Confession thread

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Confess your sins to Shark Pope Gura VIII

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I use JP threads as a shield to shitpost since they are not as highly moderated. I avoid EN threads because I am worried about being banned.

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>>20177725
I've pretty much stopped watching chuubas lately but I still come here to bitch

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I raped Pope Gura

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I haven’t watched a Hololive stream (or any vtubers, since I only watch Hololive) since HolostarsEN was announced. HololiveEN will be changed forever, the magic’s dead, and the one hobby I cared about is ruined. I knew it wouldn’t last forever but I didn’t expect it to end this way. Fuck my life and fuck everything.

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>>20178472
how did you even get hard with that watermelon ass head

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>>20178723
If it makes you feel any better they all fuck behind the scenes. including gura

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>>20179023
yeah me

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>>20177725
I don't want my indie oshi to fix herself.
If she does then she'll probably quit streaming because she won't need her imaginary internet friends and I'll return to the void.

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>>20177725
I love posting doxx shit on /v/

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>>20177725
I've upgraded recently.

I listen to Moona's readalong streams but now I put on a diaper and get a sippy cup and pretend she's my mama. It's so comfy.

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i doubted kronii X irys
i thought the fucking rat was going to monopolize the collabs so that irys never had a good collab ever again

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I spread my oshi twitch here on vt couple days ago, I'm glad she did stream outside of corpo's hand, she's also pretty cute, why waste that behind live2d? I hope she keep streaming and deliver new contents on multiple sites and persona

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Futa hits different on a friday

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>>20184870
Are the bae irys collabs any good? I liked irys but always found bae annoying so I never watched any of them.

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>>20178317
99.5% of schizoposters

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>>20182220
that sounds cute and cozy anon. now I want to try that

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>>20182220
That's quite a step up, anon.

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>>20177725
i dont care much for karaoke streams

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>>20191822
It's so comfy. I just snuggle in my bed listening to her read to me and call her mommy. It makes me so happy. Probably going to buy a sippy cup at some point to. Moona just awakens this mommy feel in me.

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>>20192572
*pacifier not sippy cup. Don't know why I typed that

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>>20192638
>Don't know why I typed that
because you're just a baby who wants sippy

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>>20192572
Sounds like a good time. I wonder why Moona specifically?

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I used to jerked myself off to a not2view sometime ago, but then she disappeared and I felt guilty. I recently put 2 and 2 together and found out she joined a big corpo and now jerk off to her again

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>>20192918
M-maybe...

>>20193192
I don't know. Her readalongs just awaken some deep deep desire in me to be a child that's taken care of. There's just something so maternal about her that makes me just ugh

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>>20193668
Moona is so cute

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>>20193668
It's hard being strong all the time, sometimes you just want to be the shota

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>>20177725
I purposefully spam spoilers for shitty fotm games that the streamer clearly doesnt give a shit about to speed up the process of them quitting and moving onto something better..

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I fapped to the webm of Mumei turning her head 180 degrees like an owl.

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>>20197526
post it, i havent seen it.

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>>20193668
Which stream anon? We have the same oshi but I never see Moona as a Mother type

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>>20197610
I forgor to download. Fapping to Mumei hasn't been the same since.

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>>20197403
I think that's what it is for me. I'm someone who's always the rock which people rely on. It's nice to just take a minute and have someone take care of me. Let my guard go.

>>20197641
They're members only streams. Super comfy. Mooner's membership is so worth it.

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>>20178723
i feel you anon. i went through the same kind of heartbreak and drifting away with nijiEN when luxiem dropped. shit sucks man.

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I have been watching lewdtubers.
please give me guigui leaks her model is pure sex.

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I started off Goslinging for my oshi because I've had no success with women throughout my life. I progressed into a Lars, tried to better myself & put in effort to find a real life gf. Unfortunately, After more & more ghostings & rejections I'm back to exactly where I started emotionally, if not worse. It really feels like it will never get better & the best I'll ever be able to do is masturbate to some girl who will never care about me.

