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Confess

>> No.15413922
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>>15413886
I used to be a deadbeat but now I'm KFP and I feel bad about it

>> No.15413931
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I finally unsubscribed from all of the HoloENs a week ago. I realized that I haven't watched a single one of their streams for months, so I decided to just cut the fat instead.

>> No.15413969

>>15413886
The internet has ruined me. These days I can only get off to wincest hentai with pregnant lolis.

>> No.15413979
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your entire branch is shit. but leech really takes the cake collabing with vwhorejo, anitubers to jp6

>> No.15414170

>>15413969
unless you can only get off to a girl getting tentacle dicked in all four holes you've still got a long way to go my friend

>> No.15414458

Indies and small corpos are better than Hololive, Nijisanji, and VShojo.

>> No.15414518

I spent more money on vtubers this year than I did on the church collection plate

>> No.15414539
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I hate vtubers and only watch them to shitpost

>> No.15414709
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I can't stop thinking about breaking this little twink.

>> No.15414735

>>15413886
I'm black and I love NIJISANJI!

>> No.15414736

>>15413922
Same but i don't feel bad

>> No.15414811

>>15413886
I prefer Vshojo to HoloEN at this point in time

>> No.15414840

>>15413886
I make Ame antis threads but secretly llwanna marry and impregnate her

>> No.15415021
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I was one of the anons constantly shitting on Twitch zoomer streamers and their humor, and lamenting they'd get into Nijisanji, and they are here now, and I'm enjoying them immensely. Yes I even laughed when they say pog and based and sus. And I keep laughing at Chinese donations that are excessively horny and worshipping Vox. My prejudices are flying away.

>> No.15415036

>>15413886
I must confess that I miss thos thread whenever it isn't in the catalog.
It's a stealth /adv/ thread

>> No.15415068

>>15413886
I don't know if I'm insane because of isolation or if I'm isolated because I'm insane
Also I'm thinking about digging out the Matsuri Monitor to stalk my oshi

>> No.15415220

Reminder: Marine will never mock islam, or shinto like she does Christianity

>> No.15415253

>>15413886
I realised that Mori is the Fred Durst (Limp Bizkit wigger) of Hololive. After making that comparison, I can't ever take her seriously anymore and have now ashamedly joined the antis. I even annoy deadbeats on yt comments and reddit as a way to relax.

>> No.15415407

I have been pretending to work at my job for a year now and will eventually be fired when they catch on. But because of unbelievable incompetence of management nobody seems to have noticed that I literally spend all day watching chuubas and arguing on /vt/.

>> No.15415471

>>15415220
>Marine will never mock...shinto
???

>> No.15415550

>>15414170
Which hole is the fourth one for you?

>> No.15415600

>>15413886
I spend way more time browsing /vt/ than I do watching any vtuber

>> No.15415611

>>15413886
I've been thinking lately that vtubing is honestly a positive tool of feminism. Just by putting up a mask of an anime girl, we're so happy to accept women for all their personality quirks, their immaturity, their perversion, their social awkwardness, and raise them to celebrity status.

And I think it's a good thing.

>> No.15415670

>>15413886
I fapped to that doujin where that fat bald guy hypnotized ame with his phone and begins to fuck her.

>> No.15415710

I think HoloEN went full DBZ Powerlevel creep when they went full retard and revealed Council as literal gods and now they won't be able to get anything new down because what the fuck can they do next

>> No.15415729

>>15415220
And that's a good thing!

>> No.15415803

>>15415253
Her brass are better than her raps.

>> No.15415818

>>15413886
I often shit on vtubers for being boring despite only watching karaoke and asmr streams.

>> No.15415834

>>15415803
*braps

>> No.15416276

>>15413886
I still need to go back to watch hololive again since i'm unitychad, but i just can't since whenever i click any holo stream youtube algorithm will give me cringest clips. Not helped with how /vt/ destroys my perception to hololive.

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15416331

I'm bored with Hololive and Nijisanji, but still can't be arsed to hunt around for clearance bin chubas who'd make good shitposting material.

>> No.15416379

>>15415710
alternate universe gods, just like DBZ

>> No.15417321

I anti post in my oshi’s thread. There’s some side of me that has weird, negative thoughts about her sometimes and I just let them out.

>> No.15419034

>>15416331
try omegasis, their older vids are great if you want something to binge through, start with their recommended for new watchers playlist, a lot are english translated in cc

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>>15413886
I love Ina but I hate most of her game choices

>> No.15419516

>>15413886
I'm subbed to everyone in NijiEN except Nina

>> No.15421535

>>15416331
just check out some self-promo chuubas in /wvt/

>> No.15421658

I can't watch Mori. I've tried many times but I always leave when she does or says something horribly cringe. I know you're gonna tell me all vtubers are cringe or whatever, but I can watch most anyone else without this happening.

