Write What's Nice On Your Mind

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Write What's Nice On Your Mind Anonymous Mon Apr 4 05:59:26 2022 No.20168274 [Reply] [Original]

Nice thread. Be nice for once.
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Previous thread >>20161264

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 06:41:47 2022 No.20168356 File: 119 KB, 640x785, 1617209963637.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Have sex, bookcels

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 06:42:19 2022 No.20168358

>>20168355
>>20166380
>>20165994
I just want to include this so anon sees in case it matters.

it's not entirely correct but you can somewhat see it as us being intersecting planes. in the middle there's a perfect, straight line. but apart from that line, as you move along either of our planes, you move further from the other until you are not actually very close. We were broken and it made us have perfect resonance in some ways. At the same time it meant we needed one another, and if you need something then you can't lose it, and if you can't lose it then you can't risk losing it. So there were things we could not talk about or communicate, in case it would rock the boat. Things fester in that kind of darkness. It became very ugly as we both desperately tried not to risk anything, consciously and otherwise. I think we could have a chance now given we know all this. I also think we could never have a chance, because this pattern is deeper to me than my own.. anything. I don't need her, I've lived without her, it's fine. But I doubt I could have a different dynamic with her in particular. Maybe I couldn't with anyone, but probably not with her.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 06:44:35 2022 No.20168364 File: 66 KB, 960x960, 167668678872.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20168356 I do.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 06:46:36 2022 No.20168369 >>20168356 are you offering?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 06:48:43 2022 No.20168374 File: 1.91 MB, 640x800, 1645279197853.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20168369 I'm not gril

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 06:52:15 2022 No.20168382 File: 481 KB, 553x827, 1579138965483.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] genuinely awful OP even by this generals standards

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 08:39:04 2022 No.20168686 >>20168356 Last time I had sex was 6 years ago. It's been so long I feel like I got my virginity back.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 08:42:11 2022 No.20168701 File: 34 KB, 809x808, 1408483640294.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20168686 12 years of celibacy, 12 years on 4chan. Can't even imagine being intimate with a woman at this point.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 08:44:21 2022 No.20168708 >>20168701 You should go out more often rather than spending your existence here

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 08:45:42 2022 No.20168713 >>20168708 We're here forever

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 08:54:45 2022 No.20168751 >>20168356 I have lost my connection with women and people in general.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:08:27 2022 No.20168788

Bros I hung out with a gril last night and it was going fine until she decided to tell me about her “hoe days” hanging out with the football team and how fucked up it is that her friend with herpes blew some black guy she liked and then she blew the same dude and got tested and it was fine but I should definitely get tested because I could have it and give it to people and not know it. I just wanted to get my dick wet, I got up and put my jacket on and drove home. Washed my mouth out real good and now I gotta get an std test. I’m pretty over it by now man, I’m gonna start picking up girls at church or something. I realized as I was driving home that she told me all this because she was seeking my approval, she wanted to be forgiven, she wanted me to say I don’t care how many dudes you fucked, but that ain’t me. Roasties will always seek atonement for acting like whores, especially from men they know are out of their league.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:09:24 2022 No.20168790 >>20168788 >I’m gonna start picking up girls at church or something. lol

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:11:34 2022 No.20168795 >>20168788 The only difference is that church girls won't tell you about their hoe days because Jesus has already forgiven them.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:13:35 2022 No.20168798

>>20168274
I think that putting up a thing that is meant to act as a vent for what is "on peoples minds" and then asking them to sensor themselves to protect the feelings of others is the gayest shit Ive ever seen. and Ive been to an orgy where all the women left a quarter of the way through because the dudes found out they could have way more fun with each other.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:13:51 2022 No.20168800 >>20168790 >>20168795 I know you’re right, I don’t even know where to begin man

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:14:20 2022 No.20168801 >>20168798 >Ive been to an orgy where all the women left a quarter of the way through because the dudes found out they could have way more fun with each other Roasties BTFO

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:14:36 2022 No.20168803 >>20168374 not what I asked

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:25:57 2022 No.20168830

im building a database of "future novel ideas" that includes little bits of cool ideas ive thought of/come across for characters, scenarios, themes, etc. the bulletpoints range from really retarded, funny shit you'd find in some silly anime to heavier themes you might come across in a dostoevsky novel. i want to have a massive database of ideas so that when i hit writer's block i'll have something to draw from. it's a life-long journey. if you have any cool ideas that you don't intend on using, consider telling me them

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:31:35 2022 No.20168850 >>20168830 Mmm, I've some ideas that I'd want to use but maybe you'd like this one: A server incident erases a work on the Internet that only ever existed on that server, and the protagonist begins to preserve stories because of that incident.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:34:59 2022 No.20168864 >>20168850 thanks, just slapped that right into the database. maybe in 30 years you'll come across your idea in a bargain bin or something

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:38:36 2022 No.20168878 >>20168864 Much appreciated, even if it ends up in a bargain bin that's better than never leaving the graveyard of lost ideas.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 10:15:15 2022 No.20169002 >>20168356 Make me

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 10:34:37 2022 No.20169067

My boss just gave me a promotion but said that the pay bump will only happen next month

I’ve been waiting so long for this promotion even though I’ve really hated a lot of my first couple years
I just want the larger pay check and title just to justify my time and effort here
Doesn’t even matter technically because I’m leaving soon cuz I got a full ride scholarship for post grad

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 10:56:42 2022 No.20169127 File: 46 KB, 396x482, moge.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I don't want to work ;_; helme please

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 10:59:06 2022 No.20169135 >>20169127 Me too, me too.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 10:59:56 2022 No.20169141 >>20168356 24 year old virgin. Don't see it happening anytime soon. Not sure I'm even interested at this point, seems like its kind of overrated.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 11:59:07 2022 No.20169338 >>20169141 I think Im more angry about not ever being in a relationship than mere sex. t. 29 khv

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 12:00:56 2022 No.20169342

i was already blackpilled before but i feel this ukraine war shit has driven me mad with fury, especially when i look at the media and the sort of insane shit written in my country
everywhere you look there's nothing but nonstop pro-american shilling, willful turning of a blind eye towards american war crimes while accusing anyone that brings them up of "whataboutism"
i don't even like russia or china more than the usa, but holy shit, to see everyone so brainwashed by the narrative that goes directly against reality is a demoralizing experience
i don't think i've ever felt more alone or more hopeless

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 12:29:15 2022 No.20169438 >>20169342 Its funny how weak russian propaganda js compared to american propaganda. But the whole narrative is muh russian propaganda all day.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 12:41:28 2022 No.20169475 >>20169342 There’s a lot of us who don’t buy into it, but yeah, there’s so many weak minded fools. What’s even more astonishing to people is that liberals have turned out to be the fascists. And the progressives have a hard time swallowing this.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 12:45:24 2022 No.20169493 >>20169475 Liberals arent the fascists t. Fascist

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 12:53:41 2022 No.20169531 >>20169342 I'd rather have american shilling than be invaded by russia.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 13:02:27 2022 No.20169577 >>20169531 Sorry, I dont give a fuck about your fake country. I'm certainly not going to commit mself or fellow american lives and taxdollars into protecting you. Manage your defense or start learning cryllic

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 13:07:15 2022 No.20169591

>>20169493
They behave and support fascism. (See Macron, see Trudeau, see Biden. Even the German sent weapons to Azov) Though they’re also doing the bidding of the oligarchy, (not in full keeping with fascism) the oligarchs are taking us to a global economic collapse, and the usual way they keep the people from seizing power is to put the fascists in charge until they slaughter enough for the faux benevolent liberals to be put back in power.
You’re an attack dog for the establishment. Never been a viable alternative.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 13:28:29 2022 No.20169675 >>20168274 Why the was the Kojima thread deleted? I fucking hate Jannies.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 13:36:46 2022 No.20169705 File: 68 KB, 500x500, D9FDA0EA-82FA-4DB9-B71B-429846CCC1C4.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20168382 Beary Pink reads more than you

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 13:37:15 2022 No.20169707 File: 378 KB, 1920x1080, E4sjYZsWQAMqNEJ.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] is this the personal substack thread https://blackwind.substack.com/p/manifestations?s=w

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 13:37:47 2022 No.20169710 >>20169675 Someone reported it for something. Wasn’t me.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 13:44:12 2022 No.20169735
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I've been admiring Bosch's Garden of Earthly Delights lately and I just realized a connection with Ovid and Hessiod related poems of The Golden Age.
The poem describes this age as humans who lived among gods, who had no need for scavenging food as it was abundant and they engaged freely in a careless lifestyle, a scene that was portrayed in Cranach's paintings and that is reminiscent of the central panel in Bosch's Garden. However, the eras that followed this one became progressively worse, which, in Bosch's painting, it would lead to the right panel, Hell.
Bearing this in mind, I also digged a little further and discovered that through the history of mankind other cultures, such as Aztecs and Hinduism, also had a description of a longpast era of prosperity where humans were free and had the earth and nature to themselves without any worry.
So, as a final thought, it seems that those descriptions fit the early human nomads tribes that were gatherers and hunters, whose stories were passed down through later generations and in due time they became mystified.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 13:45:54 2022 No.20169741 >>20169710 good christ. what a miserable place this board is.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 13:59:07 2022 No.20169803 >>20168274 I haven't masturbated this year, now I just have to figure out how to stop looking at porn every now and then. it's almost worst than masturbating I feel, like super pointless

