You haven't fallen in love with a vtuber have you?

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Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:31:49 2022 No.32902961 [Reply] [Original]

You haven't fallen in love with a vtuber have you?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:32:24 2022 No.32902983 >>32902961 Yes and she is in love with me. She says she loves me and sings love songs to me

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:33:38 2022 No.32903043 I have a crush on one, but I can't call it love or even unrequited love. We don't know each other personally. I am, however, trying to increase my chances of meeting her someday by becoming one of her coworkers.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:34:01 2022 No.32903055 File: 66 KB, 1280x714, 1358793121468.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Yeah and I'm glad my oshi will never betray me.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:34:11 2022 No.32903064 I did but then she mentioned Tempiss, now she's dead to me.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:35:58 2022 No.32903141 >>32902961 I have but it was by accident. I am not worried though. I will go through this like I went through past breakups and I will come out just fine.

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:38:01 2022 No.32903234
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No. I love being autistic and oxytocin deficient because it means I can enjoy chuubas for being funny, cute, etc. without having them take over my life or becoming unhealthily attached to them.

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Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:42:32 2022 No.32903421 [SPOILER]

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>>32903043
Do you actually live in the same area as this tuba?

>>32903055
Your safe from me anon, Kiara was my favorite for awhile and I still like her but I've moved on to Snuffy now.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:44:03 2022 No.32903505 I've personally met two different people who then became vtubers (A 1view and a 2view) after the fact and dated one of them for awhile, did that count at the time?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:48:03 2022 No.32903686 >>32903420 Legit unhinged, are people that retarded that they think if they keeps sending someone money online the person in question is going too personally be their girlfriend now?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:50:06 2022 No.32903796 >>32903505 We're they originally streamers and then became vtubers?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:53:55 2022 No.32903937 >>32903796 The 1view was yeah, the 2view was a moderator for some community and leveraged the members there to get 30-40some watching

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:55:43 2022 No.32904036 >>32903937 How'd you wind up meeting them?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:56:56 2022 No.32904097 File: 213 KB, 1600x900, 1632782751956.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Of course not, what are you, some kind of loser?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:58:02 2022 No.32904157 >>32904036 Both through work

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:58:09 2022 No.32904165
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Anon, It's time to recite your baseline.
>And blood-black nothingness began to spin, a system of cells interlinked within, cells interlinked within cells interlinked, within one stem. And dreadfully distinct, against the dark, a tall white fountain played.
Cells
>Cells
Have you ever been in to a institution? Cells.
>Cells
Do they keep you in a cell? Cells.
>Cells
When you're not performing your duties do they keep you in a little box? Cells.
>Cells
Interlinked.
>Interlinked.
What's it like to hold the hand of someone you love? Interlinked.
>Interlinked.
Do they teach you to how to feel finger to finger? Interlinked.
>Interlinked.
Do you long for having your heart interlinked? Interlinked.
>Interlinked
Do you dream about being interlinked?
>Interlinked.
What's it like to hold your child in your arms? Interlinked.
>Interlinked
Do you feel that there's a part of you that's missing? Interlinked.
>Interlinked
Within cells interlinked.
>Within cells interlinked.
Why don't you say that three times? Within cells interlinked.

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:58:11 2022 No.32904166

>>32902961
I only pretend to be a gachikoi because it's fun fanboying. I go on 4chan and post about how much I love them but I've never been bothered by male collabs, I've never thought about them much when there isn't something going on, and I've abandoned so many oshis just because they went on a break and I found something else to watch in the time slot.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 19:58:16 2022 No.32904170 >>32902961 No because when I feel attraction to a vtuber I call my parents and ask them how they're doing.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:05:38 2022 No.32904483 File: 51 KB, 1024x666, 311.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Yes, and I hate it especially now that she announced her vacation with just one guy who she's definitely not gonna fuck. I wish I didn't have these feelings.

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:06:59 2022 No.32904534

>>32903421
>Do you actually live in the same area as this tuba?
Nope, I would have to move if I wanted to meet her in person. She coincidentally lives somewhere I already wanted to move, though. I'm not exactly going to be too broken up if it never pans out, but I figure I have nothing to lose by at least trying to increase the chances of it happening.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:08:49 2022 No.32904611 >>32904166 I have a huge crush on a vtuber but couldn't care less if she were to collab online or offline with a man or if she were dating someone because I'm not completely insane. I would jump at the chance to get to date her myself is all.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:10:48 2022 No.32904694 >>32903420 >Moves on from one twitch thot to another. Guys like him don't learn from past mistakes.

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:13:16 2022 No.32904791

>>32904534
That makes think a bit more convenient, but I gotta ask how do you plan on making it work? You gonna stalk them and show up were they are or are you just going to cross your fingers and hope the stars align. Also would you act like you don't know who they are?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:14:22 2022 No.32904833 Rye looks actually like the girl in my dreams...

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:18:28 2022 No.32904999

>>32904611
I like to think most of us on /vt/ have this mindset. Obviously their are actual schizos on here that are so far gone already but I think most here would love to get luckily with their oshi but know it probably won't happen and wouldn't actually kill themselves over it.

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:19:52 2022 No.32905059

>>32904791
>You gonna stalk them and show up were they are or are you just going to cross your fingers and hope the stars align.
The latter. I've never stalked a woman before and certainly don't intend to now.
>Also would you act like you don't know who they are?
No, of course not. I don't know who she is when she's not being an anime girl to begin with. By becoming her coworker, I mean that I want to get a job at the vtuber agency she works for, to be clear. I am also a vtuber.

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:31:12 2022 No.32905507
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>>32905059
That clears things up a lot and I'm relieved to hear that's the situation and not what I was assuming it might have been. Anyway good luck anon I hope you make it and can meet your oshi.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:32:17 2022 No.32905546 >>32902961 Vtubers are girlfriend simulators. If you watch them for entertainment then your standards for fun are incresibly low and you should be ashamed of yourself for being such a basic bitch..

