/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

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>>72041780
god i wish she'd start smoking again. imagine her laying in bed, smoking a cigarette while you're massaging her soft little shontoes with your tongue

>>72041763
kys forest faggot

me and my wife

reminder: if you're not a white knight shondo wants you to divorce

>>72042069
she replied to dewd btw, as she always does

touching ciggies with shondo to light hers with mine before taking a drag and blowing smoke in her face. as she coughs and splutters and says "what the fuck an-" i take hold of the back of her head and move to kiss her (she learned that kissing is romantic now)

>>72042069
why are americans so obsessed with being cucked by black men?
get help dewd

>>72042069
Obsessed.

>>72041913
>>72041939
How does it feel to be the last two anons who love her?

>>72041967
she unironically is a food knowledge haver, she just also has mental illness so doesnt eat. i hate it because i can't do anything about it other than complain here impotently, but i will continue to do so just incase she reads it and maybe eats a treat to put my mind at ease psychically

>>72042205
there's 3 actually, and it feels good, can't wait for the rest of you to fuck off

>>72042230
Even if we fuck off 99% of her audience doesn't love her.

>>72041939
g

>>72042227
I don't buy that she's a nutrition expert just because she takes vitamins

>>72042275
i was including that 99%

>>72041965
nah he always bragged about his perfect mental

>>72042317
If you want to get rid of the 99% simply provide her with more money than all of them combined.

>>72042310
i'm gonna sound like an anti but she loves making herself sound like an expert no matter the topic, like yesterday when she confidently talked about tank controls without even knowing what it meant. just something she does. i think it's pretty cute desu

>Unlimited guys
>Unlimited pipe
syadouNonderogatory

>>72042381
it's just one of those character flaws that endear you to someone, it doesn't have to be too serious but it has annoyed me at times
gets more frustrating when she makes it out that she knows exactly how to improve her life but won't do it

>>72042375
i could do this but she said you cant buy her affection and real men earn their wife so i wont

>>72041939
G

>>72042381
she was asking if that's what tank controls were the whole time, not a good example

>>72042310
Shes a knower because she spends/spent time in proana discords/forums. Unironically find the alt.

>>72042482
>she said you cant buy her affection
She'll change her tune if you buy her a house.

>>72042556
i've done it and she turned it down

>>72042556
idk shomie have you seen those onlyfans girls whos subs buy them a car and just say "Big thanks from my fan!" in response

>>72042556
Lol. Lmao even.

>>72042550
how does this make one knowledgeable on nutrition

>>72042620
>Shondos_Smallest_Soldier has donated £850000! Heres what they say: "Buy a house Smile"
"Whooaaaaaaa (syadouPogger fills the chat) thats a lot. Thank you so much!!!!! Big love."

>/shon/ defending Shondo from gold digger allegations
Did I shift to a different dimension? Weird.

>>72042548
yeah after chat told her she was wrong. let's not do this again please lol

>>72042674
They learn to maximize their unhealthiness while maintaining a basic level of health.

>proceeds to send £849999 of it to a japanese artist for her 4.0 model who then proceeds to ghost her for years
>shondo what happened to the house money?
>i put some of it towards my next model and the rest in a savings account!
>good girl

>>72042685
That's not how you'd do it, you find her irl and email her your bank account plus her address so she knows you're serious. Then shoot your shot and offer to buy a house, if she turns you down you never stood a chance to begin with.

>>72042685
>>72042823

>>72042069
But it was funny Smile

>>72042556
im the man, i take care of the finances. she can have a card which i provide a stipend to. buying the home is my responsibility

>>72043030
Too bad she's not a traditional girl.

chat seems a little slower today

>>72043149
We're moving on from Shondo.

>>72043136
checking out the shompy in person and shondo asks whats in your trousers

>masculine urge to write a long rambling exposition about how much I love Shondo and what she means to me
>Write it in my diary instead

>>72043337
email it to her, thats what i do

>>72043337
>masculine urge
What's masculine about that urge? Men don't do that, a real man would just say "I love you".

shondo please play ReMake with tank controls i want to see you get killed by crimson heads constantly because you never burn the corpses

>>72043417
hes a renaissance man like me, poetry is a masculine pursuit

>>72043417
grow up zoomzoom

>>72043515
Renaissance men were pussies.
>>72043532
I will, hopefully not into a beta like you.

