/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>14230694
I hope Yagoo can save this one

>>14230694
Can she be saved?

>>14230785
no
>>14230694
I admire the spirit but it's time to let go

Whore

I feel like Delu is mostly a monstrous wasted opportunity but while I have no particular love or hate for her, I check in on this thread mostly out of morbid curiosity: how long are saviorfags going to pay this girl’s bills while she produces such a minimal amount of content. It’s impressive honestly

>>14230694
>Finally forcing me to join the discord
This darn mesugaki. Also wholly shit there are nearly 8000 people in that fucking thing.

>>14230831
Same. I feel sorry for the girl as she's clearly severely mentally traumatized but I don't think anything productive can come out of supporting such a person.

Every time I see a post about her lately, things arent improving or get worse. I hope she can catch a fucking break and stop bending over backwards trying to please everyone. I know she has a fucking ptsd by now, but damn

>>14230899
plus it's just damaging to her at this point because it allows her to continue running to the internet for gratification and ass-pats instead of learning to rely on herself. she's never going to get better as long as she continues in this cycle of needing randos on the internet to like her in order for her life to have meaning.

>>14230899
She's doing the right thing then. That fanbox twitter was a fucking curse with how easily antis were accessing her.

>>14230899
>I don't think anything productive can come out of supporting such a person.
https://litter.catbox.moe/j76zrt.wav
Apologise

>>14230694
>>she's offering refunds for her Fanbox supporters upon request, more info on the newest Fanbox post
that's nice of her.

This poor girl is such a trainwreck that I'm convinced Aloe graduating was a blessing in disguise at this point.

【English】
Hello everyone. It's been a while.
Thank you very much for all of your encouragement and warm messages.

And so, I'd like to apologize for all of the trouble and worries I have caused you.
Please allow me to give a formal apology for receiving funds from you all without providing any content in return.
I am truly sorry.

I understood that it would be better to make this sort of announcement sooner than later, but, as time passed, I became afraid that I'd missed the right timing.
I'm so sorry for allowing myself to remain silent for so long.

【Regarding My Current Situation】
First of all, as I've mentioned in previous Fanbox articles, streams, and fan server posts, I have bipolar disorder.
This is not something that I developed recently, but something I've had since around middle school.

Unable to do anything, I not only made my fans wait but also received their money without giving anything in return. I can't manage to progress on my projects as a creator. These facts brought about a self-hatred that caused my depression to spike and send me into a spiral. Even now I'm struggling with it.

Wanting to overcome the part of me that couldn't accomplish anything, I made statements on my main account saying things like, "I'll work hard!" or "I'll be streaming at X time!" in order to use the pressure from those statements. And because, despite this, I failed to do anything, those statements became lies.
As a result of my continuing to reject and hate myself for being unable to accomplish anything, my depression became more severe.
At the current time, I am not in a mental state capable of providing content.

I am purely at fault for this, so I will earnestly take any criticism or harsh comments.

From now on, I will make clear declarations of when am I unable to do something.
I vow that I never drag others into my own attempts to pressure myself again.

【Regarding the Future】
Please allow me to officially declare a temporary suspension of all streams, both Fanbox and public.
For the duration of this suspension, I will be removing the Fanbox URL from all of my official social media accounts and log out of my twitter and Fanbox account.
(I will not be able to reply on twitter. I ask for your patience.)

Following this announcement, I will also be logging out of my Fanbox exclusive twitter account to prevent exposing myself to things that I cannot handle in my current state of mind. I am sorry.

Once I feel I am at a point where I can resume activities, I will post a public statement announcing my return.

＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿

Q. How long will my hiatus last?

I currently have no estimate to provide on how long until my condition improves.
Those who know about bipolar disorder may understand, but, days where you feel fantastic and days where you don't want to do anything can come and go at random.
As such, providing a specific sort of timeframe for my return is very difficult. I hope for your understanding.

I myself still have many things I want to do and things that I've left unfinished, so I will definitely not let this be the end.
I will return not only to attain my own dreams, but also to deliver my great thanks, lively songs, and lively voice to those who have been my fans and supporters until now, so, if you'll be willing to wait for my return, it would make me very happy.

【Delta's Casual Stream Account】

I've set up an account for days where I'm feeling good and want to casually stream a little bit.

Because I will suspend official public and Fanbox-limited streaming, I'll be using this channel for any streams I do, so please subscribe if you're interested.

https://youtube.com/channel/UCALBcDARZuABe3Gb4P1nPpA

【Will you participate in the fan servers?】

While I will suspend official public and Fanbox-limited streaming, I will occasionally visit and hang out in my fan servers.

There are currently two central fan servers: DFS on Discord, and a fan group on QQ for Chinese fans.

>>14230694
my poor aloe...

