/wwoym/ - Write What’s on Your Mind

[Anonymous No.22991356]

What’s on your mind, anons?

Last thread: >>22985108

[Anonymous No.22991358]

Gardner is a fucking faggot

[Anonymous No.22991381]

>>22991324
>The most manly man among us is the chihuahua who escapes the purse. But he's still a fucking chihuahua.
I've been thinking about this a lot lately. It's a tragedy that we're capable of recognising the issue but lack the personal means to genuinely overcome it. We've internalised overly feminine and over-socialised behaviours from our youth. If it wasn't our mothers, it was the schooling system that sought to stamp any kernel of masculinity that may have been kindled into something that resembles forefathers. Even if a man takes active steps these days to overcome this, there will remain a corner of his heart where it cannot be uprooted because he's either not conscious of it or it has become too deeply ingrained (or both). It's a great tragedy that we do not have the vitality of those who have gone before us and it will only be a number generations of radical upheaval that will return us to the natural order. Indeed
>the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak

[Anonymous No.22991409]

You were born a good and innocent creature and you have become a lowly thing. You have betrayed the true and the beautiful for nothing. With your own hands, you reached for the great existence you were capable of becoming, which you were born to grow to be, and murdered it, and you left its corpse by the side of the road for others to trample. At a point in time long past, there yet remained the possibility for you to turn back, but you - deliberately - chose to continue, knowing what you would become and what you would lose. Now you are nearly better off dead, both for your sake and for that of those you will harm in the future. To see one such as you, once ripe with the potential for true goodness, stooped so low is the saddest thing I can conceive of.

[Anonymous No.22991415]

>>22991409
What is this from? Sounds powerful if you wrote it.

[Anonymous No.22991427]

>>22991415
It's a paraphrasing of a conversation I had with myself while delirious.

[Anonymous No.22991432]

The past few months I have been constantly wracked with anxiety. I have no appetite and its hard to sleep. Its hard to stomach any food and I keep throwing it back up. I am often on the verge of tears and have to struggle really hard not to let it burst out. This began after a woman asked me out at work and I completely fumbled the whole thing because I'm an extremely awkward sperg. I used to be so content wasting time alone but actually going outside and doing something with someone has forced me to wake up. There is a whole world of interesting and lovely people out there that I have excluded myself from by being retarded. I am socially crippled beyond recovery and can only sit here watching the gap between myself and others grow wider and wider. Maybe I should kill myself. Maybe I am extremely mentally ill. Sorry for complaining and shitting up the thread. Making these posts is cathartic and you guys are the closest things I have to friends. Any books for this?

[Anonymous No.22991460]

>>22991356
The deepest animosity in this country (The United States) is not white vs black. It’s not Yankee vs Southerner. It’s white libs vs white chuds. Nothing else comes close.

[Anonymous No.22991566]

6pm and I haven't eaten all day so I just ordered $21 CAD worth of sushi. Listening to my favourite Death record as well rn.

[Anonymous No.22991581]

Really enjoying my new tablet. I uninstalled Facebook off of it though cause it was taking up too much space.

[Anonymous No.22991631]

What’s a book you would recommend to someone considering suicide?

[Anonymous No.22991634]

>>22991631
Ecclesiastes

[Anonymous No.22991640]

Lol now I feel bad for not leaving a tip. Oh well can't be helped.

[Anonymous No.22991651]

>>22991460
can't speak for all of us but don't discount how racist ellis island yankee workers are. having to actually live in the stew makes you despise it.

[Anonymous No.22991659]

I feel with so much energy but days arent long enough for all the things i want do

[Anonymous No.22991662]

>>22991409
There is always a possibility for redemption, anon. Well not always... but I bet there is for you.

[Anonymous No.22991688]

>>22991634
Why?

[Anonymous No.22991691]

>>22991432
I think it’s hard to accept that our culture allows for redemption of the losers as much as it allows for redemption of the scumbags.

[Anonymous No.22991751]

>>22991640
>inflated cost of product
>service fee
>delivery fee
>tax
>OH AND DONT FORGET TO TIP
Fuck you, I'd rather drive drunk to pick up my next case of beer than give you a fucking tip

[Anonymous No.22991785]

so the job description says
>Accepting applications from candidates that graduate with a bachelor’s or master’s degree between May 2023 through May 2024
does that mean they only want those specific people? or can i apply even though i graduated years ago and was slumming it?

[Anonymous No.22991799]

Spent another twenty bucks on a game I won’t play. The music is good though and sent me down a music rabbit hole but in the end back to the same ambient music I always listen to. I’ve got a book I need to read that I know I’ll love that I know I’ll wait another two months to start. The girl at the hotel said I shouldn’t have cut my hair I told her she should’ve told me sooner.

[Anonymous No.22991801]

Anyone know a good book about FBI interrogation tactics? I want to know the pragmatic science behind reading liars.

[Anonymous No.22991811]

>>22991432
That’s what the thread is here for anon. No right or wrong just what’s on our minds.

[Anonymous No.22991813]

>>22991801
Just watch JCS Criminal Psychology on YouTube

[Anonymous No.22991816]

i spent all day laughing at an 80 year old man pooping on a white woman's head instead of doing anything productive. this is a fucking clown world, my friends.

[Anonymous No.22991826]

>>22991356
What we reading from the Walmart book section /lit/?

[Anonymous No.22991831]

>>22991751
you are an anti-social freak

[Anonymous No.22991832]

>>22991785
I think it's supposed to mean that the person hold a degree BY that time. As in, if you're still working on it, fuck you. That job description was probably written last year too.

[Anonymous No.22991842]

>>22991831
"You know me, sir!"

[Anonymous No.22991852]

Where do you guys find books that arent on libgen/bookz/mobilism?

[Anonymous No.22991853]

>>22991852
up your butt and around the corner

[Anonymous No.22991857]

>>22991852
Up your butt, turn left at the McDonald's, drive three blocks, and it's the one with the big pine tree in the front

[Anonymous No.22991858]

I'm a good man in a storm.

[Anonymous No.22991863]

>>22991858
How are you on a sunny day?

[Anonymous No.22991864]

>>22991813
oh, I do. I enjoy studying liars.

[Anonymous No.22991865]

>>22991852
I ain't tellin you, narc

[Anonymous No.22991867]

I think I fucked up before hand for showing my power level to people (I suppose) because when I'm genuine it seems I'm immediately met with mistrust for my actions from some low iq narcissistic punk words.

[Anonymous No.22991874]

>>22991852
The getn place.

[Anonymous No.22991877]

Alright bros, i figured my digestion problems are caused by a fucked up micro biome. So I'm eating a big bowl of yogurt and prunes. Accidentally poured out a dozens prunes so now I have to eat them. I fear for tomorrow mornings shit

[Anonymous No.22991903]

I have come to notice the tendency to larp as an asetic always fails to attain that which the user seeks as an end. All asceticism manages to accomplish is a guilt complex and a deepening sense of nihilism. I guess I could say that asceticism can serve as a means, but only in the opposite direction of theology that being a strengthening of the immoral instinct upon indulgence. I think that if your goal is to fail you can achieve remarkable results! If you seek to command yourself to disobey yourself you will always win.

[Anonymous No.22991908]

Currently drinking some v. dece cheap (chilled) white wine right now while smoking dry herb vape, listening to Bongzilla, and reading picrel.

[Anonymous No.22991913]

>>22991356
How many posts does everyone make on /lit/ a week on average?

[Anonymous No.22991922]

>>22991913
Nice try FBI

[Anonymous No.22991928]

>>22991913
Bout tree fiddy
>>22991922
Get the fuck out of here ATF, this is our op.

[Anonymous No.22991948]

>>22991913
>>22991922
>>22991928
Hey, this is a mossad op, get out

[Anonymous No.22991953]

I'm liking this online class. It's just watching youtube lectures and reading articles. Thats basically my hobby

[Anonymous No.22991973]

I took this screenshot and I was going to make a thread with it, but decided to post it here and include a comment but I couldn't come up with one so here you go anyways.

[Anonymous No.22991998]

>>22991913
over 9000

[Anonymous No.22992011]

>>22991973
picrel is what I want for me when I am in my fifties.

[Anonymous No.22992024]

>>22991688
>Vanity of vanities, saith the Preacher, vanity of vanities; all is vanity.
>What profit hath a man of all his labour which he taketh under the sun?
>One generation passeth away, and another generation cometh: but the earth abideth for ever.
>The sun also ariseth, and the sun goeth down, and hasteth to his place where he arose.
>The wind goeth toward the south, and turneth about unto the north; it whirleth about continually, and the wind returneth again according to his circuits.
>All the rivers run into the sea; yet the sea is not full; unto the place from whence the rivers come, thither they return again.
>All things are full of labour; man cannot utter it: the eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing.
>The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.
>Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us.
>There is no remembrance of former things; neither shall there be any remembrance of things that are to come with those that shall come after.
>I the Preacher was king over Israel in Jerusalem.
>And I gave my heart to seek and search out by wisdom concerning all things that are done under heaven: this sore travail hath God given to the sons of man to be exercised therewith.
>I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and, behold, all is vanity and vexation of spirit.
>That which is crooked cannot be made straight: and that which is wanting cannot be numbered.
>I communed with mine own heart, saying, Lo, I am come to great estate, and have gotten more wisdom than all they that have been before me in Jerusalem: yea, my heart had great experience of wisdom and knowledge.
>And I gave my heart to know wisdom, and to know madness and folly: I perceived that this also is vexation of spirit.
>For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.
I don't know, you tell me.
Also, Ecclessiastes was part of what lead me back to God.

