/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Delta's discord visit summary

>Delta showed up in discord around 10am JST
>She was feeling really down mentally and came to DFS for encouragement.
>She's currently in the depressed cycle of her manic depression, and reading one comment from an anti was enough to make her vomit, and her motivation to return to streaming disappeared.
>When she's feeling in a good mood, she's not worried about the antis at all, but when she's at the height of her depression, they can make her throw up.
>It's an everyday occurance, but since they're coming to the fanbox too, she's afraid to act outside of DFS.
>She asks us to wait until she's made it through her depression, and apologised to us
>She was worried about vivi's upcoming operation and various other things, and all together it just became too much to handle.
>She got all flustered and that only made her depression worse.
>When things aren't so heavy, she wants to come play games with us again.
>She explained that vivi's operation is to get her spayed to prevent her getting various illnesses down the line, and she's not currently sick so don't worry.
>She's just been a bit anxious since she was told the operation isn't risk free.
>She wants to be strong. Strong enough to pull off a lariat.

>After about an hour after the first visit, Delu showed up again, and said she was throwing up, and the stomach acid always on her throat meant she felt horrible regardless of whether she eats.
>She tweeted that she'll post a public article on fanbox later explaining her current situation and her plans for the future. It'll be posted when it's ready and the translation is done.
>After some encouragement she seemed to cheer up a bit, and said she's been singing a lot recently, and posted some song previews in chat. When asked later, she said it was okay to pin them, so check out the pins in the discord (one of them is the cup sizes from
>She said there were songs that were rejected, and plans to upload some of them as even if she doesn't feel they're up to scratch she believes that we might like to hear them. She's also planning on uploading covers to youtube.

>After about an hour, Delu returned to discord for a third time
>Delu remarked on how pets understand when their owners are sad. When she was crying vivi came up and licked her tear stricken face. She found it really touching. So touching she cried again from how moved she was, and she compared herself to a Merlion. The chat remarked that vivi has the qualities of a therapy dog and Delu agreed.
>Delu thanked the chat again, and said without the discord community she'd probably be dead by now.
>In response to a question from chat about the cold weather and whether Delu was keeping warm, Delu responded that she was wrapped in a highly rated blanket and amending some lyrics.
>And then as all discord visits inevitably do, chat devolved into meshitero.
Delu got hungry looking at the food, and decided go to the supermarket and buy something to eat when the rain lets up. She was thinking either asparagus bacon, or spinach ohitashi.

>After another couple of hours, Delu posted the fanbox article and returned to chat and thanked everyone (pic related) saying she hadn't drawn in 50000 years. She plans drawing one Delta a day in order to become an amazing artist.
>She felt that due to the number of amazing artists in the world she's gotten a discerning eye for art, and she's a bit sad that the pictures she draws currently don't meet her standards.