>>14230762
Yagoo already did but then she bit the hand that fed her.
She will never be welcomed back to Hololive

>>14230810
>it's time to let go
Never

So in the end, massfaggots just made things worse?

how is she still so crazy despite her fanbox income rivaling a small country's and making Kson look like a broke bitch busted stripper

>>14232179
>now aloe will only talk and stream on her discord server
>massfaggots just made things worse
More like made things better now I can directly interact with her and talk about our favorite succubus doujinshi and obscure vocaloid songs

>>14231225
People would literally kill for the opportunity she had. She threw it away and fucked her genmates at the starting gates. There was a time she could’ve made a comeback but that was an eternity ago in vtuber time. So now everyone loses. It’s all so stupid.

>>14232159
Heh you’re part of the reason she’ll never change, shitpost or not.

So nothing will change except she won't have stable income. Dumb Delu.

>>14232353
She isn't closing the fanbox. Just the fanbox twitter.

Who else is equally or more mentally ill than her? Surely she isn't the only one with baggage that got through.

>>14232315
>Heh you’re part of the reason she’ll never change, shitpost or not
Sure anti sure whatever you say

>>14232513
Shion
Polka
Aqua
Pekora
Rushia
Noel
Haachama
Hitomi Chris
Kanata
Watame
Luna
Lamy
Nene

Her only issue is the main source of her menhera was also living with her and making things 100 times worse.

>>14232823
Festival...

>>14232179
you mean beginning
>screencaps twitter posts of japs being negative at the graduation and calling to raid them, to the point of getting entire 5chan threads talking about it
>le reddit White Knight vs 'anti' war
>seething schizos harass the shit out of her in retalation
>HOW COULD NIJIS DO THIS

>>14232513
Shion/Polka in terms of depression, Matuli in terms of manic outbursts, Aqua in terms of autism.
Although they all are able to function to some extent, while Deluta is almost a disabled person.

>>14231225
She never did that, though, assuming you are talking about that shopped Twitter chains after Coco’s graduation announcement

I hope she will ok

>>14231180
Aloe graduating was what started this trainwreck (and home problems)

>>14235083
No it wasn't. Not even close. She'd have went down this track regardless.
Even some of the talents IN Hololive right now go through all kinds of hell and they are objectively in better situations.
She had no fucking chance. Her life was going to explode in to misery either way, the former Aloe job would have just happened a bit later. (by bit I mean less than half a year at best)
It's already a struggle for some of them living in their parents homes now, her life was a struggle pre-Hololive.

>>14231180
>>14235083
>>14236003
These are all assumptions.
We'd never know how the butterfly effect would play out if she stayed.

Coco got harassed by the chinks is a fact, Aloe got harassed by antis is also a fact.
I will always put this into the factors of their graduations.
I even still see some nips let her rent-free in their heads on some platforms like twitter or youtube.

If they graduated more quietly like Suzaku, Kaoru, or Kira, then there won't be much to say about the situation.

>kamioshi on hiatus
what do I do

>>14237350
What did you do all this time since July? It's literally the same, except she made it official so her guilt of not meeting fan's expectations wouldn't eat her.

>>14232225
Despite all of the outside 'support', it won't stop her hating herself.
Like trying to hold up a construction with shitty foundations using duct tape.
She needs to work on saving herself.

Sex will save her

>>14237350
Bite the bullet and join the discord sadly.

joining the discord is a major pain at first cuz there are way too many channels, but once you mute most of them, the informational channels are really nice

the translators made a channel that has links to every stream and their live translations in the discord, searching for any info from streams is an easy ctrl f, and they even stopping pinning messages in the general chat to post them in a separate channel

being able to mute the private general chat felt great

>>14231195
It's finally over...
The CEO of Sex is leaving.

>>14240326
i gave up because it was too annoying having to send the fanbox screenshot every month just to lurk afterwards

>>14240526
you dont have to anymore. they stopped that system a few months ago. monthly verification only gave you access to one barely used channel, and today they closed that channel

so verification is pretty much a one time deal now. the servers gotten a lot nicer in the past few months

>>14240604
interesting, i had no idea they changed it. guess i'll give it another shot. thanks for the info anon.

>>14240907
no prob. i dont bother interacting on the server because too many menhera fans, but its definitely convenient to be in it

Delta's discord visit summary

>Delta showed up in discord around 10am JST
>She was feeling really down mentally and came to DFS for encouragement.
>She's currently in the depressed cycle of her manic depression, and reading one comment from an anti was enough to make her vomit, and her motivation to return to streaming disappeared.
>When she's feeling in a good mood, she's not worried about the antis at all, but when she's at the height of her depression, they can make her throw up.
>It's an everyday occurance, but since they're coming to the fanbox too, she's afraid to act outside of DFS.
>She asks us to wait until she's made it through her depression, and apologised to us
>She was worried about vivi's upcoming operation and various other things, and all together it just became too much to handle.
>She got all flustered and that only made her depression worse.
>When things aren't so heavy, she wants to come play games with us again.
>She explained that vivi's operation is to get her spayed to prevent her getting various illnesses down the line, and she's not currently sick so don't worry.
>She's just been a bit anxious since she was told the operation isn't risk free.
>She wants to be strong. Strong enough to pull off a lariat.

