/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>28423705
Find a girl that feminists hate. Big odds she'll be amazing like Marine.

I just turned 30, Im still looking. Maybe my hand can become my wife... I hope you find this magical place

>>28423705
Marine truly is amazing, i don't get anons calling her a pick me

Find women that have interest in typically male hobbies. Fishing, hunting, car repair, etc. Not videogames or anime as they've become too mainstream and attracted grifters.

In short, take the tomboy pill.

Also, if you're religious, church is a great place to meet good women, as long as it's a real church and not some liberal christian meetup.

>>28423705
>real women
aonn... I

>>28423705
Just get out of your parents' basement

>>28423705
after I discovered vtubers I realized that all women are dumb egoistic whores with no moral compass

>>28424684
>Find women that have interest in typically male hobbies. Fishing, hunting, car repair, etc.
pretty much this 100 times over

>>28423705
>How do I find a woman in real life like Marine?
Have you tried getting taller? It's really easy, you just need a shirt rope and a tall ceiling.

>>28423705
>talented
>hypersexual
>funny
>talkative
>supportive
>good looking
>otaku
You will never find a Marine. Just be happy to watch her from afar.

Marine is my wife already
Im so sorry anon

>>28423705

anon i hope you find someone as loving as marine.

>>28423705
Funny... My misogyny worsened with vtubers

>>28423705
Vtubers made me lose my misogyny.
And Mori brought it back with ten times the fierceness.

Vtubers just made me realize that men can only find true companionship in other men.

Lol

>>28423705

>>28427593
Bros before hoes.

>>28423705
they're all at home

>>28424684
Thanks anon. I will find my wife with your advice.

>>28423800
incredibly depressing post. maybe you can find a girlfriend/boyfriend/friend one day after you fix your heart

>>28431309
Go back.

>>28428253
inshallah, brother

>>28423705
Marin was a sale woman, a Christian before she changed her career. Despite being talkative and charming, she wasn't too successful and bullied by her senpai at work. Try hitting on sale woman on the street next time.

Oh boy last time we had a thread like this all the incels and misogynists came out of the woodworks, it was quite depressing. And then the jannies nuked it hours later.

>>28431309
Not anon but there's a bit of truth there. Hardline feminists tend to bully other women.
Also worth noting that feminist has gone through so many waves with dramatically differing views and agendas that it's kind of a meaningless term on its own.

>>28423800
>Describes a pick me girl

Don't do it anon.

>>28433188
Post the image so everyone can call you out for being a seething roastie (again).

>>28433188
What's wrong with pick me girls?

>>28423705
*JPvtubers
EN vtubers just brought it back desu fr fr

>>28433001
>>28433188
>incel
>misogynist
>pick me girl
Been seeing these phrases a lot more around here since Luxiem, I wonder why?

>onegai choooose me
>hayaku kyou chooooose me, hora

>>28423705
i actually kind of understand you, vtubers made me begrudgingly admit women can be entertaining. as a westerner, my only exposure to female "humor" was just 99% toilet humor, worse than the kind of jokes i crack with my male buddies. if it was funny it'd be one thing, but its obscene AND not funny. guess i'm a slightly better person now

>>28433188
Why do femoids think that pickme girl is an insult?

>thread full of femoids

Just try not to find your wife in this thread OP lmao

>>28433541
they fear the women that think for themselves and wont join the tranny worship cult.

>>28431309
cringe post

>>28424684
>Find women that have interest in typically male hobbies. Fishing, hunting, car repair, etc.
I actually have a friend that likes hiking and camping. Whenever I goes for a hike or campin, she tags along. Sometimes its just the both of us and it gets pretty awkward. I dont know anon. I dont think I have the guts to ruin my friendship like this

>>28433188
Calling someone else a pick me girl is a red flag.
Being called a pick me girl by others is a green flag.

I notice that none of these are receiving responses:
>>28433272
>>28433251
>>28433424
>>28434015

>>28434243
k?

>>28434243
they got scared and ran away from no back up

>>28423705
All of that goes out the window when you step outside again or interact with westerners, anon. The girls you like cannot be found because they don't go outside either.

