/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

[Anonymous No.]

The more I think about it the sadder I become. It's like... you hit the jackpot. This is a career path that would hand you an incredibly lucrative job. Then it just all goes away in a matter of days because of some bullshit.

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>>2401796
Why did she graduate again?

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nigga

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>>2401805
>On 17 August, she posted a video apologizing for the unintentional leak of her Live2D model months before the official debut. The leak was in the form of a test stream on Twitcasting consented by her manager. However, after debuting on YouTube, she forgot to delete the test stream
just a model leak, like who gives a fuck

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>>2401796
She didn't fight for it, she let it slip from her fingers. And to be blunt, she probably would have had the same issues with regular streaming she has now even if she did. All of this is to say that the antis were never her biggest enemy. That would be herself and her personal baggage ie family and mental health issues.

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>>2401823
What no. She couldn't handle the harassment she was getting after her house was doxxed and it was shitty enough living with a fucked up family. Sadly, if she wasn't living with her family, she probably wouldnt have quit.

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>>2401858
The harassment she received because of a model leak

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>>2277115
stop making these worthless threads she's never going back it doesn't matter if "the door is open to her" not happening MOVE ON

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>>2401865
>>2401858
>>2401823

Nope, if you dig around, it was actually leaked audio of her complaining about idol culture. Partly the whole thing about not dating men, and having pretend relationships with other female idols. And how being an idol is overly restrictive in their personal life. Cover tried to hide this from western audiences like they have done in other past controversies.

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>sings with autotune

She deserved it anon

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>>2401796
Damn at least give the character to another VA… what a waste

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>>2402107
Once they do that they integrity of all their talent's models in the future comes into question. Better to let her go then to start that shitstorm.

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>>2401796
Its her own fault for squandering the opportunity to come back. Gen 5 and Hololive has moved on.

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>>2401973
>MUH EBUL IDOL CULTURE
Nijifag spotted. She's harassed because she talked about some niji who graduated because of being doxxed. No one cares about the idol culture bullshit. So yeah, nijifags are the one who makes all of these narratives because ichikara can do no wrong

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>>2401805
She graduated because the queen of doxx Nene doxxed all of 5th gen. It just so happened that she had some skeletons that got her in trouble and the rest is history.

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She’s coming back. You’ve got to believe.

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>>2401805
because of her shitty abusive thieving douchebag stepdad's faggotry. everything else is rrat.
>>2401850
family problems aren't exactly something easily solved.

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>>2402107
And become the next upd8? No way they'd do something so stupid.

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>>2401805
Her abusive father triggered her so bad her bipolar issues started flaring up. COVER tried to help her but she needed to seek medical attention, hence the physical and mental health reason.
As to why she's not back, she wants to support her sick mother by her own means. She mentions a holo once every blue moon.

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>>2401805
Nijiniggers

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>>2401796
Call it a curse or a coincidence, but the lyrics to Happy Synthesizer is highly appropriate to her situation.

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>>2401823
>believing generic corporate excuses
how new

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>couldn't even properly kill herself

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>>2402306
>Nijifag spotted. She's harassed because she talked about some niji who graduated because of being doxxed

chitose had one of the best and most peaceful graduations in history of vtubers. if anything, having such a rrat-spreading bitch away from hololive is the best thing that could happen to this gen. Don't tell me you actually believe "my home number was exposed" lmaooo

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>>2404060
>implying she ever did anything other than making up sob stories to milk saviorfags

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>>2401796
It was her own fault for being an impure whore with a boyfriend

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>>2404063
Stupid nijinigger Cover and Aloe took the niji schizos who doxxed, sent death threats and harassed her to court.

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>>2401796
Since none of you fags do Delta reps. The quick run down is the harrassers just awakened an issue that had been festering for years. Which caused hr biggest anti her step dad to threaten her and push her over the edge to the point she gave up her dream job. She later said it was a mistake and that act of giving in to his demands pushed her over the edge.