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:10:44 2022 No.20169846 >>20169803 you should jerk it man

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:17:50 2022 No.20169872 >>20169803 I think you're doing it wrong, dude. Just enjoy a healthy weekly fap to your imagination or scantily clothed pics but don't watch any brain-rotting porn.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:25:46 2022 No.20169903 File: 45 KB, 211x285, 101.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >Read pic related, courage to be disliked, and no more mr. nice guy >Does nothing for me Goddamn I must be one broken motherfucker

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:27:08 2022 No.20169908

>>20169872
why the porn is bratin-rotting. genuine question. i thought it was just a larp but someone really believe dont watch porn (people fucking) is healthy?. in my view this is an improvement. people would die to have this since the beginning of humanity.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:27:33 2022 No.20169909 >>20168356 My bro has fucked 3 beautiful women and says it's overrated, and pussy isn't worth the relationship bullshit. He's currently single.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:32:08 2022 No.20169926 >>20169908 Dopamine overload, dependance, erectile dysfunction, fucks with your attention span. It's okay if you can control your binges, but most probably can't - especially those involuntary celibate.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:34:14 2022 No.20169936 >>20169909 He's 100% right. Sex feels better than fapping but it sure as fuck isn't worth the bullshit of dealing with contemporary women who are basically prostitutes with aristocratic entitlement.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:40:25 2022 No.20169956 >>20169903 You became yourself

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:41:22 2022 No.20169961

>>20169926
>Dopamine overload, dependance
scientist shit to justify anything you dont like. you can say that to everything included social media, 4chan or literally annything you want. dependance is just when the thing you like is not beneficial to "society" or to yourself as a productive member of society if you want.
>erectile dysfunction,
where do you see this?, if you fuck too much you have erectile dysfunction?
>fucks with your attention span.
the same as the first. soccer mom complains more than anything.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:46:17 2022 No.20169974 >>20169908 nah they wouldn't

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:47:25 2022 No.20169975

>>20169961
Those are just symptoms I've experienced myself, and after years I'm still struggling to quit completely. If you don't feel any negative effects, good for you. I've also had other kinds of addictions so maybe my impulse control is lower than yours.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 14:56:35 2022 No.20170000

>>20169975
how you feel erectile dysfunction?. you cure it when you quit porn?.
>If you don't feel any negative effects
i just dont think about it. i mean, that obsession with porn as "brain-rotting" is what i want to understand because to me sound like some kind of porn is equal to perversion to this kind of people. and not about supossedly objective facts as you say.
>>20169974
imagine if you just see two pair of tits in all your life, or not even that. you are delusional if you think nobody think about that, imagine if you give them the oportunity to actually see them. humans are sex-driven in the deepest of the ways.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 15:07:53 2022 No.20170038

>>20170000 (Checked)
>how you feel erectile dysfunction
Simply, and embarrassingly. Couldn't stay hard with real girls unless I imagined porn. Real sex isn't pure shot of dopamine - it's awkward, sweaty, smelly, pussy isn't nearly as tight as your herculean deathgrip, etc.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 15:17:12 2022 No.20170068

>>20170038
erectyle disfunction is mostly a psychological thing. so yes, why the fuck you masturbate to porn in first place?. its like you just want a fix like some kind of crack addict or something. but you see porn because you want a fucking body so when you are with one you just want to touch it, fuck it etc.. its like you have everything backwards. you literally see porn to have an erection to have that little moment of orgasm but with no real hunger for having one in reality?. i dont know. anyway, that is not brain-rotting more than when you go to the grand canyon and you say its not like in the movies so you say movies are brain-rotting because of that experience.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 15:44:35 2022 No.20170177 Was Vatican II a mistake?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 16:44:39 2022 No.20170412 >>20170177 Christianity in Europe was a mistake.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 16:45:27 2022 No.20170414 >>20170177 beyond any doubt. it basically represents the catholic church fully abandoning Christianity

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 16:48:57 2022 No.20170432
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Fuck what others think of you, you are fucking awesome and noone should tell you otherwise. Everything will work out great for you

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 16:50:18 2022 No.20170435 File: 166 KB, 473x336, 1641127448867.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Why are girls friendlier to me the more I ignore and act rudely towards them. I will never understand women.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 16:50:50 2022 No.20170438 >>20170414 The Catholic Church was never christian

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 16:51:59 2022 No.20170445 >>20169909 Sex with someone you love is indescribably good. Sex with someone you don't is just like two-player masturbation

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 16:56:21 2022 No.20170465 >>20170432 Fuck you Johnny, I don't need this sort of false positivity. For all you know, I could be a total shitbag and have an awful future ahead of me. Realistically it's probably somewhere in the middle.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 16:56:50 2022 No.20170468 >>20170435 Apparently you’re handsome/cute enough to fuck around with. Show them your pepe collection and tell them about 4chan. They’ll drop you soon enough.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 16:59:50 2022 No.20170483 >>20170438 >The Catholic Church was never christian what did he mean by this?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 17:09:49 2022 No.20170527 >>20168274 You guys wanna know something crazy about woman's anatomy? just wildly out of left field, the sensation that someone is trying to bite your nipple off happens. this can last for hours.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 17:34:13 2022 No.20170618 >>20168364 Why does this photo look so familiar? Where is it from?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 17:37:34 2022 No.20170629 Daily reminder that we are not the dominant species just because we think we are and our reasoning seems coherent

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 17:39:18 2022 No.20170635 >>20170527 No.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 17:40:34 2022 No.20170642 I really don't want to start with the greeks bros... just to understand something different referring to them, no way I'm gonna get into arbitrary concepts lacking our present day insight

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 17:44:20 2022 No.20170656 >>20170435 You not caring about them makes them feel powerless, they pursue you to reclaim that power.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 17:44:50 2022 No.20170659 >Web novel author takes down his web novel and put it in Amazon instead of letting it be free to gather more followers Why do they do this?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 17:46:32 2022 No.20170668 >>20168274 I'm not conventionally attractive. In a possible world, I'm (of this world) considered the most attractive in their universe; everyone there is attracted to the me here. I have to figure out how to go there.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 18:00:18 2022 No.20170723 >>20170635 yes

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 18:01:19 2022 No.20170727 >>20170629 you're right. that's ants.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 18:16:17 2022 No.20170786

>>20169591
Thats like saying Western liberals are actually islamic for supporting islamic militants. The west funds and supports which ever group serves as the most convenient proxy. Islamists, nationalists, drug cartels, leftists, whatever. Actual rightists clearly arent attack dogs for the establishment since the establishment visciously targets rightists. Domestically, its our radical left who are used as pawns.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 18:21:57 2022 No.20170807 >>20170618 Its Nick "I Suck Cocks" Fuentes

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 18:26:53 2022 No.20170835 >>20170177 Nicea was a mistake

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 18:27:01 2022 No.20170836 >>20170807 Holy shit he needs to start lifting asap

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 18:34:18 2022 No.20170878

>>20168274
As a teen I wanted to watch all the gore I could find on /b/. I didn’t consider the consequences and only now I feel like I might have slightly traumatized myself. Would I undo it if I could? I don’t think so. I hate it but I still believe my feelings are secondary to a honest observation

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 18:50:32 2022 No.20170944 File: 336 KB, 1379x910, Screenshot.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I guess Sseth has been browsing /lit/ lately

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 18:52:29 2022 No.20170954 what if the great tribulation of the end times is just the prevalent spiritual death? that the tribulation is just what normal, capitalist/atheist life is. >hits blunt for real tho

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 18:53:07 2022 No.20170959 I really hate when people attribute things to drugs such as when people see surrealist art they'll say"Wow it's like I'm tripping". Hate it. Devalues the art by oversimplifying it. I wish it was less common.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 19:02:16 2022 No.20171004

Haven't had sugar in 5 days now. My brain is constantly reminding me how it tastes I think, there's a taste of sweetness in my mouth that shouldn't be there given what I've eaten. I guess I should keep going. I'll ditch it if nothing major changes this month

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 19:23:44 2022 No.20171091 >>20170432 I'm a pedophile.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 19:32:38 2022 No.20171121

