/tsunX/ - Tsunderia Extended

[Anonymous No.]

It's okay if she's your imouto wife Edition

>Teamup Schedule
https://teamup.com/kshzigpgucqeujnyxf
>Divegrass team (currently looking for a new manager)
https://implyingrigged.info/wiki//tsunX/

▼Former Tsunderia Members
>Inukai Purin - Mesugaki dog
https://www.youtube.com/@inukaipuwin
https://www.twitch.tv/inukaipurin
>Hoshino Char - Gunpla extraordinaire
https://www.twitch.tv/hoshinochar
>Kamiko Kana - Stinky NEET fox
https://www.youtube.com/@kamikokana
>Ember Amane (formerly Yazaki Kallin) - Beloved tomboyish firestarter
https://www.youtube.com/@EmberAmane
>Matsuro Meru - Sweetest person alive, recovering menhera
https://www.youtube.com/@Meruru
https://www.twitch.tv/meruru
>Nini Yuuna - The embodiment of chaos, breadcrumb-sized braincell
https://www.twitch.tv/yuuna
>Miori Celesta - Freaky deaky beertuber and your new girlfriend
https://www.youtube.com/@MioriCelesta
>Orla Gan Ceann † - Half-toxic, half-wholesome dullahan shut-in
https://twitter.com/orlaganceann
>Amemachi Hanabi - The golden-voiced mayor of Rainy Town
https://www.youtube.com/@amemachihanabi
>Tetsuya Kazune - Insomniac head popper and music dork
https://www.youtube.com/@tetsuyakazune
https://www.twitch.tv/tetsuyakazune
>Chikafuji Lisa - The giggling and screaming little sheep sister experience, music nerd
https://www.youtube.com/@chikafujilisa
https://www.twitch.tv/chikafujilisa
>Uzuki Tomoya - Punished bnuuy; a brotuber denied his bants, now focusing on music and podcasting
https://www.youtube.com/@uzukitomoya
>Tsurugi Nen - Scuffed dream eater and dick confuser
https://www.youtube.com/@tsuruginen
>Amiya Aranha - Itsy bitsy spider mom and certified retro hag
https://www.youtube.com/@amiyaaranha
>Dizzy Dokuro (formerly Umiushi Urara) - Bane of Tsunderia, invader of Phase Connect, and savior of /tsunX/
https://www.youtube.com/@dizzydokuro
>Yomi Cham - World's cutest singing wolpertinger
https://www.youtube.com/@yomicham
>Haewon the Heartstring - Frenemy of the thread and wannabe cumdumpster
https://www.twitch.tv/haewontheheartstring
>Maria Paradisia - Spicy Latina priestess on a mission to cleanse the world of sin
https://www.twitch.tv/mariaparadisia
>Juri Shima - Tall, handsome, and rich chad king of Shima Kingdom
https://www.youtube.com/@JuriShima

>/tsunX/ Friends
Prism Project >>>/vt//ppg+/
Phase Connect >>>/vt//pcg/
Kawaii >>>/vt//pkg/
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Idol >>>/vt//jidf/
Hakos Baelz >>>/vt//rrat/
Onolumi & Retro Vtubers >>>/vt//vrt/
Sheeptubers >>>/vt//wool/
Moon Jelly - https://twitter.com/moonjelly0
Tsukimi B. Dohrnii - https://twitter.com/TsukimiBDohrnii
Mogi - https://twitter.com/monomogi
Shimada Tiger & Duskward - https://twitter.com/ShimadaTiger
Synthion - https://twitter.com/synthionmusic
Yukinoshita Peo - https://twitter.com/yukinoshitapeo
Arakita Seigi - https://twitter.com/ArakitaSeigi

Previous Thread: >>52938549

[Anonymous No.]

I miss my boyfriend.

[Anonymous No.]

Haewon charity donothon finale
https://www.twitch.tv/haewontheheartstring
Meru stream that is almost definitely not being archived
https://youtu.be/AC67VSP_ON0

[Anonymous No.]

I just want to hold Meru tight and tell her it's going to be alright

[Anonymous No.]

fuck Tsunderia
meru love

[Anonymous No.]

MERU LOVE

[Anonymous No.]

reminder your spidermom wants you to think of her in a sexual way

[Anonymous No.]

>I gotta stop being like this for real.
Hate me but Meru's biggest block to success is she can't not cry every other stream.

[Anonymous No.]

only 17 days until Ami confesses her love for ME

[Anonymous No.]

meru is cute even when she's crying

[Anonymous No.]

>>52994100
She needs someone to support her emotionally.
She's talented, hard working, charismatic, cute... She has it all going for her.
But she living alone while mentally scarred and indulging in unhealthy coping habits such as substance use, not exercising, not socializing destroys her morale no matter how much she hangs in there.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52994499
I don't think that would help. She has her mom and her fans and nothing has changed.

[Anonymous No.]

Yeah Meru maybe taking three weeks to reply to a DM did damage you.

[Anonymous No.]

who made this cute girl cry?

[Anonymous No.]

Sad girl alarm has gone off. Fish man is watching, I guarantee it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52994085
I will think about my soft sweaty spidermom and how much I I want to let that hair bun down and watch her beautiful lavender hair spill all over, fluffy spiderlegs clinging tight, fangs dripping with amitoxin she's so worked up...

