/wwoym/ write what's on your mind

[Anonymous No.23347157]

posh spice takes it up the arse edition

previous >>23343802

[Anonymous No.23347173]

>>23347157
ON my mind? In my mind? Beyond my mind? Going through my mind. On top of my head. Between my ears. Within my mind?

[Anonymous No.23347180]

>>23347173
Write what's on your mind. Think of your mind like a ball. What's on the ball?

[Anonymous No.23347184]

Britain often seen as a bootlicking society, but this doesn't really extend to corporations/big business. We're perhaps too jealous for that. That fuck-off thrill of not paying for something might be the only thing that unites us. You can see the Don't Pay movement building momentum in some really unlikely places; talk radio, Mail Online comments.

[Anonymous No.23347191]

>>23347157
Saying arse instead of ass adds a level of sophistication which is just what I need in my life right now

[Anonymous No.23347196]

>>23347191
it's just british english

[Anonymous No.23347213]

>>23347191
cheers la

[Anonymous No.23347217]

Captain's Log

Day .278 of my NoFap journey. I have failed. I will try against starting tomorrow.

[Anonymous No.23347222]

>>23347157
Finally learning French is a blast. I've been wanting to since childhood, learning on and off, always too anxious to, paralysis analysis, being disappointed that I couldn't read Proust after the first day of learning.
Something clicked and I started replaying Katawa Shoujo in French. Understanding maybe 40-50% with intuition and context has become 60-70%, the success feeling keeps me going. "Just" doing it, you know, can't explain it and don't need to, it just works.

[Anonymous No.23347223]

>>23347184
>the Don't Pay movement
The what? Is this shoplifting or something bigger?

[Anonymous No.23347225]

>>23347196
I know, it sounds even better with the accent

[Anonymous No.23347242]

>>23347129
Failed old man giving advice.
Not interested!

[Anonymous No.23347250]

>>23347223
Just non-payment of certain bills.

The most detested people in the mainstream of British society are the people who look to take money off us; the taxman, the gas man, the parking warden, the council, the social, the TV license wankers.

[Anonymous No.23347251]

>>23347180
Another mind

[Anonymous No.23347252]

>>23347157
I always leave this website dumber and with more confidence

[Anonymous No.23347257]

The more I try to become normal the more I realize how dark and fucked up the world really is.
I thought I was a blackpilled cynic when I was a NEET, but it is nothing compared to what I feel now with a job, going to the gym regularly and going out with my friends on the weekends.
Truth is I was actually a scared romanticist. I believed that there was something worthwhile or "good" out there,
I don't believe there is such a thing any more. It's going to be a long 70 more years living life on autopilot before I finally die. Can't wait.

[Anonymous No.23347261]

>>23347252
Confidence is more important than intelligence.

[Anonymous No.23347272]

>>23347157
There are a lots of cases where people with psychotic depression end up killing themselves, that's what my shrink told me. Therefore, I think of myself as some sort of a brave warrior for not doing the deed yet

[Anonymous No.23347275]

>>23347250
Sounds incredibly based.

[Anonymous No.23347279]

>>23347257
If it's to dark, you need to open your eyes, or go to a brighter place, or watch the moon and wait for the sun to rise again.

[Anonymous No.23347284]

>>23347242
>failed
What are you basing this on? Other than your own projection? I have children, a house, and 2 ex wives and am retired (I'm 48). I have a favorite prostitute now instead of relationships. Young people should have romantic dreams, but it's embarrassing to see the self proclaimed man-children on this board continue to espouse the fantastical ideas of teenagers as truth.

[Anonymous No.23347289]

waved at a girl from the bus in a moment of free-spiritedness and she smiled and waved back. then I had the mini heartbreak of watching her as the bus drove off.

[Anonymous No.23347297]

>>23347284
listen to this guy if you too want to be a 50 year old still posting cringe images on 4chan.

[Anonymous No.23347314]

I don’t regret the things I’ve done in my life. I just regret the pace I’ve done them at. I’m considering graduate school just now at the ripe old age of 31, but its something I really should have done years ago.

[Anonymous No.23347315]

>>23347272
Have you tried going to le gym and trying to le meditate and taking your le pills anon?

[Anonymous No.23347320]

jesus says to love others as oneself. but how can i love myself when i am a bad person?

[Anonymous No.23347321]

>>23347297
You think you're insulting me but taking 4chan this seriously only further proves you're the 'loser' who is overinvested here.

[Anonymous No.23347326]

>>23347157
I have the power of God, anime and lots of data on my side

[Anonymous No.23347333]

>>23347284
It's amazing what a difference having money and not having it makes

It's comparable to the difference between being beautiful and not beautiful, or healthy and sick, or young and old

The entire world changes and opens up to you in ways you could not even imagine prior

And in fact when you make this transition you understand the world hasn't fundamentally changed at all but you have

[Anonymous No.23347337]

>>23347314
here's a poem which is not really about the butterfly, but the poet, robert graves, who always managed to do things differently from other people

[Anonymous No.23347345]

>>23347321
mine was an at-arms-length put-down, you're philosophising in the replies
now tell me who's invested?

[Anonymous No.23347349]

>>23347326
I don't even flinch before using it for good moral romanticist purposes, im not kidding

[Anonymous No.23347357]

>>23347321
Chinse philosophy really is based.

[Anonymous No.23347362]

>>23347284
>Young people should have romantic dreams, but it's embarrassing to see the self proclaimed man-children on this board continue to espouse the fantastical ideas of teenagers as truth.
You're literally posting this in arrested development: the thread

[Anonymous No.23347369]

>>23347284
You're a 50 year old man who thinks that for any woman after 25
>it's impossible for the relationship to be "equal and dignified" at that point.
And that:
>If you don't have an organic and significant relationship from 14-22 you're basically consigned to the low quality leftovers looking to exploit one another.

You're also twice divorced, a whoremonger and still posting about how shit women/people are on 4chan.
You're in no shape to give out advise about relationships. Why would I listen to you? I have multiple people I know irl who haven't failed miserably at life who tell me the exact opposite.

[Anonymous No.23347377]

>>23347357
Yeah there's something about eastern intellectualism that "feels" strikingly different to the westerner. Maybe it's some kind of linguistic consequence but there's a refreshing novelty of texture to the writings of Lao Tzu, Confucius and Mencius, etc...

Even in translation you can sense how the approach is somehow different.

[Anonymous No.23347382]

>>23347377
That's called culture, my friend.
Anglos have a tendency to think that everyone the world over has basically the same mindset as themselves.

[Anonymous No.23347390]

>>23347369
It's telling your "argument" is to just restate what I've said with jaundice and insistence it is objectionable. Apropos, I will answer that I have answered you already >>23347129 remember this post in 20 years and reflect if I was right.

Have another Tzu for the (long) road.

[Anonymous No.23347394]

>>23347390
I added the fact that you are in fact a failure in relationships to it.
And what do you expect, me to prove empirically that you can find a good man/woman after turning 25? Is that what you expected me to post?

[Anonymous No.23347397]

>>23347257
Imalent MS32, bitch

[Anonymous No.23347400]

>>23347394
My 'failures' are far more than your success, indeed probably more than your whole life as I'd wager my first marriage is older than you.

[Anonymous No.23347404]

[Anonymous No.23347405]

>>23347400
So what did you expect me to post, I'm curious.
Because a statement like
>You cannot find a good/decent person aafter 25
Is retarded and doesn't really invite a thought out response.

And about your twice failed marriage, I don't even need to compare myself to it. I have other people to compare you to. And if I knew a double divorced guy who has strange ideas about relationships and regularly visits hookers, I would not take his advice.

[Anonymous No.23347413]

>>23347405
I've already said all I need to to you
>>23347129
>remember this post in 20 years and reflect if I was right.

[Anonymous No.23347417]

>>23347191
Biblical

[Anonymous No.23347418]

>>23347413
Lazy reply. Probably why you failed so much.

[Anonymous No.23347430]

Anecdotally, it is true that the people that would make the best partners pair off early on.

I know plenty of decent people who found love later in life, but let's face it, all have issues.

[Anonymous No.23347437]

>>23347417

[Anonymous No.23347438]

>>23347430
every marriage has issues

[Anonymous No.23347439]

It’s going to be 2030 before we know it and we won’t have a single great 21st century writer at this rate.

[Anonymous No.23347443]

watching footage of extremely old actors and thinking; i'll never make it where they are.