>> No.15422273

>>15421658
Same here. I don't even really dislike her that much, I just get the feeling that I'm genuinely not autistic enough to watch her whenever I've tried to do so

>> No.15422976

>>15413886
IRyS is my oshi but I haven't listened to any of her songs and don't intend to.

>> No.15423260

>>15421658
I've never even given her a chance because she is a wigger. From clips I've seen she seems cool though, but my dick can't get hard for her

>> No.15423303

I keep the /meat/ thread alive out of morbid curiosity

>> No.15423588

I've been a NEET for 2 years. Neighbors are gossiping about me because no call center employer ever hired me nor I wanted a job as toxic as listening to mutt boomers insult you 80 hours a week

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>>15416331
/wvt/ or any of the small corpos (type pcg in search)

>> No.15423819

>>15413886
I go to coco/haachama bait threads and call anyone who has any non positive opinion about them chinks to make Ksonfags look bad

>> No.15423885

>>15423819
Hey, I do that too. We should go out sometime :).

>> No.15424188

>>15413886
I can only get off to oneeshota doujins

>> No.15424201

>>15413922
>>15414736
sometimes you gotta downgrade to save money, I understand

>> No.15424764

>>15413886
I know where my oshi lives. What should I do

>> No.15425539

>>15416331
The reason I ventured out of holonijis is to find good singers. It may or may not be your priority.

>> No.15425684

>>15413886
I've been on 4chan for more than 10 years now and have only recently started to visit /vt/ regularly and even I am impressed by the distinctive quality of autism on display here. It's quite impressive how time and again this site manages to uncover new forms of disfunction out of the collective unconsciousness of mankind.

>> No.15425789

>>15425684
This has been my experience too. I've been browsing this board since June and it is always unhinged

>> No.15425801

>>15425684
Thank you?

>> No.15425910

I've only cared about V-Tubers for a week at most, but this board provides me with too much entertainment to leave.

>> No.15426098

>>15425684
>have only recently started to visit /vt/ regularly
you missed a fuckton of mental derangement while we were still on /jp/

>> No.15426119

>>15425910
Oh, >>15425684 described it perfectly.

>> No.15426491

>>15413886
I want to be friends with Ame IRL. With the possibilty of it becoming more than friends. Slow burn stuff

>> No.15426613

>>15414170
>>15413969

Insect pregnancy bestiality.
/thread
HKRAJ

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>>15413886
I work 7am-5pm CET and I haven't got the chance to watch my Oshi stream in more than half a year. I only keep up with her through her twitter. I miss her terribly

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>>15413886
I make threads about my beloved oshi and I adore her so much. The problem here is that I can't even make it to the end in her streams...

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>>15413886
I want to learn Japanese to interact with Japanese chubas and leave the EN scene entirely (I've seen the writing on the wall for HolostarsEN, and after Nijisanji its pretty much inevitable, and the prospect of my my favorite gen Holomyth being forever tainted with HomostarEN male presence, interacting and flirting with them, sours me to the point where I would rather leave it all behind than have to change or adapt to it, as legitimately sad as that makes me to say it). Unsurprisingly, I've found learning Japanese very difficult and am struggling to keep the habit for more than a week at a time.

>> No.15428614

>>15427503
please understand
japanese is rated at 2200 hours
you can skip writing if you are a foreigner so less in practice

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15428622

I've been meaning to make a joke but it's so obscure and retarded that I'm certain it would never even cross the mind of a functional member of /vt/

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15428673

I act like a retard and have fits on /ggg/ because of my OCD

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>>15428673
>chumbro is cute

>> No.15428868

>>15413886
I dropped Ina as my oshi
I still greatly admire her skills but she's a very flawed person and she wasn't making me happy as a viewer for the past months. It was a constant back and forth between being either worried or disappointed and I'm doing better now that I dropped her. I hope she gets better and starts actually enjoying life and things eventually

>> No.15428877

>>15428622
Do it

>> No.15428951

>>15425539
Well, who are the best singers you've found in any case? the vsinger thread is so overwhelming...

>> No.15428991

The awful thoughts where my oshi dies will never go away

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>>15428877
I don't have the setup but there is this passage from "All Quiet on the Western Front" where the Kaiser is inspecting the troops and one guy exclaims that there is no way an Emperor uses the toilet like every other soldier
Essentially making it an "Emperors don't poop" situation
now you can go ahead and call me a retard

>> No.15429452

>>15429348
Oh, I've read that book. Though if it was just an "idols don't poop" joke or something of the like there's no way I'd be able to draw it back to the book.

>> No.15429514

>>15424764
Solid snake into her home, steal a pair of her dirtiest panties, seal inside airtight bag to preserve the smell.