[Anonymous No.]

>>52994658
Alcohol and Meru are never a good mix. This stream was going so well until the drunk started to hit her hard.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52994726

[Anonymous No.]

>>52994567
It's not the same thing.
Unless you just started watching her lately, you would know her family is not exactly the most stable and re-estabilishing her relationship with her mother is a struggle in and of itself.
I won't even comment about the "she has her fans" part.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52994499
I agree, Meru needs my cock and my affection, probably in this order, three times a day
But I'm not a real doctor

[Anonymous No.]

what does she mean by management and why does she feel abandoned by her gen mates?

[Anonymous No.]

Is anybody archiving?

[Anonymous No.]

>>52994887
I've been watching her since she was a panda. Once I saw that she was drinking I knew this is how the stream would turn out.
She is very predictable and forever stuck in a low she makes little effort to get herself out of.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52995339
with guys like you cheering her on i can see why, i wish i had been here for her..

[Anonymous No.]

>>52995339
you're a cunt kill yourself

[Anonymous No.]

>>52995339
kys

[Anonymous No.]

>>52995339
Its not something everyone can get out of alone.
Especially when your family is historically prone to substance abuse.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52995174
>abandonned by her genmates
That's not what I hear, she does feel abandoned because she has abandonment issues
and she does miss having a company and genmates but i don't think she feels abandoned by them, if anything she feels guilty for being the cause of her gen failing, which is not true

[Anonymous No.]

>>52995339
Oh, go fuck yourself. Things are not that simple

[Anonymous No.]

>>52995565
>>52995609
you guys probably mean well but Meru is gonna read the thread, please don't give her ideas

[Anonymous No.]

real advice? get a boyfriend
better pick a real good one though
honestly get close to someone who will love you, physically close, intimate even
a major issue with that is you probably shouldn't trust yourself to pick a BF rn, you have to start by loving yourself at least a little bit

[Anonymous No.]

>>52995525
>>52995565
>>52995609
>>52995673
>>52995736
At some point you have to realize you aren't cut out for this and cut your losses.

[Anonymous No.]

the worst thing is, i don't even disagree with meru
she's just spitting fact when it comes to PPP wasting a insane amount of good will, talent and opportunity

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996017
is this normal for this thread??

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996153
Yeah, but dwelling on it isn't healthy. And Meru blaming herself for any of it is ridiculous.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996017
Honestly? That's it.
She needs someone who can man up, take care of her, confide in and blow some steam off with.

[Anonymous No.]

is this how women are when they are alone?

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996231
clearly shitposting just ignore them

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996231
Don't respond to bait Anon.

[Anonymous No.]

How do I begin to explain that there is no universe in which Meru is responsible for what TsunDream could have been?
They're doing better without the company at the moment

[Anonymous No.]

If she needs a boyfriend I'll volunteer

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996466
You don't even need to.
They were probably a couple of upstart rich weeb kids with nothing to lose and the will to groom.
But Meru is the kind of person to take the weight of the world on her back.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52993569
why is she so menhera?

[Anonymous No.]

Yuuna is the best, have a call with her, just in private, she'll tell you what you're right about (PPP being shit at his job) and what you're wrong about, and she might come visit to feed you, even if you're not proud of where you live now, please say yes Meru
You need physical company and real life hugs
We can't love you that way from across the internet

[Anonymous No.]

i like menheru

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996741
>probably a couple of upstart rich weeb kids
what in the fuck
where are you from

[Anonymous No.]

Someone needs to cut her internet or something.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996984
let her vent.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52997074
Venting publicly like this is not healthy.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996984
she'll nuke the VOD this is not anything new
just let her vent for a bit

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996944
You understand who I'm refering to, right?
I'm talking about Tsunderia LLC and I'm from a 3rd world country.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52997128
"publicly" aka on a stream that will get nuked with viewers who care about her and she cares about

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996876
this

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996876
Best advice in the thread.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52997167
that makes more sense, PPP fits that description
TsunDream (Ami Lisa Nen Tomo Kazu) really do not
glad this got clarified

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996876
Best thing Meru can do is hang out with Yuuna every weekend.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52997239
Weird cope. It's still a public stream.

[Anonymous No.]

Man I wish I knew how to say something useful in this chat.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52997384
All good.
Sorry I couldn't make it clear I was talking about the agency's C-levels.

[Anonymous No.]

I MISS AMI

[Anonymous No.]

why doesn't she redebut as a new character so it's easier to move on?

[Anonymous No.]

Sending a DM to ask Meru if she wants a manager and content analyst (for free) after this stream.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52997496
cope my ass. she is blowing off steam. "public" stream doesn't mean shit when literally everyone who is watching is a meru fan.

[Anonymous No.]

PPP was incompetent, that's why Meru
You're not the only one who misses being together, I promise
Good news is you'll do better without the incompetent guy in charge, do your creative stream the way you wanted to, and you can still have you buddies from Tsunderia, friendships don't exist under an LLC

[Anonymous No.]

>>52997892
That would be the 4th time if she did.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52998003
You only have to read the thread to know that not everyone watching is actually a fan.

[Anonymous No.]

Sweet sheep trying to help...

[Anonymous No.]