>After about an hour after the first visit, Delu showed up again, and said she was throwing up, and the stomach acid always on her throat meant she felt horrible regardless of whether she eats.
>She tweeted that she'll post a public article on fanbox later explaining her current situation and her plans for the future. It'll be posted when it's ready and the translation is done.
>After some encouragement she seemed to cheer up a bit, and said she's been singing a lot recently, and posted some song previews in chat. When asked later, she said it was okay to pin them, so check out the pins in the discord (one of them is the cup sizes from
>She said there were songs that were rejected, and plans to upload some of them as even if she doesn't feel they're up to scratch she believes that we might like to hear them. She's also planning on uploading covers to youtube.

>After about an hour, Delu returned to discord for a third time
>Delu remarked on how pets understand when their owners are sad. When she was crying vivi came up and licked her tear stricken face. She found it really touching. So touching she cried again from how moved she was, and she compared herself to a Merlion. The chat remarked that vivi has the qualities of a therapy dog and Delu agreed.
>Delu thanked the chat again, and said without the discord community she'd probably be dead by now.
>In response to a question from chat about the cold weather and whether Delu was keeping warm, Delu responded that she was wrapped in a highly rated blanket and amending some lyrics.
>And then as all discord visits inevitably do, chat devolved into meshitero.
Delu got hungry looking at the food, and decided go to the supermarket and buy something to eat when the rain lets up. She was thinking either asparagus bacon, or spinach ohitashi.

>After another couple of hours, Delu posted the fanbox article and returned to chat and thanked everyone (pic related) saying she hadn't drawn in 50000 years. She plans drawing one Delta a day in order to become an amazing artist.
>She felt that due to the number of amazing artists in the world she's gotten a discerning eye for art, and she's a bit sad that the pictures she draws currently don't meet her standards.

God bless Vivi.

>>14231112
>not found

>>14231049
It was no different than the average discord fanpage really.

>>14244464
Vivi is all of us

>>14231195
>QQ for Chinese fans
Zhang puppet

>>14247379
She posted in discord couple of samples of new songs and covers.
This one was cover of バスト占いの歌

>>14232225
And still no l2d kek

>>14232823
kanata?

Now that it has been revealed that Nene was a depressed menhera all along, it finally makes sense that these two apparently got along well.

Why the fuck are the Holofags in this thread bigger antis than the Nijifags?

>>14230694
>Delta is officially going on hiatus
As if she wasn't on a permanent hiatus already, the only difference is that its not "official"
I'm a saviorfag and not even I don't feel sorry for this one, she had the opportunity of a lifetime and blew it all away

>>14247851
because the nijifags are Japanese? why would they be here?

>>14247851
>implying that holofags in this thread who are all bark and no bite are somehow worse than nijifags who were responsible for her graduation and mental destruction

>>14247851
It feels like they hate her because of what she would have done to cover if she stayed more than anything

>>14232225
turns out money doesn't make you sane
who knew

So she's going on hiatus to take her meds

>>14248673
Basically, yeah.

>>14248673
Like a true 4chan dweller

One of us

>>14247851
I'm not an anti, I'm just disappointed and concerned.

>>14232477
She's giving out refunds for the last 3 months of fanbox income, and more people will probably unsubscribe now that she's officially on hiatus. Her income will definitely be hurt by this, but hopefully she will feel less guilty now that she's being transparent about her inactivity.

>>14231112
>litter
He's as stupid as his oshi

>>14249252
It was set to 1 hour too, I checked earlier and it was already gone

>>14247851
She left Holo.
Look at how this board views Kson. Holofags hate anyone who leaves their black company.

>>14248538
>people posting a video made her crazy
I can't even imagine genuinely believing this, she was a disaster waiting to happen

>>14243844
>Your comments might have made her vomit
God that's so hot!

I hope her situation improves but I got off the menhera roller coaster in October despite having been a paying FB member at special plan tier for over a year
I had zero attachment to Aloe controversy aside, she was the weakest of the gen 5 debuts but thought she had a lot of talent from all the roommate singing that came out... she said she wanted to do regular releases of covers but can't even manage that even when taking breaks to work in isolation.

>>14249354
>t. Falsefag

>>14249528
I wonder what she'll do with the money from people who still want to support her no matter what.

So, basically she wants to try the "GTFO from the internet" advice.
Let's see how it'll go.

The fan server is still behind paywall, right?

Is it true she's posted stuff about having sex on her fanbox or was that a narrative?

>>14250822
Not on her fanbox. Most of the sex stuff was stuff she allegedly talked about on stream back when she was a 2view.