>>20170786
That’s like saying Trudeau, Biden, Macron etc. are instituting state funded madrasa and head covering for women while admitting to funding ISIS proxy troops.
So no.
The powers that be target socialists. Anti-capitalists and anti-statists. Only recently (that January 6th thing) did they send out a memo declaring racists and anti-capitalists as “domestic terrorists”. This is after decades of racist zoning policies etc. this is just the Woke capitalism campaign. The Democrats might prove to be a more inclusive form of fascism. It certainly welcomes jews (which is why I don’t call it naziism)
It’s all slightly different, I know, but it’s still a fluid situation. History never repeats it just rhymes.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 19:49:21 2022 No.20171174 >>20171121 Well Treadeu, Biden, and Macron certainly arent implementing fascist policy. I imagine you have some narrow view that says fascism is when the government is mean mixed with whatever leftoid meme about fascism being capitalism in decay.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 19:51:02 2022 No.20171183 File: 65 KB, 1280x720, No.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20168356

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 19:52:57 2022 No.20171193 >>20170959 grow up lol. often times in conversation its necessary to oversimplify.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 19:53:58 2022 No.20171195 my brain has been balkanized

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 19:59:52 2022 No.20171226

>>20171174
Censorship, mandates, war for Ukrainian nazis. This on top of the beefing up of the security and surveillance. It’s getting there, and now that the global economy is continuing its ascent, the leftists will react and then the power elites will just get more authoritarian. This continues till there’s social collapse and we get full blow fascist fans trying to restore some ideal or other. It’s getting there is all I’m saying.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 20:07:38 2022 No.20171260

>>20171226
You seem to think that fascism and authoritarianism are interchangeable terms. They're not. Fascists wouldn't be allowing mass migration, lgbtq, feminism, free trade policies, fiat currencies, or literally anything else that defines the west right now. Ukraine is obviously an outpost for globohom. The ukrainian regime and azov have been at odds with each since 2014 and are now only collaborating against a common enemy. Again, the West supported radical islamists in Afghanistan to oppose Russia. That doesnt make the West Islamic.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 20:08:19 2022 No.20171262 >>20168364 who's that? i'm reading iris murdoch right now

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 20:18:07 2022 No.20171315 Reading is passive.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 20:25:51 2022 No.20171355

I hate being a fucking schizo and I hate people who write their thoughts in an organized way with a plethora of punctuation and paragraph breaks and I hate people who go to university and learn all the technical details of a foreign language work and study the secondary literature and I hate being a schizo because I don't know anything I just read things without learning about them because all I care about are my thoughts my thinking obsessively about everything I don't gain any knowledge I just gain more material more ways to think more skill in thinking I study other people's thoughts to think more I don't even study what they actually thought just how they do it so I end up knowing nothing despite doing 10x more work all I gain is fuel for my schizo brain

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 20:27:48 2022 No.20171368 >>20171355 and people think I'm stupid because all I care about is thinking and not knowledge or communication

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 20:33:54 2022 No.20171397 >>20169846 >>20169872 literal demons

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 20:36:28 2022 No.20171413 >>20168788 That is disgusting dude I feel bad for you

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 20:42:08 2022 No.20171445 >>20171368 I'm tired of being so fucking ignorant I hate myself

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 20:50:26 2022 No.20171502
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I believe I was thinking of a painting and I noticed a distinct thought appear to me (perhaps I was not thinking of a painting at all but something less distinct): I want to see what happens. I thought this was a striking thought to come out of nowhere, and wondered what I meant, or what it meant.
>I want to see what happens.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 20:54:50 2022 No.20171515 >>20169141 No shit it wont happen if you continue on this trajectory. You need to get over your social fears if you want that to happen because you weren’t fortunate enough to be raised in an already very social style. Anyone can learn this..

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:15:44 2022 No.20171599 [DELETED]

Having a lesbian friend is pretty based because in turn they have lesbian friends, and everybody knows that lesbians are all drunks and they're actually bisexual whores. One of her friends, who's this short snotty lesbian, got really drunk on Saturday and was smiling and staring at me, and she made some joke about "threeway making out". I ended up chatting up her girlfriend for like an hour and drinking them both to another bar, but once one got too drunk the other had to babysit and killed the vibes. I got their numbers though and she text me the next morning saying we should go out again.

I need to punish some lesbian pussy.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:21:42 2022 No.20171619 Girls are a victim of hookup culture too. Anons need to see the difference between that and relationships

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:28:17 2022 No.20171646 >send goodnight message at 10pm >receive goodnight message at 2am >she never goes to bed that late, especially not on a monday night Fuck it I dont care Im going to a brothel and Im going to sex asian hookers until my dick falls off.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:32:21 2022 No.20171659 >>20171646 You’re overthinking it. She wouldn’t have texted you that late if she was legit cheating. She probably fell asleep, woke up, saw it, and responded without thinking. Don’t be a jealous boyfriend who drives his gf to really cheat

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:33:22 2022 No.20171661

>>20171260
>mass migration
The US is actually for a border wall and tightened digital security for the elites and the good boys.
The lgbt thing is complex. For one thing, fascists of old had a butt load of homosexuals, though this IDpol stuff is used to divide the left, there’s always been a place for them if they’re ideologically complicit (like that. Breadtuber tranny).
But again, we’re not the same as the 1930s axis powers incarnations, but we can expect the current regime’s collapse and the fascists trying to seize power at some point in the future.
Ukrainian nazis collaborate with their puppet president for the western support. They have more of a common sugar daddy.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:35:29 2022 No.20171671 >>20171599 Bisexual girls hang out with lesbians. No surprises there.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:38:45 2022 No.20171683 >>20171619 Yeah theres this mindset which pervades both men and women in which they see the opposite sex as having some kind of happiness and social advantage. In reality everyone is miserable and broken by this culture

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:40:02 2022 No.20171690 >>20171661 What schizo bitchtube channel did you crawl out of

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:40:45 2022 No.20171694 >>20171690 BOOKS

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:42:14 2022 No.20171700 >>20169707 What game?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:46:42 2022 No.20171721 >>20171671 i deleted my post because i just assumed people would say LARP.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:48:24 2022 No.20171732 >>20171694 Name them

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:53:51 2022 No.20171763 >>20171732 Joe Biden

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:55:33 2022 No.20171775 >>20171763 Joe mama.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:56:29 2022 No.20171781 >>20171732 Mearsheimer, Vidal, de Beauvoir. History books and yeah documentaries. Didn’t fall into the breadtube psyops >>20171763 ?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 21:58:10 2022 No.20171791 >>20171781 Just some anon having fun.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:08:13 2022 No.20171838 >>20171791 https://youtu.be/wG4m_m_eJHc

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:08:54 2022 No.20171840 Has anyone done an in-depth study on the nature of dialectic itself? I feel there's something very profound in the topic yet it seems no one addresses this

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:11:43 2022 No.20171850 >>20171840 >in-depth study on the nature of dialectic itself yall really just cant say "thinking" can you?

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:18:08 2022 No.20171867
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>haven't tried dating apps in a while
>open one up
>30 year old bitch
>"READ MY PROFILE BEFORE SWIPING!!!"
>long ass list of requirements like you're applying for a job at her company
>whole bio is salty and cunty
>list of innocuous things she doesn't like in profiles followed by vomit and derision emojis
>30
>30 years old

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:21:27 2022 No.20171880 >>20171867 Anon, people were not meant to meet this way. Be a real human being a meet in an ambience of alcohol and desperation.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:23:49 2022 No.20171888 I didn't think it would come to this, but I'm left with no other option. I have officially begun writing my Sonic the Hedgehog fanfiction.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:24:26 2022 No.20171890

>>20171850
Dialectic is not thinking, it's argument. What Socrates does with people is dialectic, but you can also use dialectic by yourself to analyze something and come to a conclusion about it. It's a similar thing to thinking, but dialectic is the actual process used to arrive at answers. Thought contains a multitude of things, but dialectic is the part of thought that tells us "why" and connects it logically from A to B.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:25:47 2022 No.20171895 >>20171890 you're not good at thinking, then

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:29:05 2022 No.20171904 >>20171895 What's your problem?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:32:09 2022 No.20171913 >>20168356 No one here actually reads. Or has sex.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:33:33 2022 No.20171921

>>20171904
I think it's all games. No longer do I buy that the answer lay just ahead if I read a few more books. In the end you're left with your own thinking, so you might as well come to terms with it now. Thinking is all you have, so just sit with it and make peace, and don't give me some language garbage about the categories of thinking. Thinking is a blooming, buzzing confusion, and any other conclusion is whistling past the graveyard.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:33:59 2022 No.20171924