>Lisa shows up
>First thing a drunk ass Meru says is happy birthday
I love this little goat like you wouldn't believe

[Anonymous No.]

>Sheepy to the rescue to tell Meru to drink some goddamn water
God bless you Lisaa

[Anonymous No.]

Thank god. Someone she might actually listen to.

[Anonymous No.]

>not even five minute of Lisa being in chat
>Meru already sounds way better
wtf is this sheep made of

[Anonymous No.]

>y'all
Meru was the y'all poster all along

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996231
it's just the Meru cycle

Party like a fiend on Meru comeback stream
Vibe with Meru zatsu <<== YOU WERE HERE
Enjoy Meru creative stream <<== YOU WERE HERE
Lose hearing from Meru gaming screams <<== YOU WERE HERE
Personal tragedy or sudden illness or menhera attack strikes <<== YOU ARE HERE
Forced absence demolishes Meru's rebuilt self confidence
Meru radio slience for 1-2 months while mental and/or physical recovers with small tweet breaks
Meru is anxiety about coming back
Meru gradually forgets what she was anxious about and starts planning comeback
Meru remembers how much she loves streaming and drawing and showing us weird goofy games
Get hype for Meru comeback
[repeat]

[Anonymous No.]

I'll start watching Lisa as payback for this save.

[Anonymous No.]

Meru...

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996466
Try putting it in a maro, chat is not enough space to explain stuff while she's drunk

[Anonymous No.]

>>52998562
So tomorrow's stream is canceled and there's no schedule for next week if we're following the cycle.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52998562
i appreciate any time i can spend with her

[Anonymous No.]

I'm still not over how good PPP was at picking talents, JUST picking talents
Didn't miss even once.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996876
Please Meru do exactly this if you are reading here, this is by far the best advice.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52999120
>how good PPP was at picking talents
assuming he was the one picking them and not just telling slug or someone else to do it

[Anonymous No.]

>>52999199
>>52999120
He picked Gen 0 but now I'm wondering of maybe Char had a bigger hand in Gen 1. Slugma was definitely involved in Gen 2/3/4

[Anonymous No.]

>>52999199
Was Slugma involved with gen4?

[Anonymous No.]

this is just regular drunk Meru now, we sailing

[Anonymous No.]

>I said last thread "Lisa needs a 3D model with hand tracking."
>Meru asks Lisa "Where's the 3D with hand tracking!?"
She absolutely reads the threads.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52999797
Lisa with the clutch save

[Anonymous No.]

>>52999514
She left in April, auditions for Gen 4 opened up in June.

[Anonymous No.]

Meru is now courting brapposters

[Anonymous No.]

>>53000591
>brap
Brapping has nothing to do with piss, retard.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52999853
Of course she does, she really cares what people think.
She's also cute and dumb for blaming herself for any of this and thinking she isn't as interesting and talented as she actually is.

[Anonymous No.]

Meru just freely dropping PL names is so funny to me

[Anonymous No.]

RIA HATE

[Anonymous No.]

>>53001508
Ria did nothing wrong.

[Anonymous No.]

>>52999853
MERU LOVE

[Anonymous No.]

>tsunderia contracts were fukken scams confirmed

[Anonymous No.]

>water concerners stay winning
she already needs to pee you guys cut her bladder some slack

[Anonymous No.]

PPP is a scammer and should spend the rest of his life in jail for doing this to my little sister

[Anonymous No.]

>>52993569
GIRLFRIEND HAIRCUT!

[Anonymous No.]

FUCK PPP all my homies HATE PPP
Meru has so much potential, she just needs the support

[Anonymous No.]

hi Yuuna

[Anonymous No.]

Yuuna enters the totsumachi

[Anonymous No.]

there's something really special about chuubas getting drunk and crying on stream

[Anonymous No.]

She is not going to kill herself right? This attack looks quite bad

[Anonymous No.]

>>53003304
idk but women have high failure rate when it comes to that

[Anonymous No.]

>>53003304
No, it's not the worst attack she's had. The one after the 24hr stream was sober. This one is mostly the alcohol

[Anonymous No.]

>>53003543
when will they learn to stop taking pills and just jump or use a gun

[Anonymous No.]

She's been going over the same 5 talking points for the last hour

[Anonymous No.]

>>52996017
dumbass she's literally married

[Anonymous No.]

Meru...

[Anonymous No.]

>>53004575
Yeah, to me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53003718
First Meru stream?

[Anonymous No.]

>>53004575
why is she still like this then? Shouldn't she have an actual shoulder to cry on in that case?

[Anonymous No.]

Bros what if she really is responsible for it all going to shit...

[Anonymous No.]

>>53004961
Not unless she was actually PPP all along.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53004961
it wouldn't change the fact that the past is in the past and she needs to chin up and keep going, or do something else entirely. We all have failed projects, we all have regrets

[Anonymous No.]

>scheduling the menhera attacks

[Anonymous No.]

honestly never saw Meru like this
it's kinda hot

[Anonymous No.]

>>53005287
I also have a thing for women that are simply not well but I would still like Meru to feel better

[Anonymous No.]

You can tell she's sobering up because she's starting to think more rationally.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53004961
unless she's somehow PPP in disguise, no

[Anonymous No.]