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I hate the deadbeat meido and hope he suffers from testicular torsion. Amen.

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I confess that I still don't care about learning Japanese and EOPs are the true chads because they accept their own race.

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I haven't watched EN in months because their streams are boring or they're playing games I'm already playing so I don't feel like getting a double dose

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>>20200592
出来ない cope

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I am planning on dropping vtubers near entirely come April to make time for anime that's airing then.

I'll miss Ame, but I've been feeling nostalgic for the old format of just setting aside time at night and watching anime until super late instead of there being a person behind it that I can project a relationship onto. It's probably healthier to step away for a while anyway.

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I tried watching a few Nijimales to as essentially study material because I'm going to start vtubing soon, but I was really unimpressed by what I watched. I'm wondering if almost every vtuber is actually a bad entertainer, but my monkey brain seeing a cute anime girl is enough to keep me watching and laughing at shit that I'd be bored of in 5 minutes if it wasn't an anime girl doing it

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>>20201250
No.

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>>20177725
i havent done any reps in months

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>>20177725
I have consumed so much vtuber content over the past two years that I think I’m no longer attracted to real women anymore. Porn with real women does nothing for me now and I talk to women in public just like how I talk to men.

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I can understand /meat/ bros more than I would like to.

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/meat/fags disgust me to no end.
Am I wrong in believing the world would be a better place without /meat/fags?

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>>20178096
Same

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>>20177725
anti loli in public but i think theyre so goddamn cute in secret
i feel guilty after reading explicit fics of my oshis
been learning to draw just so i can draw oshi ship art
minecraft will always be the best possible stream content

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>>20205361
Closet lolicon, many such cases

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>>20205198
No, you're right.

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>>20205198
Closet /meat/ fag, it's always the ones that speak the hardest against

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>>20205361
Why are you anti in public instead of just not talking about it? If you're trying to deflect that's a bad idea, you're risking outing yourself if anything.

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>>20205361
>>20205610
Nice falseflagging, nonce. Nobody will ever buy the "if u don't like loli ur a pedo" smokescreen.

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>>20205789
What's a /meat/fag? I think I have an idea, but I'm not sure.

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>>20206052
Gurofags

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>>20205879
im not anti in public like i put it in my twitter bio, i mean i am quiet about it and if it gets brought up i agree and go "haha yeah thats so weird"

>>20205937
genuinely cant tell what this is trying to say

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>>20206070
Ooooh, my idea wasn't even close.

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>>20205361
its totally fine, I have friends how hates lolicons but I tell them about me liking lolicons and it ends up with us debating. We are still friends tho, it's just a really great topic starter.
>>20205937
You fucking idiot.

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>>20205937
>nonce
Bri'ish moment

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>>20177725
I did edging on Gura uoh pics then made a cumtribute, it felt amazing.

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>>20206880
post it fag

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EN do be buttugly

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>>20205198
Does it hurt anyone? If not, it's fine.

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>>20207092
You need therapy

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>>20206960
It should be somewhere floating on the internet by now kek

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Imo most of holoen really aren’t that funny. And I believe coco was the best ans only good jp holo member

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>>20177725
I made the post saying IryS looks like a troll baby.

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>>20177725
I still think hiring Sana was a mistake

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>>20208870
She kinda does though

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>>20177725
I huff biblical amounts of copium, waiting for an actual brotuber.

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I genuinely hope HolostarsEN takes off like a rocket so much so that the girls actually want to collab with them, if for nothing else than to piss off everyone here on /vt/

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>>20212660
Amen brother

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I have made every post in the last month

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acted as a supporter and anti of the Times Square project for Kronii yesterday
still think it was a waste of money that coulda gone towards her

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I've been following chuubas for a few years now and have been a day 1 follower of all of the holoEN talents, but I've only actually started watching streams actively within the last month or so, prior I would just watch clips here and there

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I applied to NijiEN and got an interview which was pretty satisfactory and will probably hear from them again soon. If I end up making it I will sing the song that ends the scene and so will my antis.