>> No.15429632

>>15429452
anon bless yer heart, that's a weight off my autismo brain

>> No.15429812

I despise this board and think it never should have been made. If anything an internet celebrity board would have been better. The posters here are schizos, the mods and jannies are no better, and everyone here breaks the rules of the board constantly with either no repercussion or an overreaction ban wave. The only reason I still come here is that it's fun to shitpost when things are actively happening.

>> No.15429897

I liked kronii a decent amount but I can only associate her with the freaks in /∞/ now

>> No.15429939

>>15424764
Tell her to work on her opsec

>> No.15430318

>>15429812
I thought it could be OK when it was created but I hate what it became. The board is essentially a platform for schizos to discharge their schizo energies at this point.
Could've been better with some actual moderation but even sharkmeido was just a circlejerking faggot.

>> No.15430447

>>15430318
>The board is essentially a platform for schizos to discharge their schizo energies at this point.
that is the most interesting part and it happens rarely

>> No.15430798

>>15429812
>>15430318
If moderation actually handed out bans longer than 3 days much of this board would be corrected. But this is an issue facing much of 4chan as it seems the senior mods have an ideology of as little moderation as possible. Just from having browsed this place too much and having noticed some patterns and typing styles, I honestly think that managing to permaban some dozen posters would clean up most of the board.

>> No.15430873

>>15413886
I wish senchou and her sister would fuck each other.

Im so sorry.

>> No.15431105

>>15430798
The rule of "Please note that discussion should pertain to a VTuber's streams and content, and should not pertain to their real lives, relationships, or appearances" is a shit rule that needs to be rewritten, or deleted honestly.

As the line blurs more and more with people like Ironmouse and Pomu having actual illnesses, Lumi, Vei, etc. posting their actual faces and calling it "4k models", it becomes harder to enforce this rule fairly, as seen when mods randomly ban one thing but not the other.
A prime example is during council debuts when everyone was shitposting about Mumei and Fauna, maybe 1 out of every 10 shitposters actually got banned.

hell I've been banned before for talking about IronMouses illness when she was literally talking about it on stream

>> No.15435387

Probably not all that egregious, but I’ve jerked off to a clip of Lamy saying “kimochi warui” over and over. In all fairness though, I played it while I was enjoying this pic by an artist who drew her giving a footjob

>> No.15435484

I’m into NTR but am so emotionally attached to my oishi that I want her to remain mine.

>> No.15435602

>>15435387
I need source of both things

>> No.15435697

>>15428868
What is wrong with Ina? I thought she was very happy now. Or maybe that was Kiara.

>> No.15436757

>>15435602
https://youtu.be/EzY_cLICI-U
https://ask.fanbox.cc/
pretty sure there’s a gallery of the fanbox on sadpanda, otherwise, I don’t believe there is any other way to get access to the Lamy one. His stuff is a little samey, and even slightly off, but I’m a massive degenerate so I’m still a patron of his

>> No.15441593

I want to do what Baelz did and join Hololive to get closer to my oshi. I think I could be a good entertainer with the company too, but I do have the ulterior motive I just mentioned.

>> No.15444041

>>15428951
Do you just want vsingers from hololive/niji, or just in general?

>> No.15444160

>>15415021
BatChest

>> No.15444389

>>15413886
I once made an indie vtuber cry by baiting her through a superchat. Best five bucks I've ever spent.

>> No.15444763
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>>15415220
No need to mock shinto. It's already a colossal joke.

>> No.15444805

>>15444763
How so? I always thought it seemed neat

>> No.15445030

>>15428622
>functional member of /vt/
a what now?

>> No.15445048

>>15413886
I’m Haachama and I shitpost here

>> No.15445196

I like to make scenes of Amelia and Sachi in Koikatsu.

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I spent the Holidays doing nothing but playing Tetris and jerking off to Hololive's entire roster of talents all day.

>> No.15445477

>>15423588
let me guess, you're a flip?

>> No.15445489

I've noticed a distinct uptick in unironic unicorns since the migration from /jp/ and it absolutely reeks of newfags thinking you have to be an autist afraid of male/female interaction to "fit in" for whatever reason. You used to get made fun of for sperging out about such things, now you get called a cuck for not giving a fuck.

>> No.15445804

The more Japanese I learn the more I get crippling addicted to asmr streams, Japanese girls whispering cute shit in my ears is better than heroin. I could see myself searching for ones that offer private sessions to high paying members and blowing all my money on it if I wasn't too much of a sperg for interacting with them like that

>> No.15445948

>>15445489
I just fucking hate men anon

>> No.15446193

If Holostars EN becomes a thing and they collab with the women, I'm gonna go full scorched earth on Cover. It's gonna make Hiromoot and Kawasaki look like fucking sparklers in comparison.

>> No.15446229

>>15445948
You will never be a woman.

>> No.15446315

>>15446229
I hate other men!