[Anonymous No.23347445]

>>23347439
who were the great writers of the first third of the 15th century (14th? 13th?)

[Anonymous No.23347447]

>>23347321
How is this different from just b urself?

[Anonymous No.23347449]

>>23347439
He (or she) is probably writing in Chinese or Hindi or maybe Arabic or Spanish.

[Anonymous No.23347454]

>>23347430
Sure, if you marry earlier it's better (haven't seen any studies but sounds right)
But the guy was making the argument that everyone past 25 are the 'leftovers' which is just peak r9k nonsense.

[Anonymous No.23347460]

>>23347454
Decided to look it up, actually.

[Anonymous No.23347464]

pretending to be a good person because it's sooo fucking funny

[Anonymous No.23347467]

>>23347454
It's hyperbolic but has elements of truth.

[Anonymous No.23347473]

>>23347460
I cannot believe I spent 5 whole years in your country.
I can barely recall anything from the experience.

[Anonymous No.23347483]

>>23347284
holy shit i feel bad for your children for having a father like this

[Anonymous No.23347485]

>>23347473
Did that much magic truffles?
>>23347467
I don't think it has much truth to it.

[Anonymous No.23347491]

>>23347284
Damn nigga you old

[Anonymous No.23347495]

>>23347445
Christine de Pizan, Thomas a Kempis, and John Lydgate, and several Arthurian romances were penned in the first third of the fifteenth century.

But last I checked, we have quite a few more literate people living on this planet than during the fifteenth century, and with a much larger library of literature available to us.

[Anonymous No.23347498]

>>23347284
the sheer amount of seethe this has generated leads me to conclude this is based

[Anonymous No.23347500]

>>23347485
>Did that much magic truffles?
Might have been time better spent.
I did two degree and barely anything else besides school. I had school friends but was too autistic to build any real friendships. And all my dating attempts failed spectacularly.
So my only recollection of the place is the many times I grabbed by Stadtfiets and cycled for an hour out of the city along the meadows.

[Anonymous No.23347502]

>>23347261
Dare I say, based?

[Anonymous No.23347503]

Are there any good cities for budding writers? I was staying with a parent to save for a down payment on a house, but the prices are just too expensive now so my savings are worthless, and my employment at the place nearby is probably going to end in the next year. I’ve got to figure out a place to go.

[Anonymous No.23347508]

>>23347439
What would it take for you to give a 21st century writer a chance?

[Anonymous No.23347512]

>>23347467
Based! Based and Based! Sir you're on a roll!

[Anonymous No.23347513]

>>23347498
and there's something terribly sad and banal about that

[Anonymous No.23347514]

>>23347191
Arseterror was the name of a noise project I did but I’m from the states

[Anonymous No.23347518]

>>23347495
'great' seems generous. lyarde is one of my favourite poems though.
we live in an unpoetic age. and anyway an english writer once said (in a different context): more means worse.

[Anonymous No.23347519]

>>23347491
I’m not much younger, I’m 41, gonna be 42 in June.

[Anonymous No.23347523]

>>23347513
Lol you said “banal” which is one letter away from “anal”

[Anonymous No.23347524]

>>23347464
That's how you get rid of the existential angst. It works better than liquor and sex workers but nobody listens to me

[Anonymous No.23347525]

>>23347519
mere boy

[Anonymous No.23347534]

Is there a word for that feel when you work so hard that you feel like you deserve things but when you don't get them it's like you would stoop to any level to get it

[Anonymous No.23347564]

>>23347534
i think you're looking for the peculiar and untranslatable portuguese 'ligma'

[Anonymous No.23347577]

>>23347534
Jaded

[Anonymous No.23347579]

>>23347564
No, I was looking something along the lines of moral self righteousness or something

[Anonymous No.23347581]

>>23347157
I started believing in Christ recently but I'm still addicted to alcohol and corn. I hope I'm not going to hell but apparently people with mental illness are forgiven and I feel like I should fall into that category maybe. I feel like I cant do anything, almost like Dazai.

[Anonymous No.23347599]

>>23347581
Bump

[Anonymous No.23347608]

>>23347581
don't worry. all addicts are christtards, that's how they cope

[Anonymous No.23347609]

I made the mistake of letting the only other white guy in class know that I'm right wing conservative. He totally cockblocked me. I was maneuvering my way into bumping into the girl who was throwing eyes at me and chatting with her when he got right in the middle and started loudly criticizing the anti israel protest on campus today. Little does he know I'm a virulent anti semite. She steered very clear of us after that. Aaaaaa she's perfect. She has a hot little body but a monkey face so I figured she'd be easy. Fuck fuck fuck fuck I missed my chance and this was the last chance as next class is canceled and the class after that is the final.

[Anonymous No.23347610]

Farted. Depressed. Wrote something but stopped. Gave my sister 40 dollars.

[Anonymous No.23347614]

>>23347610

Was the fellatio that she performed at least serviceable?

[Anonymous No.23347615]

>>23347581
Jesus died to forgive your sins. Every sin is another opportunity to repent and turn to Christ. There is no perfectibility of self in this life. Justification is a free gift which you cannot work to earn. Even the most devout followers still sin. Just pray and confess and repent. And by God's grace those burdens will be removed from your life.

[Anonymous No.23347616]

>>23347609
you're in this clip, aren't you?

[Anonymous No.23347620]

>>23347609
Give her your banana ;)

[Anonymous No.23347622]

BLIP
OH GOD
B L I P

[Anonymous No.23347624]

>>23347616
Ugh no, I've hated Nick Fuentes since 2017. He and his followers are a bunch of cringey faggots.

[Anonymous No.23347639]

>>23347624
Jew

[Anonymous No.23347646]

>>23347639
Yeah, Milo Yinnopolous is a jew

[Anonymous No.23347659]

I want to quit my job and write but you can’t survive in creditworld without an income? Can’t even buy a used car with cash these days.

[Anonymous No.23347668]

Imagine being born in a city-state composed entirely of masochists Jocko Willink types, I would probably kms

[Anonymous No.23347673]

>>23347668
The jocko willink type is a strictly modern phenomenon. Ernst Junger talked about this though I can’t remember where.

[Anonymous No.23347704]

>>23347615
Thanks bro I appreciate it. The fact that I agree half way with Catholicism and half with Protestantism makes it difficult to guide myself.

[Anonymous No.23347705]

>>23347581
i would definitely try wean off the corn. very high in omega 6.

[Anonymous No.23347733]

the holy spirit turned me gay

[Anonymous No.23347749]

>>23347157
Niggers. Niggers are on my mind. I can't escape thinking about Niggers. Niggers running, niggers talking, niggers nigging around doing niggardly niggers niggers niggers.

Tranny

[Anonymous No.23347757]

>>23347609
you made friends with the autistic reject. now he won't ever leave you. you will become his baby reindeer bitch. he will destroy every last one of your attempts at succeeding socially and make you think this is all your fault. you have failed the assignment

[Anonymous No.23347773]

>>23347704
Just pray and read the Word.

[Anonymous No.23347774]

>>23347757
Semester is literally over dawg I ain't never seeing him again.

[Anonymous No.23347778]

>>23347757
Yeah run away, this was me growing up, the leader of the melvins. They suck. They dont have any hidden talents or interesting qualities. They really are the lowest of the low. Forget them. Arthur had a great episode about this.

[Anonymous No.23347810]

God damn hate these things. I always would go out into the woods/fields to read and I never seen a single tick in my life until a couple years ago. I got back from one of my favorite spots and found multiple of these fucks on me. Can't even enjoy reading in the wilderness anymore

[Anonymous No.23347824]

>>23347581
>alcohol and corn
A bourbon man, I see

[Anonymous No.23347848]

>>23347108
very nice

[Anonymous No.23347851]

>>23347369
He's not a whoremonger. A fishmonger isn't the customer at a fish stall.

[Anonymous No.23347852]

>>23347810
>I never seen a single tick in my life until a couple years ago
Where do you live? Been dealing with them for my whole life

[Anonymous No.23347865]

>>23347810
can't they invent something that wipes out ticks forever? or do they play a significant part in the ecological balance that cannot be upset?

[Anonymous No.23347866]

>>23347852
New England. Genuinely never seen them before. now they are everywhere

[Anonymous No.23347869]

>>23347851
fuck you

[Harold (((Bloom))) No.23347877]

The Jew is the Ego, the nigger is pure Id, and the White Man (who is thus tasked with creating and maintaining a perfect, merit-based White society) is the Superego.

