/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>everything could change, at any moment
My oshi has been a fundamental part of my life during these last 6 months, and I'm legit terrified of what will happen once things inevitably change, despite being aware of how unhealthy my current situation is.

I'm not sure if this is what this thread is about OP, but might as well post this somewhere. Also nano a qt even if we will never know the truth.

no, she just reminded me that she isn't gfe-friendly

My oshi had a great day yesterday and made a cute tweet about it and it made me smile
If something bad happens then I'll have a melty, but otherwise there's no need to worry about it

>>67720523
Legit falling into the gfe hole, is like asking to get kicked in the balls.

>>67720618
>is like asking to get kicked in the balls.
joke on you that's my fetish

>>67720286
Same but 2018. I am however always thinking about her quitting, because realistically, how much longer can a hag whos done this for over half a decade keep doing it when she still really wants to start a family. I know im selfish when i want everything to stay the same.

I sincerely hope everyone reading this comes to peace with the transience of things, a false belief in permanence only ensures your own misery.

>>67720286
Please don't read this dismissively: it would be good for you to go offline for a while. If you have any creative hobbies, spend more time on them, and if you don't there's always time to learn. Your happiness should not and cannot depend on something as trivial as a girl online being entertaining. Nothing will feel better than seeing the beauty you can create with your own hands.

>>67720286
What >>67720713 said, but spend your time creating a tulpa of her. You can't depend on something as trivial as a girl being online, so you should have her offline too. Nothing will feel better than seeing the beauty you can create with your own mind.

>>67720713
Personally, I don't get how people enjoy creative hobbies. For me, they're nothing but a constant source of disappointment and stress.

>>67721311
It was fun, when the world wasn't so fast, and you was able to live outside the internet.
But now it's easier, to just order figures of mentally ill women, and call it a hobby...

>>67719925
Things are going great in VShojo actually and have been for several months now. Everyone's doing great there's a lot of streams everyone loves each other and boy are there a lot of rrats about who's to join next given some of the big names we've seen departing recently.

In short: things are comfortable and it's not healthy to live your life in fear of a future disaster that may not even come. Live in the moment and enjoy things while you can you fucking dumbass.

>>67721311
You might be comparing your results to the top 0.1%, which is missing the point. Of course not all men are equal in talent, but all men enjoy beauty and would like to create something beautiful to sunder the world's darkness, and this is one of man's only noble tendencies.

>>67719925
Ina doesn't seem to be having any actual problems, mainly since the really shitty period of her career ended more than a year ago now. She's even in a Japan arc right now, and considering how far she has always been from yabs, I'm not really worried about stuff like NDA breaches at all.
Also, knowing that my past oshis were Coco and Rushia, I think I've been a martyr for long enough for God to finally let me be happy.

>>67722258
It's not even about being the best. I can see their faces, hear their voices, imagine their movements. And to bring that vision out of my imagination and into the real world, it feels like I'm disappointing them if they don't come out like I can see them in my mind.

>>67723371
That looks like a death flag, to me...

What could cause another holocaust?

>>67719925
>remember you may feel sad in the future so stop having feelings toward things
>why are men so cold and emotionless?

>>67722036
If all you watch is VShojo, I think you've already suffered enough, Anon...

>>67727162
Your loss buddy.

>>67719925
My previous oshi would yab on a monthly basis, talk about her "abusive" ex boyfriend in detail, and male collab more than solo stream
I've watched my current oshi for 2 years and compared to the last one she has not once done anything questionable. She's the one and when she graduates I'll probably stop watching vtubers

>>67719925
better find another example anon, she was and still is a cunt who dont give a shit about her audience.

>>67719925
>Are you feeling comfortable right now, anon?
No.
>Is your oshi doing well?
Yes.
>Does she love her fans?
I would say yes.

>>67719925
>Are you feeling comfortable right now, anon?
Nigga my oshi graduated a week ago and my second favorite was stealth suspended 1 month ago with signs of termination
I'm straight up not having a comfy time

>>67727698
lazusydia bro...

things are pretty good

>>67719925
Yeah my oshi FuwaMoco loves me.

Nothing lasts forever. Just be aware of that and you'll be fine.

t. /vy/ survivor

>>67719925
>Remember what happened last time.
Yes, you stole money, scammed a new computer donothon and got fired. Now you're a vtweeter who streams once a month.

>>67727698
At least you can rest assured, that they'll come back stronger.

I've already lost several talents, with no hope for them to come back, somewhere else.

>>67722036
Delet the lower two and it looks like a Mega Man stage select screen.

my oshi is gura
what do you think

>>67722036
based streams enjoyer, i gave vshojo a chance back when kson joined and enjoyed it, now i get to be a proud momo, life is good

>>67719925
Things are looking fine for me.

>>67728012
True words.

>>67719925
Let's see, on JP side everyone I cared about either graduated without proper reincarnation or stream once in a blue moon by now (and tend to nuke their vods). Getting EN oshi that streams daily helped, even if I skip like half of the content. Would be sad to see her go, but at least with this one I'm confident she'll make it in life.
My own life is also going well, thanks.