>3 naps a day
>eating chocolate and cereal and nothing else

[Anonymous No.]

>chocolate and cereal
Meru please

[Anonymous No.]

>Meru got underpaid
Was it like a straight undercut? My distrust corpo contracts and their extreme NDAs knows no bounds.
>I will give up 50 60 90 percent for that confidence.
Jesus christ please let that be the alcohol talking.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53005918
Can say from experience that this takes a huge mental toll by itself.
Nutritionally and morally.

[Anonymous No.]

got drunk with meru and now we're both crying and im trying to hug the screen

[Anonymous No.]

rrats

[Anonymous No.]

>>53004575
You are rigth, she is my sisterwife

[Anonymous No.]

Drink some water, get some rest, eat a good meal, talk with Lisa and Yuuna.

[Anonymous No.]

>need to drink more
please don't, unless it's water

[Anonymous No.]

shots!

[Anonymous No.]

ENHANCE

[Anonymous No.]

ENHANCE AUDIO

[Anonymous No.]

>im gonna peeeeee
>can you hear me???
>you hear it??
>AAAAAAAA
i didn't hear no hand washing, that's for sure

[Anonymous No.]

holy shit

[Anonymous No.]

I'd bust the fattest nut if she had taken her mic with her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53004575
huh?

[Anonymous No.]

Meru sounds exactly like my ex when drunk.
I'm scared.

[Anonymous No.]

this is GFE

[Anonymous No.]

i need to smoke crack with this bitch

[Anonymous No.]

>>53007965
she would have if she could
if this were a space or twitcast
she wouldn't even ask about taking chat with her

[Anonymous No.]

>>53007764
>>53007770
FUCK I blasted my audio but the only thing i heard was the toilet lid falling down

[Anonymous No.]

I'm holding my little sister's vodka urine hands

[Anonymous No.]

>>53008148
h-hot

[Anonymous No.]

>the bunny ears really merge really well with her model
it's little details like that, Meru cares so much it hurts

[Anonymous No.]

>she's still going

[Anonymous No.]

she's bloomer now

[Anonymous No.]

>>53008393
i remember being blown away once when she changes her hair colour on the fly during a stream, she has a lot of talent with that vtuber studio stuff

[Anonymous No.]

LMAO
Its fucking amazing how everytime I try to watch Meru she is having a menhera attack. She might be the actual most menhera vtuber I have seen, at least on the EN side.

[Anonymous No.]

>talk to therapist
>still menheras on stream
therapy is a scam
or women are just unsalvageable

[Anonymous No.]

alright Meru, we're doing a cooking stream next week, and it's not silly cute stuff, it's meal prep for a week
we can also start every stream by eating together
i'm not even a fucking architect
but this is a start

[Anonymous No.]

>>53008749
Most of them act worse than they are.

[Anonymous No.]

>her therapists just tell her to think rationally
Holy shit I should be a therapist

[Anonymous No.]

meru please...

[Anonymous No.]

>>53008749
PTSD and CPTSD are helluva drugs. Emotional trauma can actually change your brain chemistry into

[Anonymous No.]

>cops
she means wellness check

[Anonymous No.]

>Lisa and Yuuna show up when they hear she's crying
>"Nobody wants to hang out with me! No one cares about me!"

[Anonymous No.]

>>53009110
do these quack therapists not realise that mental illness is irrational

[Anonymous No.]

>>53009371
just shut up and take your meds

[Anonymous No.]

>>53009344
it's not rational, and she knows it's not
that's the tragic thing about Meru,
she has a really good understanding of her mental illness
but that doesn't mean she can fix it

[Anonymous No.]

therapy is a scam
the field of psychology is classified as a religion
don't take your meds

[Anonymous No.]

>>53009110
>>53009371
>taking a menhera at her word
dyrbi

[Anonymous No.]

I've tried reasoning with women that sound like meru before, and I can't. Women just can't stop blaming themselves for shit that they aren't to blame for, and don't get the concept of carrying the weight of their own faults and just man up. Those are man things.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53009450
This

[Anonymous No.]

this is so hot. I just want to give her a big hug while she rambles on about this shit

[Anonymous No.]

>>53003679
Because most of them usually do it for attention. Signaling "PLEASE CARE ABOUT ME". And shit like that.

[Anonymous No.]

>IRL work in progress
what the fuck is this about now?

[Anonymous No.]

>>53009371
Therapists just learn mental shit on the level of a char mechanic. They follow manuals. How good they are depends on who taught them, what they were taught, and how empathetic they can actually be with the patient.
>>53009491
There are good and bad therapists, and there are good and bad patient matches. Some therapists dismiss anything they haven't been taught. Some therapists have inborn talent for understanding and communicating with people.

[Anonymous No.]

Is Meru OK?

[Anonymous No.]

>>53009660
Thanks ledditor.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53009833
she is Meru, and we're okay with that

[Anonymous No.]

>>53009450
I think you nailed why listening to this stream is making me really anxious. I'm very much of the same mind of my own mental illness. It's suffocating.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53009819
I think it also depends on how open the person is.
I don't think therapist would help me out much, because no way I'm telling him about my mental problems or sometimes I'm not even sure what's wrong with me, I just don't feel right about everything's but can't put it into words.

[Anonymous No.]