[Anonymous No.23347888]

As overthinker mathematical proofs and axioms make me throw up

[Anonymous No.23347903]

>>23347609
dude its entirely in the realm of possibility for you to find out about said your little monkey and approach her somewhere else outside of class. grow balls and make it happen
or spend your next 30 years of life like that other old anon being proud on 4chan about the shit he messed up. your call

[Anonymous No.23347912]

>>23347877
checked and true

reminds me of pic related

[Anonymous No.23347913]

Took about 6 or 7 drafts but I finally have my novel in a good position. I don't think I'll ever be published, but I like it and do some of my family members.

[Anonymous No.23347916]

>>23347913
Happy for you, anon.

[Anonymous No.23347930]

>>23347903
I know, I should have been more bold. I've getting better at approaching girls by way of practice but I still have to work on it. I got a nice summer course lined up and I'm hoping a qt grill will be in it (which is unlikely because it only has a handful of students and it's a law prep course)

[Anonymous No.23347985]

Will the girl be offended if I invite her over to hangout but don't wanna sleep with her on the first meet-up? I feel like hanging at my place has the presumption of sex so if I don't go about it (but still kiss her and whatnot) she might think I find her unattractive or turned off or, worse yet, some kind of pussy.

[Anonymous No.23348000]

>just hop on tinder and crush pussy bruh
>wtf you wouldn't fuck on the first date?
>just smash qts bro you need to get laid
fuck off fuck off fuck off FUCK OFF
If I never meet someone with the same moral standards as me I will DIE ALONE and CELIBATE
to HELL with all this sex obsessed non sense

[Anonymous No.23348009]

> be a remote worker
> but work for a small company in the middle of nowhere
> move in with parents
> getting old, time to move out
> don’t want to move back there
> can’t afford to move anywhere else

[Anonymous No.23348013]

>>23348009
You white people and your weird anti-family culture. Nothing wrong with living with your folks so long as you contribute.

[Anonymous No.23348015]

>>23348013
I’m not anti-family. It just doesn’t look good to be living with mommy at 33 years old.

[Anonymous No.23348018]

>>23347852
I got one lodged on my head as a kid, which was only found during a routine haircut at a mall salon.

>>23347912
Nice graph but I have opinions on the conflicts (which are not pro Israel or Ukraine but would make a lot of people mad here)

[Anonymous No.23348022]

>>23348015
Just think of them as any other roommate, or better yet you're helping take care of them. I don't know, for me once I achieve success, me and my parents plan to buy a house together.

[Anonymous No.23348025]

>>23347525
Oh shucks!

[Anonymous No.23348028]

>>23347624
Same but I never liked him. He’s a undercover homo.

[Anonymous No.23348029]

>>23348000
you've touched yourself before, yes? and you like girls. you want to kiss them. well, think of kissing a girl while it feels like touching yourself there. you must try harder to bring those two things together.

[Anonymous No.23348033]

>>23348028
>undercover

[Anonymous No.23348046]

>>23348029
No.

[Anonymous No.23348052]

>>23348029
Sex is a huge deal for some of us, in the sense of being big step in any given relationship with someone. I've only slept with girls I've had feelings for.

[Anonymous No.23348059]

>>23347912
kek, Irish "neutrality" being called "antiwarism" is kind of on brand for "socialists"
it's kind of like calling Swiss neutrality a campaign to stop sudden alpine erosion

[Anonymous No.23348073]

>>23348052
how much you like going to bed with someone depends on if you're in love. but it's not a step, and it's more important than a relationship. more important than anything else.

[Anonymous No.23348078]

>>23348073
Of course it's important, but it's because it's important that I and others don't find casual sex appealing.

[Anonymous No.23348079]

>>23348033
He definitely gets homo under the covers

[Anonymous No.23348085]

>>23348078
i mean it's important to do (er, have?)
to never want to do a thing of such tremendous importance. you’ll live only half a life.

[Anonymous No.23348087]

>>23348059
>Irish
based retard

[Anonymous No.23348088]

>>23348078
to never want to do a thing of such tremendous importance. you’ll live only half a life.

[Anonymous No.23348090]

>>23348088
Again, I'm not saying don't ever have sex, just be discriminate with whom you have sex with, and while I think marriage it's too far, having serious feelings is a fair boundary.

[Anonymous No.23348091]

Being sick fucking sucks nigger dick

[Anonymous No.23348095]

>>23348090
thomas hardy said a lover without indiscretion is no lover at all

[Anonymous No.23348104]

>>23348095
Hey, you do you, I don't think people who do have casual sex are disgusting, immoral people or whatever (though I'm sure many of those who share my views do), I'm just not comfortable sharing my body and using another's body without having deep feelings, because I think sex is the highest physical expression you can give to another person, and in the same way I don't curse every other word or tell anyone my deepest secrets, it ought to be given out sparingly.

[Anonymous No.23348110]

>>23348095
>>23348104
Oh, and most importantly, by extension I think it's reasonable to only want to date and be with people who feel a similar way.

[Anonymous No.23348130]

>>23348087
The Irish support Ukraine and Palestine you moron

[Anonymous No.23348157]

>>23348015
To women. who cares what they think anyways?

[Anonymous No.23348172]

I am starting to have very mixed feelings about this series but I am unsure on how much of those criticisms and nitpicks are actually coherent.

[Anonymous No.23348180]

I've lost my appetite. I've lost 15 pounds in a month. I just went to the grocery store and felt nauseous filling up my basket with food. When I saw how long the line was for the checkout I put the basket on the floor and left. My refrigerator is empty.

[Anonymous No.23348185]

>>23348180
What do you think is causing your lack of appetite? Are you upset about something, or do you have symptoms of illness?

[Anonymous No.23348186]

>>23348180
I lost that in a weekend doing coke before

[Anonymous No.23348188]

i have adopted an npc persona because my real self doesn't even want to play

[Anonymous No.23348193]

nothing worse than when you somehow hear a lame song by a cringe artist and you fucking love it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9L_Ew4t1xg

[Anonymous No.23348196]

>>23348193
I'll check out that song in a bit but the original Lady Killers by him is fuckin' great.

[Anonymous No.23348201]

>>23348185
A few months ago I had the idea to write a short story about a man starving himself to death. I tried fasting for awhile because I wanted to know what it felt like to starve. Now when I see food in front of me I want to throw up. I get nauseous thinking about eating. I am also upset and not mentally well.

[Anonymous No.23348208]

>>23348201
developed an e.d.?
I used to fast 16 hours a day everyday at work (a physical job as well), it was pretty easy but I realise now it's not good for you

[Anonymous No.23348230]

A woman’s body, a woman’s skin, is the most delightful thing to touch that was ever made. Something strange, something unique takes place. The man and the woman are so close that nothing else exists for them and they become almost one creature. They’re closer to each other than they can ever be to God. Perhaps you think I blaspheme. What if I do blaspheme? They blaspheme the name of man and woman. And while we live, man and woman compose the world.

[Anonymous No.23348251]

>>23348208
what should I do?

[Anonymous No.23348281]

I remember watching that Christian apologetic movie "God's Not Dead" several years ago. The movie centered on a Christian student having a stand off with an atheist philosophy professor. Of course, the philosophy department is virulently anti Christian and super pro atheist and the student bravely uses apologetics to make his case.
Now I am a Christian and a philosophy student and I have never had this problem. Most philosophy professors, even if atheists, are very respectful and charitable to religious beliefs. The most I've ever had to encounter is a philosophy professor who really liked Hume. He made us read Hume's essay on natural religion. That's it. End of story. Done. He didn't even push the point or whatever. He just really likes Hume and wanted us to read him.

[Anonymous No.23348315]

>>23348281
Weird that the movie didn't reflect the reality... thank god there are philosophy students to enlighten

[Anonymous No.23348340]

[Anonymous No.23348364]

it must be understood that although this website is anonymous and anyone can post, historically and statistically the average poster is a white male living in the west between 20 and 30 years of age, with an interest in music, video games, anime, blockbuster films and top television shows. what is the meaning of this? that the average poster is simultaneously the most normie of individual while also vehemently "anti-normie" in mindset, especially in regards to women if they happen to be single. thus the anonymity of the site does not broaden the profile of an anonymous poster as someone from all walks of life, but rather narrows it down to the most generic stereotype of a typical 21st century random western guy

[Anonymous No.23348379]

>>23348315
That's what I'm here for. Happy to help

[Anonymous No.23348440]

>>23348340
why its empty?

