/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>2604720
there's no such thing as sin

i pretend to be KFP and kiara anti in the same thread to get people riled up at both sides

>>2604720
I masturbated to shion doujin.

i'm a doxxnigger and have a dedicated folder for it

>>2604720
I don't have an oshi.

>>2604720
>I have no intentions of ever SCing any vchuubas, unless they're still a thing in a few years when I'm no longer a broke uni student
>I have no interest in learning Japanese, I'll only watch (subbed) clips of JPs
>Seeing anti spam triggers my contrarian underdog- supporter instincts (Kiara, Nyanners)
>I gosling my oshi's roommate harder than my actual oshi
>I'm like one particularly lonely night away from fapping to my oshi's roommate pics, doesn't help that she's actually pretty beautiful

>>2604759
You’re a monster.
Not a day goes by where I don’t jerk off to the idea of deepthroating Shion. Please, I need help ;_;

I don't actually watch my oshi anymore.

I have saved guras karaoke and I have never membered or SC'd...
I'll pay it back when I'm employed.

I like posting about vtubers a lot more than I like watching them.

I havent watched a stream in 2 months all I do is make rrats about everyone including my favorite

>>2604720
i have a pixelated picture of coco roomate showing her pantys and ai fapped with it the pantys is a fucking white pixel

>>2604720
i dont have an oshii i love a lot of girls for differents reasons i am a disgusting multi oshii

>>2604720
I greet vtubers with 20+ viewers with the standard "Good morning" and "Good evening" because I like it when they mention my name

>>2604743
t.chumbud

I hate every chuuba except Aqua.

>>2604720
I dont have a favourite, infact theres not a single chuuba i fan over, i just like watching them

I love every chuuba except Aqua.

I... I only SC'd 20k to Rushia this month. I'm so sorry, nobody will give me loans anymore, the blood bank says I can't donate anymore blood this year, and the sperm bank won't take my calls anymore... I'm a failure as a fandead.

>>2606266
i'm nousagi actually, trying to get EOPs and globalfags to eat themselves

>>2604720
I hate the music, covers and karaokes.
>t. /mu/

I love every chuuba except Kiara
Her voice triggers me

>>2606497
I dont care for jap music that much, but Towas covers are something else.

>>2604720
I think NTR is very hot. I wouldn't mind my oshi getting dicked by another man.
I fap every week thinking about banging Mori in front of Kiara.

>>2604720
im the main reason why Aloe graduated

>>2604720
I'm a clipfag, but only for corporate Vtubers

>>2604934
>gosling my oshi's roommate harder than my actual oshi
I hate doxbeats so fucking much

>>2606497
Pretty much the same except for Suisei. Her latest single was quite good, desu
And I like her voice in general

>>2604720
I don't view v-tubers as idols , i view them as streamers. I don't have an oshi. Most of the jp content I watch are clips,sometime i watch them live but quickly lose my interest because i can only understand like 3% of they are saying. I never like the streams , i never donate, and probably never will. I don't get all this "cuck" mentality and couldn't care less if the girl i watch has a bf or not.

>>2604720
I have a porn folder and regularly fap to the onyon, while never watching her streams, just because she gets some of the most tasteful lewds in all of hololive.

I do not own a porn folder of Marine who I watch very often and I do enjoy her design.

I do have a folder of my oshi Miko tho and the most of my potential sons die to her

>>2604934
>I gosling my oshi's roommate harder than my actual oshi
Incredibly based.

>>2607486
nah that's pretty gay.

>>2607499
Every gosling road leads to roomates, they can't help it.

>>2604720
I watched the mouse princess yesterday for the first time. I jacked off to the thoughts of her stream later at 3am in the car and just threw the soda can I shot my cum into on the side of the road in front of someone's house.
I never thought I would actually discover what it means to have a oshi.

>>2607486
Mori....

i really want to buy merch but i'm much too stupid/lazy to figure out how to get it to ship to burgerstan

>>2607609
>I'm like one particularly lonely night away from fapping to my oshi's roommate pics, doesn't help that she's actually pretty beautiful
Nah

i actually hope they hire the reddit tranny so EN branch inevitably implodes and all the EOPs fuck off forever

>>2608642
>the reddit tranny
What the fuck happened ?

>>2604720
I miss my oshi's streams sometimes and don't watch the VOD

>>2605053
>>2604759
>>2604934
>I gosling my oshi's roommate harder than my actual oshi
I'm totally guilty of these.

>>2608730
some random tranny on reddit claimed they have an interview for EN gen 2. might be lies but the doomposters went nuts with it

>>2604720
I spent more money on Reine than my actual oshi.
t. deadbeat

> I am a member for my oshi but have only sent 1 superchat (to a random indie, not to her) and they are the only 2 chuubas I ever watch
> I have tried learning Japanese on multiple occasions but always give up after a couple weeks and have to go back and spend time refreshing myself on kana and give up soon after I'm done refreshing myself since outside watching my oshi & playing videogames I never do anything that would benefit from JP knowledge

>>2608869
>Trusting anything from reddit
do doomposters really?

