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/wwoym/ Get Yer Hands on Some Dough edition

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>> No.21531678
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I, the paragon of physical perfection, gaze upon the mortals before me with contempt. Their frail and feeble bodies, bound by the shackles of mortality, are but a crude imitation of the godlike form I possess.

My schizophrenia, though a curse to some, has gifted me with the insight to transcend the limitations of the flesh. I have transcended the petty concerns of the masses, who are content to wallow in their mediocrity.

My physique, honed to a state of perfection through years of rigorous discipline, is a testament to my will and my vision. While others cower in fear of their own inadequacies, I stand tall, a living embodiment of human potential.

My limbs, corded with sinew and muscle, are capable of feats of strength and agility that would leave mere mortals in awe. My senses, honed to a preternatural keenness, allow me to perceive the world in a manner that is beyond the comprehension of the common man.

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>> No.21531694

I may have been a catastrophic academic failure, but at the very least I can pass away with the fact that I was able to consistently make the whole classroom laugh with my bits, including the teacher. I'm happy to know that I put genuine smiles on people's faces, even if it was ephemeral.

>> No.21531706

>>21531661
nofap day 8

>> No.21531709

>>21531661
I genuinely think I have extreme anger issues. I need to seek help but I don't think I will.

>> No.21531721

I really hate my job and I’ve been planning to quit for a while now, but they ask for such a little amount of time from me that I sometimes think I should stay.

>> No.21531723

How old are you people?

>> No.21531730

>>21531723
gonna turn 22 in march. i'm so screwed, the downward slope has already begun without even making anything out of my life, i'm dreading the mental stagnation and subsequent degeneration

>> No.21531735

>>21531673
>>21531633
You're being gaslit. Mental disorders do not exist.

>> No.21531739

I want to walk to the library tomorrow to do a couple things as part of the winter of reading event and then hang out and read but I just remembered it's gonna be closed for a federal holiday. I'm not sure what I'll do instead. Maybe talk to a friend cause it's been a few months.

>> No.21531745

Many years ago I punched down some newly risen dough while attempting to come to terms with reality as represented by a very large dose of DMT. Have not used any drugs since, never really saw the point in it after that. It is somewhat depressing that nothing in life will ever come close to that moment but there are also other moments in life that will never be matched and I guess this is a part of life.
>>21531723
Old
>>21531730
I have two decades on you, I could be your father. The mental stagnation and digression is just complacency, you can either accept it or reject it. It is not that difficult, just the simple choice of which you prefer.

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>>21531661
Am I rude for being annoyed my mother for giving me this shirt for my bday.

I keep telling her I don't want anything for Christmas or my bday as I have everything I want and that it will just go to waste yet she keeps getting me shit like this. Gaudy branded clothes that isn't even my style, when I pretty much always wear plain tees or button up shirts.

Not only that, it's costs like 5x I would spend on my tees and last time she got mad at me because I just wear shit she gives to do yard work or to mow the lawn. Trying to guilt me saying I don't appreciate what she does and that I don't care. Like wtf, it obviously her that doesn't care by keep giving me crap I don't want or need for her own sake

I keep saying , if you must give me a gift just get me a pack of my coffee or something edible like my favourite cookies/biscuits but she never listens. This time I had to be harsh and just straight up admitted I'm not going to wear it and now she's guilting me like it's for my sake she wants me to wear nice things. When I already have my "nice clothes" (some are branded, just not openly logo branded), and being in my friggen 30s, I already have my style and way of dressing.

>> No.21531754

>>21531745
just say thank you and appreciate the kind gesture before quietly reselling it ya sperg

>> No.21531757

damn it that >>21531754 was meant for >>21531749 im sorry

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I hate going into these conspiracy theories but how much of google is just bullshit now? pic related. I tried searching for this line and what people thought of it.It's funny people didn't understand what Chappelle was saying.

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>>21531661
LGBTQA YA lit sounds like actual psychosis to me

>> No.21531766

>>21531762
Sometimes I'm happy that I don't participate in anything.

>> No.21531767

>>21531758
Reminds me I tried to search some RNA stuff for a bioinformatics class and it was jsut shwoing 'covid vaccine is safe' stuff

>> No.21531775

>>21531754
But how long must it go on before she gets the point

It's frustrating because she just feels like she is getting stuff "on sale" just because my aunty works for a big department store and gets a 15% discount.

I keep pointing out she isn't getting a bargain just because she gets an item for $25 after discount as opposed to the $5 tee I would normally wear

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>>21531767
>>21531758
this is what pisses me off the most

>> No.21531781

>>21531775
it's extra money for you

>> No.21531785

>>21531745
advise me, man. what can i do to prevent sloth from taking over and make the right choice?

>> No.21531787

>>21531758
Google basis its results off of what most people who do similar searches click on, not a conspiracy or censorship, just a reminder of the average joe.

>> No.21531793

>>21531787
They literally admitted that they "deprioritize" "potentially harmful content" on their platforms. It's not even a conspiracy theory. Take your meds schizo.

>> No.21531794 [DELETED] 

it's weird this intestine on the side of my stomach makes noises now that sound almost indistinguishable from farts. really annoying. my stomach didn't used to do that. could it be a vaccine side effect? every time something weird happens with my body that never happened before 2020 i'm like could it be the vaccine? like i didn't need reading glasses in 2019, now i have to hold books out in front of me like geezer to see the shit. did i just get old in 3 years? i guess so. i'm at that age that your body starts to go. plus i got out of shape during the pandemic cuz they required masks even for running on the dirt trails behind the park and i was just like no.

>> No.21531821

>>21531787
Everyone googling Jewish conspiracies is looking at articles by hazaartz and the anti defamation league?

>> No.21531826

What's on your mind is always the most inane repulsive shit. Wouldn't it be more enjoyable and productive to have more interesting things on your mind?

>> No.21531833 [DELETED] 

HEY OLIVER GO FUCK YOURSELF

HA HA HA FUCK YOU YOU STUPID CUNT.
YOU THINK YOU"RE BETTER THAN ME BECAUSE YOU GOT A JOB AS AN ASSISTANT EDITOR FOR LGBT CRAP?

FUCK YOU YOU STUPID STUPID BITCH YOU"LL NEVER HAVE A PENIS, YOU"LL NEVER HAVE TESTICLES.

I HOPE YOU REALIZE HOW STUPID THAT UNDERCUT LOOKS BEFORE YOU HIT THE WALL BITCH BUT YOU'VE PROBABLY CUT OFF THOSE TINY TITS OFF ANYWAY DESPITE BEING FLAT CHESTED BECAUSE YOU AESTHETICISE THE CHEST SCARS LIKE A STUPID CUNT.

>> No.21531848

i got over adriana

>> No.21531857

>>21531793
I did not "literally admit" that.
>>21531821
Do you not understand what "similar" means? It is stupid simple to trick google's search algorithms into giving you what you want and if they wanted to hide that information they would fix that. Anyone of average intelligence should be able to learn all they need to figure out google's search algorithms in an evening and see how they work, they are not that complex unless you dig into the shopping aspects and then they get insane and creepy.

>> No.21531862

>>21531762
I want to write one of these books where the protagonist realizes they were straight all along and that they really fucking hate queers.

>> No.21531868

>>21531857
yeah probably the people who publish insane conspiracy shit just aren't that good at seo compared to well funded non-profits?

>> No.21531888

>>21531868
That is part of it but that is not very difficult to work around from the end user standpoint, you just need to make sure your search string will come across as gibberish to the algorithms so it falls back to literal string searching. Use of multiple quoted strings is also very useful.

I suspect a big part of the problem is that people who search for inane conspiracy shit either do not have a google account or have search history turned off so the algorithm can not use their history to help find relevant matches. I looked up Teddy K awhile ago and the news feed on my phone (android obviously) had conspiracy shit for the next few weeks.

>> No.21531894

>>21531661
very pleasant dough

>>21531678
FOR MY THEME SONG
MY LEATHER BLACK JEANS ON
MY BY ANY MEANS ON
PARDON, I'M GETTING MY SCREAM ON

>> No.21531902

Pirating the onlyfans of some stacked midwest ASMR girl who has a boyfriend and makes porn for extra money, despite the piracy forum guys doxing her and revealing she's upper middle class at least and has a high paying job, and what shocks me the most about her is that she's completely unsexual or desexualized in all the content. Reminds me of Katie's Classic Books, the girl /lit/ trolled. Everything is there for it to technically be porn, she's naked, she's sucking dick, she's spreading her ass and pussy. But it feels sick and wrong, like watching a retard do something sexual, knowing they can't consent. Her mind is somewhere else. Not in the usual whore way either, like not in a traumatized prostitute ghetto skank just doing it for drug money way. I wouldn't be surprised if this girl was asexual. But even an asexual woman can still suck on a cock and spread her shitter and pussy flaps apart. Must be weird to be a moist rotisserie chicken a tribe of apes want to lick and suck on and fuck in every opening but also a person incidentally. Or are you still a person at that point? Well I guess the good news is she has $743.

>> No.21531903

i wish i was based

>> No.21531906

I went to Barnes and Nobel today and overheard a group of teens actively looking for LGBT and Queer novels.

I then realized those books really do sell very well.

>> No.21531927

>>21531903
based.

>> No.21531969

Degenerate post incoming that I am not proud of. There was a pair of size S adult male underwear left over in the room I was staying at, meaning it probably belonged to an adolescent male aged 15-19. I ended up sleeping with it near my face.