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bump

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I'm a Peanuts-kun fan. I've watched all of his animated series.
I sing his songs while I do the dishes.
One day I'll marry his sister so we be brothers.

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I kind of hope my favorite 2views don't incline because the larger a fanbase grows the more insufferable it becomes

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>>20216589
This is the opposite of a sin. Still, you should go and spread the gospel of Peanuts-kun to other kaigai niki

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>>20178096
>>20205245
>worried about being banned from the cespool of the internet
You guys must have very good toubleless lives for that to be legitimately concerning

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>>20178723
>>20199005
Lowtest hands wrote this. Pathetic. Grow a pair retards.

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>>20177725
I have a crush on a-chan and its breaking my heart not being able to hold her. At first her design felt cute,nerdy, and reminded me of a girl that ive liked since middle school. But last month she got a boyfriend, and when I found out I started crying really hard all day. It terrifies me to now that not only is the girl that I like fucking another guy but that I am never going to impress a chan with my english while also telling her about what life is like in America so that she may one day move here with me

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>>20177725
I never used my money with vtubers

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I hate myself & wish I was a woman, but I know I will never be one.

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bump

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>>20221253
Why don't you try becoming a man instead? That can't be harder than transistioning

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>>20177725
Gura is a whore and I have proofs for the next thread.

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>>20224779
That's the whole problem, I want to be validated for existing. I'm an ugly retard, so I need to work my ass off for validation & I'm sick of it. I want to just exist and have people kiss my ass for it.

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>>20225597
Just work out, lifting is really not that hard or complicated once you forge th habit

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>>20225279

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>>20226029
It isn't, especially considering I'm typing this between sets at the gym right now. It just isn't gratifying and noone is impressed by it besides fat women and other men. There are literally billions of men out there who don't have 2/10 faces like I do

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>>20226105
I don't really wish I was a woman, myself, but I understand. Not many people do because most people, even unattractive people, aren't outright fuck-ugly. As a fuck-ugly myself, I get it. Feels like shit and no amount of self improvement can really fix it. All you can do is keep going and hope things work out.

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I don't have an oshi

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I tell myself that I don't want a girlfriend or a wife because I don't want to grow up and I value my independence too much.
But that's a lie, my current life is easier and safer even with the loneliness.

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my oshi's general unironically detracts some of the enjoyment from my oshi sometimes
And its all well and fine I can just not go there but trolls from said general are now fucking with my oshi on stream too, so its like I'm watching schizoshit autism in real time and I cant even pretend to not know the exact source

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my oshi's fan discord is 10x more enjoyable than this place

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I can’t watch Ollie anymore after seeing her face.

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I skipped one of my oshi's streams to watch a VOD of someone else. I heard that my oshi's stream was great, but I still haven't gone back to watch it and there's a chance they'll overlap tonight and I might skip her stream again.

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>>20230178
Everyone is guilty of that

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>>20203809
> I talk to women in public just like how I talk to men.
Anon, this is a good thing. That means you're more comfortable around them.

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I have a parasocial obsession with my oshi and being in her general only makes it worse. I can't stop watching her streams even if they severely damage my mental state because if i ask about something in her general i get told to watch streams. I am also parasocial with the general and see them as my only friends which makes leaving harder. I wish i never met my oshi.

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There wasn't a single day in the past 5 years where I didn't think of suicide and I'm nearing it hard right now

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I do not trust Fubuki. this has more to do with the people I grew up around than her specifically, in my experience people who say you can trust them are the ones you trust the least. this is most likely just me being a paranoid bastard

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>>20205789
>>20206070
I miss thinking /meat/ was for huge tits and asses, and /ringo/ was just pictures of Suisei being cute and drinking juice

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>>20177725
My strongest sins would kill you, father. You can't handle my strongest sins. You'd better go to a sinner that confesses weaker sins.