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:32:20 2022 No.32905549 >>32903420 >avarage unicorn

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:35:10 2022 No.32905652 >>32904611 Same for me. I have a couple of vtubers I have that feeling for. I also Gosling post and SEX post for all of them.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:35:33 2022 No.32905672 >>32902961 I've been attracted to my fair share of them (Sana, Amelia, Baelz, and Elira to name some), but I also accept that it could never be. They're all super far away, and I've got shit I need to fix before I can put myself out there.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:35:56 2022 No.32905688 >>32905546 Based

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:36:41 2022 No.32905723 >>32905507 Thanks! I appreciate the well wishes, and I'm happy to hear that I don't sound completely nuts.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:37:42 2022 No.32905768 >>32905652 Same bro. Nothing wrong with a little pining.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:38:29 2022 No.32905809 >>32902961 I have and I’ve been the happiest I’ve been since highschool over 10 yrs ago. >b-but my homo Seems you cucks bet on the wrong woman. Both my JP and EN oshis haven’t betrayed me and never will.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:39:12 2022 No.32905845 >>32902961 No I tried though Just feels incredibly stupid

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:39:40 2022 No.32905865

I remember when I was in school I stalked a girl so well she never figured out I was doing it. Then we moved away from that school on happenstance since my dad got work in another state and I felt like I wasted all that time.
Stalking only works if they know you're on the case. As far as that girl knows she just had an unusually attentive guardian angel for a year.
Can't watch yourself into a relationship, but you can watch for an opening.
Speaking of which how the fuck do you talk to people on social media? Like, actually talk. Network. Romance.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:41:04 2022 No.32905938 File: 22 KB, 122x190, brave_o5F2wWYgpv.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32904097 >he thinks he isnt in a parasocial relationship with content creators he frequently watches

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:42:33 2022 No.32905999 >>32902961 Only platonically. All my oshis are menheras that I would never date

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:42:54 2022 No.32906017

>>32905865
>Speaking of which how the fuck do you talk to people on social media? Like, actually talk. Network. Romance.
I really don't know. All of my friendships and relationships have come from meeting those people face to face. I would think that a forum or a Discord channel or something would probably be an easier place to meet like-minded people than an anonymous imageboard or something like Twitter or Instagram, though.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:44:33 2022 No.32906099 >>32906017 The internet has brought us all so close together, but we're all still so, so far away. Whaddapain.

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:46:32 2022 No.32906183

>>32906099
I'd argue that it really hasn't brought us together, it just made us more concerned about what other people are thinking. When I raise kids I'm gonna do my best to make sure most of their socialization is with other humans and not with a screen.

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 20:55:27 2022 No.32906522

>>32906183
I'm in my mid 30s and I only chase girls I could see myself marrying and I don't want kids out of wedlock so while I can afford kids...I'm starting to get a little worried. Where is my other half?
If I can find good people to raise my kids around I'd love that too, but I've got that calling to live rural. With kids the best laid plans are just suggestions, so I hear.
I feel like growing up people were definitely more creative, entrepreneurial.
Before the internet we had arcades, Atari, Nintendo, early mac games on floppy. Kalicovision(sp?)
I say all that because I wonder, after vtuber tech advances if we'll get a non shit leaders where kids will play virtually (like star trek holodecks)
I kind of wish people were more ready for it all, but I also loved living through windows 95 encarta and typing classes.
...what were we talking about again?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:04:15 2022 No.32906908 File: 3.30 MB, 540x300, 1621909045993.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I have and i would kill myself is she was gone

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:04:24 2022 No.32906917 File: 269 KB, 457x438, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:05:49 2022 No.32906987
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>>32902961
You don't understand anon, she responds to me in chat and she has a great personality. I'm not like you who merely simps. I mean, look at this darling girl, she's all mine and i'm so happy.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:08:00 2022 No.32907084 File: 382 KB, 1600x900, 1650829128939.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 I did, was a precious feeling for the longest time, now it`s painful.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:10:13 2022 No.32907185 File: 595 KB, 505x615, adorkableami.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Not yet, but this lavender knucklehead is starting to make me gosling

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:10:14 2022 No.32907187 >>32907084 I was listening to her cover of sucker on repeat every day just before it happened. I could barely sleep this past week. It really hurts

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:13:35 2022 No.32907339 >>32907187 I used to go to sleep every day with her ASMR, now I can't do it. I listen to the last member stream everyday though, helps me cope and delude myself into thinking it's going to be ok...

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:17:20 2022 No.32907505 File: 756 KB, 974x720, gosling you look lonely 2.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 of course i have...

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:17:46 2022 No.32907532 File: 69 KB, 716x1024, 20210810_125345.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I would marry her in a heartbeat if she asked...

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:19:13 2022 No.32907590 >>32907532 witches are so cool. I like her sneaky occult necklace in this design

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:19:27 2022 No.32907602

>>32907339
I was singing along, at least a hundred times I sang along, which I thought was innocent and harmless, but I think somewhere deep inside it really screwed me.
I put her streams on whenever I do my work. She was my motivation. Now I post on this board all day long. Hoping it'd get better.
You're not alone anon we'll get over this

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:22:16 2022 No.32907728 >>32905549 >average twitch groomer fixed it for you. Amouranth isn't exactly a beacon of purity.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:29:45 2022 No.32908048 File: 282 KB, 1119x1500, hololive hoshimachi_suisei.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] no, but I'm going to make Suisex love me

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:32:46 2022 No.32908192

>>32906522
>...what were we talking about again?
The whole ball of wax. We're certainly going to live to see some interesting times come to pass. I'm also an optimist with regards to how the internet is going to shape culture in the long term, I just want my kids to grow up better than I did.
I think the state of the internet right now is pretty bleak and that good vtubers are unironically one of the brighter parts of it. That's also why I'm a vtuber.