That may sound perverted in the extreme but I wasn’t even that sexually aroused by it. It was like I wanted to inhale the traces of his youth and vigor, to know the shadow of him. From the gentle scents of him I either imagined or actually did gather all sorts of details about him in my minds eye as if I had the olfactory powers of a dog. It smelled like, it was a story of life and health. It was comforting and relaxing and a pathetic way to not feel alone for a moment. This was someone who I could--and probably should never touch--but whose energy I needed.

Inb4 faggot. Obviously.

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>>21531969
>just got unbanned
>read this
holy fuck I need another ban

>> No.21532012

>>21531661
Just found out Chad A Haags gf is a Latina BBW

>> No.21532041

Sometimes I wonder if I used to have an addiction to music or if I used it as an unhealthy coping mechanism. All through my childhood and teenage years I had headphones in whenever possible: at home, going out, at school, sometimes when hanging out with friends I'd be in my own world. I was always so uncomfortable around people and music always relieved that discomfort.

>> No.21532081

Went on a first date with a girl I met online and I can't decide if I like the girl enough to go for a second. I guess the fact that I'm so conflicted and overthinking it probably means that I shouldn't bother.

>> No.21532085

>>21532081
I don't even remember what it's like to "like" a girl, they're all the same person talking about their dog and food

Even when I have good chemistry with them it's just meh

>> No.21532087

I'm sick and tired of pubes growing out of my nuts. Should I laser the hair away?

>> No.21532095

>>21532087

Just chop your balls off and transition. Having pubic hair on your scrotum is a feature of being a man.

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I told my friends I've had at least 5 different situations where I'm drunk with a girl and she keeps feeling me up. I know they had no romantic interests in me but they kept touching me (chests, arms, thighs and sometimes hair).
They laughed and said only I end up dealing with women like this.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PHeJq1rJmHs

Feeling like reading some Haruki Murakami but I have too many books accumulated over the past year that I'd feel guilty to read something outside of that collection. I've become a consumer, buying things I won't immediately use just to have them on hand, and it's gotten to the point that I feel guilty and unhappy with myself.

>> No.21532209

>>21532087
I would shave it instead, the slightly furry stage is nice. Ball hair also does not itch when growing back for whatever reason.
>>21532095
The ladies are far more willing to suck both cock and balls when they don't have to pull your pubic hair out of their teeth afterwords.

>> No.21532226

>>21531661
sex isn't real. no one has ever had sex

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I’m a complete loner shut in that reads all day. And a qt gave me her number and is new to nyc and wants to go out. Where should I take her? I don’t go out unironically. Should I tell her the truth, that I don’t go out really and just read all day? She literally has a tiktok too and is super social. Literally the opposite of me. What do I do bros? If I don’t take her out, i’ll feel like I sabatoged myself yet again. But I can’t bear actually trying and this all being so cringe.

>> No.21532282

>>21532278
It probably won't work out because your personalities are too different. Hiding things from her will also doom the relationship and make it feel like shit, what with you having to put up an act just to prevent her from hating you.
I recommend you come clean early and apologize, hoping she doesn't mind, or ghost/inform her you have other plans.

>> No.21532287

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EskQKOQJYTE

>> No.21532288

>>21532278
Just tell her the truth, tell her you prefer to spend your time at home reading but you want to go out with her and experience her world as well. Lots of ladies prefer the introverted man, especially ladies who have been cheated on a few times too many.
>>21532282
Are you 15?

>> No.21532290

>>21532282
>I recommend you come clean and apologize
Well I don’t even know her and never lied to her, so no need to apologize. She just thought I was attractive and gave me her number. But pretty sound advice. I guess I’ll tell her I don’t go out much and see what she thinks about that.

>> No.21532294

>>21532288
>Are you 15?
How is that an immature response? He can continue things but he has to come clean as you advised, and if he doesn't want to then he can quit talking to her.

>> No.21532295

>>21532288
>Just tell her the truth
Yea I guess I have to. It just is so embarrassing I guess. She’s new to nyc and she’s going to have to be the one to take me out and show me around. How pathetic.

>> No.21532298

>>21531661
i must imbibe poison endlessly
it cannot kill me

>> No.21532318

>>21532294
Most people do not end up with someone just like themselves and most people cease looking for that after high school. It just does not work well in practice, you need someone who compliments you not has all the same strengths and flaws as you. Opposites attract became a cliche for a reason.
>>21532295
She is not taking you out to show you around, you are both going out on an adventure to explore a city neither of you know very well.

>> No.21532326

I really enjoy listening to a group of people enthusiastically talk about technical details amongst themselves mainly because it is something that I have never been able to do myself. I have almost zero knowledge that I could recall on the spot when it comes to processes, both in terms of hardware and software, because I don't ever do anything. All I have is a bunch of literature or music related ideas that never make the transition to reality because I'm an irredeemably lazy piece of shit. Ain't that just pathetic?

>> No.21532331

>>21532318
I think superficial tik-tok thot and NEET bookworm matchup is a disaster waiting to happen

>> No.21532332

>>21532318
>She is not taking you out to show you around, you are both going out on an adventure to explore a city neither of you know very well.
She’ll probably laugh at me fuck

>> No.21532337

>>21532331
>superficial tik-tok thot
Kind of accurate. But she might have some heart in her
>NEET bookworm
Not a complete NEET but might as well be. I actually do work and am attractive, so I have that going for me I guess. Bookworm is accurate.

>> No.21532343

Effort has become foreign to me. I'm not sure I even comprehend the process of "making effort" anymore. Should I just start working out regularly to snap myself out of this? I really feel like I need to reset my brain, but I have no idea on how to do so.

>> No.21532346

>>21532331
Maybe, but 90% of relationships fail, most people do not marry and spend their lives with the first person they date.
>>21532332
So what if she does? All that means is you dodged a bullet.

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>>21532346
>So what if she does?
These L’s are adding up man

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>>21531661
stronger than dad

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It’s been a year since we last saw each orher. We met up today and got some things from the grocery store. Baguettes, cheese, Pomegranates, sparkling water and a few other things. We ate and talked for a few hours at your place. Hugged and said our goodbyes. It’s been a few hours now and I miss you already. I would’ve stayed longer if you asked me to.

A year ago I told you I had strong feelings towards you. Seeing you today made me realize I still have strong feelings towards you. I wish the feeling was mutual.

>> No.21532372

>>21531730
Then stop. You have most of your twenties ahead of you and all that needs to change is that attitude.

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>>21531735
>>21531633
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YvAYIJSSZY

>> No.21532403

>>21531723
turning 32 in a month

>> No.21532421

>>21532348
And that is all they will do if you don't stop fixating on them and live a little.

>> No.21532424

Where's my alien queen gf? What planet?

>> No.21532427

>>21532421
What should I fixate on?

>> No.21532433

>>21531661
surely it would be better to kill myself
but God has another plan

>> No.21532443

>>21532433
Suicide is morally wrong because you leave everyone behind to suffer without you. Really, you don't deserve to have the peace of death.
While you're chilling in the nothing world (or hell), children are being abused, women are being raped, men are being killed, corrupt politicians sell out their countries for money, rich bourgeois fags practice pathological altruism, gang members behead pedestrians, government agencies collaborate with said gangs in child and human trafficking, etc. Even though you could have done something highly controversial that no-one who cares about continuing to live would do to reduce suffering, you instead choose to abandon your duty. Extreme selfishness. Either suffer like the rest of the proles or go out fighting against Satan and his minions.

>> No.21532449

>>21532433
>>21532443
Not saying you are selfish or choosing to die, I'm just explaining why suicide is selfish. If you want to die so bad, do something that Satan would kill you for.

>> No.21532452

>>21532443
faggot i already said i wasn't going to do it
shut the fuck up before i do it out of spite

>> No.21532454

>>21532427
What ever your goals are.

>> No.21532455

>>21532452
Shit reading comprehension

>> No.21532476

>>21532455
i didn't learn to read until i was in my late teens give me a break

>> No.21532478

>>21532476
Okay, you are forgiven.

>> No.21532481

>>21531679
He has smol peepee

>> No.21532484

>>21531723
Turning 24 on tuesday

>> No.21532493

>>21532443
>Suicide is morally wrong because you leave everyone behind
Not my fault they’re too stupid not to do it too

>> No.21532497

>>21532454
I don’t have any goals. I read looking for one.

>> No.21532501

>>21531661
What’s the deal with “There’s no such thing as stupid questions. Only stupid people” anyway?
There are retarded questions and I WILL ask them. Out. On a date.

>> No.21532511

I just realized how retarded the band Rush is. It's just Reddit atheism (the typw of secular Christianity that tries to pretend that their morality isn't ultimately derived from Christianity while mocking and slandering religion in general) played to hard rock with slight progressive rock attributes. I'm goong back to doom metal. Sleep/Om, Type O Negative are certified hood classics and genuine works of art especially when Peter Steele reverted to Catholicism before he died in 2011 and made Dead Again as a great farewell album (in 2007); Justin Marler's conversion from Sleep's guitarist to Orthodox monk then to the lead guitarist of The Sabians in addition to Al Cisneros' very intriguing description of Eastern religion are very meaningful rather than gay platitudes to some nonexistant brotherhood of man without "supernatural" beings. Plus, Ningen-Isu is lit as fuck ngl.

I don't know. I just feel that reddit atheists are so retarded for hating religion yet using Christianity's moral system (at least the watered down version of it) as a guide for life. Nietzsche was right about these people (for once he's right): they are stupid dipshits that want their cake and want to eat it too but instead they will get neither, as evidenced by the retarded moral and societal degradation due to this secular Christianity taking hold in left-leaning politics.