What really worries me about Meru is that suicide runs in her genes so I REALLY hope her mental illness doesn't get to that point.

[Anonymous No.]

Meru has a list

[Anonymous No.]

>feels like she never gets rewarded for treating people with kindness

[Anonymous No.]

Does she actually remembers? I feel tempted to post in chat cuz just to see if she remembers what stream I last watched, which was half a year ago.

[Anonymous No.]

you don't remember me Meru, i've only ever been here
and i'm not the only one
Meru LOVE

[Anonymous No.]

>CCV hits 3 digits during a breakdown
yep it's time for the scheduled hiatus as soon as she becomes a 3 view

[Anonymous No.]

>>53010131
>suicide runs in her genes
how do suicide genes pass to offsprings? I mean, reproduction, if it happens, happens before the suicide itself so...

[Anonymous No.]

>>53010255
same, although i used to be in her chat a long time ago, i wonder if she remembers my old name

[Anonymous No.]

>>53010255
same, Meru LOVE

[Anonymous No.]

Did you guys know that Meru feels sad about the past?

[Anonymous No.]

>>53010131
Wasn’t it her step-dad that killed himself?

[Anonymous No.]

PAT PAT PAT PAT GET HAPPY GET HAPPY GET HAPPY GET HAPPY

[Anonymous No.]

This is the longest meru rambling session in a long time

[Anonymous No.]

Meru the OG menhera

[Anonymous No.]

Well if it means anything Meru, you are definitely the only actual menhera vtuber I know. Most of them just pretend.

[Anonymous No.]

I hope that was a shot of water

[Anonymous No.]

>>53010943
After all this I wish she would do a collab with Pippa just to see who ends up shocked at what the other says

[Anonymous No.]

Meru gets it, the whole fucking point of this vtuber thing is supporting girls and watching them improve, that's what people seek here, even if they don't say it that way
(Tomo and Kazu are girls too, it's okay)
doesn't fucking matter if you start as Holo or indie, people will support anyway, just at different degrees

[Anonymous No.]

>>53000652
APOLOGIZE

[Anonymous No.]

Meru burps...

[Anonymous No.]

Someone at least clip that last part.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53011088
That's still not a brap, idiot.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53011085
>supporting girls and watching them improve
that's the whole point of the idols

[Anonymous No.]

>>53011085
it's just escapism for me

[Anonymous No.]

The first couple burps were good but you don't need to force it Meru, just let them build up naturally, maybe try mango beer

[Anonymous No.]

How the fuck is this girl still alive

[Anonymous No.]

>>53011127
Sorry, I'm dyslexic

[Anonymous No.]

>one more pringle for Hanabi
i'm chugging milk for this one

[Anonymous No.]

>>53011197
Too much self loathing to live
Too much guilt to die

[Anonymous No.]

>>53011197
Her fans. If we weren't here for her she would have nothing stopping her.

[Anonymous No.]

>burps
I'm in heaven

[Anonymous No.]

does she mean blacks?

[Anonymous No.]

i've seen the pics she posted on twitter, she's definitely a cutey

[Anonymous No.]

LMAO thug Meru

[Anonymous No.]

>>53011714
the thighs alone sell her to me

[Anonymous No.]

>>53011717
Meru knows how to pack a fuken bowl

[Anonymous No.]

pass the bowl Meru

[Anonymous No.]

>ywn take fat rips from a bong with Meru

[Anonymous No.]

>148cm
IMAGINE

[Anonymous No.]

ToT

[Anonymous No.]

Fear not Meru, if I do rape you, it will be to make you feel wanted and perhaps to shut you up, but there's gonna be lots of love along with the lack of of initial consent

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

i dunno meru, your ass is kinda nice

[Anonymous No.]

Meru complaining about being called cute is cute...

[Anonymous No.]

>called cute and looks 12
I am gonna uoh

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>I CAN'T HELP IT THAT I LOOK LIKE I'M FUCKING TWELVE

[Anonymous No.]

i am imagining meru giving the i am a surgeon meme speech right now
I AM AN ADULT
I AAAAHM AN ADULT

[Anonymous No.]

THERE'S HOPE FOR MERU

[Anonymous No.]

>maybe i'm officially a cake, show knows
I'd cake the Merussy if you know what I mean

[Anonymous No.]

>not even 30 and already acting like this
uh oh

[Anonymous No.]

>>53012642
ima need a diagram chief

[Anonymous No.]

She must still be young if she values college graduation that much

[Anonymous No.]

i find worth by making people i love smile, that's including you Meru
that's about it
i don't think money means much, i'm supposed to be smart but i don't buy it, i've never indented to leave a mark on this world, but the moment i can hear or feel that someone i care about is smiling because of something i did or said, then it's all worth it
i don't need to be the best, and you don't either
you've made me smile Meru, a lot

[Anonymous No.]

uhh Merubros I joined to watch some loli chubba play kusoge wtf is going on

[Anonymous No.]

>>53013171
we just did a good chunk of loli, come back another day for kusoge

[Anonymous No.]

>>53013171
Just sit, listen, and show her support

[Anonymous No.]

Holy shit, is she even fixable at this point

[Anonymous No.]

Meru...

[Anonymous No.]

>>53011714
what images?

