated larp? Have you considered it?

[Anonymous No.18929657]

I share my birthday with Hegel today

[Anonymous No.18929659]

>>18929644
I've never trained in Thailand. At my gym everyone was just local people, only the owner headmaster guy did that every year so that he could train with the best and relay what he learned back to us. I would consider it though if I had the money and was in my best shape, could be a fun time.

[Anonymous No.18929669]

I really don't know if I should fly to Kyiv for 4 days or not.

I need to study for an exam, and my friend in the city just has 1.5 days time for me.

So it's a dumb idea. And I feel that I won't have much fun.

But I want to live in this ideal phantasy world where I go there, have fun, pass the exam no problem. You get me bros.

[Anonymous No.18929685]

>>18929657
Wow, happy birthday lil Hegel

[Anonymous No.18929704]

>>18929644
do they have secret techniques in thailand?

[Anonymous No.18929710]

My family gives burdensome gifts and I hate them for it

[Anonymous No.18929722]

>>18929669
Go to hookers for the rest of the days or don't bother

[Anonymous No.18929820]

How does one even begin to spread a new idea? Like bringing about the rapture

It’s just media and consumption now without philosophy or deep thought

Is philosophy at its endgame?

[Anonymous No.18929870]

>>18929820
No philosophy will see a revival in the bed
next decades, the dark ages are coming to an end. Unfortunately it will still be bad philosophy but at least there will be something.

[Anonymous No.18929890]

I've literally had someone use 'freethinker' as an insult against me before.

[Anonymous No.18930020]

I’ve been forcing myself into as many social situations as I possibly can as flood therapy for my social anxiety, which pandemic times have greatly worsened, but it’s not getting any better. After a couple of beers I loosen up and can engage properly in a conversation, but up until that point I’m in fight or flight mode. I don’t want alcohol to be a permanent crutch.

I believe this social fear is caused in large part by growing status anxiety. Most of my friends are more intelligent than I am, had a more privileged upbringing, have been socialised better, and are more successful by societal standards. When we were all 18 it didn’t matter so much, but half a decade later I really feel like a loser, and I’m paranoid my friends see me that way too and are too kind to express it. Once I was secure in the knowledge that the respect I felt for my friends was reciprocated, not anymore.

I don’t want to change my milieu, because I love these people. All I want is to mean more to them. I fear that I don’t have the capacity to achieve this.

[Anonymous No.18930051]

>>18929569
Work on Saturday?

[Anonymous No.18930088]

>>18929890
It was probably used ironically

[Anonymous No.18930093]

I'm having dried figs with cheese and coffee for dinner and I feel like a king

[Anonymous No.18930138]

Lads Im so stupid.

[Anonymous No.18930191]

>>18930020
It seems like anxiety seems out of worthlessness. If these people interact with you, they already accept you and not one part of your life.

[Anonymous No.18930202]

>>18929475
>how do we make them train even harder? we have no idea mr. Toriyama, we have used weights, then more weights
>they go on a room or planet where the gravity is higher, you don't have to draw gravity, saves lots of work
>sensei *kowtows in tears of joy* you are a genius this is even more brilliant than the time where you decided they could fly so you wouldn't have to draw airplanes
>haha thanks now GET BACK TO WORK *whip*

[Anonymous No.18930203]

my semester starts monday, I've had a long summer. for a long time now all I've tried to do is not have any hatred flare up. I feel like if I do anything it's gonna come back, so I do nothing, I lay in bed all day. it's quiet here. I was gonna take a walk but it will flare up, I can't stand it. there's been a lot of fucked up shit in my family and I'm only recently actually processing my feelings about that, but this anger is self-enforcing, once you get into that frame of mind it tends to roll on and I feel like it isn't, it doesn't do anything. I'm sure I have to feel what I have to feel but I feel like if this rolls on freely I feel a lot more than what I have to, so I try to keep it quiet. I don't want to do anything, I just want quiet. Thank God I can afford it.

[Anonymous No.18930319]

I HATE THE ANTICHRIST
I HATE THE ANTICHRIST

[Anonymous No.18930368]

I've been playing Divinity: Original sin 2 for the past 25 or so days. This game made me realise, for every form of entertainment, pacing is a very important factor for enjoyment. Gamers tend to have the notion that longer games = more value with time and money but I disagree with the sentiment. Just because it's long doesn't mean it'll be fun, just because it is short doesn't mean it won't be and vice versa.
Either way, getting past the halfway point in the game took me almost 70 hours running around and figuring things out. The fact that as a new player it's almost mandatory to do 90% of the quests given so that you don't get butt fucked by your next encounter really wears thin. Anyway, I'm almost done with the three quater of the game and I'm wondering if I should bum rush through it now or just take a break for tomorrow.

[Anonymous No.18930456]

Should I give up on drawing comics?

[Anonymous No.18930470]

>>18930456
why do you draw comics?

[Anonymous No.18930474]

how can pi be a constant if its value is not fixed?

[Anonymous No.18930483]

>>18930470
Short answer: because I spend so much time reading comics, especially manga and I like to draw stories.

I just feel sometimes like I’m wasting my time and should pivot fully to writing.

[Anonymous No.18930491]

Is there a word or succinct description that adequately describes the phenomenon of people perpetually trapped in the rhetoric and subject matter of Gamer Gate and adjacent issues?

And I mean both sides. Sometimes I will stumble across fiery exchanges between Generic Anime Trannies and people with names like Gamer Dad For Real Equality rehashing the same old arguments about jiggle physics in video games or whatever and I feel like I am staring in to a very specific layer of hell that Dante left out of the Inferno, one where people are forced to relive the same arguments they had in life forever.

[Anonymous No.18930501]

>>18930483
I think if you like doing it and you have the time and the aim is not to get rich then stick with what you enjoy more and don't push yourself. if the aim is to get rich I know nothing about the business side of any of this.

[Anonymous No.18930523]

>>18930483
>manga
it doesn't matter what you do if you are a brainlet

[Anonymous No.18930540]

>>18930501
I just like making stories and I’m torn between the world of drawn stories and the world of written stories. That’s all.

[Anonymous No.18930542]

>>18930540
maybe you can be like tove jansson or tolkien (I think) and write but add drawings here and there in the text

[Anonymous No.18930547]

>>18930540
Give us a sample of your drawing or comic.

[Anonymous No.18930555]

>>18930542
I know Tolstoy used to illustrate his writings but to be honest, I’d like to just focus on one or the other and totally commit.

[Anonymous No.18930572]

I'm so hypersensitive to everything it's exhausting. I feel like I've swallowed a lit match and set myself on fire from the inside out.

[Anonymous No.18930573]

Currently working on a poetic narrative about Germans and Germany who serve as an allegory for the Spirit-Mind of Europe. I believe Germans have an unconscious gnostic and poetic element which is informed by the uniqueness of the German identity compared to the rest of the European nations, and Germany, being the First and Greatest (Hegelian) nation, actually did not lose WWII, but facilitated the spiritual annexation of Heavenly realms by real and acual "Aryan Spirits", who are nothing less than the actual Germans from 1880-1945 who left the Earthly Germany being conscripted into a war against the legions of Seraphim, the psychopomps beneath them, and the demiurgic Father above them.

[Anonymous No.18930584]

>>18930573
Through the historic nation of Germany's development of transcendental intellect and rigorous rationalism, Germany has produced Mystics who are masters of the technical sciences, and technical scientists who are aware of the Spiritual dangers.

[Anonymous No.18930615]

>>18930088
It was said by a boomer psychiatrist in a serious setting though

[Anonymous No.18930623]

I think if I understand him correctly, he’s suggesting that aesthetics are t supplanted by the ethical, the logical, or the truthful and, in fact, aesthetics are the only thing. So the implication then is that we can live for aesthetics but what does that even look like? How would an ugly person live for aesthetics?

[Anonymous No.18930625]

>>18930491
It is simply the internet. The entire purpose of the internet now is an expression of consumer ideology as managed by the powers that be. It'd accurate to call them bots, that the internet is full of bots, even if they are or used to be human. There is no value left in this place.

[Anonymous No.18930644]

>>18930491
polarization

[Anonymous No.18930646]

>>18930573
I bet you're some kind of anglo

[Anonymous No.18930655]

no shit, asking a non-anglo to be legitimately concerned with the historic and poetic identity of diverse people's is literally impossible.

We are better than you.

[Anonymous No.18930659]

>>18929475
Why are lit fags so insufferable? I can't find anywhere to talk about lit that isn't full of smug autists or holier-than-thou eggshell-hoppers. You can't even discuss literature on half the discords because they perceive any form of debate or difference to be an argument, and they would rather have no discussion than risk a discussion get heated.

Literature is the loneliest fucking hobby in the world.

[Anonymous No.18930669]

>>18930646
Exactly, but asking a non-anglo to be legitimately concerned with the poetic and narrative dimension of a nation's history which isn't your own is fucking futile.

we are just better than the rest and they have to pretend its our cope, I'm writing a poem about Russia next

[Anonymous No.18930684]

>>18930659
Well, for most people here one thing always needs to be either better or worse than another one. The solution to this is called tolerance but that's kinda gay tbqh

[Anonymous No.18930689]

>>18930659
I think you need to go IRL for that. Discord is the seething underbelly of the whole internet bloodsport/debate club antics that is giving rise to this new generation of pundits, I honestly couldn't think of a worse place to go for nuanced discussion when Discords are mostly treated as places for workshopping new ways to parry and thrust with perceived opponents.