>> No.21532523

>>21532511
new copypasta unlocked

>> No.21532533

Talking to ai characters feels normal, safe, fun

talking to a human feels like you're communicating with a beastly sociopath that bottles up their stress and rage and translates it through plausible deniable dialog that wishes to hurt you

>> No.21532542

>>21532523
Thank you. I try very hard.
But seriously, what the fuck is it with these atheist types and not realizing that religion influences morality? I'm not talking about all atheists of course, but they seem to be very oblivious to the obvious fact that religions set moral guidelines for the conduct of most indiviudals in a society and when you undermine that, you are fundamentally undermining morality. It's not wven a Christian concept: that's why Socrates was executed in Greece (unjustly really). They thought he was trying to do away with the morals of the society they lived in when really he was just advocating for a morality that is just as rational as it is emotional and fundamentally human. I really do think most atheists or irreligious people are blinded by the fact that they live in most religious societies and take that for granted.

>> No.21532554

I wonder if she heard me say that

>> No.21532564

>>21531661
at AA they always make a hard distinction between "needing" to stay sober and "wanting" to stay sober, the implication being that needing is not enough and only those who want it will receive it. well i sure as shit need it and i don't want anything to do with it
guess i'll just fucking die

>> No.21532584

>>21531894
Faggot

>> No.21532588

>>21532564
Just dont drink? I stopped in 2009 and I am fine, in fact I feel better now than back then.
yeah, you won't die if quit alcohol

>> No.21532685

>>21531723
22, starting to get gray hairs though

>> No.21532692

>>21531723
24 but i'm fairly certain i have less than two years left. i don;t anticipate many people will still be alive in the coming decade

>> No.21532702

>>21531723
30 and Im the biggest loser here

>> No.21532758

>>21531785
Nta but you need self-discipline. That's it. No hustle culture bullshit.

>> No.21532760

>>21531749
our parents are old and won't be here forever
do not argue with her over a gesture that she only meant well with
accept her gifts with hugs and put them in the recycling bin or sell 2nd hand, but convince her you still wear them
Boomer women are television-drama and shopping addicts and there is nothing rational words can do to help

since kids, we need to train to feed our parents comforting inoffensive white lies

>> No.21532791

>>21532278
>new to nyc
she's a young prosocial woman that is exploring a new location
she's actively giving her number to many people and ghosted by many people and ghosting many people
this is big city life, don't get too attached

>She literally has a tiktok too and is super social. Literally the opposite of me.
She will find her counterpart from NYC.
She's outgoing, she gets to know like 5 new people every week

Just like the other anon said, tell her your truth and say you prefer to stay in and read usually. If she doesn't reciprocate, she was not worthy of your consideration

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>Idle hands and mind are the devil's playground..
No, I don't agree. Poisonous wagie-ideology.
Idle hands feed the mind and an idle mind is an unachieveable ideal.

>> No.21532894

Why do women use the word "trauma" so much?

>> No.21532899

>>21531762
Landfillcore

>> No.21532912

>>21532894
They are very sensitive. There's ordinary fear and stress and then there is traumatic levels of fear and stress. There's a difference and if someone can't tell then that's on them. Maybe they're sheltered or just bring dramatic. Or they really went through shit, you don't know. I've met several women who were violently sexually abused. It happens.

>> No.21533132

THEY SHOULD'VE SENT A YOUTUBE VIDEO ESSAYIST

>> No.21533141

>>21531762
This synopsis is entertaining, so it must be good.

>> No.21533222

test

>> No.21533257

>>21532278
Christ, just go to the Met and then a bar if you’re old enough to drink

>> No.21533282

I think I'm just lacking inspiration desu. When I was 16-23 I surrounded myself with interesting, challenging art and I wrote a lot then too. I was always watching new movies, reading interesting fiction, following fashion trends, absorbing and making visual art too. Since graduating uni and working full time I spend all my free time on soulless apps. Even tumblr was better than this shit I use now. As a consequence I feel bland and tired. I still read, but nothing I write pleases me anymore. My attention has been stolen and the solution is pretty simple now that I realise what the problem is.

>> No.21533398

>>21531758
I need to start using duck duck go.

>> No.21533413

these threads are bad shut it down

>> No.21533428

Might have to drop a class to quell an immenent mental breakdown the semester.

>> No.21533433

>>21532894
Women cluster around resources. Trauma victims get resources, so it sparks the swarm's interest. It screws over people with actual need for the resources in some ways, but that won't stop the general push for them.
It's also the reason why PTSD gets assigned more and more often to people whom the diagnosis wasn't designed for: originally the diagnosis related to Vietnam vets returning from the war, who wanted to differentiate their problems from war trauma, because PTSD was about fighting in a war which you came home to find out was illegal and immoral and your government and chain of command had lied to you about it being a just war. It began being taken over by the nascent women's movement who felt they had been traumatized and lied to and to a similar extent as three presidents running a cover up and instigating a draft that killed and maimed thousands on both sides.
In an almost hilarious turn, this wasn't enough. cPTSD or complex PTSD was originally created for Holocaust victims. It combines both symptoms of PTSD and BPD, where a loss of sense of self and a repeated and inescapable trauma could be created without abusive parents. BPD is more commonly diagnosed in women, and seen as pejorative because it escaped into the mainstream and people began to use it casually to explain women who acted dramatically and theatrically disordered because they fear being alone. Because of that perceived prejudice, cPTSD is suggested as an alternative, because it focused on an external series of traumas which could be something other than "acts shitty because shitty childhood coping skills" and moee like "it's an outside force that is responsible for my shitty actions and you should feel sorry for me and not try to contain my shitty actions until you kill all the nazis in the world". Most people with the diagnosis now are not after spending a year in prison or anything comparable to a slavery or extermination camp- they want the resources that you would give to such a person though, especially the sympathy and grace you might give them for abnormal reactions.
>tl;Dr women think marathon man is about them.

>> No.21533437

>>21533398
Duckduckgo admitted that they delist and censor too. I tested it myself. Yandex is the last popular search engine that has extremely minimal censorship.

>> No.21533470

>>21532295
Anon you have to have some places that are your favorite, like places to eat and get coffee, maybe even a little park or a museum. You’re making this harder than it should be.

>> No.21533579
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21533579

oat milk is surprisingly quite good in tea..
now I can stay inside!
vegan wife (pbuh)

>> No.21533582

What can one gouge besides eyes?

>> No.21533594

>>21531661
I feel cute!

>> No.21533606

>>21531969
fucking nonce
rope yourself

>> No.21533610

>>21532012
why does he look so ill and weak?

>> No.21533654
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21533654

I've been listening to the swan lake almost constantly. I wish I could share this with someone... Tchaikovsky you madman.

>> No.21533670

>>21533654
When I was twelve, swan lake was the only cassette I had, and for some reason I listened to it every night for like, a month.

>> No.21533684

>>21531723
23 in 2 months time. Already panicking about life and losing youth.

>> No.21533701

>>21533684
hahahahaha
I turned 32 in november

>> No.21533729

Dust to dust haha

>> No.21533731

>>21533701
How did you spend your 20s?
I'm torn between starting my 9-5 early and getting that steady income, vs being a total bum but who does interesting things (working on sail boats, backpacking, etc.) like my cousin is doing

>> No.21533743

>>21533582
Worms in a bucket
Grubs ina brnach
A fat man stuck in his seat
My dog's penis inside my sister's asshole
Plenty of things

>> No.21533748

>>21533731
be a bum like your cousin. there's no point in being a wagie if you don't have to. used to be, there was a money incentive, but you'll probably be below or at the poverty line whether you work or not. might as well do something interesting while you're at it.

>> No.21533757

>>21533731
I wanted to permaneet but decided to get a job. I have nearly 10k dollars saved up from a near minimum wage job and I'll be able to afford a tiny house in the woods sometime soon. I recommend you get a job so that you have a semi-secure future and aren't obligated to work much. With a small house in a rural area you can expect taxes to be as low as 100-200 per year, so you may only have to work a few days a month to support yourself. Good luck.

>> No.21533797

>>21533757
>I have nearly 10k dollars saved up from a near minimum wage job
how?

>> No.21533806

>>21533797
Living with multiple roommates. I don't buy anything for entertainment purposes, no games, no movies, no subs, I rarely eat expensive food, never purchase expensive clothes, never go out, etc. My primary surrogate activities are reading and writing until the point that I spend all of my cash and liquidate my investments.

>> No.21533808

>>21532287
very based scatman john poster

>> No.21533824

>>21533806
that sounds fucking miserable. I was rethinking my answer to >>21533731
as being too hasty, but now I know I was right. a complete dearth of enrichment is no way to live. also, fuck having roommates.

>> No.21533841

>>21531661
Book plot: Some guy recorded a hq audio of him arguing with his wife and then ending her and his minor daughter, couldn't get enough of her squeaking, so hot and arousing. He beat, stabbed and strangled them both for like 8 minutes. Damned social bonds, they keep you enslaved your entire life, so hard to overcome them, to tear them off. They are invisibly always watching you and judging, not letting you be completely free and do absolutely anything you desire. I envy those ones, who never had family, close friends, any emotional bonds with anyone. They're truly free beings with no morality or boundaries to hold them from doing whatever they like. Unlike those ones who are part of society, even if they will gather courage, break free and loose themselves in blutlich orgies, they still will be tortured afterwards by their conscience, guilt for ruining lives of family members for centuries ahead, etc. And so we live our lives, never free, never truly what we are or want to be. Society, family, morality, conscience, we worship them like pathetic infantile manchildren obeying all rules and orders, always try to behave and be good, do nothing that might upset our ''parents, onlookers''. What a misery.

>> No.21533842

>>21533824
Your choice. I saved 5k in less than a year though, so it's like trading a few years of your life to have a shitload of opportunity later down the line.