>>14250822
It was just out and open on her old social media, there was no denying it

>>14251205
>>14251242
To be specific, I meant that there was a thread about a year ago talking about how she allegedly talked about how her friend's brother made her "cum harder than she ever has" when she was in middle school or something, but the thread was essentially saying her stories sound so ridiculous that they're unbelievable. I know she has those old middle school tweets being horny, I just wasn't sure if the fanbox had gotten much crazier since I don't follow her in any capacity.

>>14251341
She acts like she got fucked as a kid, I wouldn't be surprised if a family member took a dip

>>14251341
Yeah, that stuff was all in the past. She didn't make her fanbox until after she graduated from Aloe and most of her posts are just stuff like schedules and status updates. It seems like she's less comfortable talking about sex now because that was one of the reasons she got so many antis in Hololive.

>>14251341
basically, shes a horny virgin
just like the rest of us

>>14230762
I hope Yagoo licks his own anus

>>14230694
>recovery
>bipolar disorder
nigger you don't recover from that shit, you just take meds and go to therapy permanently

>>14251341
Nah, in one of the fanbox streams she told us a lot about how weird (not in a sexual way btw) she was in relationships, and also admitted to being a virgin. She almost did it with the guy she was going out when she was in school, but the dude couldn't muster a courage to buy condoms...

>>14232823
>Luna
anon, she has issues mentally and physically, but she stills streams and doesn't use it as an excuse, even when she had her wrist surgery or when she hurt her neck she only took like ten days at most, very japanese.
So give her more respect.

>>14252045
I guess the real question is what she thinks of all the folks in her community who wanna fuck her/cuddle afterwards.

>>14251732
Recovery from her self-harm wounds idiot

>>14252117
I apologize but it should be noted productivity does not exclude someone from being more menhera then Delta. It just means their brand of menhera does not interfere with their ability to work in fact it could even amplify their productivity to an unhealthy degree.

>>14251732
She isn't referring to the BPD as much as she is referring to her physical inability to even see an anti comment and how seeing one causes her to have a nervous breakdown. She was more of just being public about the fact she has BPD in the first place and setting the record straight on why she would announce dates to return and then no show. So everyone knows that fanbox post was public for all to read.

>>14252196
Legitimately in love with them but she is in denial.

I think the real question a lot of us need to be asking in this time of uncertainty is... where is Iota?

>>14243844
Sasuga DFS, I'm not strong enough or attached enough to join the server, but if she's comfortable there then God bless. The last thing 5th gen wants is for their ex-genmate to be found dead.

>>14255583
She's fairly active on Twitter. Lately she's been playing Pokemon, eating and being sick because she took the clot shot

>>14256151
That's the biggest thing is she is comfortable with the DFS and QQ. The biggest issue with her fanbox set up was that the schizos just never let up(it would be interesting to see how much money they gave her over the last year though it had to have been thousands.) It is sort of odd though I thought I would be upset to hear this and last January I would have been but after the past several months I see it as the best decision for her.

On the flip side the DFS can now wall her off from the schizos entirely. I do wonder what those poor schizos are going to do now that they have 0 access to her.

>>14255021
>Legitimately in love with them but she is in denial.

Sounds pretty Tsundere.

Im getting tired of this. Huge crowd of people support her unconditionally, >we are always out there to help her, no matter what but its all in vain. She doesn't improve. I just want her to be happy but after a year, after getting rid off her step father, she still gives up after single post from an anti. This form of support is a failure. It doesn't help her recover and realize her dreams.

>>14259628
>people have severe problems that don't just go away because you wish they would
welcome to being an adult

>>14230694
nobody can prove that the fanbox streams ever happened

>>14260441
What kind of logic are you trying to imply I have? "Just because you wish they go away". Nigga you must have no idea about amount of support Delta receives. Its not a wishful thinking. Delta is given more support one could ever imagine for how little she does.

>>14260649
Only if you joined the fanbox and are not a threadwatcher like you.

>>14260870
>join her fanbox
>no streams whatsoever
>"uhh trust me she totally did when she was a small!"

>>14260990
Obvious bait. Almost all her streams have vods.

>>14261202
Just ignore the kid, he's desperate for (You)s.
>Almost all her streams have vods
And the discord has links of all her streams from the translation channel like
>>14240326 said.

Dammit Guchico, why did you pin this...
I didn't need to cry today!

>>14230694
if she just keep streaming and keep her connection to a whole world outside she might be actually recover like pochigoya cured her depression by streaming, now she would just waste herself with dubious medicine that wont heal her at all instead destroying her minds further

>>14260768
The logic of a child as you clearly think Delta has chosen to have these problems.

>>14262053
He wished on some crazy sort of monkey paw...
>created one of the best Hololive designs and had it given to a girl perfect for it that worked closely with you to make the design even better
>ded after 1 week

>Now is a beloved Hololive artist who all the chuubas ask for work and is well known in the community
>his wife is a vtuber who uses a model he designed
>has had sex with his wife and has a beautiful family
>was given the chance to design the new outfit for a Nijisanji and adopt a chuuba which looks eerily similar to his dead chuuba daughter

>>14263281
Kinda fucked how that all worked out

>>14230899
>this person has problems
>so you should abandon them
sociopath.

