/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>76730060
>i didn't ask to be in a world or in space where i start at a negative
>i thought that speaking out would be better for other people who were stuck in a position that was difficult
>and it didn't help anybody
>
>and even though i did it so that other people would be able to see their own value
>or just courage to make their own decisions
>it doesn't matter and i'm still the only one left out
>alone
Man... that shit hits hard.

>>60558155
>Intro about some people who act weird on twitter and ruin the mood
Yeah, that's a mood. To be fair though, it's something all public figures have to deal with to some extent. There will always be that guy who can't let a joke be a joke and will run it into the ground. Even large corp vtubers have to deal with it all of the time.
>I really loved the people in that group. It sucked to be backstabbed by so many of them.
Sayu...
>Kotoka, Finana
Sayu...
>It seems like no matter what I do none of it really seems to matter
Sayu...
>Many of them watched me for the drama and thought I'd go scorched earth on Niji
Sayu...
>The reason I didn't is because I knew they'd self destruct
>There are people I still cared about in there
>A lot of them thought they were worthless outside of that place and I told them no you were not
>My last message was you are worth so much more than you think you are and that company will make you think you are. And I hated seeing them think that they were nothing *sob*
>When Nina said that...
>That's why I was so happy to see her leave
>After all of that where am I stuck? I'm still a nobody
>I'm back at square one
>Like, I appreciate you guys a lot and I don't want you guys to think that I don't, you know, because it's definitely not that you know?
>I don't have any presence, I'm just the failure who ended up out of there you know?
Sayu... you are honestly too good for them
>I did all of these things, and they are not great things I know that but I also did things....
>But I can't let this company just say these things and get away with it either
>It didn't matter
>All of the people that watched me, like after I left... they don't... most of them don't so like, what did it matter?
>It makes me feel like I can't succeed, like I can't be successful you know?
I feel so bad for her

>>49386964

>>44749724
In the long term, it's for the best. She's been struggling ever since she got hired and things exponentially grew worse after the suspension announcement. She isn't a saint, but she deserves a peace of mind too and hopefully this will help her achieve it

gambatte zaion. you will make it through!

Sorry guys,
I'm really depressed for what happened, so I won't be here so often. Hope you cherish you chubbas like I do with Zaion. Maybe I'll see you guy tomorrow, or another day...
I know it's ZAIon LanZAI, but this image gets me to my heart.

>>42629065