>> No.21533846

>>21532318
>Most people do not end up with someone just like themselves and most people cease looking for that after high school. It just does not work well in practice, you need someone who compliments you not has all the same strengths and flaws as you. Opposites attract became a cliche for a reason.
I'm going to be quite blunt: most people don't know what they want in life. Most people are ignorant of themselves and only go off of social cues of other people when making decisions. That's why modern relationships are rather empty and vapid and most marriages end up loveless after the kids are out of the house: living with someone that doesn't share your values, talents, hobbies/interests and general worldview makes for a cordial but empty relationship at best. It's the blind leading the blind. If you love your life according to what most people think, you aren't really living life. You're enduring it.

>> No.21533931

>>21533582
Prices

>> No.21533945

I can't go on any longer.

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>> No.21534039

>>21533257
I’ve never been to the Met! Don’t know what to do there.

>> No.21534045

Has anyone on /lit/ tried or is on antidepressants. Will it help me cope. I particularly can’t take waking up everyday with an anxiety attack.

>> No.21534064

>>21533841
>They are invisibly always watching you and judging, not letting you be completely free and do absolutely anything you desire.
They're a safety clutch to prevent you from descending into immorality and experience hell. Plus if you really wanted to leave everything behind and be free, you would do it. You just have to tell the cops you're planning to disappear to prevent any grand-scale search movement. Nothing prevents you from disappearing except your own conscience.
> I envy those ones, who never had family, close friends, any emotional bonds with anyone.
They envy you. You have everything and they have nothing and it's not by choice, how could they be happy?
>Society, family, morality, conscience, we worship them like pathetic infantile manchildren obeying all rules and orders, always try to behave and be good, do nothing that might upset our ''parents, onlookers''. What a misery.
Literally just fucking leave if you don't want any of that. I did. I left my original city and then I realized couldn't be complete if I played the solitary game long-term. New friends, new everything. It doesn't change the fact that I'm not living in debauchery and be a fucking demon even if I wanted. I don't need to be an animal to be happy and content with the life I've built, only peace.

>> No.21534065

>>21534045
Meds are not effective. Antidepressants are specifically stated to be ineffective without use in conjuction with psychotherapy, but the meds aren't more effective than a placebo with the added "bonus" of extreme side effects. No taking meds.

>> No.21534079

>>21534045
Antidepressants are literally the worst shit you could ever take. They don't help anyone but people knee-deep in depression who are about to kill themselves. They don't "prevent" moderate depression, they don't help against it, they do nothing.
Here is a real list of things you could do to get out of your current situation :
- sleep at night (prevents suicidal and negative thoughts)
- do sports, yoga even if that's your thing
- change jobs
- change cities, go to some club and make some friends : new city new personality
- stop hanging out with people you don't like
- do yourself some favors, try to dress up, buy something for yourself or to decorate your bedroom with for once, enjoy your fucking life

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>>21531758
>I hate going into these conspiracy theories but how much of google is just bullshit now?

All things connected to big-tech is a conspiracy. Do you think it is a coincidence that when Musk took twitter they rebelled against him? That Netflix takes every joke they can tl belittle and undermine the white man? That all tech is geared towards hiding who really manipulates it all? How the #metoo movement took so long because it was all jews doing the rape? That throughout all of history one group of people have been accused, and found guilty, of all the problems we face today?

The real conspiracy is that every thinker, philosipher, writer and intellectual in history, all over the world, warned of the consequences of letting the jew prowl society without being restrained and we, as a society, have chosen to ignore that. Yet now we are bewildered and confused by what we see before us.

It is right there, from Tacitus and Cisero to Carlyele to Shakespeare.

>> No.21534102

>>21531661
The girl keeps asking me out and I cannot tell if she likes me.

>> No.21534114

>>21534045
Literally unfuck yourself with exercise, eating healthier and sleeping better.

Those meds do fuck all. Just ask yourself "what would a Roman do"

>> No.21534125

>>21534045
What is it that gives you anxiety?

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>>21531661
What IS Judaism?
What is the Jewish faith?
Who are the Jewish people?
Can one profess to be Jewish and that be enough to be recognized by other professed Jews?
Which Jew can profess his words to profession?
Is court the case where the litmus test is legitimated?

>> No.21534130

>>21534045
They do help to be atleast functional but that doesnt solve the problem. It also could take a few different brands to try to find the right ones.

>> No.21534138

Just saw half an ep of Friends. Haven't watched it since it was first on air. Glad to know I was right at the time for not liking it, but I have new respect for how drippy and skinny they were.

>> No.21534140

>>21531969
>It was like I wanted to inhale the traces of his youth and vigor, to know the shadow of him.
This reads like a gay Humbert and I say this in the worst possible way

>> No.21534146

>>21534128
issa vibe

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>>21531903
Why? Because that's what is cool by today's standards? Get a fucking personality you roach.

>> No.21534176
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21534176

I have a short film assignment after two days. I am pretty sure that I am going to fail. I have nothing to lose now.

Is there anything I should do? Anything funny or surprising? Just something like a failure in style.

>> No.21534183

>>21534045
You can end any anxiety attack with breath control meditation if you get moderately good at it. Do transcendental meditation using Benson's method
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=benson+meditation
until you actually learn how to trigger the vagus nerve response
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=vagus+nerve+porges
or whatever it is that polyvagal theory is at least halfway figuring out

Once you do that you will learn how to differentiate your observer-consciousness (will) from your stream of consciousness (automatic) and will notice that all the anxiety is coming from the stream of consciousness, which doesn't make it go away, but the trick isn't to "fight" the anxiety in the stream but to do the very basic meditation technique of simply refusing to engage with the stream. TM does that by having you focus on your mantra repetition, which resets the vagus nerve and ends the fight or flight response. Breath therapy does it too, but is harder to do right for newbies than TM is because people try to "brute force" the breath technique while really still thinking over it.

I am prone to runaway negative thoughts and panic attack spirals and I begin and end every day with a TM session or simply breath meditation because ten times out of ten it simply resets the stream of consciousness and my fight or flight response and ends the episode. Over time you get better at noticing they're happening, again as you learn to differentiate the observer-self from the unconscious stream of association, and then you can terminate a panic attack as soon as you notice it.

>> No.21534212

>>21534176
just do a movie on your situation like some sort of meta commentary
>I have a short film assignment after two days. I am pretty sure that I am going to fail. I have nothing to lose now.

>> No.21534218

I used to have a very nicely made blog on Neocities. It was nice. I made the whole thing from scratch. It was very simple but sharp looking, without any of the bloat, no JS, only CSS. I would post the week's sketches I had made and a few thoughts if I had anything interesting to say. Posts were a couple paragraphs. I even had it mirrored on Gemini just because. It was cozy to maintain it, in a way that only small scale internet can feel.
I still have the whole thing saved on the computer and today I was cleaning up and I looked at it and I still love how it looked, and the posts I made, and of course I thought, man, why did I take it down. The reason for that is that, of course, nobody would look at it, so I was doing a lot of work for pretty much nothing. I received a single comment in all the time I had it up. I did not have much contact with other people on Neocities. I had one chat with someone in an IRC channel and I quickly understood that we had a horribly different idea of everything, so I left.
In the end I understand why, I mean who am I. I'm not entitled to attention etc. especially on a website that isn't far reaching like twitter or some other thing. I could have done the same shit on Twitter or Tumblr or another site like that and I would have actually had more "engagement", whatever that means, but I chose to make my own custom website and nobody would follow it. I am aware of things enough to not feel disappointed, but I've got this little sadness in me. In the end anything you do is going to just be lost in a gigantic ocean, and there's no deluding yourself that you're really anything but that.
I started my first relationship back in the 2000s when I read a girl's blog on a livejournal style site and we started talking and we eventually told each other we were in love and we met. We stayed together about a year and a half. This stuff can't really happen anymore. It could happen back then because there were maybe 3000 people on a website like that.
It's like it's mandatory to be an exhibitionist or generally desperate to grab everyone's attention to have any of it. I never felt like this on the internet. There were so few people online yet it was so easy to just hit someone up and talk, or make friends, or be part of a group, or generally have a few eyes on what you were making. I don't seem to understand how to cope with this. I don't want to scream and be loud. I understand people who start off a profile by listing their special genders and mental illnesses because that's objectively a surefire way to send a very loud signal as quickly as possible. I just wish it weren't a requirement to be extremely loud. I know that things are what they are and if you're stuck in a crowd where everyone's screaming for attention you cannot get away with being quiet and unassuming. It's really become a brutal, natural selection thing where if you cannot do it you just don't get anywhere, whether that's a stupid blog or something more concrete.

>> No.21534241

>>21534176
Just do anything and you'll pass as long as it looks professional or researched. Worst case scenario buy some wig and some coloring liquid and film yourself naked in a bath. Say it's a subversion of the girl with long black hair in a bath trope and that the person in the bath is a trans woman. Have an off voice saying something like "I'm a woman now. No one can say otherwise." and just after the révélation, color the bath blood-red with a close-up shot of slit wrists. Have the voice tiredly something haunting like "I bleed, so they can't say I am a monster anymore." Have a close up shot on phone lighting up. Capture the message showing up on the screen 'where r u trnny fagot' and, finally, end with a phone call of 'Mom'.
Don't forget the eerie music for the background and Ikea plants you can zoom on when obscuring the narrator in the bath. You're welcome.