>>2604934
>Seeing anti spam triggers my contrarian underdog- supporter instincts (Kiara, Nyanners)
Anon, you realize how much money those two make from their obsessive supporters, right? They're not being oppressed by mentally ill NEETs who live in a pile of their own filth and misery.

I jerked off to futa Sasaki.

>>2604720
When I started watching vtubers, I got really excited to find out that an english speaking holo actually streams on twitch on a regular basis, but I stopped caring when I realized half of her appeal was just spitting twitch memes didn't help that she tried justifying being a two-faced bitch either

I don't really hate clipfags
My twin brother is a clipfag

>>2604720
I was really curious about my oshi so I googled for roommate information and was disappointing there were no face pictures

I actively enable EOPs by clipping+translating several holomen

this guy

>>2604720
sorry about the tax

>>2604759
not doing this would be a sin

>>2604790
mega me that shit anon

>>2610058
Who?

>>2604743
"The World is My Game."

>>2606294
Same. They're all too normal for me.

>>2606470
based nousagi>>2606639

>>2606639
this.
tried to sit in her stream once, failed in half a heartbeat

>>2610626
not anon, but same sin
t.nousagi

>>2604720
I learned about vtubers pre-pandemic and tried to watch some streams but thought it was boring

>>2604720
I unironically watch kiara, well used to, nowadays I just shitpost on /vt/ and make up rrats

>>2606343
meds.

>I will never SC a streamer
>Chuubas are just streamers
>Idol culture is the marriage of Capitalism and Cuckoldry
>I will never see chuubas as idols
>I dont care what they do irl
>I dont care what kind of relationships they have outside chuubing

>>2611085
>>Idol culture is the marriage of Capitalism and Cuckoldry
based

>>2611085
>Idol culture is the marriage of Capitalism and Cuckoldry
Yes, hello, based department?
I have an anon you'll want to talk to.

>>2604720
Alright, sure.
My oshi lives in my head sometimes. Sometimes I'd look in the mirror and I'd wonder "I wonder if my oshi would think I'm cute" and I'd hear her go "hehe yes".
On the way home from work I'd hear her go "I'll see you soon, dear", even if she's not even streaming that day.
I only fap to her now. I still enjoy my usual fap material but right before I finish I just switch to some lewd art of her.
I honestly smile a lot when I watch her, and sometimes when I think of her in my daily life I smile.
I have thought about what it would be like to meet the person behind my oshi sometimes, or sometimes I imagine I'm also a streamer and she's secretly watching me and fawning over me as much as I watch her too. I try not to dwell too much on these thoughts though, since I didn't fall for the irl person, I fell for the Vtuber.
In many ways, she's like an intrusive thought, but not like, a fucked up one. More like a pleasant one.
Sometimes I just lay down, look up at the screen and reach out my hand as if I'm holding her hand.
And basically every night for the past few weeks, I've just lay down in bed, hugging my pillow pretending it was her, sometimes even kissing my pillow, imagining it's her. Sometimes I'd just lay there for hours, actually smiling for hours on end because I love her so much.

>>2611650
meds, please anon, take em

I've jerked off to my oshi's asmr streams before but that shouldn't be too uncommon.

>>2611650
go see a psychiatrist

>>2604720
Polygamy.
I have 33 oshis.

I donated over $3000 to different vtubers

>>2611997
you cant just Oshi everyone in hololive anon, thats illegal

I don't watch any Vtubers and i actually think the whole industry is not only cringe as hell but borderline immoral.
>>2611650
are you the guy who tried overdosing on his addh meds to create a pekora tulpa?

I falseflag as a Tako

>>2611650
Based as long as your mental will be safe.
Mental breakdown though will be hard, don't ask how i know it.

>>2611085
Incredibly based and truthpilled idolfag destroyer.

I got rangebanned twice for shitposting twice in Hololive threads
I'm responsible for more faggotry on this board and /jp/ than you can even imagine

>>2604759
Me too

>>2612526
tell me about your rrats anon

I just really really like shitposting

>>2610795
Great tits though

i still regret doing roommate reps on my oshi(botan)
Its just not the same when i know the truth

>>2604720
I don't consider Fubuki a friend.

>>2604720
I've never really had an oshi. I would hop from one girl to the next. Matsuri, Fubuki, Korone, Towa, Roboco, Mio. I'd lie to myself that they were my oshi in threads, but deep down I was a fraud. Then Ollie debuted, and that magical spark happened. I was a zomrade day 1. I would defend Ollie ferociously in every thread, and would fuck up my sleep schedule to watch her streams. I had no romantic feelings for her, but I did see her as something of a little sister. I would superchat her whenever I could, and was excited for the day her membership could become a thing. As far as I was concerned, Ollie was perfect. Ollie is perfect. Every girl should strive to be Ollie. It didn't matter if she never knew I existed, as long as she was happy it was fine. She felt so genuine, like a true fan of Hololive that loved everything about being a Vtuber, and it felt like she was going to really be a big influence on improving Hololive for the better. Then one day, it's like everything fell apart.