>>14231225
>>14232315
>she totally threw it away, kusodad threatening to beat the shit out of her was something she could totally ignore, haha amirite
you need to go in the same trash compactor he does.
>>14232823
>the source of her <user of 2ch mental health board>...
>
>>14236003
>I can see the future, I know for a fact that no changes of circumstance could change the course that has come since then
>events are not shaped by the circumstances that lead to them. everything is set in stone from the start of the universe.
wow, more fatalistic than kain(LoK). still retarded and wrong.
>>14243844
girl needs a hug and better psychiatric care than she can probably get in japan.
>>14247851
dunno, doesn't seem to be the case. mostly just the usual /vt/ schizos that'll shit on anything that moves if they think they can get a reaction.
>>14248440
>nijifags
>responsible for
>the direct results of kusodad's actions
reps.
>>14248538
take your meds.
>>14249354
>b-b-b-black companyyy!
>holoplot reeee
>kson hasn't done anything at all to warrant disapproval ever, she's perfect and sparkling
you're as bad as the zhangs who act like she's an endless fountain of misdeed.
>>14249381
>nothing can affect people they're all predefined from birth
so when do you follow your predestined path and play chicken with a train?
>>14250822
>>14251205
>>14251242
>>14251341
>>14251555
>>14251583
>believing rrats
>>>/trash/
>>14262053
I hope guchiko is keeping track of her and draws full adult/matching horns aloe when she finally manages to get evened out and can smile again.

>>14230694
She's actually fucked in the head.

>>14262053
Might as well ask here since the previous thread got nuked.
Guchico is reselling Illuminate Dream
https://twitter.com/Guchico77/status/1467125862709751810
Is this digital or physical?
I've never bought a doujinshi before and I don't know anything about shipping

>>14230831
People are bored and even tossing a few bucks her way is way cheaper than many other forms of entertainment.
Which also feeds the "savior" feeling inside.
No wonder.

Delta love

>>14255583
Iota...
onegai...

>>14260649
>he didn't archive them
NGMI

How will her wife Ruki take the news?

>>14269892
Ruki has her own shit to deal with. She moved out recently and is working a job on the side to make ends meet.

>>14252045
reps, anon. the guy bought condoms, but he came while putting it on in the bathroom.

>>14267211
it's physical. mine arrived yesterday

Oof, poor girl.
Being bipolar is a struggle.

>>14270317
>it's physical
Well fuck, time to do some research about importing doujins to Tacoland

TRIANGLE LOVE

>>14270317
Damn, I would die of shame if that happened to me.

>>14265113
based, never take meds

>>14265113
>>I can see the future, I know for a fact that no changes of circumstance could change the course that has come since then
>>events are not shaped by the circumstances that lead to them. everything is set in stone from the start of the universe.
>wow, more fatalistic than kain(LoK). still retarded and wrong.
She was a train crashing in slow motion.
She had 5 seconds to "save herself" (Hololove), but the only way to save herself was a branch from the roof, and all the windows are closed. She saw it fly past before crashing in to the chair in front of her.
She had no chance. Period. Her home life was a fucking disaster. I wish it wasn't, but it was, you'd know this if you actually fucking followed her. Stop being delusional and thinking "Cover" are some magical thing that would have gotten rid of all her shitty life problems in an instant, trust me, they wouldn't. In fact, we already know what "money" did at home, it made things worse for her. The exact same thing would have happened under Hololive.
You delusional fucking retards that think "Oh, it would have been perfect if she just came back and ignored the antis!" are the worst. She literally can't, as a person.
She's full-on mentally ill and was before you fuckers even heard of her. (although those issues definitely got worse with the run-on effects of both the antis and kusodad, more so the latter)
The only way she would have went anywhere in Hololive is if she wasn't Japanese or in Japan, period. She needs serious help, not hand-wavey blackmagic backwards shit that Japan still practices today.

In other news, Ruki tomorow
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txxh6IGeccM

>There was a time where these 5 girls would luagh and have fun with eatchother
>Everyone happy that they got into hololive, totally oblivious of the friend who would suffer shortly after
Aloe.....love

>>14285264
It hurts.

Shigu is interested in VR sex!
https://twitter.com/Xx__sigma__xX/status/1468524574078025733

>>14285432
Nice

i will meditate and channel healing energy to delta tonight, if you are interested you can join me 4 hours from now

just put the intention, i will merge the connection shortly

>>14288778
It's about damn time I have been waiting for this for nearly a year. I literally have a healing energy bomb built up over here. Now give me a second I am delivering this shit!

Why is Shigu so lewd?

>>14291627
Because she watched Delta's Twitcast a lot.