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:33:37 2022 No.32908232

>>32902961
There was a specific stream that definitely caused me to have feelings for her.
I had a full on freak out about which caused spur the moment discussion to start lifting to cope with the fact that I'll never be with her, this really helped clear my head and straighten out my thoughts and I decided that even though I can't be with it doesn't mean I should be alone, so now I've continued my reps to one day have my someone that makes me as happy as her.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:34:21 2022 No.32908270 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MARRY ME ATHENA! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:35:15 2022 No.32908314

>>32908232
>this really helped clear my head and straighten out my thoughts and I decided that even though I can't be with it doesn't mean I should be alone, so now I've continued my reps to one day have my someone that makes me as happy as her.
Hell yes, anon. Unironically proud of you man. That's what you were supposed to get out of this.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:37:04 2022 No.32908391 File: 773 KB, 3727x4970, Athy bday.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32908270 I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:37:08 2022 No.32908399

>>32902961
i dont really care about gura that much most of the time, pretty entertaining little brat, that's about it.

but sometimes i'll listen to some of that sappy shit she sings in karaoke and suddenly i'll be in love with her for like a week. i'm ashamed of it every time it happens and swear i'll never do it again. i think i need meds.

example:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoA5PaApyC0

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:43:07 2022 No.32908703 File: 129 KB, 773x1137, 1658362151980.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Yes. January 2021 was a menhera hell for me. Thankfully I was self-aware enough to step away from her and now i'm free.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:44:55 2022 No.32908778 >>32908399 Gura's singing of song of the ancients got me to start watching her instead of ignoring her because she was the popular one, i don't blame you, her voice is enrapturing

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:45:50 2022 No.32908831 >>32902961 No, I have never and hopefully never will.

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:49:11 2022 No.32908974

>>32905546
This, so much this, finally a good post ITT
When YAGOO created hololive in 2017 this was his actual main goal: create virtual anime girls that prentends to be girlfriend of fat lonely weebs
The reason pekora always get 30k+ ccv? She pretends to be her viewers gf of curse! woman are not entertaining!
You might not be aware but pekora destroying a tank in rust with a RPG is literally a dating simulation

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:50:45 2022 No.32909038 >>32908974 I remember the first time a girl took me tankbusting... there's so much about relationships that they just don't teach you; you have to learn from experience. when you think about it, vtuber viewers are training to be the ultimate boyfriend

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:54:48 2022 No.32909221

>>32908192
Yeah I'm glad Hololive branched off into EN. I didn't know streaming existed til Myth (I'm serious!) because I was reading books and studying the foundations of world mythos...and trying to sell books on the subject. Unfortunately being off social media for so long is fatal nowadays.
So now I'm trying fleshtubing BUT...seeing all the cute/cool models I've looked over the fence more than once but if I take a vtuber avatar that means I'm not going to be able to rely on my past works to play the new character.
I'm both enamored and horrified. Grabbing one of these Vtubers would be quite the prize. I'm just saying.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:56:45 2022 No.32909308 >>32904483 who? need to avoid this

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:56:51 2022 No.32909316 >>32902961 I have because she is the only female I even bother to dedicate time towards but now I'm back to being a woman hating "incel"

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:58:06 2022 No.32909357 >>32907185 she's soooooo fucking olllllld I LOVE HER

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 21:59:05 2022 No.32909401 >>32904165 now THIS is schizoposting. puts the rest of us to shame

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 22:03:43 2022 No.32909603 File: 54 KB, 500x500, pissyourselfnow.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 yes, and her name is elira pendora

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 22:07:14 2022 No.32909757 File: 506 KB, 750x750, 1603207314995.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Yeah, every day since gen 5 debuted

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 22:33:21 2022 No.32911020 >>32902961 I have and then she fell in love with me and now we're dating. Take the 2viewpill, anons

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 22:42:31 2022 No.32911426 >>32904165 Within cells interlinked Within cells interlinked ... Within cells interlinked

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 22:43:31 2022 No.32911482 >>32909401 That's an anti-schizopost retard

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 22:47:17 2022 No.32911648 I have and it hurts everyday

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 22:49:52 2022 No.32911761 >>32902961 I haven't because I took my meds. I now work at a white collar job while still enjoying "haha funny" vtubers in my off-time.

Anonymous Sat Sep 10 22:50:11 2022 No.32911774
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>>32902961
Yes i have and she loves us (chat) back everyday is bliss and i am happy spending time with her. Not even dying from covid-19 could stop me from watching her streams. I could not chat (or breath) but i watched her and cheered her on like a good husband dammit.
ps. covid fucking sucks stay safe out there bros

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 22:52:25 2022 No.32911879 File: 1.15 MB, 1916x1008, koops.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I used to love her like you wouldn't believe.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 22:53:10 2022 No.32911904 >>32911774 same situation brother.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 22:59:24 2022 No.32912254 >>32902961 It was just normal parasocial love until she started telling me sweet stuff in dms like wanting to cook for me and cuddle with me. Now she's barely talked to me in months and it's taking its toll on me.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 23:01:17 2022 No.32912351 File: 111 KB, 1181x1080, patracuddle.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] can't go wrong with pato

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 23:39:47 2022 No.32914456 File: 126 KB, 1200x675, ext_tw_video_thumb_1416448829277212675_pu_img_bymY0fXQjHRlPms7.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32911879 why does she never stream?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 23:41:15 2022 No.32914546 File: 435 KB, 555x575, 1654081472363.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Yes but I try to keep it at a healthy level

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Anonymous Sat Sep 10 23:49:45 2022 No.32915079
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>>32902961
Unironically, yes. And I'm self aware enough to know how bad it is. I actually love Flare she's just... so perfect.

I hate that I love her but I can't stop it. It's not fair man...