[Anonymous No.]

>>53013171
Yep, it's a Meru stream. And probably why she doesn't retain viewers.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53012802
Look here, listen I don't art but I can word
so you know about pie and how they are two layers of pastry with filling inside, yeah?
Cake can have many many layers, think wedding cake, but it's creampies
As in I'm gonna cum in Meru, let it ooze out as she cries, then do it again and more will ooze out, the second time she might start to feel love, but then there's more and more untill my balls are dry and she's got a fucking cum cake baking in her loli belly, the very start of our first set of twins

[Anonymous No.]

This chick is weird and not in a fun way

[Anonymous No.]

Alcohol is a shitty drug, not worth it

[Anonymous No.]

>>53013526
she's ancient too, real short, and not the best at games either
see Meru, you don't need to be perfect IRL or perfect at anything
here you go, hugs are pretty great, not perfect though
please go hug Yuuna IRL, she's got great tits and you are at the right height to get lost in them
do it for me, tell me how great it felt on stream

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>>53013617
Sometimes the pain becomes too powerful to handle. It's at least better than hard drugs. Or worse...

[Anonymous No.]

fucking phase beggars holy shit

[Anonymous No.]

someone please kidnap Meru and hug her gently

[Anonymous No.]

>>53013903
Cry about it!

[Anonymous No.]

>>53013500
faggot

[Anonymous No.]

Poachbeggars get the rope.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53013903
She needs to break her "I'm not good enough" "I need management" "But I'm not good enough" loop and just take fishman's offer.

[Anonymous No.]

>maybe Orla might be around still
don't say shit like this lightly man

[Anonymous No.]

I think joining a corp would unironically be good for her. Even a loner like me knows having friends to work and talk with would help her case.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53013903
I agree, but you have to admit she has the mental condition to fit right in with them

[Anonymous No.]

>>53013903
>>53014149
what the hell would be the downside at this point if it was actually on the table, doesn't seem like it could hurt

[Anonymous No.]

>>53014284
you don't need anything to fit in phase, just you watch even male chuubas will fit in eventually and you're still not ready for her final move once that cherry pops

[Anonymous No.]

Yes, she needs to join a corporation. No, it shouldn't be fucking HURRRRR SAD GIRL COMPANY; those fans can fuck off.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53014323
I'm not here to debate the pros and cons. They're obnoxious and they should keep their company shilling out of other streamer's chats.

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>>53014406
yeah, I think it's a matter of time for males to appear.
Not like it matters, since the Phase girls collab with male fleshtubers all the time

[Anonymous No.]

>>53014323
The only downside is that Meru thinks she's not good enough.
That's it. The downside is menhera.

[Anonymous No.]

such an interesting stream

[Anonymous No.]

>>53014457
What about Yagoo's House of Broken Girls?

[Anonymous No.]

everything she says is incredible relatable, am I mentally ill

[Anonymous No.]

What did I come in on lmao

[Anonymous No.]

>i need siblings
okay once you've done the meal prep cooking stream we can do the oniichan application stream but that's a reward for eating properly, sorry lil sis

[Anonymous No.]

>>53014406
>>53014534
This is hardly on topic but you're braindead if you think Phase is ever getting males

[Anonymous No.]

>>53014894
Once Tomo has that dinner with fishman you'll eat your words

[Anonymous No.]

jesus christ wtf

[Anonymous No.]

>>53014894
It's not on topic, and that's why you have to go back and think about who Dizzy is what her end goal is

[Anonymous No.]

>>53014807
You're on 4chan.

[Anonymous No.]

So Meru's problem is she thinks the entire world's problems are her own?

[Anonymous No.]

It's all pouring out now

[Anonymous No.]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[Anonymous No.]

Alright, someone need to tell her that she needs to move the fuck on. If her life is good now then she doesnt need to think of the past anymore. That is just self torture.

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>>53015113
The problem is, she can't. She didn't learn how to handle being an adult. She's stranded.

[Anonymous No.]

having siblings doesn't solve racism, i promise
it's not being an only child, having a shitty narcissistic family definitely has more to do with it
there's probably some genetics and some bad brain chemistry mixed in too
you don't need to force an interest in what's trendy
do what you enjoy, people will find you for that, do more of it, they'll love it, you'll love doing it, it's a virtuous spiral, but you have to stop looking back, to stop comparing

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>>53015113
send the supa, pussy

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>>53013171
Mewu stream.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53015113
>just stop being mentally ill lol
retard

[Anonymous No.]

>>53015113
if you're new here, literally lurk for 6 months, or 6 hours would have been enough even
she knows this already, she's talked about it today

[Anonymous No.]

Meru sounds like she had a pretty average childhood and for some reason took everything negative ever as her own fault for.... some reason?

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>>53013500
>And probably why she doesn't retain viewers.
menhera retains views pretty well
>>53014323
>downside
She doesn't have enough self worth to negotiate a good contract. See 30 60 90 >>53005984 and she doesn't seem to talk enough to ask Ember or Dizzy what their contract is. Gen 3 is already set so it would be another set of invaders or gen 4 which as time goes on the cut gets bigger.
>Siblings
I hated my sibling and barely interacted with them but at least they set the bar low, but the bar might've been low anyway.
>>53015043
Part of it anyway. She talked about having worth for the world, I lol'd. The world is for me not the other way around. I don't try to leech but anything past that is a mindset I can't relate to.
>>53015113
She has literally said this multiple times. She knows. Literally how new? Did you just open the stream?