>>14291627
She's an underage teenager

>>14293571
not underage anymore

>>14262790
What the fuck are you talking about. Who said this?

The growing list of Shigu's accomplishments:
>earned Delta's trust and had a character designed for her
>loudly and proudly declares her intent to hunt down mesugaki succubus girls and molest them
>draws Delta as a mesugaki succubus girl
>couldn't give a shit about mental problems
>designed her own 2D model and rigged herself on a park bench
>her battle station literally pumps SOVL energy into the air
>successfully groomed Iota...
>stood her ground during the The Aloe Wars of 2020 reminiscent of great Generals and Military leaders
>dabs on vtweeter by acting like a vtweeter only to stream once in a while to remind them she is better then them
>learned arcane arts from by studying Kiryuu Coco, Marine, Calliope Mori, Lamy and Aloe/Delta
>tricked a bunch of groomers into buying her a new computer
>Shion had to move out of fear that Shigu would find her
>could easily join Nijisanji or Hololive but wishes instead too become a Mama
>is already a Mama for a 2 view
>Apex Legend

I want delu in my bed

>>14296398
If even half of it true she is already based.

>>14296446
>earned Delta's trust and had a character designed for her
>loudly and proudly declares her intent to hunt down mesugaki succubus girls and molest them
>draws Delta as a mesugaki succubus girl
>designed her own 2D model and rigged herself on a park bench
>her battle station literally pumps SOVL energy into the air
>successfully groomed Iota...
>dabs on vtweeter by acting like a vtweeter only to stream once in a while to remind them she is better then them
>learned arcane arts from by studying Kiryuu Coco, Marine, Calliope Mori, Lamy and Aloe/Delta
>tricked a bunch of groomers into buying her a new computer
>is already a Mama for a 2 view
Are all 100% confirmed true. Pic related is Shigu's drawing of Delta.

I want to scissor with Ruki

>>14230694
Jesus Christ, this woman is a wreck.

>>14299742
So does 90% of hololive

>>14296398
>>successfully groomed Iota...
please i need more details

>>14296705
>>draws Delta as a mesugaki succubus girl
this implies that delta isnt already a mesugaki succubus

>>14296398
>her battle station literally pumps SOVL energy into the air

We got some pics?

>>14302201
Here is her drawing of the Soul Station.

>>14230831
Are you talking about Delu or Ayame here?

>>14302325
Reminds me of some of the shitty battlestation setups I've had in University.

>>14302416
Well Delta has streamed more then Ayame this year... so...

>>14302555
kek is that real?

>>14305237
No

>>14305237
if you count fanbox streams, theyre about even, actually

>>14306332
ayame has 57 streams in 2021
delta has 56 streams in 2021

So who is going to finally give Delta the. "You're just like me" Talk no Jutsu and save her.

>>14309731
Kson would be the best thing in her life, she just needs to build up the courage to talk to her.

Good morning everyone!

I'll be updating my illustrations less frequently for a while to focus on studying for exams. I'm sorry for the people who saw my illustrations and followed me, Splashing sweat symbol.

I'm going to finish all of them properly and then I'll draw a lot of pictures...!

https://twitter.com/Xx__sigma__xX/status/1468723891279335424

>>14311878
She says that like every 3 months. She is busy with trying to get into college since she isn't a highschool drop out. It's just the usual artist. "Hey if you are waiting on commissions it is going to take a bit since I am busy."

>>14306554
Does that count the deleted streams?

>>14309731
summer Shion was more identical to her situation; Kson would be the best advice giver though i think

>>14315361
Yeah but Summer Shion had and Aqua who was also suffering from schizos and Gura putting the Myth mark of protection on her.

>>14313196
she's streamed on 52 separate days this year, including Ruki's birthday
01/07 20:00 JST
01/08 21:30 JST
01/10 22:00 JST
01/13 17:00 JST
01/15 14:00 JST
01/16 15:37 JST
01/17 20:00 JST
01/21 22:00 JST
01/24 19:00 JST
01/28 23:00 JST
01/30 21:50 JST

02/06 18:00 JST
02/08 22:00 JST
02/15 23:00 JST
02/20 21:00 JST
02/23 20:30 JST
04/11 23:00 JST
04/15 23:00 JST
04/23 23:00 JST

05/01 Ruki's Birthday
05/10 23:00 JST
05/13 15:00 JST
05/19 20:00 JST
05/23 20:00 JST

06/02 22:00 JST
06/16 22:00 JST
06/17 20:00 JST
06/19 18:00 JST
06/20 14:00 JST
06/26 19:00 JST
06/27 20:00 JST
06/29 14:00 JST
06/30 22:00 JST

07/01 22:00 JST
07/04 20:00 JST
07/05 22:00 JST
07/06 21:00 JST
07/08 15:00 JST
07/09 21:10 JST
07/13 17:10 JST
07/15 21:00 JST
07/17 16:00 JST
07/18 21:30 JST
07/19 20:00 JST
07/20 21:00 JST
07/23 20:50 JST
07/24 18:00 JST
07/24 21:00 JST
07/29 22:00 JST

08/06 21:00 JST
09/04 21:00 JST
09/15 22:00 JST

idk how many times she's done games and stuff in the discord chat though

>>14315586
and going by her fanbox posts that wasn't helping enough

>>14315683
>>14315683
It did because those things happened after those fanbox streams you are referring to. Pretty much after she said she spent time with Aqua and her collab with Gura her streaming became more consistent and regular.