It genuinely bothered me about how hard Ollie was trying to 'change' everything, and how she talked to zomrades. Her loudness, her constant 'clip' baiting, the lewd jokes, the pandering to her zoomer audience, it really just started to get too fucking much. Then she started talking about "Hololive being too strict" and how "She was going to change that". Why would she want to change the thing she loves so much in such a terrible way, the thing that she was even a fan of at one point? Does she not realise what makes Hololive amazing? Maybe she does care for Hololive, but not enough that she's willing to try and break the rules so she could use her newfound fanbase and status to meet her own oshis and fufill her own agenda. It really infuriated me, and it started to bother me more when I realised I was 'supporting' her change.

Maybe I'm just a retarded schizo, but I felt lied to. I don't make Ollie hate threads. I don't spam her chat. I've blocked her, unsubscribed and I simply just avoid her. But Ollie, I genuinely feel betrayed and frustrated with her behaviour. I feel guilty of it, and gross, but I just can't bring myself to enjoy her.

>>2607423
Same, I do not enjoy Aqua's repertoire of games (Apex, Minecraft and Monster Hunter, that's it) at all, but she has a lot of fantastic nsfw content.

I've absolutely stopped watching any vtuber shit since Monster Hunter Rise released, it's just like Ark and Apex, it makes me sick

>>2604720
I had exclusively masturbated to my oshi for like 3 weeks then I cheated on her masturbating to prisoner Peko.

>>2613542
take some meds holy fuck

>>2612367
Isn't there a specific term for someone who would rather cheer for the entire group rather than 1 single talent?

>>2613626
same its so fucking boring, only so many times i could watch that cat dango bullshit

>>2613542
>I've blocked her
hahahaha holy fuck anon

>>2613633
who did you betray?

>>2604720
I masturbated to someone other than my oshi's roommate

>>2604720
I'm planning to harass one of them, because I truly hate her.

>>2615447

>>2612089
You can’t be serious

>>2613633
>having an oshi
I don't expect anons here to even comprehend this, but the notion of an "oshi" is completely invalid and only held by entry level vtuber fans.
I watch every single hololive member, every single nijisanji member, and even a few indies here and there, and they are ALL my pretend girlfriends and in my head I am their one and only boyfriend.
You people are still living in the physical realm, pretending you understand what it means to be a virtual youtuber.
Meanwhile, I am living in the Virtual world, where my many pretend anime girlfriends are 100% real and we love eachother and share intimacy not possible in the """real""" world.
All roommate posts and rrats simply slide right off my skin as I am 100% certain that these "roommates" are not real people, but merely pawns in the creation of virtual beings which exist only to serve me.

>>2605176
files.
catbox.
moe/
8wvjko.png

>>2604720
I've been listening to my oshi's streams in background without watching because I can't stop shitposting.

>>2615698

i only masturbate to holos these days... nothing else does it for me anymore

I coomed to Coco's gastritis ASMR

>>2610106
>heaven's gates are closed to me
this still gets me

I had a sex dream involving Korone's roommate.

>>2615640
Incredibly based. I have many girlfriends, some of which I love more than others. Every once in a while I watch a new one (clips) and add her to the group for a bit. You cannot stop me.

>>2604720
I regularly skip my oshi's streams if an indie I like is also streaming because they need my support more.

I don't have an oshi, I just bounce around watching whatever content/game I find interesting on a given day/week.
I post on /vt/ more often than I actually watch streams.
I rarely watch JP-only content for more than a few minutes at a time.
I haven't done my reps in months.

>>2606497
If they do a cover for Death Grips will you be happy?

>>2611085
You dont care, you dont pay, therefore your opinion is useless for them

Everyday when I'm going to masturbate, I get in some wild porn sites, then I look for the girls who look the most like roomates of chuubas and put a ring fit stream of said chuuba, then I look at them being fucked fat fucks, niggas, dogs, octopusses etc... while I imagine they are cucking me in real time and I'm masturbating to them being ravaged in front of my eyes.

Then I finish, close it and pretend that just didn't happen.

>>2617584
based, yet also disgusting

>>2617584
I will never understand NTRfags.

>>2617584
>NTR

>>2613998
You might mean DD (daredemo daisuki = loves everyone). Although depending on the crowd, you're seen as having either too great heart or too small balls to decide.
>>2612390
But why :(
>>2615382
Not him, but If that anon >>2577405 is anything to go by, Ollie checks out other people on Twitter, so blocking her doesn't sound as unreasonable, if the anon you replied to interacted with her often.

>>2604720
Ok, I'll be honest, just this once.

Due to personal reasons, I have a massive hateboner for vtweeter sjws and make sure none of them ever get shilled here. I always make sure to keep all of them gatekept utilising both direct and indirect methods and forcing others to do the same to preserve the integrity of /vt/ from western cancer and by proxy, also maintain the integrity of hololive (so they won't become Sony 2.0) because I know at least the managers lurk here. I have been responsible for doomposts and creating various antis' memes and contributed a lot to trashing every Nyanners/Juni thread just to signify and demonstrate that sjw cancer will never ever be welcome. I have no personal beef with those vtubers, but it's about sending the message for discord and reddit tourists to fuck off and to never bring their shitty culture here. Likewise I won't hesitate to start a tribalism war just to prove a point. I will keep doing this for every shilled chuuba who gets caught up with sjw garbage no matter how popular or unpopular they are.