It's over now though. She won. This was her reaction to her first day without her step dad in her life.

>I'm finally free.
>I feel refreshed.
>From today on, I can work without fear.


>It's going to take at least three months, but I can take my time since they're going to do most of the work.


>I'm not that strong, so I had to use my last resort.


>A lot of weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I feel really refreshed. Now that my motivation is back, I'm going to do my best at resuming my work activities from today!


>I feel so refreshed!


>I'll talk more about it in tomorrow's stream.
>I got most of what I said in February and March that I wanted to get organized.
>This was the biggest thing for me.
>I didn't expect my ex-father to be there, but >I've finally gotten my mental health back in order.


>It's so peaceful, it makes me want to cry.

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>>2404075
I don't think she is that crazy is she?

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>>2404079
Her dad using her as his cock sleeve doesn't mean he was her boyfriend

[Anonymous No.]

There is one fag who makes these threads. He then spends the whole thread making up wild accusations about are not even real. He even replies to himself to insist there are other people like him.

He's a faggot and his name is OP.

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>>2401796
>>2401805
>>2401823
>>2401865
>>2401973
>>2402366
CEO of SEX loves to sexpost/shitpost on her roommate account, had a boyfriend (were broken up for months) and also liked korean men which pissed off the purityfags and netuyos. JP antis find her Live2D "leak" (thumbnail from a password protected stream) and all this gets her 3k dislikes on her debut and half that on her next stream. Her antis dig up and spread a 10 month old twitcast video where she talked about Chitose/Nijisanji (https://files.catbox.moe/nj05dn.mp4)), this is where she was fucked. Nijisanji fans are pissed that she talked about Chitose so they doxxed and organized harassment campaigns on NND to send death threats to her social media accounts, to her home phoneline and to stalk her home. The harassment is too much for her so she decides to quit in hopes that it would stop. The overwhelming hate doesn't stop and she tries to kill herself, ends up getting hospitalized. That was her lowest point, she believed everyone wanted her dead.

Nijisanji fans lied to the western fanbase about why she graduated which is why reddit is retarded and still thinks it was idolfags behind her harassment. Chinesemaple, a niji mod on r/virtualyoutubers, was kicked out of the Hololive discord for trying to spread that bullshit.

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>>2404060
Don’t use my oshi to be a dick, thanks

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>>2402306
It's not like Pekora accidentally revealing her period tracker trended because idolfags...

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>>2404264
watame schizo posting is proud hlg tradition newfag

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>>2404327
AAAAAAAAAAAH NO I CAN'T BELIEVE PEKORA BLEEDS OUT OF HER VAGINA NOOOOOO!

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>>2404354
go back to r*ddit

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>>2404264
>>2404060
>>2404334
I mean it is kind of hard to kill yourself when a bunch of random Yakuza show up with a mattress to catch you like in Death Note.

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>>2404242
That guy is hilarious, he always pops up every time someone starts having a negative opinion on nijisanji, talking about roa/meiro or niji fans being involved with aloe's graduation.

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IT HAS BEEN 41 DAYS SINCE KUSODAD'S GRADUATION!
KUSODAD HATE!

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>>2404242
>The overwhelming hate doesn't stop and she tries to kill herself, ends up getting hospitalized
goddamn. source?

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>>2404645
Source is from herself.

I am writing this with a lot of emotion, so my story may be strange.

The year 2020 was a year of great change for me, both good and bad.
The Internet and reality have both changed a lot.

And I learned a lot of things. I was able to notice my lacking manners and common sense.
I realized how scary the Internet is.
I was sanctioned for my negligence.
I'm going to accept my mistakes, and I'm going to work hard on my Internet activities, never forgetting the mistakes I've made so that I don't make the same mistakes again.