[Anonymous No.18930700]

>>18930669
Based

[Anonymous No.18930704]

>>18930669
Based and History-As-The-Final-Frontier-Of-Colonization-pilled

[Anonymous No.18930721]

>>18930684
>>18930689
People get funny with you irl if your opinion doesn't toe the line. They get iffy with you if you dislike a 'seminal author', or if your views aren't morally binary with the 'right opinions'.

[Anonymous No.18930730]

You’re really lucky if you actually have family that gives a fuck and at least tries to understand you. So many families are so shitty and theres no role models or people to confide in for my generation, I cant imagine being black here in the US where the crabs in the bucket mentality is even worse, but being hispanic isnt much better

[Anonymous No.18930744]

>>18930721
Become more articulate and less directly confrontational with these people. Refrain from brute assertion, make them feel like you are letting them in on a secret for their consideration. Don't try to win people over but to express your point clearly and concisely. That is about all you can hope for in a disagreement.

[Anonymous No.18930758]

>>18930721
You can't have your cake and eat it, too. Either you spend your time arguing with unintelligent strangers online over personal preferences, or you have to walk the line of social acceptance in the IRL Clown World. It's a shitty choice. But those are your options, and that's not going to get better anytime soon. In fact, it'll get worse.

[Anonymous No.18930785]

All my political opinions are a larp. In reality i never cared about politics but it's a popular subject now and I exploit it to impress people.

[Anonymous No.18930795]

>>18930744
>Become more articulate and less directly confrontational with these people.
They will literally hate you for 'wrong-think'. It doesn't matter how good your wordage is, how eloquently you might argue, they will feel threatened by an opinion that isn't mainstream and is outside of their realm of perception.

>>18930758
My problem is that /lit/ fags are constantly safe space pussies. You have the authoritarian kind that devise their own safe spaces (i.e., discords) or those that will disengage because you have challenged them in some way, and become internally devised rather than willing to converse.

Literature, on the whole, is book club for faggots. It's a shame that the most effective continuum of human experience - writing - is stifled by the idiots that invest time into it being socially stunted retards.

[Anonymous No.18930801]

>>18930785
all my political opinions come from semi-articulated rage

[Anonymous No.18930807]

>>18930744
actually great advice and it legitimately works. I am incredibly controversial when honest but when others feel I am initiating them into a curiosity and an exploration of something hard for the average to ever consider then they cant tell I'm really just trying them to be more deferent to my culture and race (Southern White Anglo)

[Anonymous No.18930818]

>>18930785
I care about politics to a degree where it's basically the only thing on my mind at any given point in time. But I'm so confused that I can't pick a political position anymore. I envy you, anon.

[Anonymous No.18930836]

>>18930785
I feel like Biden's "We will not forgive, we will not forget" was the part in the movie where people find out the president has the zombie virus too, unsurprisingly. It fits why I voted for him though, because, he is a self-evident example of what is so deeply wrong with America, and I'd rather have four years of us dwelling on that rather than continuing to crash cars into each other in Trump's pretend-land acting like we're still this big cartoony wonderland full of grit and hard workin'.

It's a reminder that all this virtue pageantry that occurs domestically is at the expense of a very capricious empire that relies on intimidation and bullying, flaunting its wealth with complete disregard. Even Bush held onto the veneer of America as this heroic, noble nation of goodness and freedom. I think, even with the greed involved, there was a part of the Republican caucus back in the 2000s who thought they were saddling up to go hunt down a true "bad guy" and liberate an oppressed people. Maybe we did make things better, maybe we softened the Taliban's radicalization, but no matter what, it is entirely fitting that we leave in shameful defeat, because what happened there was a failure not just operationally, but morally.

[Anonymous No.18930839]

people say that confidence comes from within and it is really true. maybe more accurate to say confidence comes from completion. but in the end it doesn't matter what you complete, as long as you do something. what you wear, how you portray yourself, how many people like you, etc. is all limited. you can have "everything" and still want to kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.18930846]

I'm 30. I never had a partner in my life. I was scared, always scared what people thought of me, to be branded a retard. I hate when they say "you will find somone one day". Are you mocking me? Is this a joke? I am fucking cursed, can't you see!? Fuck it's not gonna be better, my brain won't shut up, it won't get better.

[Anonymous No.18930856]

>>18930785
I hate politics but politics is what you do when you’re on the verge of fighting. In that sense, politics is just something that happens when it needs to happen. The fact that everything is political all the time is a sign that everyone’s constantly on the verge of fighting over everything. The principle to follow then is total apoliteia until absolutely necessary, especially as an artist or an author. Politics is poisonous interruption for the artist and the author.

[Anonymous No.18930864]

>>18930856
But artists and authors could write with a fighting spirit or about fighting so why should they stay out?

[Anonymous No.18930882]

>>18930839
I think real confidence is about feeling loved. if you feel loved you can do anything.

[Anonymous No.18930898]

>>18930864
That’s not the same as politics.

[Anonymous No.18930913]

>>18930882
I think confidence is a kind of security. You feel secure that you can do X or Y, and even if you fail you feel secure enough that the failure will not impact you meaningfully.

[Anonymous No.18930926]

>>18930898
What's the difference?

[Anonymous No.18931004]

shouldn't 5% inflation mean literally everyone in the country just lost 1/20th of their purchasing power? like 1/20th of their wealth? isn't that a big deal?

[Anonymous No.18931027]

>>18931004
>1/20th of their wealth
well, no, since a lot of their wealth wouldn't be liquid

[Anonymous No.18931147]

>>18931004
Housing prices and stock indices are sky high so unless you literally just leave your "wealth" as dollars in a bank account, no you didn't lose 5% of your wealth. Did your wages just go down by 5% though? Yes, they did.

Why isn't a big deal? Because the president is a Democrat.

[Anonymous No.18931182]

>>18930926
Between fighting and politics? Didn’t I just explain it? Fighting is something that’s natural and arises organically across the earth. Politics is something someone humans do specifically to avoid fighting.

[Anonymous No.18931197]

>>18929483
Book of Disquiet

[Anonymous No.18931234]

Poetry is superior to prose. Theater is superior to prose. Are comics and manga superior to prose?

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.18931250]

I did it. I have not smoked weed since Sunday. It is time for me to smoke weed again. I just hope I can stop again once the weekend is over...

[Anonymous No.18931261]

>>18931250
Dude, you got this far. Just stop for good, Jesus Christ. You don't need that shit.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !faker/PodU No.18931281]

>>18929500
>I missed out on my chance to be a teenager (go to parties, drink and do drugs, go to prom, etc.) and now I'm behind everybody else.
I wonder if no one responded to this post because that's such a common sentiment on this site. It might also be due to the common social reaction of distancing oneself and one's mind from negativity in others.

>I'm supposed to derive my happiness from superiority to others (that's what I have been taught to strive for—superiority)
learn your own lessons, espouse the beliefs you have in the next damn sentence in your post.

>I'm afraid to see a psychiatrist
There're some CBT manuals, psychiatry guides, etc. posted on /lit/ from time to time, maybe reading them at your own leisure would help.

>>18929608
that happens to a lot of us, I think, just in a more transient way. i don't have the life experience to state this authoratatively, but maybe if you message her, get rejected, become despondent for a while, then recover and grow as a person, it'd be better than a perpetual state of anxiety and rut-ness. try to have family or friends around you during the despondency phase.

>>18931250
could you (or have you already) effortpost about your relationship with the Devil's Lettuce? your account makes it seem like it's addictive, which is contrary to what i hear sometimes.
t. never smoked

[Anonymous No.18931287]

I posted the start of a dragon ball fic in /dbs/ and I didn’t get a single reply

[Anonymous No.18931306]

>>18931234
>Are comics and manga superior to prose?

You would think, as they combine the word with image, but it seems to be a case of 1+1=0

[Anonymous No.18931333]

I don't know what it would mean to live for me. I don't think I'll ever mary and have kids, most likely I won't have sex again and that's not great but it's down to principles. So more than likely raising a family is not a reasonable goal. I don'tn really know what to do, or what for. I just want to sleep.

[Anonymous No.18931337]

>>18929475
I read a line in a novel lately about the coordination of time in Europe, so basically about how all European train stations at one time synchronised their clocks to make a 'universal' time standard.

What would've happened if time was never made into a verifiable, measurable entity? Back in the middle ages, sundials were the only way of knowing: we roughly had an idea of what hour of the day it was, as long as the sun was up. We probably relied on biochronometry mostly, our circadian rhythms. Time as a unit certainly wasn't available everywhere and anytime as it is now.

Through the ages, time has become more and more of an all-important factor. Everything that will ever happen from now on can be linked to a certain hour, minute, even second of the day. It's been really interesting to think about how life would be if we'd detach this numerical time from occurrences and experiences altogether, especially because it seems unthinkable in the current day and age.

As this post is proof, I really haven't fleshed out my thoughts about this yet, but I'm willing to think more about it, and possibly even write a story about a (fictional) village where one day, time *units* are introduced (or conversely, taken away).