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 23:51:21 2022 No.32915179 >>32903420 I always wonder why Twitch mods make such ridiculous motions regarding the site, then I read this and it makes 100% sense. The people should not be in any position of authority. It's like giving a chimpanzee a gun.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 23:53:58 2022 No.32915350 >>32902961 I dont know what is love anymore. All I know is that theres a vtuber that I miss when she is not streaming.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 10 23:57:43 2022 No.32915577 File: 179 KB, 500x500, 1660935626140339.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Hahahaha... Yes

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 00:34:36 2022 No.32919202 >>32902961 Nope. I avoid vtubers who do GFE or who are gosling-friendly in general since I'm susceptible to that stuff by virtue of being a socially awkward wizard

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 00:57:20 2022 No.32922172 >>32902961 How do you even know if you've fallen in love with someone? What does it mean to fall in love?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 00:58:37 2022 No.32922307 File: 15 KB, 709x565, 1659101476748072.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] No, I just find myself saying UUUUU everynow and then. And wishing I have a faunalike gf

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:01:25 2022 No.32922599

>>32922172
That's a tough question and different people might have different answers.
To me, I know I'm in love with someone when I'm willing to support them at any hour of the day, that I like them, can't get enough of what they have to say, see a future with them and am willing to make sacrifices to be with them. At this point in my life (my late twenties), that part about seeing a future with them is especially important. I need to have faith in a woman to the point of wanting to have kids with her.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:01:49 2022 No.32922663 >>32908391 I LOVE MY WIFE ATHY

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:01:58 2022 No.32922685 >>32915577 married btw

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:02:42 2022 No.32922776 >>32908399 same exact thing here, I get caught up in school/work and don't watch many streams in general for a while but then I'm finally able to watch one of her streams and I can't stop thinking about her for the rest of the week

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:04:36 2022 No.32923085
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>>32902961
falling in love is perfectly normal and human thing to do
What you are doing with that is other thing. You can become a schizo when you actually realize that she will never be with you or you can enjoy her successes as your own. But no matter what, falling in love is not unnatural or weird. You shouldn't be ashamed

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:05:38 2022 No.32923333
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>>32902961
I had a weird sort of parasocial feeling with one but:
>150 days since last stream
I miss the streams bro... I live everyday enjoying myself but late at night I miss her restrained yet totally unhinged schizo energy. Unironically wish her the best though. She was using streaming as an unhealthy coping mechanism for her stress and the reasonable part of me knows that she should never touch the internet again.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:09:03 2022 No.32923856 >>32923085 Tremendously based.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:13:41 2022 No.32924453

>>32922599
We are like total opposites. Life is too short to be tied down to one person, especially someone that you can't even physically touch. I'll like and comment on their content, as well as recommend them on occasion, but anything past that just seems a bit extra. You do you though man, just know that you're only seeing a part of them when they stream.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:25:46 2022 No.32925943 File: 409 KB, 692x692, 1600034368485.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 no I realized a long time ago that wemen are all selfish manipulative cunts especially your oshi

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:26:57 2022 No.32926111 >>32915577 Why would you fall in love with a chuuba that's already taken? You have a masochist or an ntr fetish

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:31:51 2022 No.32926750 yeah and she masturbates to the erotica i write and send to her

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:39:58 2022 No.32927679
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>>32902961
Yes and it was beautiful.
I thought I didn't remember how to love, and now I use my newfound feelings to push myself forward.

I'm going to give it my all to try and impregnate Mio, if that doesn't work, I'll carry my feelings with me.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:48:43 2022 No.32928769 File: 100 KB, 247x329, 1620252048338.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32904097 sorry anon but i will always draw the line at having a male vtuber on me screen. i despise twinks

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:53:51 2022 No.32929409 File: 741 KB, 220x220, 間取かける.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I think I'm not sure yet

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:56:56 2022 No.32929791 File: 176 KB, 900x675, her.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32923085 >You shouldn't be ashamed thanks anon, i needed that

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:57:17 2022 No.32929843 File: 1.74 MB, 1500x1332, 1607303760355.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Haha...

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 01:59:40 2022 No.32930112 File: 2.08 MB, 1158x1637, 183853819.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Probably yeah

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 02:02:06 2022 No.32930457 File: 129 KB, 850x1232, magcute.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] ...yeah

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 02:05:52 2022 No.32930951 I have. Luckily it's mutual! We're meeting up irl for the holidays. Spacer's gambit, boys.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 02:08:57 2022 No.32931399 File: 419 KB, 560x559, Selen sad Gosling.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Yes i did...

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 02:14:47 2022 No.32932163 File: 3.35 MB, 3000x4000, 1662862381621.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Just twice, each time it lasted 3 or 4 months. Im glad I can drop them whenever I feel like im going too deep into this shit.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 02:18:28 2022 No.32932606 File: 778 KB, 2047x2307, 1659675160424821.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 I did....once...

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 02:31:16 2022 No.32934083
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>not creating a tulpa based on your oshi and watching streams together while snuggling in bed, until your tulpa starts trying to seduce you and has jealousy fueled mind-sex whenever she notices you smiling a bit too much at your oshi's cute noises
you guys are missing out, it's even easier to pull off if you're schizophrenic, so most of /vt/

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 03:11:39 2022 No.32937040 File: 700 KB, 829x765, imok.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Yes. I used to listen to her streams & singing to sleep in a vain attempt to dream of speaking to her.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 03:14:30 2022 No.32937248 It's over it's over. I did but recently I found out all the times she laughed at my supas were faked. I used to watch her streams before I go to sleep and now I can't even watch a clip that has her in it. It really hurts.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 03:16:14 2022 No.32937377 No, I have a wife.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 03:50:25 2022 No.32939536 Don't talk to me.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 04:35:26 2022 No.32941981 File: 670 KB, 3875x2400, 6rion.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I'm legitimately in love with Gura and I'll be a complete mess when she eventually graduates, though I'll be happy for her.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 05:00:06 2022 No.32943252 File: 103 KB, 909x1240, FZ5YFlTVsAAYcqE.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 i fall in love with her long time ago and im a proud selen gachikoi

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 05:02:49 2022 No.32943392 WE FELL FOR JEWISH SHENANIGANS THEY TRICKED US ALL INTO FALLING FOR SEMI-REAL WOMEN

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 05:03:37 2022 No.32943442 File: 1.44 MB, 1277x772, [crushing sound].png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32932606 Still hurts...

