/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

you are my shonshine
my only shonshine
you make me happy
when skies are grey
youll never know dear
how much i love you
please dont take my shonshine away

>>57785513
Bratty child calling me oldge again.

>>57785513
First time watching her content, is she Scottish? The accent is slight but I can hear it in certain words

Passionate love making with Shondo

>>57785613
so cute...
>>57785732
GGGGGGGGG!!!

>>57785732
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

>>57785732
G

>>57785732
GGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>57785706
North English
>>57785732
GGGGGGGGG

>>57785706
She's from norf ingerland. Watch her interview with her mom, you can hear it a bit better. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gSfPHemIfk
>>57785732
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

>>57785706
No she is NEET norf
>>57785732
G

>>57785613
I'm not crying you're crying

>>57786053
I'm not though

>>57785613
Please Shondo if you sing this one I'll cry on the spot.

>>57785732
G!!!!!!!!

She said this week was going to be a light week, but I think she's probably going to skip Wednesday since her mental health is really bad recently

>>57786925
She's not going to skip Wednesday when she is already skipping Friday. She was already feeling better enough to chat in Tanya's chat, so I wouldn't worry about it.

>>57787120
oiling anime women makes me feel better too

>>57786925
I feel like her mental health takes a dip during Shondo weekends.

>>57787396
It's time for her to become a fulltime streamer then
no shadow weekend = no mental dip syaoduClueless

>>57787396
This genuinely is true.
She’s said before sometimes her only motivation to get out of bed is because she has to stream. I think I get it, when I don’t work I feel aimless and down too, can’t imagine being schizo on top of that. Streaming is something she enjoys, but she makes herself obligated to do, which is a good thing by the way.

Her becoming more mentally ill when she doesn’t stream, as horrible as this is, is good for both us and her. Being with us makes her feel happy.

I'm scared of when she eventually gets her own room and can stream whenever she wants. I won't have time to do anything anymore

>>57785613
>>57786229
good news anon
>https://files.catbox.moe/xfggei.mp4

>>57789213
>chat moving that slow
Fuck even alt streams move like 10x as fast

>>57789213
More recently, and she also sings the full song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A5VnJeNtWEU&t=10722s

>>57789600
oh nyo

Alt stream tonight?

So who left?

>>57789213
I kneel... Thank you my shogga

>>57790494
bill

>>57790494
me

>>57789213
Bring back the menu shondo

>>57790494
Michael Phone.

>randomly have lemonleaf vod in the background
>wife mentioned twice in 45min
uuuuuuu

>>57790494
jimbob

>>57790724
I fucking hate this guy.

pretty funny how everyone immediately said no when she thought about changing our name to Michael

>>57790726
I wonder if they still talk
>>57791418
Pretty sure she was just joking anon

>>57791418
she should use my real name when addressing chat

>>57791660
>Pretty sure she was just joking
probably not entirely, since she brought up that kitanya called hers Max

>>57791418
i would be ok with ryan (gosling)

>>57791902
shut the fuck up john

>>57791902
ok jimbob

>>57792138
If she was serious and went through with it I would have changed my legal name

I am going to jerk off to your wife.

>>57793749
That's ok I jerk off to my wife at least twice a day

SPLISH SPLASH I WAS TAKIN A BATH

>>57794423
RAPE

>>57794423
She's so sad I want to help her

I can't overstate how nice it is to see vtubers who aren't cowtowing to shrieking retards who freak out over anything even lolicon-adjacent.

Shondo probably isn't a lolicon herself, mind you.

what were you guys schizoing about all day I feel like I missed something

>>57795207
If Shondo is gone for too long shoggers start to blame each other. Luckily I slept through most of it

>>57795197
>Shondo probably isn't a lolicon herself, mind you.
watch streams

>>57795197
>Shondo probably isn't a lolicon herself
She is, probably more so than most loli vtubers

>>57795207
Nothing, really. We were just worrying about her.

>>57795260
>in b4 "she's just joking"

>>57795197
>Shondo probably isn't a lolicon herself, mind you.
You're delusional

>>57787396
Speaking of mental health, why did she stream milk in a bag of milk.......
That's like giving a kid a box of matches. It's too relatable for her. Who recommended her that?

but no really did something happen or were shoggas just idly going mad assuming she is menhera because of anything but pure chance and not streaming today

>>57795765
if you read her tweets you know as much as we do

>>57795765
>she is menhera because of anything but pure chance
i thought this was going to happen since yesterday during the stream and it did

>>57795713
>Who recommended her that?
Saruei

>>57795872
don't say that like there's some heading meaning to it, she's like this all the time, often even just after ending a stream
you all are a bunch of women

>>57795909
THE FRENCH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL NEVER FORGIVE THE FRENCH!!!!!