Deluta has Chinese mods so Kson can not save her

>>14316859
One of the fan server mods came here and said they'll boot out any Chinese that makes a fuss if it did happen

>>14316946
That's may just falseflagger or liar and
I don't see any one talked about boot out anyone make a fuss before.

It would be great if Kson talk with Deluta but if Chineses make a fuss and Deluta got depression because of this. Kson will blame herself again like when Chinks harrassment her friends.

>>14316859
Kson has already turned into a depressed menhera herself, she's not gonna be saving anyone.

>>14318200
Kson depress because she lack of friend and think her content is stale.

Deluta may be good friend with Kson and help each other well but Chinese mod happen. We can not risk it

>>14316559
>after those fanbox streams
there were no fanbox streams for kuroa you schizo

>>14318200
>>14318200
She might be depressed but she's not menhera

>>14323117
is that why she hasn't streamed in a few days? what's the reason?

>>14326231
Coz Not streaming for 2-3 days = menhera?

Literally neck yourself dramafag

>>14230694
>An update from Delu:
Basically nothing changed in over a year.

>>14326360
i was asking a legitimate question retard-chama

>>14327435
That wasn't a legitimate question

>>14315639
deleted streams were last year

i counted the 10/4 and 11/27 stream on her alt

counting the days skips the days where she did two streams:
1/8
4/23

looks like i counted 5/13 twice by accident

btw does kitsu still watch these boards? looks like the 7/8 stream isnt listed in discord

This will always be the case I never understand.

She could have stayed in Hololive but left after a short suspension she could have brushed off.
Then, having the love and support of everyone in Hololive after she left, made a new chuuba but then did almost no content for months.

Meanwhile people were gate keeping her identity. But she didn’t have much content even if you knew it was Aloe.

So what gives?
I mean she had two huge chances to be successful.
Why is she not producing any content? People would give her Ayame levels of superchats just to stream.

>>14329108
Asking why she hasn't streamed the last few days isn't a legitimate question? Anon says she's depressed; I ask what about. That's not legitimate? Just kill yourself already. I'm not the anti you thought you were replying to.

>>14329144
>deleted streams were last year
there's been 1 or 2 this year too. i forgot about the new ones, haven't updated my list yet.

>>14332417
>I'm not the anti
You sound like one to me

>>14329144
>counting the days skips the days where she did two streams:
should those really be counted as separate though? i thought the meaning behind what we were counting was more "days ayame actually did something" vs "days delta streamed" rather than a pure stream count.

if we do count them, then we should see if ayame did doubles as well. i wouldn't put it past her to do 2 or 3 in a day then vanish for a month

>>14332457
answer the question or quit wasting my time

>>14332586
NTA but Kson think her content is stale and depress of it and December is not good month for her last year

>>14332783
it does feel like she's only doing the same things as before. i feel like she normally branches out and does something different every few months.

The collabs with Gutara and Rika were nice though.

>>14332868
She has new content and new project but it was hit by Omicron Coof and it was hit by it

>>14332909
well that sucks but that's not worth getting depressed over since it's out of her control. unless it got cancelled or something

>>14332943
It is up to Coof situation in Japan but she depress about it

>>14230694
>she will focus on recovery as she deals with her bipolar disorder
Lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

"Uh yeah guys im might need a lil bit of time while i work on my recovery, yeah im a bit bipolar its fine ill heal soon"

>>14230694
just curious but does she have a super successful sibling or relative?

>>14231195
It's been a while since I read anything about her. Glad that she's actually gonna focus on self-improvement rather than read dumb shit on the internet. Not sure what's going on in her family but she definitely needs all the help she can get from IRL friends and possibly boyfriend.

Ruki
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txxh6IGeccM

>>14337616
WHAT IS THIS SEX

JÄGEEEER!

>>14332541
i was counting all of her streams total

though i did leave out the membership streams. she did around ten, so that would put her ahead of delta.4RKTX

>>14230694
Rip

>>14230694
ganbatte!

>>14309731
More like... Fight, Delta!
Tatakae !!! Tatakae !!!

>>14230762
she burns the britge long ago better to move on

Delu sex when?

>>14230831
The best part is that she could have gotten away with it, and received so much more if she stayed as aloe

>>14352809
5 minutes

Handholding with Shigu

Delu sex where?

Please never stop trying to save her

>>14329323
Because she is mentally ill.

