/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>DM 2 Dads
>Both ignore me

>>12734566
Ok, I read more about it, and you do have to be a scientist, NGMI
>Thus, like true love and many other of the best things in human life, the beauty of the night sky is not for sale, but is free for all to enjoy. True, the 'gift' of a star may open someone's eyes to the beauty of the night sky. This is indeed a worthy goal, but it does not justify deceiving people into believing that real star names can be bought like any other commodity.

>Bea's comments on my art are all gone now
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

>>11746792
>>11746858
Me

This is way too relevant

>go through hell for a few days
>still put on a brave face, show up for the game
>spaghetti everywhere because your mind is still a mess
please have mercy bea

This is why my wish was to become less shy.
I am always, ALWAYS, fucking late to join things. Every time. I am such a worthless sack of shit that I can't do anything until it is too late. And here we are again.
My favorite part of this community was the fact that Bea was actually part of it outside the streams. She wasn't the streamer and we weren't just viewers - it was kind of like a group of friends. I rarely replied because of my own situation but it was fun to see the community posting on twitter.
We've lost a significant member of the community if I am reading her post correctly. Straight up putting up a wall like this really hurts. There's a few other Dads I'd feel this way about too, by the way, it's not just her. But you can't just lose pillars in a community like this and expect it to be the same.
My only cope now is that maybe she'll still come to these threads because there's less pressure. It's all anon, so you can come and go as you please without really worrying about how people feel about the (You)s they are or are not receiving. But goddamn, I hate myself. Why can't I just be fucking normal and jump in on things when I want to, rather than waiting months only for it to be too late?

>>6557796
She's disappointed in all of us... we failed her...

>>5994128
I hope she'll still remember us...