[Anonymous No.23348447]

>>23348440
buying food makes me nauseous.

[Anonymous No.23348519]

There's this girl my friends (barring one) and her friends keeps shipping me with to date. And many others assume we're dating already. If you ever saw us together you'd even think we'd be dating, but we're not. Regardless, there are reasons why we aren't dating. One of which, is because she's still stuck on her ex despite her claims otherwise. If we ever dated, and her ex ever came back into the picture I'd be left in an instant. So I'm just chilling, I'm not stressing over it.

[Anonymous No.23348567]

One thing they don't tell you about living in the hood is how fucking noisy it is. Every other nigger has a busted muffler on his car, and you can hear him for 10 blocks in every direction. Or they just sit there blasting rap music in the parking lot behind a retirement home in the summer so everybody's windows are open, at 2:30 in the morning. Or the gaggles of sloppy drunk bitches screaming and fighting on the street every night of the week. If you're lucky, only two of your immediate neighbors will scream and party all night. Can't go out at night without being hassled either. So fucking tired of these people.

[Anonymous No.23348645]

I'm struggling to describe this wave of dejection I've been stewing in lately as it circles me around the exit of some metaphysical toilet. It's a sense I haven't not done but rather developed anything, as in, while it's true materially speaking I have accomplished nothing the more severe thing is more internal. I've come to understand I lack the faculties do 'anything', that I lack very normal cognitive, emotional, reflexive, and psychological 'machinery' so that I've done nothing is wholly unremarkable as I'm without the means to do things. A person can have nothing and done nothing, or done such that what they have and have done equals out to nothing, but such a person would not be equal to me because in principle they are able to engage with and navigate the world. Their nothing is superior to my nothing, as they have the underlying asset of functionality, in a sense I am in debt. Only I don't think this is a debt that can be paid. Everyone has formative years, but I withdrew from and so rejected the world in mine that I'm unformed or deformed. Instead I developed into this consignation which is for life....I am deeply inept and weird in a way which I can barely express, which is apropos because it in turn is the best description of me, I am dysfunctional and dysfunction is me, that I can't describe this well is a fulfilment of my nature, it is my nature to be unable to parse, deal, and properly interact with things no matter how basic.
Nothing I try goes well. And I don't really try anything. And worst of all I can't bring myself to try to try. And though I've been observing this tired drama for 2 decades now it continues spiraling further inward into the maze, into the flush. Only recently have I understood something of the totality, as though I caught a glimpse of myself outside myself, and recognized some kind of mental cripple. Imagine if a child grew up in a room with no stimuli for 20 years. Would they be capable of language? Thoughts? What if they had stimuli but it was all negated and worthless and retarded? That's me, that middle aged child who can't bring themselves to do a single thing they should do although in the abstract I know exactly what I should do. I wonder if my life wasn't one big delusional state as a precursor to suicide, a means of manifesting it by leaving me no other choice, but even something like that is more dignified than my expected end, endlessly parasitic a malingering patient with no real problems except on the inside where my soul or my thoughts or my feelings or whatever is one giant cancer. I feel my parents neglected me except where they encouraged and enabled the worst habits to perfectly destroy me. I'm reminded of that line from Darlymple how the best propaganda is participatory because it forces people to participate and thus internalize their own destruction. See I don't reject my own agency here, but only insofar as it rejects me.

I just wish I had a better reason to be sad and a loser.

[Anonymous No.23348666]

Give us the luxuries of life and we will dispense with the necessities.

[Anonymous No.23348667]

>>23348104
>I don't think people who do have casual sex are disgusting, immoral people or whatever (though I'm sure many of those who share my views do), I'm just not comfortable sharing my body and using another's body without having deep feelings, because I think sex is the highest physical expression you can give to another person, and in the same way I don't curse every other word or tell anyone my deepest secrets, it ought to be given out sparingly.
>>23348110
>Oh, and most importantly, by extension I think it's reasonable to only want to date and be with people who feel a similar way.

Finally somebody who thinks like me.

[Anonymous No.23348679]

>>23347912
The graph is flawed. The narrative in Europe is that if you support Ukraine you must be pro-war and ready to send them more bombs and ready to "sacrifice" more Ukrainian lives for ...reasons.
I don't know of anyone who supports Russia. Most people who are leaning in that direction are anti-war "communists".

[Anonymous No.23348713]

The merchants at netflix are making a bet on latin america. They show the set of the tv show a hundred years of solitude

https://youtu.be/jzILJXKa66I
With the streaming wars hotter than ever, Netflix is doubling down on its global ambitions. It’s a strategy that’s already reshaping the entertainment world, with series like Squid Game and Narcos becoming smash hits far beyond their countries of origin. In an era when entertainment companies are scrambling for dwindling revenues and attention, the future of the industry could depend on reaching a truly worldwide audience. The question is, can Netflix do it, and stay the king of streaming? Emily Chang travels to Colombia to visit one of Netflix’s most ambitious productions ever in Latin America, and gets a closer look at its global strategy with Vice President of Latin America Francisco Ramos and Chief Content Officer Bela Bajaria. With new series on the way such as One Hundred Years of Solitude (Colombia), Senna (Brazil), El Eternauta (Argentina), and Pedro Páramo (Mexico), Netflix's ambitions are setting up for a bold new future in Latin America - and beyond.

[Anonymous No.23348717]

>>23348679
>I don't know of anyone who supports Russia. Most people who are leaning in that direction are anti-war "communists".
I have to ask, where are you from? No one likes Russia but they 'advocate' for them as a preference over American hegemony throughout Europe. The current energy and migrant crisis are all American made, Germans in particular are angry because of Nord stream, Americans want to sell us their own gas and oil and are transparently treating us like a vassal state and there isn't a single politician who will stand up to it. What recourse is there except to hope for the third world to triumph and smash the nose of the western cosmopolitian capitalist class?

[Anonymous No.23348813]

Am I HSTS, AGP or MEF?

Basically I want to look like this. Men love that shit and give them tons of attention. I don't even like male attention but it's very affirming. If alpha males like me, I must be a woman right? Being a feminine girl is hot. Also being turned from male to woman is hot and the effects of estrogen and surgery are nice. Ideally I'd still have my cock (tiny and estrogenized and barely able to get hard) but Orchi and SRS seem nice too.

[Anonymous No.23348820]

>>23348813
I suggest you sign yourself up to an asylum.

[Anonymous No.23348894]

Why is it so hard to be a good person?

All I want to do is work a job that is unambiguously benevolent. A productive job that creates some kind of positive wealth that humanity can benefit from. And then, I want that my tax goes towards not funding genocides (I would have said wars a couple of years back, but here we are). That's all.
Why is that impossible?

BTW, we are the good guys, lol. Everyone else is an evil baddie but we are the good guys.

[Anonymous No.23348916]

>>23348717
>would rather allow a shitty mafia state to kill thousands of people in a blatant land grab than divest from buying cheap gas
G*rmoids, everybody

[Anonymous No.23348917]

>>23348813
>If alpha males like me, I must be a woman right?
No, what the fuck? That makes zero sense. You're a deeply confused man who likely watches too much porn, nothing else.

[Anonymous No.23348932]

>>23348916

1. Why not? In the context of western support of other evil instances of imperialism, what makes this one any different?

2. Most people are not convinced that the war was inevitable or that it was entirely instigated by Russia.

If you asked most Europeans: would you rather that Ukraine be a Russian puppet led state and we have officially good relationships with Russia and we profit from bilateral trade, or would you want to start a war with Russia, win 2/3s of Ukraine into the western sphere, but also destroy 2/3s of Ukraine. Destroy relations with Russia. Have huge inflation and economic hardships as a consequence. End up dependent on sources of energy that are even more morally questionable and have a perpetual war at yet another part of the European border.
How many people do you think would realistically choose the second option?
Americans cooked up this war for us without our approval.

[Anonymous No.23348945]

>>23348916
They aren't getting any cheap gas from Israel.

[Anonymous No.23348947]

>>23348932
>Most people are not convinced that the war was inevitable or that it was entirely instigated by Russia
Not sure if you're an actual zigger or just retarded.

[Anonymous No.23348949]

>>23348945
There's a holocaust joke in here somewhere.

[Anonymous No.23348952]

The secret to the redemption of literature lies in pulp. The lower registers of literature are free from the conventions, expectations and trends of literature that takes itself seriously. That anarchy could be the source of literature's renewal.