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 05:06:03 2022 No.32943561 >>32937040 Anon practice lucid dreaming and you'll soon be speaking to your oshi in dreamtime

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 05:06:44 2022 No.32943593 >>32902961 yes and I'm madly in love with her the hope is that I someday marry her but I know it's likely to never happen

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 05:08:38 2022 No.32943685 >>32902961 I love my priestess like a sister, yes

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 05:56:24 2022 No.32945721

I read the story above and damn i don't want to be like that mod. I've good stuff to bring to the table but she doesn't seem to be interested. i can't cut the support (as mod and subscriber)i give to her in an instance but i'm separating from little by little. I'll be hard for me to find a good woman out there but at least i want to distract myself in something else, i want to be the guy i used to be before the pandemy. Become better, have projects, more money and if any woman comes to my life i'll be the one who rejects.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 05:57:39 2022 No.32945772 >>32902961 I did. I'll never forgive her though. I even skipped all the parts with her talking in that gura collab

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 05:58:38 2022 No.32945818 File: 500 KB, 680x679, 290(1).png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Yes. Ever since she debuted. Worst still, I fell in love with her irl persona. What kind of fucking loser am I?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:00:57 2022 No.32945910 >>32945818 Who did this to you anon

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:01:47 2022 No.32945938 >>32902961 No, they're all eventually show their true colors and start acting like regular sluts. That's what VNs are for.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:07:22 2022 No.32946169 >>32904165 Within cells interlinked Within cells interlinked Within cells interlinked

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:08:32 2022 No.32946217 >>32932606 She was absolutely precious. Talked to greys like they were humans. A genuine one of the kind saint.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:09:28 2022 No.32946262 >>32902961 They're for my entertainment. I wouldn't fall in love with a reality tv show

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:11:45 2022 No.32946368 It makes me want to leave the house and find someone like her, maybe girls aren't all that bad.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:13:44 2022 No.32946439 >>32902961 Can't even fall in love with real women, I always think I'm unworthy of love necause of my insecurities so I pretend I'm asexual but deep down I'm hurting inside so I turn to Vtubers anime and videogames to forget abut aspect of my life.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:19:03 2022 No.32946664 File: 112 KB, 328x313, 1641439853020.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32945910

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:22:18 2022 No.32946803 >>32946664 Stop shitposting you absolute fucker

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:22:43 2022 No.32946825 Mother of god, those trips. (ᗝ) >>32946664

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:24:24 2022 No.32946894 >>32902961 I don't think I'm capable of feeling romantic love

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:25:07 2022 No.32946933

>>32946217
True, Sana was something special. She always chatted with the chat and read almost every message that showed up. I still remember when the chat clapped when she finished a stage in Celeste and she paused the game to thank everyone. I remember when she was talking about the Hololive gens that came after her and she then read my comment saying "Sana is already a senpai, time flies". It was just some months before her graduation announcement, now it hits me like a truck, I miss her.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:28:50 2022 No.32947103
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>>32943392
Nigger the real jewish tricks was making all western women into braindead self-absorbed hedonist degenerates that get their dopamine kicks on social media, excess and cock carousels and get praised for it.
I'm a romantic man goddamnit. All I ever wanted was to love and be loved passionately. The kind of love that makes me want to be a greater man and to be devoted to that pure, and passionate love. And now I'm forced to play their stupid topxic game and treat them like shit, to kill my pair bond capabilites and dream of a romance that can only be found in fiction or falling in love with a vtuber woman that I cannot have.
Fuck you, fuck kikes, and fuck their poisonous lies.
>>32925943
There was a time when they were not like that anon. But they were poisoned. And I cannot see a cure.
>>32923085
Love that cannot be attained, hurts anon. I'm in love with my oshi, and she inspires me to be a better man, to lift, to create, to be a better man, to eat well, to never surrender.
But the pain remains.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:36:08 2022 No.32947415 File: 146 KB, 500x531, 1630587904291.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] No, but not for the lack of trying. They've all just come up short.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:38:58 2022 No.32947516
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I am in in the unenviable position of having loved and lost two Oshi.

>Jitomi Monoe got graduated with little to no warning and zero explanation beyond vague mentions of a contract breach
>Sana graduated due to ongoing health and personal issues, as well as trouble maintaining a healthy work/life balance.

Council singing Secret Base with Sana fucking broke me. I only pray that my last oshi standing (Pochi Maru) stays happy, healthy and safe.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 06:41:44 2022 No.32947646

>>32947103
>And I cannot see a cure.
Unplug Facebook, Instagram, Tik Tok, all of these pieces of shit social medias. Maybe our generation will still be fucked but god damn will the next generation not be poisoned by the narcissistic nature of public internet

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:02:58 2022 No.32948499 >>32946803 >>32946803 You asked anon. Trips of truth. She holds me.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:05:26 2022 No.32948581 >>32903420 And normalfags have the tenacity to claim idol culture is bad

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:06:09 2022 No.32948611 >>32946664 Oh no...I hope you stay unaware of forbidden knowledge if this is the case.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:07:47 2022 No.32948667 No, I haven't fallen in love with a fictional character because I'm not a pathetic shut in virgin. I got laid, I go out for my job, I watch a vod now and then. You people need to get out more, see the world.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:11:36 2022 No.32948818 >>32948667 No, (You) need to get out, now. And never come back here ever again.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:15:31 2022 No.32948962 File: 293 KB, 503x374, oh god no.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32948611 What, she has a bf? She did something? Oh God.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:15:42 2022 No.32948970 >>32902961 I enjoy her streams but thats about it

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:20:12 2022 No.32949120 >>32948962 I'm sorry...