[Anonymous No.22992028]

>>22991826
>this is what people mean when they say "yeah, I read"

[Anonymous No.22992083]

I've been drinking a lot of water but I still feel thirsty and my pee is still yellow

[Anonymous No.22992101]

I’m sorry

[Anonymous No.22992103]

>>22991688
I think it acknowledges a lot of the problems suicidal people might have and provides a realistic solution. Same with Job. It probably depends on your specific circumstances though. Why are you considering suicide?

[Anonymous No.22992317]

HISTORY IS HAPPENING AGAIN, that fucking faggot Fukuyama is going into the permanent cuckshed where he belongs. Events are happening, grand questions are being asked, the fate of entire civilizations is now in the balance again.

And it's all because Texas decided to be based for a change.

Well, that and some wackos in Gaza.

[Anonymous No.22992343]

>>22991432
I wonder if I'll ever experience this shake-up. So far it has been pretty chill to live as hermit

[Anonymous No.22992406]

>>22992343
I have very little life experience outside of attending classes, wage slaving and bumming around at home. It was chill but I guess a little boring and I kind of just felt nothing all the time. Going outside and having normal people my age willingly talk to me was amazing and now I can't shake this immense discontentment. It is better to not know what you're missing out on. If you willingly become a recluse after experiencing normal life then I guess you'll be fine.

[Anonymous No.22992428]

>>22991356
Being in a romantic relationship with someone you genuinely love is magnitudes better than I could’ve ever imagined. I now understand why married men willingly choose to work terrible jobs.

[Anonymous No.22992454]

>>22992428
Cuck

[Anonymous No.22992474]

>>22991913
Depends if I get into a pissing match with someone or not.

[Anonymous No.22992515]

>>22992406
And if your not

[Anonymous No.22992534]

>>22992474
And when you don't samefag?

[Anonymous No.22992537]

>>22992534
I never samefag.
I do think it's funny to reply to someone else pretending to be the guy THAT guy is responding to.
The op tends to get flustered by me making him look like a retard.

[Anonymous No.22992588]

>>22992515
And if you're not a willing recluse? Then idk man. That's why I'm posting on 4chan.

[Anonymous No.22992670]

>enjoy the idea of women making fun of my small penis
>don't actually have a small penis
Write what's on your mind for this feeling?

[Anonymous No.22992707]

>>22992428
Enjoy the first three month of your relationship bro

[Anonymous No.22992725]

>>22991913
Not today CIA.

[Anonymous No.22992733]

>>22991816
>clown world
no, you're just a clown

[Anonymous No.22992763]

My uncle is the only person I see and the only person outside of my immediate family that I talk to. He's literally the only reason I leave the house and in just over a year he's moving to a different country and never coming back, this shit sucks.

[Anonymous No.22992766]

>>22992083
you're dying, bro. Jealous myself, and happy for you

[Anonymous No.22992826]

>>22991356
Had a weird nightmare last night

I was going to an Eyehategod concert in NYC with a bunch of disabled folks and got pursued by two older black men in white t shirts sitting on couches in the waiting room of the bus station. There was also this kid with down syndrome who kept goofing off with this older lady, poking her and stuff as she got up from another couch.

[Anonymous No.22992831]

>>22991785
It's probably those specific people but they might take you too. What they're actually saying is
>people who have little to no experience of working in the field who we can chew up
If they have particularly high retention it means they want to mould people

[Anonymous No.22992836]

>>22991908
Ah, another sludge fan. Nice. Though I got Dahmer on right now.

[Anonymous No.22993109]

If I had any other job I would’ve been fired by now. I must be crazy for thinking about quitting. This is the single best job for a writer that has ever existed.

[Anonymous No.22993203]

40 minutes of work, 1 hour break and then 2 hours of work.
Then I'm free!

[Anonymous No.22993240]

>>22991566
I’m more of an Individual Thought Patterns guy

[Anonymous No.22993244]

>>22991356
Reading order


Philosophy Of Art:

Tolstoy, Hegel, Pater, Wincklemann, Gasset, Von Hildebrand, Collingwood, Sartre

General Humanities:

After Locke (already finished) read stuff on crowd psychology, first Le Bon (currently on), then Trotter, return to political philosophy with Luther and Calvin (optional)

Read Jung (3 works, “Man And His Symbols”, “Psychological Types” and “New Aspects Of Criminal Psychology”) then symbolic/interpretive anthropology, first Geertz then Turner then into Lewis Mumford (both works) and then Michel Foucault (both works)

Optionally read Claude-Levi Strauss

French Revolution history:

Burke, Carlyle, Taine, Belloc

Russian Revolution history:

Figes, Faulkner, Pipes

Poetry:

Pound, Eliot, Yeats, Coleridge, Shelley, Byron, Frost

[Anonymous No.22993252]

FUCK this bullshit i am so fucking sick and tired of women I wish they would just fucking all die once and for all and that the very concept of females would be wiped out of existence, SICK of having to think about these retards all fucking day and feel bad

[Anonymous No.22993257]

I need a haircut; it would make showering easier
>>22993244
>French Revolution history:
>Carlyle
Some deep larping going on here

[Anonymous No.22993268]

>>22993252
Why would you think about women all day?
Unable to land a gf?

[Anonymous No.22993273]

>>22993252
>anon can't control his thoughts
>blames other for being unable to control his own life
many, many, many such cases

[Anonymous No.22993337]

That girl my parents set me up with is cool. She sent me a good morning text.

[Anonymous No.22993342]

>>22992083
>>22992766
A few hours after posting that I woke up in the middle of the night to have terrible diarrhea. Honestly does feel like I'm dying

[Anonymous No.22993385]

>>22991432
Had the same experience early in my 20s, it's why I couldn't sink into some lotus eater NEETdom for the rest of the decade. I knew what I was missing out on. I knew what kind of experiences were out there being experienced while I was alone in my room or smoking weed under a bridge. I never broke out of it, only got sadder and more dejected. The best thing I can tell you is if it really is over, then suffer in the absence of love. This Real that you think you're missing, wring it out of your experience with pain and suffering instead of love and belonging, even and especially if you're doing it alone. But if others are talking to you, you're at least minimally desirable so you have a good chance to save yourself.

[Anonymous No.22993396]

You're a retarded biased pseud ass, kill yourself

[Anonymous No.22993427]

There has got to be something going on in Kazakhstan and Mongolia.

[Anonymous No.22993473]

>>22991356
I'm almost certain that heterosexual men don't actually find women attractive. Someone will post an 8/10 and everyone in the replies will say she's unfuckable. Absolutely nothing about a woman can be interesting or unique in any way, and god forbid she has crows feet.

[Anonymous No.22993483]

The delusional hope of youth. Hope with no bounds. Hope for nothing exact. A warm solid surface underneath the rancid cupfuls of misery. I miss it.
I come to terms with radical neutrality, but then I think ''this is no way to live''. A sober existence, unremarkable, tepid, dispassionate, listless.

[Anonymous No.22993484]

>>22993337
I'm happy for you anon! You will make it

[Anonymous No.22993487]

I like girls.
I make myself better.
I try to handle myself in any situation.
Maybe I should partake?

[Anonymous No.22993519]

>>22993473
Seething because you hit the wall, roastie?

[Anonymous No.22993568]

>>22993484
Gonna taake her out again tonight but I have no idea where we should go

[Anonymous No.22993574]

>>22993519
lol, I was legit ugly way before that.

[Anonymous No.22993581]

>>22993568
Second date?
I like a more active date for the second one.
Bowling/Billiard/Hike (if she's active or sporty) or go to a popular landmark/park

[Anonymous No.22993586]

>>22993574
Ugly women are tragic. They either let it eat them up inside or go crazy with trying to prove they're hot (be incredibly promiscuous)

[Anonymous No.22993587]

>>22993581
Yeah I was considering a hike but I wasnt sure if that was a good idea.

[Anonymous No.22993594]

>>22993581
>>22993587
Big concern is that it's friday and I dont want to deal with heavy traffic and big crowds. I know a lot of the hiking trails are gonna be way overcrowded

[Anonymous No.22993595]

>>22993587
not a hike, but is there a park near you? You could meet at the park, go a little window shopping and then end the day at a comfy restaurant.

[Anonymous No.22993599]

>>22993586
eh, once the party years are over, it stops mattering as much.

[Anonymous No.22993617]

Should people stay in their college towns if they can get a decent job there? I have a great offer for a 5 year contract but I’m a little worried that I’m going to miss out by not going to the city.

[Anonymous No.22993660]

Lately I've been having dreams that I'll later recall as memories. I can tell they're dreams because they'll be things I never actually did, like discussing a certain topic with a group of people I wouldn't discuss that topic with, but I don't remember them immediately after waking and usually perceive them as simply memories of things I did before I think about them for a second. I've become a little uncertain about which of my memories actually happened and which only happened in a dream.

[Anonymous No.22993665]

>>22993660
This is actually a common symptom for people with Alzheimer's.

[Anonymous No.22993667]

I'm going to kill myself

[Anonymous No.22993670]

>>22993665
I'm 23.

[Anonymous No.22993675]

>b-b-b-but, why are you so mean to white womennnnnn they dindu nuffinnnnnn.

You gotta 1992 Afghanistan these hoes or it's gonna get worse.

[Anonymous No.22993677]

>>22993667
same

[Anonymous No.22993683]

>>22993677
how about together? suicide pact?

[Anonymous No.22993685]

>>22993675
what the fuck happened in south korea?

[Anonymous No.22993686]

I desperately need to find a way to fix my energy levels. I just have no energy, ever. Even doing minimal amounts of work is a slog. I go for a walk for an a half an hour and I’m totally exhausted. I have so many things I want to do, but I just have no energy.