>>72043417
a real man would just rape her and go back to hunting gazelles

>>72043417
You wouldn't understand. I'm a sensitive young man.

>>72043417
I know masculinity is a hard concept to grasp, Retromanlet.

>>72043671
im only into spousal rape

>>72043824
Shorty's more of a man than you shoggers will ever be.

hi

hi

hi

ih

ruskie bros check da news

>>72044085
did they blow up another refinery?

uhhh ottis sisters?

>>72043889
lmao

>>72044192
tldr "no russian" mission

>>72044236
fat fuck

>>72044248
You pussies wouldn't say that shit to his face, bet he'd be crazy enough to put a cap in your ass.

>>72044375
id be repelled by his greasy hair aura before he could even get close

ate a kebab right when her stream started and i feel so fucking bad now. if i don't post /here/ tomorrow i'm dead. please let shondo know of my passing

>nincompoopji
Based

she's gonna hit the world record for most his in a stream at this rate

>the theatrical version of all three "Lord of the Rings" films is 558 minutes (or nine hours and 17 minutes) in total. The extended editions of all three movies combined clocks in at a staggering 726 minutes (12 hours and six minutes)
how long including breaks

>>72043824
You’re all fucking retarded. I haven’t posted here in like a month at least. I rarely even check anymore because it’s all just anti bullshit.

These chases are one of the worst gameplay mechanics in the entirety of video games

>>72044994
around 14-16 hours

>>72044994
Did she talk about how she will do breaks? I doubt she can hold it in for almost 4 hours.

>>72045017

>>72045017
stop fibbing

>>72045017
i white knight very diligently whenever i'm in the mood. show some respect for your veterans.

>>72045100
she just pees her chair

being a human chair for shondo while she streams and you feel a warm liquid trickling onto your back and down your neck

>>72044583
Maybe you ate a young girl that'd been turned into a kebab, like that takeaway in Blackpool.

>>72045184
Stop antiing and maybe I’ll come back more. I can see how much you all miss me.

>>72045562
i never anti

>>72045445
UK sowing :D
UK reaping D:

>>72045445
delete this, this is my plan for shondo

nobody every namedrop me :( nobody care ,me

>>72045903
How drunk are you right now?

>>72045903
Hi thedandyleon

pee fetishists deserve the rope that shit is so gross. almost as bad as footfags

>>72045903
you're a failure of a white ribbon Bacon_Bits10

>>72045903
just break containment and pick up fights with other shoggas. you'll get namedropped sooner or later

I love my gold digger of a wife

fizzy shonpiss in my mouth

i want to take drives with shondo and yap to her about my special interest :(

>>72046101
Weak vanilla virgin.

I love Shondo like how animals love each other in nature documentaries. I want to lick gore off her after we maul an antelope.

>>72045903
99.9% of her viewers are never namedropped. don't feel too bad about it

>>72046101
fuck you

UK bros look at the news...

i actually make a point to not namedrop shoggers i dislike the most because i want them to become as irrelevant as possible

>>72046347
your asshole isnt virgin

>>72046642
Ah, so the family picture was fake then.

so the hi is a tic at this point, correct?

>>72046975
I think she started doing it in 2022 but yeah, at this point it's a tic.

slipping her hand into my trousers and fondling my sac like its otis' head is a tic at this point, correct?

>>72046975
yes but its cute

>>72046975
a lot of things become tics, the erm etc is too
made me realize I might not like autistic girls as much as on paper

everything she does is incredibly cute, i dont see what you guys are complaining about

>>72047104
Autists are annoying regardless of gender, as for schizos they're unbearable in real life. If you care about Shondo she'd make you cry like a bitch every other week until you hated her.

>>72047205
well I think everyone knows this is the best arrangement for everyone, or if anything that most shoggers could probably do better

>>72047205
true for most people but not me

>>72047205
>If you care about Shondo she'd make you cry like a bitch every other week until you hated her.

>>72047275
I'm too tired to debate this, try to recall rrk and how many shomies were emotionally distraught. Now imagine going through that multiple times a month.

