/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>73431909
I volunteer.

>>72638388
Man, my brain really is shit lately. I unironically forgot that is today until you mentioned it.

>>72078585
>Please tell me you didn't hurt yourself
Not yet at least. Wont take much longer with how things are going as it just gets worse.

I meant it more in a i took a sidejob and signed an NDA so i need to make absolutely sure i wont talk too much by accident, not that it would be a problem but i had to make sure. Wanted to fuck off for a month trying to get my shit together by isolating myself again but its not working, but thats whith any coping method that used to work.

>>71889057
I'm not that pink boy.

>>70660779
No.

>>70661946
Think we have enough bumping the thread anyway.

>>70428990
Forgot to add the only option that may help is the thing im currently in talks with about a sidejob that may bring some money and help make moving easier. Probably one final piece of hope that keeps me sane, depends on how that works out with how i continue or just consider to give up. Probably wont work out anyway as i feel like they probably hate my entire being but they are too nice to say it. May just be childhood trauma talking though.

>>70188218
I thought for a second you made a dihydrogen oxide joke. Sounds like a worse version of clorine gas, that being said never mix chemicals. Chlorine gas can easily be created with household cleaners and you could easily off yourself with it. Not a good option for that though the pain you feel while dying due to that is bad. I used to work in a cleaning job (i actually like cleaning things) and they repeatedly told us to never mix that stuff.

>>70144029
Just sleep after she finished streaming! Or do what i do and dont sleep at all. Im running on 2 hours of sleep for the past 48 hours.

>>69406453
I'm not. Im just saying. I have my own shit to worry about rather than to go on the catalog or care about pointless drama vtuber drama.

>>69316911
No, death is part of life. In fact id welcome it at this point. At least it would stop my constant overthinking.

>>69218800
Check your discord when you have the time regarding this.

>>68706584
Why?

>>68686039
>spoiler
I feel that. I mean the last full nyanners stream i watched was January 15 2022. As for grimmi i think it was also in summer 2022. I stil have them running as background noise but i cant pay full attention to their streams.

With grimmi it works well due to the 3 hour just chatting sections. Sadly shes graduating soon so no more comfy 4am background noise.

>>68682892
>whats the point in going sober when everything is fucking shit
Find something that is fun to you and maybe a healthier coping mechanism if you're able to. Life may be shit at times, but just try to make the best out of it.
>>68683024
>>68683049
Well shit, that makes it harder. I know addictions are hard to get over.

>>68574880
>>68575162
I mean its the same for me, but i only became suicidal in 2021, then i found pink cat depression got better, one of my cats got sick and my depression got bad i started to archive vods to cope. Im not gonna shit up a thread about it like back then in vsj+ though.

>>68575130
I dont think anyone would care about that. I cant really edit things aside from editing "yabs" out like i always do with things before i share them.

Pink gatita is funny for a woman. It's really rare, you know. Another one who is naturally funny is Lyra.

>>68461823
Im probably around will likely try to stay awake until 8am (about 8 hours from now) to get my weekly grocery shopping done before ill sleep so ill try to keep track of it.

>>68456184
You could but isn't it better to stay tight and sensitive for more realistic size?

>>68441556
Fun fact, teachers thought the same about me as i never talked to people as they bullied me all the time so i didn't think they are worth my time talking to.

>>68358263
>>68358351
>>68358622
Too late, was like 30 euro for 7 days, which is enough time for this. Some files do seem unrecoverable but any vod counts in case she needs them.

>>68329090
I think the right term is "being a saviourfag"

>10
The thread seems deader than my will to live today.