I think I’m depressed as well.

[Anonymous No.22993688]

>>22993685
What didn't happen in south korea?

[Anonymous No.22993696]

>>22993683
whats your plan?

[Anonymous No.22993705]

>>22993675
The widening gap between sexes is explainable simply on the basis that young men have witnessed progressive ideology in media, among friends, and within institutions and believe it is anti-man and provides no vision for male flourishing outside of self-negation.

As a father of four boys I experience this problem directly through my kids. It concerns me deeply. Family formation is one of my top concerns not only for my boys but for society at large. Human flourishing requires strong families.

[Anonymous No.22993707]

>>22993595
Thats almost exactly what I settled on. Theres a really nice county park with lots of cool stuff and then a mall down the road. Plan is to spend afternoon at the park and then we can shop around and maybe get some (hopefully inexpensive) dinner. The county park cost to enter and I'm really hurting for money.

[Anonymous No.22993709]

>>22993599
The road goes on forever and the party never ends
>>22993660
That happened to me when i was severely depressed. Couldnt tell apart dreams from reality. Maybe you jeed to get out more, get grounded, interact with tangible reality. Stop being so stuck in your mind

[Anonymous No.22993714]

>>22993685
Birth rates are plummeting to like 0.1 because bitches be crazy and every guy is now an incel. SK will literally be the elliot rodgers beta uprising epicenter

[Anonymous No.22993719]

>>22993705
Progressive ideology is explicitly anti family and achieves this by empowering a woman's worst instincts. It's like Brave New World but for women only, while all the men are just grug laborers

[Anonymous No.22993723]

And I’m worried that I don’t have the hunger, energy, or discipline to achieve

[Anonymous No.22993733]

Most people are ugly dysgensic and should not exist. Life should be a symphony of beauty, from the way you carry yourself and dress, to the words you speak and the companions you keep. Most people should be wiped out and through selective breeding we should create a new better and aristocrat society, nothing else matters. Kalos = good.

[Anonymous No.22993739]

>>22993733
then the most beautiful of those selected become the new beautiful, while the rest become ugly

[Anonymous No.22993741]

>>22993733
dysgenic*

[Anonymous No.22993742]

>>22993696
I will use a blade or lie in front of a train, you?

[Anonymous No.22993743]

>>22993719
DEI politics and toxic compassion are civilization's endgame. Men have woken up to this fact but female purity spiral has intensified, with purity defined as alignment w progressive policy

The future is extreme

[Anonymous No.22993747]

Just learned about the Russian Nihilist Movement. How the fuck do nihilists have a social movement? Thats as oxymoronic as the Voter Apathy Party

[Anonymous No.22993750]

>>22993742
I'm thinking about car exhaust or BBQ way.

[Anonymous No.22993753]

>>22993747
>Russian Nihilist Movement
At that time in Russia "nihilist" was closer to "atheist" than to our current definition, also it wasn't as much a social movement as it was an intellectual and philosophical one

[Anonymous No.22993801]

>>22993743
Not civilization. Just this civilization. The bourgeois took the wheel. Now they’re running us off the road.

[Anonymous No.22993831]

>>22993801
The answer is to stop living in the mainstream culture and go for a group/society that is pro-natal.
Sucks I know but I don't see women and old people (that's what society will be) turn this around.

[Anonymous No.22993865]

>>22993750
what is the BBQ way?

[Anonymous No.22993869]

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[Anonymous No.22993886]

>>22993865
just get charcoal burner and closed area. the carbon monoxide gets the rest.

[Anonymous No.22993906]

I have hyperactive syndrome ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I can't it's too much Klickitat klickitat my teeth make kilitath

[Anonymous No.22993907]

Whenever I read Cormac McCarthy my internal monologue is transfigurated into a very Southern/Western draw and I turn into some kind of hackneyed faux-cowboy.
I mean I'm from the South and use a lot of Southern expressions but I find it funny how often it happens when u read his stuff.
Maybe it's because he's got a definitive prose, and all of his books have the tone and timbre of a grizzled, bitter old Texan type.

[Anonymous No.22993921]

>>22992763
go with him

[Anonymous No.22993926]

I walked in graduation in Dec, didn’t fulfill the credit requirements for my degree until 6 months later, and then didn’t receive my actual degree because of a processing error until 6 months after that the following Dec. Do you think I could claim the first Dec as my graduation date on my resume?

[Anonymous No.22993931]

>>22993719
don't worry, i can confirm the women will be wagie single mothers in their 40s.

[Anonymous No.22993947]

>>22993753
Well they're giant faggots. They killed the best social reformer Russia ever had in some gay ass temper tantrum. I despise those kinds of people.

[Anonymous No.22993950]

>>22993931
That will be another huge social problem. Half the adult women being single and childless? Or worse, single mothers. Dark days ahead.

[Anonymous No.22993976]

Women, women, women, it's all you guys ever fuckin talk about

[Anonymous No.22993985]

>>22993976
what wrong with women?

[Anonymous No.22993992]

>>22993985
Nothing. I'm sick of all this "women ruined society" garbage that anons spend all day posting

[Anonymous No.22994015]

>>22993992
women ruined society?

[Anonymous No.22994021]

Does anybody else go through these reading slumps where they start to worry if try really just want to be a writer, or well-read, or even just literary more than they actually want to read and write good literature? I do. I mean, I know I want to read and write good literature, but I guess I doubt myself and I’m those slumps where I’m not really reading or writing thinking “do I really though”.

[Anonymous No.22994032]

>>22993976
Well i mean they are half of society, so a pretty big subject

[Anonymous No.22994036]

>>22994015
Read the thread gaylord

[Anonymous No.22994098]

I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be. You'd be non-conforming too if you looked just like me.

[Anonymous No.22994144]

Keep pushing on.

[Anonymous No.22994319]

Think i dosed myself wrong

[Anonymous No.22994328]

I will move to jerking off to 2d exclusively, I just hate women too much.

[Anonymous No.22994331]

>>22994098
Damn thats a throwback

[Anonymous No.22994333]

>>22994328
>2dpd
Pls don't assault your eyes like this anon; pure words only

[Anonymous No.22994344]

So the yogurt and prunes havent seemed to help. I'm super gassy and had horrible diarrhea last night. But then this morning my shit was solid but voluminous. Ive been farting all day. Seriously thinking I should see a doctor about this

[Anonymous No.22994376]

>>22994333
Nice try but I'm not subbing to your onlyfans.

[Anonymous No.22994392]

>>22994376
It's called a liberry tyvm
[Not pictured: smug anime face.jpg]

[Anonymous No.22994396]

It's beeen alnost 4 hours since I texted her and she hasnt responded. Do I text again?

[Anonymous No.22994420]

>>22994396
No

[Anonymous No.22994431]

>>22994396
Say you're not interested and treat her like crap. Women deserver nothing but abuse and It's what they really want.

[Anonymous No.22994436]

>>22994420
>>22994431
FUCK I RESPONDED

[Anonymous No.22994471]

I'M MAD!!!

[Anonymous No.22994473]

>>22994436
YOU FUCKED UP

[Anonymous No.22994474]

Women are interested in me when I show no interest. When I show even the slightest hint of interest in them they lose all interest in me. I feel stuck in a paradox. To attract women i cannot care, but to actually snag a woman I must care. I dont get it.

[Anonymous No.22994478]

>>22994328
>>22994376
>>22994396
>>22994431
Women women women

[Anonymous No.22994483]

>>22994471
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwJf29n4lmQ

[Anonymous No.22994606]

>>22991356
Women be pissin on they selves

[Anonymous No.22994607]

>>22991356
Guys I want to tell my history professor my theory on how the reason why mother goddesses were the first things to exist in ancient mythology and how it relates to "feminine chaos" but I'm afraid he'll think I'm skitzo. WDID?

[Anonymous No.22994613]

>>22993886
when are you doing it?

[Anonymous No.22994633]

>>22994478
That thing you'll never be

[Anonymous No.22994697]

>>22994633
Another one of /lit/'s pet obsessions

[Anonymous No.22994732]

>>22994697
And this is your pet obsession

[Anonymous No.22994751]

>be looking for a job
>get a zoom call interview
>tell manager I can't work Tuesdays and Thursdays
>he says thats okay
>have in person interview/training
>goes really well
>gets job
>remind manager I'm unavailable tuesdays and thursdays
>he says it's okay
>dont hear from him in over a week
>Thursday morning
>"Hey anon can you come in today for your first day?"
>remind him I cant work thursdays
>"aw come on man, just today?"
>Say no
>he completely removes me from the work schedule

[Anonymous No.22994838]

>>22991356
---- Solaria ----
3008
Temperate Pleasure

Necessary as wild sojourns
And the strange power to charm
Are to that good life where the now

Is beautiful as memory, I delight in my neighbors
Exactly as they are, humanly astonishing,
Each sensibly, immediately

Richer than art can be or summon, but can recommend.

Still I remember and enjoy some
Places and circumstances
Almost as much,

The grotesque silliness of Cecropia caterpillars,
A park field populated by a million brown mantises
That sang at about sixteen kilohertz on average in August heat,

A massive refinery region seen from the comfort of an elevated highway
At night, Orion from a ship just north of the equator
In the middle of some Pacific night,

The snowbound scene morning before last
Wherein the silhouette of a familiar tree soared in fog
Like anything most articulate where the light is whitely suave

In winter, or in summer far too detailed for language.

[Anonymous No.22994924]

>>22991432
Feeling this strongly lately. No social contact for a decade, all I have is memories of people I will never see or speak to again. Family all dead, no future at all. Guess I will just have to love with it for however long I go on

[Anonymous No.22994933]

>>22994607
>"feminine chaos" but I'm afraid he'll think I'm skitzo. WDID?
not tell him that because you're wrong.