>> No.15446424

>>15445804
based, I cannot fall asleep without them anymore, and I get full mast instantly when I hear my oshi's heartbeat

>> No.15447241

I tried watching smaller vtubers where I can actually talk to them. Unfortunately, this makes it a lot easier to fall into Goslinghood. I've partially avoided that, but now I really really really want to find a autistic weeb gf now. Unfortunately I have 0 idea where to find them unless I want to start hitting on girls at anime cons which I'm honestly nervous about because I am autistic and feel uncomfortable just chatting up random people outside of designated social spaces like bars

>> No.15447337

>>15413886
I'm not Pomu

>> No.15447464

>>15413886
I've basically stopped watching every JP holo at this point, and the only holoEN I watch is Amelia. Nearly every vtuber I actively watch is an indie. I still numberfag here and shitpost in hlgg during collabs though.

>> No.15447755

>>15447241
You are not going to have any success cold approaching women at anime conventions unless you are attractive and wearing cosplay.

>> No.15448547

>>15447755
I'm above average looking (am at least tall & fit even if my face is meh). I'm just totally baffled on where I could even meet women with interests in anime/vidya otherwise since online dating is shit.

>> No.15448630

>>15448547
Let me know if you figure it out, I decided to just give up and try to be satisfied as a hermit but watching vtubers makes it really hard

>> No.15448644

>>15424201
They cost the same.

>> No.15449019

>>15415220
>islam
why?

>> No.15449302

>>15419516
I posted this 2 months ago

>> No.15449386

>>15413886
I only really give a shit about Gura and Ame when they collab or mention each other. Solo streamers are simply kinda boring and quickly turn to making noises or talking about random shit or entering a toxic relationship with their chats instead of bouncing off each other and making true comedy.

>> No.15449419

>>15449386
This is why we need a /u/tuber revolution imo

>> No.15449483

I anti the two EN2 sluts because I don’t like their fans, not because of anything to do with them

>> No.15449778

>>15428951
There is the primer list. Just listen until the first good one you hear. Don't have to try all.

>> No.15450085

I went beyond gosling territory. I no longer sense anything other than my oshi. My own life does not register to me anymore except as a phenomenological experience of my oshi's existence.

>> No.15450118

>>15435697
She really gives me the feel that she has actual unironic depression and doesn't feels actual happiness no matter how many goals she accomplishes.

>> No.15450229

>>15450118
that's called being Korean

>> No.15450425

>>15436757
Kemono party, anon.

>> No.15450634

>>15413886
I stopped watching indies because I realized I was devolving into a goslingfag

>> No.15450706

If you aren’t smart when you’re setting up streamlabs it will doxx you when it sends a receipt. I’ve exploited this by sending lots of $1 donations to 2views so I can find out if they’re cute in real life

>> No.15450816

>>15450706
grim

>> No.15450993

>>15450706
Very devilish, anon.

>> No.15451329

>>15450706
Wow, thanks for the tip for when I start streaming

>> No.15451584

>>15413886
I ran out of things to confess weeks ago and am just here for gossip and lewds.
>>15425684
>>15425789
April and same, though only 8 years for me.

>> No.15451609

>>15423819
>>15423885
Same

>> No.15451801

>>15413886
I've been planning to member my oshi for a while now, but I haven't because I might start going full schizo over her.

>> No.15451823

>>15426687
It's low-key why I don't look forward to looking for a job again, not just because I hate working
But I'm going to start needing income again...

>> No.15452692

I betrayed my oshi for a GFE vtuber and am obsessed with her. It took me weeks before I realized most everything she did was just Gosling/simp bait and since I'm a permavirgin software engineer I am the target audience for her. I don't even know if it is worth it to break free though because I've felt so much less depressed since I started watching her that sending her $20-30/week (which is essentially nothing to me) might be profitable in the long term if the increased job performance & desire to do things leads to a payraise or a new job.

>> No.15452937

>>15414709
His head looks so small

>> No.15453029 [DELETED] 

>>15413886
I am the Marineschizo and I want to stop schizo posting but I don't know how.

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>>15452937
He's so small. Perfect for manhandling.

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I goslinged, I got depressed, and without noticing it I've allowed my body to rot.
I used to be /fit/, but now I can't even do 20 pushups.
And the worst part about it is that I didn't even gain weight, still the same 66.6kg, I've just become weak.

>> No.15454301

>>15452692
Amano or Menace

>> No.15454561

>>15425684
I found out about vtubers existance in March when a Kiara shitposter was going on religious ramblings on /vst/s Korean Hag Sex Simulator pseudogeneral, open the board, and was met with a sea of ORANGE WOMAN. Watched some clips and listened to some music, then watched the board break down over Kiara I think making Gura cry or laughing at her crying in the 6 month anniversary stream? The seethe and schizophrenia delighted me. I eventually became a Nijisanji clipfag. Now I just browse the board and read the meltdowns. I show up to 3D debuts and ended up following some girls on Twitter for the sex fanart.