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>>53015290
>pretty average
I genuinely feel sorry for you if you think that's normal.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53015278
This. Everyone needs to know we only yes-man Meru's terrible decisions.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53015290
She didn't have a good male role model in her life

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>>53014807
the sad truth is Meru is not that special, there are plenty of people like her, she's just better than the average menhera at explaining her condition and that helps you relate because it makes sense despite all the crying and whatnot

[Anonymous No.]

>>53015290
I think she is just mentally ill a bit that's it. She has so many people around her and she says she can't relate to people.

[Anonymous No.]

Meru you need to start slow...fix your eating first

[Anonymous No.]

Ojisan...

[Anonymous No.]

when you don't know what to say, try saying "thank you"
try to mean it
if people betray you, rule them out

[Anonymous No.]

>>53015439
Nyo.

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>>53015331
Death in the family? Normal.
Pet dying? Normal.
Parents divorcing? Normal.

[Anonymous No.]

gotta go, take good care of meru

[Anonymous No.]

>>53015629
>Parents divorcing? Normal
do americans really?

[Anonymous No.]

failure is not contagious you retarded goat, it wasn't your fault, i promise
now go to bed and start cooking when you wake up
do a twitcast if you want company and strength
everything you said today doesn't change how much we love you, you're still our retarded little goat, Meru LOVE

[Anonymous No.]

you actually did send the supa. You got balls, friend

[Anonymous No.]

>>53015629
You somehow conveniently forgot about
>drug use
>alcohol abuse
>physical abuse
>family members with severe mental illness

[Anonymous No.]

i just gotta be strong because there's a bunch of retarded vtubers who need some confidence slapped into them
i don't get a choice and you don't either
the venting is fine, i don't know what the fucking giving yourself grace is, but i know that eating properly helps, let's start there, please?

[Anonymous No.]

Did she tell her step dad to go kill himself and he actually did it or something?

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>>53015867
>but i know that eating properly helps, let's start there, please?
Nyo.

[Anonymous No.]

>your brain telling you you suck
most of the people you look up to have those same brainworms, Meru
you don't really get rid of them ever
but it gets better

[Anonymous No.]

>>53015937
No, she blames herself because she's mentally ill and never properly processed his death.

[Anonymous No.]

God Meru is so cute.

[Anonymous No.]

>talk to yourself in the mirror and be nice to yourself
this is the most retarded thing ever and I have no idea why people keep suggesting that. It's literally just saying "lol stop having negative thoughts".
Some people really don't understand how depression and self-loathing work

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>>53015937
No
she didn't tell PPP to ruin Tsunderia either
she just see everything going wrong around her as her own doing
if a polar vortex freezes half of Toronto to death tomorrow, that'll be her fault too
it doesn't make sense, she knows it doesn't
it's how she *feels* every time
she's not actually stupid just trapped in bad feeligns

[Anonymous No.]

Meru is studying CBT. Are you prepared?

[Anonymous No.]

Cognitive Behavioural Therapy and stoicism are the best version of this bullshit, basically the core of it is: some things are outside of your reach and you have to let go
if you can learn to do that Meru, you will be unstoppable
it's not easy with your personality but you're not a lost cause

[Anonymous No.]

>5h meru thread
Damn.
Do we have a baker?

[Anonymous No.]

Bros, it's starting to hurt

[Anonymous No.]

>>53015802
Don’t forget
>Unstable housing

[Anonymous No.]

>>53016249
do NOT recommend stoicism to a suicidal person

[Anonymous No.]

How did she get this low and not hit the "Eh, fuck it. Who give a shit about anything? Imma just do what I want." snap back point?

[Anonymous No.]

>Hasn’t left her house in a month
Image the smell. How does she get alcohol though, can that be delivered in Canada?

[Anonymous No.]

>>53016625
Ye, Canada has alcohol delivery companies

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>>53016625
How do people hikki for this long, specifically food. She already talked about only eating cereal and chocolate but surely she couldn't have done that for the entire month and delivery is expensive.
>cat meows
Cute cat.

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>>53016745
>1 month
>long
haha...

[Anonymous No.]

I'm really glad she's too much of a coward to kill herself. Meru love.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53016608
she had that moment but then fell right back in

[Anonymous No.]

>Meru doesn't have the balls to kill herself
>she's a stinky hikki neet
>she looks about 12
HOW CAN SHE BE SO PERFECT
SHE JUST NEEDS ME TO CARE FOR HER

[Anonymous No.]

She should move to Ami planet and get a new Spidermama

[Anonymous No.]

>>53016745
I'm a depressed hikkineet myself and I don't think she literally has never left her house. I only leave my house for maybe 10 minutes every other day myself to get groceries and food but the rest of my time is just locked in my room.

[Anonymous No.]

>Memento Mori thank you so much for your superchat
kek

[Anonymous No.]

it's over...

[Anonymous No.]

>>53016845
I honestly feel like she should collab with Ami a lot more. She would feel a whole lot better about herself.