>>2610106
I was there, anon was extremely based

>>2618670
I don't think that is objectively a personal reason, there are many reasons to be wary of western vtubers in general outside of a few who stick to what the western animation medium styles/western entertainment tones are known for. (They are generally liked with few complainers because they just feel correct) Why do you think the west doesn't produce japanese styled anime, and shouldn't try to produce japanese styled vtubers.

>>2604720
Don't know if it's really a sin but I used to have no preference for japanese girls at all(I've always liked dark eyes to be fair) and now I really want to nail Okayu. I think it's because I listened to her ASMR too much

>>2618670
Keep up the good work anon, but aren't vtweeters just unanimously hated by anyone who actually watches vtubers regardless?

>>2618670
So you were one of the people doomposting about >>2608869 ?

>>2618913
Nah, that's some other anon. But they probably had the same idea.

>>2618828
Better safe than sorry. But I'm specifically wary of the sjw plague in general and not just about vtweeters.

Thinking of Aqua being so autistic that she can barely function as an adult turns me on.

Years ago, when there were only like 10 vtubers at best and only Aichan got subs, I subbed one of my oshi's videos (as cc, not a cancerous reupload). She ended up thanking me directly in a later video, and then she remade the video I CC'd, this time speaking English, because her VA is fluent in English and German as well.

This was actually a turnoff because I felt she was pandering to western scum, and I dropped her. And I soon dropped all VTs altogether until a couple of years later, when Pekora exploded.

I'm sorry daughter.

I have superchatted multiple Japanese vtubers on english learning streams to get them to say "Sneed's Feed and Seed". You might have seen me on Luna's stream yesterday.

>>2618670
Not all heroes wear capes.

>>2604720
3 months ago I convinced a friends' friend to use a female avatar and stream on twitch, I haven't spoken with him in almost 3 months and I already unfollowed him

>>2607527
jej

>>2618670
You are the hero we needed, never stop being yourself anon

>>2617920
>>2618039
Anons, ntr is like when you bite the insides of your mouth in purpose, it hurts yet feels oddly good, and you will later regret when the sore comes in. Still knowing that, you choose to do it.

>>2618670
You seem to have posted in the wrong thread anon, this one is about confessing sins, not bragging about being incredibly based.

>2604720 (OP)
I genuinely like Ames Minecraft streams. I miss Ame and Gura Minecraft collabs even more

>>2604720
>Confess your vtuber related sins, /vt/-anon.
I really hope the chinks cling on to VShojo.

>>2624790
Yo wtf are you doing nigger
I wouldn't wish that to even Kiara

>>2625253
Not that anon, but given how half of vshoujos are politically active, all I would have to do if they get popular with the chinks is mention the uyghur genocide and shitstorm is granted

I gave luto $5 to say chungus

>>2604720
Sometimes I post over the top rrats/anti posts as a joke but people take them at face value

>>2625364
Mention Falun Gongs while you are at it for better efficiency. No one working with chinks deserve love nor respect.

>>2604720
I became a vtuber so that I can become "friends" with other vtubers that I don't like and acquire enough of their personal information to eventually ruin their life.

I only watch Canadian vchuubas.

>>2604720
I encourage /asp/ies to embrace low standards, bad habits, and excuse making. Its fun watching the delusional anons prep-time their lives away

>>2604720
I never listen despite being Listener-san

for my entire life i had never seen the appeal of cumming onto a picture or figurine, i always thought it was kind of gross that people did that
but a couple weeks ago i found an okayu tummy pic and within like two minutes i had busted a massive nut all over my ipad screen directly onto that fat catto's belly
the scary thing is that now i know what it's like to be filled with a primal lust that can take over your brain and make you do out-of-character shit. i'm afraid of myself now.

mogu mogu

This is something I've been guilty of when following normal streamers as well. I'm fickle as hell. I find a streamer I really like, then I end up finding a shiny new one in a few months to focus on. I know this, and try to stay loyal, but it always happens.

I jerked off to ina and ame while they were stepping on people in the titanfall 2 streams.

I haven't spent a cent on my oshi, and then she graduated.

Anti girls I like just to pass the time between streams. I don't mean it. I love her.

>>2604720
I barely watch vtubers. I just shitpost here.

Sometimes, when I'm in the shower or walking, I start talking to myself acting as if I were a vtuber on stream.
Also, I'm a clipwatcher.

>>2629016
>the scary thing is that now i know what it's like to be filled with a primal lust that can take over your brain and make you do out-of-character shit. i'm afraid of myself now.
Oshis truly are far too powerful, aren't they?

>>2618670
based and thank you for your service o7

I jerk off to stuff while listening to unrelated indies streams open in the background. particularly to parts where I interacted with them.

