/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

[Kronii News]
>"It's nothing serious in that I'll be graduating, obviously. It's only been two months."
>"For those who want me too.. well, you're going to be stuck with me for much longer"
>"But for what I wanted to say, I feel like I haven't been very communicative, so I wanted to explain some things"
>This isn't a management decision, Kronii just wants to be more open
>Thought about this stream for a while and wrote down her thoughts
>Kronii is a reserved person and wants to use this stream to set up boundaries "if I'm going to be criticized, I want to be criticized for something I can actually change"
>Wants to show her "best self" so these types of streams won't happen much
>"My experience in Hololive so far has been amazing and I'm so thankful for all of your support and it's been such a treat with everyone. Everyone is so kind -- they're always looking out for each other, and the collabs have been more than pleasant."
>"I have a lot of fun looking at the joke and the art that the collabs create and I hope these moments can help another person's life a little easier"
>"But this is also a significant change for me and I haven't been adapting as quickly as I hoped, and it's probably obvious that my sleep schedule has been affected"
>Explains this is the reason why she plays things offline, to "keep interest up"
>"There are so many more things to worry about besides just streaming. It hit's different when something goes wrong in front of the entire internet"
>"With all that said I want to say some things"
>"1. Yes I was sick. I still am, and this is more personal so I won't get into it more.
>"2. Minecraft, the blocky game. Yes Minecraft is a game and I like Minecraft. Resource-gathering games like Animal Crossing -- I have 300 hours in it but -- I'm the type who can't let go of something until I do what I need to do and Minecraft being one of those games makes it more difficult to manage. The reason why I play Minecraft is because -- like I said -- is fun, and I like that stuff I make gets freqently used by others. It's a nice feeling, but right now Minecraft I do to relax and I'm gonna take it easy on this game though. I did say that I was going to stream it every week but just for the sake of easing into the streams, I'll have to take it down by a notch. Yeah, dialing back the Minecraft and thinking about hiding the Minecraft game itself so I can use that time to work on other things."
>"3. 'You don't sound too interested in streaming' -- This feedback is about how my voice sounds and.. I can't change how I sound when I'm streaming. And the funny thing is, my normal voice is even more monotone. I do love games, and I may not have done as many zatsudans as I wanted because games have always been an effective way to befriend others and I wanted to befriend you guys and vice versa, and I wanted to know you guys more"
>"4. Inconsistent streaming.. I wanted to avoid overlapping the other EN members and be more available in more timezones but that's kinda unavoidable so.. I'm going to set up a poll right now to set up a consistent streaming schedule."
>Says it's been a really rough year for her outside of Hololive and doesn't want to get too into it, but she hasn't fully recovered from those events "the losses I went through. This will take some time and I will recover from it. So in the end I am asking you some space and time while I figure this out"
>"tl;dr I'm not an open person and I don't like to share my problems in public. This will hopefully be a one-time stream, and I'm happy about this entire experience but also overhwelmed since streaming is stressful due to so much happening in the background. Losing interest in games is also the last thing I want to have happen as they're one of the more exciting aspects of my life and.. yeah I want to enjoy the game with everyone. And if I'm not enjoying it I feel like people can tell. There ARE personal problems happening, which is why I need space and time.. but that is it."
>"I tried asking the twitter post about feed back and.. I was naive. It's hard to keep track of legitimate feedback"
>"I wanted to say that I did say that I can't please everyone but I will try my best to keep putting out my best and just know that I thrive in adversity so.. this reflection has given me the drive and motivation I may have lost a bit in a burnout, so yeah. Now I'm feeling determined. I'm going to prove you wrong."
>"If I'm going to get personal for a real quick second -- There was this one person I really looked up to at the time and I - I, I was just doing some voice acting and I sent it to someone I looked up to. And they told me that I sucked and I should quit -- I was quite heartbroken. But afterwords, I realized, I'm going to prove 'you' wrong."
>"A while later, they told me I became a good voiceactor, so it was a good motivator. So thank you"
>"So I'd like to think of this as a new rekindled -- a development arc you could say"