This game really suffered from them wasting dev time on simulator bullshit

>>72047370
shoggers get emotionally distraught over her not reading their messages or saying 'big love' instead of 'i love you too'
i'll be fine

I like when she says hi I like to imagine that she's saying it to me specifically

This game should have shondo as the protag but the hunger should be for cocks. medium ββC satisfies a little but to fully satisfy her you need to find some nice heavy ββC. lwc is so bad it adds hunger. just makes her crave more of the real deal.

>>72047370
I'd rather not recall rrk since it just makes me hate this community and desire horrible things to happen to certain people even more.

>>72047718
how did you get your B's to look like that.

>>72047573
>i'll be fine
You wouldn't survive a few rich man comments.

>>72047718
There are often demands for SEA IPs to be rangebanned but I'd like to add North America to that because of their constant cuck and BBC obsession.

>>72047860
nta but thats the greek letter beta, you could install the greek keyboard for your os thru the language settings

>>72048113
i am a rich man ;)

I wish Shondo would steal my worm haha get it. maybe play a little "hide the salami" with shondo haha

>>72047573
>i'll be fine
Pyro wasn't fine with not being able to do anything, not even touch her hair without making her uncomfortable. Shondo essentially wanted a friend that's a boy not a boyfriend, now she wants a father not a husband.

>>72047370
>how many shomies were emotionally distraught.
oh nooo they went to the menhera vent account and got menhera vents :(
lets also just ignore you're talking about people being "emotionally distraught" over the account when half of you niggers there were just trying to take advantage of her mental state when she was on there to groom her but yeah you were the ones that had it rough

>>72048312
thats different and you know it, not even going to argue since it should be obvious

>>72048150
that's a lot of work when the character map exists

>>72048329
>just trying to take advantage of her mental state when she was on there to groom her
noooo that totally isn't what they were doing they were just there to try and help her feel better ;))))

>stopping mid-message to fish of all things
remember when she actually paused games to read stuff that people poured their hearts into?

taking shondo fishing but she keeps getting the line caught when she tries to cast it out and when i do it for her she gets tired from reeling the line back in after a couple of attempts so she just sits next to me playing blue archive while i talk to her about the flys and spinners

>>72048575
no
ive been here all week

>>72048493
not really. idk why people hear "install" and immediately get mentally exhausted

I really love it when my wife keeps telling us that she loves other men

>>72049022
That man? me btw

>>72047145
why do you think casually talking about something is complaining? who hurt you, anon?

u know yorl b in up da klub wit shonshon gettin litty in da city

>>72049059
read the post above what you replied to

>>72046975
The appropriate response is to always say hi back.

king B haters starving tonight

>>72049193
who the fuck is king b
i swear you fags are sucking off a new chatter every week

>>72049310
blob aka dewd

>>72049310
how new

shondo in bridal lingerie

>>72049844
fuck...

G

>>72049193
The B stands for British Broadcasting Corporation

>>72041939
Thomas confirmed to love wifey
G

>>72041939
I completely and unironically love my wife and enjoy spending time with her

gold digger.

>Actually tells chat to the change the subject
Hey she's learning!

>>72050117
this was low effort

>>72050570
i hope she continues to get better at tard wrangling

>>72050570
>>72050608
but she has no power over her chat and community at all, there's nothing she can do

>>72050604
my feelings are not low effort, turd.

>>72050570
what was it this time?

>>72050718
your feelings mean nothing to her
when she sees your low effort edit she'll laugh and chorttle at you
i was just warning you

>>72050570
She just repeated what Dawn said.

>>72050753
It was about Inis getting banned again. This time on Discord.

do you think shondo rocks herself to calm down

>>72050882
she doesn't seem to be banned?

why/how did we lose her trust
she got worried for a split second about implying York was attractive

>>72051052
it is a mystery

speak for yourself, she trusts me

>>72051052
good lol she should be worried

>>72050871
no amount of mean posts on 4chan are going to make me stop loving my wife. I am literally too retarded for brainworms. I am the eternal optimist. I am unblackpillable

>>72050570
am I wrong or are we talking about "changing the subject" of something she brought up because one person disagreed with her out of 2000 that nodded along

>>72051052
Maybe because every time she says someone is attractive the thread and some chatters throw a tantrum about it

>>72051250
it's just one guy, everyone else is indifferent when she finds other guys attractive and loves when she excitedly goes into yurilust mode

>>72051250
She isnt here and doesnt care. Take your fucking meds.