>Delu finally confirms she is on streaming hiatus
>IRyS let's slip that due to youtube policy changes Unarchieved Karaoke will no longer be a thing

Well... okay yeah makes sense why she doesn't want to use her main channel anymore.

Delta... don't look...

You can't be cured from BPD and most of the nastiest mental illnesses out there but you can learn to manage and live with it.
I hope she will be able to.

>>14230762
already threw her under a bus

>>14369955
She honestly has been doing a decent job of it. The main issue was antis triggering her into an episode. According to Vee when she isn't on twitter she is good and will feel confident enough to start putting out content only to get blind sided by antis DMing her which essentially sends her back to 0.

I have BPD and suffered a really bad episode for a little under a year and it is really shitty. I think the worst part is that you sort of trick yourself into thinking those things won't bother you only to be immediately triggered by them as soon as you enter that situation. Honestly she just needs to stay the fuck away from twitter and not go back. That's the biggest source of problems one that is out of the way she can start actually processing things.

>>14370527
>She honestly has been doing a decent job of it. The main issue was antis triggering her into an episode. According to Vee when she isn't on twitter she is good and will feel confident enough to start putting out content only to get blind sided by antis DMing her which essentially sends her back to 0.
>I have BPD and suffered a really bad episode for a little under a year and it is really shitty. I think the worst part is that you sort of trick yourself into thinking those things won't bother you only to be immediately triggered by them as soon as you enter that situation. Honestly she just needs to stay the fuck away from twitter and not go back. That's the biggest source of problems one that is out of the way she can start actually processing things.

For sure, but the weird thing is that sometimes you know what's best for you but you can't help doing otherwise, something can a source of enormous anxiety and yet you feel like to have to check up on it. If nothings happen it brings relief, but the cycle continue until you feel like you have to check again. You want to avoid the source of that anxiety but when it's getting too much you feel like you have to see that you were just silly and there was nothing to be so concerned about. Imagine being blindsided by an anti at that moment, no wounder she would throw up...
I don't have BPD myself but I've been into psychiatric hospitals, and I've dealt with similar things in a way, I honestly don't know how she can deal with it especially when she has a public persona. It's usually hard enough to deal with mental illness on your own but when unseen strangers are part of the picture I believe it can really get to her.
I wonder what kind of treatment she takes, lithium and antidepressant /w anxiolytics? In my country they have a habit of prescribing antipsychotics for ailments that are beyond psychosis too so I wonder

>>14288778
How is that supposed to happen? Are we supposed to "send" our energy to you somehow or do we try to "send" the energy to her and you'll help channel it?

>>14371613
>>14371613
It's like the Ultimate Spirit Bomb.

>>14371613
pray for her

>>14230694
No one gives a shit lol

>>14372189
Alright no one. But I do give a shit.

Did she ever get a L2D model in the end?

>>14373515
Yes but she will probably never debut the damn thing.

Delta love

>>14329323
Because delu is a special case, she's a self destructive menhera and gets triggered by antis easily, imagine being at center stage then getting that whole controversy fall on you plus the family problems she has to deal with at home. That takes a toll on you even if you have support. It's a miracle she's still alive after her suicide attempt, it's even a bigger miracle that she accepted fan support and even established DFS as her goto comfort zone.

>>14376820
Yeah basically it's a miracle she's still running at all

>>14230694
Jesus fucking Christ, Delta. All I wanted was to see you streaming consistently as a indie!
Even like 3 times a week would suffice.
If she really closed the Fanbox then she is free from the responsability of putting out content, so maybe thats what she needs to finally relax.
This is the time to just stream for fun and relax so your mental can actually start recovering.

>>14251638
Requesting the _makoto10 archive. Both mega links and the anonfiles link are long dead. Someone must have them.

>>14371258

she was taking anxiolytics earlier this year and they seemed to help. if shes throwing up again, i doubt shes taking anything

>>14373515

l2d never got complete because she still hasnt finished her redesign

>>14380010
I have some of them but I'm at work right now. If the thread is still alive by the time I get home I'll put them in anonfile

>>14381775
Much appreciated, anon. I'll keep an eye out. Good luck with work.

>>14381775
you said that last time and never delivered

>>14383653
It's important to have faith. The delivery will surely come, more surely than Delu will return to streaming.

>>14380010
>>14382154
>>14383653
here. _makoto10 archive:
anonfiles com/j392Wez9vc/movie592273304_mp4
anonfiles com/dcA5W6z6vd/movie596022089_mp4
anonfiles com/TbB6Wdz4v8/movie592278643_mp4
anonfiles com/t8C7W1zav3/movie584059931_mp4
anonfiles com/N3D5W0zfva/movie596031517_mp4
anonfiles com/H2E1W4z2vb/movie590385102_mp4

>>14389635
??? ok how about a pastebin
https://pastebin.com/XaSxSKcy

>>14389716
Based. Thanks anon for delivering

>>14389716
shame they don't have info