>>28423705
I always get the feeling that misogyny is mostly a result of not interacting with women IRL and spending too much time reading negative stuff online. There's also the fact that as a man when you see women acting like human garbage you intuitively think "fuck women" but when it's men acting like that you don't think "fuck men" because you're a man yourself, instead your brain looks for the most obvious difference between the two of you and you go "fuck this ____ scum".
Though then again I live in a rural hick town where people are probably more normal in general than in the big cities.

>>28433926
Anon, why is it awkward? Are you sure you're friends?

>>28434361
You misunderstand.
See >>28434381.

>>28423705
Unironically, after I discovered nemu and vel, I have hope again. Not all women are horrible bitches with no hobbies or any interests worthwhile.

>>28424684
Where the actual fuck do I find these women? I'm not 30 yet. It's not too late for me but I only have a couple years left.

>>28423705
Nice

Women are great when forced to have limits. Without limits, there's a great chance she'll become a slut, especially in the west.

>>28423705
Posts like these are funny, as if you can actually get with someone

>>28436361
The same is true of men.
Society itself is a haphazardly-crafted, imperfect set of restraints on the base passions of humans.
The question is never "Should there be restraints?" but "Which restraints, and placed upon whom?"

>>28433188
bit rude tBh

>>28433188
This post from a seething foid is every indication that you should.

>>28434450
When the majority women you see for the majority of your life are human garbage, naturally you would avoid women. Stuff online only reinforced this. Until vtubers "no women are online" was true, because no woman with mutual interests, i.e. not worth interacting with, was visible online.

>>28423705
>Cured my misogyny
You sure? in my case it just made my yellow fever worse, i don't hate women but hololive only made me realize western women are just not worth it compared to them.

>>28424684
>Find women that have interest in typically male hobbies.
Those are typically the biggest whores.

>>28436992
About 95% of the time, definitely. The 5% exceptions exist, but they tend to have the emotional capacity of a toaster oven. Took too long for me to learn that.

>>28437107
stop killing my hope

>>28437183
I'm sorry, not what I was going for. It isn't impossible, but I won't lie and tell you it's going to be easy.

>>28436778
>When the majority women you see for the majority of your life are human garbage
Are you American by any chance?

>>28437475
Yes.

>>28423705
If a girl ever calls another girl a pickme, that's the one you want.

>>28437667
That explains it, I've never seen a tolerable American woman.

>>28433272
>>28433541
>>28434015
>>28436738
pickme's are bigger whores/manipulators than regular feminists

>>28437183
It's better for it to die early anon.
There's nothing more painful that holding onto the belief there's someone out there for you when there isn't.

>>28437716
It's funny how roasties unironically give advice using what they think is an insult.

>>28434440
I have realized this aswell

>>28433188
>>28434015
>>28437959
the second fastest way to find a seething femoid than if she calls a girl "plain"

>>28438415
>I'm not like other girls
>I don't really get along with girls
>I really only get along with guys
>That's why all my friends are guys and they all want to fuck me
>Yeah I fuck them all and am a whore but I'm one of the guys!

I don't get it, you hate women for being whores, but pickme's are literally a different flavor of the same shit.

>>28438732
seething roastie detected.

>>28437959
>Feminists can't get guys
>Have to come up with an insult for sane women who do.

>>28438732
All women are whores.

>>28438732
I'm not a woman but I think you are

>>28438732
I'm sorry that your personality is so shit that no man wants to fuck you.

>>28438819
>>28438829
>>28439181
All feminists are whore though, but unlike pickme's they're more upfront about it

>>28434450
And it's the same thing that creates anti-jews and racism

>>28438732
Saying you don't want to date women who are whores is like saying you don't want to date men that have a penis. It's nonsense.
If someone truly hated whores, they wouldn't be looking for a girlfriend, they would be looking for a bodypillow.

>>28423705

>>28437734
America spoils women completely rotten. All the reproductive rights. All the relationship rights. All the legal rights. All the benefit of the doubt in a dispute between her and a man. And then men also have to deal with the absolutely masochistic, self-loathing, buck-breaking, pseudo-chivalrous attitude of other men in general because "muh wife and daughter ain't no whores." Setting aside the fact that their wife was also someone's daughter, who they rawdogged and ruined for other men by fucking a kid into her.