>>72051052
because shondo gets one guy'd by people samefagging anonymously

>>72051052
>why/how did we lose her trust
because the only husband worthy of her trust is Orange since everyone else is a disgusting groomer

he's right calling shadow paranoid and don't the barbies share selfies on discord anyway

>>72051338
Did you just not read the and chat part?

>>72051327
yeah everyone else is a snipped sissy and love when shadow jerks off other dudes in front of them

>>72051357
Right, its only one person who calls you disgusting incels out for what they are: groomers preying on a vulnerable young woman.

>>72051425
She doesn't care what the chat thinks about what she thinks about York.

Vivi talking about her laundry just makes me think of her bra...

>>72051250
so? they will be gone by april, dont pay them any attention

>>72051557
*may 1st

>>72051557
tell that to her then. do it in chat right now, faggot

>>72051432
Stop reading NTR hentai it is giving you brain worms.

>>72051441
>calls you incel
makes me giggle and think of this

>>72051557
>so? they will be gone by april
mostly white ribbon faggot groomers that complain but keep cookin' hun

She needs to work on her laugh. She wants to keep the fake cutesy voice while laughing but can't so she either muffles it by closing her mouth and laughing an awkward "huh huh huh huh" or a cough-like laugh when she can't control it. Maybe she just needs to stop laughing all together.

>>72051635
yeah i wish she would realize that there will always be some people complaining no matter what

>>72051731
i like her laugh

>>72051432
that dude? me

>>72051731
maybe you should kill yourself

>>72051758
I like her laugh too. :)

>>72051441
my bad there's like 2 or 3 of you, and don't put me with the blob squad, the grooming between me and shondo is mutual unlike them

>>72051898
>the grooming between me and shondo is mutual
LMAO

Shondo groomed me into falling in love with her and giving her money sometimes if it’s financially responsible for me to do so.

>>72051957
that's fair it is mostly her grooming me

>>72047065

Shondo groomed me into not feeling right when I have party time to other women and not feeling right when I have party time to her rtx model and since I'm not a lolicon I just haven't masturbated in 4 months.

killing all groomers, shoggas and shoggers and using their skulls to collect nose powder to consume

my urge to post "ask shadowmama" after shondo asked how someone gets away with rape for 2.5 years

>joking about graduating
May 1st is real

she needs to do a merch drop before the 1st so i can level up my husband points

QRD on the May 1st brainworm? I want another way to recognize you all in chat so I can add to my list.

someone who finds kissing disgusting btw

kissing shondo on the lips for the first time (weve been together now for 4 months)

>>72052347
read twitter

>>72052347
if you're this new you don't need to worry about it

>>72052347
read tweets

>>72052351
she's not the same person she was two days ago

>>72052347
NGMI

>>72052347
you will never get me onto the monitored user list

>She doesn't want to disappoint York but doesn't care about disappointing her 'Husband'

>>72052347

>>72052395
>>72052435
A poor attempt. I get emails and text notifications for all of her twitter activities.

>>72052704
do you get it for twitter replies?

>>72052704
you're certainly retarded

>>72052786
I turned it off because often I didn't really care about the other person involved. I just manually check when the topic seems interesting enough.

>>72052861
lol dumbass

Are these fags actually just posting spoilers disguised as jokes? This is like the 5th time now that she reads something like that.

wow would he feel if he didn’t have breakfast this morning

>>72053605
but he did have breakfast

>>72053283
Unfortunately yes.

I wish i could stay the last hour too, unfortunately, the shitter calls for me
Get your chats in shoomfies

>>72053283
what spoiler

>>72054260
Major spoiler:
That Kaysen is the final boss.

shes getting oneguyed by a sidequest were never finishing this game

SyadouDed I got annoyed at the threads from after the doa stream and took a break from the threads and now I'm way behind and it's such a pain trying to catch up and go through those shit threads

forcing shondo to smoke 10 packs of ciggies

>>72054454
The only sidequest she needs to do is the one that unlocks the fast travel radio
i forget which one that is

>>72054765
unironically ngmi

tiddyman winning as usual

he won

>>72054923
>ngmi
I'm her husband though, i already made it

>>72055222
LMAO

she hates me

>>72055337
nadenade govknar

>>72054765
kill yourself

>>72055337
Maybe, idk what you did
Doubt it though

>>72055337
This post could have been made anyone, since she hates everyone who isn't a barbie or her family.