[Anonymous No.22994960]

I'm a black wigger.

[Anonymous No.22994965]

>>22991356
--- Solaria ----
3009
Domination Of Circumstance

Sometimes I've succeeded, sometimes not
But overall I wouldn't trade places with anyone famous--

There's something beyond royal
About this kind of anonymity in a land so rich

In everything intrinsic to rides comfy
Across remote countryside,

Deeply ornate dreams,
Serene waking.

[Anonymous No.22994969]

i got drunk the other night and shat out a few posts on another board regarding my literal fever dream where i was semi lucid in hopes of waking up and making any sense due to severe dread of dying
here is a mokup or mockup or fabula

>its the fucking future fuck you
>im a war veteran engineer
>war was in jamaica where they found a cure for cancer in for of a rare disease fungus on some bullshit native plant, not weed lmoa
>the english or whatever wanted to take it for themselves because they saw jamaica as colony but jamaica and smugglers and pirates and scotts (scotland exited the kingdom as free nation) supplied with anti air and ship missiles sunk more than a half of the famed navy and riots in london (a lot of jamaicans there) ended the war with decisive victory for jamaica that got the money for cure for cancer in the end but busted it as usual, but no matter
>i helped the jamaicans with the rockets and aiming and gyros inside the rockets
>im a hero of Jamaica and avid supporter of anything antiglobohomo regardless of religion, race or creed
>supposed member of a terrorist movement that kills globohomo bankers, politicians and celebrities
>no proofs
>eliot smukt some dogshit fancy pants made a nuke deduction engine that creates a gravity push in vaccum, shit is fire yo
>can only transport robots, nothing alive, cooks and nukes the dna
>i find a way, the rings (pic related) spin counter of each other and create centrifuge force inside but i add magnets and special alloy steel fluttering around each ring to keep ballance, but also magnetic ballance fuck you its science fill in the gaps yourself, thus you get gravity in the rings and also the force goes down or up the shaft propelling the craft better, the bigger it is, the further it can travel using only nuclear waste batteries (uncovered in some home in Lvov from a long dead soviet scientist) that have to be recharged with exposure to space radiation

cont

[Anonymous No.22994983]

>>22993950
Exactly these women have nothing to lose. Motherhood acts as a partial insulator to the worst instincts

[Anonymous No.22994992]

>>22993675
I've been wondering for a long time why more people don't talk about this. For some reason, they don't connect the dots. They talk all the time about transgenders and pronouns and fertility rates and all that stuff but don't realize this is all part of a broad collapse of relations between men and women. They are not just distant from each other physically but ideologically. Every girl on the planet is a progressive on a path to a college degree, every guy is the opposite. This is a major historical crisis. Men and women are starting to hate each other.

[Anonymous No.22995007]

I think almost all of my personal problems stem from just plain being lonely.
>porn escalation and turning into a weirdo pervert over time
Literally because I keep trying to replace human intimacy with stuff on a screen and it never works.
>political and social ideologies becoming more extreme over time
Because I have no real human contact outside of the exaggerated signifying attention grabbing shit people do on the Internet and end up basing my understanding of politics and society off that.
>losing the ability to enjoy things I used to enjoy and resorting to increasingly extreme forms of stimulation (risk taking, overspending, etc) to try to feel something
The futility and pointlessness of a life without anyone to share it with become ever more obvious as time passes.

[Anonymous No.22995009]

>>22994969
forgot pic related
>regarding my discovery and patent, americans wanted me dead basically but some oligarch in kazakhstan (a regional power) decided to have his son invest to try out a venture or some shit fuck you play along or invent a reason idgaf
>then the chinese saw that as a threat and came snooping and pitched in
>than putins grandchild did as well
>they have the resources, the cosmodromes and enough metal, magnets and resources to do whatever the fuck they want, they dictate the food supply in the world because of global warming becaus siberia melted and gave the eastern world a paradise
>i have my ship, i have bad media following me, i have spies stealing my shit and now 4 other private companies as well as government controleld have same or simmilar ships about to be launched
>a major war is avoided due to strict diplomacy, you cant turn on engines on certain days anymore due to pollution and we lift off in few days apart
>mining operations on the moon are in full swing, we on the other hand are off to Mars for real this time
>my ship (im chief engineer and captian at that) named Putnik 1 leads the convoy
>everyone is quetching and shittalking on the earth against everyone, nobody is satisfied, protest that the launches arent real are all around, its real, no it is, fuckyou, we dont care we are off
>we get behind one another and propulse the pulse or whatever fuck you science bitch to go faster as a convoy
>behind me is a ship full of pure white aryans to settle mars to preseve the true white race, mostly swedes and some norwegians, rich enough, with the queen of denmark or whatever
>3rd is Elijah, superjews
>rest are corporations and nasas and whatever
>i lead
>we start accelerating by unknown reasons
>i fix shit and we resume normal
>i have a medical team gf, she isnt that much attractive but neither am i
>we however find very little time to complain to each other because our relationship is toxic
>she is a manipulative cunt, im an emotionally unavailable alcoholic, i drink on the job and smoke cigarettes inside the ship
>booring shit follows to fill the gaps of the first episode or book
>suddenly we drop our shit and go to middle of the ship where the reactor is
>an alien appears

cont

[Anonymous No.22995026]

>>22994992
>>22995007
Loneliness makes you a better consumer.
>Buy and display x product and you will feel whole and people will love you
The only better consumer than a lonely person is a lonely person who is told resources are rare and insecure.

[Anonymous No.22995037]

>>22994992
>Men and women are starting to hate each other.
From the beginning it was Satan's strategy to create enmity between man and woman

[Anonymous No.22995040]

I won, forever, whatever that means.
I’m so happy and completely heartbroken that one dark day something will go completely wrong and I’ll be trapped forever within an endless cycle of pure, concentrated hatred and pain.
But I am extremely grateful that this day will always pass.
I’m interested in meeting everyone, exploring everything, slowly perfecting every single stroke.
I have room to fuck up, and that’s so insanely humbling.
I wish I could perfect the world, and sometimes I will, but a part of me, perhaps my sadistic or personally torturous side, will always laugh and cry at the beauty and reality of permanent imperfections.
33/67
Such an insanely beautiful number.
I wish nobody had to experience pain again, but a part of me knows that it serves a purpose, even though it will never win again.
I love all of you with every tiny part me, always will, forever, but the ones who made such incomprehensibly horrible decisions deserve their fate, and even though I will always cry a bit at their future, I will always be reminded that they truly deserve it, and that it’s a twisted form of justice for those who made the right decision when it mattered most.

[Anonymous No.22995056]

>>22993950
not gonna say it'll be fine but in the end, it won't be as bad as you think. gen z is just a rehash of gen x but with screen addiction in their childhood instead of drug addiction. they're not as neurotic and obsessed as the boomers and millenials either and nearly all women manage have one kid at least. gen alpha on the other hand... from what i've seen they may as well be legally retarded due to i-pad parenting. so yeah their kids will likely be something completely different.

[Anonymous No.22995073]

>>22995009
>pic related is alien
>it appears fuck you think of it, make up your mind how idgaf
>we are paralysed and its centered around us
>then 4 bigger ayylmoas appear, nasty looking
>the main one opens its mouth
>ruptured the tunnel is because of thyne endevaur, a punishment must ensue or...
>i try to speak
>WHAT THE FUCK
>sense make if speaketh
>what the fuck do you want and what is this bullshit
>it repeats
>i have no time for bullshit, state your intentions, i am not believing anything you are trying to portray now, i have a task to fulfill
>ayys stay silent but keep us all stuck in paralysis
>we controll everything now, obey the protocol
>what fucking protocol who are you
>you know who we are, we know more than yous bla bla bla bla we were on earth long ago and we know what you are doing but bla bla bla bla now we ruptured some dogshit space nether tunnel ayys use as highway with the patent of mine and have to be punished
>ok i get it, we didnt know its your fault for not showing any danger signs bla bla bla bla whatever
>cut the short story long, the main ayy is actually a queen (they birth via magnets instead of fucking for over 40000 our years and give birth to rarely queens, mostly slaves and sometimes soldiers, those around her)
>they do have crevice where they shit pissed and fucked from
>she wants sex in return
>i give pc speech about how sexual intercourse is sacred, no way, we dont do it that way, besides i have a partner
>but she says i consent
>its done, i have to fuck an alien
>i fuck her in the most awquard way possible and the queen alien releases unholly sounds while my toxic gf records it
>they disappear and gf says to me NICE, its all here
>i want to cry from the trauma (i came because the alien pussy was sucking on as i tried fucking it)
>nobody is like wtf happened just now except for a few, mostly its like horray the cpt fucked an aline horray for the cpt and they make blue jokes behind my back
>the word spreads troughout the convoy and it reaches earth
>i get trillion of calls for interviews but nobody on earth gives a shit really
>the video is posted on 4chan and all across the tv and internet
>me struggling to have sex with an alien that is weirdly either enjoying it or maybe not, but the sounds its making are truly alien
>im struggling to find any comfort, cant focus due to trauma and ptsd from what just happened and im forced by the crew to give interviews with horrible lag
>turcker fucking carlson makes fun of me
>rt wants to know how will that effect the orthodox church seeing as if im the member
>my hometown is celebrating and shooting guns in the air
>jamaica made a statue of me
>jews want me dead
>nobody cares about the fact its the first given 'proof' aliens exist
>i have no emotional support
>my gf is proud of me somehow
>i go back to my cabin, light a cigarette, put on Biz Markie to play and gf walks in with a case of horrible cheap belarussian beer, its all we have
>we talk bullshit couples do
cont