Back to reality: The first half of this year, up until September and October, was a real hell.
I can't go into details about the first half of it for various reasons.
The latter part, as I think I wrote in my diary before, was really a bad, bad, bad home environment.
I couldn't stand the current situation and tried to kill myself many times to take my life. It ended in failure, though.
I'll skip that part since nothing will come of writing a complaint at the end of the year.
Anyway, it was hard. It was hard. I lived well.
I guess it's more correct to say that I couldn't die rather than that I lived.
Originally, my real life environment was not good, and the Internet was my only playground and place to escape from reality.
When it became difficult to live even on the Internet, I thought it was over.
I jumped from the seventh floor of my apartment building.
I couldn't die. If anything, I didn't even break a bone.
Up until now, I had been able to control my strength a little because I was scared and still had some hope. But on this day, I had no fear, no hope, and really wanted to die.
I'm immortal for nothing.

During my first hospitalization, I didn't want to go back to reality so much that I asked the doctor who came to check my temperature to euthanize me.
I'm embarrassed to say that before I was hospitalized for a stomach ulcer, I was in a crazy state of mind and was thrown into the hospital.

I don't remember exactly what happened there, but it was a mess.
After I was released from the hospital, I went home, but what awaited me was hell, and I was bedridden in my room every day.
I was so stressed out from not being able to live freely and from various other reasons that I developed gastritis.
I want to die, but I can't. It's just too painful. I need your help.

I have always been proud, and I don't like to be thought of as more unhappy or ungrateful than others, so I have never come out on the Internet about my situation.
It's the same at school. I always acted like I was from a normal family, or even a privileged family. I don't like to be pitied.
I didn't like to be pitied.
I didn't like to be ridiculed in a "poor me" kind of way. It made me feel dumb.

At this point in my life, I was so overwhelmed that I raised the white flag and said, "I can't do this anymore.
I gave up.

At that time, one of my fans introduced me to a website called Fanbox after hearing about my intentions.
"You can ask for help. I want to help you. There are more than a few people who want to help you.
He said this to me. He also threw many other warm words at me.

To be honest, I didn't trust him or the other fans at first.
I don't think I had a good image of myself at the time, and I say that playfully. I'm teasing you. I thought everyone around me was my enemy.

Anyway, you need to sort out your emotions and get out everything you think.

It's free to do, and even if they made fun of me, it didn't change the fact that I was really hurting at the time, so I fearfully posted the first article.
I think I kept it a little safe because I wanted to see how it went.

A lot more people responded than I had expected. Rather than being happy, it was strange.
I can tell you what was going through my mind now, but since the amount of information is different between Japan and other countries, I was worried that I might be perceived as a victim without knowing everything. I felt so guilty that I could not be honestly happy.

But thanks to that guilt, I made up my mind to make a fresh start.
At least, because there are kind-hearted people supporting me like this.
I decided to try my best to do my activities just for those people.

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>>2404670
The support and cheering by those who joined our fan box really helped us.

In terms of financial support, as I mentioned several times in previous articles and distributions, I installed a refrigerator, IH, and an electric kettle in my room, which not only reduced my contact with my parents, but also allowed me to live more freely than before.
I was able to get rid of the life where I couldn't eat until my parents went to bed. This was a really big deal.
I was also able to try my hand at making an album, which I had never been able to do before. This was also very big.
I was able to purchase paid plug-ins, which expanded the scope of my compositions and increased my motivation to compose.

The cheering saved my heart anyway.
I was mentally ill due to a lot of things piling up, so the support and warm words and advice from everyone helped me a lot.
Thank you so much.

Thanks to everyone, I am now able to actively engage in activities.
My living environment has also improved a lot, and my father has been less critical of me now that I am earning a decent income.
Things are gradually improving for the better. My mental health is also much better and I don't think as negatively as before.
Now that I can challenge things that were out of my reach before, there are many more things I want to do, and I am very happy to be alive.
Thank you so, so much.