Zach, fuck, marry, kill? Shondo / Inis / Vivi

>>72055304
She dont even know who I am am

>>72055893
Shondo Shondo Shondo

Scared nothing happened while I was gone, right? Had to do something starting from 40ish minutes ago

>>72055893
fuck inis marry my beautiful wife shondo and kill that slag vivi

i googled the answer but i didnt want to post it in chat because i know it offhand

>>72056074 (me)
didn't know*

>>72055893
What does zach-ing someone do

>>72056074
same except i googled cannon group films with a IV in the title

>>72055999
dont tell him

surprised mouzGPT couldn't get the movie trivia right, maybe he needs an update

>>72056518
too much garbage data he's hallucinating

>>72056518
Not him, but there were several movie choices all having a fourth movie within their franchises. There wasn't a singular choice.

SHADOW THE TIME

>>72057456
the post is
SHONDO THE TIME

me on the right

Hands
Scared

>hi cuties
and im out
only my wife may call me cutie

fat hands Scared

I hope FT gets better

erm

>>72058116
Same, 3 feeders in his family and he's underweight? They suck at feeding

new main hoe found

>>72056518
He needs to install a capeshit mod

>>72058116
his onee chan has been given the go ahead by her husbands to commence the feeding operation. he will be saved

>>72058237
Nah she asked us for advices it would be rude to bring it up

is she trying to groom nootie?

>2 shondo mods busy grooming
>several shoggas cheating
the disrespect sm h

>>72058357
i meant she will do it not us

she should make FT some borgir. and herself.
i will make her a borgir one day and she will enjoy it so much she will give up the vegetarian larp

Stats doko? I missed some of the stream so I don't expect to have that many messages, but i sent my fair share

i fixed your shit lazy anon
two minutes in mspaint

>>72058848
Baseg

>>72058848
he's literally me

>>72058730
Gomen I'm profoundly retarded

>>72058848
it still looks like shit

shondo watch twin peaks

>>72059206
shut up ray

>>72058848
I could farm so many brainworms if I wanted to. It's surprising how many things goes unnoticed or simply forgotten.

>>72059422
name 3

>>72059422
Name two African countries

whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy

>>72059691
You okay pal?

>>72059589
south africa
north africa

>>72059508
no because I did it a few times in the past and people mention it to this day and I get brainworms from the brainworms I spread

>>72059914
disappointing

>>72059318
im not anyone u namedrop

>>72059914
pussy

>>72033937
someone found it already?

>>72059847
Close! North Africa isn't a country

>>72059422
try me, i am completely immune

watchalong in 1 hour

>>72060081
eu education

>>72060105
But i need to rest for the marashon...

>>72060081
Niger

>>72060081
brazil and south africa then

>>72060212
Good job! Niger is a country

>>72060236
Close! Brazil is a country, but hiroto isn't African! Brazil isn't a country in Africa

My chatterino lost connection with my account today, so no "timeouts, bans, donos and bits" stats today. Unless someone uploads a complete chatterino log, then I can make it work.
https://pastebin.com/UPJnhn0A
https://pastebin.com/NC3xR3YQ

>>72060544
What the FUCK is neosky doing

my side hoe produces more content in a week than shondo does in a year. doodles, sketches, covers, cute little letters that she's uploading, voice messages. she used to be like shondo about the doctor too but is even going to doctors appointments etc regularly now for our sake. she's super cute and appreciative of what she has. why am i even here? i don't know if it's sunk cost fallacy or the roots of my love holding me in place

>>72060609
he should be banned for spamming desu. that's just retarded

>>72060760
her mods are busy grooming neppie and parasi

>>72060609
him doing all of that to not even get read as well is the funniest part

>>72060692
>anti post
>but i love her i guess
at least you tried i guess?