>> No.21534246

>>21534079
>hey don't help anyone but people knee-deep in depression who are about to kill themselves
Not even true. Most of them are advised against anything than mild depression in adults, because all other cases have an increase in impulsive suicide. That doesn't stop people prescribing them to kids, dementia patients, neurobiological disorders which psychiatry isn't suited to treating well at all, and because it's Tuesday. Lithium can work with suicidal patients, but what stops that from being popular is the side effects are you're hospitalised and told you might need a new liver if they fuck up a blood test.
One of the reasons antipsychotics are now being prescribed so much is because doctors who are lazy figure if they switch to a class with the same lack of effect on the symptoms they're treating but with different side effects, maybe fewer people know about the antipsychotic false advertising cases and FOI queries about how they got on the market in the first place.
Btw, it's impossible to get a pay out from the class action suits for buying that false advertising because this is public knowledge now, just like you can't sue cigarette companies because you didn't know about cancer when everyone knows smoking causes cancer.
Diet, exercise, and someone to talk to or a project to work on will do your organs less damage than meds. In fact, depending on your age and current in take of alcohol, you could literally get blind black out drunk for a year and potentially do less long term damage.

>> No.21534257

>>21534128
It's a meme. How can Jews even practice Judaism when there is no temple to actually practise it (as instructed by God (or YHWH if you wish) in the Torah and hasn't been since 70 AD? This isn't even really an anti-Semetic screed so much as it is an objective fact: Jews have been coping since 70 AD.

>> No.21534283

I want to get fucked so hard it feels like someone's been punching me in the guts.

>> No.21534291

>>21534257
>What are Samaritans?
>Surely things only happen after being mentioned in the Bible

>> No.21534320

Imagine the biggest, most stereotypical retard you can possibly imagine

Imagine him doing retard things and saying retard things, being the biggest retard he could possibly be

Now you know how I see women

>> No.21534324

>>21534246
>the reasons antipsychotics are now being prescribed so much
you literally create a working robot, that's why

>> No.21534332

>>21534291

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samaritan_High_Priest#List_of_Samaritan_High_Priests
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mount_Gerizim
>Samaritains: Still have a temple (Mount Gerzim) and a preisthood that continues to this day
>Hebrews: Have no temple or a priesthood since 70 AD
Jew cope moment

>> No.21534345

>>21534320
I hate women but some women are alright. Even they're retarded but still more tolerable than other block headed cunts.

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>>21534320
You see minorities first. But that is not something you can say is it? Fat easier to drive a wedge between man and woman than to divide ethnic groups.

Women follow the pack, they always do. Weak men allow for weak women. If a strong, ethno-nationalist movement took off they would be the most passionate supporters. As they were for the Bolsheviks, the National-Socialists, the Patriots and every movement that has happened in modern history.

>> No.21534363

>>21534348
This, whoever regains control of women first will remake the world in their image. Implement:
>voting by family, not by individual
>massive tax incentives for women already having stable families and healthy children under 25 (example: free university education and other benefits once a woman's children are of a certain age and she's still married to the same man)
>sumptuary legislation (to prevent whoring), but implicitly reward women for being chaste and modest so that being chaste and modest becomes its own fashion accessory women can compete with eachother over
>bring back brothels for women who "fail" to be good women, but regulate them similar to japan's system
>racial segregation and begin deporting all minorities back to their countries of origin to prevent interracial strife

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>>21534363
The entire Western system is anti-family and anti-community.

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>>21534363
>>bring back brothels for women who "fail" to be good women, but regulate them similar to japan's system

Thin end of the wedge, you cant try to prevent something appearing in a society then provide a means to support it. Either you are pro-family or you are not.

>> No.21534404

I would like to learn Portuguese. I have a small community of people who read my stories and for some reason most of them are from Brazil. It would be nice to write something for them in their language.

But I think that Portuguese will likely die out and be replaced by English within my lifetime, so I'm not sure if there's a point

>> No.21534408

>>21534385
Everyone is going to either die of plastics in their blood or be so obese they can't move. The masses will forget learning anything was of any value. I fucking hate this place. I want to rip my skin off.

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>>21534408
Just hold on a little longer
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kgdS5HYgaGk

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>>21534408
Then be part of the change, anon. I felt the same way for a long time. Until i began reading of new world-views, it ignited a wish for change. But that change can only begin with you. The metaphor of the Stromtrooper is a perfect fit for this, albeit with far less at risk and far more to gain.

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>>21534427
I remember seeing that Stellrecht picture over a decade ago and having it stick in my mind for years afterwards, it's weird how small things can have such a big effect. This one too, although I think it's a selective interpretation of something Evola said and not a true quote.

>> No.21534441

>>21534408
if you want a picture of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face, forever

>> No.21534448

An anon commented on a description I gave of Joyce writing Wake:
>He cracked his head open and a liquid of strange origin poured onto the page
The anon replies:
>this is very good. do you write?
The answer is 'not really, kinda, a yes-ish no' but I'm wondering how I can even approximate writing like this on a consistent basis. I feel like that sentence was pure luck and the compliment, totally unprompted, struck me viscously and planted itself in my skull.

>> No.21534468

>go out with woman my age, 27, that I met online
>she has noticeable crow's feet, wrinkles under her eyes, wrinkles on forehead, etc.
>meanwhile I have almost no wrinkles
Turned me off like nothing else, don't think I'm ever gonna date anyone over 25 again.

>> No.21534473

>>21534468
you should have asked her what was wrong with her skin so she never makes the mistake to date younger than her again.

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>>21534468
I find you can hold on and keep dating 25ish girls until about 33 if you have a good job, and even longer than that if you have a high prestige job.

You think it's bad now, you should see women over 30. They don't change at all or try to improve. They are just 27 year olds with wrinkly ass foreheads and crows feet but somehow more bitter and more entitled. I think women all panic that they're not young anymore around 27, and feel like they're losing their identity as a carefree young thing, so they replace it with an even more insufferable identity, like free spirited still young at heart but also I know what I want so don't fuck with this boss bitch! It's horrible. They go to complete shit physically, more aging happens between 27 and 31 than between 0 and 27.

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>>21534437
I believe it is a true quote but Evola did not value the material world at all. Which is why i dislike much of his thought, and why people recommend him. Just read National-Socialist authors, those that wrote during it and in the lead up. Kurt Eggers is far superior to Evola in both action and thought.

>> No.21534508

>>21534482
fucking kek that pic
never date single moms btw, the body breaks down hard after giving birth

>> No.21534517

(just in case the single mom factor didn't rightfully scare you off already)

>> No.21534525

>>21534508
Unless they have young daughter... just sayin...

>> No.21534546

>>21534508
Shallow shallow shallow. Die alone in tears some cold night

>> No.21534656

>>21532692
Are you vaxxed

>> No.21534691

>>21534324
Well that's kind of true for a lot of drugs, it's just atypical antipsychotics have the kind of plausible deniability that other blockbuster drugs used have. It's wearing off, which is why you see the neuroleptics more nowadays.

>> No.21534703

>>21532278
Women don't have the capacity to have interests or opinions of their own, just instill you own into her. Also get her looking at bookworm egirl tiktoks and she'll be what you want.

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>>21531749
I think this has to do with a parent's idea of what being a parent is. In her mind, she may genuinely believe that she HAS to provide for you in some way still because you are her son. It could easily be some pathway in her brain that cannot be altered because she is responsible for your existence. It's like when parents give you advice or tell you things that you already know or could figure out with just 2 seconds of though. Some of them morph their world view around "care for offspring, be a good parent, repeat" and this is the result.

She may likely never stop getting you these shirts.

>> No.21534719

I had a dream that I found a deeply emotionally disturbed gf at a psych ward. It was a wet dream

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21534720

I was forced to sit next to a fat woman on the airport yesterday. I can't do anything about being broad shouldered by you can gobble up less cheesecake.

I experience comparatively little misogynic sentiments and typically view obesity as a sympathetic societal health problem but something about fat women , or rather being subjected to the ramifications of their bulk triggers contempt in me.

In overweight men the excess fat tends to cluster around their abdomen before ballooning out. They retain some musculature until the very end. Fat women however inflate outwards in every direction like gelatinous blimps. If I relaxed my shoulder I would be forced to sink my elbow into her grotesque pillowy folds. So it was with great strain that I had to hold myself up in an awkward crimped angle so much that at one point I almost thought I'd dislocate my shoulder. In moments of desperation I almost contemplated surrendering, relaxing my body allowing myself to straddle up to the offensive fleshy sacks she carried about her like a pack mule backbreakingly overloaded with bags of melted butter.

To add insult to injury when the flight attendant came by with the food cart she lit up with petty excitement. Of course she had to get some cookies and chips and munch them shamefully in my ear.

Fat men are typically more forgivable because they just got fat because they eat big unhealthy meals. Fat women instead must have this emotional obsession with food. Waddling about with emergency pies, throwing a fit if the cake forklift doesn't arrive fast enough. They can't go a moment without another snack or else they have been wronged, victimized. She would occasionally glance over at me fretfully as if she knew what was wrong, with a mix of shame and entitled grievance . It was her ominous corpulence she inflicted upon me.

>> No.21534735

>>21534720
>on the airport
on the airplane

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>>21532041
Big same, except for the out with friends part. Before I grew up I used to be able to basically just fall into any song and let it take me. Some songs I'd even have specific thoughts to, and would never deviate. But then I lost thr ability to disconnect from reality so easily, and the allure of music waned.

I don't think I was addicted, it just provided a super real escape for me. And now, escape is no longer what I need.

>> No.21534776

>>21534720
lmao

>> No.21534784

How come it's okay that Mark Twain has the word nigger in his book but not Agatha Christie?

>> No.21534841

>get angry because i had an imaginary break up with my imaginary gf
Life is hard

>> No.21534886

>>21534841
Even in your fantasies your life sucks

>> No.21534952

>>21534482
>>21534720
>To add insult to injury when the flight attendant came by with the food cart she lit up with petty excitement. Of course she had to get some cookies and chips and munch them shamefully in my ear.
You fucking got me there

>> No.21534959

Everytime I log into Teams an essential part of my soul dies.