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>>20233099
I still feel a bit guilty about it. I still want to support my oshi and watching someone else while she's live just made me feel a bit dirty. I kinda liked that dirty feeling, though...

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>>20234019
Do you want to vent about something, buddy?
What's bothering you?

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>>20233997
Who?

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I made this video without taking my meds https://streamable.com/wpnj4a

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>>20234222

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>>20234019
At least drop your oshi a fat supacha before you an hero. One last good deed.

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>>20234352
That's rough. You'll grow out of it, eventually. The same thing happened to me a few months ago with Suisei

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>>20234258
Ogey
take your meds

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>>20234258
why anon

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>>20234556
Is dark humor your way to cope with your own depression?
Is this a cry for help?

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>>20234352
bad taste

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>>20234556
money problems is one of my reasons though

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>>20234581
Unfortunately the same thing happened with botan over a year ago and with real women before i started watching chuubas. So even if I do grow out of this, i feel it's only going to happen again

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>>20216994
nice toxic masculinity, friend

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>>20234258
Based

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>>20234845
Everyone has money problems in these tough times so as long as i'm not starving in the streets I'm very thankful

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I annoy people & piss them off so I can't even make any friends but I have 0 clue what I'm doing that makes people dislike me.

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>>20235949
Have you tried asking them?

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i dont know why i keep coming here when i know all that's going to happen is me losing hope in this place every time.

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>>20237645
I wish the confessions were less "I'm just a shitposter" and more chuuba related.

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>>20237721
i did mean this board in general; i just wanna talk about the cute girls and my oshi, but most threads end up just being schizoposting and stuff i don't wanna see. luckily, my oshi's threads are usually on the chiller side

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Gura and Calli sound burned out to me that I think they contemplated graduating. Maybe its because drama,events, or because lack of permissions for games they like but a lot of the time it's seems like they just replay the same old games they're sick of and say the same jokes/memes over and over since they don't have any new ones.

I think the both of them would do better as Indies again to be honest.

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>>20234258
I think you should take your meds

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>>20177725
i mostly watch clips
i dont speak a word of japanese
i cant get off to vtuber porn
i only care about vtubers with attractive roommates

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My current indie oshi is a rebound

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My oshi is doing very stupid business, content and public image decisions and she won't listen to me. I've dropped quite a few bucks on her, I've had many DM discussions with her, I'm a recognizable community member and the sunken cost fallacy has never been stronger.

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This shark is actually pretty cute.
https://twitter.com/ArtemisVtuber/status/1503439126472781825?s=20&t=td0_xxGXDynVQjKtQsq75g

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>>20240434
Don't get attached, that's how you get hurt

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I know it's irrational and there is a sea of other vtubers to watch but my oshi being on break is making me fall out of giving a shit about anything vtuber related. Doesn't help that he effectively got removed from any and all promotions, even things that were announced weeks before like White Day subway ads. I haven't watched any streams since the beginning of March. I know he's been shitposted a lot but this is a genuine post, I love watching him and he's funny, and I'm worried things will change too much when he returns.

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I dropped most of holo with the exception of two. And moved over to niji and vshojo

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>>20182220
what

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>>20203809
sounds like a good thing, no porn and confidence with talking to women? good for you

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>>20205198
if a fanbase revolves around bloodletting then you dont have to worry too much since they'll kill themselves anyway

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>>20214358
i love that long necky fauna so much

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>>20234019
dont do it anon, how canyou eat food and watch your oshi if you're dead?

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>>20177725
I enjoy both Niji and Holo.

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I can't watch collabs with Mori unless I'm drunk

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>>20246106
Try watching her on lean I bet being on her level makes her much better.

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>>20246106
Watching Ina streams on edibles is comfy as shit

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>>20246286
Rent free.

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My oshi hinted that she knows what cum tastes like, and it hurts. I don't even know why, I've dated real women who have been with other men before me, and it never bothered me at all. There's just something about the fact that she's sucked a guy's dick that makes me feel kinda sick.