/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

[Anonymous No.]

I wish I could enjoy the shift into a more unicorn friendly landscape but I think that all the drama that took place to shake up the previous unicorn friendly landscape of 2020-2021 has broke
my ability to feel sincere enthusiasm
I used to literally feel like cheering at 3d lives and write massive walls of text about how great things are, it was so easy falling into that pit of energy and love
I am not a cynic, I understand that things are great right now, but it's like I've been cut off from reaching it on an emotional level
How do I go back
I want to come home
Please

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watch FuwaMoco

[Anonymous No.]

It's too late for you, Mr. Unicorn
The Ark has left without you

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numberfags are the problem

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>>56571842
just take a break anon, search the catacombs for your feelings.

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>>56571842
rope

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>>56571842
spend less or no time on /vt/.
it's as fucking simple as that.

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>>56571842
what the fuck are you talking about

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I don't watch vtubers at all.

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the catalog is poison. visit your oshi's thread only, or better yet leave entirely. don't force yourself to keep up, you'll just burn out and kill what joy remains.

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>>56571842
Serious advice: spend some time away from /vt/ and watch your oshi's streams, or even take a break for a while.

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>>56572063
I do and they are amazing, I know that in my brain, but why won't my heart feel it anymore? I hate this. There is no reason for my to not feel happiness from it but it's like my souls been poisoned

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>>56571842
If you're too scared of getting hurt that sounds like a you problem. This isn't your fucking blog, gsh

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Don't ever forget this could be your oshi

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that's what you get for being a larping faggot. tell a lie too many times and you start to believe it.
if you were an actual unicorn, you'd only care about your oshi's purity, you wouldn't waste all day seething about other branches in a mongolian card trading board.
I respect unicorns and gachikois, I have zero respect for the average /vt/ faggot that forced their shitty ass meme for the past year or so.

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>>56572513
You don't actually enjoy them. You're telling yourself that you enjoy them because you want to fit in to an anonymous imageboard (lol) but you don't actually enjoy them. Just be more honest with yourself and you will find what makes you happy. You don't need the confirmation of faceless strangers on the internet.

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>>56572420
>>56572484
>>56572505
I've actually naturally stopped coming to /vt/ often over time, it's just spurts of like a week or two and the weeks or even a month or two or forgetting this place. Logically that should be a good thing but I almost feel like it happening without an active effort might just another symptom of my not being able to care.
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>>56572505
The idea of taking a break makes me feel a little sad but I'd gladly do it if it would let me come back and feel the same way again. Does it work? It seems counterintuitive, but I'm not going to pretend to be an expert and argue

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>>56573141
Spending too much time online is bad for you, cutting back for a while and doing anything constructive instead can only help.

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>>56572879
I'm not sure why it'd be that. Just a few days ago was the first time I opened /vt/ with since like....late April to mid May? Something like that. I never even bothered to look at this place or opinions about them. They really are objectively similar to the qualities that made me happy before, I can at least confirm that I came to that conclusion before looking at what /vt/ was saying about them. Of course, I could be wrong, or maybe I've even forgotten something about what I loved and don't even realize it. It's hard to know I guess

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>>56573689
Just try other streamers, lots of activity right now, if something sticks for you you'll know it when you watch it. Have you given all the new girls a look yet?

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>>56573524
I guess...but what if I end up never coming back?
I already lost that happiness, I don't want to forget it to

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>>56573937
If you don't come back, it was just a timesink driven by hype for you, in which case you're better off getting it out of your life.

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>>56573829
Yup. All of advent is wonderful. JP vtubers too, since they make up the majority of the strsamers in my list.
Fuck me, it was the enthusiasm from vtubing that let me speedrun learning a whole ass language in the first place.
Now I can barely care enough to even reply to tweets or comment on VODs. I'll still comment on streams, but thinking about it nowadays my comments are way more distant and sarcastic than how I used to comment. I'm not intentionally trying to be an ass, I swear, so seeing my behavior be like this fucks with my head. I hate myself for being like this

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>>56574620
Sounds like you have clinical depression anon.

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>>56574429
thanks for taking the time to respond anon
I want me to be a person who comes back, so I hope we'll soon both be cheering on our oshis whenever in the future

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>>56572063
watch their PL's graduation announcement + stream. the overflowing emotion will kickstart you

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>>56574869
I do, I had it before I found vtubers and they just...fixed it. Not perfectly obviously, but there were times throughout 2020-2021 where I thought about how happy I was and remembered how before 2020 I had just accepted that I could never be happy
I was so happy that the idea that I would ever be that unhappy again barely existed back then, lmao

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>>56575764
I will try this and report back

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>>56576017
I will say in advance, it's not an easy watch, even for people who watched zero streams of them and have zero emotional connection. That's how strong it is. But the shock treatment can dig up some old feelings quite effectively and maybe make you find some realizations.

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>>56571842
I don’t really feel like vtubers are something you should be passionate about for a prolonged period of time. There’s just not enough substation it. Once the magic fades it’s time to find new things and hobbies to get excited about.

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>>56571842
what drama exactly that broke your immersion

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>>56571842
Stop being such a whiny fucking baby
god you're worse than a woman

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>>56571842
Take a break then come back.

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>>56577855
I don't think it was one thing, thinking back through it was just kinda little thigs here and there. I wasn't really a super picky person, small things didn't bother me, it was little pieces of my reasons for why I cared be shown to not exist in this vtuber, and then another one or two ended up not having this other piece. I'm not retarded so I never thought something as stupid as "this happened to 1 so it must be true for all the others", or at least I thought I wasn't so stupid and ended up overestimating how much control what I think actively has on how I feel
How the fuck did evolution not select brains to not have the ability to control moods manually, ite actually some serious fucking bullshit to not be able to make your emotional state realize what made it sad before is gone and that it can be happy again, fuck brains

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>>56575764
>>56576017
I watched and I feel bad for it but it didn't break through unfortunately...I knew it was sad in my brain, but it's still just "I knowi t's sad", not "I feel it's sad"
Thank you for the suggestion anyway anon, I knew their story roughly speaking but I'll reiterate that in the eternal cosmic battle between bad things and good things, their story made reality a little brighter with more than a few hard-won points. I'm sad that I can't grab onto it with my heart.