/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Ayame might be a whore but she is my whore

I literally cannot take myself seriously anymore

i love males so much. i need a dick inside me

It's over

>>28224003
I'm over, you have no idea what I'm about to do.

>>28223797
I love the collapse and already started thinking of what I'm gonna do after vtubers.

I use my oshi for shitposting and baiting her pathethic fanbase which I love.

I know you can see me. I know you're watching. I don't know how but I do. And I don't mind. I certainly don't hate you for it. I just needed to let you know that I can tell you're watching. I want to watch you too

I couldn’t sleep at all last night and I haven’t been able to tonight, either. It’s nearly 2:00 AM over here and I have work at 8:30. At least it’s Friday!

IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE

>>28223797
bros I love Lain so much, I'm in love with her and I actually worship her even though I didn't like her anime

>>28223797
i want mods and seaposters to be exterminated
unless its risu

>>28224646
That's not very nice you know? She loves you and she trusts you. She's a depressed NEET and you guys are the only reason why she didn't kill herself. She's just trying to make everyone happy, you should stop hurting her.

NOTHING IS REAL
THE WORLD IS DEAD

>>28223797
What the fuck do I do now?

The VTuber world is a big hugbox. A "Brave New World" in steroids. So, it's nice to be a tourist here. I can let my thoughts as a VTuber fan that's not PC. Some of them are:

>tarot, dreamcatcher, astrology, and anything similar to that are inherently evil and I'll drop VTuber that does such evil things
>parasocial relationship is inferior to normal social relationship
>VTubers, in general, are arrogant and they don't deserve to cry when the "I'm right because I said so" antis harass her because they just play by her rules

Of course, my views will evolve. But, that doesn't mean my core view will be changed. My core view is "nothing lasts forever".

Every time my oshi cancels a stream I have to fight a horrible urge to shit up her art tag with pictures of used condoms

Everyone knows that Marine is getting her Christmas cake MANKO smashed by tons of men whenever she's not streaming right...

I listen to Kyo's theme from KOF 99 called "tears" way too much and I makes me feel like such a failure in life

One of my fantasies is killing the CEO of a famous VTuber company with a car bomb while he and other staffs have dinner in Japantown of my country.

all whores

I went through an arc of intense Gosling for my oshi before finally taking a step back. It's been about a week since that whole ordeal ended and essentially my love for her is gone. Today I realized that my intense parasocial feelings were literally the only thing keeping me from earth-shattering depression and I'm unironically looking for a new oshi to Gosling over knowing full well that I'm self-aware enough of my pathetic state of being to realize it's ersatz but I'm going to create yet another fake relationship with an anime girl because otherwise I may actually kill myself.

>>28229500
Yeah, me.

>>28223931
The self is an illusion.
There is only Lamy.

>>28229774
i've gotten banned for stuff that was way less edgy and obviously joking

>>28229958
If you live somewhere without a disastrous healthcare system I'd recommend therapy and meds.

>>28229041
Good way to say a jumble of nothing. What a mess

>>28223797
The mods are half the trolls in this place, which is why all the splits go to shit and things dont get deleted even after being rightly reported. They're the ones making the off topic posts, the troll posts, the posts breaking post 1 rules that never get cleaned up because they dont clean up their own posts.

>>28230324
>bro just take zoloft and become a braindead zombie

The fact that an EN male branch is actually becoming reality is making me seethe so much it's fucking unbelievable.
I don't even watch EN but just the thought of them being able to collab with JP has me worried. I swear to god if one of them manages to land a collab with my oshi I'm finished.

I believe it’s a handful of esl posters making all the shitty threads...they all look and sound the same...

>>28230546
There are a large range of antidepressants with different functions. You really shouldn't be afraid of them just because of this zombie meme or whatever about zoloft.

>>28230324
>yes goyim just listen to us and take your meds

>>28230324
I will not take my meds, they are literal poison.

>>28223797
Why is it that every time I think I've found the one, they immediately go on hiatus?
What do I do that pushes them away before I've even joined a live stream...?

>>28230965
>>28231057
>4chan posters told me meds = bad so I will never get help
It's your own lives to let go to shit, I suppose. When your mental health deteriorates to the point of suicide please just don't endanger anyone else.

>>28231421
kill yourself

>>28231421
meds made me feel more suicidal my man
chuubas at least give me some bit of happiness