[Anonymous No.23348958]

>>23348015
move in with your girlfriend then

[Anonymous No.23348970]

>>23348157
Living with your parents past a certain age fucking sucks.
If you've lived on your own, going back to that is just a massive downgrade. Has nothing to do with women, very telling you bring that up out of nowhere.

[Anonymous No.23348988]

>>23348947
Are you upset because I don't swallow the lies of the Western media?
The same people who are currently supporting the Palestinian genocide?
Those very morally upstanding and trustworthy fellows?

[Anonymous No.23349026]

>>23347851
btfo

[Anonymous No.23349034]

>>23347473
spent a bit of time in the mental efteling, did you?

[Anonymous No.23349041]

I've noticed the girls who've taken an interest in me, would always talk about shows and when I recommend them something they might like they'll always go like "we should watch it together sometimes". This has happened to me like 3 times now.
>first one was technically underage so I didn't go through the idea
>second one I went and she showed me some fucked up gore movie; had to drink the memory of that shit away and we ended up making out
>now a third one is saying the same thing to me

[Anonymous No.23349070]

The amount of overall liberty in any given political system is constant and therefore its distribution resembles a zero-sum game.

[Anonymous No.23349108]

>>23349041
So watch it together? What the problem mister casanova?

[Anonymous No.23349112]

I dare this thread to go 5 posts without mentioning women or interactions with women.

[Anonymous No.23349123]

>>23349108
No problem, I will. Just noticing a pattern.

[Anonymous No.23349127]

>>23349112
They can't

[Anonymous No.23349146]

>>23349127
Once you start outgrowing internet and media culture in general you start to notice how pornbrained everyone has always been.

[Anonymous No.23349153]

>>23349146
Not even sure it's pornbrain.
Some of them sure, but you also have the people who think chasing women around is the best use of their time. And the people who think having a woman in their life fixes whatever problems they have.
Putting them up on a pedestal. Or the exact opposite, the bitter online guy who has a folder filled with stats on how women suck and it's not worth it.

[Anonymous No.23349157]

>>23349153
It makes me very tired

[Anonymous No.23349170]

>>23349146
>>23349127

Reproduction is one of the core functions of life.
And for the vast majority of people their family is their main motivation in life.

[Anonymous No.23349179]

The past is not the sum of things which had happened, but the sum of things which could be narrated in the present as having happened in the past.

[Anonymous No.23349209]

>>23349179
That's not quite true, although I get the gist of what you are saying.
But lies don't change the past. The past is still there. Lies can craft a different narrative, but the past, the actual past, not the lie, has crafted the present.

Israel/Palestine is a very convenient example here.
The narrative is that Israel is a Jewish region that has somehow always been the land of Jews, since the times of Moses.
The past is the Jewish and Samaritan sects who converted to Christianity and then to Islam and are now collectively known as the Palestinians.
The narrative tries to explain away the Palestinians but the Palestinians have been crafted by the actual past, the truth.

[Anonymous No.23349239]

>>23348667
<3

[Anonymous No.23349256]

>>23348970
That’s because women decide what’s socially acceptable and what’s not. If we just stopped listening, men could live with their parents free of judgment.

[Anonymous No.23349259]

>>23348970
My parents and I treat each other like roommates, except my mom also cooks and they pay most of the bills. I can get it if your parents are more domineering in your living arrangement.

[Anonymous No.23349260]

>>23348970
That has NOT been my experience at all.
I spent 18-29 living abroad alone in a foreign country.
I am now back with my parents for the last year and IT'S FUCKING AMAZING.

[Anonymous No.23349263]

>>23347157
How do you know if you're actually lonely?

I don't like having a social life because its always been bothersome whenever I did have one and during my days off from work I honestly don't want to leave the house. I just want to relax a recouperate.

Yet I keep seeing this stuff about male lonliness epidemic. How do I know if I'm a part of this statistic?

As weird as it sounds. I feel work is my "social outlet" yet I sometimes get the vibe (from coworkers) that I'm supposed to have other things going on outside of work. But I honestly like to keep my life simple

[Anonymous No.23349265]

>>23349256
Women only care if you're attractive or not.

If you're 6'3 and have nice hair, nobody is going to turn you down because you live with mommy. I mean, there's whole countries where there is just normal.

[Anonymous No.23349266]

>>23349263
Simply put, if you are, you'll know. You'll feel an unmistakable 'lack' and thus desire for socializing.

[Anonymous No.23349270]

>>23349265
Truth. Never even had a car, the girls I dated always did.

[Anonymous No.23349272]

>>23349263
The whole male loneliness epidemic is just the PC way of men crying about being forever single.

[Anonymous No.23349277]

>>23349256
That is not the reason why living with your parents suck.
>>23349259
It's not even domineering. I do not want to go in the kitchen and cook and then there are people just buzzing around me in the fucking way. I don't like it when they invite their people over and I have to interact with them. I like to come home knowing it's just me. Or in a few months, just me and the woman I chose and my kid.
>>23349260
??
I lived alone for 4 years and never once missed sharing a home with my parents. I don't to ask like a baby whether they are going to cook. Or then I make something myself or order something and they tell me 'oh I was just about to cook'
Yeah great, not my problem.

[Anonymous No.23349282]

>>23349277
>I don't to ask like a baby whether they are going to cook. Or then I make something myself or order something and they tell me 'oh I was just about to cook'

I take care of all the cooking and honestly it's nice to cook for others instead of just for myself.

[Anonymous No.23349284]

>>23349277
Fair enough. Again, that's not my experience living with my parents but I understand that you feel that way with yours. That sucks.

[Anonymous No.23349288]

>>23349277
>>23349284
Also, not to be rude but describing your parents living around you and doing things part of that as 'people just buzzing around me in the fucking way' is fuckin' wild lmao. Fuggin' white people, man. Would never describe my parents or family like that but you do you.

[Anonymous No.23349292]

>>23349288
Europeans did so much raping that it was normal throughout most of European history to hate your father (or your mother) for not being part of the kind of people you identify with.

[Anonymous No.23349302]

>>23349288
>but you do you.
I will, momma's boy.
What is this bizarre idea that living together with other people doesn't cause friction?
Obviously it's annoying when you're making breakfast and someone starts opening cabinets in front of your feet and starts cleaning and yapping about nonsense.
What Disney shit do you live in?
Also I'm not white, brownoid.

>>23349282
Not me, I like cooking when I feel hungry and I get to pick what I want to eat.

[Anonymous No.23349310]

>>23349277
>he woman I chose and my kid
>in a few months
lol dawg that kid isn't yours

[Anonymous No.23349317]

>>23349310
Thanks for sharing your cuck fantasy

[Anonymous No.23349321]

>>23349302
>Obviously it's annoying when you're making breakfast and someone starts opening cabinets in front of your feet and starts cleaning and yapping about nonsense.

Yeah that's only the person(s) who raised you and you should love, lmao. Embarrassing, vile, inhuman. I will no longer engage with you.

>Also I'm not white, brownoid

Not brown but nice try. If you're asian, then you're a disgrace.

[Anonymous No.23349322]

>>23349272
Do a lot of men really whine about that though?

I'm single and never felt that urge. I just know it's because I haven't found someone I gel with. Would those types really just go for anyone?

Tbh id rather be alone forever than just being with anyone for the sake of it

>>23349266
I don't have that desire to socialise. Is there something wrong with me?

I don't think I even feel that "lack" of something

I only get the vibe that there something wrong or weird when coworkers constantly ask what I have planned for the weekend or what I got up to.

[Anonymous No.23349326]

>>23349317
9 months at minimum is not what I would call "a few months." Also man if you hate having your parents "open cabinets" near you, you're not going to do well with a child

[Anonymous No.23349327]

>>23349322
That's a whole different topic, anon. I was just assessing if you were lonely, and it sounds like you are not if you don't feel a lack of anything living the way you do. This is, of course, assuming you've experienced socializing and friendship and love and whatnot before to be able to compare your current life with.

[Anonymous No.23349344]

>>23349326
She didn't get pregnant yesterday you bonehead. And it's very different when it's your wife and your kid.
>>23349321
>Embarrassing, vile, inhuman
Embarrassing is what you're doing. You act as if being annoyed by one of your parents is some grave sin. Get over yourself you fucking child.

[Anonymous No.23349347]

I have a weird tension at the base of my head, where my head connects with my spine. It feels like the tension goes through my brain up to my nose and right eye.

[Anonymous No.23349394]

The analysis of any given historical and political situation is self-evident. What is not is how this situation could be described as truthfully as possible in a way that still fits into the overton window of the age.