[Anonymous No.22995077]

>>22995056
>they're not as neurotic and obsessed as the boomers and millenials either and nearly all women manage have one kid at least.
Not really, they're just as neurotic if not more. More than half of the women are some form of SSRI and I've personally heard them on multiple occasions harp on about muh career and freezing eggs. I still think at least 50% will have at least one kid at some point but the issue is when they're having that kid and if they're inclined to have more. But I agree that Gen Alpha will be barely breathing troglodytes
>t. zoomer born in 2000

[Anonymous No.22995086]

>>22995073
>bla bla bla i hate you its all your fault
>nooo you had to it doest count i wanted it
>you would want the same for me
>bla bla bla
>i tell her to shut up i want to hear the Biz
>we drink the beer
>you know, we havent fucked ever since
>yeah sure, i put out the cigarette and commence into fucking my gf
>zoom out the queen ayylmoa is watching all along on her tablet or whatever fuck you in her room while other lesser queens are making sculptures out of crystal like material using sounds
>she gets obsessed in mimmics of face or whatever and storms out the 'room' into her own chambers filled with human organ shapes and sculptures and guards bring her a slave she forcibly pulls a genetically stagnated cock out of and rapes him and he screams in a different way overlapping with her original scream while i was trying to fuck her

end of episode or book 1
fuck you, you fill out the blanks
ill ask /v/ to make episode 2

[Anonymous No.22995088]

>i have clothes older than some anons
hm

[Anonymous No.22995092]

I fucking hate college. I have to come up with a business idea a design a logo for it in my business writing class. This class is 90% busywork, I barely do any writing that would actually occur in a business setting.

What's even the point of college? Why can't I just take classes focused on preparing me for a specific career?

[Anonymous No.22995094]

>>22995077
Yeah, it'll be interesting to see how truly neurotic they are once Gen Z begins to sag and bald and wrinkle in the next few years.

[Anonymous No.22995102]

I wish I knew how to hate myself less. I I think I would if I were handsome.

[Anonymous No.22995109]

i don't understand. how can atheists condemn christians for telling them that their lifestyle will lead them to hell, when by definition they shouldn't believe in a hell to begin with?

[Anonymous No.22995128]

>>22994933
>not tell him that because you're wrong.
Objectively fake and extraordinarily gay
All myths of the past had a mother goddess who created the men of order/the inhabitants of the Earth. The ancients saw the world through the lens of order and chaos. Chaos was an everlasting thing while order was an aberration. The reason as to why the ancients viewed the world this way is due to how they viewed women as chaotic and the originator while man was the latter and the vanquisher of chaos. This reminds me of Hindu mythology in that Vishnu was both the god of creativity and the god of death. Chaos is exciting and dangerous.
The story of Adam and Eve put a twist to this. God, usually referred to as a man by the Abrahamics, produces Adam. He familiarizes Adam with the world at large. This demonstrates that order existed first. Then Eve came in and caused chaos. Eve consumed the apple which condemned mankind to suffering. She is chaos, but she is also life. This demonstrates that order always existed and chaos is an aberration.
Maybe subconsciously this influenced the men of after the axial age and helped developed the idea of linear time idk.

Ok now you can probably see my apprehension in showing my professor this.

[Anonymous No.22995142]

>>22995092
Business degrees are largely adult daycare for affluent suburban chads so they can get some partying in before taking over dad's car dealership or whatever

[Anonymous No.22995149]

>>22994969
>>22995009
>>22995073
>>22995086
Make sure the landing on Mars is a race where all the ships in the convoy are on a line and a countdown starts fair and square and some of the ships explode.
Then be dumbfounded when you win the race, which flag to put on your patch or land, also find a reason for your voyage.
Make your gf the villain in episode or book 3, while you die in the 2nd.
Anti-globohomo should be mentioned in 1st and last episode or book.
Jamaica thing helps the actual "globohomo" publishers eyes and ears.
Write the first episode or book, however you can, its basically a flopped movie in the end, but you are on to something.
Something cheap, like Skyline from 2011. But something nontheless. The shit on the queen aliens head, dont make it gold or green or whatever, make it something more alien. I understand that she is obsessed with human sexual intercourse, trying to find love so to speak in an outpost of a sort, make it a prank what she did. Yes she was in charge of guarding the highway node, but she wanted to fuck for real, with whom? You, the one that came to her. Her obsession with dicks should be ominous towards humans, villified by your truly evil gf that you simp for, making you a laughing stock back home and in the convoy.
When you go meet with the whites, they greet you as a guest, you have brown eyes and brown hair, they treat you as a friend, someone throws at you a blue blow up alien, comedic relief.
Also youre constipated at all times.

Dont go kirk or skywalker, ever, have a death of a nobody but publically displayed.
The audience already is thinking are you or are you not literally them.
Keep writing in any case, and do learn to fucking type please

[Anonymous No.22995155]

>>22995142
It's a fucking computer science degree. I hate these gay ass classes.

[Anonymous No.22995174]

Funny how the "college experience" went from some fun, exciting adventure to a grueling and dehumanizing nightmare

[Anonymous No.22995176]

>>22991356
--- Solaria ----
3010
Galaxies

I've my favorite asterisms, the Pleiades
And the belt of Orion.

Alnilam is a favorite,
Fleeting giant

And fairly typical of blue arm regions thereof.

Also the Hyades, drifting by, a set of mellow, ageing,
Comparatively ancient, dying, lanterns

A few percent of the sun's age.

[Anonymous No.22995179]

>>22995174
When was college fun? To be fair this is community college.

[Anonymous No.22995189]

>>22995179
Even community college was considered fun at one point. I've never met a boomer who didnt love college.

[Anonymous No.22995192]

>>22995142
All degrees are adult daycare, even if we didn’t live in a left wing dark age where you aren’t taught anything and you need to express conformity to achieve anything post grad, real men just drop out and go into business for themselves

[Anonymous No.22995204]

What should I have with my Mikes Hard lemonade tonight?

[Anonymous No.22995206]

>>22995204
When I go on all night, lone drinking benders I like to have a microwaved Marie Calendar's chicken pot pie

[Anonymous No.22995222]

>>22995206
I fucking hate pot pie. I'm probably gonna go with ramen and some taquitos.

[Anonymous No.22995229]

>>22995222
Pleb

[Anonymous No.22995247]

>>22995206
>>22995222
You are both fat, relax

[Anonymous No.22995249]

>>22995247
I'm 6ft tall and weigh 173lbs.

[Anonymous No.22995267]

Sincere question: do you think people should just give up if they’re still losers at a certain point?

[Anonymous No.22995270]

>>22995267
Define "loser."
Give up on what?

[Anonymous No.22995273]

>>22995249
You must be a fucking shredded hulk because I am 6’1 and 160 lbs and fat

[Anonymous No.22995276]

>>22993385
Not sure what you mean by "suffer in the absence of love" or "wring it out of your experience with pain and suffering". It gives me some comfort to know that others have the same experience. None of us are unique failures. I feel like no one really understands except for the other freaks I encounter on imageboards. "Just put yourself out there bro!" Prior to that one occasion no one talked to me and no one has talked to me since. I was thrown a lifeline and I kind of awkwardly grabbed onto it and it ended up being reeled in without me attached. Now I'm drowning! Haha that girl has no idea how much she has RUINED my life. Only way I'm getting out of this one is on the off chance someone takes pity upon me. I think I'm simply destined to end up like the rest of you. No way out of it.

[Anonymous No.22995283]

>>22995267
If you can give up I think that’s great good for you, very zen. Personally I have to exercise and have an extreme elimination diet and probably lower my lifespan through organ failure or cancer by taking a metric fuckton of supplements in order to cope with being a loser.

[Anonymous No.22995290]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wbQzZdoSulI

[Anonymous No.22995301]

>>22995267
Nah they should get someone to lay odds against them and split the winnings if they've got a guaranteed loser

[Anonymous No.22995330]

>>22995267
I believe at a certain point it does become hopeless and you might as well give up.

[Anonymous No.22995359]

>>22995267
Almost never, everyone loves underdog stories. The worse you are, the later you start, the bigger your potential for an amazing comeback story. The objective world doesn't really matter to your internal narrative, you can always find excuses to justify why you became such a loser that don't involve you being trash, but if you go from an utter loser to a chad then you can claim that's all you and you can even use it to catapult yourself further and now be able to leverage your ability to relate to both sides of losers/chads for either fame or simply a stronger strength of character. This is the zyzz archetype, sure, he started young so he wasn't that low but he went so high and it's all about the distance between where they were and where they got, count it a blessing to be a loser, the worse you are the better.

[Anonymous No.22995362]

>>22995273
Not really but I do have a decent amount of muscle.

[Anonymous No.22995377]

>>22995142
I did a law degree and many had not read Plato until our final year jurisprudence classes. This is at a very good university too

[Anonymous No.22995403]

>>22995359
Not all underdog stories are the same though. Some histories are harder to overcome.

[Anonymous No.22995419]

>>22995403
Again, the harder it is, the better, the more rewarding it feels for you to do it. You seem to be focused on how the outside world sees it, how hard it looks to other people, who cares? do it for your future self.

[Anonymous No.22995426]

>>22991356
I don't even get upset about things that once caused me tremendous emotional agony. I just laugh everything off and don't much care at all.

I enjoy life a lot more now but I've noticed this has bled into some negative bits, like how I don't really care about people I used to and their problems. If someone comes to me about a genuine and sincere tragedy it's almost grating to have to listen and pretend I am sharing their misery, when in reality I'm mostly just annoyed by being burdened by their problems. My father passed recently and though I was disappointed for a few days, I mostly got over it by this week's end. My sister on the other hand is an absolute inconsolable wreck, and I cannot lie when I say my resentment towards her repeated notifications on my phone has gotten quite high.