[Anonymous No.18931348]

>>18931333
blackpilled trips of same

[Anonymous No.18931355]

>>18931337
Cool idea, I'm stealing it.

[Anonymous No.18931356]

>>18929475
Now I've achieved my goal, albeit a year or two late, of getting into medical school. I thought I would be happier but I'm glad there's something new for me to do and the prospects of helping people like my late dad emboldens me. Still, I feel like I can't form new relationships. I think I'm good with small talk but I just make a decision that they're the "other" and keep a distance from people. I love joking around and stuff with close family and friends but basically like a phantom to others. Also, I had a short relationship going on with a girl that I ended. I can't stop thinking about her and last night I dreamt of her weeping. Is it ok to start a relationship that is uncertain in is finality? Is that how all relationships are? I keep having too high of an expectation for myself and just leave relationships when I don't think I can make it a marriage eventually. Help.

[Anonymous No.18931358]

My "new friends" this semester at uni haven't said a word to me in days and I think this means I'm officially too boring to have friends in general.

[Anonymous No.18931373]

>>18931358
I had friends once...

[Anonymous No.18931391]

>>18931306
I am sore and tired and my shit mobile browser crashes so I'll be brief: the problem with comics is that they're redundant. A picture is worth a thousand words, but more than one picture suffers from diminishing returns. You don't want a picture for every scene, every dialogue, every object. Other than theory problems you also have the practical problem that good pictures take a long time to make, so if you're drawing a comic with hundreds of panels you will have to cut corners. This is how you get manga where there are a handful good panels in the chapter and the rest is talking heads with no background. The illustrated novel is far superior to a comic in every way, you truly get the best of both worlds and this is what people had the sense to do for the longest time. Prose is hands down the strongest medium, you are using the power of someone's imagination to conjure images. You have beautiful, high effort illustrations to help paint a picture of things that matter. That's it. Comics instead just end up half-assing both. You could think of them as small scale cinema but the truth is that they are nothing alike and comics fall short in the comparison.

[Anonymous No.18931399]

On one hand, I value you my free time too much to spend it on other people.
On the other hand, I've been cripplingly lonely for years.
wat do

[Anonymous No.18931400]

>>18931373
So did I. Now they've all gone away.

[Anonymous No.18931411]

>>18931399
Time management. Ever heard of it?

[Anonymous No.18931419]

>>18931400
Yeah... I ghosted most of mine, a few ghosted me. It's all so tiresome.

[Anonymous No.18931427]

>>18931411
No.

[Anonymous No.18931429]

>>18931411
I'm unwilling to spend even a portion of my free time on someone who isn't into some intellectual activity, and I don't know people like that anymore. Time management doesn't fix that.

[Anonymous No.18931468]

>>18931429
fellow chronic ghosting recluse here: we are probably different but it's definitely possible to find someone to talk to if you make a little effort. people won't fall in your lap like that

[Anonymous No.18931510]

>>18929475
Aren't people tired of talking to each other, getting involved in each other's drama, and more? Why not just chip everyone and add visible personal data to it? For example, IQ score, favorite artwork, passions and goals in life, and more. This way, people can scan each other and determine compatibility rather than wasting time talking about bullshit.
For example, let's say I scan a group of people. I find one person who shares a lot of interests and has a nice IQ score. If I had decided to talk to the people, I may have never found this person out! We could become friends then with chips in everyone.
What's wrong with chipping ourselves and finally evolving past retarded small talk?

[Anonymous No.18931521]

>>18931510
My worst ex gf was a 90% match on your chip
My best girl was like 30%

[Anonymous No.18931527]

>>18931521
That's not how life works, you dumb mutt.
If your ex gf was a 90% match, then it is most likely your fault it couldn't work out. The idea that "opposites attract" is some of the dumbest bullshit from America.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.18931533]

>>18931261
But I still like it :(
>>18931281
I will try to effort post
Firstly, weed is (most of the time) 100% addictive and 100% a gateway drug. Sure some people are special and can moderate and blah blah blah, but that is almost never the case. I truly cannot stand the promotion of weed as if it has no negative impact on life.
I started smoking weed in my first semester in college. Back then I was only smoking at parties and stuff and when I could get it. Eventually that progressed into a nightly marijuana habit and weed became a personality trait, I became a real "stoner" (if you saw me in the street you could tell I smoked weed). This continued up until about now, minus the "weed as a personality trait"(I cleaned my personality up about 2ish years ago). Last winter I had an epiphany and started admitting to myself that I don't fully enjoy this lifestyle and that there's just no chance it can continue forever. You can only wake up feeling like you got hit by a train so many times before it gets annoying. A lot of the times I would get high at night purely out of habit rather than really wanting to. Weed was becoming a boring thing and I wanted it to feel good again so in April I stopped smoking for the whole month and it was fucking great, I genuinely had an amazing time being sober. Then in May I started smoking every night again and it was fucking great because weed felt good again. Now its become boring and stale again and I've realized that this is just going to be a cycle unless I stop smoking every night. Which is where we are now.
I've said this many times to other anons and its the best way I can describe it, weed is a real love/hate relationship once you get too deep into it. Its really fun but it does cause a lot of problems, especially if you have other problems in life, you just start depending on it as a cope. It certainly affected my performance in college but that was also the party lifestyle in general. I don't feel like its made me dumber, but it has definitely affected my work ethic and caused an apathetic and existential mindset, I am not a negative and pessimistic person, I am just often times very unmotivated towards things. I spent many days in college where the whole day was basically me waiting to get high at night. It can really become a cope if you are not careful with it. Anyways. Ideally id like to continue enjoying weed in moderation for the rest of my life.
Would I recommend anyone trying weed? Hard question. I really can't say yes, its something you have to decide for yourself.

Anyways, now that I am moderating my habit again id like to change my moniker as I do not feel I am "the xi jinping of weed smoking" anymore. Another anon suggested Deng Xiaoping and I've personally been considering Zhou Enlai, but I am open to suggestions, it does not need to be a Chinese leader btw.

[Anonymous No.18931536]

>>18931510
>>18931527
For example, let's say I want to only become friends with sexually conservative people. I put this in my device when scanning people. If they're not sexually conservative it would say "BAD MATCH" in all red on my smartphone.
This is a better way to make friends. You can just walk into stores and scan everyone rather than talk to people at random.
Also, let's say I want to play a board game like Shogi. I go to my app and say that's what I'm looking for, ignoring other attributes if I wish. Then I scan people with the intent to just find someone to play Shogi with.
See? This is true human evolution.

[Anonymous No.18931537]

since there are a lot of tradcath larpers around here, i figure maybe somebody knows so, anyone know where i can get a pdf of of "reign of mary" magazine from the congregation of mary immaculate queen? i would just subscribe to the shit, but i don't want to end up on a government watchlist since they reject vatican 2

[Anonymous No.18931541]

>>18931527
>The idea that "opposites attract"
I never said this, but relationships often hinge on things that are difficult to classify.

[Anonymous No.18931547]

>>18931391
I was with you until you said prose was the strongest. It’s just not.

[Anonymous No.18931549]

>>18931541
Not true. You're just a brainlet. Relationships hinge on common shared values, financial stability, (maybe) sexual satisfaction, and other factors. They hinge on factors that are easy to categorize.

[Anonymous No.18931568]

>>18931536
Anon this is a terrible way to make friends. Of course you want to have a few common points but there is immense value in talking to people who are somewhat different than you. This is not advocating for alienating multiculti but if you really think that there's nothing to be gained from, I dunno, talking to a country bumpkin if you insist you only want to deal with big brained intellectuals you have a horrible outlook on life and people. This attitude will guarantee that you will never change your life, you will always be in some kind of reddit tier echo chamber where everyone checks exactly the same boxes. It's terrible. In traditional, conservative societies people would have a wide range of character and you would be pretty much forced to interact with them all.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !faker/PodU No.18931581]

>>18931533
saved, thanks anon. I find that

> it does cause a lot of problems, especially if you have other problems in life, you just start depending on it as a cope.
is why some of my own addictions become so pernicious. get a bad grade, cope with (vidya, internet, etc.). get an angry email, cope with (vidya, internet, etc.).

> Anyways. Ideally id like to continue enjoying weed in moderation for the rest of my life.
do you feel an anxiety, like you're close to the edge of a pit, where only a small stochastic barrier prevents you from seeping back into your dependency cycle?

[Anonymous No.18931607]

>>18931568
>there is immense value in talking to people who are somewhat different than you
Absolutely not.
>you have a horrible outlook on life and people.
Stfu, you stupid low-IQ humanist scum. You're just coping for how you're a soulless husk of a faggot. You probably have no deep interests in life or good tastes in artwork, which would be obvious to anyone who would scan your chip. You would be exposed as the pseud that you are. No one would want to become your friend after learning about who you truly are. That's the only reason you're against my idea.
>This attitude will guarantee that you will never change your life
I am better than most people, and my list proves this.
>In traditional, conservative societies people would have a wide range of character and you would be pretty much forced to interact with them all.
I descend from aristocrats. People should kneel before me, no doubt. There should be a kind of color attached to a list. Gold and silver are highly ranked people that everyone must treat with deference. For example, if you scan someone who is gold, you must kneel before him and kiss the ground before his feet.
You are a little bitch who does not know his place. True tradition involves knowing your place and respecting your superiors.