A little drunk and wishing I had a closer relationship with my parents. It cant be helped now so its not worth ruminating on but hjere I am, 29 years old, alone, and I basically only text my mom to confirm I am alive every 2 months or maybe have a shallow 30 minute convo with my dad about inane bullshit. I dont think my mom actually loves me. im pretty sure she is on antidepreseants and hasd been for many years. Trying to foster a closer relationship at this point would feel inauthentic. When I see people would have regular and meaniful contact with their parents I cant ven comprtehend it. I dont even want my parents to know what my life is like becuase upon close inspection it would be obvious how miserable and lonesome I am. I dont want to go home. What di I do wrong mom? what the fuck. why dont you ever talk to me and laugh or ask about my life and goals? whatever. i need to accept reality and endure life the way it is and stop fantazising about how it could be, becuase it isnt and it cant change

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:43:52 2022 No.20171966 File: 4 KB, 269x188, download (1).jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] my minecraft horse Picasso died bros

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:44:09 2022 No.20171968 >>20171880 I'm struggling to meet people irl.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:45:38 2022 No.20171972

>>20171921
nta, but who said that the answer lays a few books ahead? there's no truth, just "better" argumentation, and for you to have that, you need to have knowledge

i think you've been thinking about knowledge like it's this limited thing where you can reach its edge, and be finished learning

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:47:26 2022 No.20171975 >>20171972 better argumentation dont mean shit. i could argue my way to suicide. will i actually kill myself? should I? different matter, you see.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:50:30 2022 No.20171991 >>20171975 lol, because the two aren't logically related. but like it or not, most decisions in life are made based on argumentation

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:57:06 2022 No.20172009 Theres too many teenagers on omegle

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 22:59:14 2022 No.20172024

>>20171924
Do it even if it's inauthentic bro, do it for them because they can't and because they're weak and flawed. They should have given you a place where you can feel unconditionally safe and loved, like all parents should give their children. If they didn't, that's just yet another part of this hell the whole world is collectively going through right now.

Wounded people wound others. Try to find ways to forgive them and stop the cycle. That doesn't mean opening yourself to endless degradation, or ruining your life for a junkie cousin who genuinely needs to be shut out because he's dangerous, or something. But in many cases, being overly defensive is just continuing the cycle of hurt.

Your parents are flawed people and you may never be able to feel truly "at home" in their love. They may even be bad people, I can't know. But if they are just victims of the ugliness of the world like most flawed people, and that's why they pass the ugliness on to you, you may be able to grow enough inside to become "big enough for the both of you" by contemplating how to forgive, how to see them as victims, even when it's not "fair" because you're the first victim here.

That's the real miracle of love, it disobeys logic and defeats entropy, it creates new love even when there is seemingly no "energy" in the system left for an act of spontaneous creation. That's what unconditional love and forgiveness (when safe) do. The very fact that your parents robbed you of this safe space of love, which is supposed to be the role and nature of the parent child relationship, is why learning to do it for them despite being so deeply wounded by them might be a powerful way to grow. Not only could you possibly heal them somewhat, and increase the amount of compassion in the world, you would also become wiser and pass the wisdom and love onto your own children, breaking the cycle of hurt in your family.

You are right that you deserve simple, normal love, to have your mom laugh when she talks to you, and genuinely care what's going on with you. For what it's worth I really know and feel your pain right now (I hope anyway), and I know from my experience and others' experience that you do deserve that love and you're not broken, you did nothing wrong. Don't confuse this tragic and ugly situation for a meaningful statement about what you deserve and what you are. Even if it always hurts, even if for no reason you can figure out you just had to be out in the cold wilderness for the first part of your life until you found that love elsewhere, you don't deserve the love any less, and you will find it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:01:12 2022 No.20172033 >>20171315 If you read passively

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:01:53 2022 No.20172036

>>20171991
No, they aren't. They're made by intuition. Again, yes, you may argue. But action must lay upon arbitrary decisions (because anything can be argued ad paralysis) which is an aspect ignored by rationalists. It's pure dogma. "Argument" is post-hoc rationalization. Notice such in workplace decison-making. Seldom is there a point of true conclusion from argument. Most "arguments" are left open-ended. Action is taken nonetheless, at the point of least emotional resistance.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:07:54 2022 No.20172061 >>20168788 Dubs! >>20168800 Double dubs! >>20169577 Dubs >>20170000 Quads! Nice. >>20170177 >>20170944 >>20171355 >>20171700 >>20171966 >>20172033 Dubs >>20171888 Trips! Nice

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:08:44 2022 No.20172065 fuck this stupid life, fuck this stupid world i was born to be a failure

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:12:14 2022 No.20172083 >>20172065 post theme https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFkzRNyygfk

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:13:39 2022 No.20172088

>>20172036
desire can be altered through argumentation. If you see the benefit in something, your initial desire might change. you might have been set on doing something, but upon further consideration (read argumentation), you'll change your mind (or heart if you will)

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:15:53 2022 No.20172098 >>20172024 thanks anon, I'll think about it and try next time we talk. I was actually going to isolate myself completly but what you wrote does ring true and brough a tear to my eye. man, life is a bitch.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:23:54 2022 No.20172125 >>20172061 Hey i made the list

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:24:55 2022 No.20172133 You know my life really isnt all that bad. Plenty of people have it way worse. But I'm still unhappy. I cant figure it out

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:26:04 2022 No.20172137 >>20172133 >I cant figure it out its because you are going to die

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:32:53 2022 No.20172155 >>20168274 Life is suffering, faggots. Stop being fragile

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:34:10 2022 No.20172164 >>20172133 I love Epicureanism, but life needs its passions sometimes. The internet sedates us.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:36:46 2022 No.20172175 >>20172155 No.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:36:57 2022 No.20172176 >>20172133 In the end, telling ourselves others have it worse might lend us some perspective but we're removed from that experience. You are you, whatever unhappiness is associated to yourself is something you need to figure out.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:39:58 2022 No.20172185 >>20171880 I wish this worked for me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:50:49 2022 No.20172219 >>20172185 heed the rule of your ancestors. hardly anyone wouldve gotten laid in the past 500 years if it wasnt for distilled spirits

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 23:58:54 2022 No.20172237 >>20168274 cumming doesn't even feel like something i do for pleasure so much as to get relief. feels like exorcising demons from my penis. like passing kidney stones

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:03:39 2022 No.20172252

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-The high pressure air from the cartridge is regulated down to operable pressure between 150-300psi with an adjustable valve that can be manipulated during operation to set the pressure to whatever the operator needs to accomplish the task at hand.
-The cutting action is initiated by pulling the trigger which will open the airway on the pneumatic directional control valve, a small push button, spring returned device that directs air to the pneumatic actuator.
-The air moves through internal hoses to the pneumatic actuator. A single acting, spring returned system that can supply 180lbs of force at 150psi. This actuator drives the rod that is connected to the double shear cutting head.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:04:06 2022 No.20172255

ovulation feels like two to four days of crippling arousal to which climax offers no recourse. for those few days I literally feel like I have a ghost penis that cannot ejaculate. it's so painful. it's a feeling of arousal that radiates down from below my belly-button to my vagina. it's not this bad every month, but it's really getting to me this time around. it's not even sexy or fun really, it just feels constantly irritating. i wish I could numb myself sometimes

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:08:54 2022 No.20172266 >>20172255 tits or gtfo

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:09:09 2022 No.20172267 Anyone ever get headaches when they cum?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:12:39 2022 No.20172275 >>20172267 Only if I'm staring at my phone while jacking off

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:14:03 2022 No.20172277 >>20172255 How do I get an ovulating /lit/ gf?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:20:21 2022 No.20172294 >>20172267 I used to.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:28:36 2022 No.20172311

I'm standing in front of the mirror with frameless circular lens sunglasses in my dark studio apartment. I'm playing 'After Dark' on repeat through my wireless VModa Crossfade headphones and taking the slack out of the custom trigger of my Glock 34 as it presses deeper into the bottom of my jaw. I have shot thousands of rounds through this pistol alone and am intimately familiar with the exact amount of pressure required to actuate the firing mechanism. My left hand is holding a clear plastic cup with my fifth class of rum and coke zero. I cut with coke zero because it has no calories and I like to stay lean. Is this performative? Nobody is watching. I am on the top floor so I am not worried about collateral damage. As the song repeats and I disassociate in my reflection and lose the name of action as I drift back to the middle currents and let myself be carried further down stream.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:35:03 2022 No.20172329 Why have I been resisting? Why have I been going against the current? It's a meaningless pursuit after all. Also, I'm ashamed that that thing afftected me more than I anticipated or it should have

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:37:19 2022 No.20172337 File: 184 KB, 400x300, C1901F16-5489-43A0-B48A-B7DD70DE72F4.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20172255 Double dubs and sex toys!