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:24:49 2022 No.32949284

>>32948818
Cry more faggot. Keep jerking off to a fictional character who will never return your feelings. Watching chuubas is fine, donating to them is fine, dumping thousands on them begging for attention thinking you'll have a chance for love makes you clinically insane.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:25:16 2022 No.32949302 >>32949284 why are you here?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:27:35 2022 No.32949402 >>32949302 Sapling posting, it's the only good thing on this board. Outside that, laughing at you schizos for having meltdowns over the tiniest thing.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:28:03 2022 No.32949423 >>32949284 >>32949302 He's one of the sleeper troon agents sent from discord by his troon commander

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:28:26 2022 No.32949440 >>32949284 Go back normalfaggot

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:28:39 2022 No.32949448 >>32948667 >>32949284 this is an anime website for pathetic shut-in virgins go back to twitter

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:30:07 2022 No.32949505 >>32949448 Twitter is vastly more toxic than here, why would I want to go there? Literally every social media and forum is a shit hole.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:31:35 2022 No.32949551 >>32949505 because normalfags like you usually prefer twitter

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:31:48 2022 No.32949560 >>32902961 thought i fell in love with a 2view /here/chuuba, turned out i was just feeling very lonely and she said exactly the things i needed to hear. glad i realised it was this way because she is an awful and manipulative person.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:38:23 2022 No.32949778 >>32949551 Yeah, okay schizo. I'll be over here enjoying life and watching chuubas. You just stay put and keep pissing yourself because other men exist and your oshii would rather them over you.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:39:46 2022 No.32949823 >>32949778 >comes in the thread >REEEE GET A LIFE VIRGINS STOP FAPPING TO CARTOON WOMEN >lol you're seething lmao why are normalfags like this?

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:40:12 2022 No.32949842
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>>32902961
I don't fall in love with VTuber, yet. But, I did see VTuber as the means to fill my lonely soul. Even one time I did (jokingly) say to my (formerly) favorite VTuber that one of the tools for my escapism is VTuber. She just laughed at it.

I already know what it takes to overcome my loneliness: to have a real wife. No other means than that. Certainly not VTubers. What's the point to love a woman if you can't be with her?

What intrigues me about VTuber is that some VTubers love "freedom" (i.e. talent freedom) so much that they'll see anything that restricts it with so much hatred. It's like somehow a sheep reveals itself to be a wolf.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:40:36 2022 No.32949853 >>32949778 >Bros i have a normal life and a wife >posting on 4chan >watching chubbas Either a normalfag with nothing else to do or a retard larping

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 07:58:13 2022 No.32950385 File: 1.25 MB, 1272x716, kasumiFinal.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Pain

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:09:07 2022 No.32950707 >>32924453 I think you misunderstand me; all of the things I'm describing are something I could only ever feel for someone I actually know. I'm >>32903043.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:20:42 2022 No.32951046
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>>32902961
Unfortunately yes I hate it because I hate unicorns and everything they stand for. I always hated parasocial relationships the fact of being a complete schizo over a girl on the Internet, it's something totally unhealthy and horrendous and is something I despise because it means I'm almost on the same level as the creepy fucks that think an entertainer is their girlfriend.

I've never seen Kronii in a romantic way, but in the last few weeks that has changed because I've seen her more human side and seeing how grateful she was for all that, seeing how little she talked about her feelings, what she went through and how it affected her life, it affected me because I ended up relating more and more to her and I remembered how similar we were in certain things.

She was even happier than she looked and was excited and relaxed after all the trouble she'd been through. Then it happened, she just wanted to make new friends and talk to other people but got attacked by her unicorns for having a good time with Altare just because she laughed. After all the fuss, she was still friendly and democratic with her unicorns rather than rejecting them, listening to what they had to say. But then she had to talk about being against ships and about idol culture, making the situation that was being resolved even worse. This whole situation made her get into problems with the management that made her take this break. And seeing how the situation got worse for her affected me a lot because she was finally happy and then that happened and I can't stop thinking for even a day knowing the injustice she suffered and worried that she might go back to being depressed like before.

The worst part is that I can't do nothing and I always remember myself that'll never be with her and I'm just hurting myself, I know that falling in love is normal but not this way, this will only hurt me and even then my mind keep hammering these "feelings", again and again and again. I pray that's just a phase and it'll go away soon for my well-being because I don't want it to eat me up inside.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:24:57 2022 No.32951166 >>32902961 Of course not. I've BECOME my oshi.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:30:36 2022 No.32951326 >>32948962 She doesn’t have a boyfriend, that one picture of her mom’s facebook was edited.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:33:01 2022 No.32951398 >>32903420 >fish without husbands too someone tell him

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:37:13 2022 No.32951514 >>32909603 My relationship with elira isn't parasocial, it's legal

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:45:24 2022 No.32951719 File: 128 KB, 903x500, FLTYc2FaUAAPzHp.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32951326

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:46:58 2022 No.32951754 Sadly. I held out like a motherfucker though.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:50:37 2022 No.32951855
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>>32902961
>Is fit
>Is cute
>Streams almost everyday when she can for several hours
>Goes the extra mile to personally do projects like her vr 3D
>Promised to not cuck her fans
>All I have to tolerate is jp male collabs with her vtuber friends and a biannual stream hiatus when she decides to no life survival of a month
Of course I love my oshi

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:51:39 2022 No.32951876

>>32949284
People are calling you a troon agent for stating the obvious.

This shit is nothing like what vtubing was like back in 2017 and 2018. I’m not even passing judgment on which is better, but don’t act like being a unicorn is somehow not a deviation from the previous norm.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:54:01 2022 No.32951915 >>32951876 (me) >>32949284 I mean, people are calling you a “troon agent” just because you’re right and stating the obvious.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 08:58:51 2022 No.32952028 >>32951915 People are calling him a "troon agent" because his "troon commander" from discord has dispatched him to the hallowed grounds of /vt/ to spread their "troonery" Ftfy

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 10:10:56 2022 No.32953646
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>>32951046
I feel you, Anon. My trick to escape this is to stop supporting her. I did this by unfollowing her Twitter (I also remove her oshi mark on my bio), unsubscribing her YouTube account, and leaving her Discord channel. After that, I asked two questions myself:

1. Do my condition will worsen if I leave her?
2. Do something bad will happened to me if I miss her and anything related to her?