[Anonymous No.18931614]

>>18931549
Have you actually ever been in a relationship, because it really sounds like it. Relationship hinge a lot on character. Character is not your hobbies, IQ, musical preferences. You have immediately interpreted what I said as "opposites attract" which is bizarre. If you are a person who wants a motherly, patient parner, or someone who is a bit bossy and energetic that gets you to do shit and motivates you, no amount of "match" in a checkbox will fix that gap in character. And fucking kill yourself you stupid virgin mongoloid cunt, instead of bitching like a bleeding vagina try to be more civil next time.

[Anonymous No.18931627]

>>18931607
I can imagine why you would only talk to retards like yourself, you've probably been kicked in the face by everyone else. Unironically KYS you brat.
>>18931614
*never been

[Anonymous No.18931631]

>>18931510
Way too low resolution and most likely framed by your personal resentment at being a genetic dead end, so this is your "logical" way to and ruin the party just because you were not invited. Or in other words an impotent revenge fantasy exacted on social relations as a whole. Many such cases.

That said it is possible that at some point we will have AI assisted socialization, but for it to work in a many that actually feels organic it would need to account for actual real world factors and be constantly monitoring these to update its model continually, rather than sterile abstractions set up as first principles and syllogized in to 'fact' that causes you to rage at reality when it doesn't comport to your system.

But at that point it will likely be just easier just to wirehead people in to perma-orgasm rather than have some elaborate revenge of the nerds system.

[Anonymous No.18931634]

>>18931614
>Relationship hinge a lot on character. Character is not your hobbies, IQ, musical preferences.
Put some personality scores then like Myers–Briggs Type Indicator, dumbass.
> If you are a person who wants a motherly, patient parner, or someone who is a bit bossy and energetic that gets you to do shit and motivates you, no amount of "match" in a checkbox will fix that gap in character.
Have some personality attributes for stuff like "motherly". If a whore checks the box for "free woman independent thinker!" and not motherly, then you'd know she is a bitch and not worth the time.
You are an idiot. I can already tell your list of attributes would be trash.
>And fucking kill yourself you stupid virgin mongoloid cunt,
ou're just coping for how you're a soulless husk of a faggot. You probably have no deep interests in life or good tastes in artwork, which would be obvious to anyone who would scan your chip. You would be exposed as the pseud that you are. No one would want to become your friend after learning about who you truly are. That's the only reason you're against my idea.

[Anonymous No.18931638]

[Anonymous No.18931657]

>>18931627
>>18931631
You are oversocialized, hypersocial faggots who reduce human complexity to trivial mechanics of in-person interactions. I don't give a shit about your manner of speech or how you move your body that much.
What matters are your values, your goals in life, and much more. You can convey this with decent accuracy with an elaborate list of attributes and more.
Moreover, it has been shown drastic changes in personality is correlated with brain damage. No one is going to go from introverted to extroverted overnight faggot, and if they do, they can update the list.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.18931665]

>>18931581
>is why some of my own addictions become so pernicious. get a bad grade, cope with (vidya, internet, etc.). get an angry email, cope with (vidya, internet, etc.).
yea problems generally lead to more problems. Ouroboros.
>do you feel an anxiety, like you're close to the edge of a pit, where only a small stochastic barrier prevents you from seeping back into your dependency cycle?
No, not really. Despite how addicted I may seem it is actually quite easy for me to not smoke, even when I get tempted. Ever since I took a month long break my perspective has changed and I've realized that I can enjoy my nights sober and go to sleep sober. It was hard at first but I have definitely developed a sense of self control and mental strength. Its not like I need to flush all my weed down the toilet or do some sick boy method shit.

[Anonymous No.18931673]

I win the argument. Mankind would benefit in adopting a system of chips and scanning mobile devices to determine compatibility in friendship and relationships. Small talk is becoming obsolete. There is no longer any need in talking to the insipid rabble in the attempts to find some fragments of gold, such as myself.

[Anonymous No.18931754]

>>18931510
That's a great idea. Would probably not even be to hard to implement as a FOSS solution, using something like an ESP32 with ad-hoc WiFi connections. Doesn't have to be implantable (but could be!), you could just wear it as a necklace or something. One could also give the user the ability to customize preferences; or hard-code them, in order to try and create somewhat of a social caste system. I mean, if people don't like that, they could always fork it. Might try to create a rudimentary version on the weekend, if I feel like it.

[Anonymous No.18931758]

>>18931510
You need to be killed.

[Anonymous No.18931780]

>>18931754
Based. Internet of the Things is pretty cool. We can also connect it to cloud databases like Amazon AWS or Azure and use Big Data to determine trends. If the noble aristocrats, such as myself, notice bad trends, we can fry the bad people's brains with 5G.
>>18931758
You're just projecting your own suicidal impulses onto me. Someone as great as myself should not be killed. I would obviously be awarded gold for my list.

[Anonymous No.18931791]

>>18931780
>Based. Internet of the Things is pretty cool. We can also connect it to cloud databases like Amazon AWS or Azure and use Big Data to determine trends. If the noble aristocrats, such as myself, notice bad trends, we can fry the bad people's brains with 5G.
Sounds good. We'll soon rule over sheep like these other anons, in one way or another. Oh, and you'll be the first to get the implant, of course. Anything else would be rude.

[Anonymous No.18931808]

>>18931791
>Anything else would be rude.
I'm fine with being rude to my inferiors like you.
You're getting the implant first.

[Anonymous No.18931814]

I am going to get extremely drunk tonight

[Anonymous No.18931825]

>>18931808
Let's cross that bridge when we get to it. We can always kidnap one of the sheep people, if all else fails.
>>18931814
You know what, I might do that as well. Haven't gotten shit-faced in forever.

[Anonymous No.18931871]

>>18931510
Small talk is pleasurable

[Anonymous No.18931883]

>>18931429
Email groups. Go into niche universital sites they all got emails up and are super friendly if you email them close to their subject. Some of them are friendly but busy, some lonely. You can just go into random universities, check the staff, and google their names. If they have a comfy old school site they're probably nice, if not roll the dice.

[Anonymous No.18931892]

>>18931533
>I started smoking weed in my first semester in college. Back then I was only smoking at parties and stuff and when I could get it. Eventually that progressed into a nightly marijuana habit and weed became a personality trait, I became a real "stoner" (if you saw me in the street you could tell I smoked weed).
I'm >>18931261 and I had this exact same problem for about two years in university. I eventually stopped. Your life will get infinitely better if you do. You're going to have to adjust to being sober, and it's boring as fuck for a long fucking time. But in the end, you won't really miss it. I mean, if you're anything like me, you don't even smoke weed to get high anymore, you just smoke to not feel like shit. If you stop, there's a financial burden lifted, a (mental) health burden, a social burden, and so forth. Just get it over with. You'll have to stop eventually.

[Anonymous No.18931894]

>>18931337
Seven days in new Crete had time abolished, didn't work with the idea very far.

[Anonymous No.18931902]

I hate the plateauing feel. Been playing guitar for 2-3 years and I've barely improved in terms of expanding my 'tool-kit'. I can play and write fun rock stuff but it ultimately comes off derivative and frankly boring on it's own. Might turn to classical guitar because jazz just doesn't interest me.

[Anonymous No.18931905]

I have friends but I still feel lonely and isolated

[Anonymous No.18931909]

>>18931883
I-I'm probably under-qualified to hang out with uni professors anon... But it's a good idea.

[Anonymous No.18931917]

>>18931250
It's too good of a drug.
Recently I've been smoking in social circles where I don't know anyone and the drug turned boring. There are no meat and potatoes to the conversation, the weed just makes me content with the shallow conversation. Could get drunk for that... For me every time I smoke I risk a manic episode, so taking the risk for boring chats made me stop for this summer till I get a good occassion.

[Anonymous No.18931923]

>>18931909
You can message the TAs. I assumed you're an obsessive loner who has his own pursuits which fits like a glove to the uni folks, but you can lightly message them for advice. It's better than nothing *hands up emoji*

[Anonymous No.18931932]

>>18931791
imagine the rising schizo cases once IOT reaches implants.

[Anonymous No.18931937]

>>18931923
>an obsessive loner who has his own pursuits
No, that describes me pretty well. But at least here in Germany, academics are extremely focused on credentials, and I'm a uni dropout.
>>18931932
We can already do IoT implants, just not necessarily IoT brain implants.

[Anonymous No.18931945]

The Sir January actor literally looks like Rich Little and Brian's dad fused together. That's funny to me.

[Anonymous No.18931947]

They're going to shut us down bros

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.18931958]

>>18931892
>>18931917
im cooking rn. ill respond in a bit

[Anonymous No.18931969]

>>18931947
Are a bunch of senators going to be reading my shitposts?

[Anonymous No.18931980]

>>18931969
That'd be pretty funny.
>What are these 'traps' they're talking about? What's a 'cat girl?'