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:52:02 2022 No.20172367 Everyday is a waking nightmare. I can’t make it to the end of the year.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:53:57 2022 No.20172372 >>20172367 none of us will make it to the end of the year. these are the latter days my man. see you at the judgement

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:56:23 2022 No.20172378
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I think I'm just not built to make it. Talking to new people feels weird like I'm not supposed to be doing it or something. Last week this random woman just sat at my table and started talking to me and I immediately came up with some way to excuse myself because I thought she was put up to it for some club or something. For some people I think relationships just happen and im nothing like that. It's getting lonely though. All the fellow losers I know are now finding girlfriends and making it and even though I've changed a lot I'm just hopeless in the social department

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 00:57:58 2022 No.20172380 >>20172372 I really wish this was true.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 01:03:56 2022 No.20172392 Why am I so repressed and emotional? I feel like I have to mask my tender feelings behind anger and irritability.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 01:05:21 2022 No.20172395 >>20172380 It’s true enough for you if you jump off a building. Leave the rest of us out of it

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 01:14:02 2022 No.20172412 >>20172380 you shouldn't. being witness to the end of times is a horrible misfortune. my only solace is knowing that it had to happen to someone

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 01:25:06 2022 No.20172445 File: 216 KB, 647x809, 1608330938772.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20171683

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 01:28:44 2022 No.20172454 >>20172445 This is yet another blue pill layer of course. The IDpol is used by the state to defend the class system. NaziCathlic boogieman isn’t the one.

the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI Tue Apr 5 01:42:51 2022 No.20172492
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I think tonight I truly realized the seriousness of my binge alcoholism. My friends only had like 1 or 2 beers and I had like 7. I started losing every pool game after the first few. Missing every shot...It was really embarrassing. One of my friends even hinted to me that I drink too much. It is a Monday after all. What the fuck am I doing. Maybe I've taken things too far. Maybe relapsing on weed wasn't such a good idea....

i feel like i have to throw up...what have i done to myself...
https://youtu.be/fWzFkVy3s14

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 01:47:49 2022 No.20172506

>>20172454
ignoring IDpol and embracing these feel good hippie platitudes is how we got capitalists absolutely fucking obliterating the social cohesion of the working class with deranged progressive ideological nonsense. please god stop patting yourself on the back with this enlightened pseudo intellectual neutralism shit while you sit back and watch white working class communities get systematically destroyed in order to make them easier to exploit. a working class that is cohesive on every level, class conscious, racially conscious, spiritually conscious, which sees the absolutely profound value of their people and how important it is to invest in them, is the complete opposite of what exploiters want. they want a mixture of apathy and as many dividing wedges as humanly possible jammed into society. diversity is THEIR strength

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 01:56:39 2022 No.20172526 >>20172506 >spiritually conscious because we all are workers against the evil "owners". that is never gonna work. that is mundane as fuck. no spirituality in there at all.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 02:14:31 2022 No.20172558

>>20172526
good lord, leftists are fucking hopeless. we are all doomed. pull your head out of your ass and consider for a moment that spirituality is just one of many ways to foster cohesion in a group, which when layered with others, results in stronger bonds between individuals in a given community, provides a certain potent antidote to the problems of apathy and nihilism, fosters shared moral values, and creates a more urgent and MEANINGFUL need among people to work together and stop exploitation that goes beyond your petty and shallow materialist "i got mine" tier desires. if you operate on a material basis and ignore IDpol, you will accomplish nothing but creating an atomized and apathetic, self destructive working class that will simply be placated indefinitely by feeding it instant gratification, which is the one thing billionaires can provide in virtually endless capacities.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 02:21:11 2022 No.20172567

>>20172558
>shallow materialist "i got mine" tier desires.
your end goal is a shallow materialist goal too. spirituality is not about "foster cohesion in a group". that is what you think and that is why you have this stupid notions of spirituality as religions and power. communist were atheist for a reason. i mean, spirituality imply that there is "another world", you just cant have that and at the same time thinking our reality here is the only one that cares.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 02:29:34 2022 No.20172582

>>20172567
>spirituality is not about "foster cohesion in a group". that is what you think
no, i think its a happy side effect that just happens to be extremely important in the context of the exploitation of the working class. please address what i said, not the strawman you built up and put words into.
>thinking our reality here is the only one that cares.
once again, why would you even post this? i never in any way implied that.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 02:34:59 2022 No.20172601

>>20172567
commie niggas literally wanted to destroy all human bonds of fellowship like the family, religion, state etc thinking they could replace all human bonds with pure material interests, then made an ideology that explicitly relied on human beings operating in perfect harmony en masse. they arent exactly the brightest people to ever exist

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 02:36:40 2022 No.20172605

>>20172582
>i think its a happy side effect that just happens to be extremely important in the context of the exploitation of the working class
working class is united explicitly by their material condition. you cant have a spiritually united group of people based in a materialist assumption. that was simply my point. i suppose you put "spiritually conscious" among racially or class conscious just because it sounds good and cohesive in the moment but you cant have the two.
the exploitation of working class is a minor thing to a spiritually concious person. im not saying they are right or wrong, im just pointing out how spirituality really function.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 02:48:27 2022 No.20172639

>>20172605
>working class is united explicitly by their material condition.
this is why you will always fail and we are all doomed.
>you cant have a spiritually united group of people based in a materialist assumption
you are beyond delusional if you think care for working class people and solidarity as a community is an explicitly materialist matter
>the exploitation of working class is a minor thing to a spiritually concious person.
t. has never actually read the bible or any other religious texts or participated in religious communities.
>im just pointing out how spirituality really function
no you aren't. your projecting your angsty r/atheism tier preconceived notions because it makes you feel good

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 02:52:24 2022 No.20172647 File: 254 KB, 790x819, 1648539578207.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20170959 >normie sees masterfully crafted passionate colourful art with surrealism/abstract elements >"hahaha WHAT DRUGS WAS THEY ON WHEN DEY MADE THIS xDDDD"

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 02:57:24 2022 No.20172655
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Diogenes gets joked about a lot, but he's very interesting if you think about it. Pic related has remained in my head ever since I picked up a copy of Montaigne's Essais from a 2nd and Charles years ago. People on 4chan like to esteem themselves as Diogenes-like figures, but very few in reality are like him. They are more like the conspirators against Caesar, always going on about how their order would be better, and believing the world would be good and worthy if they were in charge. Diogenes really does not take any of it seriously, which is what makes him interesting. Most of his admirers are merely pretending to feel the same.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 02:57:50 2022 No.20172656 I want to let go of ... like ... never existed.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 02:58:08 2022 No.20172658

>>20172639
>this is why you will always fail and we are all doomed.
i understand where you come from and i understand why you dont understand what im saying. people in this era are first and overall materialists, you dont have spirituality united groups or if you see them you would think they are nuts. so i dont care really about your opinion on this issue because you probably think religion have some kind of profound solidarity end in it so you are spiritual even if you dont believe in any other reality and you think your material condition is the ultimate real tangible condition you should see in yourself.
but im really curious about how you can explain that working class is not refering explicitly to a material condition. im really interested in how you can say is a spiritual conscience thing. are you that blind?.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 03:02:29 2022 No.20172669 >>20170959 i use to hate that. but in some really strange moment i realize they only have this "weird imaginative" feeling with drugs so they are saying it like a quirky and witty remark in their mind. pretty awful.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 03:20:51 2022 No.20172715

>>20172658
I understand perfectly well what you are saying
>or if you see them you would think they are nuts
I see them fairly regularly where I live and they are mostly just exceedingly friendly and charitable people who regularly help people and bond with each other over cultural events. this is once again just your angsty r/atheism tier preconceived notions showing. you have no idea what the fuck you are talking about and clearly have no real world experience here
>because you probably think religion have some kind of profound solidarity end in it so you are spiritual even if you dont believe in any other reality and you think your material condition is the ultimate real tangible condition you should see in yourself.
once again, you are just making shit up and attacking me for it and pretending thats an argument. are you afraid to actually address what im saying?
>im really curious about how you can explain that working class is not refering explicitly to a material condition. im really interested in how you can say is a spiritual conscience thing. are you that blind?.
You said "working class is united explicitly by their material condition" and I simply pointed out the blatantly obvious reality that in real life human bonds are significantly more complex than that, people are united by much much more than just material motivations and conditions, and if you rely on purely materialist axioms you are just shooting yourself in the foot and will never succeed in creating any actual meaningful solidarity and real tangible improvement for working class people.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 03:25:00 2022 No.20172727

>>20172715
>actual meaningful solidarity and real tangible improvement for working class people.
>for working class people
you are beyond redemption. you dont even understand how you are serparating people from a materialist perspective. you are this dumb.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 03:30:53 2022 No.20172743 >>20172255 I'm sorry for being crude, miss, but that's so fucking hot

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 03:39:14 2022 No.20172767

>>20170959
how do you pick up the conversation from there though? Because based off that remark, you know that they proll can give a ted talk about drugs, but don't know anything about art, and likely aren't interested in knowing. Or worse: if you tell them anything, they'll take it out of context, and turn into this trivia they'd share with people online while pretending they know sth about art for clicks and likes