For that reason, every American guy basically has a lifetime license to be a misogynist for having had to grow up in such a festering shithole of state sponsored femdom, and that's why Egirls like vtubers are the only escape. Also why Ame's "improve yourself" and Banana's "educate yourself" rung so tone deaf among murricans, because an individual gachi can't solve deep seated institutional rot within every single fucking layer of his own society. You literally can't fix any of that exactly because women (like Ame, Banana and supposedly even Melody) will literally organize and have your efforts smacked down by playing the victim and appealing to emotion.

tldr Misogyny towards chubas is completely justified because outside of their activities as egirls many of them are, of their own volition, literal unironic enemies in the bureaucratic proxy for civil war that is politics, as the interests of men and women are largely competitive.

They just happen to also be selling copium in the form of anime girls, which there's a market for. Egirls of all forms are actually an organic, market-based answer to the ongoing social upheaval, which is why making some guys feel less misogynistic is a matter of course. Capitalism finds a way, even though OP probably won't.

>>28439417
How's the weather in Tel Aviv or Detroit, wherever you're from

>>28433926
Do you both feel awkward or is it just you?You need to test the waters anon.
If she enjoys your company then she wouldn't mind other activities or "dates". As long as you don't do retarded shit, you can always stay friends if she doesn't respond romantically.

>>28439314
Lol no, feminists are largely prudes who hate fucking anything sexual.

>>28423705
The best anyone struggling with this can do, is to let go of worldly desires. Follow the path of the Buddha anon, its the only one that leads to a cessation of suffering.
And letting go does not mean you stop trying, merely that you have made peace with the universe.

>>28423705
That's weird, vtubers actually made me misogynistic. All the lying and fakeness has done more damage to my perception of women than anything ever has.

>>28439629
>hate fucking anything that appeals to male sexuality
ftfy

>>28434450
>>28434450
>misogyny is mostly a result of not interacting with women IRL
But pick-up artists are all misogynists (look at Roosh V) and obese white knight fedora tippers tend to be virgins (look at yourself).

>>28424894
A weird place to realize that.

>>28437959
Proof?

>>28439755
>letting go does not mean you stop trying
Fuck that. Women wanna compete with men for power, money and resources while our hands and dicks are tied behind our asses, let 'em have it. All of it. I'd rather just watch chubas and shitpost.

>>28439533
Tomorrow it's gonna be 38°C

>>28423705
Vtubers reinforced my misogyny. Proved that women are only good when they're tardwrangled by male fans and management.

>>28439629
Not true. The vast majority believe in "free love" and "sexual liberation" as long as its benefiting women (or at least, benefiting their hedonism).

>>28439890
I mean, if you find your current course to be unwise, then of course you can stop trying. Its up to you.
But that's the point. It should be up to you. It should be a choice. Not an obligation imposed by your instincts; that's what I mean by letting go of desire.

>>28440072
Anyone who's a part or full time hikki is following the path of the Buddha. Rather than pursuing worldly desires, spiritual and inner happiness is the end goal.

>>28440229
How can you be a part time hikki? Would that even count?

>>28439568
>You need to test the waters anon
That sounds like the perfect way to destroy a relationship.

>>28439760
Not sure if bait but I'll bite.
They are entertainers whose sole job is to convince you to buy membership and donate. They are selling an image. It's not that hard to understand or immoral. If that's enough to make you hate women, you will probably turn into Hitler if you date women who actually fake and lie.

>>28439826
>obese white knight fedora tippers tend to be virgins (look at yourself).
I give women more benefit of the doubt because my own personal experiences are mostly positive, but I recognize that my personal experiences are heavily distorted by having lived my entire life in a down-to-earth small town in a relatively sane country.

>>28440322
A hikki that isn't a leech to his parents because he works and pays it's expenses.

Vtubers made me misogynistic once I was exposed to the fact all women are fake lying whores who's only purpose in life is to steal money from men

>>28440322
His whole post is full of shit: part time hikki happiness.

>>28433541
Because they genuinely think that if another woman doesn't think exactly the same way they do they must be doing it for male attention.

Feminists unironicly hate any women who deosn't agree with them, and they can't genuinely hold opinions a feminist wouldn't because Feminists are clearly right.

>>28437959
See this post, it's impossible for a woman to like male things according to feminists... (who claim to hate gender stereotypes)

So clearly it's for male attention.

Which leads to the rise of trannies among girls, if a girl isnt' allowed to like masculine things or their a pickme... well then clearly someone who genuinely likes those things can't be a girl.