>>2618670
If you stare into the abyss long enough the abyss will stare back into you.

>>2604720
I hate antis in general yet I support every anti-kiara thread just because I find her annoying.

>>2618670
thank you based schizo

>>2604720
I buy hololive merch but I don't really care about the girls anymore. I don't even open it, I kinda just like having it. Sometimes I even forget I got something coming in the mail.

Never sent superchat, never joined memberships, and also fell into the doxxing rabbithole. I think for the foreseeable future I will stop buying merch and just put that money into my car instead.

>>2604720
I just ejaculated on a picture of Lamy while imagining her drunkenly pissing on me.

>>2604934
>I gosling my oshi's roommate harder than my actual oshi
why did festival's roommate have to be so cute

>>2606294
>>2606378
the duality of man

>>2606497
suisei and chima give me hope on vtuber music

>>2604720
I unironically ship male and female oshis together.

>>2636040
Gross or based, i cannot decided

>>2611650
oh god anon we need to take meds i've been doing this lately too

My love to vtubers built around watching only highlights on youtube, any streams (not only vtuber) bore me in 2 seconds

>>2611650
Why are all nousagis like this

I don't understand how any of you deal with the amount of schizoposting here
Also I only come here to collect images of oshis

>>2609058
But I also got interested and became of Artemis for the same reason

I accidentally implanted into my own head of how much Ame is like my ex fiance. From her personality to her laugh to the way she presents herself. Hell, even her avatar looks like if my ex became an anime girl. I remember getting into Hololive a month or so after our breakup, and after time with EN coming out, I was immediately pulled in by Ame. Im not a fucking idiot to where I’d superchat to her about all of it, but at the same time I’d wish she would call out my name. I remember when me and my ex fiance during times in high school summer we could keep our phones charged next to us so we could “sleep together.” Cause both our parents were strict about going out. Ame’s hotel and bedroom ASMR doubled down these memories on me and Ive only ever gotten comfortable nights rest with those streamings playing in the background. I used a soft body head sometimes to pretend I’m kissing Ame when I’m drunk or really needed a head to hug or kiss. When on the bed I’d imagine she was there. Sometimes I either see Ame or I see my ex fiance. I’m very self aware of the issues of whats at play but I just don’t see myself actually breaking this loop in quite sometime. The happiness I get from being with Ame in her streams is something I wouldn’t ever sell.

>>2638349
:(

>>2604720
I simped so hard I became an admin of a vtuber discord and now I have to deal with retards like you on daily basis.

>>2639584
stfu pedo

>>2638349
Seek therapy

>>2607101
Now that’s a good fucking mindset

>>2613626
Right? Shit is boring as hell

>>2638349
Damn bro, I’m gonna break 4chan etiquette and wish you good luck on breaking that loop and living your best life. I hope it all works out, godspeed.

>>2638349
Damn bro, and I thought being a doxxbeat because Mori's roommate reminded me of my ex gf was bad. I hope you feel better, anon.

>>2639584
And you do it for free, which is the most embarrassing thing.

My sin is that I watch vtubers...

... well, I don't think it's a sin, but I think that my wife is starting to.

>>2606497
same shit, I don't know why they make people who clearly can't sing sing. Even the best ones are only acceptable level.

>>2611085
this is also my view on em. Part of why the forced singing and factory line yuri shit annoys me.

don't really give a shit about the musical aspect of it
I just need them to play games and be a streamer in an entertaining way

>>2604720
I like that my oshi have a small number of viewers and want it to stay that way

>>2638349
Good luck anonchama, I hope you can move on from the past someday.

>>2650082
t. groomer

>>2648335
Who's your/ your wife's oshi?
>she could be right here on this board right now, posting about how your oshi is shit and should graduate.

>>2650082
based groomer

i payed projekt melody about 20 bucks to moan my name on stream

I still listen to it from time to time

I always used to hate on Nyanners when she was just a "voice actress" because she could only do one voice, but now that she's a vtuber and everyone here hates her I find myself with a neutral to positive opinion of her. I guess I'm just contrarian.

>>2636137
Are you me? holy shit

If Festival streamed more on her IRL channel I would simp really hard for her, probably more for her than any Vtuber.

>>2653068
Do you like loli anon?

>>2654033
I'm a shotafag, so I don't care one way or another about loli. I know Nyanners hates it but my identity isn't so tied to my fetish that I feel particularly strongly about her disliking it. But again, I'm just being oddly contrarian by not hating her when I used to do so, so don't think of me as a rational thinking individual.

>>2654121
makes sense, goodspeed anon

Connor did nothing wrong

>>2638349
You're not alone, Anon. Mori reminds me of my ex that died of cancer when we were both young. I just do my best to move forward and not Gosling myself into a ditch.

>>2651407
Well, my oshi is already graduating, so...

My wife is a typical woman and doesn't care about anime much, her favorite show is Grey's Anatomy.

>>2653901
>>2636137
Anon, I...
chinktok
0125
6848131691135962370

I've abandoned a few when I said I wouldn't. Indies included.