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 03:40:22 2022 No.20172771 >>20172767 *prolly

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 03:42:44 2022 No.20172780

>>20172727
Christ you are so fucking dumb and full of yourself lmao, the sheer level of arrogance. I am fully aware that "working class" is a separation along materialist lines, which I can only assume from your post is what you are babbling about, and it has literally no bearing on anything I've said In this conversation. the fact that working class people are defined by material conditions does not in any way mean materialism is the only answer to fostering solidarity and enabling the working class. not only is it not the only answer but its exceedingly weak when standing on its own.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 03:54:14 2022 No.20172820 >>20172506 >please god stop patting yourself on the back w Stfu and stop with the pol memes around here, ya fuck. >IDpol is tearing us apart! So stop letting it and unite with brown, black and heed neighbors, YA FUCK

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 03:57:28 2022 No.20172833

>>20172820
>just make billions of people with deeply rooted differences put everything aside indefinitely and sing kumbaya in order to maybe create a future where your people and everything you care about will be wiped from existence anyway

no, why would you even suggest this?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 04:14:06 2022 No.20172882 >>20172833 >This is what he thinks leftists are proposing Well no wonder you think it’s a shit show. You have no clue what it’s about.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 04:17:13 2022 No.20172888 >>20172882 i am completely aware of what leftism is about, specifically in this context, what the international and class warfare elements are all about. secondly, thats literally what the person i just replied to suggested.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 04:21:00 2022 No.20172893 File: 38 KB, 531x527, 5235235.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] So what is the consensus on Unlimited love?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 04:21:15 2022 No.20172896 >>20168798 That's gross.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 04:22:16 2022 No.20172900 >>20172893 Only like RHCP's early stuff

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 04:23:19 2022 No.20172905 >>20172445 To be fair, MGTOW and Incel types need to infiltrate academia

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 04:25:34 2022 No.20172916

>>20172780
my only point is that you can't have a spiritually united group based in materialitic assumption. now that you concede that working class is a separation along materialist lines there is no point in the conversation.
>the fact that working class people are defined by material conditions does not in any way mean materialism is the only answer to fostering solidarity and enabling the working class.
it means that every solution only can be in a materialist realm since the problem is a materialist one, the base, the core of it is materialist, you have that solidarity to help a materialist issue but the main point still remains a materialist one. anyway if you dont understand it before you will not understand it now. if you, finally, confuse and exchange spirituality and solidarity as the same word and concept then your point make some sense. but for me spirituality is not that.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 04:45:59 2022 No.20172969

>>20172916
and I already explained why your point is massively incorrect and completely nonsensical, smoothbrain. you're just going in circles.
First off, solving a problem of material conditions means improving those conditions, a process we can both accept as a materialistic one, but those improvements dont just appear in a vacuum, and if you rely entirely on materialist axioms and motivations to bring about that improvement, you are SERIOUSLY crippling yourself and wont accomplish jack shit, possibly you will just make things worse.
secondly, working class people suffer from other problems that are not a matters of materialism, so even if you did succeed you would still fall short of truly enabling working class people to thrive.
>if you, finally, confuse and exchange spirituality and solidarity as the same word and concept
for the thousandth time, i have no fucking clue where you are pulling this from, you keep just repeating this shit pulled out of thin air over and over again even though ive never at any point implied it. i said that shared spirituality within a community has a habit of fostering solidarity between people, nothing more or less. im not telling you to literally conflate spirituality with solidarity as if spirituality has no other meaning or purpose. i seriously dont even know where you are pulling this from.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 05:40:58 2022 No.20173135

>>20172969
im saying that if your community is based in a material sense will always be creeple inside. just that.
>i said that shared spirituality within a community has a habit of fostering solidarity between people,
the problem here is that you have a shared spirituality only once the community is stablished by material means (working class). its not a spiritual community that foster the solidarity because a purely spiritual approach to life so you never gonna have a real spirituality. you will always have the materialist fundation. you talk like you care for a holistic approach to working class problems without understanding that the notion of working class is biased since the beginning. at least from a universal-spiritual point of view. but who cares?, i think you are too goal-oriented to care one bit about this subtlety.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 06:39:31 2022 No.20173390 I know there is a constant supply of "What happened to this board?" but right now it seems to have reached a special kind of low point. A totality of any lack of substance. Also seemingly slow and inactive compared to earlier periods.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 07:00:42 2022 No.20173450
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I bought myself Lupin in my native tongue, the only two books there are. Covers are really nice, a bit melancholic, if only there weren't these amazon.com and NY Times reviews slapped on the front. I remember these things used to be on the back or even inside the book, what drunk monkey thought it would look good on the front?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 07:48:54 2022 No.20173555 I honestly would have fucked this one big tittied chick had she not have multitude of mental problems.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 08:27:16 2022 No.20173661 I have 0 (zero) will to do anything. I feel everything in my life is wrong and I just got used to it bit by bit due to cowardice, until the point I don't even know what to fix or how to fix it. I'm just waiting or a miracle, a light from the heavens.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 08:28:46 2022 No.20173669 >>20173661 that makes two of us. only divine intervention can help.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 08:28:55 2022 No.20173670 Bros I legitimately love my wife. I love loving her. I love being loved by her. I'm so glad I didn't give up and kill myself in my 20s

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 08:30:27 2022 No.20173674 >>20173661 As someone might have said before, me three.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 08:44:52 2022 No.20173732 I'm really looking forward to death. I don't like my life, I don't like who I am, and these are things that are largely out of my control to change.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 08:50:53 2022 No.20173757

Idle thoughts:
1) If you work to earn money to do what you want, why can't you pay someone to kill you?
2) Can being forced to do customer service as a creative type end up making yourself spiral out of control?
3) What if hell is a construct of your own making, except that you have no hope of getting out of it this time?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 09:04:37 2022 No.20173793 >>20173670 good for you, in my 30s and still can't find anybody

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 09:10:21 2022 No.20173820 >>20173555 my thoughts on most girls I end up ghosting (for obvious reasons) you've dodged a bullet. don't lose your time on crazies, normal girls exist and they make wonderful wives

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 09:22:27 2022 No.20173872 File: 45 KB, 1066x1066, 1634418421064.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] And here, poor fool! with all my lore. I stand, no wiser than before.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 09:55:01 2022 No.20173996

>>20168274
I've noticed every time I take tests online, for ethics I always get Immanuel Kant and for metaphysics, Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz and combined I'm not sure about the implications of that, ideological or otherwise. And yes I've read both, twice.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 09:58:23 2022 No.20174011 >>20172896 jealous?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:00:35 2022 No.20174021 File: 68 KB, 1079x1146, agree.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20168356

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:00:52 2022 No.20174025

I do feel like she's seen it all, done it all, there's nothing new that I could do with her. She's well traveled. She's been across the country with a boyfriend and friends. She has a house and nice things and other guys have lived with her. I'm just another one. I don't know what I could bring to the table, what I have to offer. I feel like none of our experiences will be novel to her, only to me, and that will hurt me. That she'll always be comparing what we do to past experiences. That they'll always color our experiences. Like, already, as a minor point, i can't play XXX bc of associations with a past lover. I'd also be less inclined to do a cross county trip, because she's already done that. But that's something I'd have liked to have done. It doesn't feel good. I don't feel good.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:02:54 2022 No.20174034

>>20174025
The counter to this is literally all women available to me will be similar in this way. And I'm getting older and want kids soon. No partner will be perfect for me. Fucking sucks. So, if her other qualities are worthwhile, then I guess go for it. I just wish I could be more enthusiastic about it, and less hurt by her past. (Which, i admit, is no fault of her own. At worst, she is just another victim of modernity and i am collateral damage.)

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:04:56 2022 No.20174049 >>20174025 >>20174034 Basically my options are shitty jealousy, loneliness, or suicide. I truly don't know which is most appealing.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:05:46 2022 No.20174053 >>20174025 People get better at differentiating excitement/fun vs being content as they get older. The first one is transient. She wouldn’t be with you if she didn’t want to

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:06:28 2022 No.20174056 >>20174025 No one thinks this way. Never have I met someone who, upon feeling something, does it so by comparing it to something similar in their past. I really think you have low self-esteem. It can be solved with going to therapy.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:09:55 2022 No.20174075 >>20170959 true. it's a plague on analysis, but unavoidable, i've come to believe.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:12:15 2022 No.20174086 >>20172445 them jews and rolls dice... mgtow feminism inceldom!