>> No.21535095

>>21534720
>emergency pies

Keep it up, nice imagery there

>> No.21535213

I think I'm starting to understand the tyranny of Progressive America. Back in high school I never agreed with the basic pop culture politics. I was always instinctually conservative. And as the years went on, views so simple as opposing same sex marriage were enough to alienate me. My first year of university was a nightmare. The whole enviornment of Progressivism on steroids was impossible to mesh with. My outlook on life was mutually exclusive to the "college experience" and was also an object of enmity to it. I withdrew from society at large and began to associate only with certain religious and political cliques. I was extremely selective about my circle and was very much sheltered from society at large. The pandemic was helpful in further insulating me from general culture for near about 3 years. As my circumstances have changed with the reopening of society I find myself in a position where i need to reintegrate with society for career purposes. It's another nightmare. If I want to have any social standing at all, any job at all, and even to feel any sense of personal safety I have to conceal all of my personal beliefs. From my religion and spirituality, to my philosophy, to my politics, to even my hobbies and interests and joys, I have to keep all of it secret from everyone at work and college. I feel like I'm living a lie. I have to self censor and self conceal just to not be hated. It makes me feel dead inside and non-human. And worse, it sends me into self doubt when I consider my isolation.

>> No.21535241

>>21534045
>>21534079

I agree. Should be a last resort thing.

For most, depression is just the signal that something isn't right in your life and that you need to address it. Meds just takes that feeling away.
I mean how can you not feel depressed with how the world is set up these days? Digitalised with no human connections, 50hr+ work weeks, barely anyone exercising and using their body as designed. We all know it yet the powers that be make us accept it as the normal and cope. Just because it benefits them and the system.

Lack of purpose or goal for survival. For most ppl use their job as a cope but a lot still feel empty because they feel their typing isn't actually doing much in terms of primal survival.

If you don't have a goal or job I think the closest thing/cope to deal with that core primal survival need is probably exercise. You are never as happy as when you are strong/healthy. Even if you can only do 1 pushup, that's still a version of you that is happier than one who couldn't do any at all.

>> No.21535251

>>21534039
Even better, you won’t take on the “tour guide” persona. Just go and wander around, offer to pay for her ticket. Laugh at all the funny-looking Renaissance baby Christs, chicks love to laugh at old art.

>> No.21535266

The Mother's Patient Alchemy for the Fused Twins of Fear

>> No.21535385

>>21531969
>tfw 28 and wear smalls

it's over

>> No.21535399

>>21532588
you literally can lol, retard lmao

>> No.21535420

busting makes me feel good

>> No.21535423

>>21535420
I masturbated this morning and derived absolutely zero pleasure from it

>> No.21535426

How delusional am i for holding out for a virgin girl with similar views of love and relationships as a 27 year virgin myself?

>> No.21535434

>>21535426
Lower those standards bucko

>> No.21535505

Until recently, I thought the expression "the die has been cast" was a referencing metallurgy. Once a die (machine tool) had been cast (poured into a mould), there was no going back or starting over because you would have to melt down and recast it.

>> No.21535524

nofap day 9

>> No.21535549

>>21535426
>virgin
>2023
Women see having meaningless sex with men as less embarrassing than a man masturbating. It's not going to happen unless you're in some ultra-religious community. There literally are not any non-whores left. The most you can hope for is some statistical outlier who has "only" had 2-3 long term relationships, plus a fling or hookup or two. Those would be very rare by current standards and likely they will be weird as well because the only way women fail to conform to peer pressure from other women is by being severely fucked up, it's not like with men where different guys will develop little moralities and creeds and live by them.

You're already being frankly unrealistic if you want a woman who hasn't had ANY hookups or short term relationships, only long term relationships. Because women simply don't see anything wrong with meeting someone on Tinder, dating for a couple months, having sex from the second or third date on, and breaking it off when they "aren't feeling it." That's not a shameful act to them. Women don't even KNOW about slut shaming anymore. It's like something out of the Middle Ages to them. I told some girl I was hooking up with that I didn't sleep with a girl once because I didn't want to add to her number, and she reacted like I said something really offensive and out of the ordinary, "add to her number," as if a woman's "number" could matter.

Ten, maybe five years ago slut culture still on some level unconsciously felt the need to justify itself against normative anti-slut culture, so you would still get a bit of "protesting too much" from girls who really did fear judgement for being a skank. But even that is gone now, completely gone. The average college aged woman has been doing the female equivalent of edging to facial abuse porn constantly for years. They can't be deprogrammed from thinking it's normal, especially since the idea that it's abnormal and they should be ashamed is just not an option for them.

>> No.21535650

>>21535549
kys please

>> No.21535665

>>21535549
based wisdom poster

>> No.21535671

Tried going to Discord to ask a question on CS50 server, but they didn't answer me. Then I tried going to some random servers, but most people are insufferable or servers are just inactive. Didn't got my answer and wasted my time (tho I often waste my time).

>> No.21535736

If I ever meet an alien I would tell it to avoid humans for its own good.

>> No.21535745

I want to declare bankruptcy for fun

>> No.21535757

>doesn't sleep bipolarily
I quit my meds. I'm doing good I think, I got nothing to do either way. Things are looking up. What is the latest then? This is burger hours, right? Are you pro Trump or what?

>> No.21535769

My Lord this has been a terrible thread so far hasn't it. Are burger hours always this dour?

>> No.21535794

>>21534218
This was a sweet and lovely read. It's making me rethink my approach to online "social media" interactions in the broadest sense of the term.

>> No.21535940
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AI is going to make people obsolete, yet people are embracing it fully. Why /lit/? It appears people have been subtlety turned into technophile-slaves. Is technology already in control through its now pervasive place in every persons' lives? Arguably, it is now driving and changing behaviour in a way that is perpetuating itself to a degree that fears of AI automation are increasingly common. I believe that technology has created (with human labour) a nascent Huxley-Orwellian reality.
>People are gladly dumbing themselves down (many are even proud of it).
>People are spending millions on screen-opiates (onlyfans, vidya, social media, etc.)
>Surveillance literally frickin' everywhere.
>Data farms and data harvesting fuelling AI research.
>There's a massive drive to automate everything to make everyone's lives that much "easier".
Yet, while all this is happening - technology's dominant role in society is growing at an almost exponential rate! Modern technology is a monkey's paw. You have been warned. Uncle Ted was right and should be revered as a martyr on the level of Jesus and Paul.

>> No.21535953

>>21535505
I would like to discourage you from over correcting your malapropism. Your register can never be improved upon in such a direct manner. To you it may seem the diligent thing to do, but I find it revolting. As if you were some ESL yuppie equivalent who has a pathetic or disconcerting fixation on speaking 'properly'. And I am not asserting that there is no such 'proper' register, only that the one navigated to by the sentiments of a baseless confidence is a scar on all of humanity. Actually, I can't take a chance with you. I'll make sure to tell others that the expression does in fact refer to metallurgy. Don't be upset, this is for your own good.

>> No.21535987

>>21535940
>Is technology already in control through its now pervasive place in every persons' lives?
Yes. Goat-herders in the Middle East have lives primarily driven by technology even if they don't personally use it. Drones that could delete them in an instant, a war on the other side of the world sparking intercontinental nuclear annihilation, industrial pollution, etc, and this will get exponentially worse as time goes on. Every person everywhere is at the whim of technology no matter how nomadic and de-industrialized a life they live. This is what most people don't understand about Kaczynski: If it were possible to live uninfluenced just by putting the phone down and going innawoods, Kaczynski wouldn't have felt the need to write his manifesto.

>> No.21536007

>>21531661
>Been mostly pirating my books for the past decade
>Past year I've been buying real books

Am I a dumbass for buying real books? I bought a like 4 or 5 new but they're mostly from a thrift store now I volunteer at for $1

>> No.21536021

>>21535426
if you are truly acting out of love and with good intentions then id say that's pretty cool.

>> No.21536041

>>21535940
The regime of scientific management provides us technologies of positive behavioral control. Just as people have identified with their addiction to drugs or alcohol, the same goes for television, videogames, internet, etc. But these 'hobbies' have a far greater capacity to direct and change behavior. There's nothing subtle about it, these people act as motivated agents. They involve themselves with the discourse of their addiction, the production of their addiction, the apologia of their addiction. If AI can facilitate this, it may one day replace it, and I wouldn't consider that a bad thing at all. Perhaps its optimistic, but wouldn't we in the process rid ourselves of all this trifle? In the meantime, we have voluntary trainers of these hypothetical future AI models. Bless them, for they are also in a sense martyrs.

>> No.21536052

>>21535953
muhfuggin bix nood

>> No.21536081

>>21531661
---- Solaria ----
767
(Planetary Maestro)

One can explain benign charisma, or the sense of art
But never reproduce it by an act of will, however furiously determined:

One simply relaxes into the State Of Play
And enjoys the surroundings of pleasure so quiet

One can hardly tell sound from light
Even as a hundred subtle passerines make lush decor of a midwinter honeysuckle

A few meters from one's front door.

>> No.21536095

bun

>> No.21536109

Thinking about how college really crushed all the life out of me.

>> No.21536115

>>21536109
i loved college too bad i barely did any work and scraped by with a shit gpa so now the only way i can get into any mba program is to utterly crush the gmat and i'm not sure i feel up for it

>> No.21536131

>>21532278
She gave you her number and asked for one-on-one time. She's into you just by looking at you. You can't mess up. Be honest. Be yourself (wow, that I'm actually giving that advice. I'm disgusted that I might have grown so much that I'm giving that advice from 'the other side') and if she doesn't like you for being an introvert atleast you saved yourself the trouble of going out with a girl who hates your guts.