[Anonymous No.23349434]

oat milk is nasty

[Anonymous No.23349441]

Sometimes it feels like everything you aspire to do in 2024 depends on how attractive you are.

[Anonymous No.23349474]

>>23337559
Is there any people on Earth who doesn't cuck the Europeans?

[Anonymous No.23349505]

>>23349474
The average European man could impregnate 1 new girl a day if he set foot in Asia or Africa.
Without even trying.

[Anonymous No.23349548]

>>23349474
That is my post. Thank you for bringing visibility to my work ITT.

BTW that is no a cuck fantasy. European girls really love American men. I mean, what's not to love: rich, masculine, and American.

[Anonymous No.23349550]

>>23349441
Isn't that tautological?
If you were handsomer and taller, everything would be easier.
If you were a billionaire everything would be easier too.

It's a defeatist mindset to have.

[Anonymous No.23349598]

>>23349505
>>23349548

I just sucks and you can't even say something about it...

[Anonymous No.23349600]

Literacy and cultural decline are inseparable twins...the more severely in decline a culture is, the more literature it produces. That's why the golden age of greece and rome, or the founding period of the middle ages are illiterate, while almost all greek literature comes from pelopponesian veterans, the golden age of roman literature happened around the era of the fall of the republic and the ascendancy of Augustus, the middle ages become far better recorded right around the time it starts to take the turn towards the renaissance, and why post-medieval europe has been obsessively graphomanic.

[Anonymous No.23349601]

>>23349598
ESL bros..

[Anonymous No.23349612]

I’m not well read and every time I read a book I think, “wow! This is the best book I’ve ever read!” And you know what that might actually be true.

[Anonymous No.23349623]

>>23349612
Based newb gainer

[Anonymous No.23349638]

In a world ravaged by cataclysmic events, where civilization teeters on the brink of collapse, four factions emerged from the ashes, each vying for dominance over the desolate lands. To the North stood the Techno Union, masters of advanced machinery and robotics, seeking to rebuild society through innovation and order. In the West, the Wild Ones roamed, a fierce tribe of nomads and survivalists, embracing the chaos of the wasteland as their own. To the South lay the Dominion, a once-mighty empire now ruled by an iron-fisted governor, clinging to power amidst the ruins. And in the East, the Mystic Brotherhood, keepers of ancient wisdom and arcane secrets, sought to unlock the mysteries of the apocalypse.

Amidst this turmoil, a figure emerged from the shadows, a hero and a pariah, known as Satanama. Once a loyal general in the Dominion's army, Satanama harbored a burning resentment towards the governor, who he believed had betrayed the ideals of the faction. With cunning and guile, he orchestrated a coup d'état, rallying disaffected soldiers and agents to his cause. In a swift and brutal strike, Satanama seized control of the Dominion's capital, casting the governor down from his throne.

But Satanama's betrayal sparked a chain reaction that engulfed the wasteland in flames. The Techno Union, fearing the rise of a new tyrant, mobilized their war machines for conquest, launching a devastating assault on the Dominion's borders. The Wild Ones, sensing an opportunity to seize territory and plunder resources, descended from the mountains like a swarm of locusts, wreaking havoc on both sides of the conflict. And the Mystic Brotherhood, seeing the balance of power shift, retreated to their hidden sanctuaries, biding their time until the dust settled.

Amidst the chaos and bloodshed, Satanama found himself torn between his thirst for power and his desire for redemption. As the factions clashed in a final, apocalyptic showdown, he confronted the ghosts of his past and the consequences of his actions. In a desperate bid to atone for his sins, Satanama forged uneasy alliances and led a ragtag band of warriors against the tide of war, hoping to salvage what remained of humanity's future.

But in the end, as the world burned and the dust settled, it was not victory or defeat that defined Satanama, but the choices he made in the face of annihilation. And as the survivors emerged from the wreckage, they whispered tales of a hero who dared to defy fate and challenge the gods themselves, a figure both reviled and revered, known to history as Satanama, the Betrayer of the South.

[Anonymous No.23349642]

>>23349601
*it

[Anonymous No.23349657]

>>23349600
based bootlicker

[Anonymous No.23349675]

>>23347157
You guys won't believe me but I literally just landed a date because of Dostoevsky lmao

[Anonymous No.23349707]

>>23349321
go away confucius

[Anonymous No.23349710]

>>23349322
you shouldn't hold yourself to the standard of "being normal" as if it were somehow inherently a good thing

[Anonymous No.23349720]

quick fitness tip; if you ever need to lose weight real fast, just replace all your food with hard liquor. it's pretty hard to meet your TDEE in liquor, and even if you technically do the calories don't actually absorb well.

[Anonymous No.23349724]

The appearance of a person's hands and feet are major determinants of my attraction to them.

[Anonymous No.23349725]

>>23349720
>55kcals per shot
kek, it's like four times as calorie dense as orange juice

[Anonymous No.23349728]

>>23349725
yeah but ideally you drink less hard liquor than orange juice

[Anonymous No.23349738]

>>23349725
nigga cmon use your brain whens the last time you passed out from drinking oj

[Anonymous No.23349745]

My mom is desperate to buy a house before she gets old so she can leave something behind for her kids. But I keep trying to tell her that at this point, she should use that money to help her kids build their own wealth instead of giving it away to a bank. I told her to keep renting and within 10 years she can come live with me, but she doesn’t want to hear it.

[Anonymous No.23349746]

test

[Anonymous No.23349750]

>>23347157
Yuki lay prone and motionless under the relentless roar of C-beams tearing apart the fragile, manufactured ionosphere above her, straining frantically against the urgent ministrations of an overfull bladder now perilously close to catastrophic failure from the increased pressure of the alien turf pressing it back against her other organs. She risked the slightest squeeze of her thighs together, hoping it would somehow aid against her impending humiliation. Caught so plainly between death and dishonor now, all the literary platitudes of her academy days had fairly fled her mind, and though it pained her, she resolved that she would prefer to be a pants-pissing coward than to end her life picked off by a precision strike in the attempt to salvage dignity by abandoning cover to squat over and water some exotic xeno crabgrass here at the end of the universe.
In truth, she had no way to tell from this position if her fairly delicate adaptive camouflage still functioned, or if she were simply bemusing her tormentors by dutifully and fearfully lying face-down in the xeno crabgrass thoroughly soaking her fatigues.
She allowed herself a single tear of regret and disappointment as the warm, wet inevitability finally washed over her privates, creeping down the gentle slope along the front of each thigh and pooling at the knees.
It's not so bad, she told herself. After all, I must not move. There could be replicants here. I HATE REPLICANTS.

[Anonymous No.23349770]

>>23348281
Next time on being late to realizing propaganda is propaganda, we watch Inherit the Wind and get really surprised!

[Anonymous No.23349779]

Life loathes no type of person more than the lukewarm.

[Anonymous No.23349781]

I went checking on the bunnies, almost prophetically.
Found 3 of them dead.
Stupid rabbit disease.

[Anonymous No.23349789]

>>23349707
I'm three-fourths Asian and one quarter white, so I'm allowed in here, right? And don't worry, my dad was the full Asian one and my mom the half-half, so I'm not one of those mentally fugged up hapas who are the dysgenic offspring of white fathers and Asian mothers.

[Anonymous No.23349792]

>>23349789
What kind of Asian and what kind of white?

[Anonymous No.23349794]

In Minecraft, I would love to tie Christcuck, Mudslime, and Jew altogether on a table and aim a rifle at their heads and shoot through their three skulls like that one scene from The House that Jack Built.
Not a day goes by where I don't damn the Holy Spirit, All*h, or YHVH. I hate Abrahamists so fucking much that I feel completely desensitized seeing them suffer or be tortured.
Something about the sanctiminiousness of the average Christcuck is begging for crucifixion.
Icchantikas deserve no more compassion.

[Anonymous No.23349797]

It's just job rejection after job rejection fellas
It's getting really fucking difficult

[Anonymous No.23349802]

>>23349792
Vietnamese, and then a bunch of mixes for the European/white side, I think like French, German, Swedish, Dutch, and English. My grandparents on my mother's side met during the Vietnam War, my grandfather an American soldier and my grandmother a Vietnamese aristocrat from the south. And of course, with how the war went, they had to move to America and all the wealth was lost, but I guess I wouldn't be here if they stayed.

[Anonymous No.23349803]

>>23349794
Yet you yourself are a Jew. Curious.