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:26:29 2022 No.20174163 >>20174011 Come again?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:27:40 2022 No.20174168 >>20173793 About to be 40 and every girlfriend I've had was an adulterous whore. Things could be worse.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:44:29 2022 No.20174239 >>20174168 It worse to end up as s virgin.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:54:57 2022 No.20174285 >>20174168 Then you realize she isn’t the one and move on.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 10:58:51 2022 No.20174309 >>20174025 I'm seriously considering purchasing a wife from the 3rd world

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 11:11:19 2022 No.20174371 >>20172888 >is clueless

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 11:12:09 2022 No.20174377 Everyone in this thread is a fag. Also, Don Quixote or some other on topic bullshit.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 11:19:18 2022 No.20174412 Decided that I will go to Istanbul to get out of my comfort zone and meet new people. If all goes well maybe I'll even go on a few dates

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 11:28:46 2022 No.20174448 >>20174163 I would but my balls have been empty since that night.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 11:49:48 2022 No.20174550 >>20168274 i have memories of before life

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 11:52:31 2022 No.20174562
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How difficult would it be for a sperg in his 20s to pick up painting as a hobby? I was always abysmal at drawing with a pen/pencil/what have you, but recently i've had a gut feeling calling me towards this art form. I know that "being good at painting" is more arbitrary than, say, being good at making music, but there are fundamentals and rites of passage im sure. What I don't know is how steep it is, and perhaps more importantly, how expensive it is to consistently secure the logistics of the whole ordeal. Ideally, I'd love to make something like pic related, but it might be out of my league at this point.
Are there any painter bros here that can offer insight?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 11:53:05 2022 No.20174568 > hate my job > drink a lot of coffee for energy > have so much energy that I speak like I care at work > hate myself for acting like I care when I don’t

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 11:54:39 2022 No.20174575 >>20174568 Give me some of that energy bro, then you can show that you don't care.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 11:57:54 2022 No.20174592 If you were told that you could live a happy life if you changed your world view, would you legitimately try? Curious if people would rather be right or happy

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:01:16 2022 No.20174607 >>20174592 My world view is that everything sucks so yeah, it'd be nice to be happy.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:02:53 2022 No.20174615 >>20174607 Try to see the positive in everyone and everything and not the negative

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:03:13 2022 No.20174619 >>20174562 Try >>>/ic/

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:04:26 2022 No.20174629

>>20174562
Haven't painted myself, but just go for it man. It's not one of those skills where you need to do it from a young age to get really good at it. But also, we're best off avoiding a focus on end products and simply taking up the hobby if we enjoy the process.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:13:05 2022 No.20174665 >>20174619 it's too basic of a question for that board. it would be like asking how to get started with lifting on /fit/.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:15:54 2022 No.20174681 >>20174615 That would require a lot of money and separation from people.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:21:56 2022 No.20174701 >>20174681 Then you don’t really want to try because it doesn’t

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:24:26 2022 No.20174711 Would you help an injured man in the street?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:26:14 2022 No.20174718 >>20174711 sure, might be a chance at redemption

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:32:17 2022 No.20174738 >>20172492 so are you going to start listening to us now?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:33:32 2022 No.20174744 >>20174711 Of course

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:40:10 2022 No.20174790 >>20174711 Probably yeah. Somewhat depends on the situation but generally speaking yes.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:42:54 2022 No.20174805 >>20174701 Yes, the positive in everyone and most things happens when they fuck off and leave me be, actually.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:46:07 2022 No.20174830 It would be pretty cool if someone created a work of art that's designed as a sequel to some prior work they had no involvement in at all. I know this has been done a couple of times but AFAIK no one has really done this well yet

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:48:22 2022 No.20174845 >>20172969 >>20173135 you read like one schizo arguing with himself.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 12:51:29 2022 No.20174862 >>20174239 I guess but I have great reverence for monks and other assorted ascetics

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 13:01:50 2022 No.20174922 I’m the anon who asked for recs on books about death. In the time since I’ve been to the ER, a mental hospital, and almost got sectioned. Now they have me on SSRIs. I’m a hylic now bros...

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 13:02:53 2022 No.20174926 >>20174922 You're supposed to hide your power level anon.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 13:03:54 2022 No.20174937 >>20174845 All of reality is one schizo arguing with himself

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 13:38:29 2022 No.20175098 im so lonely nowadays. i wish i could make some friends but dont know where to go.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 13:50:39 2022 No.20175169 >>20175098 what's your discord

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 14:10:49 2022 No.20175255 >>20171700 pretty sure it's the System Shock 1

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 14:22:31 2022 No.20175325 >>20174937 according to you, but you're a schizo

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 14:38:41 2022 No.20175422 File: 410 KB, 840x854, 0e6.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20171355 We're all gonna make it

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 14:43:48 2022 No.20175453

>>20171924
It's alright man. I feel the same way quite often. Normal people don't understand it. I'm probably going to off myself in a couple years because the damage is irreparable. Oh well though, at least I haven't inflicted pain onto anyone else. At this point, I don't think I'd care even if I were burning in hell for eternity or reincarnated as a cripple

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 14:47:56 2022 No.20175478 Having a cat is good

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 15:06:31 2022 No.20175590 >>20174711 To the best of my ability.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 15:19:02 2022 No.20175660 Why shouldn’t i kill myself?

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 15:20:39 2022 No.20175667
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had phone interview for technical writing job for pcb manufacturing company. i have no real job experience and theyre still moving forward with it and i hope my stupid brain doesnt blank out on me like it does every time multiple pairs of expecting eyes are watching me hanging on my every word, its my ultimate weakness, speaking in front of others, not because i'm nervous but because i am infinitely aware that if i stop talking for a couple seconds it becomes more important to start talking, and then the more important it becomes the more dire the consequences are, and because i am consciously aware of it, i am not aware of what i am supposed to say, so i have to strictly follow a script in any presentation or else im done for

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 15:21:51 2022 No.20175672 >>20175660 you might regret dying if you were alive you havent experience everything yet >>20175478 what if you're allergic

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 15:23:50 2022 No.20175686 >>20175672 But i suffer with anhedonia.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 15:24:35 2022 No.20175693 >>20175686 oh i am sorry to hear that anon, i haven't experienced that myself but i've heard other people describe it and it sounds horrible. have you tried drugs?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 15:47:02 2022 No.20175818 >>20175693 Just plenty of antidepressants that haven’t helped at all. And alcohol and benzos which just help me blackout.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 15:48:18 2022 No.20175825 >>20172639 anon just say what your religious suggestion is then. anarcho christianity? everyone converts to judaism? what are you actually on about? did you invent your own protestantism?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 15:56:11 2022 No.20175851 >>20174412 the Hagia Sophia is the only time I've ever been awed by architecture. I don't know if they let tourists in any more though, I think it's in active use as a mosque nowadays.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:05:18 2022 No.20175897 >>20174592 I'd ask what is a happy life?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:05:52 2022 No.20175901 >>20175897 one where i get to cum in woman

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:06:47 2022 No.20175909 Are there any /lit/ discords?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:06:52 2022 No.20175911 >>20175901 then its not for me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:07:26 2022 No.20175913 >>20175911 you are going to cum in broad

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:09:04 2022 No.20175924 >>20175913 im a 30 year old khv. thats not happening. the last train has left the station

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:23:40 2022 No.20176004 >>20175924 there's always trains at the station as long as there are broads that need cumming in. go to meetup.com and join some groups

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:25:45 2022 No.20176018 File: 181 KB, 500x328, tumblr_m3zosnwzvu1rvikxro1_500.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Alice purple panties......

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:27:10 2022 No.20176023 >>20176018 bro thats like 10 pixels touch grass you're better off jerking it those anime women they drew on r/place

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:38:51 2022 No.20176098
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>>20176023
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THE HOTNESS OF THE LITTLE MOMENT OF JOY THAT IS WHEN YOU USE THE ILLUMINATI MAGIC AND GET TO SEE HER BEAUTIFUL PURPLE PANTIES YOU ONLY GET TO SEE AFTER SOME HARD GRINDING AND IN THE LAST DUNGEON OF THE GAME! KEEP MY WAIFU'S NAME OUT OF YOUR FRICKING MOUTH!
>inb4 schizo
KEEP MY WAIFU'S NAME OUT OF YOUR FRICKING MOUTH!