Anyone else like this? To reiterate, life has gotten significantly more enjoyable recently as a result of this change in attitude but the side-effects are just somewhat unexpected/unintentional.

[Anonymous No.22995427]

>>22995426
You sound like a dick.

[Anonymous No.22995459]

>>22991409
To defend others from evil you must first recognize you are capable of evil, and that almost by necessity requires the doing of evil acts.
The good is not good because he doesn’t do evil but rather because he’s capable of it, and chooses not to. Your spiritual recognition for your capacity for evil is the first step toward being good. Don’t give up.

>tldr You’re not bad, knowing you can fuck someone up and not doing it, while protecting others from those who would is what good is

[Anonymous No.22995471]

--- Solaria ----
3011
High Fashion

Not sure whether the DJ was joking
While playing certain rarities just after we entered.

None of us cared either way.

[Anonymous No.22995478]

>>22991566
>>22993240
Both of you are based and Chuckpilled.

[Anonymous No.22995494]

I got really bummed out by this guy's note a few threads ago.

[Anonymous No.22995502]

>>22992024
That was pretty good, very deep if not repetitive but that’s the Bible for you.
I liked it, I might give Ecclesiastes a try later down the line.

[Anonymous No.22995504]

>>22992317
What are you talking about?

[Anonymous No.22995515]

>>22995459
>Don’t give up.
NTA but I start to wonder if I ever really was innocent and capable of goodness at all or if I was simply corrupt from birth and only now am able to see it. I wonder which is worse. Either way, to know oneself to be a corrupt thing is painful, and the temptation to give up rather than persist in this life, fully knowing that one will almost certainly bear corrupt fruit in the future, is a powerful one.
Innocence can't be regained, I don't think, but if I don't give up I have to believe that an amelioration of the self is possible or face the absurdity of straining for purity of thought and action after deliberately dirtying myself.

[Anonymous No.22995516]

>>22995502
>I liked it, I might give Ecclesiastes a try later down the line.
The wisdom literature in the Bible is great more generally too. Lamentations too:
>I Am the man that hath seen affliction by the rod of his wrath.
>He hath led me, and brought me into darkness, but not into light.
>Surely against me is he turned; he turneth his hand against me all the day.
>My flesh and my skin hath he made old; he hath broken my bones.
>He hath builded against me, and compassed me with gall and travail.
>He hath set me in dark places, as they that be dead of old.
>He hath hedged me about, that I cannot get out: he hath made my chain heavy.
>Also when I cry and shout, he shutteth out my prayer.
You may also like certain psalms. This is Psalm 88:
>O lord God of my salvation, I have cried day and night before thee:
>Let my prayer come before thee: incline thine ear unto my cry;
>For my soul is full of troubles: and my life draweth nigh unto the grave.
>I am counted with them that go down into the pit: I am as a man that hath no strength:
>Free among the dead, like the slain that lie in the grave, whom thou rememberest no more: and they are cut off from thy hand.
>Thou hast laid me in the lowest pit, in darkness, in the deeps.
>Thy wrath lieth hard upon me, and thou hast afflicted me with all thy waves. Selah.
>Thou hast put away mine acquaintance far from me; thou hast made me an abomination unto them: I am shut up, and I cannot come forth.
>Mine eye mourneth by reason of affliction: Lord, I have called daily upon thee, I have stretched out my hands unto thee.
>Wilt thou shew wonders to the dead? shall the dead arise and praise thee? Selah.
>Shall thy lovingkindness be declared in the grave? or thy faithfulness in destruction?
>Shall thy wonders be known in the dark? and thy righteousness in the land of forgetfulness?
>But unto thee have I cried, O Lord; and in the morning shall my prayer prevent thee.
>Lord, why castest thou off my soul? why hidest thou thy face from me?
>I am afflicted and ready to die from my youth up: while I suffer thy terrors I am distracted.
>Thy fierce wrath goeth over me; thy terrors have cut me off.
>They came round about me daily like water; they compassed me about together.
>Lover and friend hast thou put far from me, and mine acquaintance into darkness.
The breadth of the human condition is covered in the Bible

[Anonymous No.22995523]

I had to put my dog down today.

[Anonymous No.22995527]

>>22995523
hang in there bro

[Anonymous No.22995530]

We make fun of how unread and borderline retarded the average post is here, but why is /his/ so much worse? What is the reason for the dramatic difference in quality, even for the topics /his/ is supposed to be centered around?

[Anonymous No.22995558]

>>22991356
--- Solaria ----
3012
Baroque Disco

I'd like to take Jeff on rides ever better than he took me on,
To make him feel sweetly tranquil at last
In a land so rich with music

Suites and spectacles
That he could a feel like me
And laugh like a silly boy, sustain ecstasy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCYxpCx5ll0https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCYxpCx5ll0

[Anonymous No.22995561]

>>22995494
That post really bummed me out too, and it’s been on my mind over the past few days. People always spout platitudes like “time heals all wounds” as a way of consoling those who are heartbroken. But the reality is that sometimes the passage of time doesn’t heal anything in and of itself, and there are painful experiences that can damage you for a lifetime.

I’ve been agonising over something for years now, and I worry that if I don’t find a way to change then I’ll end up in the same boat as the guy who posted that. Maybe I’ll still be fucked up over it when I’m fifty and I’ll end up spending the rest of my life alone. That’s not what I want, but I don’t know how to fix things.

[Anonymous No.22995569]

>>22995494
Now imagine you've had this happen to you and you feel like this and don't even have the prose to talk about it. All that pain and no music. I have no mouth and I must sing, etc.

>>22995561
One of the hardest things I've ever had to accept is that something can indeed fuck you up for as long you're afraid it might fuck you up. Please God torture yourself until you change. Don't end up a hungry ghost like me.

[Anonymous No.22995590]

>>22993926
Yeah sure

[Anonymous No.22995595]

>>22995494
Women, not even once.
>>22995561
People mistake "time healing all wounds" to simply lacking the energy or will to try and grapple with what happened. You just give up and lie down like some animal in captivity.

[Anonymous No.22995597]

>>22995419
I don’t mean harder. What I mean in that public perception some things are more irredeemable than others. It’s better, for example, to be a former criminal or drug addict than formerly beta loser. People love to see the former get clean and become successful, but for the latter all that happens is that history just inspires doubt.

[Anonymous No.22995611]

>>22993719
What you are saying is close to what I am thinking, there's no doubt that feminist perspective can do a lot for the idea of men as grug laborers (because that's a gender stereotype and a construct)
The Barbie movie actually contains some simple feminist concepts that are good criticisms of the male run society that existed for centuries, but the movie totally misses the point of that critique. It boils out the impact of real feminist critique of the consumerist bent of Barbie dolls.
It portrays Barbie as a doll who teaches girls how to consume, how to desire, and what to desire. Namely clothes, but also cars, big houses, everything that made a "traditional patriarch" a bona fide high status citizen is within Barbie's reach.

Care-taking, home making, cleaning, maintenance, etc... these are now not only stigmatized as "traditional roles of woman in a patriarchy," but is also stigmatized as the domain of the "servant class," which although the modern woman shakes the yoke of the traditional role, she happily accepts the role of the class striving that Barbie is prescribing for her.

Designer handbags and comfort coffees, rather than serving dinner or doing dishes, and out on the hunt for a KEN who CANNNOT be someone who works with his hands. Because that would be yuck.

It's milquetoast feminist progressivism which is shareholder friendly. I swear these newest wave of feminists are addicted to modes of domination and oppression, one ideology (patriarchy) has just been sneakily swapped for another (obsession with wealth/status/ or what I am calling class striving) which is a mode of domination. And they let distinctions of class run their lives. They adorn themselves in a very codified and regimented way (We all can see the Kim Kardashian copycat makeup from a mile off)

It's like we are addicted to domination, as a species I swear. Like all the presidential candidates now have to show they can rhetorically shake their meat the way Trump does because he honestly reshaped how TV politics needs to transpire in order to be effective. Democrat and Republican candidates alike all do this populist autocrat act, and it is just an act, even Biden struts around like he's puffing his feathers out Trumpian style. Trump is a bigger influence on TV rhetoric than Seinfeld was on daytime TV.

I know I jumped around a lot here but we're in a strange moment where it's possible for hyperconnectivity to narrow one's psyche so much.

[Anonymous No.22995612]

>>22995597
Same thing, you are just saying it's harder to overcome, that only makes it more rewarding (to yourself) to overcome.

[Anonymous No.22995613]

>>22995515
The loss of innocence is the beginning of adulthood. I don’t usually write in just epitaphs, sorry anon. What I mean is that seed for malice in you can be harnessed to do the greatest deeds, that bloodthirst or greed or malice in you can and must be channeled for good ideals. Some let them loose in controlled environments and reap the rewards passively as they go through life, consider fighting in a gym or writing your bad thoughts in a journal to let them out once in a while, you’ll feel better.
I boxed and for that couple of years I achieved so much the rest of my life felt uneventful in comparison. Now I am not intimidated easily, can keep my composure in tense negotiations and can see what was hidden from me years before, it sounds trite but letting it all out turns you into a sharper, more durable you - a better you.

[Anonymous No.22995645]

Your average antinatalist poster everyone https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NaOBuJittHo

[Anonymous No.22995677]

>>22995645
I can save her

[Doobus No.22995690]

Nationalize the poo poo and privatize the pee pee

[Anonymous No.22995702]

Big dicks for everyone

[Anonymous No.22995719]

I watched a building burn down tonight, was quite fun actually.