>>2604720
I can't fap to my waifu watame, she is to pure

>>2604720
i horny superchat my oushi haachama.

>>2655316
>watame
>pure
She lost her job as a teacher for a reason.

>>2656671
That's an old rrat anonchama.

>>2656984
yeah I know, it was a joke. I mean she did lose her job but it was due to mental health/family issues

>>2604720
I don't even watch vtubers anymore I just browse this board

>>2604720
Until very recently, I kept confusing Towa and Aqua with each other.

The more streams I watch, the more I can feel my sanity slip

I have always been a weird loner but recently I feel like I've passed a point of no return

I know I should stop but it's too late now. This is no longer a fun pastime but a full blown unhealthy parasocial relationship to a fictional character.

>>2604720
Nothing made me study Japanese, but now with vtuberrs I'm putting the effort and actually making progress.
I know I'm pathetic, but I no longer care.

>>2658135
There's nothing pathetic about trying to improve yourself, even if you do it by learning a meme language. Same boat, just downloaded Core3k.

I still have no idea why people are losing their shit at Ollie and at this rate I'm pretty sure I'm going to lose my own shit trying to figure out, but I'm gonna keep doing it because I literally have nothing else to do in my own life.

>>2659373
This anon explained it perfectly:
>>2613542

>>2618670
Anon, where you at, we need you know, save hololive...

>>2604720
I watched a Vshojo stream for more than 5 minutes once. Hated it.

>>2607101
good on ya mate, gg on the swag mindset

>>2604720
do I need to explain?

>>2664731
You forgot the Mio folder buddy, abayo

>>2664731
>kiara only has one vanilla yuri pic
kek

>>2664782
thanks for warning me, I didn't want another vacation

>>2665191
You forgot the Watame folder buddy, abayo

>>2613542
>use her newfound fanbase and status to meet her own oshis and fufill her own agenda.
Sounds pretty based to me.

>>2665335
I need to get new glasses

im your typical weeab, i gave ollie my member and super chat virginity.

>>2611650
based. use that as fuel to improve yourself. Your oshi won’t fawn over you unless you hit the gym. She will scoff at your elementary japanese vocabulary, so you better brush up and become fluent. Become so autistic that you transcend the planes of reality and imaginary, allowing you to push your limits and become someone worthy of your oshi.

i initially decided to watch hololive to learn a little bit of japanese just to talk to this artist i've met, we both stopped talking to each other sometime in early 2021, that's when i decided to go balls deep into watching my oshi's streams.
maybe i will meet her, maybe i will not, but in the meantime i'm gonna have fun with my oshi.

>>2665815
this is how you end up shooting the president of the united states thinking it'll impress her

>>2604720
I feel mildly aroused whenever I see Kano. I'm not even talking about lewd fanart or anything, which would at least be somewhat reasonable. Kano's shitty MSPaint avatar is enough to stir uncomfortable feelings in my loins.

>>2654121
any shota vtubers?

I LARP as a unicorn because I know they are despised for the most part and farm (You)s fast. I don't give a rat's ass about purity or if chuubas have boyfriends.

>>2618670
holy based

I have masturbated to the Noel & Marine heartbeat ASMR 84 times and I'm at least going to make it to 100

I didnt do my reps

I wrote a 10000 word fapfic about feeding Aki to like 250 kilos and fucking her in an undersized belly-dancer's outfit

>>2670744
don't post something like that without a link bruh

>>2670790
if you insist
https://justpaste.me/WOCR

>>2670803
you should have it translated to JP and mail it to her
everyone loves fan mail!

>>2618670
Based
Keep doing what you're doing. Gatekeeping is the only way

>>2604720
Its impossible to watch every holos stream and understand all the critical information so im secretly a clipfag and shitpost in all the holothreads so that other anons spoonfeed me their oshis streaming lore

I literally never membered or superchatted anyone in my life

I am currently working on improving myself as much as I can, mainly getting /fit/ and honing my drawfaggotry. My motivation is where the confession comes in: what really gets me going is that if by some miracle of the universe, I were to meet my oshi's roommate, I'd like her to meet the best possible version of me. For the record, I ain't a doxxfag and I do not have any idea of what said roommate looks like, but I like her personality so much, I wouldn't care.

I'm well aware the odds of that happening are infinitely close to zero, but hey, at the very least, when all's said and done, the results of that hard work's gonna pay off anyway.

>>2673549
This is the best sin to the point where its a virtue
People inspired to meet a woman so badly they become chads.

Even if yo dont meet your oshi becoming a chad with this mentality will get you somebody.
Like those /a/ posters "Do it for her"

>>2673618

I WILL do it for her, anon. If someone as amazing as her can exist in this world, someone who tries their best so hard, then at the very least, I can do this much.

I will still keep hoping for a miracle and that I would be able to personally talk to her someday, though. I very much wish we could end up becoming friends.

>>2604720
I FAP TO KIARA.

A cardinal sin. Any questions?

>>2674085
Decently based, she's one hot and thick chicken, no one can deny that part. That and Mamaloni makes it hard not to

i watch clips only
of males

>>2674085
Eh, even Kiara's roommate probably wants to fuck Kiara, so I wouldn't consider that a sin at all.