>> No.15454576

>>15454301
The latter

>> No.15454610

>>15413886
I used to be able to catch Mashiro's stream but nowadays he's been doing spooky readings and it's hard for me to get into because I don't speak moon.

>> No.15454647

>>15454576
Is she really that dangerous?

>> No.15455519

>>15454647
Absolutely for me, but I know GFE is ultra dependent on an individual. I have been various degrees of depressed for a long while and bought in hard into her "autistic reformed doomer" personality since it gave me hope things could get better with more work. I know in a lot of ways being extremely cynical & distrustful of people is part of the reason I'm so closed off & miserable.
This is the first time I've felt strong emotions regarding another person in 5+ years even though I've tried therapy, meds, and other shit, but I know logically it's just some girl selling a fantasy. Sure, some of what she says is probably true/honest, but there is an innate separation between the real person & the character and I don't know where that line lies. I feel like I either need to embrace the fantasy, knowing there is a decent chance that I will be hurt later but potentially seeing some gains in the meantime & becoming a better person for it, or just fucking off and trying to deal with my issues in some other way, knowing I have legitimately tried most other common answers to "how to get over depression" without much success.
Tldr: yes, I'm a sucker for broken women who fixed themselves and wish I could fix myself

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I want to shill my oshi on 5chan, because it would be better if she Japs rather than EOPs, but I always feel intimidated by that website.
Is that what Japs feel when they come here?

>> No.15456736

>>15448630
I doubt that I will honestly, it's all just a cope because as my 30's approach the thought of spending the rest of my life alone terrifies me since my family is already gone.

>> No.15456903

>>15413886
I confess that i want Amelia to graduate and join a better company that allows her to be 3D

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I can tell by the pause as she was reading my marshmallow, I made a japanese particle mistake again.
Should I just give up, it's been like 2 years already. Even if I know all the words I can't piece them together in a natural way.

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>>15413886
I fap to my oshi all the time now

>> No.15457643

I can't stop of thinking of Madden style commentary on Vtubers.

>> No.15457690

/meat/ gave me a new fetish
I just jerked off to a cannibalism doujin and it felt good

>> No.15457706
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this board sucks

>> No.15457725

>>15413886
I still think Sana is the failure of her gen

>> No.15457766

>>15449483
Are you me? I hate hoomans with a passion.

>> No.15461223

>>15457613
That's normal. A good way to stay sane, even. Don't let the chastityfags tell you otherwise, they're deluding themselves to feel like they're something special and more important to their oshi than others.
She doesn't give a shit what you're doing or not doing to your cock.

>> No.15461273

>>15457766
Not that guy, but i agree Mumei is the worst

>> No.15461394

>>15457613
I want to fap to my oshi(s), but for some fucking reason I really struggle to do so. But I have no complications with jacking it to other chuubas that I may not even watch (as well as vtubing-unrelated material). It actually became harder for me to fap to Selen after I started to watch and like her. Is there something wrong with me?

>> No.15461562

>>15413886
Everyday I stare at my oshi’s roommate photos and imagine romantic scenarios with her.

>> No.15461594

>>15461394
Mayhaps your feelings towards her have become what you might feel for a sister or close friend.

>> No.15461665

>>15457477
just practice more, writing specifically and get someone to check it

>> No.15461672

I'm depressed and wish my oshi would comfort me. I want to supa a sob story to gain her attention, but I know how autistic and retarded that is and I also know she ultimately doesn't care about me anyway - so instead I just suffer in silence. I hope I die in my sleep with my last dream being of her.

>> No.15461773

>>15461672
You can tell your story here, anon. Granted, a lot of people would probably tell you to kill yourself, but you might feel better if you let those emotions out somehow.

>> No.15461786

>>15413886
I have never watched a stream, at most I watch 1-2 clips daily and come here to shitpost and read rrats

>> No.15461880

>>15461672
At least you seem to be self aware, better than those emotional-dump faggots
Have you tried MORE cite anime girls doing cute things to numb the pain?

>> No.15462095

>>15455519
well anon
if it helps you and other things have failed why change what you are doing
as long as you aren't dropping too much cash
and if its any consolidation you might naturally get bored of menace eventually, so enjoy it while it lasts i guess just don't gosling too hard and lift a little on the side or some other self improvement

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>>15413886
I was an avid defender of NijiEN on this board, but after gen3 and now gen4 I'm starting to like their group less and less, so by next year I might even abandon ship on the whole branch unless something pulls me back in
Don't regret defending them though, gen1 and 2 were great

>> No.15462602

Pekora's new outfit finally made me diamonds with the twintails. However, it's not about her, but it reminded me of Kanomama and it only made me want to fuck Pekomama even more.

