/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>6046583
>>6046579
>>6046515
>>6046282

I love the flower bea, thank you.

>>4552925
she really hates us doesn't she? Our autistic hivemind is similar to her part that she wishes she didn't had. It prevents Bea from having a normal, happy life that her mom wishes her.
She had a reason to seek for normality because of loneliness, but not anymore as we groomed her into this parasocial relationship. Bea is getting further and further from having a normal, loving husband and she realized that.
During this week she will have a lot of sex with random japanese riajuus from Tinder and will think if life as eceleb is worth it.
Also she is an ADHD, so sitting all day in front of computer is really hard for her. It is her second break and there will be more and longer as time passes on.
You thought we will pump and dump her? Actually she is doing it to us.

MY GOSLING IS EVOLVING INTO SAVIOURFAG NOW. PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO SEND HER CRINGE DMS

>even lower now
Ah jeez ah man ah jeez

I think I'm actually falling in love. Maybe it's already too late. The distance between us just amplifies my feelings for her because over the internet you never really know who somebody is, and I can imagine her as being perfect to fill in all the blanks. It hurts to think that she might not even be real, and just a made up personality to entertain, shit she could even despise me if she ever actually acknowledged my existence in the first place. I always try and call out to her in the chat with sweet messages, compliments, and a cute emote, but she doesn't respond. I've never even been in love with a real girl let alone a girl on the internet so my heart never knows how to feel recently because this kind of relationship isn't natural and my body only feels sick when I think about it. God fucking damn it I hate this feeling of hopelessness I got since finding out about her, but I can't live without the butterflies she gives me everytime I see her. She's amazing, talented, cool, cute, and we'll never EVER be together. Every stream I tune in to find out more about her, I spam F5 on Twitter in case something new appears, I browse the thread and get super defensive when others criticize her. It's fucked, I'm fucked, I just wanted to have fun watching a vtuber, not get catapaulted between heaven and hell every few hours. Go ahead and laugh, call me whatever, turn me into pasta, but I can't even deny at this point that I love Chihiro. No this is not a joke. Beatani already has so many established and dedicated fans I know there's no chance with her, so this just kind of happened. I used to love Bea, but as time went on and I learned more and more, I had a change of heart. They say if your love is real you'd never fall in it again, so I accept it, sad as it is. Even if she isn't real I think that would be fine, maybe even better for me because I'd at least know the truth and just fucking kill myself. I hope this post doesn't negatively impact Beatani in any way but I feel like this had to come out, and I know I'm not the only one feeling this way.

>>3776115
same, except remove beatani

I laughed at the Ame/Mori gosling posting for months and yet here I am.

>>3687048
>Vodka, popcorn, sandwiches, menhera energy.
I wish I was a Japanese manlet.

>>3650740
dads, she fits rape victim profile perfectly.
Being at home despite good social skills and being extravert, not having relationships, fear of outfits that shows skin, menhera attacks
I want to protect her...

>>3552737
25000000 revived goslings/ 10

>gained 45% net worth
>fell 2 places and got overtaken by someone I've literally never heard of before

I miss her already...

>flustered when some rando said that she has surpassed Eminem as his favorite rapper
>excited that her mini concert after new outfit debut was the largest audience she's ever performed for

>>3353805
Laying in bed and hugging my pillow while Ina talks. Kill me.

>Mori will never reassure you that she'll wait for you
>Mori will never ask you to come to her
>Mori will never ask you to confide in her tune

If this was a week ago Risu would still be 4k.

Gura...

>>2969469
Don't do this to me, I wasn't supposed to get attached, I wasn't supposed to go full g(h)os(t)ling, I wasn't supposed to fall in love with a white girl with yellow fever again

>tfw no Ina wife to tell you "Would you rather have dinner, a bath, or me?" after a long day of work
Why even live

>>2755760
She's too fucking cute bros

>>2737568
you can do these in an instant with 3D gif maker