>>57796072
hidden meaning* fuck

>>57795765
>"This is a good game but not a streaming game"
That one broke my heart

You could tell it did hit her when milk-chan spoke about her meds not being as effective as they used to be

>>57796072
>don't say that like there's some heading meaning to it
You mean like you just did with my post? All I'm saying is that there wasn't any more info in these threads than what you get from reading her tweets. Except maybe that she chatted in Tanya's chat. I forgot about that.

Why did you fall in love with a mentally ill woman?

>>57796448
I don't know, all I know is she's the love of my life

>>57796448
I just want to care for her I don't even really need to be her husband I'll adopt her

>>57796448
i don't know but i did

>>57796448
At first, she only helped me fall asleep, but now I've fallen for her. How exactly im not sure. It sorta just happened

>>57796271
???

>>57796448
Honestly I blame reading Katawa Shoujo as an underage in like 2013. I know I can't fix her but I can make things better.

>>57796448
I have no idea, it just happened. I used to laugh at anons being in love with their oshi until it also happened to me

>>57796808
She said this near the end. you can barely hear it

>>57796448
she makes me happy and i want to be there for her
not sure i know what love truly is, but i like her a ton

>>57797049
I mean that really just means that the multiple endings with repeated dialog and having to read it out loud isn't good for streaming. Don't know why that would make you sad.

>>57797271
autist-chama

>>57797271
the way endings are unlocked seem pretty disjointed. like you pick up a phone now you are hard locked into a certian ending is pretty dumb when the gameplay seems to direct you into thinking saying certain things or getting all the fireflies would be the factors for endings
too binary

>>57797556
I think you're the autist friend, it wasn't about the subject matter. Look at the context surrounding when that was said during the stream

>>57797556
I think he's right

>>57797694
You see. I was referring as how she was feeling more than the actual gameplay itself.

>>57797858
fucking ESLs I swear to god

>>57796448
I didn't know she was mentally ill at the time

>>57796448
I love her

>>57797940
I no engrish

>>57797940
eigo muzukashii

>>57796448
I didn't choose to. It just happened the more I learned about her

>>57796448
Savior complex
When people see someone vulnerable, they feel that they can help them and that when they do, that someone would be smitten to them. That is probably what's going on in the imagination of many Shondo fans. "I can listen to her. I can help her. I can make her happy." This is exasperated by the fact that Shondo is very open with her condition which gives Shondo fans the delusion that they're sitting right there, hearing her out and emotionally supporting her.

I have made sure to rid myself of such delusions. I enjoy Shondo. I enjoy wifey. I find her entertaining and I empathize with her situation. But I know I can't help her. I know I'll never be able to help her. My supportive messages are nothing more than a worn bandage that even the calmest gust would push away from her wounds. Honestly, calling it a "bandage" is giving it way too much credit. I don't know her. I'll probably never get to know her. I live thousands of kilometers away from her. We're complete strangers and yet you think my "love" would be of any consequence to her?

>>57798385
Go outside

>>57798509
unga grug no like word
goku

>>57798385
tl;dr

>>57798509
I do which is why I don't "love" vtubers.

>>57798873
tl;dr some guy read a book once and thinks he's a genius and also makes a naive generalization

>>57798876
You sound soulless

>>57798873
Loving Shondo is a delusion. You don't know her, you can't fix her, and your verbal support is completely inconsequential to her mental health.

>>57798988
which book

>>57799046
the last one is the one that really hurts
as long as there's just a number of people around that support is what matters and nothing you individually say affects her

I dm'd her about it
She tried to ask Inis to visit Nina with her so they could "play together" but Inis caught on and told her she wasn't actually into girls and she was just playing it up on stream.
Makes sense why she went on call on kitanya's stream just to say that she's not a lesbian and took a dig at shondo's love for her brother too.
That's why she's just a little menhera, she just got rejected by one of her friends.

>>57800366
no

Did inis actually go on tanyas stream to make fun of Shondo?

>>57800366
so true

>>57800526
No

I dm'd her alt-alt
She said she got botulism from eating the expired spaghetti

>>57800526
No.