>>28440430
>it's not immoral to take lonely mentally ill men's money by lying and pretending you're something you're not
Fuck off.

>>28440484
But how is that a hikki and not a fully functional member of society? Is every single man living like a semi hermit a hikki now?

>>28423705
Vtubers have only consistently reinforced my beliefs that all women are repulsive whores

>>28440421
It entirely depends on what he will try.
>Asking her out to dinner and slowly doing normy things - OK.
>Professing his undying love to her in a kebab store- goodbye
And most friendship will not work out if only he wants to fuck her but not vice versa.

>>28433188
>Women that want to please their partners is bad becuase it just is okay

>>28438025
I'm not the type to give up, anon. I think I'm just destined for pain

>>28423705
Vtubers made me realize how much I prefer honest Women.
They're all whores but some are manipulative cunts.

A girl who genuinely just likes being a slut is far better.

I wish you good luck, bro. Somebody's got to win out there.

>>28439530
True. If you are in a western country you basically have two options.
>Find a otaku shut in girl that you have enough charisma/money to please but these girls are shut ins, usually rich and cared for and usually surrounded by an army of beta orbiters so good luck
>Date a younger impressionable zoomer and groom them into a functional human being with a knowledge of history and ethics. Morally questionable, prone to being attacked by angry western hags, and their friends will counter your grooming at every step with dumb femoid opinions.

Try to shop around for a few years and if you can't win the gacha just fuck off to a poor country that still respects people trying to have a family.

>>28439417
Noticing patterns in the actions of a group?
Yeah sounds about right, niggers steal and murder, Jews manipulate and coerce and women lie and cheat. And I hate them all

>>28441155
Any tips for the last option?

>>28423705
She's playing a character anon, they aren't the same person offline.

>>28423705
I been on this website for years and i unironically never hated women, never had any desire to. I never had a gf and women dont look at me with any type of desire, but i thought if the roles were reversed i do the same. If i was some 6'5 buff chad, would i date some ugly obese girl? Probably not, so i cant expect women to date some ugly weirdo manlet like me. Eventually i just gave up on finding a gf. Nowdays i go to gym and are much buffer than the skinny fat weirdo i used to be, but i do it for my health, not because i expect a women to like me for it. I accepted my bachelor future and just focus on other things.

I don't agree with Racismor antisemitism, of mysogyny.

No group is worse. People as a whole are 90% pieces of shit.
Some are better educated so they don't do retarded public shit, but they're just better at hiding it. People suck.

>>28441353
Use your strength to rape a girl, she'll probably fall in love with you for it, it's well documented that most women have rape fantasies

>>28441353
Based.
Here I was talking about following the path of the Buddha, and then the real deal shows up.
May you live long and free of suffering, brother.

>>28441362
Jews are evil, women are evil, you're a fool if you think otherwise. They lack souls

>>28441353
>t. Amelia

DUUUURRRR IMPROVE URSELF

>>28440685
> Hates the system that successfully satisfies both parties wants.
No u

>>28441462
See, I don't disagree, I jsut think most people are genuinely like that, and in denial,

>>28441525
It doesn't satisfy the men though does it? They're still cripplingly alone, and only have the illusion that someone cares for them. If they get sick thier oshi isn't going to visit them in hospital, they won't come to a birthday party, hell you'll be lucky if they remember your username.
It's just a mechanism to take a failed society and eak another couple of years out of it before the total collapse finally happens

>>28441287
Getting with a zoomer girl isn't hard but in terms of defooing them from all the garbage shot into their brains it is very hard. You have the learn the terms and ideas they believe and very slowly talk them out of each one. Obviously they won't have read anything and they think in buzz words so you have to step around buzz words and frame things very broadly. It's honestly more trouble than it's worth, at any time they could lapse into just listening to screens and shrill friends and start back with the bullshit. I'm just waiting for the global depression to start so I can see which countries will come out the other side ok.

>>28441583
There is a basic goodness within most men, be they white, Arab, Turk or Jap. No so much for Chinese or nigs but Aryan men are capable of compassion and love, something that women and Jews are not

>>28441287
Nta Unironically asians. You will get your trad wife who believes in love and respect. but be also aware that some women do it for the money, not because they are greedy, but because getting a well off westerner is a viable way of being a breadwinner. Go for a working, independent self respecting woman, because she can leave it all for you if you are worthy.