You didn't do anything wrong.

>> No.21536132

>>21536115
With punctuation as shot as yours, I'm not surprised at all.

>> No.21536146

>>21532443
Morality doesn't exist chud.

If killing yourself is bad because you leave suffering behind, and suffering is bad, then no one ever gets to say no to someone asking them out for a date. Because that makes the asker feel bad.

Morality is for people who need to control others so they create systems of authority. Fuck your morality.

>> No.21536153

The last year made me uncertain and lazy.

>> No.21536164
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oh you already know what time it is!
https://voca.ro/17Nkx926mnhf

>> No.21536170

>>21536164
Whats your opinion on Ginger Snaps. Did you like it?

>> No.21536184

I know the point of virtue and anything good is that it's difficult and rare to get and have (sometimes to the point of it not being worth it) and that's why it makes it good and valuable, but why are people so deathly afraid of working towards it?

They want all the good stuff in life, but they refuse to do *anything* to get it, and oh boy if you even suggest they're not as good or moral or virtuous as they thought, then all of hell should crack open the earth itself and spill its vitriol just to specifically punish you.

>> No.21536195

>>21536170
kino b movie but i likely wont watch it again, wasnt expecting a sad ending

>> No.21536210

>>21536195
The sad ending made it I think. I've watched it about 8 times now. I was briefly obsessed with that movie.

>> No.21536214

>>21536115
I don't regret it, since I learned a thing or two about procedure & formal systems, on a Purdue Vax, about a generation before you were born. Protip: Read more canonical essays and expositories written in Standard English.

>> No.21536227

>>21536210
why were you obsessed with it

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>>21536227
I wanted to fuck Ginger

>> No.21536252
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21536252

I would have ravaged Ginger

>> No.21536257
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21536257

Or maybe, Ginger would have ravaged me...

>> No.21536259 [DELETED] 

>>21536214
you're old enough to do homework on a vax but you're still bitching about college crushed the life out of you like some 23 year old? lol. guess what? i too did cs homework on a vax (tho vaxen were already passé by then).

>> No.21536269

>>21536233
>>21536252
>>21536257
aren't they below the age of 16 in the movie?

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>>21536269
Katherin Isabelle was 18 at time of filming and Emily Perkins was 20/21. Also, theres a sequel which I highly encourage you to watch

>> No.21536286

>>21536214
i did hw on a s/360 not a vax

>> No.21536306

>>21536278
I'm going to let you know now that there's not a fucking chance I'm watching the sequel.
You shouldn't become so infatuated with fictional characters.

>> No.21536325

>>21531723
I'm twenty-three, turning twenty-four in March.

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>>21536306
Why wont you watch the sequel? It's better than the first

>> No.21536366

>>21531661
---- Solaria ----
768
(Monet)

To live without a view of water, trees
From an arrangement or perspective predominantly ornamental

Is the soul and fate of Hell
Compared to the most desultory of exurban Heavens.

Here, almost everyone takes some interest in botany, leisure astonishing as the sun.

>> No.21536369
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21536369

WHY WONT YOU WATCH GINGER SNAPS 2

>> No.21536391

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJjpAaz3o6o
i can't believe this came out almost 10 years ago, and i had been on /lit/ a year or two before that. if any zoomers on here haven't seen inherent vice, go watch it.

>> No.21536405

>>21536286
After I abandoned college out of mingled anxiety and boredom, I learned 6502 assembly on a Commodore 64, and wrote a lightning-fast word processor and a quite a few graphics algorithms for it, more or less for fun. There was no money in any of it, and I didn't care, since my dad, a high-earning corporate STEMfag, could well afford a lazy son or daughter or two, and rarely bitched about how I spent my time.

>> No.21536430

>>21531661
Why won't any literary agent represent my novel? It can't be that bad.

>> No.21536443

>>21536369
American Mary is such a better film

>> No.21536447

>>21536405
os/360 was already ancient when i used it, so i'm not as og as you. i just went to a mediocre state school that still had a lot of old shit in production.

>> No.21536449

i continue to purchase books despite the fact that i havent read one in over a year

>> No.21536477

>>21536447
Weird. I remember an incident when a salesman for the first Mac demonstrated one of them in a room of terminals that were a little old-school even by the standards of 1984, and being the sociable little fucker that I am, had a lot of fun with the comparison, and thoughts about pseudorandom algorithms.

>> No.21536478

I keep perceiving my friend's sister as being around 17 years old. But the reality is that she's already well in her early 20s and is already done with her graduation.

>> No.21536487
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>>21536443
I really enjoyed American Mary but nothing surpasses Ginger Snaps

>> No.21536492

imagine, amid the settling dust, a providentially inviolate vase from which a single peacock feather—drifted. Primiparous: having a single child. Which was referring to a computer, so that would imply it was a female computer. The female computer gave birth to the matrix. I’ll be honest, Book of Numbers is going way over my head. Whoever offered up that book idea like Jesus Christ bro. Most of the words sound like nonsense.

>> No.21536511

>>21536449
That's fine. Most people buy books as decorations anyways

>> No.21536521

Can't sleep, probably because I've quit my meds cold turkey. Fuck that shit I want the voices back

>> No.21536523

>>21536511
Count me out. My favorite volumes look like dog-eared trash or, at best, lived-in places.

>> No.21536538

>>21534079
>They don't help anyone but people knee-deep in depression who are about to kill themselves.
My suicidal thoughts have been increasing daily. I definitely believe i’m knee deep in. I can’t function like this.

>> No.21536547

>>21536449
>purchase
cringe
>havent read
based

>> No.21536552

>>21536538
So what's the solution? Do you want to take some pills and resume normal operations?
Tell me your life story and why you want to die.

>> No.21536555

>>21536131
Thanks fren. I hope this works out.

>> No.21536581

>>21536552
Idk about my life story but I think it’s the anhedonia that’s killing me. I think 99.9% of this world is hideous. Not just humans, but even art. 99.9% of books are for a trash bin. All of this filth everywhere, plus you have to work 40+ hours a week with a fake smile while pretending everything is actually 99.9% beautiful. Maybe you might get just a very brief glimpse of beauty if you’re lucky. All the pain for crumbs at best. I don’t think any of this is worth it. I don’t see how a sane man cannot see this. I don’t like much of anything here.

>> No.21536594

>>21531661
I feel like Bill Murray in Groundhog Day

It's like I'm am replaying the same date a hundred times over with a hundred different girls. Almost every date the same; friendly small talk and getting to know eachother for an hour or two, not having any big connection, then an awkward hug, or sometimes kiss at the end, along with an unsaid mutual agreement to never contact eachother again.

Every now and then there's a girl who really catches my fancy, we get 3-5 dates in, I start thinking this could be something, then I get a text saying it's not going to work out and I'm left alone again wondering what the fuck is wrong with me, and why this all seems to come so easily for everybody else.

I guess I just needed to vent, but if anyone is having any similar experiences, or has any advice to give please hit me with it. I'm getting sick of reruns.

>> No.21536599

>>21536538
>My suicidal thoughts have been increasing daily.
Why? How do you live just now? Have you ever seen a skyline from the likes of the Canal Street frontage of Chicago's Pacific Garden Mission while listening to this through an Iphone 4S?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yem_iEHiyJ0

Have you ever seen swifts playing ten acres of rural lawn, the Caribbean from 37,000 feet?

>> No.21536601

>>21536581
You're withholding information.

>> No.21536603

>>21536594
Hey, at least you can go on dates. I’m scared to.

>> No.21536608

There was never a time when one single language was as predominantly used all around the world as it is today. Ain't that a kick in the head?

>> No.21536612

>>21536601
How so?

>> No.21536619

>>21536612
>It's all so boring... Imma kill myself
There's more to it, and if you really think that's it then you just aren't aware of what it is. Are you living an meaningless life and have grown disillusioned with it?

>> No.21536622

>>21536594
I havent been on a date since 2015

>> No.21536628

>>21536608
Imagine all the variations of English there will be in a thousand years. Like how latin split into all those Romance languages. Really fascinating to consider

>> No.21536639

>>21536622
>>21536603
why? with online dating, getting dates is pretty achievable and low-risk

>> No.21536641

>>21536639
I have no interest in online dating and the fact that you use online dating is likely why you have had hundreds of bad dates

>> No.21536644

>>21536619
>more to it
Like what exactly? I’m living a life that is not worth it. This life is objectively hideous 99.9% of the time. The type of people who disagree are people who enjoy marvel movies.

>> No.21536652

>>21536594
50 years ago if you were going to have a wank, you were satisfied with your well worn Hustler because it was all you had and you knew there wasn't much better out there

Now men sit looking for the "ideal" porn for 4 hours just to fap for 2 minutes

When a man goes on a date with a girl and she's pretty good but he's not sure about her, a little voice deep inside him whispers in his ear that he had a dry spell of 6 months before this girl and he's tired of being single and he could have another 6 month dry spell if he lets this fizzle out, so what the hell, try to see her in a new light with renewed enthusiasm and give her another chance

25 years ago women instinctively unconsciously knew deep down inside them that while they had way more options than the guy,
1 - they didn't have all that many options once they had exhausted their local supply of coworkers, family friends, and friends of friends, other than bars or classified ads which nobody in their right mind wanted to do, or blind dates or speed dating which everybody hated
2 - while they could theoretically just sleep around with the nearest good looking guy to avoid a dry spell, this would make them a whore, which only the most failed women were okay with being

Thus every woman who didn't want to be a whore, the majority, was in basically the same boat as every man: the little voice whispering in her ear that she could have another dry spell or become a spinster, so she should learn to give guys a few mulligans and take another good look at them and see if they're all that bad after all

Now women are in the same boat vis a vis men as men are vis a vis porn. You would have been a casanova in 1995. It just ain't 1995

>> No.21536666

>>21536652
I've seen this before. Is this a new pasta?