>> No.15462618

>>15462095
Lifting is probably the #1 meme advice people give to cure depression. It hasn't worked for me at all, but I feel even worse if I don't do it now so I've been at that for years & don't plan on stopping

>> No.15462728

>>15462618
Exercise is kneejerk advice for depression now and it honestly does work - for people with less severe cases/circumstantial depression.
When you're in deep with severe depression and anhedonia, it's not going to do shit.

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I don't enjoy Ame much anymore but yet I still keep watching her because I feel guilty about leaving. And I keep sticking around hoping things will get better. She was my first vtuber and I always used to have a blast watching her but then at some point something changed. I think maybe discovering /vt/ ruined her for me. She still has fun kino moments sometimes but the majority of the time I choose to watch someone else.

>> No.15463156

>>15462618
>>15462728
Sunshine or just vitamin D supplements really help a lot too.

>> No.15463355

I actively avoid anything containing Marine, Noel, Matsuri, Sana, Kronii, Fauna and Mumei. They all seem so disingenuous and fake to me and ruin streams for me. I especially hate how much the first 3 play up the coomer bait horny shit.

>> No.15463579

>>15463022
why feel bad
she will not notice if you leave

>> No.15463647

I am actually becoming schizo

>> No.15463689

>>15463579
Because I've been membered/watching for over a year now and she got me through some hard times. I have a lot of good memories because of her.

>> No.15464247

>>15463647
Stop it if you can.
You will need higher and higher doses until you end up like CWC.
Negative attention is a drug.

>> No.15464315

>>15454561
>sex fanart
This is the only reason one should be on Twitter or Reddit.

>> No.15464322

I only watch 5 or 6 vtubers at all (and only really keep up with 1 or 2) and feel like it's way too many. I don't understand how anyone manages to watch even more.

>> No.15464748

>>15464322
>I don't understand how anyone manages to watch even more.
they don't

>> No.15464867

>>15464748
I know a few people that do (apparentky they just always have streams in while they are working or doing anything in their computer so they watch 12 hours+ a day) but it's just insane to me. I'd be sick of vtubers in like 2 weeks if I did that

>> No.15465321

>>15464867
>I'd be sick of vtubers in like 2 weeks if I did that
pick Karaoke streams and they work as background music while you work

>> No.15465594

>>15413886
I don't actually watch any vtubers, i'll just occasionally pop in to see what you fine gentlemen are up to, maybe get a few good chuckles, just maybe.

>> No.15465810

>>15462197
Take the indie pill, especially if you speak or are a learning a language other than English

>> No.15465877

>>15465594
Do you understand what is happening or do you just like to laugh at monkeys yelling at each other?
Captcha: MAD4K

>> No.15466002

>>15464247
I can't stop. Already I can feel the synapses of my brain fusing together as I lose all abilities of higher reasoning including the ability to separate reality from my delusions. I can't control this.

>> No.15466035

>>15413886
I miss Gibara-san

>> No.15466083

Ive filtered all vtubers except for 2 out and restarted watching regular twitch streamers again in past couple months.

>> No.15466568

I've been called a schizo dozens of times for opinions I think of as normal and am starting to think I might be a schizo

>> No.15466691

At this point, I'd prefer to see Pomu collab with Mel - a literal troon pornstar - again than see her collab with Kiara because her collabing with Kiara would attract even worse people

>> No.15467129

>>15466568
I am also a massive autist with unpopular opinions.

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>>15413886
I regularly masturbate to Reine taking the place of my abuser and molesting me and beating me after. It's the only thing I can orgasm to now.

>> No.15467349

>>15463022
Same thing happened to me, I ended up finding a new oshi but I still watch Ame once in a while when she does a la creatividad stream or there is nobody else streaming. I don't bother destroying my sleep schedule to watch her late night streams like I used to.

>> No.15467998

I didn't think I was a unicornfag, but if it came out that my oshi had a partner I'd definitely stop giving them any $.

>> No.15470205

>>15462197
What exactly was it about those two waves made you lose interest in the branch as a whole? Not trying to start shit or anything, I'm sorta in the same boat but my disinterest started before Ethyria debuted.

>> No.15470480

>>15449019
Muslims are sensitive they blow up real quick.

>> No.15470830

>>15444805
It's just something they keep around for "muh culture" at this point.

>> No.15471148

>>15413886
I can't get it hard to my wife (Aqua)

>> No.15471243

>>15470205
For gen3 I just didn't like any of them.
>Nina
Starting with the elephant in the room, she filtered me hard with her voice and later with her personality/kayfabe. to be clear I don't care about her PL, everyone deserves a second chance.
>Millie
I know its all just kayfabe, but I get filtered by her extensive 'horny' act and foul language, I think there's such a thing as too much of a good thing. She's a bit too obnoxious for my tastes
>Enna
Simply didn't find anything to grab on to with her, she's kind of just... there. Even her biggest selling point which seems to be her singing, left me pretty unimpressed. It also doesn't help that she and Millie often hang out
>Reimu
She's pretty ok, but whenever I watched her streams I found myself tuning out cause didn't find her particularly entertaining
The previous two gens both had cracks in them namely Finana needing to get laid real bad and Petra being kind of dull, but the overall package was pretty solid, can't say the same about gen3.