[Anonymous No.23349811]

I’m worried that I have diabetes or something.

[Anonymous No.23349820]

>>23349803
This is the only response of you Christcucks. Here's what your shit Bible had to say:

"Ye worship ye know not what; we know what we worship, for salvation is of the Jews."

Anyways read Christopher Jon Bjerknes and Klages to learn how all of Abrahamism is a psyops.
Also damn the Holy Spirit where nothing good has truly come, and damn you.

[Anonymous No.23349824]

>>23349811
yeah i also think i have it and should probably go to the hospital. feels bad.

[Anonymous No.23349825]

>>23349820
I'm not religious, but the fact remains that you are exhibiting a peculiarly Jewish mindset.

[Anonymous No.23349827]

>>23349825
elaborate, what's jewish about it?

[Anonymous No.23349830]

>>23349825
I hate all of Abrahamism for reasons Jews never would.

[Anonymous No.23349837]

>>23349824
You can test your blood glucose with a $20 monitor from the pharmacy. Ultimately, you need a doc to tell you your A1C though. What are your symptoms?

[Anonymous No.23349842]

i am not in my zone.

[Anonymous No.23349844]

>>23349750
Yuki had been lying in her own piss for some minutes when she realized gradually that the steam wafting past her was coming from her legs. As the ionizing radiation of the red star continued unimpeded, the surface of the xenomoon was warming rapidly, and even at full sun-shield she was beginning to feel a warmth from above as well. Her fatigues were compromised by the wetness, losing much of their temperature-dampening qualities, and her thighs were nearly burning.
Unbidden then, the words of her wafflebutt whore roommate from the academy upon being chided were recalled to Yuki: Life loathes the lukewarm.
Yuki grimaced wryly. She wondered where Katerina had found herself - a rich man and five kids? Late night cam shows? Working a corner?
In any case, lukewarm was no longer an option, and neither was cover. Praying to any and all ancestors who might overlook her recent dishonor, Yuki sprang to her feet and began to sprint for the last known location of the mobile base.

[Anonymous No.23349847]

I hate the way I look. I want to be more handsome, but that window of age where people grow from ugly duckling to attractive adult has passed for me.

[Anonymous No.23349849]

>>23349837
i shake and feel nauseous and anxious and weak and my heart pounds pretty often and i pretty regularly feel like i'm going to pass out or have a heart attack. symptoms go away when i eat junk, but i can't eat enough to keep up with it. worth mentioning i have been drunk for about a week now but prior to this last slip i was eating a very good diet and working out 6 days a week.

[Anonymous No.23349850]

Do you guys feel like these threads have helped your writing?

[Anonymous No.23349855]

>>23349820
You retards having no solutions or direction. Do you think any of the governing elites are Christian? No, so obviously your worldview entails you are just a weaker version of them and are subject to their whims. You're unable to escape their frame so you rattle at the cage like a fucking pagan monkey waiting for another series of wars and genocides to satiate your hatred of life and the world God built. You niggers are no better than the seething leftist revolutionaries.

[Anonymous No.23349857]

>>23349855
racism isn't christian

[Anonymous No.23349860]

>>23347157
ok yeah i'm going back to rehab again, this is fucked up.
>>23349850
hell no.

[Anonymous No.23349862]

>>23349857
wow I used a word and now the whole thrust of my comment is 'racist'. I'm just angered by the obvious impotence in this position.

[Anonymous No.23349869]

So what Christians did wrong is not be in charge after people like you undermined them kek, thus allowing evil to exist in the world which you think it wouldn't otherwise?

[Anonymous No.23349870]

anyone got some big ass doorstopper recommendations? needs to be of an overt religious nature since secular books aren't allowed in rehab. i read Confessions and City of God last time so those are out. i could probably read Confessions again tho.

[Anonymous No.23349872]

>>23349850
This is just /adv/'s version of /gioyc/ for even whinier assholes. One guy in this thread is writing and it's his trash scifi piss fantasy

[Anonymous No.23349881]

>>23349869
Stfu, you stupid sanctimonious retard. When I look at this world or meditate, the last thing I am led to is a narcissistic megalomaniac Jew from the Levant or Bedouin savage, lol. It just doesn't make sense for all the mysteries of life to be reducible to schizophrenic Levantines.
Genuinely slit your fucking throat.

[Anonymous No.23349884]

>>23349881
You must be at least 18 to post here.

[Anonymous No.23349898]

is it gay to get chills when you listen to another man sing? morrisey makes my nutsack kinda tighten up.

[Anonymous No.23349900]

>>23349855
>hatred of life
You are the one with a hatred towards life, not me.
A dying bird who hit a sky scraper is worth more than your narcissistic dead Jew.
The Anthropocene is the magical incarnation of Original Sin. original Sin never existed before but it does now.
Slit your fucking throat and eat shit in hell, icchantika. You have no Buddhanature and genuinely deserve to die.

[Anonymous No.23349901]

>>23349884
You and your entire family genuinely deserve to die. Eat shit and die already. If society collapsed, I would have no moral qualms torturing you and sending you to hell. Will you cry to your dead Jew to save you all the way to hell?

[Anonymous No.23349905]

>>23349850
You should write for your audience and the audience that's on /lit/ writing threads isn't exactly one you should care about pleasing

[Anonymous No.23349909]

>>23349901
You must be at least 18 years old and not a spastic retard schizo self-hating jew full of impotent rage and seethe against anyone you suspect might be a christfag to post here.

[Anonymous No.23349917]

>>23349849
It could be blood sugar, but honestly, it sounds like anxiety or sleep apnea. People commonly cope with anxiety with junk food. The sugar rush eases anxiety. Sleep apnea can also cause anxiety. When people are diabetic they have symptoms that are those plus a bit weirder ones like cloudy urine, dry skin with rashes, stuff like that. Either way you should get checked out.

I ordered a bunch of blood spot tests online and I plan to take them to my doctor and order more within the next month. I will probably do this every 5-10 years.

[Anonymous No.23349920]

>>23349850
Yes and no. I’ve received advice that I sometimes think was great and sometimes think was terrible. Mostly, I just like to use this thread as a sort of diary and a place to chat with likeminded people with likeminded interests.

[Anonymous No.23349921]

>>23349909
I am simply stating a fact that the lives of Abrahamists have no intrinsic value. If you're going to treat the natural world as a "standing reserve", using Heidegerrian terms, then I will treat your Jew on a stick and Abrahamists as such.

[Anonymous No.23349922]

just remembered that there's cheese in the fridge upstairs but mom might be home and i don't want her to see me this drunk. she'd be so sad. can't make rice i didn't clean the pot since the last time i made rice. there's a jar of PB but i left it open and now it has flies. i took a B complex earlier and that made me feel better but now i don't feel so good again.

[Anonymous No.23349923]

>>23349881
Unironically a low IQ thought process

[Anonymous No.23349925]

>>23349921
Damn, bro. You got spooked by Nietzsche and Heidegger hard. You actually believed their claims that modern people see the world as standing reserve and this is the result of Christianity. Both of their philosophies were riddled with logical contradictions. You come off like a classic /pol/ pseud tbqh. And dishonest. An honest person would read the gospels and the church fathers before critiquing it. You didn’t do that. You know you didn’t. You just read some mediocre mid century German and decided to take him as your prophet instead…

[Anonymous No.23349929]

>>23349923
>low IQ
Do you want to know what's the most low IQ? Using it as an argument.
Anyways, there is nothing more low IQ than Abrahamism.
All forms of Messianism and delusions of "progress" cause more harm in the long run.
I am playing a board game and unable to talk as thoroughly.

[Anonymous No.23349930]

>it's the icchantika retard again
Ignore this dumbass, all he'll ever have to offer is rants about twisting jew's heads off and shit.

[Anonymous No.23349933]

People who can't appreciate the aesthetic value of the human foot... life unworthy of life.. death deservers... execute. crush. grind. immolate. enucleate.

[Anonymous No.23349936]

>>23349925
Way to show YOURSELF as the anti-white in the end.
Those German philosophers are far richer than the entirety of Abrahamic cultural legacy.

[Anonymous No.23349937]

I need a job that pays me at least six figures. I'm about to graduate with my master's degree, I'm frantically searching for something that will pull in serious cash. Ideally something that will also allow me the free time to write my masterpiece.

[Anonymous No.23349955]

>>23349930
Kourosh made a mistake freeing them from Babylonian captivity.

