Morale check

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How are you guys doing?

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comfy

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ShKx7MEuMS0

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>>23542918
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

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>>23542918
Tbh, I've not been in a great mental state recently. Thankfully, with support from others in my life and VTuber content to take my mind off my troubles I'll be able to push through it.

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>>23543108
We commfyy

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>>23543291
Ouch. Hang in there bro, and remember if it gets too overwhelming just take a few days off this board and watch a couple of comfy Vods. You'd be surprised how effective that can be

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>>23542918
uuuuuuuuuu

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>>23543339
Thanks for your concern, man. This board doesn't bother me, I don't take it seriously. Life is just harsh sometimes, and don't worry I'll be ok. I'm resilient enough that I won't fall into despair.

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>>23543312
don't doxx me like that

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Not having a gf or any real life friends is tearing me apart. My crush on a 2view chuuba isn't helping me at all and is just making me feel worse because I know that she probably already has a partner, and even if she doesn't I don't have the skills to groom like other people in her chat.

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>>23542918
damn it mumei commison a hand for your coffee cup

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ok

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>>23542918
Better than all you losers here

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We got laughed at by reddit again...

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>>23543539
I don't have any friends either but I do have a gf and her name's Selen

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>>23542918
NOT OKAY
WHERE THE FUCK IS /uuu/
WHERE THE FUCK IS duck

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>>23542918
Constantly tired and sleeping at random times, too tired to even do reps.
I feel alright apart from that

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>>23542918
not good, man
not fucking good

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>>23542918
Ame said Moom is sick, I hope she is okay or I won't be okay

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>>23544612
I haven't been watching EN lately, what stream did she say this? Everyone's getting sick lately.

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>>23544404
Duck got merged into okafams anon

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My 2view oshi is graduating and every day I remember that I'm a 31 year old virgin wasting my life with video games and anime girls.

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>>23544399
I dont remember writing this

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>>23544732
If you were a normalfag with wife and kids I'm betting you'd still feel something like this.
You just cant win, man.

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>>23542918
I'm very tired and just really disappointed with how things developed recently. The streams of a 3view singer that I love and IRyS is the only thing that's making me look forward to waking up to the next day. It'll probably pass, as does all bad things.

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I need a fucking job. What the fuck is wrong with me.

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>>23546023
Get out there and start sending out resumes, man. I'm not kidding when I say that this is probably one of the best times to be a job hunter in the past decade. Everyone's hiring now that the lockdown's over

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>>23542918
i'm thinking about spending 6,000 dollars on a medieval suit of armor. i asked my boss if he would be ok with me showing up to work in it and he said sure but i don't know if he was serious because he was laughing pretty hard. i think it will help me want to kill myself a little less.

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I want to kill myself

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My 2 childhood friends started sperging at me and telling me I should be on medication for being psychotic or some shit.
I haven't really been talking to either of them lately because they're drunk or high all the time and I can't be bothered to deal with their wasted asses

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Beat to shit, exhausted and still having to try and catch up with other shit before I sleep again.
tl;dr SSDD

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>>23546543
What kind of suit? Plate armour or brigandine? I'm going to assume it's not plate because that shit is horrendously expensive and needs to be custom fitted, so if you're getting brigandine or even a mail shirt it's actually pretty easy to make it blend it to regular clothing. You'll just look a little fatter than usual

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>>23546023
>23546023
Be willing to work overnights. Sets you up great to catch JP streamers
You will slowly go insane and lose sense of time give up any sort of social life you have. But hey bonus pay and no customers to deal with

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>>23543312
Me behind the wheel

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>>23546569
Just play tekken tag tournament 1 that'll solve things

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>>23546569
Things will get better, bro. Hang in there.

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>>23542918
I miss Fauna

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>>23542918
Wouldn't (You) like to know, grooman.

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i miss kronii and gura

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>>23542918
I'm doing pretty alright! I hope you guys are doing well too.

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Been having a constant internal freak out between job and home for almost a week now, and I don't even know why. I'm too stressed maybe or haven't slept enough, I don't know.

Even watching my oshi hasn't helped at all, tried some new games and didn't even lasted an hour even though I was having fun.

Not gonna off myself, too tired for even that.

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>>23542918
Doing alright, not great but not bad. Seriously considering buying a sex doll based on either my high school crush or a coworker I want to grape.

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So what I'm getting here is that this board is basically a milder version of /r9k.

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>>23552427
>milder
At least /r9k/ just wallow in misery. This board actively enforces schizophrenic and stalker behaviors.

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Blog post/rant time

If the countries of South America and Africa all stopped having a high fertility rate, the world would go to shit. Immigrants are an extremely vital part of any economy, yet people seem to regard hem as a hinderance to progress. Corporations know this so they exploit the hatred of immigrants and the need of immigrants in work. If the aforementioned countries were to have a drop in fertility rate, corporations would freak the hell out. They would attempt to force people to have children even though people don't want them. The reason why people wouldn't want this is that the purpose of corporations is to not look out for the well-being of the world. Which is natural as the current economic system requires infinite growth. However because of the needed limitless economic growth a drop in productivity would cripple the whole system like a gunshot to the spine.
This economic system requires limitless growth even though there are finite resources in the world. Exploitation of every possible resource is used in order to maximize that limitless growth.
As a result disparities will arise.
Waste will pile up and is needed to be disposed of. people will have to bear the burden to disposing of that waste. Yet will not be paid a decent amount disposing of that waste since the leaders of the system view them as expendable. The leaders count on their successful exploitation to maintain their balance and power. A trickle down approach to economics only works if the class with the most wealth is heavily compelled to invest in the people. However because of greed and corruption caused by the enjoyment of their status, the ruling class is a heavy penny-pincher.
If their excess greed were to cause problems, the ruling class would simply create another problem, as their excess wealth and power affords them that luxury. This problem, seemingly unrelated to the ruling class, diverts the attention towards the ruling class' mistakes.