[Anonymous No.]

hope you feel a little better after venting
sleep well Meru, come back soon, I love you

[Anonymous No.]

Dum fug

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>>53016861
>every other day
bro, you can do groceries for a week
or get stuff delivered and have it last a month
it's not the being inside that's eating her brains, it doesn't help, but the issue is inside her, i totally buy she hasn't been outside in weeks

[Anonymous No.]

you can't help homeless people, Meru
you gotta help yourself first
maybe in a few months
also don't get raped
that for me to do
Meru LOVE

[Anonymous No.]

Every time she tries to end stream, she gets lonely and the anxiety takes over again, it's so fucking cute bros

[Anonymous No.]

>>53016903
it never ends...

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>>53016903
lol nvm

[Anonymous No.]

Meru says she hasn't had a "menhera moment" for six months but doesn't she have one every day on her alt twitter?

[Anonymous No.]

It's okay if you do it again, we've been here before we'll stick around, you have no idea how bad I want to hug you and fuck you, lovingly

[Anonymous No.]

>>53016764
>specifically food
>>53016861
I guess that's a possibility. She probably leaves once every 2 weeks or more rather than every other day with what she has said about going outside.
>>53017015
Delivery is expensive.

[Anonymous No.]

Prime menhera moment, it's so cute, but fucked up...

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

you can't miss us already you dum fug, you have to end stream first
miss you too

[Anonymous No.]

alright, actual an heroing mentions are where I start concernfagging

[Anonymous No.]

>>53017325
don't worry she won't
if you're new, just trust me
she's been way way worse

[Anonymous No.]

you can't to that to your cat either, also get a new cat one with a long life ahead of him

[Anonymous No.]

>>53017325
anon I'm sure at least half of the people here have daily suicidal thoughts, it's not that bad

[Anonymous No.]

>>53017325
Did you just tune in? This is like the 12th one tonight.

[Anonymous No.]

you say "thank you" if you are thank you for them showing up
that's all you need to say

[Anonymous No.]

>>53017633
Nah, keep calling out by name people who canceled membership instead. This is prime content.

[Anonymous No.]

Damn, Meru is so cute (i.e. a sexy, tall, oneesan)

[Anonymous No.]

Sad girl corpo time.

[Anonymous No.]

get in bed Meru, put the gain way way on, you don't need to end stream

[Anonymous No.]

>I wouldn't do this shit if I was in a corpo.
You would. But hopefully your manager would have logged you out and cut this stream off five hours ago.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53017722
I'LL FUCKING KILL THE MANAGER THAT GETS IN THE WAY OF MY MERU.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53017717
If she wakes up to this stream still going, she'd probably kill herself from embarrassment. Let her delete this and move on.

[Anonymous No.]

definitely don't do discord, if there is ONE piece of good advice to have come out of Tsunderia, that's it, discord not even once

[Anonymous No.]

>>53017777
QUADS LIED
she won't move on, you know it, I know it, she knows it

[Anonymous No.]

>>53017797
Maybe she'd feel a bit more connected to people like she wants if she'd open Discord and answer someone's month old DMs once in a while.

[Anonymous No.]

does meru even read maros? is there a way to send her some nice messages or something

[Anonymous No.]

>>53017797
true, discord is always bad

[Anonymous No.]

k-kino stream Meru...

[Anonymous No.]

I wasn't ready for it to end like this
MERU COME BACK

[Anonymous No.]

>>53017848
she does yeah
she's mentioned stuff from my maros before on stream

[Anonymous No.]

Meru needs something to teach her to accept the past and move forward breaking down all the walls in front of you, even if you have to drill through it just a little bit day by day.

[Anonymous No.]

glad I stayed up
try to get some rest Meru

[Anonymous No.]

>>52998691
Ye

[Anonymous No.]

CENSORED PLAYBOY STREAM
>playing something... naughty c:
This video is unavailable

[Anonymous No.]

>Give you advice? Where? Twitter?
>NO!
>Discord?
>NO DISCORD BAD.
>How should we tell you?
>I DON'T KNOW.
Meru how is anyone supposed to reach out if you won't respond anywhere

[Anonymous No.]

>>53018520
Use Teamspeak

[Anonymous No.]

>>53018520
Maros, trying to get her to reply and have a conversation is anxiety inducing
say your piece, she'll read it when she's ready to

[Anonymous No.]

Did anyone archive the Meru stream before it was privated? I didn't get to see it all.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53018992
>>53018594

[Anonymous No.]

>/pcg/ was posting about the stream
Oh so that's where all the faggot tourists came from. Imagine my shock.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53019381
They have a menhera alarm, I swear

[Anonymous No.]

>>53019381
this entire board is made up of around 100 posters, of course there's some overlap. Get over yourself

[Anonymous No.]

>>53019547
This thread was pretty chill until word of the stream got out. /pcg/ dramafags are drawn to mental breakdowns like flies to shit.

[Anonymous No.]

Will bake in 30 min if no one else does, never baked before this is not gonna be pretty

[Anonymous No.]

>>53019592
Meru should be thanking them for doubling her CCV.

[Anonymous No.]

>>53019592
>>53019610
To be fair most of the traffic probably came from TVA that is kinda the same as pcg but whatever

[Anonymous No.]

>>53019610
They don't member or donate. They're worthless.