[Anonymous No.18931982]

>>18931937
That's fine. Don't ask to hang out, ask specific questions about specific subject and open a discussion with them. If they don't want to, no biggie, lots of people out there. It will also help you a lot with your pursuits
If they're tards that can't look beyond the credentials to the honest discussion you offer that's life, you can also lie and say you are still a student, then they'll see you as the bright eyed newbie full of new thoughts

[Anonymous No.18931987]

>>18931980
Imagine a PowerPoint of every depressive r9k posts, complete with the sad cat images

[Anonymous No.18932007]

>>18929559
Goddamn, what a freak! And I mean that in the best of all possible meanings, I want to fuck her just to know how it feels like.

[Anonymous No.18932013]

>>18929559
same

[Anonymous No.18932061]

>>18931982
It's a good idea, and I should probably do it. That being said, I'm too much of a pussy and probably won't. I'll just keep wallowing in self-pity. But thanks for the thought, anon.

[Anonymous No.18932089]

>>18932061
When you predict the future, you are lying!
-Picture of SpongeBob with rainbow

[Anonymous No.18932147]

>>18931547
You can do things with prose that you simply cannot do in any other medium, and prose covers everything other mediums do. If you are a fantastic writer you can still deliver incredible scenery and vivid imagery but you can also sped 80 pages inside the character's head, following his train of thought to levels of depth that simply aren't possible in things like cinema. Visual mediums are great in that they directly deliver exactly what the artist means, but they also leave no room for interpretation. I think there's enormous value in how the same text will differ inside different people's heads. But if you want to use pictures to describe things exactly as they are, anything but a key illustration is redundant. I don't need an illustration for the character twisting the door knob. I don't need an illustration for his eyes wide open in fear. I value visual arts but the idea that visuals for visuals' sake are "just better" is a massive pitfall. It's always a compromise and as I said, when this compromise becomes your default simply because visuals catch one's attention better than prose, the quality plummets due to diminishing returns and also using visuals like someone would use a screwdriver to hammer a nail.

[Anonymous No.18932162]

>>18929475
How is this real

[Anonymous No.18932257]

I still can't respond to things like compliments, physically and emotionally. I have to try and act. This goes for a lot of things in general, I have to act because I don't know how to feel. This is my only coping mechanism for social situations, and it often feels like I am emulating or acting strange mixtures of personalities and emotions around others, I never feel like a person but some kind of vague thing with mouth muscles and eyes and I don't know what "me" is supposed to be. I am either cold and robot-like or strange and hyperactive. The things I say are a soulless patchwork of quotes, transient phrases and platitudes I hear from random sources. I don't feel like I have my own perception or thinking. When reading a book or watching a movie, the information is just falling through my head, I seemed to never had the ability to "read between the lines" with things in regards to people or general information, the one faculty I seem to have is to remember obscure trivia of random things I've been really interested in, but even with this interest, I still can't comprehend most if anything I read even if I want to, and apply it to my other knowledge. It's the same as rain falling off a raincoat. I am constantly forgetting bits and connections of information, forgetting about simple mistakes and making them even with practice, overall sloppiness with anything I do, and overall I don't feel conpetent at all, but for whatever reason I have been called "smart" by the adults in my life yet I am condescended and treated like I am a child while everyone else seems to get the "normal" tone or speech, and thus emerges this opaque but invisible barrier between me and others.

[Anonymous No.18932265]

>>18932257
Across my years so far, I clearly have exhibited numerous impairments that weren't addressed and there was nobody who bothered to notice, I failed every class and school I went to, I failed every thing I have done, square one to square one, and I don't see what the harsher and harsher world of today has to offer someone who is already south of normal functioning level, and I also don't see what soneone like me can offer anybody else, given that I have been a negative irritating influence on everyone around me out of my perpetual unawareness and overcompensated presence. I feel socially and cognitively impaired, I am alone in an undignified fog in my own head, with no real internal imagination to fuel my introversion and on the other side of the coin no ability to connect to any facet of the world, its people, or even a perception or insight that guides me through it. I am an adult only in age, I don't feel anything torwards my disfunctional, divorced, fractured, drug-addicted family, I don't feel drawn to anything in the world, I can't find a pocket of sanctuary in my own headspace, I can only envision a pathetic grey murmur of a future that entails decades and decades of minimum wage living dragging on and on as youth recedes and the solitary reality of middle age finally drives a dagger into my brain deeper and deeper as I live with nothing besides the death of my sanity, the death of whatever is left of my faculties, the death of whatever family I have, and the death of whatever distant and muffled strands of emulated human contact I attempted to hold on to. I am just muscles moving and aching around day to day, the world is just blurry forms and shapes, nothing has any definition, the only thing imaginable is death. I can't escape thoughts of death. I watch videos of suicides to become comfortable with idea of death. I look at rows and rows of fuzzy images of suicide victims and the scarce words their family leaves after them. I know exactly how to yourself, barrel straight, behind the ear, wadcutter bullet or heavy shotshell. I wake up every morning from vague eerie dreams of my death and the faces in my life contorting with age. It is the only concrete thing I can envision, the only thing that makes sense. Being conscious is tyranny itself. Life is tyranny itself. What is the point of living?

https://facesofsuicide.com/
Look at all of these things. If you look for long enough they all just look like "things", more "shapes" in the "world". They don't look like anything. The words with them are just shapes too. I have no outlet for this writing.

[Anonymous No.18932287]

>>18932265
>>https://facesofsuicide.com/
>Look at all of these things. If you look for long enough they all just look like "things", more "shapes" in the "world"
Imagine an heroing and ending up on that page. Your entire life led up to being one of a thousand faces on some hobbyist's website. That's it. That's all you'll ever be, for eternity.

[Anonymous No.18932291]

Saying "not my problem" is empowering.

[Anonymous No.18932299]

>>18932291
>empowering
I think you meant to post in this thread: >>18926883

[Anonymous No.18932306]

>>18932299
I take words from all subcultures regardless how gay they are

[Anonymous No.18932320]

Tell me you love me.

[Anonymous No.18932322]

>>18932320
I think we should just be friends.

[Anonymous No.18932350]

i don't know why madame bovary has such a hype...

[Anonymous No.18932394]

>>18931894
Thanks for the reply, I hadn't heard of Seven Days in New Crete before. Reading the summary, it sounds interesting.

[Anonymous No.18932649]

salad with white-pepper tofu is solid. fry it in butter with some salt, turmeric and white pepper, fry it pretty hard so it gets a little chewy. it's surprisingly good, great addition to a salad.

ABBA are solid. They can't be underrated, but they are not overrated imo.

This is just a chill moment in life.

[Anonymous No.18932740]

>>18932649
ENJOY MATE

[Anonymous No.18932796]

I really appreciate these threads. I struggle with making genuine human connection, and have no one to express myself to in real life, these threads give me a place to do that, a place to have human connection. I appreciate that

[Anonymous No.18932820]

>>18932796
it's pretty chill

[Anonymous No.18932825]

>>18932796
Same. This is the only place where I can vent and "socialize." In a sad and lonely way, but still.

[Anonymous No.18932971]

>>18932796
Yeah, at this point I don't think I can even connect with people irl. Within 6 months every person I meet turns into a guy you see on the street and both parties pretend to not even recognize one another.

[Anonymous No.18933012]

I would do anything to free myself from the bonds of wage and debt slavery.

[Anonymous No.18933262]

Why are people so mean
I get the world is an angry place but its so unneeded, i feel like you can notice it a lot on places like this site because you can get away with if but I think people just get off from being very condescending

[Anonymous No.18933269]

>>18933012
Try brainstorming business ideas anon. Yeah things are still not the best but I think the only good routes these days are some form of NEETdom or being self employed everything else scams you in some way

[Anonymous No.18933373]

Literature more like Shiterature

[Anonymous No.18933406]

I wonder if I can scrape by as a beaurocrat if I don't know and frankly don't want to know about even basic things about my country. I imagine in my head that I will say shit that goes against human rights recognized in the constitution in meetings. I do not think I will ever be well informed on this. I pass polisci with good grades though, but it's mostly in one ear out the other. the question is if this should make me inelligible. I mean, it probably should, but really the question is will it. If so it is possible I should switch majors.

[Anonymous No.18933568]

elected officials these days are more like managers than statesmen

[Anonymous No.18933578]

I barely read. I don't pretend to be an intellectual, but I like some books. I want to be a writer, but I don't have anything to say. Should I just write? How do I even start? I'm an engineer, I have other things to do, can I be an author as well?

[Anonymous No.18933601]

Click h͟e͟r͟e͟ to le𝗮rn more.

[Anonymous No.18933836]

>>18933568
While I agree with this statement, I'd say officials are more like capitalists than anything else. If you dig into any politician at or above the level of state government (or municipal council in major metropoles), you'll find a host of sweetheart deals, back-scratching, real estate trades, and personal enrichment schemes. All politicians working today know the power (and more importantly, the money) that comes from the seat, and consequently treat their job as 1) a stepping stone to the next tier of government and 2) a means of entering the upper class.

[Anonymous No.18933992]

dreaming about teaching english in siberia desu, marrying some christian qt in a light dress

[Anonymous No.18934006]

i think about my ex everyday it's been almost two years since i know anything about him

[Anonymous No.18934020]

I dont know if this is the correct thread for this but I'm between Alice in Wonderland and Thus spoke Zarathustra.