>>28441869
Asian parents do not make that worth the trouble. Their whole culture is fucked and they will always view you as an outsider.

>>28441660
What about religious women? Any religion.
>I'm just waiting for the global depression to start
Me too. We are, after all, living in an age of decadence. And the one tried and true antidote for decadence is collapse.

>>28441869
I have no problems being a dedicated, traditional breadwinner.

>>28441683
>Arab, Turk
shitskin hands typed this post

>>28442009
I've toyed with the idea of outwardly larping as religious just for the community and stability but at that point I might as well just outwardly larp as a neoliberal and get more money, instead I just won't larp at all and look for a nice girl abroad who won't ask too many questions if the money is there.

>>28441957
Might depend on the kind of asian you go for.

>>28442009
Soon brother, we're seeing rapid inflation, social unrest, mass degeneracy. We're right on the precipice of something great and terrible, I can only hope I am strong enough to weather the storm

>>28441629
As a former Adderall addict I know that only I and not the dealer am to blame my addiction.
The same applies here where people don't seek out healthy ways to deal with their problems and instead dabble with vices just to blames everyone but themselves.

>>28442104
Some of the most hard working and honest men I ahve ever met have been Turks, though just the other side of Iran lies the most evil of men

>>28442203
Dealers seek out vulnerable men, it's mixed blame for sure. Whores seek out lonely men and suck them dry, and there is no cure for loneliness in this prrverted world

>>28442203
I'm actually genuinely autistic, and I hate the current autism community, I'm a flawed mess, but somehow society is meant to be to blame, I'm meant to blame everyone but myself for not magically making everything perfect for me.

>>28442399
Both autists and society cause problems for autists

>>28440481
Which country is that?

>>28442399
That's the current fad. Blame everyone except yourself. Its not just the autism community.

>>28442340
You are mostly right about the loneliness. If most women stopped being stupid horny whores then we would see less lonely men being depressed. We can only hope and pray brother.
>>28442399
It's nobody's fault you are likes this. But you also can't blame yourself for something that you were born with.
It's a pretty shitty situation but I hope you are doing fine.

>>28443075
Women need to be forced back into being second class citizens, this universal rights garbage has been a total disaster for the general health of society

>>28423705
Vtubers reinforced my misogyny.
>they're all retarded
>most of them can't read their native language, even the non-japanese ones
>most of them are bad at games despite playing games professionally
>most of them have child level humor and laugh at "unchi" or "chinko"
Nothing could convince me more that women shouldn't have rights than spending time watching women.

>>28442610
The Land of Fun

>>28443411
The fuck do you mean most of them can't read their native language? Do you actually believe they can't read nor write you turbo schizo?

>>28443411
The more I interact with women the more I hate them
I have the highest options of women after I spend a week working 16 hour days in a team of men

>>28443478
Watch streams retard, they all struggle to read at a level that can keep up with normal conversation. It's like asking a 7 year old to read a passage from Hamlet, with lots of stops and stutters

>>28443411
Vtubers reinforced my horniness
>they're all thirsty for anoncock
>most of them are highly fertile and would easily be impregnated with twins if not triplets
>most would likely be willing to run barefoot through a wheat field
>most of them have very wet pussies and would be skilled and loving mothers.
Nothing could convince me more that I need to marry and impregnate my oshi.

>>28443556
????
Who are you watching lmao

>>28443647
Equally true. They may be retarded, but they're still highly fuckable.

>>28443681
HoloEN aka autistic ethots

>>28423705
Nice apostrophe, nigger.

>>28443469
Remind me which country that is again. Because I'm pretty sure it's not
>https://worldpopulationreview.com/country-rankings/most-promiscuous-countries
>the study revealed that the countries with the most promiscuous sexual partnering behaviors were Finland
>A 2008 U.S. university study evaluated the promiscuity among countries around the world based on one-night stands, attitudes towards casual sex, and the number of sexual partners the average person enjoyed. The study found that Finns have the largest number of sexual partners in the industrialized world.
this one, right?