>>2604720
I prefer Male vtubers unironically, they're always more interesting and generally more competent at the games they play.

>>2604720
I fap to the architecture threads.

>>2639584
Do you also happen to translate her streams?

Im not membered to my oshi

>>2604720
I actually like Gura because of her personality not because of Cunny. I have no sexual thoughts of Gura. That’s feel strange because I love all type of Cunny

I barely watch my Oshi's streams because all she does is stream apex 90% of the time and i think apex is really boring, but her personality is what keeps me interested in her

>>2611650
Adderal-chama? You lived?!

>>2604720
I've promised myself that I wouldnt do any reps for any girls but I ended up doing Reps for Noel. Have I sinned OP? I dont feel bad about it but I need to know.

>>2618670
Wrong thread anon, this aint the based thread its the sinner thread.

I pirate everything and I am not planning to change my ways.

Also I am waiting for hololive EN gen 2 to obsess over one of the new girls I really want to be there from start to finish. I unfortunately missed the beginning of hololiveEN and it feels like I am missing something. Don't know if it counts as a sin, but it feels wrong....

>>2604720
I only really got into Hololive at the start of this year. I saw some stuff last year but didn't really get invested until this year.
Likewise, I only started posting here once I found out that this board existed.

I made a $5 donation to Ironmouse because I loved her Super Sentai freak out on stream last week and I wanted to ask her if we'd be getting a Mousey Toku stream and giving her money seemed like the best way to ask because it guaranteed she saw my question.

I'm an oshi two-timer between Miko and Okayu

>>2618670
A necessary evil doesn't count as a sin in my book.
>>2613542
I see nothing wrong here too

>>2667567
Shhh let it happen

>>2667567
pulling such a stunt off in a one-man operation would impress everyone in the globe
glownigs all around the world would be trampling over each other to recruit you

>>2673549
As long as you realize it will never really happen this isn't a sin. People need ideals to strive toward; some people spend their whole lives trying to be more like God or some other religious figure even though they know it's an impossible goal, if you want to work towards being a theoretical ideal bf for your oshi I think that's fine.

>>2604720
I daydream a lot about writing a fanmail to my oshi. I know it would be super cringe, but I have never written an actual letter to anyone and I always have wanted to.

>>2665434
catbox link?

The biggest reason why I like ina is because her personality is very similar to my ex's

>>2687897

Based, I've been interested in watching her since I learned she's a tokufriend.

>>2690402
Same, anon. But I am actually planning on doing it, probably around September. I'm definitely writing to my oshi and I was considering writing for a couple more Holomens, so I thought I might go the extra mile and write to everyone.
My point is, if you plan on doing it it's not a sin, anon, you can even start on it now and add onto it slowly, until you feel it's done.

There is a small part of me that's worried that I won't be able to relate as well to my oshi as she's becoming more happy and successful.

>>2607101
Wait you're telling me most anons don't have this mentality?

>>2611650
Scariest post I've seen in awhile.

I used to think Coco was a soulless corporate woman behind the scenes. That there was no way she could get such high SC numbers and so much support without GFE or some other bullshit.

But after watching some lesser known clips and reading some threads here, I understand why she's so beloved and I think she deserves the Kaichou title.

I KNEEL, TATSUNOKOS

I hop into small indie vtuber streams, say hi, clip when they say my username and then log off

>>2611650
I understand you, sometimes I feel like my oshi looks at me through the screen and feels disgusted with me.

>>2691436
If you missed it, check out this VOD where she watched the Gokaiger Red/Silver special where he does all the Reds, and then she watches a video of all the females. https://www.twitch.tv/videos/980547726

Sentai stuff starts at 2:25:55

>>2604720
I wanked to fan art of my oshi while listening to her stream

>>2604720
i'm too poor to collaborate to the ones i enjoy

>>2694720
Not that anon, but that was actually quite adorable. Thanks for the link anon.

>>2604720
More often than not, /vt/ will be on my main monitor and the stream will be on my second monitor

>>2604720
Not much of an act but more of a sinful thought, after seeing how the board adopted the bear girl and even carried her to monetization recently.

I was thinking about how /vt/ could easily saviorfag a random JP indie similarly, only to collectively ditch her at the same time instead, cancelling subscriptions and memberships during a milestone, for example.

>>2604720
I fapped to actual porn of my oshi of over a year for the first time a couple days ago.

>>2604720
I fapped so hard to Aqua's slurping sound
she's not even my oshi, but my god.

I can't buy into vtubers as their actual characters. When I see fan art it just looks like a random anime character to me.
I'm way more interested in the real person behind the avatar and would honestly prefer if they just used a regular facecam, even the ugly ones.
Most of them seem like they'd be charismatic enough without pretending to be some character.
I also look down on fans who buy into the fantasy of it and imagine myself meeting the girls and laughing out how pathetic their supper chatters are.

But then I realized that this aspect of feeling like I'm above it all, that I'm privy to some secret that others can't seem to acknowledge is also part of the vtuber appeal.
I'm on the vtuber ride just like anyone else.
Views are views after all.