>>57800481
hi shonshon, love you

>Shondo is naked right now
ToT

I just want her to be happy bros

if you guys play your cards right, you might get another picture of her translucent skin. Do your job twitter repliers

>>57800570
I dm'd her sixth alt through astral projection (the only actual way to reach it is through the 14th dimensional gateway) and asked her if she could suffocate me with her squishy thighs, she's currently in the process of merging with my mind sphere so she can make my corporeal self perish through extra planar asphyxiation

>>57801177
I do not care about 3d shit

>>57801177
Lazy fuck do it yourself

>>57801203
your mind sphere is naught but a cube, i sneeze in your trough of life

>>57801580

Does anyone remember the Shondo ai app that she talked about wanting to create a while ago? Like it would have complete control over your phone and react to what you were doing or who you were talking to in real life?
I really would love something like that, I guess it would be like an AI companion app, but Shondo. I'll have to go back and look up the vod where she talked about it because I love the concept

anytime you worry about being a fetish friend remember most of the DM fags got personalized attention despite it

ALT

Bros?

I only need 3 minutes Shondo

>>57802953
Kek'd

I knew this would be an alt stream

>actually watching sex house
Nice

>>57803320
whats sex house

>>57803362
Where me and Shondo live

>>57803362
trashy reality tv show

Fuckers don't even know your own wife, I'm an empath >>57773705

>>57803602
I just want to let you anon I thought of your post when she said that
Also the anon saying game mentioning that the character in it also had that problem bothered her

>>57803685
It's a pretty common problem when it comes to meds
t. ADHD meds stopped working as well and only gave the side effects so I just canned them

>>57803685
I had that post about the meds, I noticed her voice trembled a bit when she read it

She's really out of it, my poor wife

Home-o-sexual KEK

house rape

>>57803602
Meds suddenly not working is totally normal. Kinda expected when you are on them for years, it happens to me every few months

>>57803835
this is a schizo theory and is probably wrong, but did reading that trigger some kind of negative placebo that suddenly caused her meds to stop working as much? This feels like a strange coincidence

>>57804308
It could, her mind is completely fucked so it could trigger something in her

i have no idea wtf sex house is but its nice hearing shon

>complains about people overusing words and making them pointless
>calls EVERYTHING soul
woman moment

I like her current voice

>>57804669
it's only the tip of the iceberg of 4chin adjacent language she has no idea how to use

I like how we have just been sat in the starting screen the entire time

she gets smarter when she's off her med, I believe it

actual psychopath

She's so weird I love her

Shondo...

she's admitting to something pretty serious about the way she conducts herself right now

>>57805083
starting soon...

>>57805275
Explain

Do lobotmomys even actually do anything besides make you brain dead?

>>57805512
well, some of the meds do it too, better to be a robot than a monster

>>57805555
I'd rather be dead than a braindead literal npc

>>57805512
yea, it makes people think that you're more quiet, and thus cured of what made you "wrong" to begin with
it also makes you not care about getting raped, which some doctors loved

someone clip ok its time for sex

>new alt live on stream
bros

it's funny how autistic she is about the browser stuff while pretty much selfdoxxing constantly in other ways with no worry in the world

>>57805838
It's shover...

>>57805863
I'm just surprised someone whos been streaming for years and obsessed with alts doesn't have a stream account

Shes so fucking cute

>I'm very tired but there are bugs inside of me
She's not doing well bros

>>57806172
Are bugs under your skin really a common thing to have hallucinations of?

what gives her the idea to watch these things?

this is a really weird thing for her to want to watch

>>57806274
yeah. can't say it's common but by no means unheard of.

>>57806389
Mint recommended it, the premise is that it essentially turns into a SAW game

>fat white chick recommends a sex show with a black dude in it
w-wow

>>57806543
Hes gay

>>57806543
The one black guy is gay stop projecting

>>57806274
Bugs are very common even if you don't hallucinate

This is peak American comedy btw.

it's nice to see wife laugh and enjoy herself when you know she's having a rough time

>>57806727
You're damn right SyadouSalute

>It is a fake program no?
her viewers are so smart

>don't take NTR seriously
that's a slippery slope

>>57806866
this could easily be real

>>57806878
It's just a show anon, you just laugh at the dumb shit. This is like saying watching violent movies makes you a killer.

>greasy old man mindbreak
kino

>>57806909
no it couldnt
you can tell by the porn acting

>>57806930
Finally some ojisan representation

>>57806389
tradlarper husbands in shambles

>muh post-ironic slop is so kino you guise
i hate this brainrot retard content

>>57806986
Anymore buzzwords? You can just not watch it.