[Anonymous No.23349961]

>>23349955
Quirky!
*holds up spork*

[Anonymous No.23349979]

just a few years ago my gang would game most days and hang out every weekend. then every other weekend. then every month… and so on. and no videogames, at all.

[Anonymous No.23349980]

>>23349844
Trudging through knee-deep blue sludge in her soiled kit, Yuki found her mind wandering strangely back to Katerina, who she had been all too happy to forget once the wafflebutt had dropped out of the academy and she had finally been able to get some sleep without waking to the squeaking of a cheap mattress.
She told herself that she was of a higher moral quality than Katerina, more serious, more virtuous, but was she really so virtuous, or merely meek? Had she been taking the moral high road, on to nobler things, a better life with a man of similar morals, or was she fated to die in the searing mud here, never touched, never blossomed, having passed the window of age wherein an ugly duckling can "glow up" into an attractive, successful, and in-a-relationship adult?
At least this experience might help me finally become a decent writer, if I survive, she mused grimly.
The fumes from the near-boiling alien mud were leaking in somewhere around the edge of her faceplate, maybe damaged when she first fell prone during the bombing, and she was beginning to suffer auditory hallucinations, though her vision for now remained intact.
She heard the impassioned crooning of Morrissey with an intensity she never had before, filling her mind with all of her unsatisfied desires as she could feel herself slowly blooming below.
Jarring, then, were the shrieking arguments of her old squad over matters variously associated with, but never really properly about, religious convictions, echoing in her brain in rapid staccato and ruining the only morsel of pleasure she might otherwise have obtained from, or despite, this situation.
Of what intrinsic value was her own small life, she wondered, the bubbling muck now cloying to her thighs as she struggled on as if through quicksand. With so much around her destroyed, was there really any need to fight on, to continue, battered and dirtied and exhausted?
Of course there was. On she toiled despite it all.

[Anonymous No.23350012]

>>23349850
For writing fiction or verse? Nah. However, for writing prose in general, in a variety of situations outside of an artistic work? Absolutely. Especially when I read a post that is very well-written and informative or emotionally resonant or truth revealing, it makes me a bit jealous and, not wanting to be lacking, want to reach similar heights of quality when typing out my own posts.

>>23349860
Damn, I wish you the best, anon.

[Anonymous No.23350015]

>>23349850
yes, I got a couple of new insights about the human condition

[Anonymous No.23350018]

>>23350012
>>23349850
Oh, forgot to add: I've also noticed that when I spend a lot of time in a day reading reddit comments or engaging in casual conversation with my friends on discord, it has the opposite effect, lol.

[Anonymous No.23350019]

>>23350015
Examples pls

[Anonymous No.23350021]

>>23349922
she knows what you are up to,
you cannot fool your own mother

[Anonymous No.23350026]

Just woke up, 7pm. I have the day off, kinda hungry, nothing to do. wwyd

[Anonymous No.23350030]

>>23350021
of course she knows, it's not about fooling her, it's about having the common decency not to rub her face in it. i'm a drunk, i'm not an animal.

[Anonymous No.23350031]

>>23349922
order food, get her a nasi goreng

[Anonymous No.23350037]

>>23349933
lol

To be fair, it's entirely a biological thing, neurological hard-wired attraction.

[Anonymous No.23350044]

>>23349980
Her protective visor went reactively opaque, so she heard and felt rather than saw the C-Beam which fell some indeterminate distance to her left.
The mud shrieked as it dried instantly into hard, craggy sand around her. Her thighs burned terribly as the urine coating them sublimated away into near-molten salt.
Reeling from the pain and overwhelming heat, still blind as a bat until the questionably functional servos decided - if ever - that it was safe to see again, she had no way of knowing exactly how far the C-Beam had fallen from her position. It was certain she had not been detected - or was not deemed significant, in any case - by the mere fact that she was not currently burning in a pit of molten glass, but she found it cold comfort indeed that the indiscriminate artillery strike on this moon was of such density that she would be caught up in the collateral by chance.
The atmosphere must be reaching the tipping point under this level of fire.
The metallic smell of ionization nearly overwhelmed her, and the hot, acrid air hurt her lungs, but she was still able to gasp for breath, so she knew it could not have landed too close to her, though not far enough away to prevent evaporation of ambient moisture.
Nothing left to do but to shrug off the burns, crawl out of this accursed hellpit of blue sand, and hope her genes weren't scrambled.

[Anonymous No.23350048]

>>23349937
What is your major?
Where are you located?

[Anonymous No.23350049]

>>23350031
i can't afford food. also i'd heard of that before and now i'm SEETHING that i can't it eat it.

[Anonymous No.23350057]

>>23350044
This reads like pk dick

[Anonymous No.23350059]

i've been putting little dabs of tabasco sauce on my hand and licking it off just to get enough salt and now my pee smells like tabasco

[Anonymous No.23350075]

I hate that Japanese shit is so appealing to me.

[Anonymous No.23350077]

>>23349936
>>23349929
You’re an actual idiot. How did you even find this board? This is for people who read.

[Anonymous No.23350083]

>>23349781
:( sorry anon, I hope the other bunnies don't get sick

[Anonymous No.23350084]

There is no such thing as white people.
It's a social construct made up by racist Americans to justify their discrimination against blacks and natives in America.

[Anonymous No.23350089]

>>23350084
Okay so call them European-Americans.
Now what?

[Anonymous No.23350099]

They are not at leisure whose pleasures involve a serious commitment.
For example, nobody will dispute that those people are busy about nothing who spend their time on useless literary studies: even among the Romans there is now a large company of these. It used to be a Greek failing to want to know how many oarsmen Ulysses had, whether the Iliad or the Odyssey was written first, and whether
too they were by the same author, and other questions of this kind, which if you keep them to yourself in no way enhance your private knowledge, and if you publish
them make you appear more a bore than a scholar. But now the Romans too have been afflicted by the pointless enthusiasm for useless knowledge.

[Anonymous No.23350102]

>>23350089
That is exactly my point. There is nothing really grouping these European-Americans together other than them not being descendant from Africans or Native Americans.

[Anonymous No.23350108]

>>23350077
I do read a lot. I used to post many threads with book reviews.

[Anonymous No.23350109]

>>23350099
>Trivia: goddess of pub quizzes and road planning applications

[Anonymous No.23350110]

NEXT
>>23350107
>>23350107

[Anonymous No.23350116]

>>23350044
The blue sand seemed fucking interminable.
Inch by painful inch, elbow over elbow, she crawled. Her painfully singed legs sprung easily free of the spongy sand, but she was battered, burned, blind, and to add final insult to inury, her bladder was twinging already, perhaps never fully emptied from her prone position before, or perhaps refilling from her physical exertion. Right as a quirk of fate had dried her out, too.
Whatever.
Not far to the last location of the mobile base, and from there, the tracks would be easy to follow. Yuki insisted on not calculating to herself the probability of finding the mobile base intact under this level of carpet bombing.
Eventually, she wallowed her way blindly back into the slop, but by now it was boiling, certainly no respite from the scorching sands. DAMN the fucking Replicants.
The helmet was a dark, smothering tomb. She reached for her bolt cutters and deftly clipped through the safeties, pried open the enviroseal, and threw it off.
What difference did it make now?
Atmospheric irregularities could kill her in hours, but the filters were already not sufficiently filtering the fumes from this mud anyways. A C-Beam could kill her in a microsecond.
She must see and breathe while alive, after all.
The wind was blisteringly hot, and the air more filmy and toxic than before, but even so she felt invigorated by the wild wind through her hair.
She had been crawling uphill for some time now, and the mud was correspondingly lessened. Now she struggled on until she came to a relatively firm hilltop, and looking back down over it she saw her own tracks, where the C-Beam had struck close indeed, but not lethally so, and another two craters much closer indeed to the spot where she had originally lain prone.
There lay her validation, for what it was worth.
She reached for her canteen and took a long pull through parched lips.

>>23350057
Thank you. I've only ever read DADOES and that was as a kid, what should I read of his?

[Anonymous No.23350314]

>>23347157
How do I recover from a lost youth?
I flip flop because on one hand I have a strong vision for my life now, I also feel like I have a leg up on some people because I don't see a midlife crisis happening, I've already been through that nihilistic swamp and I've come out with a sense of optimism, but the sheer regret and sense of loss isn't going away.
Should I be trying to make up for it, or just move forward as I am.

[Anonymous No.23350568]

>>23350314
>>23350116

new thread, anons

>>23350107