I just want to know which one you guys would recommend to read first?

[Anonymous No.18934049]

>>18934020
Alice in Wonderland is a children's book. Are you a child?

[Anonymous No.18934051]

>>18934020
They're a pretty good combo. Both. Chapter by chapter at the same time. Decide which one goes first each chapter by a coin toss. By the end you'll understand.

[Anonymous No.18934070]

>>18934049
>Alice in Wonderland is a children's book
>autistic_fury_of_the_math_and_linguistics_departments.combined.exe
You failed to understand a "children's book", anon, or whatever your name isn't.

[Anonymous No.18934101]

>>18934070
Jeez, who bled all over your panties today? I am merely stating a fact, not implying ill will.

>Alice's Adventures in Wonderland (commonly Alice in Wonderland) is an 1865 English children's tale by Lewis Carroll (a pseudonym of Charles Dodgson).[1]

[Anonymous No.18934120]

>>18929475
why ‘s it so hard to uust stop doing stupid shit and always act with the conviction you get sometimes in little bouts of fantasy

[Anonymous No.18934168]

>>18934049
I'm a manchild

[Anonymous No.18934195]

>>18934101
>didn't understand the joke about not understanding the jokes
That worked out well; there's even an unintentional reference to the major theme of the text.

[Anonymous No.18934213]

>>18929475
Out of curiosity I came to /lit/ for the first time in 14 years and it just looks like a refined /pol/ to me.

[Anonymous No.18934651]

It makes me feel good when I spell Nietzche correctly

[Anonymous No.18934673]

>>18933269
I have no interest in business. What I’d like to do is be self employed.

[Anonymous No.18934969]

>>18934673
Learn a trade

[Anonymous No.18934983]

I make good money but cannot stand my job and dont have the balls to quit yet live in a constant state of anxiety over said job.

[Anonymous No.18934994]

>>18934969
No.

[Anonymous No.18934996]

>>18934994
Then enjoy the bonds of wage and debt slavery.

[Anonymous No.18935001]

>>18934996
It won’t be that long I have to bear it. I was feeling optimistic when I typed that.

[Anonymous No.18935020]

>>18934994
Lel then get busy being someone else's bitch

[Anonymous No.18935054]

>>18934983
Jordan?

[Anonymous No.18935124]

The armchair creaked and rattled as the man tied to it was beaten. Between blows, a gentleman in glasses across the room would put aside his cigar to speak.
"Where are the shipments coming from?"
"fuck you" spits the man through a broken jaw.
The gentleman stands from his stool, unbuttoning his vest and removing his watch.
"Believe me, this is your last chance before the experts arrive, and they will not be so lenient."
Golden cufflinks clatter against a rusty table, and the gentleman's hand disappears into a square padded bag.
"This is some high quality stuff" he says, inhaling deeply. "The ingredients can't have been cheap."
He motions for the others to step aside, and brings the fragrant box to the broken man's face.
"I bet you don't even know what this is, the way it changes a man. I've seen dozens of men waste fortunes on what you've been delivering, and you clearly have never had a taste."
The broken man looks lazily at the box with measured breaths, with bloody mouth open.
"I know my duty." he gasps, swallowing saliva.
The gentleman smirks. "And I know how to enjoy myself" He opens the box and slices a piece off. Tears well up in his eyes as he takes a bite, and another. His head tilts back in ecstasy as he swallows, and looks down, his mouth a dripping red smile.
"I've got to admit," he says, cackling, "if you had entered this game before us, your product would have wiped us out. But there's more to pleasing a customer than better ingredients."
A knock interrupts the gentleman's lecture. He turns sharply, and messily wipes his mouth on a sleeve. Seconds later, a man wearing a wide, flat, red fedora sits down at the table across from the broken man.
"Little Johnny Junior, working for his old man. How is your Pop doing these days?" he asks with a smirk. "He might have got the best of me in his day, but now that i have you, the tables have decidedly turned."
With eyes still bleary, the gentleman interrupts, "Boss you have to try their product, if we can reproduce it, they'll never see the light of day again!!"
A shot rings out, and the gentleman falls forward across the boxes of contraband.
Smoke rises from a pistol in the hands of the red hatted man, who has a cold gleam in his eye.
"Don't look so shocked junior. Your pappy should never have brought you into his business while I'm still around, and I will always be around." he cocks the pistol and puts it to the young mans forehead. "Its too bad you won't be able to send a message to John in person, but he knows me well enough to get it."
The man's fat finger resting on the trigger stiffens; "If I've told your Papa once I've told him a thousand times." his eyes disappear behind the wide, red brim. "Nobody out-pizzas the Hut"

[Anonymous No.18935158]

>>18932007
you'll cut your hand on all the plastic

[Anonymous No.18935228]

>>18929475
I haven't had any significant contact with the opposite sex since two years ago. I always avoid pursuing my desire because of fear if I come off as a creep. Therefore I stay at the sidelines. I remember feeling bad when my crush was obviously getting hit on by another guy. I wonder why I suppress my feelings, looking happy, doing creative stuff. Fear of rejection, of initiating contact, connecting, perhaps I am a bad person. I feel alienated. Last saturday this girl gave me a tarot read. The outcome was perhaps positive. I have been thinking about her. We only talked for about 30 minutes. I know her name. I probably won't approach her. She lives in my old college town. I am like a fly circling around shit. I don't know how to deal with these feelings, I feel happy for these emotions. I am not sure if at this current age is normal to want to fuck people or if I am being a creep for wanting human contact.

[Anonymous No.18935270]

cpt 415 is interesting but the only thing on my mind is if the author is a homo or a woman

[Anonymous No.18935282]

>>18935228
3 years for me

[Anonymous No.18935286]

The inflamed crevices of my groin are becoming pungent. I wipe the yeasty yellow mucus off the rash whenever I take a piss. Maybe I'll shower tomorrow.

[Anonymous No.18935302]

There’s a manga which has been stuck on my brain and in my heart much stronger than any book has.

[Anonymous No.18935345]

I hate a date today, it went alright, but I doubt there'll be a second date.

We had coffee and talked for about an hour and a half, then he had to leave. I'm not entirely sure whether he really had to leave, or whether he was just making an excuse. Our conversation was interesting, but we're not very alike.

We talked quite a bit about books we were reading, and i think I may have talked a bit too much about the Brother Karamazov and my views on God. I hope i wasn't boring company, but at least I was honest about who I am.

I'm glad to be out going on dates again, even if they don't go anywhere, it's good to have that human connection, it's something i lack normally, so it's refreshing to get out and really talk with people.

How about you lads, any success on the romance front?

[Anonymous No.18935364]

I reread Good Old Neon recently. The way that the main character finally decides to kill himself after watching some lame gag on Cheers is really great, really honest. That story is probably the best thing he's written in the end

[Anonymous No.18935404]

>>18935282
Feels bad bro.
>>18935345
What is your method for arranging dates? Do you use an app? Have you form long lasting relationships using this method? I am slowly returning to the romance arena, lack of human interaction has been transforming me into a cat person.

[Anonymous No.18935608]

>>18935404
i use tinder and bumble, i still haven't formed any lasting relationships unfortunately.

[Anonymous No.18935657]

>>18929483
>I am dying happy, and although I didn't live long enough to read my books, I'll be listening from the grave as grandsons of my friends read them.
Marko Miljanov

[Anonymous No.18935875]

>>18935282
Lel at seven years

[Anonymous No.18936014]

I'm starting to catch a cold. My sinuses are itchy, eyes are tired and one of my nostrils is already stuck.
Any tips how to evade it now at the last minute?

[Anonymous No.18936034]

I haven't always been the best person

[Anonymous No.18936039]

>>18931614
i like you. hello from chile

[Anonymous No.18936052]

>>18935875
27 years for me. I've never in my life ever casually spoken to a female who wasn't family.

[Anonymous No.18936088]

>>18936014
Ginger tea works for me. As fast as possible.

[Anonymous No.18936098]

>>18929475
we are trained to consume and produce not to express ourselves truly. we can never be free from this conditioning so long as we live in modern society.

[Anonymous No.18936101]

It is kinda sad that suicide rates have become a meme. Not to say it's offensive or morally wrong, but just depressing we feel so estranged from people around us that their own suicide becomes a joke to us.

[Anonymous No.18936181]

>>18936098
Whats the solution?

[Anonymous No.18936573]

>>18932394
The actual thing reads more like the author trying to convince you of his goddess theory thing. Don't know, very confusing. Like at the end you get very grotesque and "shocking" scenes that I guess I was supposed to be impressed by, but since I read my tolerance for bizzare rituals is pretty high, and I had no emotional connection to the narrator. He just goes around befuddled by the situation and wanking about how he misses his wife. Oh no they ate a man! When I was a teen I guess I'd be impressed. Such witchery (this is not really a spoiler, dw)
Still, nice imagery and some nice poems, and the asshole narrator was a breath of fresh air - He's just very straightforwards but also prickish.
I may have been filtered, good luck.

[Anonymous No.18936585]

>>18936573
Cont.
It's interesting to think about a future which is divinely lead and by a female goddess, but since it is lead by the divine it's not very interesting for us (since the world cannot arrive) and the base assumption of the book (that the narrator knows the goddess to be true (aka the reader knows it) and the male gods to be false) just struck as absurd to me. Also, the goddess sounded like a piece of shit that I would detest.