>>28443856
God I hate (Finnish) women

>>28423705
Women on the internet in almost any capacity only make me feel more misogynistic. On the inverse, women in real life are usually exceptionally nice to me even though I don't deserve it.
Anyway, you're probably not going to find a real life Marine. Girls like that probably aren't going outside often enough wherever it is that you live that you'll meet one,

>>28443856
Funnily enough the most turboslut woman I've fucked was an incredibly sweet person. So I guess the saving grace here is that while Finnish women might be sluts, at least they're not bitches. :--D

>>28444494
>:--D
:DDDDDD

>>28424684
Church is full of whores that larp as respectable women, awful advice right here

>>28440719
A fully functional male member of society has a career, house, car, wife, kids, family and is primarily the beneficiary of good circumstances outweighing the bad. For those whose bad circumstances outweighed the good, surving and coping is all there really is.

As for women in societies where women have rights, being a hikki neet is just laziness. There's tons of opportunities for a woman to exploit herself for profit, such as camgirling in some form or fashion, scholarships, hiring quotas, etc.

For a man who has it rough, there often is no silver lining. His only choice is to go monk mode, cope with his vices, and go on living the best he can.

Women really don't understand how bad it be, but it is. That's to be expected, though. People can't conceptualize problems they don't face, and will often do mental gymnastics to avoid having to admit they even exist let alone that they themselves are perpetuating those problems. However, the gap between reality and women's professed understanding of it is where misogyny is truly born.

>>28445420
I think that if you have a job and can fend off by yourself, you are fully functional. But I get your point.

>>28446073
No, that's minimally functional, not fully.

>>28447879
This guy gets it.

However, some things just are. Humans don't evolve quickly enough to keep up with society's supposed ideals, which is why an unburdened society on a level playing field will naturally regress towards certain behaviors being exhibited en masse. Modernity does indeed have its fair share of serfs, lords, and whores, and vtubing is itself an online-only iteration of the world's oldest profession.

And of course, when the serfs are seeking solace in their whores, the last thing the latter should ever do is tell them to educate or improve themselves. Back in historical times, that kind of remark would've probably been met with a slap or punch to the face. Ideally, she (as well as the rest, after word spread around) would learn not to belittle their clientele in order to maintain good parasocial relations.

If there's one thing enterprising whores should try be, it's consciously class conscious. Having a good grasp of reality can help avoid any "just be yourself" moments. The smartest ones will avoid touching those kinds of issues altogether, and instead leave it to us guys to hash them out among ourselves...instead of stepping out onto the battlefield and getting themselves caught in the crossfire. After all, a vtubers primary concern is being funny, cute, entertaining, sexy, good at vidya, or whatever her niche is.

Ideally, chubas won't go out of their way to make any strong proclamations (Melody) about controversial political, social or cultural issues. While some things can be reasonably excused due to a chuba's background, affiliations and personal inclinations (ie mentioning or denouncing Taiwan depends on the chuba's nationality), I see it as a debuff if a chuba is openly hostile and actively tries to court controversy just to "own the [insert group of people]."

tldr The feelings OP expressed are exactly what a vtuber should aim to instill in their audience. That's ultimately the true essence of idol culture.

>>28433272
Pick mes are basically like guys who pretend to be feminist or have female intrest in hobbys, but really are just trying to get laid, they dont care for the movment or any hobby they pretend to have to impress women. Pick mes are either manipulative, and abusive, or end up being used because they try too hard to be liked by others. There's a difference with someone trying to please they're partner, and a pick me.

>>28450098
You that mad a anime girl told you to improve yourself? Just end your life if your this petty.

>>28440877
it's not "pleaasing your partners", it's "self-debasing purely with the goal of attracting men without any romanting value".
if you hate men who hate themselves then why do you love women who hate themselves?

>>28455423
Women hate pickme guys, but us guys like women who're eager to please.
>>28459455
Men who hate themselves white knight and stab the rest of us in the back. Women who hate themselves are for headpats and larping as anime girls online.
>>28456667
It's fine if you don't listen. In that case, my post wasn't for (You).

>>28433926
Then don't ruin the friendship. There's plenty of fish in the sea, don't accidentally grenade a friendship because you're desperate for a hookup. Enjoy her company, respect her boundaries, and don't pursue it if you don't think it'll work out.

>>28433926
Don't do stupid shit. Just let it be. If it's meant to happen, it will happen. If you really consider her as nothing more than a friend then you shouldn't feel wrong with the current state.

>>28424684
Sounds like a "pick me" girl..batshit crazy if you can handle it anon