/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I haven't gone to my classes or done a single productive thing in the past two months. I don't allow myself to play video games or do things I really want to try because I should be spending my time studying or developing a skill instead so my days are spent browsing /vt/ and watching youtube until it's time to sleep again while the the entire time I tell myself, "I'm just about to start studying after I finish this next video..."

I bought a drawing tablet, read pdfs for hours, went from drawing preschool level dogshit to kindergarten level dogshit, didn't draw for months, and now I've forgotten the little I've learned and am back to stick figures.

>>22205311
This was basically how I lived my life when I was with my family. After I moved out it was like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders. My IRL friends never knew about my anime/vtuber addiction and I got tired of them dragging me to do things I don't care about so I dropped them all. Now the only thing I worry about is my family, landlord, or an ex-friend coming by unexpectedly and seeing my figure collection. The one thing that does suck is that I can't talk to my coworkers about my interests at all and I've quit jobs before due to being seen as the autist who doesn't talk to anyone.