>>57807008
tell shondo to give me the remote then. she refuses when i ask

>>57806986
shut up fag

It might just be me being tired but this is making me lose it kek

>the onion
no wonder it's unfunny to anyone older than 13

shondo wants sex

>>57807340
with me, in our sex house

I aspire to be like frank when I'm 45

tfw this chat's still 5x faster than pre subathon shondo

>Imagine you're alone in this woman with an elevator
W-What's the elevator doing?

>>57807699
once it starts its a feedback loop. if you slow down your chatting, you get left behind., so everyone speeds up.

She would still eat that bread

>>57807855
ofc there's that but everyone here is an active chatter basically whereas when you're naturally at 400 viewers more than half are lurkers or bots

>>57807861
100%

>>57807699
People send a message every few seconds to try and get a response. It’s frustrating because it works, but I don’t want to do it.

>married ojisan fucks a virgin half his age and then impregnates her
JUST LIKE MY DOUJINS

>>57808163
He's the man I aspire to be.

>>57808040
I get my few Shondo responses a stream and then chill with the messages. I know I'm part of the problem but it feels like a rat race at this point. I don't like it but I feel like I need to

kek

Shondo confirmed sex

>sorry I'm asexual
My fucking sides

>>57809284
>this show

>she didn't say I love you
It's over

I love my wife

It sucks that I have to pretend to empathize with the fat ugly bastard every time I see one on screen

What a night

That was really fun unironically

that was an experience

Can someone post her prestream chat, pls. chatterino doesnt show me :(

I am literally Frank

it was whatever but we spent time with her and that's the important part

I didn't do it but I wanted to call all the girls fatherless

>>57810881
you have no balls frank

>>57810873

So did someone clip her saying "ok it's time for sex"

>>57810873
She didn't said anything

>>57810881
You're very fertile

>>57810918
thanks anon <3

>>57810881
stop cheating on your wife frank

>>57810881
My man

>>57810881
sorry about your genitalia anon

Time to hit the sack, good night Shoggers

>>57810881
WHORE

I enjoyed it. I hope she sleeps well and wakes up feeling better.

i would never watch that on my own, but it was fun watching it with her. i hope she feels just a bit better because of it

the trauma dumping reminded me of older days but this is a healthier way to deal with it than what she did back then
even just doing it live and not on twitter helps people not to type a bunch of shit trying to make her feel better and instead just post syadouPattheshadow with the crowd which is honestly the better option by far

>>57811282
Yeah it being live makes it a lot better, hope it helps her

>>57811282
I agree, I hope she does this more often if she's feeling mentally ill

it was funny that she didn't understand the point of a sex toy

>>57811282
>doing it live and not on twitter helps people not to type a bunch of shit trying to make her feel better and instead just post syadouPattheshadow with the crowd
i want to believe this but ive seen it go the other way where people are just backseating every problem she brings up. i think we just got lucky today that somehow the autism levels were low

>>57811470
Of course, she has me

>>57811474
There's no real way to backseat meds not working

>>57811474
I hope they're gonna catch on, I don't know how many times she's said now that reasoning with her doesn't work.
Either way it's a gamble on chat reading the room vs the inevitability that everyone annoys her with lengthy platitudes on twitter.

I listened to the earlier part of the vod and noticed how much happier she sounded by the end of the stream compared to the start when she sounded dead inside. Glad I could help her feel better in some insignificant way

>>57811474
I really hope they get the message

>>57811522
My sister also had psych meds that stopped working after a few years and she switched to something else and it fixed it completely, I can't remember the name but I'll ask her and @ shondo on Twitter with it maybe it will help her too

>>57811559
On Twitter it's easier to think "if I write something long and explain it to her she's more likely to reply"

>>57811522
I'm a top level concernfag; there's actually many options
>did you get the dosages right?
>did you just not get enough sleep?
>you shouldn't have eaten that expired spaghetti dummy
>you should call the doctor again

>>57811657
>yes
>no
>she will say that it was fine
>doctor sucks
how does spaghetti even get a chance to expire everyone likes spaghetti

>>57811657
>>57811559
stop backseating my backseating

>>57811650
that's true generally but in the case of her trauma dumping there's also the urge to write something very eloquent and exhaustive to try to "talk her down" or reassure her
it ends up a huge waste because it either makes her feel worse or just results in reading a fuckton of tweets in the morning when she brain soup subsides
I used to really anguish over her reading my heartfelt encouragement when she was having an episode but I've since realized she just wants to know people are there and she can't be reasoned with in that time.