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Not so good I feel like hololive is getting boeing, EN is on a low point imo. It just to be a meme machine but now nothing great comes out of it. I could be wrong it's just the way I feel. JP girls are getting older and EN girls are always sick, moving, in college or some shit

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>>23546569
Same, I look it up and helium used to be the best way but niw these tanks come with O2 so they're nit usefull anymore. I don't think I'm gonna do it because I'm too much od a pussy and I hate pain and I don't wanna go to hell
Do I'll just keep going, trying to improve, working, trting to make money and see if things get better. I could get sick and die tomorrow for all that matters so who cares anyway. Just keep going and try not to think about the past or the future, it's hard th, and the internet is a terrible place for people with depression

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>>23553749
Rephrased and retyped sentence:
>Not so good. I feel like Hololive is getting boring, EN is on a low point imo. It used to just be a meme machine but now nothing great comes out of it. I could be wrong and it's just the way I feel. The JP girls are getting older and the EN girls are always sick, moving, in college or some other shit.

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I've woke up to the fact that the life experiences of men & women are so vastly different that it's almost impossible to relate to women beyond superficial shit like anime or w/e. If they ever attempt to bring up serious life topics, their own experiences are like hearing from a fucking alien.

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>>23553594
While the argument could be acknowledged that migrant workers are important for the primary and secondary production manufacturing of some world economies namely the oil countries in the Middle East. However, I would say that despite that deficit overall a lower birthrate would be for the better in Africa as the higher birthrate has been linked to instances of poverty within developing countries namely due to the lack of family planning leading to excess kids without proper funds. This forms a cycle that can only be broken with time or direct intervention with the affairs of Africa which is what the UN has been doing for quite some time now providing support in Africa in sex education and family planning along with better schoo.ling al lof which lowers birthrate to improve the circumstances of the continent.

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I'm feeling a really high amount of guilt for my mistakes but I really have to snap out of it and grow from it.

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>>23554085
Thank you

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>>23554442
My pleasure.

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>>23554029
>I don't wanna go to hell
Lucky for you, it doesn't exist.

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Ive been working heavily in confronting my issues rather than from them, I feel much better and not so anxiety riddled, I'm also eating less and losing weight.
Still can't do much since I have to move soon but I'm less taking a few steps here and there.

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I'm holding on. Life is not so bad, even when it's suffering and uncertainty sometimes. I want to be more like who I think my oshi is, even if I know I idolize her too much. Or them, most people I watch seem either like pretty industrious or pretty well-adjusted people. It just never feels like I am doing enough... though I work (and work out) while listening to their songs, thinking about what they went through and moved past, and how content they seem to be just by increasing the happiness on this world with what they do.
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>>23557262
You and me both. Those things usually take time. One day you will think about whatever you struggled with in the past and realise that it doesn't sting as much as it used to, and that you aren't thinking about them as much as you used to. That's when you know you moved on.
To give some ontopic advice, I am pretty sure your oshi can tell a story or sing a song about that issue too.
Look at Kiara and Mori talk about their old friends (including each other); Kronii suggested as much regarding 2021 on stream but never explained what exactly happened. I feel bad for not having any non-holos come to mind but I am confident these are universal issues, which means we can all learn from each other how to deal with them.

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>>23557556
Yep, cant change the world, cant stop the insantiy.
Do what you can in your own garden, deal with things as they come.

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>>23542918
not very well. I've been stuck in a rut for the past year just hanging on with a part time job and no friends. I know I need to change myself, or at least just go out and start looking for a different job, but I just can't get myself to care enough to do anything about it, despite this situation making me depressed like every other day. It's weird.

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>>23542918
>How are you guys doing?
Each day, another small piece inside of me is dying

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>>23554346
me every day anon
I just think about how self-pity doesn't do anything for the people I've wronged and how I should act today if I'm someone who's learned something from it all

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Im ok, but i was too lazy to get an internship for the summer and I dont even have the slightest clue what certificates I should be trying to get for my CIS degree.

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>>23542918
I have no joy in life and my oshi has crushed all hopes at both GFE and Just Friend Experience, so I no longer have that fantasy to seek refuge within when my shit job is going to even bigger shit. There's fuck-all I live for and I've grown to resent the investment I've put in watching my oshi, who is only oshi by name at this point. All in all I wish I had never gotten into VTubers at all.

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>>23542918
A lot of chuubas I watch are around my age (early 20s) and they seem to have a lot going on in their lives outside of streaming. They're really talented whether doing well in school while also having a job and moving to a bigger one while having a talent and passion like music, singing ect. and are somehow able to do all of this. In comparison I feel like I've accomplished nothing and don't really have passion or an idea on what I what to commit to and where I want to take my life. I feel lost.