>>72060813
Its not cheating if mods arent married
Its not a job if you dont get paid
simple as, based mods

and my wife isn't perfect. far from in fact. but i know i'm loved by this imperfect girl and that's all that matters to me. especially when i can make her laugh and have a perfect day with her.

>>72060760
2 times as many messages(emotes included) than the number 2 spot is insane, what the fuck is he even saying
I get being a natural born yapper, but he takes it to the extreme. It's like he's trying to actively be #1 in chat messages

>>72060544
so about 10 chatters make up a third of all posts

>>72060908
>but i know i'm loved by this imperfect girl
how

>>72060972
All me btw

7 hour stream with 1.5k average ccv and neosky alone accounts for 6.5% of chat. i don't even know what to say to that. i hope that dude is okay, lol

>>72061028
>how
it's not something you explain, you just know it shiggie.

>>72060972
1 chatter and their 9 alts

that chatter is me

>>72061153
my iq is 45
i don't know anything
are you saying i'll never know shondo loves me

I said things early on in the stream that she didn't read from me, but hours later she read the same things from others and agreed with them and even laughed, fucked up
Grrrr, good for them though

>>72061212
if you treat her right, you could be dumber than mud and still be loved by her.

Smile she read a lot of my chats today, both during the zatsu and game

>>72061242
Thanks for the messages shogga

>>72060908
>i'm loved by this imperfect girl
LMAO

shondo will never marry any of you, and that's a good thing. she belongs to everyone and nobody at the same time, and that's a good thing. also, fuck (you).

>>72062303
Actually Shondo loves me and only me.

>>72062382
Mediterraneans

>>72062303
>shondo will never marry any of you
She already has though

>>72060544
>cracked the top 530 today
oh baby there’s no brakes on this train!!

>send 2 messages a stream
>hi Shondo!!!
>thanks for the stream Shondo!!! Love you!!!!
>let the stream run in the background
>watch the VOD when I’m off work
This is how I’ll win.

>>72062303
>shondo will never marry any of you
shes gonna marry me

>>72062990
this is unironically me, although i don't watch the vod

>>72060544
>>72060544
My read rate was 10% and I gave up because I felt like I had sent hundreds of unread messages and she hates me. What the fuck is wrong with me? Maybe I do need therapy, I've been really out of it lately
Sorry if I've said anything bad here shoggas, I don't think I'm in a good state of mind recently

>>72063586
10% is good.
>Maybe I do need therapy
yes

>>72063586

>>72063586
Watch Fight Club and really listen to what Tyler Durden has to say. Hope this helps.

>>72063964
since i've stopped caring i've also stopped loving
her streams and tweets have never felt so empty to me
don't listen to this image, I want back in so bad

>>72063813
5-10% is usually what I get, but I thought I had sent 10x the amount of messages, and she was ignoring all of them. I wasn't even in the top 100

>>72064151
I'll try this, thanks

>>72064305
if your thoughts are that negative and out of touch with reality like that you would be best seeking professional help. what the other anons suggested might help but at best they're coping mechanisms and those are no where near what you need to fix your issues.
and if you don't want to that's fine, you might be wasting your time, but once you get tired of failing to get where you want by yourself remember that option.

>>72064158
>don't listen to this image
You especially shouldn't, because the original post isnt even about her.

I'm telling you shiggaz just dm her your big black cock and ur in. she'll neva skip wunna ur messages again.

>>72065345
i wonder what you thought would be the reaction to this post

love u shondo :)

>>72063964
This is good advice. The harder you try the worst results you’ll get. There is literally zero reason to get all worked up. There is no race. There is nothing to win.

>>72063964
i imagine her all the time
its unhealthy really
but i love her and im sure she will eventually love me

I love fallen shadow. I want to hold her hand and give her a hug and call gay sappy names like princess. I also want to punch her in the nose so it bleeds and drips onto her shirt and the floor.

>>72066132
>>72065974
how do I get back to this point emotionally

>>72063964
>>72065941
I'll try this tomorrow, I had this outlook before and everything was great but I don't know how I got back to where I am now

>>72066377
My shigger in Christ just have fun. It’s supposed to be fun. If you have something to say then say it; don’t just constantly vomit garbage out in hopes of getting attention.

>>72065941
>There is no race. There is nothing to win.
Don't listen to this post this is just a groomer trying to get rid of competition.