/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I'm sitting here all by myself
Just trying to think of something to do
Trying to think of something anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know its not working out
Cause your all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind

I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close
And share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love
But I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did

I'm sitting here trying to convince myself
That your not the one for me
But the more I think
The less I believe and then the more
I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of x-mas time with you
Just kill me if I'm on my own

I trust Rael

Sarus talked about the same feelings I feel towards her, feeling lonely when she's not there, feeling jealous when she is doing things with other people and not us, always needing a call or stream up to concentrate.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_QK-sXBPAA

My song on loop this week. Even the name fits