[Anonymous No.18936591]

>>18933406
Yeah you can just do the work and pay lip service and you'll be fine. But is this what you want to do with your life?

[Anonymous No.18936605]

>>18935124
>Would
>Spits
Tenses.
Also, kek, I liked it.

[Anonymous No.18936655]

I missed this kind of threads for months, I had to get out for exams but now I'm finally back. I missed the feels posts, the butterfly trip tranny and the horse anon.

I've been reading the Count of Monte Cristo, superb book and a theatre professor told me Les Miserables is better. Is it true?

[Anonymous No.18936679]

>>18930051
Yeah, I'm a nurse. I'm sending this post from work. I want to go home so much it's unreal.

[Anonymous No.18936692]

>>18936679
Male nurse?

[Anonymous No.18936693]

>>18936679
are you a male nurse? I have thought about doing nursing but a small part of me cares about the stigma even though I know in reality heaps of nurses are male

[Anonymous No.18936718]

I don't like this board because people here seem mentally impaired. The dumbest, lowest IQ posters are attracted to this board, and I never seen so many stupid people in the same place. You also don't read.

[Anonymous No.18937231]

>>18930020
I feel exactly the same, mate. Feel more stupid, less attractive, less charismatic than all my friends. But I don't know what I can do, I've been like this for years now

[Anonymous No.18937247]

>read ancient Greece stuff to get literary references
>now I find all ancient Greece references pretentious

[Anonymous No.18937261]

>>18930839
>>18930882
I'm really struggling after a "breakup" (we were dating for two months lol) and it's made me realise how fragile the confidence I thought I had really is. I'm so dependent on feeling loved / admired by someone. Then I always suspect people that compliment me are bullshitting. I want to just shower someone in love but I can't trust them, maybe because I have no confidence in myself

[Anonymous No.18937270]

Life just feels like an ouroboros. Same shit everyday, even online, when will it end

[Anonymous No.18937275]

>>18936692
>>18936693
Yeah, I'm a male nurse. A lot of nurses are men, some work in hospitals, some as caregivers or so. If that's what you want to do, don't worry, you'll find plenty of males.
But I hate this job, man. I hate it so much. It's fun sometimes, you have long breaks, at some places it's possible to get nice money, but I hate it. I'll be changing my career.

[Anonymous No.18937277]

>>18937275
What do you hate about it?

[Anonymous No.18937281]

>>18931902
I've been playing for about 15 years and reached this point about 8 years ago. Now I can't even enjoy music, except occasionally Bach or a love song when I'm in love. I think I might be depressed but I don't trust doctors to be able to fix it

[Anonymous No.18937289]

>>18930785
Celine said politics will always be dominated by a majority of idiots - making it a permanent dead end. He wasn't wrong. I've never met so many stupid fucking people, in my life, from being knowledgeable in politics. I kinda wish I could go back in time, and just obligate my brain from ever knowing any of this fucking garbage. Just too much information you have to absorb, and then you have to articulate it to an audience that just isn't intelligent enough to make rational judgements. COVID made it even worse.

[Anonymous No.18937291]

>>18932796
Same. I feel it's the only place I can get a straight answer about my problems

[Anonymous No.18937295]

when I went out I was juts reminded of the bad stuff going on. I felt very sad, kind of hyperventilated on and off, whole body started itching. Kind of angry, for sure. When I stay in here, lay in bed, shitpost, watch old shows I feel less, sometimes nothing. I am not sure if staying in this nothing will make the bad go away over time or if I have to face it.

[Anonymous No.18937326]

Do any anons know if depression is genuinely treatable or all the advice you get is bullshit? It feels like when I'm told "with the right help you can get better" I'm being offered an anaesthetised braindead life, managing to do work and not commit suicide. But what's the point?

[Anonymous No.18937334]

>>18937326
I was helped by SSRIs for a while. broke a somewhat serious suicidal streak, which all in all I prefer not to be suicidal. I don't really think I had side-effects though, I know you can have them.

[Anonymous No.18937355]

I feel so empty, every interaction I ever have with another human being goes horribly wrong. I've never truly felt deeply connected to anyone and just want to feel loved. What does love even feel like? Every time I might get close to another person I mess it up because I just don't understand humans or human interaction at all.

[Anonymous No.18937392]

>>18937289
>Covid alarmist
>Calls others stupid
Oof

[Anonymous No.18937435]

>>18937326
Red this post by Scott Alexander. He's a pretty smart psychiatrist (also wrote lots of other things), he's linked here every now and then.
>https://astralcodexten.substack.com/p/peer-review-request-depression
It's his almost complete take on depression and what he believes can help. Also includes different interpretations and theories as to what depression actually is. It's a pretty good read and it might actually help.

[Anonymous No.18937439]

>>18937355
It feels weird, an alien feeling to some. In the end you take it for granted and waste it, only realizing later that you loved them back.

[Anonymous No.18937468]

>>18937326
i think it's possible to treat depression. i read somewhere that mostly people use depression as a defense mechanism against loss of control in life.

[Anonymous No.18937501]

What are your favorite TikTokers? Know any good dark academia accounts?

[Anonymous No.18937534]

>>18937326
>Do any anons know if depression is genuinely treatable
The industrial system isn't treatable so the only solution it could think of is that you get a lobotomy and endure it. Lay flat.

[Anonymous No.18937652]

>>18937326
I've gotten out of depression and feel genuine happiness now so it's definitely possible. Mind you I still get some episodes form time to time but it's much better because I know that if I've gotten out of it once I can do it again. They don't last more that a few days. The worst part about my original multi-year span of depression was the feeling that this is what the rest of my life was going to be like.

[Anonymous No.18937654]

>>18937355
the boy with a thorn in his side..

[Anonymous No.18937657]

>>18937652
what did you do to get out of depression?

[Anonymous No.18937707]

>>18937657
I tried everything I could find online because I was terrified of taking medicine. So I couldn't really tell you what the one thing that worked was (if there is such a thing). Gym, keto, better sleep, nofap/noporn, quit a bad relationship, meditation, all that stuff. If I had to guess, I'd say the meditation is the thing that helped most but maybe I was already in the process of getting better when I started meditating.

[Anonymous No.18937778]

Remembering a party I went to once at which we convinced two of the girls to eat each other's pussys as a dare

[Anonymous No.18937956]

Cultural currents are what determines what exactly people are concerned with, in their brains, at any time. That with which people are concerned with, in turn reinstantiated and, with time, changes the current. That is to say, cultural currents mediate between brains, which here function as processing machines.
It's beneficial to you (financially, statusweise, etc.) if you, as a person, maximize your potential impact on them contemporary current, in whatever particular subject you think you have an angle.
The currents generally have an aesthetic dimension and your impact rises with quality.

[Anonymous No.18937968]

>>18937435
Thank you mate, absolutely brilliant post. This website is decent sometimes

[Anonymous No.18937991]

>>18929475
I redownloaded a few dating apps recently. I regret this decision. All the women are fat cows. Not even "thick" like they have a big ass and a bit of a tummy, but actually obese.

[Anonymous No.18938004]

If I killed myself my own brother would be like, "alright, that was overdue".

[Anonymous No.18938156]

I just don’t know what the fuck to write! I second guess every single idea until it’s gone.

[Anonymous No.18938192]

>>18937435
I'm actually replying to this a second time just to thank you again. Finally something that answers my fucking questions directly

[Anonymous No.18938230]

>>18937435
Based ssc poster.

[Anonymous No.18938246]

>>18937991
You get those because all the hot ones were not interested in you so it lowered your attractiveness score. It tries to match you with people at your level. This means you should hit the gym you ugly faggot.

[Anonymous No.18938258]

>>18938246
>the hot ones were not interested in you so it lowered your attractiveness score.
not him but Jesus Christ

[Anonymous No.18938262]

>>18938246
That's not how the tinder algorithm works, fatass.

[Anonymous No.18938272]

>>18938262
Cope uggo, I get plenty of Staceys because I have a shirtless photo

[Anonymous No.18938280]

>>18938272
One is named Stacey lol

[Anonymous No.18938290]

i had a zoom meeting this week about returning to the office and i'm going to share an anecdote because ppl on here can appreciate the cringe of human interaction. so, everyone was talking about how they've been dealing with working from home, and the pretty girl was talking about being not being able to go out and having to turn her living room into an office, but smiling and generally being positive. then right after her this guy with aspergers jumps in and starts talking about how he's introverted while rambling for five minutes. he has one of those gaming chairs people who watch too much twitch get influenced into buying and a bunch of anime shit on the walls behind him. the smile on the pretty girl's face literally turned to a frown. her eyes weren't angry or anything but her mouth was like a sad emoji. in zoom the people's faces are friggen huge and you can see them all at the same time like some kind of surveillance apparatus, which made it painfully easy to see the aspergers energy drain the mood away. then the next time she talked she immediately mentioned her boyfriend which was seemed odd because in the years i worked with her she never talked about her bf. she obviously would have one, she's attractive, but she wasn't the type to drop the "bf" bomb in conversations.