>>2604720
I put vtubers I find to be "teehee I'm so lewd" in degenerate koikatsu scenes and fuck them in pov for being such a tease

>>2618670
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DSVDcw6iW8

>>2611650
is this what love looks like?

>>2655130
>>2638349
you both need meds, and a hug.

>>2655183
im sorry to hear about this anonchama, hopefully your oshi will drop hints in her reincarnation.

>>2669613
is it a SOULFUL feeling?

>>2708995
Do you watch any traditional female streamers? Even Japanese ones? If you only watch vtubers and think like this, then you'd probably like them less without the avatar.

>>2670803
what in the fuck

>>2713215
I figured out the cause. I workout in the morning around the same time that Kano is streaming, so my brain associated the two and now seeing Kano causes a spike in testosterone.

>>2713658
i've written a lot more as well. take prompts occasionally in the architecture threads

I can't leave this board, I don't even watch vtubers.

>>2720275
>dont_forget_youre_here_forever.Ina

>>2604720
One of my friend is a terrible simp, but doesn't talk to anyone which one is his oshi.
So I've been ransacking every corner of the internet for the clue so that I can blackmail him.
>Another friend told it to me so he doesn't know I know he's a simp.
>I know the address of his phone and company, so I'm gonna create some free account and send him some cursing messages in the name of his Oshi for months once I get to know who she is.

>>2694720
Thanks for the link my man. Those 30 minutes of unfiltered toku autism were cute as hell

>>2613626
Haachama is like one of the holos that have actually "content", but since these "new rules" implemented by Cover, guess it's almost next to impossible that she can deliver good content in the future

Is there any holo that can give actually good content aside from gaming and such?

>>2722041
>>2700305
Sure thing fellow Mousey/Tokubros. When I asked her if she'd be doing a Toku stream she said she'd try to do one soon, so hopefully we'll see one pop up in her schedule.

>>2606497
based

>>2604720
I believe that vtubers are just virtual prostitutes

I would date Polka's roommate.

>>2604720
I don't have an oshi but I find myself goslinging sasaki saku

>>2724331
>goslinging over sasaki
unironically NGMI

>>2724558
Might just be horny desu

My oshi was exposed as unvirgin, my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined.

>>2604720
If I hadn't looked up all of the Holos' roommates then I probaby would have never started watching Mel.

>>2604720
I fapped to DWU porn doujins for like a week

>>2638349
>>2655130
I'm not used to saying nice things but, hope you two find peace in the future.

>>2607499

>>2604720
I don't have a single problem with any of the ID girls and wish them the best of luck

>>2713196
Thanks, anon. I hope so as well. There's a lot she could do as an indie...

I spent 4 hours lying in bed last night unable to sleep because I was worrying about Haachama after wasting nearly the entire day worrying about her

>>2665434
>>
link?

>>2604720
I try to be friendly and sociable and support other vtubers but despite everything it seems no one wants to watch my streams. It's really discouraging and makes me feel like I'm just horribly unlikable.

I know the feelings are irrational but it's difficult to keep pushing past it.

>>2613626
preach

I make cringe videos about them

>>2611650
This reminds me of that guy (kid?) who committed suicide when it sank in that Ikaros from Sora No Otoshimono would never be real. Take care of yourself, man

I wank to holo roommates on the regular and have a dox folder I've collected material to over the past half a year. Probably common in this thread tho.
Mel's roommate's asmr dick sucking noises with her ass in transparent panties and the pube slip, and Coco's roommate forgetting she was wearing a skirt, ducking, and putting her striped panties in full view in her member stream never fail to make my dick hard. Those thighs man.
Honorable mentions to Lamy's downblouse pic, Kiara's gravure pics and Korone's swimsuit photos.
It's a shame haachama's pics are from her high school days with nothing recent.

Watching VTubers raised my standards for women so high that I don't really feel anything when talking to women regularly anymore.
I had an old childhood friend who reminded me of Amelia and I saw her last month after a very long time. We talked for a while and went to get a coffee, and we left off in a good note hoping we can grab something to eat one of these days.
When I got back home, the first thing I did was jack off to Ame for two hours, nonstop. I can't go on living like this for much longer or I'll eventually stop being able to communicate and feel like a real person.

>>2609253
too dumb to search need clues

this place has ruined me so much I have dreams and fantasies of killing doxniggers, like actual doxers that leak personal information. I doubt I would do it but the urge is there and real.

>>2736709
>jack off to Ame for two hours, nonstop
How the fuck is that even possible? Is your dick like a volcano?

I refuse to let Nene or the rest of Hololive Gen 5 forget about Aloe.

I cam see why this is a sin thread. Y'all need help. Also, doomposters and antis are mentally ill retarded that really require medication.

>>2736883
>too dumb to search need clues

Clues: HoloCN name starts with A

>>2736435
Kind a similar, but my sin is that I will ask you to spoonfeed me the folder through a mega, I've seen some stuff but never cared to delve into it that much and do my own research