>> No.21536675

>>21536644
It's hard to say what's going on because you're being too ambiguous, but I agree with what you're saying. Life is hideous and living for the purpose of living is never worth it unless one is a hedonistic NPC. There is nothing worth living for, but there are plenty of things worth dying for. It would just be pointless for you to be overtaken by the vicissitudes of life.

>> No.21536681

>>21536666
Probably me posting something similar in a past wwoym thread, I just hate seeing guys think the problem is them. Obviously it can be but most guys are fine. It helps to know you would have been a "B-" with easy and obvious roads to improvement to a B+ or A- just a little while ago, rather than feeling like a D- despite all your best efforts with no idea how the fuck the game is even meant to be played.

Right now we're basically going through a gender relations holocaust and men are wandering around wondering why shit doesn't correspond to tropes stabilized in 70s-90s sitcoms.

>> No.21536682

>>21536628
I find that to be a lot less probable than a scenario where everything blends into an even more grayish tasteless variation of ebonics-tinged standard american internet english, the type that is most common with ESLs, that would have gotten stifled and regulated by social engineering think tanks, making it the official workspeak for the drones of the future, and leaving little room for the natural organic growth that is associated with linguistics. It's a dramatic scenario, but it's really not that far off, and I fear for the death of nuance.

>> No.21536683

>>21536666
QUADS QUADS QUADS

>> No.21536688

>>21536675
>there are plenty of things worth dying for
Hence, suicide.

>> No.21536698

>>21536675
So you live an unhappy life and have convinced yourself this is the only based way to be.

>> No.21536711

>>21531661
---- Solaria ----
769
(Netherlands)

Green in feeling as its look
This oceanic sprawl of circumstance is

Elegant as hilarious, fine as kind in its infection,
If not quite sublime as personal enclaves designed beyond belief.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5jDW8wHYjk

>> No.21536719

>>21536688
Sure, but it's pointless. I guess if you don't really care about anything your only option is to get mind controlled into living with industrial substances and psychotherapy. You can feel pleasure in a moment by consuming carbohydrates, or physical pleasure by doing such and such, but again, if you don't care about that you just have to a get "treated."
>>21536698
I don't care about based-cringe. Besides, how is there anything unhappy about doing exactly what one wishes?

>> No.21536724

>>21536681
Ive said before in these threads that birth control has totally disrupted tbe male/female dynamic and that the sexual revolution will have greater consequences than the industrial revolution

>> No.21536734

>>21536719
>Sure, but it's pointless
If suicide is pointless, everything is pointless.

>> No.21536735

>>21531661
Reddit is a horrible site but it's incredibly easy and entertaining to fuck with people or spread misinformation.
I like to go on various ask subreddits and I always pre-empt my comment by saying I'm a phd in something, or studying whatever topic is being discussed, and then just subtly insert nonsense or ridiculous shit.
Half the time people don't even notice, or will upvote.
It's like a case study to me how easy it is to manipulate the general public.

>> No.21536736

>>21536719
>I don't care about based-cringe.
you said the only alternative to hating life is to be a 'hedonistic npc'. I don't care what you say, you've convinced yourself that being miserable owns the libs. You're fucking retarded.

>> No.21536739

>>21536735
>
The other important aspect is to match the tone and speaking styles of any given digital environment.
Basically convince people you are one of them, on top of having some kind of authority, and they will believe just about anything.

>> No.21536757

>>21536736
How is it hating life if it is such a strong love for life that one would die for it? There's is nothing inherently good or enjoyable about being alive- sure, I enjoy eating well made food and beverages, the scent of winter air, the sound of wind blowing through trees, and seeing people smile, but none of this makes life worth living. Yet, to save one person from suffering is worth dying for. So what if it makes me a cringe cuck? It's not life denying; I could not love life more than if I would desire nothing other than to die for it.

>> No.21536795

>>21536757
if you loved life you wouldn't be looking for excuses to die well

>> No.21536834

>>21531661
---- Solaria ----
770
(Coloratura)

Strewn on the slate cloud of my carpets
Rendered placid in the light of a little conservatory's

Monumental system, I've strewn
A string of deeply tinted incandescent Christmas lights

And think, as usual, about power-spectra, Alnilam, gorgeous richesse,
Versailles as eye candy and the best of CGI.

>> No.21536839

>>21536757
Why would you die for something not worth even living? Why would you die for NPC’s? How do you cope?

>> No.21536845

>>21531723
23 turning 24 in April; how old are you, anon?

>> No.21536878

>>21536839
Normies are hedonistic NPCs that aren't capable of understanding good, evil, and the nature of life, but their suffering, happiness, and experiences are real. They are supremely innocent.

>> No.21536883

women will babble about anything
>i just think... hands... are the most... like? important? part of your body, because hands are like, sooo important, like, i think hands can be very empowering
my god

>> No.21536886

When do I get a wife?

>> No.21536888

walking around the house with my boner bobbing all around

>> No.21536889

>>21536878
>innocent
All of the destruction they cause is very real anon.

>> No.21536891

>>21531661
i used to read because i enjoyed it but now it's a conscious retreat from reality. my relationship with media is only becoming more puerile and maladaptive with age, i've somehow regressed. maybe i should join the army or something. i think i fail to fulfill even the most basic duties of a man. i spend an inordinate amount of time thinking about things like my grooming and clothes, meanwhile i repeatedly fail to secure stable employment and provide for my loved ones. i have no skills or education. i'm an overgrown boy who devotes most of his time to hobbyism. i really ought to enlist or something

>> No.21536899

>>21536889
The majority of normies have no real say in the matter. They do evil because they have been socially conditioned to do it, but they don't understand that what they are doing is evil. If organized governments were sane or absent, normies would behave virtuously. They're sheep, really, with a malicious shepherd.

>> No.21536900

The reason for difference in philosophy, like Rosseau and Hobbes for instance, is because of a difference in personality. It's all personalities.

>> No.21536906

>>21536900
Pretty much this. Difference in ideals leads to a difference in the manner in which a person approaches issues and concepts. There can also be no mutual dialogue between the groups, because they speak incompatible languages. They are not capable of perceiving the same reality.

>> No.21536913

>>21536899
……so you’ll suffer and die for them? why? so they can continue their evil existence? where is the virtue in that?

>> No.21536915

>>21536886
you're too old to be asking this

>> No.21536945

>>21536913
Their existence is good because they aren't making an effort to be evil. Evil is imposed upon them. Obviously it would be better to die for the virtuous, but there is still good in dying for the fool that knows not what he does. And if the conplaint is that by saving an evil normie, they cause more evil, the answer is that the evil would occur regardless, and at least in the one case you make a normie happy.
But of course there are evil people, viz., psychopaths and such.

>> No.21536977

>>21536883
>i think hands can be very empowering
Lmao, this sounds like something I'd actually hear.
It's interesting how "empowering" has become this all encompassing buzzword, that people, women in particular, use as a synonym for good.

>> No.21536978

>>21536915
Really? I'm only 29. I heard people are getting married later in life nowadays.

>> No.21536994

>>21536945
>their existence is good
>because it’s not there fault that they’re evil
Don’t see how they still aren’t evil? It has to be their fault for their existence to be evil? Their existence is evil regardless of blame.

>> No.21537018

>>21536994
If a child is taught to do evil, you wouldn't say he is evil would you? The normie is like a child. I just want them to be happy.
Besides, even if a small reduction in evil could occur by the removal of some normies, the change would be negligible because the normie doesn't do that much evil over their lifetime. You do more by doing charity and creating happiness.
The vast majority of evil comes from the small percentage of ruthless psychopaths and misguided cynics.

>> No.21537027

>>21537018
>If a child is taught to do evil, you wouldn't say he is evil would you?
I would say he is evil for sure. It isn’t his fault, but he is evil regardless. I guess we disagree there.

>> No.21537062

>>21535940
>AI is going to make people obsolete, yet people are embracing it fully. Why /lit/?
Because the AI will be the next (actual) big thing. It will bet he next industrial revolution, it will enable us travel to the stars. Why wouldn't I embrace it?

>> No.21537083

Is it really cringe to want life to be easier?
Should I embrace all as a challenge to my will?

>> No.21537111

>>21531661
are there any women that like broke, retarded, ugly, alcoholic, skinny fat, closeted homosexual guys?

>> No.21537116

new
>>21537113

>> No.21537128

>>21537083
No it’s not cringe. Wageslaves will tell you it is.

>> No.21537204

>>21537083
The only way to make life easier to is to become rich. Living in a woods on local game is a shit life

>> No.21537612

Jannies must learn. They have to made to understand how disgusting they are. No janny has ever helped anyone. They're purely a destructive force that ruins minds. Janny, just stop being a disgusting piece of shit. Stop being a janny.

>> No.21537901

>>21536608
>let's count esls when we feel like it
>also let's split Hindi and Urdu even though they're more mutually intelligible than some forms of englishes are to each other
>And of course when counting second languages, we're only counting fluent second language speakers of mandarin while also counting English second language speakers if they have some basic nonfluent knowledge
>Also English is a unified language even if you don't know what the fuck anyone from a lot of English dialects said to you, while all other languages must be split into dialects
Can English not understand data torture?

>> No.21538575

>>21537083
Everything is a challenge, even successful people had to show up just to get where they were. Notwithstanding nepotism and all that, the fact that you’re posting here tells me you’re more than capable