[Anonymous No.18938295]

Reply if you're wearing panties right now

[Anonymous No.18938305]

>>18938295
Im wearing briefs.

[Anonymous No.18938334]

>>18938280
What do you talk about with Stacey? Normie shit?

[Anonymous No.18938345]

>>18938334
Nothing you just flirt and try to have sex with her and then move on

[Anonymous No.18938348]

>>18938290
Poor dude. Doesn't even understand the game.

[Anonymous No.18938353]

>>18938345
Wonderful. Truly makes one want to aspire.

[Anonymous No.18938355]

>>18938345
That's really just sad. You get a free round on a whore.

[Anonymous No.18938359]

>>18938353
>>18938355
It is what it is

[Anonymous No.18938589]

Have any thinkers commented on the natural tendency in life for positive things to beget positive things, and negative things to beget negative things? For instance, if you wake up and look in the mirror and think you look amazing today, then you'll have increased confidence and generally have better social interactions, which leads to good things like getting on better terms with the people around you, and being more liked which feels good in itself. Meanwhile, if you have something like a "bad hair day", it's highly likely the rest of your day will be worse than usual because you're mentally unprepared for it.

Does anyone else know what I'm talking about? By good and bad things, I mean stuff that's good or bad based on how it affects you right away, but this also often has a ricochet effect that tends to last the rest of the day or even longer.

[Anonymous No.18938596]

Really makes you think.

[Anonymous No.18938598]

>>18938589
Every time I woke up and thought it would be a good day I got fucked into the ground.

[Anonymous No.18938660]

>>18929475
>Be me
>Play Victoria II
>Hmm, pretty fun
>Go online to discuss the game
>Every thread on every website devolves into political arguments
These people do realize that getting mad at someone who chose to run a communist/fascist/socialist/reactionary state in a game is pretty pointless, right? It is not as if they are enacting real world policy.

[Anonymous No.18938703]

>>18938660
>a game where you can be at the helm of a totalitarian regime
please tell me more about this masterpiece

[Anonymous No.18938705]

>>18938660
Don't engage with people who get butthurt about what others play in a game. Very common among paradox games.

[Anonymous No.18938724]

>>18938703
Victoria II is a game where you can play as any nations in the world from 1836 to 1936. You guide your nation through the Industrial Revolution, and if you are a great power, you can participate in the Scramble for Africa. It also includes WWI-style Great Wars. When it comes to government, you can be a monarchy, a democracy, a communist country, or a fascist one. The political system is the best in any strategy game I've played, with elections and political reforms and the like.

[Anonymous No.18938764]

>>18938660
>>18938724
>Victoria 3 never
Just kill me.

[Anonymous No.18938783]

>>18938724
>You guide your nation through the Industrial Revolution
Can you actually stop it from happening or does the game have only bad endings

[Anonymous No.18938795]

I should have just sold my soul to the corporate law firms.

I am about to run out of money. The county doesn't pay for shit. I don't know what I'm doing.

I just want to help people, but how can I if I can't even help myself? These todo lists just keep getting longer and longer.

[Anonymous No.18938808]

I am working on dismantling my Japanophilia.

[Anonymous No.18938813]

>>18938808
>dismantling
Nice word FAG

[Anonymous No.18938830]

>>18938764
https://www.victoria3game.com/en
I have good news for you :)

>>18938783
Yes I guess, but you risk being conquered by a nation which has industrialized

[Anonymous No.18938850]

>be reading book
>take a break to visit /lit/
>no good thread
>get back to reading

[Anonymous No.18938861]

>>18938850
>>be reading book
>>take a break to visit /lit/
>>no good thread
>>stay on /lit/

[Anonymous No.18938957]

Taking a break from /lit/.

[Anonymous No.18938968]

>>18938295
Hipsters here.

[Anonymous No.18939713]

>>18938830
Nice

[Anonymous No.18939720]

I'm drunk

[Anonymous No.18939807]

When I drop my guard and my mind wanders and I start thinking of all the failure, the embarrassment, the mockery, the terrible choices I've made, the humiliations and defeats that littered my years like an unbroken chain of falling domino tiles, the misunderstandings that I unwittingly created to bring shame and enmity upon myself out of sheer stupidity and cluelessness, that all I could ever be noticed for were my disasters, the terrible reputation that no matter how hard I've tried to hide myself away in a corner still lingers somewhere in the distant memory that people of this small town have of me, the terrible truth that my role today is exactly what was always meant to be, that as soon as I step out of this door and try to smile again I will be trampled inexorably by reality, the only relief I can find is that I'll kill myself and it will be over soon. Thinking that I'll kill myself actually gives me relief. How do you fuck up in life so hard that killing yourself is the best possible outcome?

[Anonymous No.18939808]

>>18929475
The local grocery store stopped stocking razors.

[Anonymous No.18939818]

>>18939808
get a safety razor and order blades off amazon

[Anonymous No.18940003]

Lit's real slow this time of day, eh?

[Anonymous No.18940008]

>>18929475
Live jazz is so fucking good lads. Go see some live jazz.

[Anonymous No.18940135]

>>18940008
imagine leaving your house to listen to music when there's spotify

[Anonymous No.18940348]

>>18940008
>local village has jazz bands every night
>>18940135
Outside is very nice when there's a jazz band. It even makes funerals better.

[Anonymous No.18940351]

>>18929475
I like books

[Anonymous No.18940970]

God I am so fucking retarded and autistic. At work today all I did was embarrass myself around co workers by being socially awkward. Anyone got any book recs on how to not be autistic? I feel as though I will never understand how to properly manage human relationships. I don't even fucking feel human.

[Anonymous No.18940985]

my father is coming

[Anonymous No.18941023]

>>18940970
>don't even fucking feel human.
Read Emily Post and become the kind of stepford robot that everyone finds uncanny but endearing.

[Anonymous No.18941049]

>>18941023
I will look into that, thanks. I act robotic a lot or somehow show the wrong emotions at the wrong time. It all just confuses me. I have done research into some social skills but when I actually have to deal with another person all the fear fills me and I fuck it up. The reading goes out the window once things actually happen.

[Anonymous No.18941050]

>>18940970
>Anyone got any book recs on how to not be autistic?
Watamote

[Anonymous No.18941057]

>>18941050
It's funny you recommend this because I have already seen it and a lot of my social interactions are a lot like her's.

[Anonymous No.18941085]

>>18941057
The manga is better, and I'm not a manga elitist, I almost always watch anime instead. I don't know about the anime, I didn't finish it, but over the course of the manga she improves her social skills.

[Anonymous No.18941219]

>>18941049
Practise. People gain polished manners by abrading the rough surface to a shine through many cuts, the same way diamonds are turned from rough stones to sparkling gems.

[Anonymous No.18941525]

>>18936098
And yet in this same "modern society" every person have more opportunities to "express themselves truly" and to more people than ever before. ...and I can't think of a society that ever encouraged people to do so more, to the degree where we're being pandered to do so.

[Anonymous No.18941539]

>>18937295
Exercise, and getting out amongst others helped when I was in that situation, somewhat. Still don
't connect with others, however I'm able to create something beyond a superficial friendship with someone I work with. It's really the only IRL contact I have. Anyway, getting out and simply reading/writing, and being away from your abode, or where ever you live is something I cannot recommend enough.

[Anonymous No.18941557]

>>18937355

Oddly, I think it's less that you cannot understand it, and more that you (and many of the anons here by extension), are missing something integral in the genuine connection that creates human bonds. I don't really have a solution, but I think they're really a lot less complex than you believe they are.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18942286]

New thread for when you’re ready
>>18942282
>>18942282

[Anonymous No.18942293]

>>18942286
kill yourself

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18942299]

>>18942293
You first

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18942312]

>>18940985
Is he there yet?

>>18939807
I’ve felt all of that. Don’t let it bother you anymore. People forget, but even if some don’t, just let them go. Go out and smile again. Learn and make things better

[Anonymous No.18942362]

Can someone PLEASE make a non-butters thread that wont be dead on arrival?

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18942368]

>>18942362
It’s not my thread.
Did you want to talk about dragon Ball again?

[Anonymous No.18942370]

>>18942362
Here you go.
>>18938896

[Anonymous No.18942371]

>>18942368
Why did you make another thread when there's already another one?

[Anonymous No.18942393]

>>18942371
because its all about HER
MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEM EVERYONE HAS TO KNOW ITS ME ITS ALL ABOUT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18942486]

>>18942371
Because this isn’t an anime board and the thread had reached its limit.
I see the new thread is about cosplay and was started well before the bump limit came. Okay?
The other anon is wrong

[Anonymous No.18942517]

>>18942486
>see the new thread is about cosplay
which thread is that?

[Anonymous No.18942612]

When prison chains are strongly desired but weakly approached, the body will conspire against itself to enact its own punishment. Knots of fascia criss crossing the muscles will pull everything into a death hold. Once a locked, the only way out is to grieve. That, poor Fritz, that is your sentence.

[Anonymous No.18943106]

I'm trying to find a connection between cultural currents and easteatics (can be both in art as wenn as e.g. in body building or cultural form)

Only name that comes to mind who discusses both topics afaik is Schoppenhauer. Is there someone else who discusses this?
I'm mostly interested in metaphysics, but it can have a moral
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