[Anonymous No.22995755]

>>22995645
Stop posting mentally ill videos like it's a circus.

[Anonymous No.22995774]

Please don’t leave things like this

[Anonymous No.22995778]

>>22991356
The amount and type of pussy one gets is indicative of one’s value

[Anonymous No.22995781]

>>22995690
Who are you?

[Anonymous No.22995783]

>>22995645
Why does she talk like that

[Anonymous No.22995787]

>>22995774
Man remember when relationships and their struggles were perceived as mystical and complex but now we know that relationships are all just soulless materialism and posts like this just look silly and selfish

[Anonymous No.22995794]

>>22995128
you dumb motherfucker, mother goddesses created the world because women give birth

[Anonymous No.22995796]

I wish 4channers would stop saying nigger, faggot, kike, chink, wetback, cracker, etc. Instead we should use better language like brother.

[Anonymous No.22995803]

Something needs to be done about Wikipedia. Where can I make a thread talking about it? How every single fucking article is carefully written to be aligned with today's progressive liberal orthodoxy, as if literal CIA agents are writing everything? It's the most common website for information and also the most biased. It's unbelievable how bad it has gotten since 2016. I'm looking through articles about LGBT topics and it's mind-blowing, just the most narrow leftist academic language you've ever heard that no one outside of America and the UK have ever heard of. Even the page for Islam and the LGBT is meticulously written to imply that the evil West forced Muslims to be homophobic. I'm fucking sick of this shit

[Anonymous No.22995808]

>>22995796
People love to hate, and I don't think anything will ever change that.

[Anonymous No.22995809]

>>22995794
Alright I didn't include it then, but I should've included how the mother goddess bequeaths sons of order. In the case of the Mesopotamian origin story, Marduk, a later god, BTFOs the female OG goddess

[Anonymous No.22995813]

>>22993257
Nah it’s just for penning my commentaries on the matter

[Anonymous No.22995815]

>>22993743
I wish women weren’t needed for reproduction

[Anonymous No.22995816]

>>22993992
But they actually did

[Anonymous No.22995818]

Just saw a cute short-haired Hong Kong girl on a live stream, I've never wanted to impregnate something more.

[Anonymous No.22995819]

>>22995778
Okay roast beef knuckle sandwich

[Anonymous No.22995820]

>>22995796
Because we can’t say it anywhere else

[Anonymous No.22995926]

I love shitting so FUCKING much. It is truly one of God's greatest gifts.

[Anonymous No.22995944]

>>22995815
British “men”

[Anonymous No.22995945]

i think i get it now. i have an inherent obsessive, min-maxxer kind of personality, as cliche as it is to say: a perfectionist. i know this because i am so dissatisfied by my own creative endeavors, i feel they're never good enough, that they're just one step from being better, like an artist looking at their work and lamenting they can only paint what they can, not the true beauty of what they saw even though an observer would comment: it looks good enough. Good enough! such words haunt me

well anyways, i have spent quite some time exploring religion now and it occurred to me how i have essentially moralitymaxxed into an intensely straight-edge lifestyle: no more drinking, no more smoking, no more porn, no more masturbating even, and a habitual commitment to attend church every sunday + church bible study + studying scripture on sundays. and this has been ongoing for years now, it was simply a matter of integrating the things i wanted to happen more often as habits, and maintaining said habits. but here is the kicker, and a grave secret i hereby confess:

i have remained single into older age due to this: homosexuality! ah yes, how scandalous, how deliciously ironic, no i have not acted on it and don't ever intend to, but i've felt it, a kind of attraction with the same sex that i could never replicate with the opposite sex. i've tried! so many times, and it always ended disastrously. the magic is not there, forcing such things only invite further ruin. so now as per church teachings, the solution has been to pursue celibacy.

but why must i be in this situation at all to begin with? surely there must be a good reason, and surely it must be this: to be humbled. that everyone has a cross to carry, that one cannot ever be perfect, that one can only ever be
"good enough" with the final judge of your artwork after the artist is no longer around. things make more sense now, but no less pleasant, and that, i believe is the point. truly the irony is not lost on me though, it astounds me to no end, the classic religious-person-is-actually-gay, i said earlier i was a cliche didn't i

[Anonymous No.22995954]

Not only will you die, but all your work will die.

[Anonymous No.22995981]

Is anna's archive still working for you guys? I'm having a hard time getting anything because all the links are down.
I wanna read something but books are expensive to buy to try out.

[Anonymous No.22996050]

Muay Thai is really fun and my biggest regret in life is not starting it much sooner (or any martial art for that matter).

>Learning to fight
>Getting in shape
>Meeting cool people
>Having an excuse to go to Thailand and fuck whores once a year

I highly recommend it for anyone

[Anonymous No.22996060]

>>22996050
How old?

[Anonymous No.22996112]

Why are ESLs always so illiterate?

[Anonymous No.22996212]

>>22991356
My grandfather might pass away in the next hour

[Anonymous No.22996214]

Are we anything other than our context?

[Anonymous No.22996420]

>>22995530
It's the same cause. People who viewed reading history, philosophy and dead languages as anon showing them up on this board campaigned for /his/, while everyone who actually reads knows classics involves a lot of groundwork for any literary canon. But since airport novel readers who haven't liked reading since it was their teenage coping mechanism were triggered by otakus in their hobby, they lobbied to try to get all the people who read deeply and broadly to move to /his/, a plan which everyone who read said would be pol2.0 if there was no requirement to cite sources and books and especially if you titled it history.
Basically this board is the quality you get when you tell people who speak several dead and living languages and love books that you don't really want them because it makes the thousandth thread about Tolkien books look juvenile and subnormal. It purged a lot of posters who made this board good, and none of them transferred to the board created to keep the airport book readers happy with not having to read "hard" stuff.
If you look back at when the split happened, you can see literary anons pointing out how the original split's rules would stop people reading anything like the Iliad or other basics of western canon, and anons who wanted this to be an airport fiction board saying they don't care.
History threads on /lit/ before the split were basically historians and autistic readers sharing bibliographies for a topic or period, so if you wanted to know history, you could go read ten monographs and a broad overview without posting. /lit/ became faster when you didn't need to back up your shower thoughts with books like that. Even /pol/ trolls on old /lit/ were less successful purely because citing the text was so common that trolls noped out when they realised they would have to actually read Marx or Smith through greentext instead of just shitposting

[Anonymous No.22996549]

>>22995945
I'm assuming you're Protestant of some form from your post, but God won't mind you're gay so much as that you're lying to people imo. Idk if Protestantism is that into celibacy, because a lot their clergy can marry, and there are denominations which have both female and gay clergy too. I'd understand the celibacy if you were Catholic and thought all sex outside procreative sex in marriage is wrong, but Protestantism in general tends to be more pro sex.

[Anonymous No.22996581]

I want to simultaneously kiss women on lips and beat the shit out of them.

[Anonymous No.22996596]

In the context of the modern world, there are two possible ways to publish a text. Anonym and with some name.

I
If the text is published anonym, there is virtualle no possibility to proof that the writer is the author of the text.
With the means of AI, even the attempt the recognition the author via language analysis isn't a sounding way anymore as some artifical intelligence could have faked the style of writing or dize the manners of the orginal author.
In this case, the critic's only chance is to work with the text at hand and to address the propositional content of the arguments properly. The author, on the other hand, could just write a anti-critique against his critic, even if neither the critic itself nor the auditory has the possibility to proof whether the writer of the answer is the writer of the orginal piece or not.

The author do not have the chance to change or edit his text himself, too.
As the message was anonym, no one could guaranteed that some internet user is the orginal author.

The good side is the chance of a cultur of more factual discussion, without the bad custome of judging a text by his or her author.

[Anonymous No.22996680]

I don’t think I would have ever had the impulse to make a friend had I not seen someone else do it first. In an imaginary scenario where I live in the rolling plateau of West China alone, it would have never occurred to me that my experience could have been improved if somebody else was there. While riding my wise-faced oxen or whatever people do in the Chinese countryside, the life I live now would never occur to me. As I walked a footpath created by three-thousand years of history, I don’t think I would be yearning for someone next to me to discuss Jurgen Klopp’s departure from Liverpool. I wouldn’t feel like I was missing out because I didn’t spend four nights a week black-out drunk swinging my skull from left to right like a limbless man trying to remove ear buds. Of course, there are actually people who live alone in the Chinese countryside. I’m imagining them, but they probably aren’t imagining “I wonder-u what it is-a rike to be a teenager-u in Reamington Spar”. If it did cross their mind, they would probably think something to the effect of “That-a guy-u sounds rike a faggot-u” and go back to the commissar requisitioning their harvest.

I’m pretty sure that means I'm weird. And the older I get, the easier it is for me to accept myself as weird. Unfortunately, this acceptance rings in my head and calls itself “growth”. There must be a better way to hate yourself - to think about yourself in a way where internal criticisms don’t immediately become markers of “identity” reinforcing the neurosis that made you weird in the first place. How do you fully realise yourself as a weird without making yourself discrete from the rest of the world?

If the disease is ego, you have to delicately employ self-hatred. Curate it. Back to the Chinese man example. He is pruning his rice paddy in a tiny cottage where it only rains when it would be aesthetic to do so. He has no thoughts, no feelings and no anxiety. He’s never heard of Liverpool FC and doesn’t know the shitstorm that is coming soon. He’s got abs despite being one-hundred and thirty years old because of fish and tea and practising some kind of martial art where you slowly punch invisible men. He’s simple and he doesn’t need to accept himself because he doesn’t know he exists. I want to be that kind of airy-fairy weird.