As for gen4, its pretty simple. I don't mind male vtubers existing or even male collabs, but they're definitely not for me. I watch vtubers to hear cute girls. If I want to watch guys, I don't need them to use a cute/hot 2d avatar, it adds nothing to the content for me, it might even be an unwanted distraction. Its not "muh pure waifus" unicorn faggotry, I'm just not interested in the content

>> No.15474011

>>15464322
I don't understand either, but I'm also not a neet or a work from home guy. I can only keep up with my oshi

>> No.15475240

>>15465877
I can kind of get whats going on from discussions, but aside from what i've seen on the board I don't know much about chuubas, though I do find the tribal wars between nijigrugs and hologrugs funny

>> No.15475962

>>15454178
You'd be surprised how fast you recover it, shouldn't take more than two weeks. I took a break for 3 months because of severe knee injury and that's all it took me. Get after it boyo, we're all gonna make it.

>> No.15477075

>>15456375
Unless you use a VPN, you can't post there.

>> No.15477324

What does 'gosling'-ing mean?

>> No.15477476

>>15413886
I hope that libtertarian piece of shit gets raped by dogs and then burned alive

>> No.15478667

>>15477324
Lurk more

>> No.15480355

I might have gotten PTSD from being in a male 2 views JP indie live stream.
It's just so much more stressful than a 20 views, the pressure is intense and I ended up forgetting how to write in Jap.
With that level of viewership you need to guide the conversation so they don't go in a schizophrenic bout.

>> No.15480480

>>15413886
I resent you and your saviorfag fanbase for enabling the current state HoloEN is in

>> No.15480595

>>15413931
More people need to do this, if you dont watch them anymore ,unsuscribe, you stop reciving they spam and they have a real grip of their real audience even making some realize they need to change to get more market and more money. Otherwise you get chuubas with a big number of suscribers but a low viewership.

>> No.15480782

>>15480355
There's a male JP 2view that I watched that got clingy to me immediately, was just trying to practice some nip and I played Apex with him twice (I sucked but he seemed so happy to have someone in his stream) I felt put off when he once tweeted that a regular viewer hasn't shown up lately, which was me, because I didn't watch streams for a month. I felt bad like I personally hurt him even though he has no idea who my N4 ass is. But now he has 10 viewers in his streams instead of literally 1 or 2 so I think he finally got over me.

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I occasionally think about how almost every chuuba hates their audience because they look down on them for being male virgins and get depressed that I am wasting my life giving time and $ to people who think I'm pathetic at best for being a genetic dead end.

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oh my

>> No.15485469

I'm doing my reps because I want to be the type of guy my oshi would like even though I know there is little chance that I'll ever meet a single woman as great as her

>> No.15486595

>>15485469
You never know, anon. I'm sure she would be proud of you in any case

>> No.15487043

>>15484710

>> No.15487183

>>15482163
Then don't give them a cent. Just watch them as a past time. Giving money to streamers has always been a retarded way of spending your money

>> No.15487244

None of these grifters deserve donations.

>> No.15488851

I can’t stay away from this damn board. I keep getting mad and falling for obvious bait threads, but I keep fucking coming back.

>> No.15489187

My entourage thinks I don't drink alcohol because I want to be healthy, but the truth is that I already have enough issues and alcoholism doesn't need to be one
I wish I could drink along with my oshi and forget everything

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>go into a thread
>drop a spicy opinion that I know damn well it's going to derail the whole thread
>exit thread and never reenter

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I want to kill and eat the onion.

>> No.15496142

>>15462197
After yesterday's collab I'm in the same boat as you, maybe it's time to start watching smaller agencies.

>> No.15498338

>>15413886
I've only been fapping to lolis ever since I started watching Gura. I love Gura so much, and also cunny.

>> No.15501037

Bump

>> No.15501230

>>15413886
When did Pope Gwombus get replaced by this tattooed harlot?

>> No.15503526

>>15488851
youre here forever anon, whether you like it or not

>> No.15506862

After watching vtubers, I've just been feeling extremely empty inside because it just reminds me that all of my friends are online friends and that I've never been on a date, let alone done anything more with a girl

>> No.15509266

>>15489644
I do that on other boards and attach an image of a vtuber. It has like a 90% success rate of derailing a thread.

>> No.15509377

>>15489644
Are you me?
It's incredible how easy this is on anything political or involving wokeshit. Or chumbuds.