It was really sad hearing what shadowmama had to go through with her child basically becoming a different person. I sometimes disagree with her but im glad shondo has her in her life

>>57811797
she's a kind and empathetic person, her qualifications as a mother notwithstanding

>>57796448
I've always had a soft spot for troubled, maladjusted women. I don't fall "in love" with vtubers because it truly is a surrogate replacement for a real relationship, but I feel compelled to support and encourage her journey.
The best I can do is positively reinforce behaviors I think are meaningful and just that will give her a true purpose and direction since I spent many years wondering trying to find myself.
Her working hard to support herself and fellow kin is a very admirable thing she does, and I want to make sure Shondo knows and recognizes this. We truly live in a society filled with distraction, demoralization, misdirection, and pitfalls so it's easy for young vulnerable people to become misguided. I'm not here to tell her what I think she needs to do, just validate the great things she already does.

I had forgotten her phobia of robots already

>Groomer can't be happy and has to attention whore when she's feeling mentally ill
I cannot understand how you can be this self centered. You are a pathetic person who doesn't care about her

>>57811953
Same

>>57811986
spill the tea sister

>>57811953
Has she ever explained why? Its such a weird thing to not like, especially when she's surrounded by technology

>>57811986
?

>>57812017
Think it might be one of her few fears that are actually irrational and not based on trauma

>>57812017
I don't recall her ever mentioning why if a particular reason even exists

>>57811986
Name and shame him sister

I want to trace Shondo's veins

she's stalking, are the brainworms truly over

>>57811986
>faggot can't stop talking about other men
I cannot understand how you can be this gay. You are a massive homosexual who only cares about other men.

>>57812204
I don't think she does post stream tweets after alt streams

>>57812204
Last like is from 4 minutes ago so she might be done

>>57812206
>You are a massive homosexual
Derek is /here/

>>57812274
anonchama her likes

Derek why were you turning white ?

>wallpaper engine froze
>
spooky

>>57812061
ive heard her both say its a fear and she just thinks they're boring

The late night stalking gacha feels really good when you win, but when you lose it is the worst feeling in the world.

>>57812388
Based I use that same wallpaper

>>57812337
he caught the white

>>57812388
I wish there were more in there. That'd be super sweet

>>57812408
I feel the same

Derek is now the name of shiggers that refuse to stop talking about other men

>>57812474
KEK.

>>57812474
I will abide

>>57812474
Yeah but he's heterosexual now

>>57812474
Don't be a Derek anons.

>>57812408
I don't use Twitter enough to care. Elons garbage app always give me tweets late now too

>>57812541
early season Dereks can still learn to become end of season Dereks

>>57812408
Does she actually stalk profiles one by one or is she just going to the "for you" tab?

>>57812649
Pretty sure she goes by for you, if she likes your replies you're more likely to show up for her there since she doesn't follow anyone

>>57812408
it's bizarre whenever I get hit because I don't really associate with other shoggers enough to be promoted on her feed

>>57812649
She has a private list. There was a time before her last big stalking spree that she alluded to making a list.
For anons that dont know: you can be added to private twitter lists without evening. You don't get a notif.
But on her end, it would function as a separate feed just for husbands.

>>57812649
far as I'm aware it's the latter, explains certain names coming up more often since they largely interact with and follow each other

>>57812705
not how it works

>>57812704
algorithm ensures that favorites get favoriter

>>57812746
>I'm most likely on the list since she liked my love bomb
I'm so fucking in

>>57812825
(me) that made my night, thanks anon

>>57812746
lists are hell to use without tweetdeck which is paid now so I don't know
>>57812768
why not?
>>57812825
the list probably wasn't any different of criteria for her following people on shadowchama ie she recognizes you at all from twitch

You know what, I'm also gonna start making random tweets everyday that no one cares about because the fact that my wife gave me 5 seconds of her life reading my dumb tweet would make me feel way happier than it has any right too.
I hate the fact that i became so obsessed with a now popular girl that her giving you personal attention is so rare, it makes me view our relationship in a bad way, like im only trying to get her attention instead of me just interacting with her because i love her desperately.
I really hate my brain so much.