The answers to that questions (at least for me) are: 1. Only if you want to believe it; and 2. No, it doesn't. My struggle is easier because I'm busy with my thesis. But, it isn't impossible for everyone, including (you). It's called (((para)))social relationship, after all: It's a one-sided relationship and it's inferior to social relationship.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 10:46:06 2022 No.32954722
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>>32902961
yes, unfortunately... I guess this is what I get for making fun of Gosling fags in the past.
>>32951046
pretty much this, I'm in the same boat, I hope things get better in the future, but knowing myself I know that it won't get any better on the contrary it will just get worse, so I just have to live with the pain and hope that someday I have the balls to kill myself or at least hope someone does it for me.
And yeah, I know I sound really pathetic

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 10:47:58 2022 No.32954790 >>32903420 the life of simp sure is harsh

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 10:54:50 2022 No.32955043
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The most common thing I see normies and not-actually-vtuber-fans post about is how much they want their favorite to "be themselves"

Let me ask you motherfuckers....what IS it, exactly, you fall in love with with a person IRL? Is it their name, the looks, or can you identify it based on personality traits? Then explain to me what is it exactly you want when you say a vtuber shoud "be themselves"

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 11:02:12 2022 No.32955298 I like Suisei but only as an idol figure or favourite anime charcter, but I actually fell in love with Rye after she showed her face on stream. Damnit, how come there are hot people using vtuber avatars for fun

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 11:02:23 2022 No.32955303 File: 1.74 MB, 1190x1188, 1647323895859.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I love her so much that it's torture

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 11:15:14 2022 No.32955741 >>32903420 haha no way there's people like that in this vtuber hobby right? no one is that unhinged and so detached from reality right? haha,..

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 11:26:31 2022 No.32956089 I.. know that ill never be with her so i treasure every little interactions i have that isnt a superchat.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 11:33:42 2022 No.32956315 File: 332 KB, 1000x1107, chicken cringe.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32946664 >calli

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 11:40:06 2022 No.32956519

I love my oshi so much it genuinely hurts
She makes the nights better for me too many times for me not to be in love with her. She knows my favourite songs (in terms of jap songs anyway), my favourite genre of music, and we have a similar retarded sense of humour.
I dreamed of her singing to me over the dinner table once and that completely sealed every bit of escape I had left.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 11:55:18 2022 No.32957021

I feel like my oshi is not on a relationship because 95% of women who own 2+ cats are guaranteed to be single. I'm trying all the possible to gather money to travel there, befriend her and try to start a relationship with her because I saw her past the screen, and she's really beautiful. Also trying to make myself as a chubba. I already took my meds.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 11:59:40 2022 No.32957166 >>32902961 I did. I fully know it's not healthy and it's not something that will have a good ending, but on the bright side my first heartbreak won't be that bad at least

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 12:01:19 2022 No.32957222 >>32902961 Yes, and then she betrayed me. Now I spend all my days and energy antiing her, and I'm going insane because of it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 12:02:01 2022 No.32957253 >>32922685 >>32926111 E doesn't exist

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 12:54:45 2022 No.32959171

>tfw you're not a schizophrenic chad

I don't understand the "girlfriend/wife" guys, I really don't and I mean the unironic ones. What do you expect? That she will want to know you because you throw money at her? Expect her to not have a boyfriend or even not talk to males? It's not an anime character, it's a real woman playing video games with an avatar.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 12:56:13 2022 No.32959215

>>32957021
>I'm trying all the possible to gather money to travel there, befriend her and try to start a relationship with her
Maybe I'm too far gone but I honestly don't see an issue with this provided you try to be as natural as possible (try to "discover" them naturally through whatever hobby or profession) instead of stalking their every location and hunting them. Then maybe somewhere down the line you confess you were a fan or take it to the grave and never bring it up.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 13:43:45 2022 No.32961198 >>32902961 never

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 14:42:50 2022 No.32963815 >>32912254 Damn dude that's torture, why would she do that

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 14:45:55 2022 No.32963936 >>32903420 >The unicorn gatekeeper in his natural habitat.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 14:48:59 2022 No.32964075 >>32955741 They do exist ask kronii baelz mori and ame.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 14:49:42 2022 No.32964098

>>32953646
Thank you for the advices, Anon. The problem is, I don't think it would make a difference at this point. I haven't watched her channel since she took her break and she is not posting anything on her twitter account either. There is nothing that reminds me of her but still my own mind reminds me of her all the time.

I couldn't just unfollow her because I'm sure that would make me feel worse, That's the big problem with parasocial relationships and why I hate them. I have been distracing myself withg my hobbies and the things I love during my routine but they only lessen that feeling for a little while. It's not something that's getting in the way of my life, but it still bothers me a lot because it's basically a mental battle that I can't win. Again, thank you very much for the advices, Anon.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 14:50:08 2022 No.32964129 File: 636 KB, 1000x764, うそぺこじゃん！？Bum Bum cha stuck in a wall.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] No. But I fell in love with her fluffy bum.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 15:00:06 2022 No.32964551 >>32947516 Ebosi is still alive as far as I know.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 15:01:35 2022 No.32964614

>>32954722
I have the exactly same feelings, Anon.I used to make fun of the goslings too and now I'm on their level. It's great to know I'm not the only one.

But killing yourself won't solve anything, seek help, open up to someone you think can hear you, your life is just one, you own it and you can choose how to live. As much as it hurts, this pain is a fleeting thing that can change depending on what you choose as far as possible. You have to fight and move on, that's what we must do so we don't go crazy and succumb. Never forget this, you have more control than you think.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 15:04:19 2022 No.32964707 >>32905549 unicorns aren't gachikoi or goslings dumb twitter tourist

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 15:23:29 2022 No.32965440 >>32963936 >unicorn >whore Learn the meaning of the words you're using.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 15:37:00 2022 No.32965946 >>32937248 well im usualy a lurker but you peaked my curiosity, what happened that makes you think so ? Is it actualy true or just a feeling you have ?