A metaphor for making progress is called “baby steps”, but now I've watched multiple babies learn to walk I think it’s a bad analogy for making progress. It’s linear and doesn’t take much effort. They struggle for a bit, then it comes. Very few babies are incapable of walking after two or three attempts and the ones that fuck it up are quickly abandoned at the local industrial estate. I haven’t done wider research and my family does things different to most (Scottish).

[Anonymous No.22996688]

>>22996680
I admitted to a friend that I felt like I couldn’t relate to others and it was making me feel lonely. I then got so drunk I tore my shoelace in half trying to remove my own shoe. Baby steps, I suppose. Some day I'll develop the strength to rip my own head off as if I'm an Eastern European man in Trafalgar Square dressed as Super Mario and it’s time for my lunch break. There is a memorial down the road from my house of a police officer who had his head ripped off during a race riot and it’s the reason the local station is one of the few in the country with semi-automatic rifles to hand. I wonder if, on a slow day, the officers in the station sometimes play-pretend scenes from Scarface with them and wonder if they ever feel lonely. Releasing that CCTV footage would be more honest than their weird forays into “community outreach” (pretending to be black). No one trusts a bloating man who’s been wearing a stab-proof vest for so long that his spine has been shifted to the back of the body, awkwardly launching his meaty forearms to the left. When I see a video of a police officer at Notting Hill Carnival imitating Caribbean dancing I can’t help thinking that, when they attempt to “hit the dab”, it looks like they are saluting Hitler with both hands.

Or maybe it’s just that I’m a weird person who has been pretending normal for so long that I'm worried that if I was “myself” around my mates, that I wouldn’t have any left. And the cops and Chinese farmers all know something I don’t.

[Anonymous No.22996702]

>>22996596

II

In the case of a text whoch is published under a name, the author holds, depands on the condition, the moral rights and the technical opportunity to change or edit his or hers text.
This is a mean authors used in the old times. Different types and grades of writer such as David Hume, C. Schmitt or even Frege changed their resp. textes as a response to criticism.
Hume addressed criticism never direct, he just changed some sentences or wrote a new piece, as the historiens tell us. Frege confessed that Bertrand Russel was able to identify a problem within the work of the naiv set theory, which makes the Begriffsschrift a faile attempt to creat a new base of mathematics.

This is even more easy with internet postings or blogposts since, in contrast to printed books, the old edition of the orginal text vanished without a trace.

I think, we are about to see a divination between this two styles of writing. While authors with orthonym or pseudonym will become a new fashion kind of literatur, the anonym textes will become more the branch of essays and argumentative treatises.

America (United States) as a culture has a long history of politically activist, anonymously published texts. One of the most brilliant and widely read are the so-called "Federalist Papers", in which a group of rich, well-educated authors, obviously enthusiastic about the enlightenment, wrote down their reflections on the constitution of the newly created state.
There were a series of answer-literatur against the authors of the Federalist. The co called "Anti-Federalist" arn't so widly known today. They basicly plead for the rights of the states.
Any textes againts the terrible custome of slavery were orginalle written anonym untill the mid of the 19. Century.

Even Ben. Fraenkln doesn't put his name under all his writings.

Europe, the old continent, on the other hand, lost its tradition of anonymous texts during the age of revolutions.
Its a funny proverb in many European languages that a anonym text will never treat as serious than the same with a signum.
The guides to politeness of the Victorian age even claims that a true gentlymen destruiys a letter without a signum, without wast any time to it and without reading.

[Anonymous No.22996734]

>>22995818
>>22996050
I suffer from a terrible case of thies special feaver, too.

I can't help but admit the buaty, cutness, and appeal of any woman from eastern decidence I've ever seen.
Even the fat ones with bad feacial conditions are somehow so nice and have something special about them.

Sadly, I'm ugly and will never be in the companionship of such an angle.

[Anonymous No.22996763]

>>22996212
My grandfather has passed. 1941-2024. Umma, I love you.

ॐ

[Anonymous No.22996770]

If you are 18, pharmacies should just sell you HRT.

[Anonymous No.22996835]

I really regret becoming an academic.

[Anonymous No.22996843]

I can't relate to people who long to be in a relationship.

[Anonymous No.22996854]

I want to apply for this job, but I’m worried I’m going get embarassed in the process.

[Anonymous No.22996911]

>>22996854
Don't worry, 5 inches is average.

[Anonymous No.22996928]

I can get over the guilt and shame that come with having black skin. I feel like it’s time to we just commit suicide en masse sterilize ourselves. What’s weird is that when you mention this to a racist it somehow enrages them, it’s as if they want their crusade to be a bloody battle and the enemy lying defeated takes away the excitement in their “conquest”. There’s a reason the most prominent African tribe is a warrior one like the Zulu.

[Anonymous No.22996934]

>>22996928
Chill, dude. Don't let the racebait and exaggerated internet bullshit get to you.

[Anonymous No.22996983]

I used to listen to Rage Against the Machine with my feet swinging off the side of a Blackhawk flying over J-bad on the way to arrest suspected Taliban affiliates with full comprehension of the irony.

[Anonymous No.22996990]

>>22996843
A relationship sounds terrible, I mean maybe if it took no effort on my part like if I had a simp or something that I didn’t even need to talk to. I just want to be desired. I wish I could go back in time and do a school shooting when I was still young enough, then girls would love me over the internet at least. Not even money will buy you love. When we are young we don’t realize how over it is, it takes years to build yourself up and if you haven’t started in your teens you have already missed out, and you can’t even really build yourself up in the first place only a few fringe cases can manage a glow up. Seriously younger incels, do a school shooting before it is too late.

[Anonymous No.22996994]

How do I stop downloading more books and start reading instead?

[Anonymous No.22996997]

I should learn how radios work.

[Anonymous No.22997055]

>>22996994
Have you tried starting reading instead?
>>22996997
It's really cool but also can be semi/wholly illegal in some countries.
>>22996990
>grandiose narcissist fails to attempt anything
>thinks people who attempt anything have higher failure rates
many such fringe cases, captcha nvrrr2

[Anonymous No.22997077]

>>22997055
How am I a grandiose narcissist for wanting to be loved by at least one girl

[Anonymous No.22997088]

>>22997077
>>22996990
>maybe if it took no effort on my part like if I had a simp or something that I didn’t even need to talk to. I just want to be desired

[Anonymous No.22997128]

>>22996928
I think what racists want you to do is to just be more like them. This sort of self-loathing mandate to sterilize oneself is obviously not the right answer in their eyes or anyone else’s for that matter. The fact that you’re stuck in this dichotomy where you are just totally incapable of even envisioning an alternative where you don’t sterilize yourself but are just a different way actually is more racist than whatever racism they’re spouting. You unironically don’t think you’re capable of just different conduct. Otherwise, why would you just assume that you’re caught between a fight and suicide?

[Anonymous No.22997132]

>>22996994
This is why eReaders suck. You can’t just put the electronics away and take a book to a quiet room.

[Anonymous No.22997141]

>>22997088
I just want to be liked, I don’t deserve to be liked if I won’t date? Liking always comes before the dating.

[Anonymous No.22997144]

>>22997141
daddy issues 101.

[Anonymous No.22997145]

pamperchus mom has nice fat tits
i want to suckle them like a piglet while she jerks me off dressed in her 2021 halloween outfit

[Anonymous No.22997149]

>>22997144
How? What did my father do wrong?

[Anonymous No.22997154]

I've read so many books, consumed tens of thousands of narratives, but still don't have enough in me to write a book myself. What's wrong with me? Why is everything I write so devoid of interest and meaning to high functioning adults? I can feel like king shit but imagining reading my writings or explaining my worldview to a room full of literate aryanids sucks the life out of me. Being a 2nd gen immigrant raised in a college town didn't help. America really doesn't belong to anyone but Americans, and as Americans they've mastered the art of selecting out the riff-raff of failed peoples like me (as they should). I am just so consistently impressed with the command of language that Americans have, even Americans with the most boilerplate worldviews. It's amazing how you can use the same words as everyone else but the cadences of your thought and speech immediately tip others off that you're a defective. How are people so high functioning?

[Anonymous No.22997178]

>>22997154
failed peoples?

[Anonymous No.22997181]

>>22997178
My parents immigrated from a poor country

[Anonymous No.22997200]

>>22996763
F

[Anonymous No.22997236]

>>22997154
thank you for being a perfect example of why books dont make you smart.

[Anonymous No.22997248]

Lucas couldn’t even look directly at me, and in a way I preferred that over seeing the pity and disappointment his eyes held whenever he threw a glance at me as officer Miles explained to him how I nicely helped Reed remove a couple teeth from his self satisfied face after I had maybe one or two drinks too many.
“He’s taking you home son, but I don’t want to see you here again or I won’t be nearly as cordial ya hear me”
The rotund officer’s threat falling flat as he secured his half eaten sandwich on his mouth so he could open the cell door for me.

How's this small scene? I'm a super newbie to writing so any opinions help

[Anonymous No.22997289]

New thread: >>22997282

[Anonymous No.22997294]

>>22997132
Retard

[Anonymous No.22997301]

>>22996994
Just fuckin do it mane

[Anonymous No.22997308]

>>22997248
Holy shit, just give up now. This is irredeemably awful. Find another mode of expression.

[Anonymous No.22997323]

>>22997308
I concur.
>>22997248
you are as dull like a spoon and your writing is as shallow as a bowl of soup.

[Anonymous No.22997341]

>>22997154
Read Henry James Art of Fiction and Michel Houllebecq’s To Stay Alive

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>>22991432
It's nice out there in the real world. harsh but nice.

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>>22991640
>>22991751
>>22991831
get fucked no tippers