>tfw I got out of tier 5 husband list
I'm going to make it bros

>>57812897
>she recognizes you at all from twitch
I schizo a lot that she doesn't know who I am of forgets about me even though I've been around for a while. Things like this make me feel better

>>57813011
There's nothing wrong with using the microblogging platform as it was intended, to microblog.

>>57813011
the number of times these words have gone through my head man...

>>57813011
I don't know if you're making fun of her likes or seething but I know that feeling anon, just accept that it's mostly gacha. She loves and appreciates you even if you don't get a random like on your tweets

>>57812897
>why not?
Her interactions with you (likes, replies, checking your profile) are the biggest booster as far as getting shown on her for you tab. Following/interacting with other shoggers isn't going to help anywhere near as much as just getting a like.

>>57813011
Yeah Shondo for me has became less enjoyable due to the influx of people, more so now than ever since it's all mostly needy faggots like myself.
Like that tweet hinting at the alt stream got 40+ replies instantly, I really hate how things have changed

>>57813011
>im only trying to get her attention instead of me just interacting with her because i love her desperately
Get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head

>>57813183
yeah but we're all interacting with her so I'm just focusing on the other metrics
"many of the people who interact with you interact with this person also" is an additional boost

Cultivating a following that interacts with you at every opportunity is a really good strategy for growth, as you can see over the last few months. She gets way more interaction on Twitter than anyone with similar followers, boosting her in the algorithm. I'm not saying she's doing it on purpose as a scam, it's just an observation

>>57813232
alt-alt soon nothing more can really be done when the actual number of dedicated shoggas reaches the hundreds

Is there a way to get notified about Twitter likes? I was ~5 minutes late to the party because I didn't realize she was doing it. I have gotten stalked before but I have made more random posts that probably got buried

>>57813011
I’m prideful and trying to get over the sense of shame I feel when chatting or tweeting because I just won’t get to interact otherwise, even though it makes me happy. The second-hand embarrassment I get from some of the people in this community gives me an irrational fear of becoming like them.

>>57813528
used to be tweetdeck but it's paywalled and there's nothing else as far as I know

>>57813528
Be paranoid like me and spam refresh. I got lucky

>>57813568
you get used to it. people will complain, assume and make up stuff as if you're some kind of monster even when you know for a fact that you have her trust. be cringe and love your wife.

>>57813466
It's just a part of her job as far as she's concerned. Others might value their time more but her brand is built on interaction so she puts her all into it. Also she's expressed bewilderment before at people thinking her alt was the main account so I don't think she understand why it ends up on people's feeds more often.

That's a shit ton of text pipe it down lady

>never responded to Alice
Sadge

>>57813568
I don't know, you're probably fine if you're feeling shame at all. Just watch yourself so you don't start reflexively interacting just to get attention back or getting mad when other people get it.

>>57813011 (me)
Im just gonna start posting what i post /here/ on twitter too, i dont really care about being anonymous, i already post here "knowing" and gaslighting myself into believing that she reads every post her anyway and that everyone already knows that i am here

What do you shoggers do when you're feeling especially mentally ill

I want to tweet more at/about her but don't want to flood my other followers with it, maybe it's time for an alt

>>57813988
sleep

>>57813988
Play a game that you hate.

>>57813988
i use /shon/ as a punchingbag

>>57813988
Hit myself usually

>>57813988
im not mentally ill

>>57813988
strain my online relationships by whining and lashing out at any suggestions

>>57813988
I'm a grown man

>>57814025
kek

>>57813988
i'm a neet so i just sleep and dont eat anything until i feel better or die. Once I also stopped drinking anything, because i wanted to die, and peed blood after 4 days, which made me chicken out

>>57813988
I come here to make an absolute mess of the threads. If I'm in a bad mood, I will larp as who I please as one of the 3 archetype of shoggers that post /here/ to farm (you)'s. Pretending to agree? Disagree? It's all the same.

>>57813988
Drink until I stop thinking

>>57813988
kissing my wife shondo usually helps

>>57813988
Usually it's shondo that makes me feel like that so I post /here/ about it. Sorry for the shit flinging sometimes

>>57813988
draw

>>57814311
I never feel like I can produce anything when I'm menhera how do you manage it

>>57813988
I watch gura

>>57814449
fleece you need to stop taking your frustrations out on gura

>>57813988
I suck it up. Maybe write down my feelings in a notepad. Avoid chat if I know I'll act bitter.

>>57814750
cute

>>57813988
I would turn off all the lights and just sit in silence in the dark. On better occasions lie in bed and stare at the sky through the window.