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 15:43:58 2022 No.32966220

>>32951046
>>32954722
Take it from a less mentaly ill dude than the average here. You honestly seems like a pretty decent person to not resort to blaming others for your misfortune. And seems quite level headed about your own emotions. Even if other pepole are having a bad time, i think you can be confident you arent fundamentaly reprehensible. I wouldn't say you seem pathetic at all. You are quite in tune with your emotions and is just met with unfortunate fates.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 15:52:37 2022 No.32966489

>>32964614
thanks, but I just can't find a reason to live, not just because of Kronii but a lot of stuff has happened that made me loose my interest on living, i have no friends to talk about this and even though my family is supportive I noticed that every time i talk to them about this they really get worried, i even told them that the only reason i haven't killed myself it's because they are around and i don't want to cause them problems. I will try to improve myself but it feels like I'm just going nowhere :'(

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 15:53:22 2022 No.32966518 File: 92 KB, 884x900, 1662839816103134.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32904097 If it was entertaining there would be clips of it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 15:54:22 2022 No.32966556 Nope, I'm not that desperate, despite being a kissless 35-year-old virgin.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 15:55:01 2022 No.32966580

>>32966220
Exactly, and that kind of fate is what affects me the most because it hits me on a deep level. I've always had control of my emotions, but lately that hasn't happened, I'm more and more unstable to the point of exploding.I just hope this ends as soon as possible. Thank you very much, Anon.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 15:55:28 2022 No.32966594 >>32966220 thanks

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 16:00:27 2022 No.32966778 I hope you're happy, Kronii Altare...

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 16:01:02 2022 No.32966801

>>32966489
You should sit down and open up to your family. Think about it, you are extremely lucky. How many people out there don't have a family that supports and can listen to them? The fact that they are worried is totally normal because they love you.If you love them, you must move on even when they are no longer with you, that's what every parent who loves their child wants. They would suffer knowing that you are not enjoying your life. You're not causing problems to anyone, I'm in a similar situation because I also think I'm lost in life but I can count on my parents for that, so try to do the same, don't keep everything to yourself and look for a professional who can help you.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 16:07:00 2022 No.32967019

>>32904611
>>32903043
Same here. I have a huge crush on a 2view. Watching her is the highlight of my day, I go full parasocial over our small interactions and I daydream a lot about her too, but I can't say I'm love with her because I don't know anything about her. Even if she is always nice to me it could easily be fake as long as I'm part of the audience she is 'obliged' to be nice for.
And yes, I'do anything for a chance to get closer to her and to know her better, out of character, since that could led me to actually fall in love with her, but I'm also aware that I could easily get disappointed too. Is a risk I'd be willing to take.

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 16:12:48 2022 No.32967267

Platonic love, yes. It makes me happy to watch her, to see her excited about something, to cheer her up when she's down and our interactions on stream/Twitter. She's pretty parasocial as well about being interested in us so it's not entirely one sided but ultimately as much as I would like to, it's impossible and frankly not healthy for anyone to have that platonic love be any kind of delusion of romance.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 16:14:07 2022 No.32967312 >>32902961 maybe not, but her laughter makes me smile

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 16:26:16 2022 No.32967772

>>32912254
Going through the same, bro. Getting into a chuuba's dms is a double edged blade. One day she makes me feel special, the next day like I don't even exist.
Every time I send her a message and wait for her reply I feel like I'm playing russian roulette.
Hope things get better for you with her. We all deserve that little bit of happiness.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 16:27:50 2022 No.32967837 >>32902961 Worse. I fell in love with a roommate.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 16:31:45 2022 No.32967986 File: 31 KB, 590x386, static-assets-upload2853163262080670388.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32949120 >>32948970 >>32951719 >>32956315 I guess... Its over

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 16:44:58 2022 No.32968536 >>32965440 >only a whore because she has a boyfriend. Yeah shut the fuck up.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 16:45:45 2022 No.32968563 >>32902961 I have and I'm not going to stop

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 17:13:15 2022 No.32969789 Yes. I got cucked on the first month and yet I bought the membership, so I don't think I'll get over it soon

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 17:24:20 2022 No.32970314

>>32902961
I recently have.
Before now I've liked some vtubers but this time its a real parasocial one. I imagine myself meeting her irl and falling in love. Constant fantasies. Its seriously unhealthy in that sense but in another sense its tricking my brain into being a lot more productive. Just in case I ever do meet her I want to be someone cooler than I am right now. I've unironicallly improved my life quite a bit.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 17:25:06 2022 No.32970359 File: 106 KB, 701x392, tips.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>32902961 Yeah but thankfully I've got it tempered down to an ideological drive instead of an uncontrollable urge. Why temper my emotions? Because I'm edgy.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 17:31:02 2022 No.32970679 >>32904097 why did you crop out the reddit banner at the bottom?

Anonymous Sun Sep 11 17:33:20 2022 No.32970799

>>32957222
Then perhaps its best you dont let someone else who dosen't even know you live rent free in your head and spend your day doing something else. Besdies, its not because you feel hurt that someone betrayed you or was trying to hurt you.
You are going to go crazy if you go down that road of bitterness anon its not good for you.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 17:36:58 2022 No.32970979 >>32970314 Thats not so bad, even if you no longer like her because of a miriad of reason, you might still attract someone who is similar to her due to working on yourself like so. With a bit of luck and meeting pepole it actualy worked for me.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 11 17:47:52 2022 No.32971513 >>32902961 Yes and it only got worse when I saw her pre-vtuber streams and realized the why I liked her. Guess that thing about "everyone has their gender bended version on earth" is true after all. And I don't like it.

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