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:52:16 2022 No.20176189 >>20175818 Not him but try eliminating stuff from your diet. I'm quitting coffee and sugar this month to see if it helps the anhedonia.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 16:57:45 2022 No.20176231 I’ve become a lot more interested in writing within mediums like video games and anime recently. The major downside of them is how little control a single creator can have.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 17:07:59 2022 No.20176303 >>20176189 I’ve tried quitting coffee and alcohol. Didn’t help at all. I’m pretty fit so I already don’t eat much sugar. I might honestly try becoming obese and just eating as much sugar as i can. Probably won’t work. I just don’t know anymore.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 17:17:57 2022 No.20176348

>>20175667
God, why did I have to enter into technical writing. I hardly do any writing, and I feel useless with my lack of mechanical knowledge. It's fairly laid back, at the very least. My boss and coworkers are nice; we buy each other lunch and exchange gifts now and then. Toilet humor and our hatred for the other idiots in our company unites us. Sorry, anon. I get triggered and start babbling when I see "technical writing." I do hope you get the job, and I wish you all the best. I just hope you can handle this mundane existence.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 17:29:23 2022 No.20176395 I'm going to die in this room.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 17:30:03 2022 No.20176399 >>20175098 Go outside

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 17:50:13 2022 No.20176486

>>20176348
>God, why did I have to enter into technical writing.
What kind do you do? This one is pcb manufacturing so they're trying to hire an engineer graduate. Can't find any other jobs anyway either

>I just hope you can handle this mundane existence.
that bad? what would you have done instead? i'll probably lose my mind then but until then i have loans to pay off and i don't know what else to do, every job seems basically mundane and stupid

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 18:04:59 2022 No.20176549 I lost my coin. How will I take any decision now without my coin to aid me, to guide me throught luck?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 18:06:02 2022 No.20176550 I'm completely lost without my coin. I don't know where I put it and I don't know what to do now.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 18:11:14 2022 No.20176575 >>20176550 >>20176549 check in your seat cushions

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 18:23:46 2022 No.20176634

>>20176486
It's also in the manufacturing field, but it's for car systems. Did you graduate with an engineering degree? I'd say this is a decent enough start to get your foot into the field, but I would reckon you could find more suitable work. I feel even more sorry for you if you do want to get into engineering. In the engineering newsletter, the one employee praised in the "spotlight" section worked 135.5 hours to meet a deadline. It's insane.
As for what I would have done instead? Nothing comes to mind, really. I could have done something more artsy, but that's a joke too. I'm just warning you about how tedious technical writing can be. As long as you have good coworkers, I feel that it would alleviate the dullness.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 18:24:48 2022 No.20176639 >>20176634 *135.5 hours in a week I don't envy them.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 18:46:05 2022 No.20176744 >>20176575 I will, anon. For now I'll use a dice.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 18:47:36 2022 No.20176752 There's nothing nice in my mind right now. I hate the people I live with. And hating them makes me hate myself for being so weak that I'm being pushed by them.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 18:59:11 2022 No.20176803
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>>20176634
>I'd say this is a decent enough start to get your foot into the field, but I would reckon you could find more suitable work.
I bet, the place is nearby though and my rent is paid for at the moment and,
>I feel even more sorry for you if you do want to get into engineering. In the engineering newsletter, the one employee praised in the "spotlight" section worked 135.5 hours to meet a deadline.
This is what I thought. Have some europoor friends and only one of them decided to actually become an engineer and he took over a retiring senior position for his first job and has to manage all of the clients. On a europoor engineer's salary (like 25-30k GBP not kidding). He's miserable. The others are literally like high school PE teachers or trying to get a PhD. Maybe I'll try it someday.
>I'm just warning you about how tedious technical writing can be.
>As long as you have good coworkers, I feel that it would alleviate the dullness.
Thanks. How much do you even interact with people? Do you feel like what you do or your skills are useful, or at least in demand?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:07:42 2022 No.20176848 I'm in love, bros. However, she doesn't know me. She doesn't even "exist" in the present. I love the form of her I see in the videos I've saved of her.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:11:59 2022 No.20176861 beautiful https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=neZHpWExqwQ

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:25:27 2022 No.20176911 >>20176848 who? ciara? aggie?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:27:50 2022 No.20176918 >>20176911 I'm too ashamed to say who. Wasn't Clara underage?

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:31:19 2022 No.20176930 >>20176918 ciara was 19 or 20 when she died but you're right in that most images of her online are underage

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:42:54 2022 No.20176977

>>20176803
If it's close by and your rent is paid for, then that's a plus. Don't push yourself too hard though. I feel sorry for your friend's senior engineering position. I mainly just interact with my 3 coworkers. Sometimes I email others to ask questions, but I don't talk much. I listen to music or a video in the background and try to unscramble information. I feel that technical writing is in demand simply because you'll always need documentation for something. Systems aren't accepted until the manuals are in, etc., etc. It feels like the bottom rung of the hierarchy since most people don't care and don't have the time to deal with you, but it's good if you don't like the glamor and attention. You coast by for the most part.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:43:36 2022 No.20176981 the kali yuga keeps getting worse

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:45:46 2022 No.20176998 >>20176981 read marty glass

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:48:46 2022 No.20177014 >>20176981 Has to get worse before it gets better

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:49:04 2022 No.20177015

>>20168788
God that sounds miserable. Tbh I don’t think fucking an absolute whore is ever worth. I’ve slept with a few girls from tinder and it almost always results in the same feeling of shame, though I never had anything quite that bad happen. Hoes should be left on the street where they belong.

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:51:33 2022 No.20177031

>>20168800
Unironically look for a chick with autism. She won’t be as traditionally feminine, but she’ll make up for it with other cute little quirks, and if it’s genuine case of the tism the likelihood of her being a whore is minimal, and she may even share some of your interests such as video games or literature.
>t. have a tism gf

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:56:07 2022 No.20177049

>>20168788
Girl see sex vastly different than guys. It isn’t a big deal to them, but they don’t understand how guys view it. She was actually probably trying to impress you and show you she is “desirable”. I definitely would have said “you shouldn’t tell someone that”. You should be thankful she did because now you know she’s low value and an easy pass

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 19:58:09 2022 No.20177055 >>20177049 >”you shouldn’t tell someone that” Regarding the black guy obviously. A huge tip regarding dating is to always view it as a trial for the girl, not you. Just be yourself. Lol

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 20:05:09 2022 No.20177086 >entertain me >shoot your shot >make me laugh the audacity of 21st century women

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 20:15:26 2022 No.20177143 I didn't go all in with a girl cause thought she was ugly, now I'm alone and horny

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 20:26:07 2022 No.20177207

something very strange has happened. or it hasn't actually, but it seems like it has. God knows. It's a real test of faith. It is possible that something truly good is happening. This may sound absurd, but while I am absolutely certain of the magnanimity and mercy of God in the afterlife, my faith in His wanting anything good for me here, on the terms of here, is not very high it seems. This is disbelief, plainly. But ofcourse it is a gathered experience, though mostly experience from before I embraced religion. Since I truly embraced it His track record is quite formidable as far as my life here is concerned, really. But there is a lot of old wounds I guess. Just assuming the worst, no self-esteem, barely even a sense of self at all. Why wouldn't I fuck this up? Meanwhile I know on some level that if God wishes then I literally can't fuck it up. If it's even a thing. A part of me thinks that viewing it as a thing is already manipulative and evil, which I.. I mean I guess I kind of agree with. Am I about to use someone? Or to try to? Or am I about to make an acquaintance? It's their idea in the first place and they're far more experienced than me I'm sure, in this life and the religion. Far more. If I tried I'm sure I'd fail. Can I not try? Is it a form of desperation? It can well be, which is also a form of disbelief. What else could it be? What an integration into life, my friends! Strange things. I've told God outright and He well knows that.. by my old intuition I don't believe anything good can happen. I have confessed my knowledge that this is disbelief, and I've asked for Him to carry me to whatever the best outcome is, since my feet really can't carry me through this.

I'm getting ahead of myself for sure. I'm hoping for something. I don't think it's a realistic hope. There is however a moderate form of that same hope which could still be exactly what I've been praying for, which is the most excellent teacher. I don't think I deserve the honor I could be upon. I don't think I can life up to it. My heart is not soft, I expect I'll disappoint. But this could be what I've prayed for. If it is not then it remains the case: Allahu Akbar.

Now I don't want to go to sleep because I am too excited to see what my first thoughts will be in the morning.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 20:43:39 2022 No.20177273 My daydreams are starting to become long term. They have a recurring set of characters and a coherent timeline.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 20:45:17 2022 No.20177281 >>20177086 An e girl once told me not to shoot my shot. I told her thats okay because I was just gonna blow a load instead. She blocked me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Apr 5 20:56:50 2022 No.20177329 New thread >>20177326 >>20177326

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 22:19:55 2022 No.20177704

>>20168788
I'm with you brother
I would've acted the same in your stead. it's even worse when you have multiple women as friends and they take everything nasty they've done (even going as far as having sex with their ex's best friend in retaliation for some shit) as a personal trophy, it really makes you think twice before dating someone. it's beyond me how women can have such a different worldview and act so disgustingly and still hope to get married later

Anonymous Tue Apr 5 23:37:38 2022 No.20178033

>>20169735

I too, love Garden of Earthly Delights

Be careful, it will consume you, and eventually every time you see it referenced you will see it as a personal message from god that the surrounding work or event is worth paying attention to

t. schizo

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