In 2021, I'm going to work loosely, focusing on giving shape to everyone's support.
The album production will take a long time, so until it is completed, I will post cover songs at my own pace.
Until you receive a thank you from me, I would appreciate it if you would check my activities from time to time.
I hope you will continue to support me for a long time to come.
As I said at the beginning, I wrote this with a lot of emotion.
I think some of the stories are not so desirable. I'm sorry.
Thank you for reading to the end.

I wish you all the best in the coming year and beyond.

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>>2404670
>I jumped from the seventh floor of my apartment building.
>I couldn't die. If anything, I didn't even break a bone.

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>>2404694
And yet here we are anon. Still doing this dance.

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>>2401796
Hot take here; only reason why people miss/remember her to this extent is the good model.

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>>2404694
holy fucking shit
I once wanted to jump off the 7th floor and just assumed I had a reasonably high chance of dying instantly

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>>2401796
Tell me anon...what would you do to her stepdad.

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>>2404738
>good model
>Fear of Missing Out
>she is seen as a martyr by EOPs and ChOPs
>she actually is a talented singer
>the effect her graduation had on her genmates
>the effect her graduation had on the community as a whole

>>2404768
Her greatest mercy to KusoDad was not revealing why she graduated. To the Hololive community in August.

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>>2404788
Jesus, just imagine the absolute shitstorm if everyone knew at the time that kusodad was the real cause of her graduation...

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>>2404063
Chitose is a good vtuber and Nijisanji is a good company.
At least they won't treat their vtuber like what Cover treat Coco, marine and miko.
Even Cover and Nijisanji always have some cooperation but Aloe is a holos, she should shut the fuck up and don't talk about anything about nijisanji and their vtuber.
I'm glad she's graduated for both hololive and nijisanji, she is a big yabai.

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>>2405350
Retard, Aloe doesn't talk shit just her past life but niji want her's death. They even sent death treat

[Anonymous No.]

she's a literal prostitute you cucks

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>>2404788
>she actually is a talented singer
haha
no

[Anonymous No.]

when do we stop pretending to give a shit about aloe

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>>2405350
Aloe never talked about Chitose. That is the trick. The Niji claim was that she talked shit as Aloe but that never happened it was a video that occurred months before she became Aloe with 15 views at the time. You are twisting events to fit a narrative that does not match reality.

The truth is Holofags and Nijifags were played for fools by a bunch of schizos spreading misinformation. The people who actually harassed were just bored and admitted to having mental problems themselves in court because Cover was fucking pissed that some losers doing it all for free cost them a bunch if money.

Like shit people pay money just to enter her fanbox to harass her. Though she lawyers up pretty quick when they do. Play stupid games win stupid prizes I guess.

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>>2405516
Anon... are you new here? There are people here still lamenting the death if a Twitter AI bot... Tay... I'll never forgive those fuckers.

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>>2405516
this board is filled to the brim with ledditers too contrarian for their own site, so never

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>>2405575
accurate af

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>>2405458
>if I believe in my own rrats, they must be true!

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>>2401805
Nijiniggers harassed and doxxed her to the point of her trying to kill herself, all because she talked about how chitose's fans harassed and stalked her into quitting, way in the past.

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I can't help but feel a little angry at Aloe for quitting so easily.
I thought she was supposed to be a succubus.

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>>2405516
She looks like Liz and that's cute.
LIZ LOVE

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>>2401973
Why does nobody talk about her whinging about seperate work phones and wanting to use her own, and comparing that to the 100 hour weeks of actual black companies.
Stroppy cunt whose lack of opsec and disdain for standard security practises could have jeopardises multiple other more deserving talents.

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>>2404694
>>2404760
You most likely would that's a 90% chance of death on average, don't beleive everything a woman tells you anon. Especially when she wants your money.

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>>2405516
When she comes back.

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>>2404694
I once tried to do the same from a 5th floor and only dislocated my fucking shoulder, so that shit definitely happens sometimes