>> No.15512841

bump

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>>15413886
a woman (irl, girlfriend of a friend) looked me directly in the eyes and smiled at me while we were talking and it made me feel happier than i've felt in years
also i haven't subscribed to a single new niji or holo in months, i just load up jetri and pick from the list

>> No.15514348

>>15413886
I am afraid to log back into the /vt/ Minecraft server to change my oshi from Nene to Rosemi.

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>>15413886
it feels good that my ritual post is now used everywhere

>> No.15515435

>>15490961
Fuck that's a cute onion

>> No.15515727

>>15515435
Yes. Absolutely delicious.

>> No.15515995

I don't even watch vtubers anymore. Not even the clips. I just stay in the scene for the memes and the porn because i still like the character designs

>> No.15516130

Even though i've had a jp oshi for over a year, it took holoX for me to start seriously doing my reps. I blame laziness and my oshi having TLers pretty accessible.

>> No.15516592

>>15421658
her jump king with BaeRys made me try her out again but then i went to watch her and Lui's collab but i just cringed hard as fuck.

>> No.15516635

>>15423260
she's hit or miss for me, when she's just chilling out or (high/drunk) she's fun, her normal self is awfully cringeworthy

>> No.15516705

>>15424764
make sure no one else finds it, after that delete it from your memory

>> No.15516715

>>15490961
>>>/vt/meat
fuck off and stay there please

>> No.15516844

>>15413886
I regret to confess this, but I fell out o love for your sister chammers for about a couple of hours this year sister ame...it was during the karaoke relay a couple of days ago and I was disappointed when she didn't sing the Christmas songs I was waiting for...most of my seething happened because I was hanging out in /#/ like the retard I am and I got convinced that she was sabotaging herself...but it barely lasted a couple of hours until she did the legitimate Christmas karaoke stream and made me fall in love again, even more so this time

>> No.15516917

I'm really fucking tired of all the cuckposting dude. I think it's ridiculous that Redditors who started watching Hololive through HoloEN in 2020 are calling me a normalfag for not caring about opposite sex collabs.

>> No.15516947

>>15413886
I have 0 attachment to any of the ones i watch, as i already have a beloved

>> No.15516978

>>15516917
Why are you smearing bait all over the floor in God's house, anon?

>> No.15517041

>>15516978
I'm serious. The fact that such a nothingburger take is seen as bait really shows the absolute state of this board.

>> No.15517121

I hate those fuckers, she said she wasn't happy with the way she sang that song, why are they clapping
Fucking no-brains yesmen

>> No.15517125

>>15517041
oh man I missed the word "not" in your post lol I'm sorry

>> No.15517457

My oshi’s roommate has very beautiful, well-formed, yet innocently undecorated feet and I think about them often while she streams.

>> No.15517563

Okayu's neighbor isn't the prettiest out there, some of you would call her ugly even but I would marry and start a family with her if i got the chance to.

she's been really upping the GFE recently too, i'm scared to go full gosling

>> No.15519535

>>15517563
Okayu's roommate is absolutely marriage material. Remember the old song:

If you want to be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wife
So from my personal point of view
Pick an ugly girl to marry you

>> No.15520437

>>15454561
>Korean Hag Sex Simulator
I'm sorry what

>> No.15520798

Doxx need bê free to post

>> No.15522622

>>15517457
same

>> No.15522769

I am membered to 1 HoloEN and I'm about to drop her. Not because I don't like her/her content, but she streams at the same time as a 2view I vastly prefer and I can't into VODs for whatever reason

>> No.15524830

I'm genuinely upset and depressed about something Mori said on one of her pre-Mori songs and can't stop thinking about it

>> No.15524928

>>15524830
What did she say? That she'd never consider dating a deadbeat loser like yourself?

>> No.15526688

Bump

>> No.15527820

>>15413886
Ever since I had a dream of licking AZKi butthole and having sex, I immediately joined her membership and haven't missed a single tweet and streams of hers.

>> No.15528993

I'm drowning the pain with coffee, it feels like my heart is about to stop
I can't do this anymore

>> No.15529255

>>15480595
I guess my issue is that I LIKE having options to choose from when I get spare time to watch some anime girls, and unfortunately I do have preferences, so the other girls get screwed over if they're streaming in the same time slot.

>> No.15530082

>>15413886
im really horny minutes ago and I jerked it to a 15second loop of what sounds like yammers getting banged, i still wish i can find the sauce to it

>> No.15533544

Bump

>> No.15533582

>>15524928
No but with how literal it was she might as well have called me a loser to my face.

>> No.15533910

>>15444763
>>15470830
Kill yourself immediately retarded subhuman hylic nigger

>> No.15534059

>>15533910
Wow thanks for highlighting that second reply for me. What a bitch. "Muh culture" my ass

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